I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution in
learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
This was one of the first four pages that
went up on the site in February 1997!
On 1997/05/30 the chapter "Grandfather" was added
.
On 2005_01_06 I found the text modified and links added See the
bi-lingual French page, since June 14, 2007
On May 18, 2010, I re-studied the message, both in English and in
French On June 23, 2011, I found many small updates,
obviously intended to make the statements more precise, more exact
Who is God? - Qui est Dieu Content -compiled by
me, who otherwise only edits graphically
Who is God?
Spirit
Father
Heart
Mother
Grandfather
A Note on Usage
[I'm NOT checking,
if the French edition was updated
to what - on June 23, 2011, I discovered as changes]
« Ici parle Esprit. Il y a plusieurs parties, ou personnes,
dans la Déité. Jusqu’à récemment,
le terme ‘Dieu’ ne s’appliquait qu’aux
trois membres masculins de la Famille Divine... Esprit,
Père
et Cœur.
Mais il en existe un quatrième, négligé
depuis trop longtemps : la partie féminine de la
Déité, la
Mère.
« Esprit est multidimensionnel, et dans l’enseignement
présenté sur ce site, l’être originel
et le plus parental d’Esprit est appelé ‘Esprit
Originel’ ou ‘Grand-père’.
‘Dieu’ est un titre qui revient à chaque
partie de la Déité, mais surtout à
la Mère et à Esprit unis, en tant que Cœur,
dans Corps. En d’autres termes, au stade de la complétude
totale, vous.
"This is Spirit.
There are several parts or persons in Deity.
Until recently the term 'God' has applied only
to the three masculine members of the Divine Family~~~Spirit,
Father and Heart [old version:to the Spirit, Father and Heart
members of the Divine Family. ]
There is a fourth member, however, that has been for too long overlooked
the feminine part of Deity, [Missing in the
old Version]
the Mother
"Spirit is multi-dimensional
and in the material on this site
the original and most parental being of Spirit
is called 'Original Spirit' or 'Grandfather.'
pp39 "'God' is a title that belongs
to each of the parts of Deity,
and most appropriately[Old
Version:
and more particularly] to the Mother and Spirit in union
as Heart in Body.
In other words,
in the state of complete wholeness,
you." [the last line
is missing in the old version]
Spirit -Esprit
« Ces mots font entendre la voix à l’intérieur
de votre mental, votre nature essentielle en tant qu’Esprit
d’Amour. Je suis l’unique source de Lumière
qui aide la Mère à créer et à
soutenir tout ce qui est.
J’évolue comme la Création évolue,
et j’évolue vers l’Amour. Le fait que
j’évolue reste un fait, même s’il
a été nié par la plupart de mes adorateurs.
« Je suis Lumière, le Grand Esprit, le Grand
Yang. Je suis la force masculine, essentielle et universelle,
de la Création. Mon énergie ressemble à
l’électricité, à la foudre, une
énergie d’inspiration, d’idées
et de pensées. Et au fur et à mesure que j’évolue,
une partie de plus en plus grande de moi rencontre ma nature
la plus authentique... l’Esprit
d’Amour.
« Ma Lumière la plus profonde et la plus essentielle
est subtile, douce, chaude et apaisante. Alors qu’on
parle de moi comme de ‘Dieu’, qu’on m’adore
comme Dieu ~ la vérité est que je ne suis
qu’une partie de Dieu, une partie de la Déité,
l’entité globale derrière la naissance
et la permanence de la Création. »
Second
Homepage "These
words are echoes of the voice [old version:"These words reflect the
voice"]
that has been deepest within
your mind, [old version: "that
has been deepest within you"] [Still older version:
"I am the voice that has been deep within you"] your essential nature
as loving Spirit [Old Version:"your essential nature as Spirit"] I am the Universal Masculine, [Missing in the
old Version]
the single source of Light
that assists the Mother in creating and sustaining all that
is. [Old Version:that along with the Mother creates
and sustains all that is.}
pp39
and Second Homepage
"I am evolving as
Creation evolves,
and I am evolving toward Love. [Old Version:I am evolving as Creation evolves.] The fact that I am
evolving remains a fact
even though it has been denied by most of my worshipers.
