The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S. - as stated 12 years ago - was and is   to help me and my potential P E E R s  "to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness, and - by extension - all of CREATion!"

Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013 and Overview of its main libraries [If you look for a word on this page, click ctrl/F and put a word in "find"]

I focus my experiencing and awareness on being "a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel": I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb' pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness, so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve, and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!! "I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

November 1987 was the time
that I got "caught" by the desert,
"hooked" or "addicted".
When wanting to be alone for 40 days,
before entering a new relationship,
(see more in diary fragment 2)
I came to park my bus in the Zin Oasis.
(I couldn't find anything about the oasis,
which is also a nature reserve.
Even the Wikipedia article about the Zin Wadi
is scant and only in Hebrew)

On November 13
Immanuel and Ruth
and my first grandchild, Elah,
born on August 7, 1987,
visited me in my bus
and are seen her lounging
on my collapsible bed
above one of my two water-tanks

Almost a year later - a month before the "landing of my Desert-Vision" -
the three visit me in my bus,
when it was parked above the Sea south of Herzliya.

Micha shows Shaul, how he operates the ship
Without Shaul's help the solar electricity in my bus wouldn't work

October 1988: Yaacov in his wheelchair communicates with Elah.
Yaacov was meant to be my bus-partner, but we had to give up....

 

Look at Ezuz and its surroundings- far away in Israel's south-west - and read the story - later...

Ezuz in the morning of Shabbat, July 4, 2009

Nine weeks, before the "landing" of my Desert-Vision, somewhere a child was born (1988_09_15)

Lior Oren, my starchild since my time in "Ein-Gedi Fieldschool", when she was 11,
and more and more a "peer" since July 2008 and even more so since The Walk about Love,
seems to have found her right place for the next 6 months.
Almost "a condition" for accepting the job as a secretary for registering guests in this forlorn place was,
that I would visit her on her first weekend.
This is, how I and my grandson Tomer, 14, came to Ezuz,
first by trying to hitchhike - in vain - and then by train
and by the one and only bus per day from Beersheva to Ezuz.

It was in the early morning, when I climbed up to the plateau above Lior's "house" to find some shade for my appointed Shabbat phone talk with Yanina, my friend. How could I find shade there? The day before I had discovered something strange on this plateau of a diameter of about 1 km: little mounds all around the plateau, at a distance of some 100-150 m, shoved as if by a bulldozer towards the slope outside, leaving a tiny immersion on the inside from where the stones and soil had been carved out. There was more vegetation in those immersions, and I was not surprised, when I found one with three shrubs of Rotem, big enough to shade me. [see the latest encounter with a Rotem during The Walk about Love, at a time when Lior still wasn't with us] While in the middle of my talk with Yanina, Lior approached me, in a lovely white Shabbat outfit. Later we got involved in the deep meanings of Shabbat and my threefold ritual over flames, wine and bread, (see in puzzle piece 1b, 2002_09_03) which she had asked me to conduct the night before as an inauguration of her new home, the first one away from her family. Suddenly we discerned a spiral in the clouds above us....

 

Some hours later we went for a walk, Tomer and I.
We wanted to find out about the source of the enormous halo at night
above the desert in the north,
where there couldn't possibly be a town to radiate its lights into the sky.
When we didn't discover anything in the direction of the nightly phenomenon,
we turned east to the wadi, across which we saw plantations of trees .
But my eyes were drawn to some inconspicuous composition in the wadi itself:
an ugly rusty barrel - left here by a winter flood along the dry riverbed -
and there, where the rounded rusty metal stuck in the sand - a little flower,
a delicate white Dianthus (tzipporen in Hebrew) in the July desert...

 

I caught Tomer - next to the strange rock sculpture - as if he had posed, but , of course, he would NEVER pose...

