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I am Firing the
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The Fourth Parcel for Rotem, on
April 26, 2007 I'm using a weak font,
Extreme poverty is rampant, especially in the
"developing" countries. Extreme poverty is rampant, I believe as a race we have plundered the earth
to this state of being. Another great concern is that our oceans are
changing rapidly:
As with our resources, we are blazing through
this planet, without regard. The light beings have told me |
Shelley
Yates Video "Firing the Grid",
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Lovolution towards Union-Consciousness
Shoham,
Sunday, August 14, 2011, [Ayelet's
13th birthday]
On the Eve of Shabbat, my
73rd birthday was celebrated: 5 members wer gathering around the staircase,
which leads up to Mika's room.
my daughter Ronnit and Rotem, one of her 4 children , Micha, my younger son,
with his wife Ra'ayah, and Elah, my firstborn's eldest child
I was born 60 years before Ayelet and tomorrow will be my 73th
birthday.
Efrat organized a togetherness (ness in Hebrew
means "miracle") of my family.
From among the 16 actors in my drama only three were missing:
Uri had contributed his part of cooking, but was too sick to come.
Alon
had his own birthday-party with friends, but talked by phone.
Tomer seems to be on his way to independence from grownups.
Following Micha's question:
"What do you want for your birthday?The sky is
the limit!"
I sculpted my quest. But it was not understood and not accepted.
Efrat: "You see, the Universe doesn't accept all
your ideas!"
I accept this non-acceptance of the deal which I proposed to Micha
and which he - against my intention - shared with the others,
without sharing with them my explanation for my quest, too.
I accept, that I am not to achieve liberation from my "birthday-plight"!
I accept, that I must feel it whenever one of the 17 birthdays is in sight
[17, because I project my pressure on others before my own birthday]
and that I must womb the month of August with its 6 looming birthdays.
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There also was another miraculous together-ness on
this weekend:
a togetherness with two old potential peers, Moshe (51) and Ran (48),
a together-ness which came quite close to my vision of
"Then those who see Hashem will talk among
each other and he listens and he hears"
[this
verse and song is quoted often on Healing-K.i.s.s. , especially on all pages
- since August - of K.i.s.s.-log 2008]
The Perseid meteor shower is peaking this weekend, Aug. 12-13, 2011, as Earth passes through a stream of debris from Comet Swift-Tuttle |
August
11-15, 1996: Moshe sent Ran to find Rachel "somewhere around Nuweiba in Sinai". Ran, indeed, found me, rescued me from risking my life for my vision, gave up his purpose to ascend Moses' mountain to see the meteor shower, traveled back by busses to his place then north of the Kineret: Chad-Nes, drove down to Kibbutz Nir Yitzchak to fetch the netshade I had ordered, and also to the Succayah, and came back with ever so much equipment, which was necessary for establishing and running the first "Pyramidion". " Moshe and your friend Keren will come soon, for your birthday!" It was then, that Moshe - sitting with me under a rock, prophesied, that "until 2011 the World will change". At that time nobody talked about the Mayan Calendar and the end of 2012! 15 years later, on August 13, 2011 Our "talking-among-each-other" revolved around the "rock", SELA, the name of the street, in which my children now live at Shoham. Moses should have "talked" to the rock,
says the Bible. I had forgotten about that thorough research, |
A Greeting from
another Dimension: why NOW?????
[see the answer on August 19, below]
"The shade of the hands of the living God may be a refuge for you if in wholeness and truth you seek refuge in him Your step will be directed on the day of the walking your hand he will hold on the day of the doing seek peace, and pursue it. [Psalm 34:15] isn't he the lord of peace and peace he shall make." The poem sounded like "Jehuda Halevi" and, indeed, I found the first line among "different prayer poems" of Jehuda Halevi In the center of the backside I decyphered: "Sehnsuchts-Postkarte Norwegen" "Postcard of Longing Norway" Efrat's sister-in-law decyphered strange numbers on the stamp: 8620 Wetzikon ZH 9-293-19 |
Some
nights ago, while still at Arad, I pulled a card from my postcard treasure a photo of Norway, with no name and no date. But since it was addressed to Eilat, Israel, I assume that it was meant to reach me, while I lived there for 19 months, between Nov. 1996 and May 1998. I studied the card again and again, also asked Immanuel and Efrat, yes, it was Rafael's handwriting, though a bit strange, as if trembling. The stamp says "Wetzikon", Zuerich, the place, where Rafael lived with his 3rd wife - till his death on December 2, 2001. What had stirred up this yearning in his soul? We never met since Micha's wedding in 1993. And what made him, the atheist-anti-theist, entrust me to the guiding of "the living God"? |
Some things you're not letting happen right
now
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Shoham, Monday, August 15, 2011, my 73rd birthday
See sculptures on the Mika-pages in
several SongGame
pages
the
Quickening video ~~~~the
Quickening transcript
Jones Dewitt today: "The sunset had ended. The twilight long past. The enveloping darkness held nothing but stone-gray clouds. Still, something told me to stay. Then, just for a moment... This Light. (I love when I listen to my intuition.) " |
8:00
I've limited my interaction to the minimum, and yet I feel grate-full, I woke up, "as usual" flooded by a rush
of manifold "unpleasant" feelings, |
"Your foremost assistance
... is to lessen fear, Jean Hudon quotes this from Matthew's
August 11, 2011 message |
The Quickening http://awakeningasone.com
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My
daughter relates to my
birthday-predicament -2- |
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My
daughter's gift: "a 'Mudai' for the
jewellery which a mother bequeathes to her daughter: This is, what the Ethopian women, with whom I work, are creating of straw!" |
Shoham, Tuesday-Wednesday,
August 16-17, 2011
Why is it that I'm suddenly intrigued by the
DATE of the end of the world as we know it?