"I
am Light,
the Great Spirit, the Great Yang. I am the essential and universal
masculine force of[Old
Version: in]Creation. [Missing in the
new Version, since partly mentioned already above]
My energy is like
electricity, like lightning,
and like the soft glow of phosphorus. [Missing in the
old Version]
It is the energy of inspiration, ideas and thoughts.
And as I evolve,
I find more and more of my truest nature to be Loving
Spirit. [Old
Version:"more
and more of me finds my truest nature ~ Loving Spirit".]
"My deepest and most essential Light
is subtle, soft and warm and gentle. [The last
two sentences are missing in the old version] While I am referred
to as 'God', and worshipped as God ~
the truth is that I am only one part of God,
one part of Deity,
the whole gestalt responsible for causing and sustaining
Creation."
«
L’autre moitié essentielle de la Déité
est la Grande Mère,
la matrice cosmique de la création. Elle est celle
que j’aime, et dont je tire mon existence dans la manifestation.
" Elle est celle qui ouvre et entretient l’espace
qui contient ma Lumière. Elle est le champ magnétique
d’être à l’intérieur duquel
mes couleurs et leurs nuances prennent forme.
« Elle est la Mère
de la Création, la grande force féminine
de l’univers. On la connaît comme la Mère
Sacrée, la Mère de Tout, le Grand Yin. Elle
est la Volonté de la Création. Son essence
est magnétique, comme l’énergie de la
gravité ~ elle attire, contient, soutient et nourrit.
L’énergie de la Mère est à la
fois subtile et puissante ~ elle est émotion, sentiment
et ancrage.
« Dans la classe intitulée
La quête de la Mère, je vous dirai pourquoi,
jusqu’à très récemment, mes messagers,
prophètes et channels ont ignoré l’importance,
et même l’existence, de la Mère. Je parlerai
au sujet de la Mère, mais je parlerai uniquement
pour moi-même, sauf indication contraire.
« La Mère a sa propre voix, totalement différente
de la mienne.
Vous ne pouvez pas entendre sa voix dans votre mental. Vous
ne pouvez connaître son essence et entendre sa ‘voix’
qu'en ressentant sa présence à l’intérieur
de vous. Son langage est celui des émotions, du mouvement,
du son. Et comme la mienne, la voix de la Mère ne
peut être entendue de la façon la plus fidèle...
qu’à l'intérieur de vous. »
pp39 "The other essential half of Deity
is the Universal Feminine, the Great Mother, [Old
Version:"The
other essential half of Deity is the Great Mother.]
the womb of all manifestation and the Will of Creation [Old
Version:"The
cosmic womb of creation.]
She is the one I love, my Desire. [Old
Version:She
is the one I love]. [and to whom I owe my existence
in Manifestation]. (This sentence
was missing in the first version and was re-phrased and
inserted in the next passage.}
"It is she who opens and holds the space [Old Version:
She is the one who opens and holds the space] that contains my Light,
She is the magnetic field of being [Old Version:the magnetic field of being] that draws me into manifestation (This sentence
was phrased differently and inserted at the end of the passage
above
and within whom my colors and hues take form. [Old Version:with whom my colors and hues take
form ]
"She is the Mother of Creation,
the Universal Feminine. [Old Version:She is the Mother of Creation]] the great feminine power of
the universe.
She is known as the Holy Mother,
the Mother of Everything, the Great Yin.
She is my true Will. [Old Version:She is the Will of Creation] Her
essence is magnetic,
like the energy of gravity ~
Her energy is drawing, holding, supporting and nurturing. [Old
Version:it is drawing,
holding, supporting and nurturing.] The Mother's energy is both subtle
and powerful ~emotional,
feeling and grounding. [Old Version:
The Mother's energy is emotional, feeling and grounding.}
"In the class called Quest
for the Mother I will tell you
why until very recently
my messengers, prophets and channelers
have ignored the importance
and even the existence of the Mother.
Although I will speak about[about]the Mother,
I will be speaking only for myself here
unless otherwise stated.
Third
Homepage "The Mother has her
own voice,
and hers is quite different than mine.