 

We walked back south and discerned some dispersed structures , corrals with camels and donkeys, heaps of straw... that was all

 

 

 

The rich grove of trees around the - invisible - ancient wells (named "Moses' Well" and "Aaron's Well")
interrupts the landscape, which is so typical for this desert area

 

 

 

We see Lior's "house" above the junction of the dust-road which leads to the "Khan Be'erotayim",
the hosting-place for which she works

 

 

When Lior had called me a week earlier,
she was full of enthusiasm about the lodging place she had discovered,
some 7 minutes across the village Ezuz, on the other side of the grove of the wells.
the Turks had built a railway to Egypt, which passed by here,
and for the railway workers they had constructed a water-reservoir,
which obviously should have been filled by rainwater,
though I couldn't discern any chanels leading to it.
Perhaps the end of WorldWar I,
and with it the conquest of Palestine by the British,
interrupted their work, before they started with the channels.

After having done so much research and so much planning
on rain-water systems in the future Desert civilization,
I, too , am fascinated by the very fact, that Lior lives in such a structure.
A religious woman had lived there for 4 years
and Lior got her permission to use the place and all her equipment,
provided she would evacuate it, when her brothers would want to spend a weekend there,
or when she herself would return from abroad,
provided also, that no meat nor smoking would pollute the kitchen,

I come closer and discern the tamarisk at the entrance

And this is the interior of the Turkish water-reservoir or Lior's "cave".
She had been cleaning and rearranging it for days.
"Like a sanctuary", I heard myself exlaim, when I entered it the first time.

Continuation of the photos of our visit with Lior at Azuz on July 4, 2009 in Succah Diary Fragment 7

 

 

 

In the Aravah-Desert:
20.-21.Maerz 1989 -
a month after I had returned with C. from Germany and we had started to live together, I in my bus, she in her mini-bus.

"YOU ARE JUST WONDERING WHAT CAN BE ACCOMPLISHED"
[from "The System"]

Wir, die wir jetzt Channah und Rachel heissen, schleppen mit uns einen Schutzmechanismus (Muster), der uns zwar Leid zu ersparen scheint, uns aber nicht richtig leben laesst:

Beide haben wir Angst, eine Situation nicht meistern zu koennen, die wirklich oder moeglicherweise auf uns zukommt.

Was Du machst, ist, dass Du Dich totstellst, soz. nicht existierst, nicht da bist, nach hinten fliehst, gelaehmt bist.

Ich dagegen renne nach vorn, greife an, mache alles gleich und sofort, was nur getan werden kann, um ein Problem zu loesen, um "boese Folgen" zu vermeiden. Selbst von mir gesaete Samen lass ich nicht in Ruehe mit meinem Ge--tue vor Angst, sie koennten ohne meine Hilfe nicht aufgegehn oder gleich wieder unf fuer immer eingehen.

Im letzten Zwischenleben beschloss jede von uns, dieses ihr Muster ad absurdum zu fuehren, d.h. es so auszuleben, dass die Befreiung daraus sich selber erzwingt.

Das geschah bei mir mit dem unerstraeglichen Stress zur Zeit meiner Arbeit fuer "Partnerschaft" und bei Dir mit dem Trinken bis zum Selbstmord.

Dann - im August 1978 - wird die erste Wende sichtbar: Du begannst zu erfahren, dass es keine andre Moeglichkeit gibt als zu leben, und ich begann zu erkennen,
that I don't exist to solve problems,
rather problems exist,
to give me reason for action
and pretext for interaction.

Dann mussten aber noch viele Jahre vergehen, bis wir - unbewusst und doch waehlend, wie wir wissen, und durch unsre guides gelenkt - beschlossen, eine Situation zu schaffen, die so intensives Leiden bringt, dass die begonnene Befreiung endlich und bald vollbracht wird: durch das Zusammenfuegen unsrer Leben und damit unsrer extremen Muster.

Was es uns moglich macht, von dieser extremen Spannung nicht zerstoert zu werden, sind die tiefen Gemeinsamkeiten;
- unsre Liebe zueinander
- unsre Aufrichtigkeit zueinander
- unser Wissen um die metaphysischen Zusammenhange ("you just wonder~~~)
- unser Wohlbefinden in der koerperlicvhen Naehe
- unsre Freude an der Natur

Also lass uns jeden Tag von ganzem Herzen und von ganzer Seele annehmen, was wir laengst gewaehlt haben.

