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2007
InteGRATion into
GRATeFULLness
Nourishment from Others
interspersed with my questions, observations or experiences
July 10 - 19 , 2011: enriched by more nourishment
A New Pattern of Manifestation on New Earth
June 2007; studied again and updated on July 12, 2009; and again on July 11,
2011
This e-mail from Starchild
Global, saved a year ago, makes even more sense today
The Flow of Time and the Power to Manifest~Archangel
Michael through Celia Fenn
...This energy is about Time,
and how you work with the flows of Time in the Fifth Dimension and Higher.
So already you are feeling a substantial difference in the nature of time
in your new reality.
This affects the process of manifestation,
for if you are not balanced in the present moment,
you will be unable to draw the energy into that moment to crystallize a manifestation.
If you are locked into the past,
[July 20, 2011: instead of "driving
backward to heal and to harvest my past"]
or if you are always looking to the future,
[July 20, 2011: instead of "focusing
on my desires and live
them as desires"]
then you will have no place to "ground" your creations.
For you stand now at the point of "no time"
or in the eternal and infinite "Now" moment of Spirit essence,
and yet also in the material world
where the illusion of Linear time is still strong.
But as this year progresses
that illusion will weaken,
and you will learn how to access your Past self and your Future self
to find the power in the
present moment.
.... That essential flow is necessary for manifestation in the New
Earth.
[July 20, 2011: how wondrous, that
already at the time of my
"Partnership-Work"
I knew, that "partnership" has to first of all manifest between
me and myself!]
You cannot create only out of your limited Third Dimensional perspective.
You have to create from the entire "spectrum"
of who you are,
and this includes your Higher Self and Spirit.
So, all creations and manifestations become partnerships
between you and your Higher Aspects and Spirit.
In this process, manifestation may be slower,
for the aspect of Divine Timing is important.
Manifestations happen at the
best possible moment for the highest good of all,
not just for your ego's interest and benefit.
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This new process of manifesting through divine timing
means
that many of you are frustrated
as you seem unable to create and manifest as you did before.
Indeed, you are learning patience and acceptance,
and you are learning to surrender and submit to the highest good.
This may be difficult for you,
for you have learnt in your culture to gratify the ego and the ego's desire
in the fastest possible time.
2009_07_12: Gratifying the ego was never my motivation for manifesting "fast". All "big" intended manifestations in the exterior world were for "the higher good". What I had to learn, is, that it's not the big exterior manifestations which will heal the world, but my own healing into wholeness and - as a hologram - the healing of All Creation. |
A comment to what I wrote in the right frame,
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2009_07_12 Though for the last years I manifested creations only on my website, it was still true: I showed little commitments to what I manifested, and gave in to my pressure to manifest "more" of what I desired to create. For as I said above - it's not my ego, which drives me, but my desire! "Desire" is - according to Godchannel - of the highest value, "nothing was ever created, manifested, unless there first was a desire", and "desire" is actually God's female aspect, or "the Mother", or the magnetic essence which draws spirit essence into being, [see especially in the 2nd Interview with the Folks] But my desire for "completing" sculptures on my website, and my desire to re-create, sculpture, make compositions of past experiences, documents, photos , songs, has to be put into boundaries which fit my own personal "time", and I do not understand, why this is still so difficult for me, and causes me to feel such constant "time-pressure". But then - as in all cases of pressure or other feelings: "I inhale God and I exhale love to this feeling of pressure in this moment" [see now in puzzle piece 30: Unconditional Love] and let go of judging it or even trying to understand it or change it.] |
You became addicted to the "highs" of rapid
manifestation...
But now, Spirit asks you to consider your creations with gratitude.
.....Are you enjoying it,
or are you seeking for something else already?
And with your relationships, are you exploring the commitments you have made,
or are you seeking for something
or someone new?
In the New Earth,
you will need to develop that sense of gratitude and commitment
to your creations.
For the need to keep creating and re-creating
does not allow you the time to enjoy
your creations
and reflect on who you are through your creations.
Indeed, time is of the
essence in the New Earth.
Time to "be" and enjoy.
Time to be still and to reflect.