Why is it, that Moshe and Ran came to me for the sake of reinfording Moshe's
1996 prophecy about the year 2011?
Why is it, that I was "guided" to open links that informed me of
the date claimed by the Swedish researcher Calleman:
2011_10_28
[ 11=1 ; 10 = 1 ; 2+8 = 10 = 1,
and today I began to teach Mika the art of "Gimatria",
according to which the numerical value of M I K A is 11,
which points to either "1" or "1+1=2,
as does the number 2011
Doesn't this symbolize the merging of duality and oneness?]
Excerpts
from the lengthy, but partly inspiring The
Quickening – Transcript [of the
Video] All around the planet, people are awakening to the reality that Humanity and the Earth are now entering a heightened phase of activity, on their inseparable journeys of growth and expansion. This acceleration is marked by the increasing intensity of global events and by the rising temperature of nearly every planet in our solar system; while here on Earth, Time, itself, seems to be speeding up, and chaos mounting... The simplest explanation behind this sense of ‘speeding up’, is that our planet’s vibrational frequency is rising. ... And just as the perspectives of those
who were born 50 or 100 years ago have had to shift to allow for our
present version of reality, so too, ARE
WE required to expand our perspectives of “what is possible”,... ... we intend to merely present some possibilities that might serve to expand peoples’ perspectives of what could be. For, we believe that by expanding our imaginations to explore possible future events, we may prevent ourselves from REACTING in fear should the previously unimagined become manifest. And as a result of having already experienced these events in our minds we will be more centered, and able to see the opportunities they present should they, or something similar occur. ... but we will also look at how such events (regardless of how challenging they may seem) could serve to bring humanity to a global experience of Unity Consciousness that would then lead us into a harmonious new existence, and to our return to the long prophesied experience of ‘heaven on earth.’
... there are those who believe that ‘The Shift’ is some grand event that is going to occur in the OUTER physical world, or in the cosmos, at some point in the not-too-distant future; bringing either salvation or destruction to the world. There are others who believe that “The
Shift” is happening right now, and in fact, that it has been,
and will always be happening. For these people believe that “The
shift” can be experienced at any moment by anyone, who is willing
to make The INTERNAL Shift back to One; ...For it
is commonly understood both in the realms of science and spirituality,
that everything has come from one, and that to One we shall
return [no! RUOW has made it clear and logical,
why this will never happen, instead - says Godchannel - we will encounter
each other - not as fragments - but as whole peers!]. ... Faith [why "faith"?
faith in what? Godchannel.com cautions us of "faith"!]
is the Key to finding this perfection in all, for when one
learns to see that all Beings and events exist for the Divine Purpose
of encouraging us to seek and find that eternal Peace INSIDE, [why
should this be the Divine Purpose? Godchannel.com says, that the purpose
of splitting Oneness was to - after a "long" process of
learning - to be no longer all-one, but to co-create with whole peers
-See
puzzle piece 11, All of Creation>2001/12/19.]
then we may learn to see that all is, in fact, serving the
divine, and therefore All IS divine. And so, while some people believe that the approaching Shift will be an external earthly, or cosmic event; and others, an internal evolution; there are still others who believe that The Shift that is about to happen will be both. These people find truth in the familiar phrase “conflict breeds consciousness”, and believe that many humans needs some major shifts in their outer physical reality in order to encourage them to make the Inner shift that will enable them to Return to One. Thus, it is thought by some adherents to this perspective that the physical events that are set to unfold in the next few months leading up to the end of October 2011, have been designed to escalate to such a dramatic level, that most of humanity will be faced with the possibility of their own death, and the loss of everything that they have worked to achieve in the material world, all of which would occur for one Divine Purpose.... we will learn to see the world in a new way; where even Death and Destruction, which humanity has denied and feared for so long, are seen to have a place and a purpose for which to be thankful and loving......
These 13 equal segments of time are referred to as ‘Heavens’, or Stages of Creation; each of which is related to a specific Mayan Deity (7 Lords of Creation) and a stage of growth or learning that occurs during each period of time. ...each time we step up a level on the pyramid, things speed up by 20 times; ... as we learn the lessons towards the end of each step, the vibrational frequency of our collective consciousness and therefore our reality rises by 20 times. Thus, to illustrate how the Mayan Pyramid is a calendar of evolving consciousness, and how it relates to the birth of a new reality by October 28th, 2011; let us look at the bottom step of the pyramid, referred to as The Cellular Underworld. This step charts the evolution of Cellular consciousness from the time of the Big Bang to the creation of the first highly organized Cells, and finally, to the full realization of Cellular Consciousness. The period of time that it takes to move from seed to fruition of this consciousness is 16.4 billion years, divided into 13 equal segments of 1.2 billion years; which means that during this phase of creation, there occurred a subtle shift in consciousness every 1.2 billion years that brought the collective mind to a deeper experience of the Cellular Underworld. To explain this further, let’s move to the 8th step on the pyramid, known as the Galactic Underworld, and whose focus for learning is Ethical Consciousness. Remember here that each time we move up a step on the pyramid that things speed up by 20 times. And so, where consciousness at the bottom of the pyramid was changing roughly every 1.2 billion years; when we moved up to the 8th step, which began on January 5th, 1999, consciousness, which on the step just below was changing every 19.7 years, then on the 8th step began to shift every 360 days; with a focus on the collective development of our ethical consciousness. This development of our ethics can be seen quite clearly when we look at the new perspectives that have arisen in the Collective mind since January 1999. For it has been since this time that Humanity has taken its greatest strides to purify its ethical perspective, by realizing the impact that our choices have on the healthy harmonious existence of ourselves, the earth and all living things. And as a result of our growth and learning during this period, we have been raising the frequency of our collective consciousness, and thus the vibratory rate of existence; thereby resulting in the speeding up of everything by 20 times that occurs as we near the fruition of learning on each step of the pyramid. And it is this increase in the vibration of consciousness that is responsible for the sensation of “The Quickening” that so many people are experiencing around the world. For as the Vibratory rate of our consciousness speeds up, so does everything in creation, including time and the Awareness. To get a better understanding of the process of this quickening that is leading us to its climax on October 28th, 2011, let us consider the 7th Wave that began in 1755 AD, at the beginning of the Industrial Revolution; at which point consciousness began shifting roughly every 19.7 years, until January 5th 1999, when it sped up again, and began shifting every 360 days. This is why we had what were referred
to as “Generation Gaps” in the time before January 1999,
because prior to that date our consciousness shifted at a slower rate.