Unsre jetzige Weise, die Spannung zwischen unsren Extremen zu meistern:
Dass wir die Situation unsrer Beziehung gewaehlt haben, bedeutet

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Now, back to the current time period,
it is necessary for man to turn inward,
and to realize the Oneness of all as well as the apparent separateness.
Mankind's awareness has expanded and evolved,
and the energies on earth and in the astral must keep pace with the law of change,
as reflected in this demonstrated growth and evolution.

Change in Pace since 1982
What has happened is
that since there is much change necessary,
people are being thrown into problems one after the other,
to begin to understand what their past attitudes produce.

It is the approaching to a new time period,
a time when different things have to exist from what has been in the past.
Therefore, the people that exist within it must adapt to bring it about,
or make room for others that can bring it about.
This is not a change that comes only every 2000 years
tied to the astrological new ages, movements of the stars and such.
There are significant changes more often than every 2000 years.
If you go back just 2000 years in your existence, your known history,
you will find that there have been many drastic changes,
the last of which was the industrial revolution.
There is much adaptaton that needs to take place within people,
and because people are having more time to spend with other people,
their attitudes must change.
They are being given the opportunity to deal with one another in areas that are important,
rather than have their concentration only upon things, as in the past.
This is to provide for a transition in attitudes,
and will get more involved as things are computerized, and automated.
The Giza pyramid in different lines of time.
You have had persons in regression describe working on a great pyramid in three different ways;
one described building it with manual labor, with thousands of workers;
another described a person or persons mentally lifting and moving the stone blocks into place,
another described cutting and fitting huge stone blocks with lasers and high technology.
One, in-between lives, described his choice of incarnating into the high-tech construction time period,
or the manual labor construction time period.
Now you ask, what were these people tuning in to?
[I actually understood this already, when I phrased on my 40th birthday:]
I don't exist to solve problems,
rather problems exist to give me reason for action
and pretexts for interaction.

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This is an example of parallel lines of time.
Time branches
when important and significant experiences and lessons can be gained
by entities incarnating into separate branches or octaves of a time period,
and acting out diverse ways of experiencing materiality.
The high-tech time period came before the manual labor period,
following the concept given you as to descending into the funnel of materiality.

You now ask, of what significance is the great pyramid of Giza?
The time period that saw the building of the pyramid of Giza had some technology to it
that has been lost since.
But, it is not the pyramid of which ancients speak.
The pyramid belonged to a much earlier time period,
and was the result of those coming here from other ares of the universe.
They used planet earth as a base and a colony,
and assisted in the seeding of life as you know it,
as far as the human form is concerned.
Your Andrea-Londa regressions described the regeneration of bodies by crystal and pyramid energy after mishaps in space,
the collection and transmission of energy
and communications to space ships and air travelers,
storage of supplies,
research on plants and animals,
as some of the acitivites for which the original pyramids were used.

There were civilizations that existed before the time of Atlantis,
and it is these civilizations that Atlantis tried to match in awareness.
Then, when the surviving Atlanteans went to the area of Egypt,
they again attempted to put it together.
The awarenss of the existence of that original pyramid of old
was the inspiration for the building of the pyramids that you know now.
Pyramids were, in another time period,
way stations and communication center
utilized for storage, rejuvenation healing, etc.
Certain knowledge was carried from the one into the others,
when it was time to erect the newer ones,
and yet, much of the technology was not known to those
who assisted in the building of the later pyramids.
This is the reason for the confusion that abounds.

As to whether there is any special info in the Giza pyramid
that's essential to the future growth of mankind,
it is a matter of where one places their values.
I would think that if each person could find his inner self,
and find the way in which to link it with everyone else's inner self,
all other material things would be unimportant.
For then, you would have the secrets to anything you desire.
But, because mankind chooses instead,
to take methods and techniques to learn that which is simple,
then I must say that there are things that are stored
which will probably have an effect on the majority of people,
if only to gain a better understanding of their origins.

