2. Drive Backwards with Guidance

3. Release Denial Energy

4. Move Emotions to Heal into Wholeness

Old Version
No list of Content, but these are the titles of the Four Steps mentioned in the text:

Step One: Intend Wholeness

Step Two: Driving Backward with Guidance

Step Three: Releasing Judgments

Step Four: Moving Emotions
& Healing into Wholeness

"Who you truly are is a whole being,
although you may have not yet fully realized this about yourself.
The first step toward realizing your true self
is to firmly intend
that you are to become whole.
Wholeness is the condition of true health,
and the ultimate aim of all healing.
Exercise the sacred act of choice,
and choose it as your highest intention
to achieve Wholeness in this lifetime.

"This will set your course and direction
in alignment with mine,
for wholeness in divine union with the Mother is what I now seek.

Separation and fragmentation
has been the natural way since the beginning,
but it's now time for it all to begin
coming back together,
and so it is for you.




"Only when you are whole,
with all of your Spirit and Mother essence
intact,
will you be who you truly are.
Wholeness is the way of the One Truth,
the quest for wholeness is also the quest for Truth."

"The value of this step,
and each of the following steps
is not only in the power of intention,
it is also in a significant shift of identity.
Who is the 'you'
who intends to realize your wholeness?



"Who is it that drives backwards
[see second step further down],
does judgment release,
communicates with the Mother and me
for guidance and support?
Who is it that releases denial energy
and heals into wholeness?

"In the act of intending true and complete wholeness of being,
you intend to heal yourself,
and you therefore identify yourself
as the healer of your being.
It is right that you should be your being's healer
because you represent the most evolved part of your being.
This is the farthest into the future anyone has ever been.
In this present moment,
you are parental to the rest of your being.
You are the one you have been waiting for.
You are the crown of Creation.

"The world is in you,
you are not in the world.

"As the healer of your whole self,
you also become
the healer of Creation.

"And as this healer
you have two kinds of essence,
two kinds of awareness.
At the personal level, one is called
'consciousness.'
This includes mind, inspiration, thoughts~~~ ideas.
The other kind of essence is called
' sentience.'
This includes feelings, emotions, sensations~~~ intuition.

"Deep inside,
at the transpersonal level of being,
at the level of Deity~~~
the universal, masculine, yang,
outward moving essence,
consciousness
is called 'Spirit.'
And the universal feminine, yin,
inward drawing essence,
sentience
is called 'the Mother.'

"The more these two universal essences
are aligned and balanced in you,
the more quickly and easily you will heal the wounds
that have kept you
from realizing your true greatness as a whole being.

"The secret here is
to align your consciousness with my loving Light~~~
in service to your sentience, the Mother within you.

"Place your loving mind
and your healer identity
at the service of
your feelings,
emotions
and body sensations."

pp7
"Who you truly are is a whole being,

and so the first step
toward realizing your true self
is to firmly intend
that you are to become whole.
Wholeness is the condition of true health,
and the ultimate aim of all healing.
Exercise the sacred act of choice,
and choose it as your highest intention
to achieve Wholeness in this lifetime.

"This will set your course and direction
in alignment with mine,
for wholeness is what I now seek.

"Separation and fragmentation
had been the natural way since the beginning,
but it's now time for it all to begin
coming back together,
and so it is for you.

"Only when you are whole,
with all of your Spirit and Mother essence intact,
will you be who you truly are.
Wholeness is the way of the One Truth,
the quest for wholeness is also the quest for Truth."

October 4, 2010:
I opened the page in order to again read the chapter "Driving Backward",
but as I scrolled down, my eyes passed by this sentence,
"The world is in you, you are not in the world",
and it hit me, that this exactly is the message of
Michael Ende's "Neverending Story" and the movie based on it:
The boy Bastian, who reads about the plight of the land "Fantasia",
is meant to understand, that it is him, who is the land of Fantasia
and that he is the one who has to save it from "The Nothing",
he is the one who has to learn to trust himself and know:
"when I'm here, all is here, when I'm not here, who is here!"
as was phrased by the Jewish Wise Man Hillel 2000 years ago:)
[see in my book, bundle 16>b) The solidarity and responsibility of the individual]

"This step has two parts.
The first is
to establish an inner connection with the Mother and me
and develop it through regular inner communication with Us.

Our best roles in your life are
as advisors or coaches,
not caretakers, parents or bosses.

Knowing how to connect with us
whenever you wish
is an important skill on this journey to wholeness,
and the understandings and practices
in the channeling class
can be very helpful here.
Once you have guidance,
you'll be able to drive backwards with confidence.

