I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution in
learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
Homepage
ofwww.Godchannel.com
(since
1997)
graphically edited by Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam (since
2001) 95 Godchannel files (+4
pages in other
libraries) appear accompanied - in
chronological order -
by photos, episodes & insights from the WALK-ABOUT-LOVE
2009 Through this creative
work of editing and composing,
I'm enjoying once more what I enjoyed, healing what was painful
and despairing,
and contributing to the evolution of the revolutionary concept
of a Walk-about-Love
Latest Update: 2011_06_17 Since the Walk-about-Love
site of 2009 is no longer accessable, see the
trailer of the Documentary about the Walk about Love 2009 by Rotem
Malenky and "Tunnel
Sound" , also by Rotem Malenky, on a page with the Walk
story in Hebrew When the latter was taken, I had
already parted from the "Walk", but such sounding in
resonating spaces we did also" at my time".
See ! and see !and listen
!
The images of beloved people, like that of starchild Gal Mor,
and (kissing) Emanuel from Italy, warm my heart.
On September 29, 2009 I
watch and listen to the "Musical
Experience" during the last week of the Walk about Love,
edited excellently by our movie-maker Rotem Malenky during the days on
which we ask Eva to walk with us for ever
March 17: At the foot
of a mountain in the Negev DESERT (Makhtesh
Ramon-Nekarot) : A "Morning-Circle"
before setting out for today's "Walk about Love" {see Orna's
video - in Arad on March 29- which gives
an idea of our dancing in a circle!} May 11: Around a spring and pond along
the Zippori River[
"The Creek of Sepphoris" in Lower Galilee]:
Immersing in the WATER during "Walking about Love"
I invited "those, who want to learn,
why I left The Walk on May 2, i.e. after 9 weeks"
- into a circle.
Many more people than expected sat with me under the tree, where - earlier
- Gil and I had parted lovingly. [Continuation of this entry-composition
is now on the last page: Old Heart, New Heart...
but first scroll down to some introductory compositions below "God's
Intention"]
[On May 23, 2012 , I discovered,
that the title is now "Spirit's Intention".
This was a very necessary correction, but when did this update
appear on Godchannel?]
"I have asked
that this material be published here
so that you and I can communicate more fully. [old
version: so that you and I can communicate more fully openly
in the outer world.]
While my truest presence and voice will always
be within you, [old
version: While my truest presence and voice is within you]
my intention is to help
strengthen the experience of our inner connection
through this outer form of communication
"You and I already know each other;
you have sometimes heard my voice speaking softly and lovingly
within you,
quietly appreciating and encouraging you.
'You are good,' 'You can do it,' and 'Follow your dream,'
are examples of things you may remember hearing from me. [this
entire passage was missing in old versions]
"Talking to you
from these pages now is like me talking to myself. [old
version: "Talking to you is like me talking to myself.]
It is, in fact, my own eternal presence within
you
that I am addressing.
I am waking up inside of you,
which is like saying that you are waking up to realize
that you and I are one. [old
version: "that I am you.".]
"I should say that you are waking again,
because you may remember that we have been here before. [old
version: "because you have been here before."]
Your deep Being has always known the oneness of
all things, [old
version: "Your deep Self has always known that All
is One" ] and has always known that you, the
part of you who is a fragment, a separate being,
has been in a long and constant process of evolution toward becoming
completely whole. [the old
version of these two lines was : "and you are in a
constant process of becoming All That is" ]
For a very long time your own and all of humanity's
evolution toward wholeness [last
version: "For a very long time [this
line was missing in the first version]
your evolution toward wholeness] has been a great mystery.
Now it is becoming a great awakening.
"If you ask me to, I can help you become
aware of your true identity [old
version: "I would like to help you become aware of
your true identity ."]
so that we can work together collaboratively to
resolve [old
version: "so that together we can resolve "]
the otherwise insurmountable problems you and your
species are facing. [old
version: "the problems you are facing"]
I am now moving to the point in my own evolutionary
process where I can effectively correct the imbalances [old
version: "I am now moving to correct the imbalances"]
that have existed on Earth
and in the rest of Creation [this
line was missing in the first version]
since before the beginning of time,
and I am inviting your collaboration in doing this." [old
version: "and
I am asking for your help and collaboration in doing this."]