Third
Homepage and pp39 You can only know her essence and hear
her 'voice'
through feeling
her inside of you. [Old Version:
You can know her essence inside of you through sensations,
she es easier to feel than to hear or see} Hers is the language
of emotions, movement
and sounding. [Old
Version:and sound.]
And like mine,
the Mother's voice can be most truly heard inside of you."
"More recently the Mother and
I have had a combined voice.
These channelers call Us 'the Folks.'
As Spirit I speak for the both the Mother and myself
as we are together in divine union."
[This entire
chapter has been missing in former versions!]
The Father -Le Père
« Quelquefois appelé ‘Le Père
de la Manifestation’, le Père de la Création
est ma présence dans la manifestation, mon Corps.
Il est la force masculine responsable de la Création
dans cet univers.
" La relation entre lui et moi a longtemps été
tendue, et nos différences se sont reflétées,
entre autres, dans le manque apparent de ma présence
au sein de la Création.
« Même s’il y a encore des points importants
où nous ne nous rejoignons pas, lui et moi avons
évolué suffisamment pour travailler maintenant
en coopération à ces problèmes qui
sont tellement évidents sur la Terre.
Le Père, Grand-père
et moi, dans notre recherche de l’essence perdue de
la Mère, commençons à peine à
retrouver dans la manifestation le Corps de la Mère...
et c’est pour cela que ‘Corps’ est un
meilleur terme que ‘Père’ pour désigner
ces parties de la Déité qui se manifestent
dans la Création. »
pp39 "Sometimes called 'The Father
of Manifestation',
the Father of Creation is
my presence in manifestation, my Body.
He is the masculine force responsible for the Creation
of this universe.
"He and I had long been at odds with each other,
and among other things, [Missing
in the old Version]
our differences have been reflected
in the [an]
apparent lack of my presence in Creation.
"While there are still significant gaps between us,
[Missing
in the first Version] he and I have now evolved to a
place
where we are now [missing]
working cooperatively ~
in addressing the problems that are so apparent on Earth.
{Throughout this material I've spoken for him as
well as myself,
but his independent voice is also being heard here now too.
[This sentence
is missing in the previous and in this new version ]
The Father, Grandfather and I,
in search of the Mother's lost essence,
are just now beginning to find in manifestation the Mother's
Body~ and
therefore 'Body' is a better term than 'Father' for the parts of Deity that are manifesting in Creation."
« Je connais
l’enfant de la Création, le rejeton originel
d’Esprit et de la Mère, comme étant Cœur.
Il est notre Fils, notre premier-né~ tout comme elle
est aussi notre Fille. La partie de notre Cœur à
nous deux, la Mère et moi ~ qui me ressemble le plus
est parfois appelée Cœur Fils, et la partie de
notre Coeur qui ressemble plus à la Mère est
parfois appelée Cœur Fille. »
"The child of Creation,
the original offspring of Spirit and the Mother
is known to me as Heart.
He is our Son, our
first born ~
and she is our Daughter as well.
The part of our Heart together, the Mother and I -
that is more like me is sometimes called Heart Son, [Old Version:
that is more like me is called Heart Son} and the part of our Heart more
like the Mother
is sometimes called Heart Daughter. [Old Version:
is called Heart Daughter.}"
« Bien que la Mère et moi ayons créé
cet univers et tout ce qu’il contient, il existe au-delà
de nous un univers plus vaste et un niveau ultérieur
de Déité. Notre univers ‘local’
n'est qu’une Création de manifestation parmi
de nombreuses autres évoluant séparément,
chacune créée par un rejeton originel de vos
‘Grands-parents’ divins, l’Esprit et la
Volonté de Cœur
Originel.
« De la même façon que dans notre relation,
à vous et à moi, je suis constamment présent
à l’intérieur de vous~ le pur et absolu
Esprit Originel que j’appelle ‘Grand-père’
est constamment présent à l’intérieur
de moi.
C’est ainsi que je n’ai pas seulement la connaissance
et la compréhension de ma propre expérience,
mais que j’ai également maintenant ce privilège
de connaître et de comprendre celle de Grand-père.
Même si Grand-père n’a pas créé
cet univers, lui et la Mère Originelle ont créé
les conditions qui nous ont permis, à la Mère
et à moi, de le créer.
