A beautiful experience towards the [intended ] Closure of Healing-K.i.s.s. in July 2003

2003_07_03 , one hour before I closed Healing-K.i.s.s., or so I thought... - Last Update: 2008_08_04 -----

This morning Itamar (5 y) came and showed an amazing art-work:
a "peace-flag".

Here is the background to this image: Yesterday, as usual on Wednesday, the quartet were having their cherished 4 o'clock meal on my veranda. Itamar played with the shapes of little "Beigels", intended as snack.   "Look, a Star-of-David!" I expressed my admiration, and when he eat it, someone joked: "Now you've eaten the State of Israel!" Yael , his sister (7y), demanded exactness: "No, not the State of Israel, only the symbol of the State of Israel." Someone added: "But Grandma doesn't like flags anyway. She likes only the "flag of love" , Arnon made for her birthday." I was kneeling at my computer, as now, doing my last HeArt-Work on Healing-K.i.s.s., when Itamar, who had stayed over night with Yael, asked: "Do you have a little stick and celotape?" I wondered, for so far he couldn't handle things like celotape. I taught him how to use it, not inquiring about his purpose. After a long while came the surprise: "See the 'Flag of Peace'! Can you show me, how to write 'degel ha-shalom'?" Yael volunteered to write the Hebrew words on a piece of paper. He copied them, strangely dispersing the letters. I searched for a place to exhibit the creation. He protested: "I don't want it to be hung on a wall, I want it to be waved!"

2010_03_21 See two peace-songs, which I rehearsed recently: SongGame 2007_10_27 SongGame 2007_10_28

30 years ago, his late grandfather, my ex-husband, Rafael Rosenzweig, had come up with a profound understanding:
"Fighting the enemy is a step towards finding the way to peace.
For in order to fight the enemy, one has to study and know the enemy.
And getting to know the enemy is the way to dissolve the fear and prejudices which are behind the enmity."

I thought of this,
when yesterday I saw a photo of the two Prime Ministers smiling at each other.
and when - tonight - I caught a moment of an interview:
a Palestinian minister talked to Israel's official TV channel.
This was unthinkable in all those 40 years of my work.
The Palestinian minister spoke Arabic and the Israeli interviewer spoke Hebrew.
There was no translation between them -
each one understood the other's language,
and yet each one talked in his own.
And this while the killing has not yet stopped!

Tears well up in my eyes~~~


While walking to the pool , as I do twice daily,
I lately kept listening to the recording of one of the one hundred meetings
organized for us by our partner Jonathan Jacobi during our Partnership Tour in the USA in 1980.

Rushdi Fadilah always started in Arabic with his poem about
"the two nations are destined for leadership among humankind, but they are blind",

and I always closed in Hebrew with what Hillel said 2000 years ago,
and which has been so vital for me ever since I learnt it the first time in an Ulpan for Hebrew in 1960:

"If I'm not for myself, who will be for me?
But if I'm only for myself, who am I?"

Since I'm dependent on other people and other nations,
responsibility for myself, "parentalness", means
taking responsibility, being "parental", also for my dependencies .
Which now - after all this intense process of 2 years and especially of the last 3 weeks means for me:

Since I am totally committed

to heal myself into wholeness,

I am healing into wholeness

all of Creation.

Lass dir alles geschehn, Schoenheit und Schrecken. Man muss nur gehn. Kein Gefuehl ist das fernste. Lass dich von mir nicht trennen. Rainer Maria Rilke, aus "Gott spricht zu jedem ehe er in macht" Learn the song

Let everything happen to you, beauty and horror. One must just go. No feeling is the farest. Do not let yourself be separated from me. Rainer Maria Rilke, from "God talks to each one before he makes him" Learn the song

I am seventy years old,
a woman who – beyond this life - may have written a script for her life's drama,
which may be relevant for many people on Earth today,
not only for Israeli Jews and Palestinian Arabs, in short: Israel & Ismael.
Their ongoing pathetic, tragic fighting each other "till death will us join",
exemplifies the pathetic, tragic overall human attitude of self-victimization,
which infects all battling on Earth, be it personal or national, up to this day.
"I want peace, but since you fight me, I have no choice, poor me, but fight you back".
Or on the level of "fighters for peace":
"I want to do serious work, but you with your bla-bla-bla don't let me, so I go home."

[When I sculpted this, I was unaware of "Time of Fruition", sculpted in 2003...]