"When you have the future behind you
and you're solidly in the present,
you are looking toward the past.
The vast memory bank of your own experiences
plus the experiences you know of others
offers expert guidance as well.
The clarity of hindsight
is another form of guidance in driving backwards,
and is not available while facing the future.

'Driving backward' is a new practice
based on an important understanding
which has been missing from most spiritual wisdom on Earth.
I have described myself as a traveler
who faces the past
as I 'drive backwards' in the present,
with the future behind me.

"When you do the same,
we come into even better alignment and communication.

Reading Turning Backward to Face Creation
and the discussion of the Four Steps will help you understand
why this is important, and how to do it."

"This step has two parts.
The first is
to establish an inner connection with me
and develop it through inner communication.

"My best role in your life is
as an advisor or coach,
not as a caretaker or boss.

Knowing how to connect with me
whenever you wish
is a valuable skill on this journey to wholeness,
and the understandings and practices
in the channeling class
can be very helpful here.
Once you have guidance,
you'll be able to drive backward with some confidence.

pp1
'Driving backward' is a new practice
based on an important understanding
which has been missing from most spiritual wisdom on Earth.
I have described myself as a traveler
who faces the past
as I 'drive backward' in the present
toward the Void of the future.

"When you do the same,
we come into even better alignment and communication.

Reading Turning Backward to Face Creation
and the discussion of the Four Steps will help you understand
why this is important, and how to do it."

Channelers' Note:
There is more material about Driving Backwards
on HealingToWholeness.com

"As you stand here on the solid ground of the present,
facing the past,
you have the opportunity to find and release denial energy.

There are four distinct types of denial energy in your venue.

"The first type is
mental~~~ judgments
you've held against yourself
and others.

"The release of judgments is essential
before you will be able to move
the unseen guilt and blame
which bind your magnetic essence
and cause you to continue in denial
of your most difficult emotions.

"When these emotions are free to move,
my Light of acceptance also comes to fill you.

Please read the page 'Releasing Judgments'
to learn the simple practice I suggest
for releasing judgments."

"The second type of denial energy
is much more intense than judgments.
This is the energy
that wants to kill, hurt and destroy.
Most humans experience this energy from time to time,
and some experience it a lot of time.
This concentrated form of denial energy is called
'asuric' energy.
It is the very symbol of denial and negation.

"Although it is common in human experience,
it [is] not a human energy.
It is a deeply transpersonal energy
that does not properly belong in Creation.
The practice of True Sacrifice
provides an easy way
to release this kind of denial energy to me,
so I can move it to its right place in the void.

"The third type is called
'subtle denial energy.'

"This kind of denial energy
may remain after an asura release
or judgment release.
It is also very easy to release.
Whenever you sense the presence of denial
in or around an emotion,
simply say to the denial,
"You may leave quietly now."
Immediately you'll sense a scurrying of this energy
as it heads back to the void.

"All forms of denial are negation,
and like the void itself~~~
nothing at all.
Denial energies are generally easy to release to the void
because they are happiest when they do not exist.
They're eager to leave manifestation for the oblivion of the void.

"However, if they sense they are stuck here,
they will do everything they can to destroy manifestation~~~
in an effort to make it like the void~~~
unmoving and without light.

"There is one form of deep transpersonal denial energy
that indeed feels stuck here,
and therefore does not release easily.
This is because it has become embedded
in fragments of the feminine, magnetic, emotional essence.
Some of the most lost parts of the Mother
have effectively ceased to vibrate
as a result of their enmeshment with intensely ferocious denial energy.

"The more the fragmented Mother has tried to move here,
the more tightly she has become bound up with denial.

"This fourth type of denial energy
is called
embedded denial.
Please connect with me inside and ask for guidance
about how to deal with it.
This is advanced work
and it is important to have solid experience
with releasing the other kinds of denial energy
before attempting to release embedded denial."

pp1 and pp6
"As you stand here on the solid ground of the present,
facing the past,
you have the opportunity to find and release judgments




you've held against yourself and others.

"The release of judgments is essential
before you will be able to move
the unseen guilt and blame
which bind your magnetic essence
and cause you to stay in denial
of your most difficult emotions.

When these emotions are free to move,
my Light of acceptance also comes to fill you.

Please read the page 'Releasing Judgments'
to learn the simple practice I suggest
for releasing judgments."

"Right now the major ingredient missing
in you and all of Creation is
free will.
Free will is
dependent on the magnetic essence
being able to move.

"The magnetic essence is Desire and Will,
and at the transpersonal level, the Mother of Creation.

"When emotions are flowing,
the will is open
and Desire can work her magic
of drawing into manifestation
whatever is willed,
including wholeness of being
and material abundance.