When a new thought was introduced to the world it would take a longer
period of time for our consciousness to assimilate that concept.
For instance, when the perspective that women
are equal to men was presented to the western world, it took roughly
20 years for that seed of an idea to take root; however for
those who were alive for 40 or 60 years before that idea was presented,
it could take longer for their perspective to switch, if it did at
all, because they had spent so long seeing the world in a way that
was different to what was now being presented. And though this quickening is perceived by many as a speeding up of time, still others believe that it isn’t time that is speeding up, but rather that it is the amount of change and information that we are able to process in that time that is accelerating. Thus aware of this concept of the “quickening of consciousness” let’s now look at the 9th step, or Wave, which began just recently on March 9th, 2011, two days before the earthquake in japan; at which point consciousness, which was previously shifting every 360 days is now shifting every 18 days, which it will continue to do until October 28th, 2011; when it is said that we will come to the simultaneous completion, and full realization, of all nine underworlds at once. Which, in other words means that around the end of October every living thing, which is an individual thought of the collective mind, would somehow come to the Simultaneous full realization of every level of creation from the moment of the Big Bang, to the completion of the Mayan Calendar on October 28th. And here it is thought that the only way that we could come to the Simultaneous Full realization of every aspect of creation is to become One with it. For no one knows you like you know yourself, and therefore in order to truly KNOW every aspect of creation, some believe that we will be given the opportunity to experience our oneness with everything that has and will ever exist, as if it were ourselves. And it will be through this experience of Oneness that we finally realize truly, who, what, when, how and why we really are. This Return to One is reflected in the
scientific and spiritual teachings around the world which uniformly
agree in the expansion and contraction of the universe; and which
also state that “Everything has come from One, and that to One,
we shall return.” This concept of our Return to One is also
supported in the focus for learning during
our current experience of 9th wave; which is dedicated to the collective
development of our Unity Consciousness, which, Calleman’s research
indicates will be fully realized by October 28th, 2011. Titles: The Nature of Prophecy Another strong indicator that the world-altering events which so many people are expecting to occur in 2012, could happen before October 28th, 2011, has come from our recent understanding of what are known as “the Hopi Prophecies of the Blue and Red Star Kachinas”, and how they relate to events that are unfolding right now, and which will culminate in the days and months before the end of October, 2011. However, before we relate the story of the Blue and Red Star Katchinas it is imperative that people have an understanding of the changeable nature of prophecy. For not all prophecies exist to tell us “what is to be”, but rather they tell us “what we need to hear”, in order to inspire us to make changes to our Inner Being and perspectives that will ultimately assist our spiritual evolution. ....For if it can be understood that
the destructive stories and events detailed in prophecies
exist for the sole purpose of encouraging a shift in consciousness,
then it may be realized that ....Now of extreme interest, is the fact that NASA has recently, albeit quietly, released that there are three, what are presently being called “Comets”, heading to earth right now; all of which will be visible (and in very close proximity to the Earth) between the dates of Aug 15th, and Sept 26th, 2011. .... alignment has resulted in a major earthquake on earth. To see the dates of these alignments for yourself you may visit Nasa’s jet propulsion laboratory webpage...The first alignment with Elenin occurred on Feb 23, 2010, on the same day as the massive earthquake in Chile; the next alignment on Sept 4, 2010, which corresponds with the recent earthquake in New Zealand, and there was a third alignment around March 11th, on the same day as the major earthquake in Japan.The fact that these alignments all occurred when Elenin was at a great distance away from the earth indicates the Incredible Mass of the object, and the probability that it is not a comet, but rather a super-massive brown dwarf star, or that it is being followed very closely by one. During our last alignment with this object, which was at the same time as the massive earthquake in Japan, Elenin was at a distance of 2.155 Astronomical Units – roughly 2 times the distance from the earth to the sun.And now, we will have our next alignment with this object around Sept 26th, 2011; however this time rather than being on the other side of the sun, it will be much closer, and in between the Earth and the sun, at a distance of 0.396 Astronomical Units. AND this time it will be an alignment of four bodies, rather than just three; which will include Mercury, the Sun, Elenin, and earth. It is very possible that around this day we will have some major earthquake activity – the likes of which we have never seen before; which will be accompanied by the appearance of a third comet in our skies, known as Levy. Also, worth mentioning here is that
many of our sources suggest that around this time, we will see the
fulfillment of the prophesied three days of
darkness; where the light from the sun will be obscured for
approximately three days, after which time the sun will rise again.