It took me 15 years -since 1959- of so-called "Peace-Work", till I understood, why it is counterproductive.
Then - from 1974 onward - I have applied my knowing,
that being the master of my destiny ['ribbonit', in Hebrew] includes the recognition of my dependencies:
If I cannot get out of a damaging dependency,
then my "SOVEREIGNTY" or "SELF-DETERMINATION" (in Hebrew : "ribbonut" ) demands,
that I transform this damaging dependency into a beneficial dependency, i.e. a PARTNERSHIP.
Since any beneficial dependency - like in a business partnership - is based on 3 conditions,
- COMMON INTEREST~~~~ MUTUAL TRUST~~~~~ EQUALITY of SELF-ESTEEM -
I must, if I believe in "Self-Determination", continuously work on creating these 3 conditions.


In 1980 - during a "Partnership-Journey" with Rushdi Fadila through the USA - I grasped,
that the flags of all the planets' nations declare the belief in self-determination and SOVEREIGNTY,
but not a single politician, leave alone a simple citizen, has - so far- been capable of acting accordingly.

"What is it that prevents humans from acting as Masters of their Destiny?"

In order to find the answer to this question, I retreated -in Dec. 1980- from working on the exterior level of
"Creating the Conditions for Partnership between Jews & Arabs".
The information which penetrated my mind more and ever more, was:
Only if I'll be WHOLE ~~~~ shall I have the wisdom and the power to determine my destiny.
To be whole means to have re-claimed , redeemed, all the parts which I've denied and ousted,
since I couldn't  b e a r to feel them or because I judged them as bad and therefore not belonging to me.
Can you imagine a robot in which ever so many parts of its "brain" are missing?   How can it function?

The next question then was:
How can I become whole,
so as to be able to act as Master of My Destiny?

Though a crucial condition was  "CEASING    to    MANIFEST" , i.e. "no longer planning a future
or believing what your imprints and conditioning have been telling you about what  you   m u s t   d o!"
and though I have been training on becoming whole - with "Christa-Rachel's discipline & consistency",
it was too difficult for me to let go of my obsession of doing superhuman work on the EXTERIOR level.
The "vocation",   that I must "save humankind",   made me neglect  what was   not "saved" in myself.



I saw myself launching another "project" -in goal and path much more radical than "Partnership".
Previously I had still lived "at home" and dedicated much energy to my marriage and motherhood.
Now since 1985, I lived in a mobile bus or in a self-developed pyramidal tent in the desert, all alone.
MY VISION about a Hosting-Economy based on the desert resources of SPS =Space, Purity,Silence,
had as its scope not only "Peace between Israel & Ismael", but "Peace between Adam & Adamah".

On the exterior level there was one 'success': Succah in the Desert, the first of two scientific models.
Since 1995 all steps & stages, projects & processes, Sinai, Red Sea, Dead Sea, Zealots Valley, 'failed'. 
But it was only in January 2006, that an irreversible physical handicap made me "cease to manifest". 
It was time for "Nebo-Let-Go", following Moses who died on Mount Nebo and never entered the land.

And then?
Did I stop creating?   Did I stop being pressured  by too many ideas and by the obsession to complete?
During all the intense 700 days of creating  "Integration 2007" and  "K.i.s.s.-Log 2008"  I was aware,
that I was still  "manifesting" on an EXTERIOR, though virtual level ,  in "cyberspace" as it's called.
I came close to creating one Condition-of-Heaven-on-Earth - for myself as a hologram of humankind,
which is: feeling     g r a t e - f u l l ,    z e s t - f u l l ,     f u l l - f i l l e d   in every breath & moment.
But for accomplishing this I was/am still dependent on technical means, provided by an unwhole world.
And worse: I am not really free from the FEAR of emptiness, boredom, dissatisfaction and depression.
I do not deny this fear, on the contrary - I accept it whole-heartedly and vibrate it with all my Body.
This has been the way of "evolving the feeling", and one culmination point has been reached NOW.

On December 26, 2008 – at the hour when Victim Israel "saw no choice" but launching another war
I came to detect, that both my websites – the work of seven years x 365 days - were utterly ruined.
On Christmas Eve a hacker in Russia had invaded Healing-K.is.s. and ARARAT and wrecked havoc.
He/she had also inserted a device, which would automatically re-destroy whatever would be re-built.
Since  I  create  my  own  reality  and  am  never  a  victim,
I had to understand, for what purpose I attracted such evil into my drama.
The insight followed soon:
"Y o u   a r e   t o   m a k e   a n o t h e  r   L e k h - L e k h â ", a metaphor from the biblical story about Abraham:
"Go-to-yourself from your country, your father's house, your family"…
for only then "will be blessed in you all the families of the earth" [Gen. 12:1-3]

To know, when some cosy convenient security has to be left behind,
is one of the Bible's great teachings. [See for example my song about my dream!]
I have done my "Going-out" and "Going-to-yourself" time and again in my life.
But this time it has to be applied not on any physical level or with concern to an exterior vision,
but with concern to my greatest accomplishment in my 72 years of living, learning, suffering, loving:
the capacity to feel zest-full & full-filled, passionate & satisfied, enthusiastic & content
----- by creating ever new pages and sculptures in cyberspace.