348 As pyramids can be built differently in parallel lines of time,
social concerns are sometimes different,
according to the changes made in previous time segments of each line of time.
There are octaves of time, for example, in which there are still slaves in America.
This would of course, create attitudes and opportunities
for experiencing completely differently from that which is experienced in your current time.
There is an octave of your curent time priod, also,
in which Hitler Germany won World War II.

"Second Coming"
It will be a time period that already exists,
but a time when everyone will have evolved through his lessons of experience
to the point where no one will need to go back through the old time periods.
They won't be necessary any more.
They will exist in space as much as an empty classroom exists in space.
It will be like looking at a museum.
The important will be in having, then, a world
where the people are joined as one,
and can go to and from the planet in that understanding.
All mankind will have achieved a much higher level of evolvement,
and we will not have the dissention we have now.
The whole creative concept by which fragment-entities would
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master the physical System was created at once.
It is just that all entities must gain the experience,
to achieve the end concept for planet earth.
Since all entities have free will,
each can take as much time as he wishes to get to that end process.
Those who master the System first ,
usually will want to help their slower brothers and sisters
It won't be complete until they have all mastered it,
and then, there will be other experiences in other realms to go through.

Time periods are empty.
They just wait for the proper number of people to fill them and to begin their functioning.
The energy of a time period is never destroyed,
even though the society that lived in it is gone.
The entities who lived within the time periods
take the energy and the understandings they may have gained from them,
and that is part or their makeup.
They may not take a conscious memory of it with them into other time periods,
but it is retained n their sub-conscius memory banks.
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The original creative concept of the Source,
fashioned the various time period steps
that are necessary for fragment-spirits to experience
in to achieve the total understanding required,
before the plan was set into evolutionary motion.
Entities do help the materialization along,
and help to maintain balances,
but there really is no entity who is like the keeper of a segment of time,
or the next segment of time.
It is more important that advanced entities work with the individual minds
that occupy a segment of time,.
and see that they understand and grow,
so that the next sement of time can evolve as it should.

Coping with the most creative time period in history.
As entities start to experience and govern their own lives,
a time period becomes necessary for them
where they may learn far more than they were able to get from previous time periods.
This is the main reason for the majority of entities at this time.
A small part of it may be
that entities incarnated now were a part of civilizations
that were advanced in the past,
and presently have comparable experiences available to review
and better learn lessons.
But, those lessons could be learned within an octave of the same past time period from which they came.

All things are dependent upon everything else.
There are many animals that have changed their ways over time,
to fit and adapt to the changes taking place in their environment,
Or who have changed in order to move to a more suitable environment.
Some creatures have not changed very much [scorpion?].
It is built within the species, an adaptability to change with the balance of the entire earth.
When the entire earth no longer has a need for a particular species, it often dies out.
From your point of view, extinction of a species is sad,
because you have lost something that once existed.
But, from another point of view, it still exists in another time period,
so nothing is ever really lost.
If it dies out in 1988, it still exists in the time periods before 1988.

The creative concept, or plan for the creation and evolvement of the physical universe System, was initiated at once.
The laws that govern the development of the stars, and the planets, and the species [plural] and reasons therefore,
they were an instantaneous creation.
However, the actual forms of the various nature kingdoms have evolved in sequence as needed over time
[some pages before it was said, that the Creator learnt to understand what evolved,
and Man , though it was a new creation, not one that evolved from a former species, was based on this understanding]/
Certain forms and species can only live in certain time periods, and under the environmental conditions of it.
Although there were many, many thoughts that were put into form at the same time,
there were many things added at later times.
Most were conceived of before implementation of the earth, and others are refinements.
There is a constant testing of the species, and that is why you do not have some now.
They are not correct for the time period you are in.

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In future time periods .. you will have developed more of the ability to create by thought.
You will be able to materialize and dematerialize it at will,
by quickening or slowing its vibratory rate …
an ability to pass between planes and planets…

That it [the spirit entity] has freedom of movement to another place in time,
And that the physical form is limited only by one's concepts of it….
To be in harmony with the various forms,
we have to understand the forms, or similar forms.
Otherwise, we'd progress to the level of human form and not understand anything around us.
It is a level of understanding;
an awareness of experiences that make up any life form,
and we must understand them all.