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...For if we can learn to see that those whom we would perceive as dark, or evil, are in fact serving us, by providing experiences that are essential on our path to self-realization; then perhaps it is also possible to see that in fact they are us, or at least an essential part of us, just as we are a part of them. This vision of Oneness is reflected in the words of Rumi when he says: “Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing, there is a field. I’ll meet you there. When the soul lies down in that grass, the world is too full to talk about. Ideas, language, even the phrase ‘each other’ doesn’t make sense anymore.” ......................................................
With this glimpse of the dawning rays of our rising Unity consciousness, let us now consider when and how the first major events might unfold that will bring us to such a profound experience of Oneness with everything, that we will come to full realization of every level of creation. ... And in a world where so many have no idea that these changes are coming, we would encourage those who have awakened to the What’s and Why’s of events, to resist the urge to focus primarily on how one may save themselves, and to consider instead what one may do to help others. ...there are some interesting indicators revealed in Calleman’s research of the Mayan Calendar that show the potential dates when things might unfold. ..the periods known as the 5th Day and the 5th Night that occur on each step of the pyramid..... ...According to Calleman’s work, the focus for learning during the 9th wave, from March 9th to October 28th, 2011, is Unity Consciousness. And therefore, it is thought by some, that the increasing intensity of events that are set to unfold in the next few months will move us through progressively deeper experiences of Unity and Oneness; which would peak sometime around October, 28th, when the Earth will Return into high vibrational electromagnetic field of “The Purifier”. For many, this process will be experienced
as an expansion of consciousness; which extends from the personal
to the universal, where one’s first experience of Unity might
occur through a realization or connection that happens within Oneself. Next, an increase in the intensity of world events, such as food shortages and the collapse of the economy, could inspire people to expand their understanding of Unity beyond the Self, by encouraging them to seek out other like-minded friends and individuals with whom they might share resources and understanding that could help them meet the increasing demands of the moment. A further increase in the intensity of the global situation, caused by massive earthquakes and other global disasters, could cause a further expansion of the concept of Unity, by inspiring people to extend their caring beyond the people in their own social sphere; resulting in a genuine caring and collaboration amongst strangers, that comes from the realization that “we are all in this together.” ....However, as people across the face of our broken and battered planet, rise to the peak of polarity, with the forces of the New World Order grasping for control, and the masses rising in revolt, the Earth’s return into the higher vibrational field of the Purifier, around October 28th, 2011, will bring the collective mind to a fully realized experience of Unity Consciousness; which will show the world that true Unity is not the desire to gather large masses of like-minded people, to support or oppose an idea; but rather true Unity is the soul’s realization that All is One already. For the passing of the Purifier with its phenomenal gravitational and electromagnetic forces will cause such intense shifting of our outer and inner experiences of reality that we will have one of two choices; we may choose to see ourselves as separate from the events we are experiencing, which could rise to such a peak of intensity that our increasingly fearful desire for things to change would drive us insane.Or we could choose, with love and faith, to...... realize that All that we are experiencing is a projection of our minds, and that it is Divine. And in accordance with the divine wisdom given to us through “The Tibetan Book of the Dead”, we will see that Recognition is simultaneous with Liberation. ... ...during the revolving course of the cosmic cycles, there arise periods when great redeeming energies return to the Earth allowing the process of Integration to proceed more easily and rapidly. ...Return of Christ, which stemming from the Greek word ‘Kristos’ means ‘the anointed one’. Thus we may see that Christ Consciousness is not exclusively available to Jesus, but is available to every human being.... ...So how might our interaction with the purifier, bring us to such a profound experience of oneness with everything, that we would come to the full realization of every level of creation by October 28th, 2011? The answer to this may be summed up
in one word: Vibration. For if Nasa’s
information suggesting that Comet Elenin is, or is being followed
by a Super-Massive brown dwarf star, is true;
then we will be greatly affected by the extremely high vibrations
of its electromagnetic field upon passing; whose frequencies will
be so great that some people say they could alter our experience of
reality by raising our vibrations to the point where we will
experience other dimensional planes, ... Thus, as our vibrations rise and match the never-before-experienced frequency levels of the Purifier, we will be able to perceive higher levels of the electromagnetic spectrum, at which point we will be able to perceive all of the sounds, images, and entities that exist within our newly achieved range of frequency. Vibrating at this level, the spirits of the dead may be seen and heard, rising to meet the coming dawn, as humanity expands its senses and consciousness to perceive the forgotten fifth element of Ether; that which connects us all. Here too, we may perceive the parallel realms of the astral planes, and share encounters with mythical beings, all of whom will attend us, and the rest of humanity, as our increasing frequency brings us all closer to a collective experience of Oneness. As we reach the peak of frequency, the voices of others that we have begun to hear in our heads, will rise in numbers, and climax at the point when we hear all the thoughts of creation, and experience all actions, as if they were our own. So too, may it seem like all the events of these lives are happening at once, and that all places, are this place. As one may imagine, this expanded perspective of Oneness could be quite an intense experience; and for those who choose to hold on to their ‘knowledge’ of what ‘is’ and ‘is not’ possible, such events will threaten to shatter their psyches; as every sense is simultaneously overloaded.....Some will try to hide from this experience. Some will try to escape it. Some will welcome it. Some will recognize it. And some will have known all their lives that the end would be like this. Exactly like this. And when at long last humanity has Awakened to its Oneness with the Earth and all living things, we will raise our voices as One and join the eternal song of the Universe. Have faith, for we are… Awakening As One. |
Following
the re-study of my - incompleted[!] - testimony of "Sinai-August-1996" I'll, after all, insert an unsent letter to Ran Lichtner on Aug.2, 2011, since it gives more weight to our threesome meeting on August 13, see above
The issue of the exact correlation
A New Pattern of Manifestation
This e-mail from Starchild
Global, saved a year ago, makes even more sense today [re-read on
Sept. 8, 2012] This affects the process of manifestation,
This new process
of manifesting through divine timing means Now, you are learning a new pattern
of manifestation. You became addicted to the "highs"
of rapid manifestation...