"Above all, you
have free will.
You and only you can choose [old
version: " It
is my desire that you and only you choose", first
version: "You and only you must choose"]
who you will be and what you will do.
I would love you to choose to be my host
[see .reality>venue]
here on Earth; [old
version: "I
hope you choose to be my host here on Earth."]
I would love you to expand the presence of Divinity
within you and allow it to fully express through you. [old
version: "I
hope you allow my presence within you to express through you."]
And I would love that you and I work together [old
version: "I
hope you and I will work together collaboratively"]
to bring about the healing
that is being called for by both your deepest Self and your planet. [old
version: "that
your deepest Self and the Earth have been calling for "] [the
last lines were missing in the first version]
"And of course, as collaborators in the healing
work, [old
version: "If
you choose that we work together,"]
it will be most helpful
if you and I have strong and certain inner two-way communication
with each other. [old
version: "to
have strong and certain inner communication with each other ."]
This website can support us in establishing and strengthening
our connection and communication. [old
version: "This
web site is one of several outer forms of communication that can
support us in establishing and strengthening our inner union."]
"You can, if
you choose, channel my light,
the light of loving Spirit, [this
so important definition of "Light" was missing in former
versions ]
and use it to help heal yourself
and the ills of your planet.
We will soon explore the exact means of our inner
communication and the specific healing tools and medicine
we can use together.
[This line is missing in former versions]
And in doing this healing work you will literally
be preparing the way for Heaven to come to Earth. [Former
version: "and
help prepare the way way for my coming to Earth." first
version: "for my return to Earth"]]
The purpose of this site is
to share our communication with God ~~~ both Spirit
and the Mother of Creation
and help provide them with a focused virtual presence on Earth.
We believe
that God is already here within everything,
including each of us humans.
Experience has shown us
that anyone can communicate with Spirit
and get verbal answers to questions,
and replies to concerns.
This communication is accomplished
through a phenomenon we call "channeling."
However, two-way prayer,
contemplation , focused presence and meditation
can also be ways of communicating with Deity.
We believe
everyone has a direct connection with God,
and the channeling on this site reflectsourconnection.
You are welcome to use this material in your healing process,
however, please disregard anything here
that may conflict with what you are getting directly
through your own inner communication with Deity.
Throughout the site,
God's words as we have channeled them
appear in quotes.
This note [at the end of WHO]
explains the more modern use of language on this site.
I am following my understanding
and new lekh-lekhâ on January 1, 2009,
that - after 7 years
- I should no longer create new pages on my 2 websites,
but intermingle the evidence of new experiences with that on
existing pages,
Since March 2009 I have been "synchronizing" the chronological
process of the Godchannel.com files
with the chronological process of my photos and -
if there should be time - observations and lessons of
the
"Walk About Love"
As I understand it,
the right term in Hebrew would be:
"hithalkhut-al-ahavah"
The Biblical
command to Abraham, when he was 99 years old, was not:
"be a good person", but:
"walk-about
before me and be whole" [Genesis
17:1]
and what characterized the mythical figure
of Noah, who saved humankind from annihilation, was:
"Noah
... was whole... with God walked-about Noah"[Genesis
6:9]
not walking
towards a goal, but walking "about" ,
balancing between the poles of plus and minus,
learning ~~~~ healing
creating ~~~~ loving
~~~~~LIVING~~~~
[the background shows the fruit of a flower in the Land
of Israel]
From February 27 until May 2,
2009 , I was among the walkers of the WALK ABOUT LOVE ,
interrupting only for being present with my
daughter-in-love Efrat, and my tenth grandchild
Mika, while my pilot-son Immanuel
was on long flights.
On May 11, 2009 I joined the walkers one more time ~~~ in order
to part from them while walking!
On June 1, 2009
I sang
to my Tibetian bowl into the ears~eyes
of Dido Aynee in the emergency room of Beersheva
hospital,
accompanied by Emanuel from Italy and Gal Mor from Arad.