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The steps of growth of each entity vary from those of every other entity.
A road map to get from Florida to Alaska,
many things encountered that are not on the road map
Detours, new roads, descriptions of towns and the people.
The length of time it will take you is not mapped out for you,
Other than to say to travel this way normally takes this length of time.
But, as with any trip, one may decide
to spend different lengths of time in different areas, involved in different diversions,
Since there is no reason to arrive within a particular time frame.
Therefore, you would travel between the two cities,
But what you will experience on the way
would be different from one time period to the next,
and from one entity to the next.
Think of the major cities along the way as attitudes, or major understandings you must gain.
It is necessary to arrive in life at one attitude,
before you can build on it to go to the next attitude,
as it is to go to one city along the route before you can drive to the next.
The starting point and the ending point for each entity is the same,
And the common goal is
to master and balance all of the physical-material creativity you can imagine,
with the creations of everyone else in humanity.
That is why it takes so long

All of the time periods for all of your lives and lessons are out there to be acted out,
when you have evolved to them.
All time periods were created in the beginning, a
nd exist as empty classrooms waiting for groups of entities to experience the vibrations and attitudes within them.
The reincarnational process is that
through which an entity's awareness focuses within particular time periods,
tied to the astrological configuarations and cycles of that time period.
It is not, that all of the potential lifetimes in complete experience exist.
It is that the time periods in which one will focus lifetimes exist simultaneously,
and if viewing them from where time does not exist as on earth, such as the astral plane,
they are viewed all at once and not in sequential order.
All time periods exist simulaneously, but not all lifetimes.

Awareness generally evolves through the lifetimes in sequential order,
one after the other, each one building upon the prior.
The time periods within which lifetimes are to exist
are placed in an order for the entity
which wishes to attempt incarnation,
so that it has a map of the steps of awareness
that are necessary in order to fully understand
the creation, maintenance, and manipulation of physical forms
that is gained by incarnation into this System.

Within a given group of learning experiences
there may be a back and forth movement as to time periods,
or an around in a circular movement.

A teacher in the astral plane will help you choose
which combination of learning experiences is necessary at a given time.

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Because the lessons in life become so complicated,
and there are so many repercussions from just one reaction
Reincarnation assists in learning all these different individual steps,
until you have a firm understanding of all the steps or lessons at one time.
That will come one day.

[My process of trial and error with the Archive software!]

Awareness starts out very small, and stretches itself into as many directions as is possible.
As of yet, the awareness of most humans is fairly limited.
It cannot divide itself into as many facets as have been created at one time.
Therefore, awareness is spent in a particular area,
and then emphasis added to another area.
The awareness that is gained by reviewing the past, in-between lives,
is in order to enable the spirit to understand wholly,
the prior experiences that is focused upon,
so that it can appreciate the next focus,
and why that was created in the balance that it was (sic)

At some point in future time
awareness of all steps can be maintained.
The creative concept for any one entity
consists of the evolutionary steps
to become one like the Creator
Once they are mastered
free will steps in completely,
In order for the entity to be able to create his own physical world in like manner

Although all time periods for our physical lives exist at once,
This does not mean that an entity is fragmented automatically
into reincarnational personalities for each of these tiime periods

[the System understands "fragmentation" differently from Godchannel]

once it elects to come in to this system,
This would preclude the uses of free will in determining the pace of growth,
And the variety of personal experiences
they might choose
on a trial and error basis
in any time period and circumstance.

It is much as though a person changes clothing from one era into the next.
The personality is still the same,
however, the period of time, its customs, etiquette, etc.
have much to do with the way the personality shows forth.

