The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries


[If you look for a word on this page,
click ctrl/F and put a word in "find"]


I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

 

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2007

InteGRATion into GRATeFULLness
Nourishment from Others
interspersed with my questions, observations or experiences

July 10 - 19 , 2011: enriched by more nourishment



A New Pattern of Manifestation on New Earth


June 2007; studied again and updated on July 12, 2009; and again on July 11, 2011

This e-mail from Starchild Global, saved a year ago, makes even more sense today
The Flow of Time and the Power to Manifest~Archangel Michael through Celia Fenn

...This energy is about Time,
and how you work with the flows of Time in the Fifth Dimension and Higher.
So already you are feeling a substantial difference in the nature of time in your new reality.

This affects the process of manifestation,
for if you are not balanced in the present moment,
you will be unable to draw the energy into that moment to crystallize a manifestation.

If you are locked into the past,
[July 20, 2011: instead of "driving backward to heal and to harvest my past"]
or if you are always looking to the future,
[July 20, 2011: instead of "focusing on my desires and live them as desires"]
then you will have no place to "ground" your creations.

For you stand now at the point of "no time"
or in the eternal and infinite "Now" moment of Spirit essence,

and yet also in the material world
where the illusion of Linear time is still strong.


But as this year progresses that illusion will weaken,
and you will learn how to access your Past self and your Future self
to find the power in the present moment.


.... That essential flow is necessary for manifestation in the New Earth.
[July 20, 2011: how wondrous, that already at the time of my "Partnership-Work"
I knew, that "partnership" has to first of all manifest between me and myself!]

You cannot create only out of your limited Third Dimensional perspective.
You have to create from the entire "spectrum" of who you are,
and this includes your Higher Self and Spirit.

So, all creations and manifestations become partnerships between you and your Higher Aspects and Spirit.
In this process, manifestation may be slower,
for the aspect of Divine Timing is important.

Manifestations happen at the best possible moment for the highest good of all,
not just for your ego's interest and benefit.





July 13, 2011~ Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam:

This is exactly the main fact,
that is missing from "Abraham's" Teaching,

and why I often feel frustrated with it.

[see in "Synopsis of Abraham's Teaching",
for instance:
"5. Anything That You Can Imagine is Yours to Be or Do or Have."]


Millions of people are listening to their teaching nowadays,
and I want to express my deep desire,
and wait for its fulfillment through "The Law of Attraction",
that you, "Abraham" ,
either give people the whole perspective,
or tell us, why you believe,
that "people" cannot get the whole perspective,
and that "less is more" - as so often in linear time!


This new process of manifesting through divine timing means
that many of you are frustrated
as you seem unable to create and manifest as you did before.
Indeed, you are learning patience and acceptance,
and you are learning to surrender and submit to the highest good.

This may be difficult for you,
for you have learnt in your culture to gratify the ego and the ego's desire
in the fastest possible time.

2009_07_12:
Gratifying the ego
was never my motivation for manifesting "fast".
All "big" intended manifestations in the exterior world
were for "the higher good".
What I had to learn, is,
that it's not the big exterior manifestations
which will heal the world,
but my own healing into wholeness
and - as a hologram - the healing of All Creation.

 
Now, you are learning a new pattern of manifestation.
For you are learning also patience and gratitude and commitment.
In the world of the Third Dimension it had become your habit to manifest rapidly

and to show little commitment to what was manifested.

A comment to what I wrote in the right frame,
2 years later, in July 2011:

The "Greed-to-Create", [s. my song]
as exemplified here
with its consequence of 'time-pressure'
seems to be more than a pattern.
It is part of my essence,
and I do accept it now with a smile.
Moreover,
the "Greed-to-Create" has much to do
with "Harvesting My Past"
and with "Finetuning to my Present",
which means,
that I'm truly taking time
for savoring my manifestations.
"Greed-to-Create
turned into a gate
blessings will be great"

 

2009_07_12

Though for the last years I manifested creations only on my website,
it was still true: I showed little commitments to what I manifested,
and gave in to my pressure to manifest "more" of what I desired to create.
For as I said above - it's not my ego, which drives me, but my desire!
"Desire" is - according to Godchannel - of the highest value,
"nothing was ever created, manifested, unless there first was a desire",
and "desire" is actually God's female aspect, or "the Mother",
or the magnetic essence which draws spirit essence into being,
[see especially in the 2nd Interview with the Folks]
But my desire for "completing" sculptures on my website,
and my desire to re-create, sculpture, make compositions
of past experiences, documents, photos , songs,
has to be put into boundaries which fit my own personal "time",
and I do not understand, why this is still so difficult for me,
and causes me to feel such constant "time-pressure".
But then - as in all cases of pressure or other feelings:
"I inhale God and I exhale love to this feeling of pressure in this moment"
[see now in puzzle piece 30: Unconditional Love]
and let go of judging it or even trying to understand it or change it.]



You became addicted to the "highs" of rapid manifestation...
But now, Spirit asks you to consider your creations with gratitude.
.....Are you enjoying it,
or are you seeking for something else already?
And with your relationships, are you exploring the commitments you have made,
or are you seeking for something or someone new?


In the New Earth,
you will need to develop that sense of gratitude and commitment to your creations.
For the need to keep creating and re-creating

does not allow you the time to enjoy your creations
and reflect on who you are through your creations.
Indeed, time is of the essence in the New Earth.

Time to "be" and enjoy.
Time to be still and to reflect.
For the stiller and calmer you are,
the more gratitude and respect you show,
the higher your internal vibrations will be,
and the more at ease you will feel in the New Earth.