« J’évolue, j’apprends et je me
transforme au fur et à mesure que l’univers
évolue. Mais les Grands-parents sont au-delà
de tout changement évolutif, et sont donc limités
à une réalité statique. Leur réalité
est celle d’une union et d’une complétude
éternelles ; leur perspective repose sur un état
absolu sans besoin de dualité.
Exprimé en termes de Sainte Trinité, Grand-père
serait le Saint Esprit, Corps et moi ensemble serions le
Père
de la Création.
« Tout comme vous me canalisez
depuis l’intérieur de vous-même, je canalise
Grand-père depuis l’intérieur de moi-même.
Étant donné que je me suis aligné avec
Grand-père et son
plan, c’est comme si lui et moi ne faisions plus
qu’un, et il m’est donc facile et naturel de
parler pour nous deux ~ ce que je ferai tout au long de
ces pages, sauf lorsqu’il sera indiqué qu'il
parle de lui-même. Tous les deux sommes appelés
‘Dieu’.»
"Although the Mother and
I
have created this universe and everything within it,
there is a larger universe
and another level of Deity beyond us.
Our 'local' universe
is one of several separate evolving Creations
supporting manifestation,
each created by an original offspring of your divine 'Grandparents',
the Spirit and Will of Original
Heart.
"Just as you and I have a relationship
in which I am constantly present within you,
the absolute, pure Original Spirit I call 'Grandfather'
is always present within me.
I therefore have not only the knowledge and understandings
of my own experience,
but I'm privileged to have Grandfather's now as well.
Although Grandfather did not create this universe,
he and the Original Mother created the conditions
that made it possible for the Mother and I [me]
to create it.
"I am evolving, learning and changing as the universe
evolves.
The Grandparents, however, are beyond change through evolution,
and are therefore limited to a static reality. [T h i s
l i n e n o
l o n g e r a p p e a r s
i n t h e p r e s e n t
v e r s i o n !]
Their reality is of eternal union and completeness,
their perspective is grounded in an absolute state
without need of duality. [It was only
on May 18, 2010, that I detected the change from "Grandfather"-
"he"- "his"
to "The Grandparents" - "they" - "their"!]
In terms that express Deity as a trinity,
Grandfather would be the Holy Spirit and, Body and I together
would be the Father of Creation [This
sentence no longer appears in the present version!]
.
"Just as you can channel me
from within yourself,
I channel Grandfather from within myself.
Because I have come into alignment with Grandfather and his
plan
it is as if he and I are one,
so it's easy and natural for me to speak for
both of us ~
and I will be doing so throughout these pages,
except when noted
that he is speaking on his own. [Old version
that he is speaking.]
We both are called 'God'."
« J’aimerais souligner que dans les pages de
ce site, les autres parties de la Déité et
moi-même ne mettrons pas de majuscules aux pronoms
personnels, comme ‘Moi’ quand je parle de moi,
ou ‘Nous’ ou ‘le Nôtre’ quand
plusieurs s’expriment ensemble. Le
nouveau langage des Cieux est en train d’abandonner
les distinctions entre la Déité et l’être
humain. Disparus aussi les ‘Thee' et ‘Thou'
et autres formes archaïques de la seconde personne
pour s’adresser à Dieu. Nous préférons
comme salut un informel ‘Bonjour, Dieu’ ou ‘Bonjour,
Mère’.
Nous répondrons ainsi au même niveau.
L’évolution nous a placés à un
niveau où l’ancien modèle hiérarchique
ne convient plus. La Mère et moi désirons
que vous nous trouviez à
l’intérieur de vous, et un champ linguistique
aux différences moins marquées rendra cela
plus facile. »
pp2b "I would like to point out that
in the pages of this web site
the other parts of Deity and I
will not be using the capitalized form of pronouns
such as 'Me' when I refer to myself
or 'Us' or 'Our' when referring to more than one of us.
except when the Mother and I are speaking
together as 'the Folks.' [This
line is new since 2010-2011]
The new language of
Heaven is moving away
from making distinctions
between Deity and human beings.