And so, the expression of
gratitude Remember, dearest souls, that wherever you
are, you have created this
Celia: But everyone keeps saying that time is speeding up. That doesn't correlate? Archangel Michael:
Celia: Is this a process? What is happening? Archangel Michael:
Well, by 2012, you will enter "no time". Now, as time slows to the point of ceasing altogether, But am I, Bat-Adam, truly whole
and balanced, What is in fact speeding up is the rate of
manifestation, …The deep emotional and mental
changes are
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August 17, 2011: 1 PM: - In between being and playing
with Mika, or with Mika and her friends, I dedicated much thought to what
others judge as "total nonsense!"
For me the message of researcher Calleman simply reinforces the message from
Archangel Michael, so even if Calleman should be proven wrong, I'll be rewarded!
Quickening?
Quoted in "Noah's
Shore, Day 19", 2003 |
In returning or in going about things slowly (compare: hatznea lekhet - walking humbly with your God. Micah 6:8, SongGame) and in serene enjoying the fruits of your life - shall you be freed, in quietness and in confidence shall be your heroism Isaiah 30:15 [I put this into tune in the year 1986!] |
and its completion
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From the 18th day of
"Blooming Humans": a quote from another nourishing
website: 'Principles of Personal Transformation' "When you project gratitude, regardless of circumstance or condition, life becomes increasingly supportive. This feeling of gratitude coupled with the mental concept of appreciation is expressed like an invisible message in all directions and at all times. Gratitude is an essential
facet of love |
You're always on your way somewhere. |
Shoham, Thursday,
August 18, 2011
I'm still at Shoham, since Mika is at home during the remainder of the big
holidays.
but now without her father, who flew to Hongkong in order to reach Zuhai in
China (by boat),
There he'll work with the El-Al Simulator-program, which he upgraded and still
has to improve.
"Abraham" e-mail quote on August 18, 2011
[Rachel: |
One
of the "things" is the gift, that Mika more and more becomes
a "peer". How did she dare tell me in the pool - in the charmest of voice and manner - "You should talk to the guard in a friendlier way!" [Though in my eyes I hadn't been unfriendly, I rightaway went with her to the guard: "Mika asks me to talk to you in a friendlier way!" And the next day: "Remember what I told you with concern to the guard? Also with concern to Juli, my friend (6), you should talk friendly!" In this case there really was a nuance of anger in my voice, a tiny nuance! This "over"-sensitivity manifests also when Mika watches "Masterchef", and not only when her father appears - there she can always remember, that we know, unlike the audience, that on this show he "passed" the test She gets highly excited, when she sees, that some of the participants are too pressured by the demands of their assignments. "Such a difficult cake, how can Sima succeed with this!" since she herself couldn't buy anything!", was one of Mika's comments. After that she had nightmares (people may discover that "Amshel" is "Yentl"!) and in the morning she did not even remember that she had watched "Yentl" |
And if this identifying herself wasn't enough pressure for the little soul, it so happened, that an hour before the Masterchef show - she had performed "a boy reading Torah" with a tiny rag on her hair and a bible in her hands. "Do you want a real kippah?" I asked and she - strongly: "But I am a girl!" It was then, that I told her the story of "Yentl", but didn't know the end of it. "I want to know, I want to know!" Mika demanded and mysteriously enough, I remembered, that - right next to that bible should be a heap of DVD movies - which I, years ago, brought to my family, hoping that here I could watch them. The movies were a gift from Barbara, my schoolmate, who is sick with cancer, and who had just written her birthday letter and now wants a Masterchef video "Your eldest son is so good looking, he should make it into 'master-chef' without ever looking at a cooking-pot." Efrat helped us with getting the DVD started on the computer, and Mika was so excited (it's not a movie for kids, after all!), that she wanted to watch it even during the commercials of Masterchef, and more of it after the end of the show, though by then it was 10:30 PM! |
Not completed!
After midnight, i.e. already on
Friday, August 19, 2011
Now it's me who is so Adrenalin-pressured that I get up from bed again :
At the end of the Masterchef show tonight - f o u r coincidences
hit me!
After the prolonged news-program the show had begun with Mika's sentence:
"How lucky you are [kama
keff lakh] that you have a son in Masterchef!"
It was only after the show, when the news were repeated and updated,
that I grasped what had happened - exactly - on August 18, 2011
A
multi-stage terrorist attack in an area, which was spared since the nineties:
north of E I L A T .
My first thought was: "how convenient for
the government!
The security-fetish can once more quash all other concerns.
May the people hold on to the "tents-revolution"!