For the stiller and calmer you are,
the more gratitude and respect you show,
the higher your internal vibrations will be,
and the more at ease you will feel in the New Earth.
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Time is the key to the multi-dimensional
reality.
For time and space are illusions that hide the essential truth
that all is in perfection and all is of the Source energy.
The time you take to just "be" with your creations,
is the time you spend in the eternal love of Source.
And you learn to see beyond the illusions into the "reality" of
deep and wonderful Unconditional Love.
And it is only when you express and manifest Gratitude
and Joy for the perfection of your Creation,
that you are ready to create again.
Remember how the Creator said "it
is good" after every "day" of creation,
and then moved on to the next day?
[Genesis
1]
[see my song on August 11, 2011]
[and
in SongGame - with the tune]
How many of you are unhappy with where you are, and
frustrated and bored.
And so, your Higher
Self has you working
to reach that moment of total acceptance and gratitude
that will allow you to move on into new ways
of experiencing the adventures of the material plane.
And so, the expression of gratitude
is the key to the Flows of Time.
Not only expressing, but also feeling that gratitude,
as you stand at your point of power within Infinity, the Master of both Past
and Future.
But the point of Mastery is Gratitude and Joy!
And if you are deeply unhappy with your creations,
then you will need to see
where you have created from ideas and desires
that no longer align with who you are.
And when you find that point, just let go and release.
Forgive yourself
and then express gratitude for that point of learning
and what it gave you -
and then be ready to align with perceptions
that are more aligned with how you sense yourself to be!
Remember, dearest souls, that wherever you are, you have created this from
your desires in the past.
Express gratitude for the past,
and then allow yourself to begin dreaming yourself in a new and more powerful
way.
Take the best and the most powerful from your past,
and dream according to that.
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Almost a year later, on May 25, 2007
Archangel Michael says:
Time is slowing down.
Celia: But everyone keeps saying that time is speeding up. That doesn't correlate?
Archangel Michael: Well,
it depends on which perspective you take.
Indeed the vibrational frequency of Earth plane has increased significantly
as Earth entered the Fifth Dimension.
And yes, as the frequencies increase,
the experience of time on your planet slows down.
Celia: Is this a process? What is happening?
Archangel Michael: Well,
by 2012, you will enter "no time".
You will release the concept of linear time to enter into holographic or Cosmic
time.
In effect, there will be no time as you know it.
Linear time is an artificial construct
that creates a rhythm that is not in alignment with the Cosmic pulse
Now, as you move out of this artificial construct into "no time",
you are raising frequency to the point that linear time no longer exists for
you.
You live in a state of total immediacy,
what we will call ultimate presence.
Your rational mind is learning to perceive these changes as a gradual slowing
of time.
Now, as time slows to the point of ceasing altogether,
and as you prepare to enter holographic time
by raising your vibrational frequency
to match that of the Cosmic hologram, that is outside of linear time,
you will become more proficient at the skill of manifestation.
As you align with the Cosmic pulse,
you will also align more fully with your inner Light and Divinity,
and your ability to create and manifest.
And, since you are manifesting at an increased rate,
it will appear as if time is speeding up.
But am I, Bat-Adam, truly whole and balanced,
so that my manifestations will be balanced?
What is in fact speeding up is the rate of manifestation,
since that is where your planetary energy is primarily focused right now.
You, as a Collective,
have learnt to manifest "things" and "material objects"
at an alarming rate.
You may wish, as you become more accustomed to the new vibrational frequencies,
to focus your creative energies
beyond the economic paradigm of producing material goods in exchange for money.
You will, in any event, need to slow down,
otherwise you will probably disappear under a mountain of redundant "objects".
…The deep emotional and mental changes are a result of this recalibration
and re-alignment.
As you align more closely to the Divine Essence within you,
your core center of light and love,
what about Will, Desire and
Feelings as also being my core center?
you move into a clearer and purer sense of your own being,
that which we call the Absolute Truth of Who You Are.
With each small shift you become more of who you truly are,
and more of the illusions and the dross falls away.
You discover that you are a Being of Light in a Cosmos of Manifest Love.