[2006_03_06 - I don't want more than I have,
as long as not everybody can manifest this.
What I do want - even if not everybody can manifest it now,
is feeling wonderful in my Body all the time.]

"This is the way it could be,
but is not yet.

"Desire has been bound up
by a huge backlog
of repressed and unmoving
emotions and pain.

"It is the presence
of the various kinds of denial energy
that cause emotions to feel bad.

"Denial has been the method of choice
in coping with bad feelings.

"The problem with denial-based coping methods is
that they perpetuate fragmentation
and keeps whatever is feeling bad
cut off from the rest of the being.

"This is the fundamental issue
that underlies every problem in Creation,
and of course every problem you experience.



"Releasing judgments against yourself
for having bad feelings,
and against the feelings themselves
for being bad,
and releasing the three other forms of denial energy
unbinds the magnetic essence
so it can be free to move.


"This fourth and final step is
to become fully parental to yourself
by supporting and nurturing
the emotions
that you have been unconsciously holding down,
by bringing them out of denial
and allowing them to move
in the Light of your loving acceptance.

"Please read the information in the class
'Quest for the Mother',
including the off-site recommended reading
to learn more about becoming aware
of previously denied emotions.

"Also please read
The True Meaning of Sacrifice page
to learn an easy way
you can easily and surely
bring the pain and suffering
held in your magnetic essence
out of denial
and into my Light,
which is where their healing begins.

"Emotions,
especially the most difficult ones,
are needing to be felt
and expressed.

"It has not always been easy to know
how and where and when
to express emotions
with the effect of healing.

"The recommended reading
in
the healing class
will be helpful in this regard,
and in subsequent lessons and discussions in that class
we will explore how you can find
the best ways for you
to express
and move with
your previously held and denied emotions.

"As each newly freed fragment
of your magnetic/Mother essence
moves to rejoin the rest of you,
more loving Spirit essence, more loving Light is drawn into you.


This is the true process of 'enlightenment,'
and not a lifting out of desire, emotions and bodily sensations
as some 'spiritual' teachings suggest.

The increase in loving Light then makes it easier for you
to retrieve the next fragment
of lost emotional essence,
and so on
as you heal
into wholeness."

Channelers' note:
There is additional material about
the inner healer,
driving backwards,
judgment release,
concentrated denial energy,
and the Principles of Wholeness Work
on HealingToWholeness.com

Four Steps Discussion

"Right now the major ingredient missing
in you and all of Creation is
free will.
Free will is
dependent on the magnetic essence
being able to move.




"The magnetic essence is Desire,
the Mother of Creation.

"When emotions are flowing,
the will is open
and Desire can work her magic
of drawing into manifestation
whatever is willed,
including wholeness,
abundance
and full self-realization.

"This is the way it could be,
but is not yet.

"Desire has been bound up
by a huge backlog
of repressed and unmoving
emotions and pain.

"It is primarily the presence
of guilt and blame
that causes emotions to feel bad.

"Denial has been the method of choice
in coping with bad feelings.

"The problem with this method is
that it perpetuates fragmentation
and keeps whatever is feeling bad
cut off from the rest of the being.

"This is the fundamental issue
that underlies every problem in Creation,
and every problem you experience.

"Releasing judgments against yourself
for having bad feelings,
and against the feelings themselves
for being bad,

unbinds the magnetic essence,
and it becomes free to move.

"This fourth and final step is
to parent yourself
by supporting and nurturing
the emotions
that you have been unconsciously holding down,
by bringing them out of denial
and allowing them to move
in the Light of love and acceptance.

"Please read the information in the class
'Quest for the Mother',
including the off-site recommended reading
to learn more about becoming aware
of previously denied emotions.

" Also please read
'The True Meaning of Sacrifice'
to learn an easy way
you can easily and surely
bring the pain and suffering
held in your magnetic essence
out of denial
and into my Light,
which is where their healing begins.

"Emotions,
especially the most difficult ones,
are needing to be felt
and expressed.

"It has not always been easy to know
how and where and when
to express emotions
with the effect of healing.

"The recommended reading
in
the healing class
will be helpful in this regard,
and in subsequent lessons and discussions in that class
we will explore how you can find
the best way for you
to express
and release held emotions.

"As each newly freed fragment
of your magnetic/Mother essence
moves to rejoin the rest of you,
more spirit/Light essence is drawn into you.


This is the process of true 'enlightenment'.



The increase in Light makes it easier for you
to retrieve the next fragment
of lost emotional essence,
and so on
as you heal
into wholeness
and full self-realization."