The three of us then traveled by trains and taxis to Kfar Monash
~~ to comfort the mourning family,
and gather around the grave of our Mowgli,
where - at the end of the funeral - many of the Walkers
followed Mowgli's casual "testament", that in case
of his death he wanted people to dance with him.
On August 2, 2009, I visited Dido a fifth time, now in the Rehabilitation
Center of Tel Hashomer.
And while it was exhilarating to see, how he returns to life
more and more, another blow hit us:
The next day the corpse of Nir Rak was found,
he had drowned in the Sea at Dor Beach (south
of Haifa).
On August 1, 2009, Nir and two friends had
gone out with a boat and challenged themselves by diving....
My wandering (nod)-
you have counted it!
Put my tear in your water-bag (nôd)
!
It ( the tear)
is in your counting, isn't it? (Psalm
56:9, my translation)
As one whom his mother comforteth,
so will I, I, comfort you (Isaiah
66:13)
Click! and click again to stop! Shortly before I heard
of "The Walk about Love"
I came across this verse in a psalm.
It touched me so much,
that I felt inspired with a tune to the words.
I added the verse from Isaiah,
which used to comfort me already when I was a child.
Now I dedicate this song
to wounded Dido (Adi ) Eynee, to dead Mowgli (Har'el Berlin)
,
to dead Nir Rak
and to Eva Sabani,
who will rise to walk with us forever
Here are some compositions - as an introduction
to what I experienced, learnt, suffered, created, loved.
From among my many photos taken on March
1, 2009, when we began the walking
The ascent was along the place, where
my mobile home was parked from Nov. 1996 till June 1997.
It was here, that my knowing and dreaming about walking the
Shvil Yisrael, the Israel Trail, began.
It seems to me, that all my life was evolving towards the Walk
about Love in 2009,
but the ascent from the Red Sea, so mystically illuminated from
above on March 1,
staggered and stumbled, the closer we came to the Mediterranean
Sea on April 27.
Sickness of soul and body matured my understanding that I had
~to leave the Walk.
On May 2, far from the Desert Red Sea - at a Mediterranean city-beach
- I said to each of some 10 different friends: "I've
to go to my usual assignment with my family and should be back
on May 6.
If I shall reach the inner certainty, that I should leave The
Walk about Love 2009,
I'll come one more time to share my reasons with those who want
to hear them."
Deep healing work, also with the support of
a Walker - Lior Oren - for 36 hours
- made me ready to share my insights.
I did so while WALKING - walking with my potential peers one
more time - - this time in the Galilee close to Nazareth.
This was on May 11, before the wedding of a close friend and
after my support to his former partner the night before.
None of these 3 events - all in the north of Israel, not in
the south where I live - could have occurred without the other!
This is me, the 70
year old walker, in case you didn't guess...
.
On my-our first day of walking on March 1, 2009
- climbing up and down the high mountains of the Eilat-Desert, being still insufficiently
equipped, for instance without a walking-stick...
I was proud to put our flag as an envelope around my day-back-pack.
On my last day, May 2 - when we were
not walking but "sitting" on a city-beach,
I had my big back-pack with the tent etc. on my back,
the day-backpack in front,
the very practical pouch , given to me by my son, around
my waist,
and a walking-stick in my hand -
it fell down, when I handed Avigal my camera.
Just recently I had bought a shirt, cut out the logo &
sown it on my backpack
I also bought the logo and sowed it underneath - just
2 days before leaving...
April
28, 2009-
See the date! This was sculpted
during my last "break" with my family, when
I did not yet know, that on May 2 I would leave the
Walk
az nidberu yir'ee
YHWH ish - el - re'eehu
~~~~~ va-yaqshev
[YHWH] va-yishma'
Then
those who see Ha-Shem, will talk among each other, ~~~~~
and he listens and he hears [Arabic]
yatakaalamuna allathina
yarau'na-hu , ~~~~~
va-yusri
va-yasma'
Dann die IHN schauen, werden reden miteinander,
~~~~~ und er lauscht und
er hoert
Puis ceux qu'ils voient Ha-Shem, se parlent l'un a l'autre
~~~~~ il entends,
il ecoute
Thomas
had to return to his country after 3 weeks,
and Emanuel needed to be by himself "after
Jerusalem"...
but traveled to Arad to part from me - finding me "by
chance" in my home
joining me -the next day- on my visit to Dido, though
he had not known him,
and honoring our Mowgli's fresh grave with a magnificent
flower arrangement
stuck in a goat's horn, which I had once found next
to
my "Cave of the Womb"!