In fact, the signs that it was time for this new Lekh-Lekhâ had appeared already before:
In November 2008, my camera not only fell , but literally flew to the floor and seemed to be smashed.
"Please, when you fly to Hongkong", I said to my pilot-son, "buy me the same kind of camera!"
"Why so fast? aren't you a bit too addicted!"
"I am addicted to photographing,  as a painter is addicted  to brush, colors and paper.
photographing helps me to live an experience 4 times more than just going through it!"

A strange thing happened: After my son had been to the shop in Hongkong and bought a new camera,
he came to his room in the hotel and felt like trying the smashed one once more: And lo ~~ it worked!
Have I now 'wasted' what little money is left from my "National Insurance"  after paying my rent?
This "scene in my drama" gives me another grand opportunity to practice,
how to limit myself and  N O T  to take advantage of whatever is available.
just like I've learnt with concern to books, then TV and so many other sources for knowledge and skills,
as well as with concern to - people to interact with, countries to visit, music to play, theater to act, etc.
and even with concern to "HELP" that is "demanded" and which, in giving it, would give me satisfaction.
No !!!   I won't learn to edit videos, as intended!    I won't learn all the possibilities on my two cameras!
I won't learn how to make song-canons -for lack of singing peers - with the help of my sound-software!
[despite the relevance of the only canon - to a verse in Isaiah - which I edited in this way: "Another kind of Heroism"]


I shall - as an example (!!!!) of limiting myself  - be content with knowing what I've learnt in these 7 years:
how to record my own singing or edit downloads from CDs and turn both into soundbuttons for Healing-k.is.s.

[Febr.17, 2009: a 3SAT doc about Dubai ended with the sentence: "the    Babylonian    intoxication    is   f i n i s h e d !"
which recalls Isaiah 30: 25
I have to strengthen those people, who have come to understand, that "more, better, higher" is against Nature!]


But yes, I shall go on to learn and create and sing songs, and I shall return to train in singing healing over-tones.
See Prophecies about Heaven-on-Earth! And Listen to the song about THE SONG of Isaiah 30: 29:

A quote by Lao Tse, which was given to me on Nov. 11, 1982,
by my best friend Yanina.

"The great of earth,
How softly do they live
The lesser ones it is are praised,
Revered;
Still lesser, feared;
But these,
One hardly knows that they are there,
So gently do they go about their task,
So   q u i e t l y   achieve!
When they have passed,
Their life's work is done,
The people look and say:
It happened of itself ...!"

The Bible expresses the same truth twice:

Eliyah!
Not by fire, storms or earth-quakes
will you save the World,
but by listening to the "Voice of fine Silence" within you
and by heart-connecting to your 7000 Peers around you!
See in "Integration"

"HIS servant will not shout or cry out,
or raise his voice in the streets.
A bruised reed he will not break,
and a smoldering wick he will not snuff out."
See my song

February 21, 2011
My waking-up-wandering became focused
on what I later read in "Abraham's" e-mail today
"Your happiness is the most significant contribution that you could make.
In your reaching for happiness,
you are opening a vortex
which makes you an avenue
for the Well-being to flow through you.
And anything that is your object of attention
[even by just thinking of others, e.g. of one of my 16 actors], benefits by the infusion of your Well-being. "

January 9, 2009;
It seems, that Immanuel, my son,
who taught me all the skills of creating and maintaining a website,
has found a solution
for the re-appearance of my seven years' library in cyberspace.


On a metaphysical level this might be proof for my fast process:

that I am indeed making my lekh-lekhâ,
my going-out from a convenient-cosy secure life-style,
going-to-myself, further, deeper-higher,
and now not only in healing myself into wholeness,
for I've come a long, long, long way in this,
but in using my ardent desire and brilliant consciousness,
urged & supported by my en-thu-siastic partner, my Body,
to accomplish another Copernican revolution,
another Darwin discovery about "evolution",
and live and exemplify and demonstrate,
what "all flesh is yearning for" [somewhere in the New Testament]:
the conditions for personal, individual "Heaven-on-Earth":
feeling grate-full
feeling   zest-full
feeling full-filled.