Here is a composition of the coincidences of
this day:
In
the morning I got a phone-call from Naftali Raz, ..... My carefully sculpted SMS ("no time for e-mails", he said) to Naftali Raz after his lack of reaction to my deep letter 6 weeks ago and his "proposal" to accompany him on his way to Eilat to one of his political activites, since the only time for talking he has is while driving How come, that just an hour before Pascal Abrahami was killed, I had a talk with my granddaughter Rotem at Modi'in about her 4 days travel to Berlin ["by chance", she said, "can you believe it? by chance to Berlin!") together with her schoolmate. She showed me photos, which caused me to ask Rotem about her friend: Her mother is from Thailand and her father from Israel. "What is her family name?" I asked for no conscious reason: "Abrahami!" |
In
the y-net news of 21:44 I find a video
about the triple terror attack near Eilat,
that in addition to 7 civilians a 22 year old soldier called Moshe Naftali was killed by the shootings of those terrorists In the y-net news of 23:11 I find a video about another soldier, of the elit-unit Yamam Pascal Abrahami , 49, father of 3. My son, 48, father of 4, appeared in "Masterchef" : the assignment was to use the "manat-qrav", the food which a soldier gets and create a dish from those: When discerning the sweet halva, Immanuel remembered a comrade in his tent, who was crazy about sweet things. That soldier was killed later, and Immanuel dedicated his highly praised Halva-Raviolis to that comrade. Of course, what Efrat , I and Mika saw on the TV-screen tonight , had been filmed more than a month ago, during one of those 22 hours of a Masterchef "workshop". Efrat called the coincidence "cynical", but I am calling it: "comfort". --- See now the 3 pages about Immanuel's Halva-dish |
The Fifth Night of the Ninth
Wave starts as of August 18th of 2011...
Typically, the Fifth night means a ¨dark age¨ with some kind of destruction
and without exception it has meant a sharp economic decline.
However an energy
in the Mayan calendar is never
exclusively destructive or constructive,
because similarly to how the god Shiva among the Hindus is both the
creator and destroyer
all calendrical energies carry both aspects
and the destructiveness is there to give room for something new to be created.
See my entry about the
prophecy of "destruction" in
Heaven-to-Earth-2, on August 1, 2011.
In a follow-up entry in Heaven-to-Earth-3,
on August 10, 2011, I quote "my
peer" Jeremiah,
who understood his vocation in 4 words of destruction and 2 words of building
and sowing.
Why was I given the first chapter of this prophet as text for my student's
sermon exactly 50 years ago?
{the professor...}
It
has become morning , and before going with Mika to the pool once more, I keep thinking about the Eilat-terror-attack and the coincidences. I now know the exact location - on that road from Mitzpe-Ramon to Eilat, which - most of the time - runs adjacent to the Egyptian border, and I remember as if it was yesterday, how I drove down by bus in order to meet with Immanuel, who then was flying army transport-planes and it was nearer for me to come to Eilat than to Ra'anana where he lived then. I've told the story of the storm and the heavy metal poster that almost killed us, and how I came back to the first Succah at the edge of the Hill of the Angels' Flight, and realized, that this very first Succah had been blown away.... I also understand, that the poem of Yehuda Halevi, sent to me - to Eilat - by my husband, came under my eyes a week ago, not by chance. Yesterday, when I walked the dog after we came back from Modi'in, I finally succeeded in knowing the tune, the tune which had come to that poem, but which I had , almost more than ever, such difficulty to learn it. Isn't the song , the poem, everything I could wish for, for myself, for all I love, epecially for Efrat - with whom I shared the coincidences, because I couldn't keep them to myselves, and because Efrat, despite or because of her phobias, needs to be prepared. The shade of the hands of the living God may be a refuge for you if in wholeness and truth you seek refuge in him Your step will be directed on the day of the walking your hand he will hold on the day of the doing seek peace, and pursue it. [Psalm 34:15] isn't he the lord of peace and peace he shall make. |
Shoham, Shabbat, August 20, 2011
Jerusalem
Post Fri, Aug 19, 2011 19 Av, 5771
Paskal Avrahami, 49, a veteran member of a counter-terrorism unit, was killed while searching for terrorists who killed 7 in a three-stage attack... near the Netafim checkpoint, north of Eilat on the border with Egypt. Avrahami was born in France, and emigrated to Israel in 1985. He served in a wide range of roles in the Counter-terrorism Unit, though "little was known of the humble fighter's acts and of the fact that he raised generations of fighters." Avrahami received two citations for bravery and exemplary conduct, and was known for his cool headedness and professionalism under fire,... Avrahami was struck by a sniper from the terror cell ... The incident took place while Defense Minister Ehud Barak and IDF Chief of Staff Lt.-Gen. Benny Gantz were giving a press conference in the area. At least seven Israelis were killed and dozens were wounded in a sophisticated multi-stage terrorist attack, believed to be perpetrated by almost two dozen attackers and launched from Egypt’s Sinai Peninsula into southern Israel on Thursday afternoon prior to Avrahami's death. IDF sources said that the terrorists likely planned to abduct a soldier or a civilian who would then be transferred to the Gaza Strip. The attack was carried out by terror cells affiliated with the Popular Resistance Committees (PRC) in the Gaza Strip, whose leaders were killed in response to the attacks in an Israel Air Force strike later Thursday afternoon, Israeli and Palestinian sources said. In the evening, rocket fire from the Gaza Strip intensified and the Iron Dome counter-rocket system intercepted two Grad-model Katyusha rockets fired into Ashkelon. The attacks commenced at about noon on Thursday, when three terrorists wearing military vests and armed with assault rifles, RPGs, roadside bombs and bomb belts, crossed into Israel near the Netafim Border Crossing along Route 12 between Mitzpe Ramon and Eilat. The terrorists spread out about 200 meters from one another and began attacking passing vehicles. They first opened fire on Egged Bus 392 which was packed with civilians and soldiers. At least 10 passengers were wounded, most of them lightly to moderately, after the bus driver continued driving. Moments later, one of the terrorists opened fire at an