That is your true identity in the realms of light called "heaven",
and it is your true identity
as you bring heaven to earth
to former source of nourishment from others in 2007 and 2011 to next source of nourishment from others in 2007 and 2011
Arad, July 10, 2011
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[Extraterrestrial ?] Crop-circle reported on July 4, 2011, in Wiltshire/England "GoodNews": Quasars in Distant Galaxies and Grains of Sand on Planet Earth The Universe's Most Distant Quasar Found, Powered by Massive Black Hole From another website: "Quasars can be a trillion times brighter than the Sun!" Gary Greenberg-video:"The total sum of stars is greater than all the grains of sand!" |
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Arad, July 12, 2011
After 24 hours to and at and from Shoham,
for the sake of Mika's end-of-the-year show of her dance-course
I learnt to experience inwardly and
outwardly,
through both: "holy
routine & order" and extra-ordinary roller coasters,
I learnt to "balance
the flow of My waves high and low".
Yet I'm grateful, that
the roller coasters are no longer forced on me by that cursed combination
of two elements,
one is a pattern and the other is a quality, which cause tension in my eyes
and, of course, tension in my feelings:
1) the fear of expectations from others, be they projected on them by me,
or be they real
2) the wild, vehement geyser of ideas which has caused me to plan super-human
projects
- and not only with concern to my life-projects in the past
(which were also the result of the 2 elements:
the expectation embedded in my "vocation" and the flood of my "visions"...)
but even with concern to a "grandma-day" or to asking "Hathra"
(see...) or Tomer (see...) to live with me
During
travel to and from Shoham I read a small folder with documents of 1982
and 1985. A troubling surprise: in a letter to my children I wrote, that quite often I would prefer to be at home with them and with "a daily schedule planned ahead", i.e. what today I call "my holy routine". "You are getting old", would my daughter say, but "isn't it good that I don't succumb to this urge and instead let life unsettle me?" From "Inner Whispers (Veronica)", on July 11 & July 12, 2011 Evolution cannot be attained through
one drama or experience. "This day is the representation of your "now". To spend this moment lamenting the past and worrying about the future does not allow you to participate in the creative abilities of your soul energy. To create the perfect now it is important to go inward to the soul to find clarity. It is also an important part of the linear experience to go outward as well. It can be achieved with more forcefulness in conjunction with the inward journey. The ebb and flow of energy which is a vital part of all creation can exist between the inward and the outward.... To achieve the outward one must participate fully in the physical condition. Attempt to create and recreate your linear reality with integrity and colorfulness. For the moment, maintain your present. Compliment it with the inward journey while remembering to create a reality outwardly. The two ideas are separate. Physical reality was meant to be an expression of your soul. Learn the lessons yes, however, appreciate it for whatever it is. It is your opportunity to be totally present in your "now"." |
Cairo,
February 15, 1982, a letter to my daughter (17) and my younger son (15) , (their elder brother was in the army, in the Israeli Airforce , since July 1981), alone in our home in Israel, while I traveled for two weeks to Cairo with Esther, an Egypt-born pupil of my courses in Arab Literature (see Kisslog 2008_01_16) The purpose was to strengthen the newly achieved peace between Israel and Egypt. A helpful connection was "Mary", who had participated in the workshop of Bendorf, where the chairpersons of "Partnership", I and Nimr Ismair had been the facilitators. |
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In
my "sculptures" before the appearance of the Internet, I used to glue interesting stamps on documents like this one from "Time". The stamps, of course, reached me via the letters that were sent to me from Israel: olympics 84 los angeles from Germany: Second Direct Elections for the European Parliament [may this stamp help Europa to convert what presently is frightful into something fruitful] from the USA America's Light fueled by Truth and Reason from Germany "Smoking endangers Health" |
Arad, July 13, 2011
In the bus (from Shoham to Tel-Aviv
, from Tel-Aviv to Beersheva, from Beersheva to Arad) I also read two
complimentary documents,
testimonies about pupils, teachers and peers and how they re-acted to me or
inter-acted with me - in 1982!
This letter was probably written in
1982 by my "angel"
Yitzchak Peri |
Towards the end of the 60 pages of
the "Bio-Testimony to my Book" |
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Arad, July 15, 2011
My life flows through this universe like the Danuva
or the Rhein
in serenity and in discerning exhilarating views inside and outside my waters.