It is no longer vital for me,
if Healing-k.is.s. and Ararat-HeART exist in cyberspace
or only on my local computer/mobile drive
or even only in my memory.
"To have as if I had not, not to have as if I had", was a helpful slogan in my youth.
And I can now focus on my real task,
which I began at the age of sixteen
by encouraging, empowering people to leave an un-full-filling job
[like Rosemarie Schuerholz, also 16 , who felt frustrated in her job as a dental assistant:
"What do you want to be?" [Many people were triggered later by this question of mine..]
"a midwife in developing countries!" she dared to admit and - went to England to learn..]
and which in a night of "enlightenment" at the age of 27
was pointed out as my life's assignment:
to help people to choose the work which would full-fill them,
& to thus give the world people who can do what is needed.
Quoted for example in K.i.s.s.-Log 2008_01_16
"If human beings learn to do the work which makes them feel full-filled,
the tasks of the world will find the people which will accomplish them."
I decided, that after the completion of my Ph.D.
I would make this assignment my life's vocation.
I began with it one day after I had delivered my thesis, in 1972.
But in 1974 shocking political events pushed me to postpone it:
"First I must dedicate my life to helping Israel to finally live!
I am the representative of the German perpetrators, am I not?"
................................
Now I have come full circle!
And that assignment of "satisfaction in work" has vastly expanded:
How can we feel  g r a t e- f u l l ~~ z e s t- f u l l ~~ fu l l- f i l l ed
As   AN    ONGOING    VIBRATION   OF   THE   HEART   IN   BODY ?
How can we all feel good about ourselves & our accomplishments ?

January 13, 2010: The last 3 months of 2009 I learnt much more
about "feeling good about myself" from "Abraham's The Vortex"!

On the background of this broken & glued earthy saucer, made in Lima/Chile,
found by Tomer in Israel's desert -near my only successful creation,
- at a crucial point of my life - 7 weeks before the year 2000,
I'll engrave the teachings which coalesced into the Camel's Tears' Song:
The one realistic, not mythical, story about humans in the Bible
- between Creation, Paradise, Choosing Choice, and the Great Flood -
tells about Cain = the created-one - and Hevel -"a waft of air, a nothing":
Cain didn't kill his brother because he wanted to get money, land, power...
Cain wanted to give from what he had created -but no one received it.
Also: If Hevel would have loved himself and been the master of his life,
he would not have become the victim of his brother, but a true brother!

In the latest interview with Deity, the channeling of 10 years is epitomized in~
"You can be responsible only when you decide to take responsibility.
And   you   can  heal  only what you  take   responsibility   to   heal.
Otherwise, the healing of these ancient imprints is left to someone else.

"....Your wholeness and your healing are yours for the having,
and you can have them when you take full and loving responsibility
for all of the evil and perpetration in Creation~~~
as well as for all of the goodness and beauty. ...

"You have all of the parts of Deity within you,
and if you choose,
you may identify as any of these parts,
or as all of Deity combined~~~
the whole Universe and its Creators.
Of course you must first leave behind
the erroneous old beliefs from your conditioning
and the disempowering self-hatred they have engendered. "

The flag and its shadow
in the light on the wall
reflected by the water of my swimming-pool
23 hours after the beginning of the present war

What helps me on my path, is this song which created itself in 3 languages, adapted to the tune of a Mexican love-song.
The third stanza is a passage from a poem by my beloved Rainer Maria Rilke, aus
"Gott spricht zu jedem ehe er in macht"           "God talks to each one before he makes him"
Listen to the tune in Song-Game 2007 or better: learn it by "HEART"....

Mika: "I'm making the Sea" (by scattering pebbles on the kitchen floor)