empty bus that drove by and detonated the bomb belt he was carrying, killing himself and the bus driver. Another terrorist opened fire at a passing car and killed the female driver. The attacker then launched an RPG at an IAF helicopter but missed. One of the two remaining terrorists opened fire at a passing car, killing four people. An IDF jeep from the Golani Brigade then arrived at the scene and ran over the terrorist, killing him. Another IDF jeep arrived, was hit by a roadside bomb and as the soldiers got out of the vehicle, the remaining terrorist opened fire, killing Naftali. Additional IDF soldiers and members of the police’s elite YAMAM Counter-terrorism Unit who arrived at the scene, located the remaining terrorist and killed him. Shots were then fired at the soldiers from within Egypt. The soldiers returned fire and at one point crossed the border by several meters, and killed the two terrorists. The Egyptian military told the IDF that its soldiers also killed two terrorists in the Sinai. The Shin Bet (Israel Security Agency) had obtained intelligence about the attack several days earlier and for that reason the YAMAM as well as additional IDF units were already deployed along the border. “If we hadn’t had these units nearby, the results would have been worse,” a senior IDF officer said. Israel pointed a finger at Cairo, which it said had lost control over the Sinai, an area now flooded with terrorist cells from al- Qaida, Hamas and other smaller organizations like the PRC and Islamic Jihad. “It is clear that the terrorists came from Gaza and it is clear that they move freely from Gaza to the Sinai,” a senior IDF source said Thursday night. “The only way to stop this would be for the Egyptians to be present along the border and to act more decisively.” In the evening, as Defense Minister Ehud Barak and IDF Chief of General Staff Lt.- Gen. Benny Gantz were giving a press conference, another attack took place in which gunmen opened fire at Israeli security forces deployed along the border. During that incident, a Border Police unit, while taking part in a sweep of the area in which terrorists were hiding, came under fire. Avrahami was shot and killed. As Gantz and Barak were speaking, ambulances rushed down the road behind them to attend to the wounded border policemen.
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Shoham-Arad, Sunday,
August 21, 2011
"Abraham" (1998) e-mail quote on August 21, 2011
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A tiny example: When I let go of
my resistance concerning my travel home today,
"I was helped from Heaven", i.e. in all 3 - full - busses I had
a double seat to myself,
and when, at 1 PM, I was just about to cross the road and climb down my wadi,
a car stopped beside me:
my landlady, who had returned from abroad, but never drives at this hot hour.
2:38 PM: while awakening from a short nap,
and remembering, that my landlord had watered my garden during the past 10
days,
a strange thought crossed my mind: what about the figtree - has it dried up
entirely?
And then again: I planted 2 fig-trees in my life, and 3 apple-trees, besides
other trees.
I've often asked myself, why I - with my "green" hands - could never
make a tree grow.
And the only tree, which grew and bears fruits, is on land that does not belong
to me.
Sometimes I had the answer, that this was exactly the reason:
I'm not to fake having a piece of land which is needed for a tree to grow.
But now there came another answer:
Didn't I plant trees in order to realize the old saying:
"What would you do, if you knew, that the world would come to an end
tomorrow?"
Answer: "I would plant an apple-tree today!"
"But no!!!" the inner voice said just now: "that's not what
you came here for!
The world is coming to an end tomorrow, in the nexts 68 days
and you must be wholly prepared to help humankind to birth Heaven-to-Earth!
No time for planting nor for growing nor for reaping! Not now in the "end-days".
Arad, Monday,
August 22, 2011
Often in my sleep I used
to dream about shit....
Now, after a long period without dreaming shit,
I woke up with a complex composition of shit....
Someone said, that it was MY fault, all this shit.
Another
theme of thought, when waking up today: Why is it, that people who already walked out, are coming back into my life - without my wish? After a short attempt they know that they don't enjoy me. Another thought on this morning: |
Jones
Dewitt: "Celebrating what's right with the world When I open my eyes, I am always amazed at how much beauty surrounds me. Time to get in my boat and row out to greet it. " |
Shalom,
Renata......And
let me tell you, that I was triggered by your sentence: "went
to your website, enjoyed it, thanks".
That's like saying: I went to the library of Alexandria , enjoyed it, thanks. I prefer you to be among the 99,9999% of "trying readers", who say : "Nobody can find his way around your website." Healing-K.i.s.s. (the meaning of k.i.s.s. I learnt from YOU!) contains 10 years of work. Work means - 7 hours per day on the average - - except during the first 3 months of a new endeavor in the exterior world in 2003 - My hole, which attracted this trigger, is of course: "I am not received in this world." I'm no longer triggered by the fact, that rarely anyone is reading my creation, leave alone - using it for his/her own healing - which was my yearning in 2001, but your "sweet" "thanks" did the job. So thank you for managing to trigger me! Rachel Hagai Lev asked me to be a friend on facebook. I asked why he had disappeared, and that he should write via e-mail He now belongs to the movement "arevut hadadit", [see the posters among the demonstrators of the tent-revolution on August 6, 2011, in Heaven-to-Earth-3>August 7, 2011.] Hagai remembers the importance of this theme in my book and in my life, and I inform him, that the ancient consciousness of "the Mutual Vouchsafing" of all humans, and from there "the Mutual Guarantorship" was the reason why I joined the Jewish People & Israel. |
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"Abraham" (2004) e-mail quote on August 22, 2011
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Arad, Tuesday, August 23,
2011
I so much desire to sculpt an
amazing dream ,
which contrasts (or complements?) yesterday's dream,
but I'm adamant about focusing on the complex sculpture of many pages:
Mika's father's "Masterchef"
show - filmed several weeks ago,
-juxtaposed with my life with Mika in real time: August 12-21, 2011
[I've now reached SongPage
2007_09_21]
I desire to do this according to my song:
"The time you take to just be with your creations,
is the time you spend in the eternal love of Source."