May 3, 2009
Can I believe it, that 5 days
later - on May 3, 2009 - I feel forced to write that
sentence in the past tense: "The
greatest experience during "the Walk" W
A S the feeling that the Biblical prophecy - which I put - in 5 languages
- above all
the K.i.s.s.-Log 2008 pages since Aug. 15, my 70th birthday
- W
A S
becoming fulfilled:
"
Thomas (Germany)
Thomas (France)
Thomas (Holland)
Thorsten (Germany)
Timo (Germany?)
Uzaan (Turkey)
Yak (Tchechia)
May
13, 2009; last update : May 27, 2009 - on the
last day, on which the Walkers of the Walk about
Love walked. See
my early proposal about how to structure the
Walk-about-Love in a way,
that the individual walkers and organizers would
be emotionally supported,
which would have also implied a process for feedback
and applying lessons
to the concept of the Walk.
The Walk about Love 2009
Understanding and Insights
framed by the names of those
walkers whom I got to know personally, (in
brackets: names which I noted, but can no longer
associate with faces.
Please- if you care: send
me a picture so as to remind me of your
face!)
and to whom I radiated "energy" by
thanking you for walking with me ,
whenever I - only since April
4 - noted your names during the
Morning-Circle.
To make it easier for our friends
from abroad,
I spelled the Hebrew names in English and separated
between women and men.
Please - whoever finds his/her name spelled
wrongly - write to
me!
Through "Search"
[not a very reliable feature!] you might (!)
find photos of yourself or of persons
who appear on the pages which - in chronological
order - document my personal Walk about Love!
Adaya
Adi C.
Adi L.
(Anat)
Anna
Avigal
Alona
Aviyah
(Aya)
Carmel
Dana
Danit
Daniela
(Elah)
Gal
Galia+Hadar
+Eliashiv Galit
(Gili)
Hamutal Hila +Yuval Inbal
Inbal
(Ina)
(Keren)
Leehi
(Liat)
(Libbi)
(Lilach)
Lim
Lior M..
Lior O.
Lisa
May
Maya
Meital
Michal H.A.
Michal H.
Michal K.
Michal R.
Michal S.
Mila
Moran
(Neomi)
Noa
Ofir
Or
Orian
Orna
(Osnat)
Parastu
Raz
Re'ut
Rivkah
Rivkah
(Ronni)
Rotem
Saree
Sathva
Sharon
Shirin
(Tal)
Talli
Talya
+Ariel, 18 months
Tamar
Tanya
Tom
Vasanthi
Ya'ara
(Ya'arit)
Yif'at
(Adam)
(Aharon)
Asaf
(Asaf)
Avi
(Aviv)
Avishai
Daniel
David
David
Dekel
Dido severely
wounded on
May 30, 2009
Doron
(Dudu)
Easy
El'ad
El'ad the prince
Elam
(Eli)
Eran
Erez
Eyal
Gai
Gil (Gil'ad P.) (Hagai) (Hen) Hezi
Itai
(Itai)
Yarden
Yig'al Jirmiyahu
(Meir)
Mowgli killed
on
May 30, 2009
Nir L.
Nir R.
(Noam)
(Oded)
Offer
Oren
Pehnen
Phenix
Rea
Robert
Rotem B.
Rotem M.
RonnY
(Seya)
Shai G.
(Shai)
(Shai )
Shlomi
Sufi
(Tidhar)
Tom
(Tomer)
Tori
Tulli
Ur
Uriyah
Yakir
(Yair)
Yarden
Yeshaya Yoav
(Yoav)
Yoel
Yoel
Yonathan
Yossi Yuval
Zwi
June 25, 2009
Translation [with some additions to the Hebrew test
] of The
Walk about Love 2009
Understanding and Insights
(In the translation of the Hebrew verbal sculpture,
the puns are lost.