January 1- Gaza-War: Womens' Construction versus Mens' Destruction? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~in three Godchannel files
January 1- Continuation of composition with my 16 closest actors in my life-drama~~~~~~~ in Godchannel>September 11
January 2- Mika's zest-full living (her 3rd birthday celebration in kindergarden) ~~~~~~~~~~~~in three Godchannel-files
January 4- Anna Meyer's death ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~in K.i.s.s.-Log 2008
January 5- Old photos of Jonathan ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ in Finetuning2007>Grandma-of-Ten
January 6- Ronnit: Correspondence on Jan. 4,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ in K.i.s.s.-Log 2008
January 10- Another War. Dina & Boris, Inserts ~~~~~~~~~~~ in Closeups2007>to 2006_07_18War-My Life-My People
January 19- Hike with Lior Oren and discovery of a cave ~~~~~~~~~~~ in SongGame 2007>2007:Hermann Hesse-Steps
January 20- Another hike to that cave - to prepare a birthday celebration~~~~~~ in Godchannel>Grandfather Pages (.gf1)
January 23- Dramas during Immanuel's 46th birthday celebration ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ in SongGame2007>The Minstrel Boy
January 26- John Denver-You fill up my senses ~~~~~~~~~~~in Nourishment-from-Others2007>The Heart Is Awake(1)
January 24- Second "celebration" of Immanuel's birthday in the Immanuel-Cave ~~~~~ in Song-Game2007> A little dwarf
January 28- Article "The Healer's Mind" + photos about experiences with Mika~~~~in Godchannel>Grandfather Pages (.gf)
January 29- The achievements of my life adapted to Nomi Shemer's famous song~ in SongGame2007>be-elaeh ha-yadayim
January 31- Edition of "Channelers' Links" + "Color of Paradise" + a sequence of postes in GC-Forum ~~~Godchannel>links
January 31- About my fear that "something is expected from me" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ in PuzzlePieces 48b, Fear
February 1- Waves at Nitzanim Beach in 2002 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ in SongGame2007>Close my eyes, both
February 1- Images from a video with Ester Ofarim ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ in SongGame2007>Do you know, how many stars
February 3- "Peace is Boring" versus "Zest and Full-fill-ment" (with father-daughter on piano) ~ in Godchannel>Liberation
February 3- A walk among spring flowers as contrast to~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ my pain about the History of Israel & Ismael
February 4- A Hebrew poem about Cain & Abel ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~in Biblical Sculptures?Kayin and Hevel
February 5-8 - Family Dramas~ in Godchannel>folksinterview 1 & 3 & 4 & 5 + Godchannel>Interview with God 1&2 &3&4
February 9- A "Webshot"-Journey across Planet Earth puts the dramas in perspective ~~~in Godchannel>Folksinterview 2
February 10- Elections in Israel ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~in Godchannel>Ahriman
February 11- A hike in the desert after a rare rain ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ in SongGame2007>zakharti-lakh
February 11- Today's Images in and around my town Arad ~~~~~~~ in SongGame2007>Land where milk and honey flow
February 13- Joachim Bauer: "The Cooperative Gene"~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ in Godchannel>Folksinterview I
February 14- Hike in the vicinity of Bet-Nehemya, "preparation" for family-drama~~~~~Godchannel:Interview with God V
February 15- My letter to Alon Gal, a "true peer", though only on TV (mishpakhah khoreget) ~~in K.i.s.s.-Log2008
February 15- X-Ray photos of my lungs~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
February 17- Family photos ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~in Godchannel: Grandfather Pages
February 18- Hike to a destroyed Arab village near Bet-Nehemia~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Godchannel>I am enraged
February 19- More family pictures taken on my stepdaughter's wedding in Sept. 2008~~in SongGame2007>Rivulet of God
February 20- Pictures of my landlord's family~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~in K.i.s.s.-Log2008
February 21- Coping with "my over-doing it" and images with Mika in January 2008~~~ in Noah's Vision>diary 12th week
February 21- Israel's Nature: nurturing vultures above the Dead Sea~~~~~~~~~~in Godchannel>Truth & Reality Class III
February 27-May 2 + May 11 MY WALK ABOUT LOVE 2009 in 95 Godchannel files beginning with Godchannel's Homepage
                                             and in 4 other files beginning with ~~~~~~~~~My Life's Harvest>Israel&Ismael>Neve Shalom

April 2 - Righteousness Lesson~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~in God has Evolved>puzzle piece 2: Peers
May 11- After my "parting-walk" in the Zippori-Creek: Ran's wedding at Pardes Hanna ~~~Godchannel>Body Pages Index