Since you are on earth where time is a structure
The pathways of gaining your totality, or mastership are there,
but you have not experienced them all yet.
You focus on them one at a time.
The details for each lifetime are not known ahead of time,
until the in-between lives planning prior to incarnation.
And even then, you can decide by free will
to not carry out any of your plans after having been reincarnated.
If everything was known ahead of time,
there would be no reason to do things as separate entities in the first place.
Because of the lack of time as you know it in the astral,
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since there are no suns or stars there to measure it against,
All things lie within the same plane, rather than in many planes of time as on earth.

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Title of Chapter:Incarnations into alternative time Octaves adjusts for variations in Growth

There can be a rearrangement of the time frames,
For the different potential lives that are set out in the original creative concept for a fragment-entity.
This adjustment is accomplished by the octave of the time frame that one incarnates into,
Based upon what their growth status is at the time.
Obviously, the time period stage cannot be changed for each player.
Therefore, you go into a pre-set stage.
The astrological star arrangement differs slightly from one octave of 1988 to the next, for example.
What is chosen in-between lives, is the octave into which you will go,
As well as the time frame within which you will go.

All time periods have parallel octaves in which entities exist,
and experience somewhat similar but not identical lifetimes.
There is more than one 1988, for example.
There is more than one line of time,
And entities experience in the line of time,
and in the octave of that line of time that will give them
the experience vibration they need,
depending upon the lesson experience needed.
There is more than one past, present and future.

At certain times in history significant events occur which could have various end results;
who wins a war; should slavery continue; should nuclear warheads be sent airborne?
A line of time may split at such points,
To give mankind an opportunity to experience the various possible end results.
The creative principle of the Source wishes to experience every potential in creativity of which it is capable.
Results in the physical world are not important to spirit.
Understanding the repercussions from the many causal creative thougths of spirit is important, however.

YOUR STEPS OF GROWTH WILL FIND YOU

Your steps of growth will find you,
Even if you don't recognize them.
The things that you have a desire to know
You question,
And in the questioning,
it is an automatic process that you will be drawn eventually to the place where you can find the answers.
You may not find all of your answers in one place.
You may find a step in one place, for most of your life is done in steps, rather than in instant awareness.
So, you come looking for a step,
and follow the links placed out there for you by guides and other helpers.
Opportunities are made available to you,
and your choice then is to experience or not.

Guides would not say to you it is time to go to Bob and Kathy's place.
They would only push the point
That there are questions that you have,
So that you search for where you can find an answer.
In the meantime, other guides are working with other people
To extend the ways in which this is possible for you and others.
It is not a pre-destined situation.

Guides do not arrange for your lessons;
You set them up for yourself.
You set them up by either your lack of activity
Or your activity,
Depending upon what your choices are.
Your aura will attract to you that which you need,
Through the setting in action of the likes attract or opposites attract laws.
It is an automatic seeking process.
When you are out of balance in a particular area of your life,
You will be attracted by a magnetic, for lack of a better word, quality to that which you are lacking.
Maybe only to fight with it.
But indeed, you will take something back with you that you did not have before.

Guides do attempt to set things up in group situations for us all to learn from,
Because we do not have to bring all with us.
Others bring their part with them,
And therefore, as a group there is greater knowledge shared,
And greater understanding taken away.
Small groups, also, seem to work the best.

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Teachers and astral planners may be capable of viewing your situations from a broader perspective,
But they do not have your understanding.
Understanding is not a thing that can be given from one person to another,
Whether on our side or on your side.
Therefore, your understanding is what must grow.
We can see where you need to evolve to,
But, how the understanding will fall into place
Is not always as clear to us,
.
There is a vibration set out in the future that every fragment-entity must achieve to.

Knowledge is not understanding.
Many may have the same knowledge,
But their understanding of how to use it, react to it, or apply it,
Will vary greatly.
Understanding is growth. Knowledge is merely a step towards growth.

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Not always do you have all of your formal understanding with you,
meaning that which you have learned in previous lifetimes.
Therefore, it is possible to have your total awareness partially blocked for an incarnation,
This blocking is only to assist,
And once you have incorporated a greater understanding on that point into your being,
Quite often the blocked information will come flooding back to you
To the extent that you have need of it.