Especially the contrast between "hityashvut"
versus "hithalkhut"
settling versus walking-about,
walking without a target, without a deadline,
walking for the sake of thinking and feeling, learning
and enjoying life.
The links in the English text are meant also for the
reader of the Hebrew lines)
A warning:
In the following analysis there is not a hint of blame,
not against the behavior or personality of persons,
nor against the original concept,
which was crystalized during a long period by twenty
people
following the dream of Rea Pasternak.
But any machine and any concept , yes, Creation itself…
demand e-volution [see
how "God" learnt that law],
demand un-folding,
just like a bud unfolds into a blossom and into a fruit.
And as to the human beings in the
drama of The Walk,
what applies to them is what applies to my personal
drama: I
am never the victim of anyone: I'm forever the master
of my life!
Meaning – that beyond space and
time – I'm
the one who creates my drama:
I am the writer, the producer, the director and , of
course, the main actor!
And I'm the one who chooses other actors for my drama,
sometimes for a lifetime – like the members of
my family -
and sometimes for an hour of walking with one of the
Walkers of The Walk-
I choose them according to the roles they can play in
my drama -
so that I'll grow and heal, create and love –
I as a hologram of
all Creation.
If my co-actors are not to my liking,
I have to find out, what hole in my wholeness, i.e.
in my self-acceptance, attracts them.
The same is valid for The
Walk:
If we – one body! – attract people with
behaviors which seem damaging and destructive,
or simply "triggering"
("a trigger
comes to point out a hole in my wholeness that now wants
to heal!")
then I – we - the Walk - need to find out,
what flaw in the concept or what fault in its application
attracted such behaviors.
(This is valid also for those walkers
who are "triggered" by 70 year old Christa-Rachel….)
Flaws in the concept are not
only in what is missing,
but also in what there is,
- the distortion of the concept of openness!
From openness
to OVER-EXPOSURE
The grand idea,
that in order to grow and evolve towards the
capacity
to love myself and my neighbor,
one has to walk-about the earth with other people,
was not invented ever since
"The Walk-about-Freedom"
of Hebrew slaves from Egypt, 3250 years ago.
But exactly because of this newness,
the Walk-about-Love
is like an embryo in the womb,
which must not be exposed to the world
before the right time.
If one pulls the embryo from the womb,
in order to exhibit it to "Babylon",
be it through festivals with nature-raping "music",
and attraction of persons seeking "drugs
&sex",
or be it by inviting "the public to receive
Shabbat",
or be it by "contributions to special communities"
-
then the development of the embryo
will be disturbed or even disrupted,
the more so as the make-up of the embryo
changes from day to day,
and its Body is forced to re-assemble all the
time.
Openness which is exposure
prevents unfolding, developing, evolving,
and if those 3 exposures were not enough,
then good – but a bit megalomanic -people
decided, that they had to change the world right
away
and to demonstrate "Peace and Love'
to the Palestinians on the Westbank: "If you grasp
much, you don't grasp!",
said our wise people 2000 years ago: "if you grasp
little – you grasp!"
Those Walkers split off from the embryo,
and did so even more than once,
without asking themselves,
if when they wanted to return,
there would still be an embryo left.
And again:
If there was a mechanism,
a structure for drawing conclusions,
and if The Walk would un-fold from week to week,
this overexposure had been blocked since long
and those who wanted to do good,
would have postponed the realization of their
desire
till the time after the Walk
A
new idea
is born to the World:
A Walk-about-Love
"And a river goes out of Eden
to water the garden;
and from thence it separates
into four heads." [Genesis
2:10]
Going out, not
sitting,
walking-about, not settling, "Going
to yourself ", not security,
God's command to Abraham "lekh-lekhâ"-
"go-to-yourself"
"from all security
and safety,
in short: from your "comfort-zone", is
the starting-point of Israel as well as myself! Watering, not sinking,
fertilizing, not becoming a swamp
Knowing to part and to depart,
not clinging, not being attached
Openness
to every person who wants to join,
whenever and for how long s/he wants.
Waters are not settling,
they are "walking-about".