June 1 - Re-union with Nimr Ismair~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My Life's Harvest>Israel&Ismael>My Partnership Model Bir'am
June 4 - Impressions on my way to Dido in the Emergency Room of Beersheva Hospital~Biographical Sculpture>Lekh lekhâ
June 8 - "Inhale God - Exhale Love to whatever you feel in this and this moment"~~~in PuzzlePiece 30, Unconditional Love
June 12- Compositions of Arnon's history with Grandma for Arnon's 13th birthday beginning~ in >Grandmotherhood>Arnon
June 19- onward - Diving into the meaning of Unconditional Love~~~~~~~~~~~~~~in PuzzlePiece 30, Unconditional Love
June 20- A sculpture about "Heart denies the Mother" added to ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ PuzzlePiece 26, Redeeming Lost Will
June 29- TIME TO LIVE IT ALL~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~in Communication with Deity2002_05_19
July 1 - Visits of my family to my bus in summer 1988 + my & Tomer's visit with Lior at Ezuz in DesertVision>Succah Diary 1
July 7 - "The Shechina dwells in the impurity of the Camp",~~ in my book "All Israel vouchsafe for each other">Intro 2002
July 12- Non-Joy and Joy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~in SongGame2007>Freude-Freude-Joy-Joy
July 12- Photos and updates to "An untimely water-project" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ in Closeups2007>to 2006_06_04 WATER
July 12- An uncomfortable correspondence with a former Bedouin partner ~~~~~~~~~~~ DesertWaterVision>Sinai 1996
July 14- Glimpses into my life in 1971-72 (letters to Naftali Raz & to my husband)~~~ in Closeups2007>Naftali Raz 1971
July 15- RE-EDITING of the Hebrew sculpture of NEBO-LET-GO ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~in my website "ARARAT" Nebo-LET-Go
July 18- Grandma Day with the Quartet in different files ~~~~~~~~~~beginning with :Finetuning2007>The Four Elements
July 20-25- my granddaughter Rotem's visit in 5 relevant files ~~~~~~~~from Closeups2007>2006_08_15 Rotem-Tomer
               August 8 onward -
               How Mika - embedded in my family - demonstrates Heaven-on-Earth
                                                                                                                              ~~~in SongGAME 2007 from January 1 onward
August 5 A mystical love-song (co-creation between Joh. Brahms &Christa-Rachel) was added to ~ SongGame2007_06_28
August 11-A famous modern German wrote a poem about SHIT ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ in DesertVision>Documents>Rukhaara
August 14-Even in Arad I'm surrounded by children~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~in K.is.s.-Log2008
August 15-Sept.22-Playing with symbols around my 71st birthday ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~SongGame2007_09_16+08
September 15-16 - Elah and Eilat and a weird hitchhiking journey ~~~~in Desert-Water-Vision, RedSeaPartnerSHIP1997-8
September 18-20 - Joy and Learning with Micha's family ~ in SG2007_01_10 and inCloseups2007-My Granddaughter and I
Sept.20 -A symbolic ride through Israel's places, peoples & history ~~~ in ARARAT-HEART>Cave of the Womb & a New Birth
Sept.30- Once popular, but now problematic songs contrasted by images of beauty~~~~~~~ in SongGame2007_04_02 etc.
Sept.30- The new flat at Shoham and Tomer~~~~~~~~~ in Biographical Sculptures>Grandmotherhood>Tomer 2002-2003
Sept.30- Little Amit's photo-observations in my Arad flat ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~in ARARAT-HeART>"And he settled"
                October 1 onward-
                I study and apply the message of "Abraham/Hicks"~ in "A Message from the Mother: I'm honoring all their experiences"
October 13- "Daughters of Life" (Gaza War in January 2009~~ in Closeup to Gaza today and 3100 years ago, in June 2007
October 14-Rotem & Jonathan, Yahel & Shira on a journey to Auschwitz-Birkenau~in Noah's Shore>Auschwitz-Harmeze2003
October 22-Lea Goldberg's songs ~ in SG2007_04_02, a Hebrew version of a Yiddish lullaby ~ in SG2007_08_05, & other songs
October 07-29-An exercise in lekh-lekhâ, letting go, ~~~~~~~~~~ in Closeups2007>2006_06_04 and 5 sequential pages

November ~~~~~~ All new compositions are linked to from one of the two ongoing threads:~~~~~~
              Mika's Heaven-on-Earth and Study and Application of the Teachings of "Abraham/Hicks"
December ~~There are also updates to and inserts in other pages, from which I'll mention only the Franz Rosenzweig pages
last updates of 2009: Dec.25,  Dec.30,  Dec. 31

Psalm from the Mother [i.e. God's Desire]

...
As I move,
desire is formed.
I breathe in the whispers of light
which gives my movement consciousness.
I find a spark of Love.
My desire grows,
longs,
aches,
finds a loneliness within Myself,
and a need to be filled,
entered,
loved into existence.
This is how I pull God's light into Form.
Then we move together,
we sway,
we grow,
we trust,
we sing,
we play,
and a pattern begins to form.
A pattern of our heart.

If the light is soft,
and eases into the most delicate details of our creations,
gently filling each nuance,
each lovely petal,
each fine melody,
each sharply pointed edge,
I expand.
I open,
I receive,
I love,
I am made complete.
I am made Mother to our creation.
Then I live through this
as I move inside of it--outside of it,
and the rhythm of heart gives it life,
and we exist together--
our creation,
our Form,
and Mother, Father,
and Love.
Then our expansion reaches the utmost space of our creation.

Desire pulls light into,
then through the very boundaries of our Form,
and We become
satisfied,
full,
satiated,
complete.
And the bliss of being fully joined is reached,
as the peak of an orgasm
which was given its fullest, richest experience to be reached.
And Desire expands so far as to disappear,
and become the mist again,
the soft floating
from which Desire may coalesce
and reform.
I am safe,
I am loved,
and I can rest in my fulfillment
until I move to create again.