Today I want to juxtapose two complexes of contrasting memories:
A d a m in the Desert and
"My Children's A n
i m a l s
November
1, 1994 "Adam in the Desert" was supposed to be the beginning of a weekly info about my work with people and - through this work - my own growth. I even registered as a "Company", in order to make a living with this work, after I had retreated from the business of "Succah in the Desert". I failed. People, who had "gotten Rachel for free" and told everyone, that "Rachel helps you with your life and personality for free" refused... As I now copied that page on red paper (I had bought paper in all colors for the following weeks and months) , I am amazed about the perfectly sculpted content, which expresses all the wisdom that I have today. I even was troubled for a moment: "Haven't I learnt anything new since then?" But there is the metaphor of the spiral: I seem to be at the same spot, but it's higher up in the spiral. The only word I would change is "to discharge" (lifroq), see how I reached the insight in 2002, that this very verb is making FEELings wrong. And the only term I added to the "things" I have to accept in myself in order to become whole, is "m e m o r i e s " (zikhronot). |
As to "My Children's Animals": |
Arad, July 15, 2011
I copied a document which I kept
in paper for almost 14 years:
Dec. 12, 1997, Eilat, The
RED-SEA-PARTNER- " S H I P "
see all the pages about
the project "RED-SEA-PARTNER- S H I P "
But let me first insert an image, perhaps from the seventies or the eighties,
which brings up a smile at least.
It fell into my hands together with other images about the continuous war
between the potential partners....
1. GENERAL INFORMATION a. "Partnership" presently musters its forces and resources to strengthen and ground peace between Israel and her neighbours, according to "the conditions of Partnership. b. "Think globally, act locally!" "Partnership" decided to focus on the region which seems to be predestined to become a bridgehead for peace between Israel and Jordan: the Red Sea between Aqaba and Eilat. c. "Partnership" chose the project of a "RED SEA PARTNER-S H I P " [see later on] as the best way to actualize and demonstrate its principles. d. "Partnership" is in search for Jordanian partners, so that we can join forces in realizing and operating the "RED SEA PARTNER-S H I P " . 2. THE PROJECT: a.
The SHIP (a barge of the size of about
17 m x 17 m) will anchor about 1200 m from the shore exactly on
the border-line between Israel and Jordan, so that the imaginary
border will pass through the center of the SHIP. Half of the SHIP
will be in the water of Israel and the other half in the water
of Jordan.
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Arad, Sunday July 17 , 2011
One of 3 recent cropcircles - of which Jean Hudon informed us on yet another Sunday. inviting us "to focus our attention for some moments on these celestial glyphs!" What connects me strongly to my 'twin' Moshe Klein, the astro-mathematician, is a video, which only he can understand, but which - by contrast - reinforces my own task on earth. |
Doesn't the date of "Firing the Grid" four years ago - 2007_07_17 suit the "nourishment" to which this page was dedicated in 2007: A new pattern of manifestation? On that date I created two pages, one: Conditions for Heaven on Earth - in the library of "Finetuning to my Present", a kind of diary on that one day - about the practical meaning of Heaven-on-Earth and another page: "Firing the Grid" which comprised all 4 sub-libraries of the 2007 InteGRATion into GRATeFULLness "Heaven on Earth" or "GRATeFULLness" ".......Among the makers of humanity are those of you who are doing this healing work~~~ manifesting your own healing into wholeness and by extension, the healing of all Creation." From "A Letter from God to Those Doing the Healing Work" I'm then telling
how I - consciously - learnt GRATeFULLness from the age of 8.
