I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
K.I.S.S. -
L O G 2
0 0 8
Keep It Simple Sweetheart
Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk
among each other,
and he listens and he
hears
yatakaalamuna allathina
yarau'na-hu ,
va-yusri va-yasma'
Dann die IHN schauen, werden reden miteinander,
und er lauscht und er
hoert
Puis ceux qu'ils voient Ha-Shem, se parlent
l'un a l'autre
il entends,
il ecoute
It seems that I chose 26 actors
for my life's drama and those 26 actors chose me! One
common trait of all roles is "mutual dependency"
between them and me.
With 16 actors - my family - the mutual
dependency is life-long! With my landlords
at Arad & with my
6 starchildren, born
between 1986-88, it may be temporary. My children: Immanuel, Ronnit, Micha; my
children-in-love: Efrat, Uri, Ra'ayah; my 10 grandchildren [born
1987-2005): Elah-Alon-Tomer-Mika; Jonathan-Rotem-Yael-Itamar;
Arnon-Ayelet
My landlords: Ofir & Meital+ Lior (2002) & Amit (2005).
My starchildren: Lior Oren, Zipi Winkler , Dina Strat , Meshi
Taib, Gal Mor, Boris Arons [26=YHWH=13+13=ahavah+ahavah =LOVE!]
Actions:
Sculpting this last page of Kisslog & completing all past
pages
Playing with
Mika
Interactions:
with
Efrat and Mika
a last phone-talk with Lior Oren, in which I shared all the
events around my new
Lekh-Lekhâ & she shared her fear of growing too
fast, her fear of her greatness. We parted in wholeness for
as long aswill be needed.
Immanuel called from Hongkong: "your
website is polluted despite all our work!"
Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want,
then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what
may
7:05 I desire that my mind's & spirit's
wisdom and my Will's & Body's strength will be guided by
YOU
to help me "complete" and then close K.is.s.-Log
I desire to become ready and whole - to
cease manifesting-creating-sculpting any new page
on Healing-K.i.s.s. or "ARARAT-HeART" (except
for captions of images which I'll insert in old files).
I desire my 26 actors & All Israel & the Whole World
~ to be blessed by my additional formidable "Lekh-Lekhâ
- Go-to-Yourself" 23:59
AMEN
The
flag andits shadow
in the light
on the wall
reflected bythe waterof my swimming pool
23 hours after the beginning of the present war
Song of the last Day
of K.i.s.s.-Log 2008
A Psalm
for Nation and World
Citrus, Myrtle, Date, and Willow
- these are Israel'
Knowing and doing exist or don't
- these are Israel!
They shall make one union,
Israel!
They will atone for each other,
Israel!
An ancient psalm was given to the nation!
A redeeming psalm also for the World! Without leaves-
there won't be grapes!
Myrtle, Date, Willow and Citrus-
these are Israel!
Knowing and Doing aren't there or are-
these are Israel!
Etc.
based on
the biblical metaphor
of "The
Four Species",
each is unique ,
but none is preferable.
Only by coalescing
into one union
can they exist and live.
The metaphor
which is an aspect
of the Succot Festival
and therefore familiar to all,
came to light recently
in a Big
Brother assignment
and helped me to interpret,
what was really happening
in that chosen 107 day prison.
"Let me fake, that I'm also baking this
cake", says Efrat and poses with
the bakers.
But someone has to do the cleaning of the house...
they are still busy with the mixer
All these photos were possible, because Efrat
had the idea to upen the shutters,
so that I could photograph from outside through the window
across the tap, under which Mika is now washing the dough from her
hands.
Continuation
of Mika's 3rd Birthday on December 20
= an exemplary composition of photos of my family - as a closure
of K.i.s.s.-Log 2008
While Immanuel [with Uri
and Mika in the background] puts the pieces of the piano stool
together, Mika is fascinated,
but when the stool is ready, she refuses to sit on it or take any
interest in it,
and it was due to Ronnit's spontaneity: "Come
Mika, I think Dora (her doll)
wants to sit on it!"
that I received, what anyone wants to receive when giving a gift.
But what was more, was to watch my daughter in a lovely role-play
with Mika, her niece!
On the page
of Mika's third birthday, as on K.i.s.s.-Log and on Healing-K.i.s.s.
altogether
there are many pictures of
Immanuel and Micha, my sons,
of Efrat and Ra'ayah, my daughters-in-love,
and of all the ten grandchildren:
Elah and Alon and Tomer and Mika, - Immanuel's children;
Jonathan and Rotem and Yael and Itamar, - Ronnit's children,
Arnon and Ayelet - Micha's children.
There are very few of Uri, my son-in-love, and my daughter.
But with this sequence of Ronnit's role-playing with Mika
I could compensate at least for the scarcity of images of my daughter
.
As to my unusual gift to Mika:
Suddenly, 3 days later after supper , Mika exclaimed:"I
want to play piano", seated herself
on her new chair and played...
A conjunction of Venus and the Moon, Jupiter
and Mercury - two images from Iraque...
When I began with my vision about peace through Desert-Hosting-Economy
in 1988,
I heard myself saying to my "twin-brother", the mathematician
& astronomer Moshe Klein: "I shall do this work on earth for twenty
years.
When I'll be seventy, I'll turn my attention towards the stars." Though I had to let go of creating on the
exterior earth already in January 2006,
it comes to my mind, that now - with my new ."Lekh-Lekhâ
- Go-to-Yourself" -
I might connect with the "Stars" after all, now at the age
of seventy....
Actions:
Sculpting this last page of Kisslog & completing all past
pages
Playing with
Mika
Interactions:
with
Efrat and Mika
a last phone-talk with Lior Oren, in which I shared all the
events around my new
Lekh-Lekhâ & she shared her fear of growing too
fast, her fear of her greatness. We parted in wholeness for
as long aswill be needed.
Immanuel called from Hongkong: "your
website is polluted despite all our work!"