This is the only form change which feels good to me,
and I AM able to be satisfied.
I don't need MORE light, as I am so often accused,
I need light which has as its goal
to find all of the delicate detail
outlined by my movement,
then to expand and evolve that detail
in the harmony of our heart,
then to reach the most rich, blissful moment of all,
the fulfillment of our creation together.

I love You Dear Loving Light.
I have waited through all of time
to be filled by You.
Please--fill the shredded forms I have been left with,
let these twisted places be filled
until they, too, ring with the bliss of being known by your light,
then they will be able to be expanded into our primordial flow once again.

Each form which was created by my receiving hateful light must be filled,
as it is already formed.
Each "ugly" image must be brought into loving light.

But, please know,
as you look at my torn and twisted selves,
I LOVE YOU.
I long to be whole and beautiful once again.
....

Lass dir alles geschehn, Schoenheit und Schrecken.
Man muss nur gehn. Kein Gefuehl ist das fernste.
Lass dich von mir nicht trennen.

Rainer Maria Rilke, aus "Gott spricht zu jedem ehe er in macht"
Learn the song

Let everything happen to you, beauty and horror.
One must just go. No feeling is the farest.
Do not let yourself be separated from me.

Rainer Maria Rilke, from "God talks to each one before he makes him"
Learn the song

From Jean Hudon's earth-rainbow-network today

"The essential purpose of the Golden Path of Light is
to enable as many souls as possible
to experience themselves for who they really are,
while living this physical existence,
and to help them make this experience
so    f u l f i l l i n g   and so wonderful
that they will gradually shed their transient human personage
and learn to permanently sense themselves as, feel like and be
this eternal and pure spirit energy

[Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam:
NO!
"THIS ETERNAL SPIRIT AND WILL
BALANCED IN HEART
EMBODIED IN BODY" ]


that they have always been and will eternally remain.
As more and more souls will become fully awakened
to the infinitely vast creative powers
now still dormant in them
....
the entire realm of existence known as planet Earth
will become thoroughly transformed into a new Eden
where the living radiance of Who We Truly Are
will rise and shine once again,
and accomplish their ancient dream of living in Peace, Love and Harmony."


Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam repeats:

WHO WE TRULY AND ETERNALLY ARE IS:

"SPIRIT AND WILL BALANCED IN HEART EMBODIED IN BODY"

Also: Peace, Love and Harmony are not enough!
There is the threat of LANGEWEILE, of BOREDOM!
the experience needs to include
zest-full-ness and full-fillment,

Last stanza of a recent song: Ich bin ja in eurem Raum


Alexander v. Humboldt
"Ich musste am preussischen Hof die  L a n g e w e i l e   vertreiben,
indem ich immer wieder von meinen Exkursionen in Suedamerika erzaehlen musste,
ich sass auf Kohlen, die Zeit lief mir davon
ich wollte doch meinen "Kosmos" schreiben. "

2012_08_12~~~2013-07_12 DELICIOUS      DELETION

Daniel was highly praising , how in Israel already in 1994
people took responsibility for the way the Internet works!
Including the Arab sector ! And the enrichment of Old People's lives!

Also: Solidarity in times of Earthquakes and Tsunamis
and the grate-full-ness of the Japanese people.

"Abraham" e-mail quote today

When you are feeling the discomfort
from seeing other people in a ... needy situation,
and you decide to help them from your place of discomfort,
no lasting value ever occurs, for two important reasons:
first, you are not in alignment with the Energy of your Source,
and so you have no real value to give;
and second, your attention to their need only amplifies their need.

Of course, it is a wonderful thing to help others,
but you must do it from your position of strength and alignment, which means
you must be in alignment with their success as you offer assistance, and not in alignment with their problem.

When your awareness of their situation makes you uncomfortable and you offer help to make them feel better
and to make yourself feel better,
you are not in the Vortex and you are not helping.
When you feel an inspired eagerness to offer something
because you want to participate in their happy, successful process, your attention to their success
harmonizes with the point of view of your Source;
and the infinite resources of the Universe are at your disposal.
And that does help.

Imagine for a moment
that you are several years ahead in the future and the Earth
and all her inhabitants have profoundly changed.
What seemed impossible and totally utopian in the eyes of many
has come to pass.
Imagine that a new existence,
devoid of any of the perils and torments of the past,
is now possible for all souls dwelling on this New Earth.
       

Imagine, if you will, that every human being is now recognized
as a full-fledged member of the wonderful human family,
and that no one goes lacking in the essential material elements
that make a   f u l f i l l i n g , happy life possible.
Every child is cared for
and not a single one goes hungry or in dire poverty.
The level of Love and Harmony between all humans and with all of Nature
is simply astounding~
No one has to do any activity
that is detrimental to the vital commons on which all Life depends.
    