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Arad, Monday, July 18, 2011
Dewitt's "celebration-photo" today I ever so often go even further in my question about "being received or not". I keep thinking of every lovely little flower, of all the shining human eyes, of the colorful soap-bubble, I just saw, of the singing tristrams on my roof, Why is it, that I am not content with all this beauty just being there? Why do I project my need for being received even on golden wheat? "you've raised a most important issue, that of being received or not. Denial is experienced in rejection, exclusion, or not being received... Love is experienced in acceptance and inclusion, in being received." I know the answer: I myself am still not receiving all my feelings! Waking up in the morning, what do I do with the flood of feelings, connected to a dream, to yesterday's experiences, to today's fears? Or to the fact, that I don't know yet "the joy that forgot its cause"? |
The
sung prophecy "Then those who see Ha-Shem,
will talk among each other, and he listens and he hears" manifests with my starchildren Gal and Tzippi "I screamed at my Altzheimer-sick mother. How can I accept this in myself?" |
Except
for Boris, my Arad starchildren no longer live in Arad, which has become
a defamed town. But I live her and I celebrate the town, and I like the graffitis in "the Street of Charm and Grace", "Yah, Love is all we have ~ 17 (?) ~ smile like nature does, or smile as your natural way of being" Were the four letters of F... painted before this smile or after? What is the complementing contrast of what? |
"Abraham" (1999) e-mail quote on July 18, 2011
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And
this is what I want: to find my JOY in the very flow
of my feelings from breathing in ~ to breathing out ~ to breathing in ~ to breathing out. Like in the second - more general - stanza of my "Shekhinah-song": Enwrap me, my Shekhinah, in Your feeling! Free every judgment about how I am feeling right now, panicky to get away from You! Free me and enwrap me! For all my joy is in the very fact that I feel! For all my joy is in the very fact that I feel! [see Nourishment>July 1, 2011 and in SongGame] |
Today
in the 4-days a week TV program "Making a new order", one of the 6 interviews was with two charming girls about "O N E A C T I O N a D A Y ", "when many p e o p l e do something small, a critical mass is created that will lead to change." |
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an Internet-Campaign of p
e o p l e who don't fight against, but work in favor of... , and not for a goal too-big-to be achieved by most people, but for something that can truly be achieved. It is as if they know what was channeled to me in 1988: |
P E O P L E |
Arad, Tuesday, July 19, 2011
At
10:15 PM the starchildren, Tzippi and Gal, flushed through my open door
, while I was lying on my bed and watching TW, the 6th & last part of a series: "the Jewish Mysteries of Christianity", by the religious Jew Simcha Jacobovici "Jesus in the boat didn't cross the Kinneret, but the Mediterrenean till Gibraltar". My mind and soul were so fascinated, that I asked: "Can you wait till the end?" They said yes, but , of course, my hole "I should fulfill people's expectations", see attracted a trigger, and this in turn triggered Gal into triggering my bigger hole. "I've rarely seen such a boring program!" (my hole:"nobody knows my Jesus-story"), which in turn triggered the "real issue" in Gal: "I'm without to'elet (usefulness)", which was a result of the encounter with Hathra, whom they had just visited. Tzippi, who was not triggered, but agreed to Gal's blame: "you're pressured", helped us to move and to heal - first my emotions - and when I was whole, I, too, could support Gal, till she could shed a flood of tears and then smile: "That you say, 90% of humankind don't feel "useful", actually comforts me!" It was then, that I could listen to what they had experienced with Hathra. [See my lesson , sculpted in Nourishment>The Inner Child>May 27-31, 2011 Since the three of us agreed with Hathra's father, that it would be a mistake to marry a man who lied to me about being a married man with 7 children, yes, to marry at all, while she has not even taken first steps towards realizing her dream fo becoming a radio-moderator. But when we analyzed all that had happened according to Hathra's report, and all that had been said among these 3 starchildren in the Zealot's Valley, we also could see the sparks in the dark: Hathra's stamina (she stopped eating for a week, till she fainted and Yahia agred), which might help her to face her husband and follow her true path. After all, Hathra will MOVE out of that sticky swamp, the "Biq'ah" When -6 weeks ago - I had confronted Muhammed, her future husband: "You say, you have no dreams, you and Hathra are not equal", he said: "So either she will follow me or I shall follow her!" Maybe our task was only to stir up all the actors in that drama (this included the driver, who picked up the girls on their way to the Valley: It was Suleiman, Yahia's younger brother, and they met Hitaam, his wife, who comes from a more developed background and speaks Hebrew well). May Hathra love herself and radiate self-love on all her people! I'm quoting from last day's sculpture The sung prophecy "Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk among each other, and he listens and he hears" manifests with my starchildren Gal and Tzippi |