Waters which want to irrigate
and make the soil produce flowers and fruits,
will go out now and now and now
they will not attach themselves,
they part, depart and separate.
Openness
to the world,
which is not overexposure,
and not naïve "contribution"
but is within the bounds of "the
joy to create",
I experienced during our parades through the
cities:
We dedicated ourselves
to this creativity and creation, even in Arad, when
nobody was on the streets
because of the cold and the timing (Friday
3 PM!)
SHUTDOWN
instead of openness
The Walk is based on fantastic logistics
in everything that is connected to physical survival
or the structure of time,
but there is no space for the human soul
nor is their space for receiving feedback
and for applying lessons to the concept of the
Walk.
Individuals may be open to each other,
but the exterior structure of the Walk signals
a shutdown to ourselves,
a shutdown to our feelings,
a shutdown to the feelings of the other.
There is no circle for welcoming new people
(and only after I left there was a change at least
in this)
and no circle for people who leave,
if for personal reasons
or if because the Walk doesn't "suit"
them any longer...
"A friend" suddenly is gone and does
not return.
I always parted from each of the closer friends,
when I had to leave for a few days,
but even my best friends one day simply disappeared...
Or
- another symptom for not caring about individuals:
whoever did not find his/her right place
in "the Festival Settlements"
had no place in "The Walk-about"... "It's my birthday on
the weekend of Shittim!"
said T., "I want to celebrate it with the
Walkers,
but I don't want to be at the festival,
do I now have to go to Tel-Aviv for celebrating?" "This is your problem!"
she was told, "you knew, that festivals
are planned for the Walk!"
No wonder that there also is no transparency.
no transparency between "the organizers"
and "the group",
not in matters of conflicts between the organizers,
not in matters of money and other "exterior"
issues,
not when good people
offer a camp like Darijaat for free,
and "the Group" doesn't even know
about it,
leave alone , express their gratitude to these
donors.
If in the future the concept and the structure
of The Walk
will encourage and enable processes of feedback
just like the Walk 2009
takes care of the physical well-being of the
walkers
and the wondrous technical functioning of the
Walk,
there will be a chance,
that everyone will achieve the goals'
for which s/he would like to be committed to
the Walk
with all his/her heart.
Listen to
the song about THE SONG,
the real "song", the singing and playing and
dancing, the true feast,
as demonstrated outside another gate of the Old City
on the same day.
2009_05_27
- The last day, on which the Walkers of the Walk-about-Love
are walking.
Though there is still much work to do in the library of The
Walk About Love 2009
(captions under photos and the telling of some episodes),
I
feel that I have completed the process
of healing my feelings and of understanding in my mind, -
with the help of all the people, inside and outside
the Walk, with whom I shared both,
as well as with the help of my camera and this creative work
on my site.
I want to close this introduction
with a letter from Yava (Ieva)
. from Europe, dated May 24, 2009,
which resonates with me totally and wholly
even if Yava only on July 18, 2009 agreed that her name
and pictures appear on my site
and even if it seemed at first that we do not agree
on my belief,
that also the "sad" moments and depressing
situations should be shown "on the Internet".
"shalom Christa Rachel,
Firstly, thank you for removing the pictures..
I want to explain to you, why i felt it wrong.
Because my participation in the walk,
the things i could share,
the love i could give,
the joy, laughter, music...
all what i gave it's there,
and the walkers know it, they felt it, they saw it ~~~
as my sad, and disappointment moments as well,
my talk about the lack of unity
or what ever i felt at the moment.
So they do know, as you know also.
But the information on a website, is given for a much
wider audience.
It's for people to read and know about how the walk
was.
And i dont think it is right to give this impression
that "i lost my light"there.
Because it's not like that.
I gained more than i lost.
So i think it would be not correct to spread this little
moment so widely,
as there is not mentioned
how thankful i am for those walking moments,
and how many lessons i learned,
how much love i got there,
by how many open hearts i was blessed.
Maybe it doesnt fit into a context that you wanted to
show in that part but~~~"
So thats how i feel.
and i dont mind to open or be transparent~~~ not at
all.
only i think if I would be transparent you could see
all what i have in my heart.
but the problem is that through the Internet it's not
possible...."
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