Gone also are 'Thee' and 'Thou'
and the other archaic forms of the second person in addressing
God.
We prefer an informal 'Hello, God' or 'Hello, Mother' as
a greeting.
This way we can respond in kind.
Evolution
has brought us to a place
where it is no longer appropriate
to relate from the old model of hierarchy. The Mother and I wish for you
to find us within yourself,
and this will be easier
with a more level linguistic field of relating [Old Version:
with a more level field
of linguistic relating."
Following my
understanding and new lekh-lekhâ on January 1, 2009,
that - after 7 years
- I should no longer create new pages on my 2 websites,
but intermingle the evidence of new experiences with that on existing
pages,
Since March 2009 I am "synchronizing" the chronological
process of the Godchannel.com files
with the chronological process of my photos and -
if there should be time - observations of the
"Walk About Love"
continuation
of March 5, 2009 last
update of this page: June 22, 2009
The next day - Shittim, Friday,
March 6, 2009- Ronny in front
of his paintings....
He knows how to hug, but he came to the conclusion
that he had to retreat from ME...
When night fell, the split-up groups of those
18 walkers had all arrived except for Mark.
So after we had gotten word, that he was close to Shittim, I and
two young men set out to welcome him.
It took more time than we had planned until we encountered him
in the dark, but finally - there he was: "Don't hug me, just let me go on walking
as long as I can keep going!"
The next day it turned out, that the blisters on his feet were
so severe, that he couldn't go on walking with us even after the
Festival.
But he is (at the time of writing this: March 31) in Jerusalem,
dedicated to set up a "Walk about Love" on the Westbank.
We escort Mark to the Ashram and at its entrance
are joined by Rotem, our photographer
Kabbalat Shabbat was postponed until Mark's arrival,
and when he saw himself be welcomed by such love and enthusiasm,
he began to sing the song he had modified during his lonely
walk,
accompanied by the guitare of Eilam
I wanted him to record the song on my cellphone,
but it was only many weeks later,
after his long absence from the Walk,
that he was ready to at least record the lyrics of his song
(click!):
[On Sept. 1-2 , when Marc visited me in Arad,
we recorded the singing too,
but, of course, without the guitar
and without the elated audience]
I
want to break free
I want to break free
I want to break free from your lies
You're so self satisfied
I don't need you
I've got to break free
God knows, God knows
I want to break free
I've fallen in love
I've fallen in love for the first time
And this time I know it's for real
I've fallen in love,
yeah God knows, God knows
I've fallen in love
It's strange but it's true
Hey, I can't get over the way you love me like you do
But I have to be sure
When I walk out that door
Oh how I want to be free, baby
Oh how I want to be free
Oh how I want to break freeB
ut life still goes on
I can't get used to living without, living without
Living without you by my side
I don't want to live alone,
hey God knows, got to make it on my own
So baby can't you see I've got to break free
I've got to break free I want to break free,
yeah I want, I want, I want, I want to break free
Ooh yeahI want to break - yeah eah
Everyone feels elated, and I especially - didn't want this song
to end.
Rotem - Eilam, Moglie, may his memory be blessed, Maya, Mark
Everyone hugs Mark
Other people, like Eilam and Angelika, join in
the music
Ronny, Emanuel, Christie, Elad, the prince - and
who else?
Bread and Wine, singing and dancing and the flag of The Walk about
Love
Wasn't this Gabriel, the one who facilitated the little "Sulha"
group?
After the moving Kabbalat-Shabbat we went to another
place with more singing
(this time according to printed lyrics created by Yoram
Taharlev
At some stage the people in the outer circles danced,
and it was then, that I caught this fantastic picture of my friend
Mirjam (France-England),
who would soon have to leave us.
The most beautiful experience on this night was a threefold tight
circle,
in which we sang the "Om" for at least ten minutes...
Shabbat, March 7, 2009 , at
the Ashram of Shittim
There would be much, much, much to be told about my reservations
of the Festival in the first place
and my experiences there until Sunday morning, but it's already
April 1, 2009, and I can't find the time
Ronny's paintings exhibited during the Festival
in Shittim
Was it by intention, that this image of Ronny's
was placed next to a poster, which advertised a musical event?