What
was totally new to me, was the existence of the
"Ebionim" "Torah-observant Jews, who opposed the Graeco-Roman anti-Jewish dogmas introduced as the Jesus movement spread outside of Israel," [following the preachings of Paulus ca.10 years after the death of Jesus, whom he never met] and that they still exist in Spain near Gibraltar, Yes some even claim to be Jesus' descendants, a myth which - in its French version - I explored on my Pyrennees' Pilgrimage What made me rejoice , was the statement of a participant in the discussion, she said: "What is happening now, is, that Jesus is brought home to us, home from the Goyim [Nations] of the World, home to where he belongs." And I sob, as I quote this! [the next day I came across a "funny" talk with "dark" Jesus, see- out of all pages! - in "Partnership" |
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Excerpts of that long story
about my - so rare - visit in Jerusalem
.... Which brings me back to Aya, and the cohabitants of Lior and Tzippi in a rented flat in Jerusalem, – Hanaani and Shaqed. All Four are visited often by neighbors and friends like Aya and Achinoam. It was on my second evening, when I – in my constant dilemma - "should I make myself available and risk to trigger them, or should I be content with what I had achieved already concerning Lior and Tzippi and simply stay in Lior's room – chose the former. I heard Lior and Aya, Tzippi's friend, and Achinoam, Aya's friend, in the room of Tzippi. Tzippi had gone out to the very special "Soup-Restaurant", where she works and where we had been the night before. Just before Tzippi had finished her first treatment (a holistic body-mind-soul method - July 19, 2011: she now finished her 4 year course in biorgonomy and is a certified teacher, but still has two more years to go in her university studies of becoming an anthroposophic kindergardener) of a friend in her room, "first" meaning, that she now feels confident that she can minimize her job as a waitress and build up her personal work as a therapist. Before that friend was due, and before I went out to travel to the graveyard of my mother, Tzippi came and showed me two pretty cloths, which she wanted to hang up so as to separate her bed etc. from a space for treatment, a mattress on the carpet. When she demonstrated, what she had in mind, I – a born "architect of the interior" – showed her, how she could improve her idea a lot. She was grate-full and was happy, that I had a part in her new way, not only by supporting her determination and courage, but also by helping her set up the exterior stage. After more than 3 hours of treatment ("Tzippi be careful with setting boundaries!") she left, preparing the mattrass for Aya and Achinoam to sleep on, since she would return only after midnight. ......and so I took my mobile phone
and went to Tzippi's
empty room in order to sculpt an SMS with utmost caution. "Aya, I feel ashamed about two scenes yesterday: when we were sitting in Tzippi's room and entered a discussion about the Essenes, that Dead Sea Sect, and their purpose, .............. This was the moment to ask for her forgiveness. "I'm very sorry, Aya, and even though I then turned to you and agreed with you about the pretty Arabic meaning of the name, I know, that I had been insensitive towards you." It was time for me to go....and both Tzippi and reconciled Aya wanted to accompany me to the busstation. At some moment, when we were alone, Tzippi said: "This was a very good process – that you could share with her, where you erred!" Yes, indeed! Even though it's "classical", that someone attracts from me, what s/he is afraid of – I am an aspect of her, since we are one, and she has attracted me not only as a trigger, but also as the one, who helps her heal the hole that was triggered! |
.... The Divine Feminine Energies and the Embrace of the Cosmic Mother Beloved Family of Light, The Symbol for this
Great Being of Light is a Feather! When Ma'at enters your life
she assists you... |
"the boat of millions of
years"? - The boat with
the Fourteen (including Rembrandt himself?)
[the only seascape, which Rembrandt
painted, "It was the biggest art theft in US history and stays unsolved
since 1990"]
As you look for a better-feeling way |
See the closure of this page - my Hebrew
letter to Tzippi and Gal on July 20, 2011- in "Firing
the Grid", which applies, what Rabbi Tarfon teaches me:
"It's not up to you to complete
all the work, but neither are you free to get away from it!"
[Talmud, Pirke Avot 2: 19]
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Continuation of "More Nourishment in 2011" in ~~~~~ Heaven on Earth 1