The kindness and compassion
that is shown and experienced by every single soul
is simply awe-inspiring.
No one tries to dominate or take advantage of anyone.
Everyone is passionate about helping others,
experiencing all the wonders of Life
and being the best possible expression
of the profound wisdom and Light emanating from their soul.
     

Now, holding this vision in your soul's eye,
try to imagine how you feel,
living in such a pristine, vibrant environment,
knowing that Love, Peace and Harmony prevail,
sensing your Oneness with all your brothers and sisters,
viewing in their eyes
the sparkling expression of the living, radiant soul each human is...
   

Allow this feeling of sheer happiness
to grow in your heart and embrace your entire being~~
Let ecstasy tingles in everyone of your cells~
Let Love shine through you~
And KNOW that what you are feeling now
is ABSOLUTELY real...
       

Now, enable the sense of Oneness pervading your soul
to expand and encompass every other form of Life, every other soul,
every other atom of this Great, Magnificent Being of Love that You Are~`
as One~
with All That is~
And from that place of sublime, blissful Omniversal Awareness,
further expand your sense of Self
to integrate the very perception of your Universal Beingness,
as One Within the Creator...
   
Do not press ahead for more thoughts.
Just Be! You have arrived~ Let it BE~
And as you ARE blissfully aware of this magnificent future
that, by virtue of your contemplation of its existence,
is now immanently manifested,
you cocreate,
and will continue to cocreate,
by the very essence of your radiant Presence,
what is soon to fully manifest, for the Highest Good of All.

* * * * * * *

Let us envision
a world free from all forms of violence against other humans
and against all of Nature,
a planet on which only peaceful behavior and benevolence towards others are possible because of the heightened atmosphere of compassion,
love and blissful unity that permeates all living souls
embodied for experiencing true Heaven on Earth.
Being aware that through the combined power of our unifying radiance
we are co-creating the reality corresponding to our true divine nature,
we will ceaselessly strive to accomplish what we came here to be,
for the Highest Good of All.

The Earth Proclamation

We are One people...
We share One planet...
We have One common dream...
We want to live in peace...
We choose to protect and heal the Earth...
We decide to create a better world for all...
We will do our best to make that dream come true...
We will change what needs to be changed...
We will learn to love, share and forgive...

We are One people, we want to live and we will.

I Imagine World Peace by Pamela Gordon, Octover 2001
[This link no longer works in July 2013 - for good reasons...]
She imagines 23 changes in the world,
only the 11th touches - barely - the conditions for such a world:
I imagine a world
where no individual needs to work more than 20 hours per week
to live a good life.
Where people have time to raise their own children
instead of paying someone else.
Where there’s enough time in the day
to create, participate in community activities, or to continue learning.

Why does she measure work in "a good life" in hours
instead of the one important criterion,
that a person may choose his/her work
according to what gives him/her zest-full-ness and full-fill-ment?
And what faulty belief is it, that it is because of lacking "time",
that parents don't raise their own children?

By contrast:

I have experienced through all my doing for this humankind,
through all my intending, endeavoring, suffering and loving,
that the vision of Jean Hudon and Pamela and so many others
cannot manifest,
unless the c o n d i t i o n s for Heaven-on-Earth
will be manifested by a critical mass of humans.

(14) I imagine a world where the television broadcasts
contain more information than entertainment.

For this to happen, you, Pamela, should ask:
why do people submit to such "entertainment"?
And what do they need to change in themselves,
so they will seek entertainment that fulfills them?

See above what I wrote in 2008
and again in 2009 and restudied in 2010 and 2011:


I create my heaven on my earth,

I create my conditions for my feeling full-filled.

I AM down-to-earth,

I AM down to daily life,

I AM down to each and every breath,

I unite Spirit's consciousness
with Will's feelings
in Body's sensations,

whenever I think or remember or plan something,

whenever I feel something, be it golden, grey or black,

whenever I sense something, be it discomfort, ache or wellness
[this part is well sculpted in my 3 languages song as quoted above]

in every circumstance or situation,
in each action or interaction,

when I give and create or when I receive and learn,

when I cause myself to suffer
because of unhealed patterns or unreleased judgments,

when I identify with the suffering
in my family, my nation, my World,

and when I love with all my heart.

All this together means for me "Heaven on Earth"


I feel that this strange image of "Ya'acov's wrestling" is fitting here.
Don't miss the white thread which hints at the "origin" of the "Angel".

Dita's daughter Orit,
who lives in Moskva, with her children
and her husband (a guard of the Israeli embassy)
asks her mother:
The grandchildren on the painting-
are they returning to Grandma?...


Much as I would like this to be the meaning,
- in comparison with the other two paintings
I see the sad withering shades in the shade
slowly fading behind the colors in the light!