And yet! what "happens"? Not only a long, not-yet read letter from
Hagai,
but a phonecall from someone whom I would prefer not to meet at all now,
and especially not on this day with my plan of sculpting the whole day long.
And yet, he is on his way to Arad and to me.
So I try to "manage to sculpt as much as
possible",
having been in the pool only for 10 minutes and eaten only a small dinner,
but still, I must understand for what purpose someone I don't want,
comes to me today
and , of course, I'm ready and open .
"Abraham" (2004) e-mail quote on August 23, 2011 "I must be aware of
bad things, |
Arad, Wednesday, August 24,
2011
After
I made N. leave, I sent an SMS to his partner and mother of his 7th
child:
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A
passage from my letter to Hagai today |
Arad, Thursday,
August 25, 2011
I'm full-filled
by my creation of the
"Mika+Masterchef Pages", and by - trembling - taking a step of growth and a great insight! "Relax my back's tension and turn my attention to take right decisions and choose what is best" [see the end of my "body-song" in SongGame] I was capable of accomplishing the unbelievable: I said NO to a person, and when he didn't get it, I said NO again and again and ~ expelled ~him! I remember someone saying to me in the Succah: "You let people climb higher, higher on your tree, and when s/he has climbed too far even for you, you kick them off, and then the fall is terrible." What I understand only through the present 3 experiences, - with men who suddenly want to come back into my life - is, that there is more to it than my weakness of saying-No. It is the greatest yearning, since my youth, to find peers. And since the yearning is so great and so far unfulfilled, I time and again fall into the trap of discerning 'sparks' and mistaking them for 'we're on the same wave-length'. Didn't I call myself the "Pathetic Partneror"? but only now I see this especially tragic aspect: I discern "sparks", yes I ignite, I kindle sparks, and then delude myself with "having a peer"! Because of my weakness combined with illusion, I am finally forced to do "evil" by causing pain. I'll not judge myself, but womb & accept myself as having needed 60 years in order to grasp this. |
There
was also another, more mental, experience: a person with a specific kind of brain-damage: he cannot apply metaphors, parables, similes. In Hebrew we ask in case of doubt: what is the 'nimshal' of the 'mashal'? I told the biblical story of the tower of Babel, a story which is known but rarely understood, I described in ever so vivid gestures and voice how that first mankind got stuck in the "biq'ah" since they didn't want to "disperse" so that each one could become unique, a n d u n i t y w i l l b e a m o n g u n i q u e p e o p l e and not within a "collectivistic" herd. When I added "in brackets": "the "biq'at qannaim" , the Zealots' Valley, which you just mentioned yourself, is such a rotten, degenerated biq'ah!" He asked - not a small child, but a 62 year old man - "what? it's in the biq'at qannaim, where mankind settled?" This was shocking , but also enlightening: to grasp, how our brain is able to function! And more enlightening and saddening: could it be, that people have such a hard time to understand me, because I'm talking by my very nature in metaphors, parables and similes? Could it be, that I from the age of six was so attracted to Biblical stories, as contrasted to my lack of interest in Greek philosophy, because this is the way I think and understand: through stories, which are parables and metaphors? see my metaphor of Babel and the biq'ah in puzzle-piece 11: All of Creation |
By the end of the day
- and after a wondrous, yes magnificent, yes "perfect" performance
of Immanuel in today's
TV Masterchef-show -
I wonder about the contrast or complementation between two letters, one makes
me sad and one makes me glad.
Hagai
- how good, that my great insight, as phrased in the frame of clouds above - prepared me for his lengthy, philosophical response: We are not on the same wavelength either, and never were! With him, too, there were only sparks, which deluded me. So I parted from him, the youngest of the three men. |
The
other letter was from my daughter, and in it she responded kindly to
my sculpture of her "poem" (s.above
August 15). And she let me know , that Jonathan, her eldest son, who most of his 20 years was very far from his grandmother, told her about our talk during my family's celebration of my birthday, and that he would like talks of this kind more often! |
Arad, Friday,
August 26, 2011
Closure of this fourth page of Heaven-to-Earth
2007-2011,
As I see it from this morning's perspective :
there won't be the "time" nor the "need" to sculpt "anything"
today.
I desire to "just be with my creations"
and complete what
I sculpted since my return from Shoham on Sunday,
and then to be totally dedicated to Yael, Arnon, Itamar & Ayelet, who'll
be my guests from tomorrow till Monday.
A clipping from my nourishment treasure:
"LIVING WITH JOY", p. 192
Life purpose is whatever path you decide on, for all is free will.
You set up certain conditions so you would want certain things.
It would be easy if there were no setbacks (as you interpret them), or trials
along the way.
Honor every single setback, every single challenge or difficulty,
for it strenthens your purpose.
It gives you opportunities
to be even more ommitted to your vision, even clearer on your intent.
If life were too easy or simple, most of you would be complaining of boredom.
Honor your challenges,
for those spaces that you label as dark are actually there to bring you more
light,
to strengthen you, to firm your resolve, and to bring out the best in you.
Continue to "Heaven-to-Earth-5"