2009_07_12:

Is it possible to replace the concept of "boundaries to my creativity"
by "commitment to my creations?"
[July 10, 2011: when I - just before reading this - prepared my bed,
I felt the urge to blindly take an angel-card out of my pretty box,
but I put it back with contempt:
"Creativity" why should I need this?]

With concern to people, I made a decision already some years ago,
to never "seek for someone new",
and to never initiate communication with a person not yet in my life.
And I truly succeeded in COMMITTING to relationships
with those people on whom I've made myself dependent,
be they my family members or my "starchildren",
or a few friends, who have the potential of becoming true peers

But with concern to my creating on my website,
I seem to be kidding myself.
Despite the decision, to not create new pages,
which I really follow through,
I keep being pressured by what I desire to insert in old pages,
just as I've been sculpting this passage in between other things:
I either studied, or wrote an e-mail, or inserted on a web-page
(like about Friedrich Schiller in SongGame: "Ode an die Freude").


 

Time is the key to the multi-dimensional reality.
For time and space are illusions that hide the essential truth
that all is in perfection and all is of the Source energy.
The time you take to just "be" with your creations,
is the time you spend in the eternal love of Source.

And you learn to see beyond the illusions into the "reality" of deep and wonderful Unconditional Love.
And it is only when you express and manifest Gratitude and Joy for the perfection of your Creation,
that you are ready to create again.

Remember how the Creator said "it is good" after every "day" of creation,
and then moved on to the next day?
[Genesis 1]

[see my song on August 11, 2011] [and in SongGame - with the tune]
How many of you are unhappy with where you are, and frustrated and bored.
And so, your Higher Self has you working
to reach that moment of total acceptance and gratitude
that will allow you to move on into new ways
of experiencing the adventures of the material plane.

 

And so, the expression of gratitude is the key to the Flows of Time.
Not only expressing, but also feeling that gratitude,
as you stand at your point of power within Infinity, the Master of both Past and Future.
But the point of Mastery is Gratitude and Joy!
And if you are deeply unhappy with your creations,
then you will need to see
where you have created from ideas and desires
that no longer align with who you are.
And when you find that point, just let go and release.
Forgive yourself
and then express gratitude for that point of learning and what it gave you -
and then be ready to align with perceptions
that are more aligned with how you sense yourself to be!

Remember, dearest souls, that wherever you are, you have created this from your desires in the past.
Express gratitude for the past,
and then allow yourself to begin dreaming yourself in a new and more powerful way.
Take the best and the most powerful from your past,
and dream according to that.
...


Almost a year later, on May 25, 2007
Archangel Michael says:

Time is slowing down.

Celia: But everyone keeps saying that time is speeding up. That doesn't correlate?

Archangel Michael: Well, it depends on which perspective you take.
Indeed the vibrational frequency of Earth plane has increased significantly
as Earth entered the Fifth Dimension.
And yes, as the frequencies increase,
the experience of time on your planet slows down.

Celia: Is this a process? What is happening?

Archangel Michael: Well, by 2012, you will enter "no time".
You will release the concept of linear time to enter into holographic or Cosmic time.
In effect, there will be no time as you know it.
Linear time is an artificial construct
that creates a rhythm that is not in alignment with the Cosmic pulse
Now, as you move out of this artificial construct into "no time",
you are raising frequency to the point that linear time no longer exists for you.
You live in a state of total immediacy,
what we will call ultimate presence.
Your rational mind is learning to perceive these changes as a gradual slowing of time.

Now, as time slows to the point of ceasing altogether,
and as you prepare to enter holographic time
by raising your vibrational frequency
to match that of the Cosmic hologram, that is outside of linear time,
you will become more proficient at the skill of manifestation.
As you align with the Cosmic pulse,
you will also align more fully with your inner Light and Divinity,
and your ability to create and manifest.
And, since you are manifesting at an increased rate,
it will appear as if time is speeding up.

What is in fact speeding up is the rate of manifestation,
since that is where your planetary energy is primarily focused right now.
You, as a Collective,
have learnt to manifest "things" and "material objects" at an alarming rate.
You may wish, as you become more accustomed to the new vibrational frequencies,
to focus your creative energies
beyond the economic paradigm of producing material goods in exchange for money.
You will, in any event, need to slow down,
otherwise you will probably disappear under a mountain of redundant "objects".


…The deep emotional and mental changes are a result of this recalibration and re-alignment.
As you align more closely to the Divine Essence within you,
your core center of light and love,

what about Will, Desire and Feelings as also being my core center?

you move into a clearer and purer sense of your own being,
that which we call the Absolute Truth of Who You Are.
With each small shift you become more of who you truly are,
and more of the illusions and the dross falls away.

You discover that you are a Being of Light in a Cosmos of Manifest Love.

That is your true identity in the realms of light called "heaven",
and it is your true identity
as you bring heaven to earth

 

to former source of nourishment from others in 2007 and 2011 to next source of nourishment from others in 2007 and 2011




Arad, July 10, 2011

 


"Abraham" (1997), e-mail quote on July 10, 2011


Make the best of where you are
and do your best to line up your Energy from where you are,
because any bit of struggle or any bit of regret
only holds your cork under the water
and doesn't allow you to connect with the Energy
that would allow anything to improve


"A w a r e   o f   d i s t a n t   g a l a x i e s  -   a   p e b b l e   I   a d m i r e "
[see this wondrous poem + my extension- put into a tune]


[Extraterrestrial ?] Crop-circle reported
on July 4, 2011, in Wiltshire/England
"GoodNews": Quasars in Distant Galaxies and Grains of Sand on Planet Earth
The Universe's Most Distant Quasar Found, Powered by Massive Black Hole
From another website: "Quasars can be a trillion times brighter than the Sun!"
Gary Greenberg-video:"The total sum of stars is greater than all the grains of sand!"



 

And what is between
the smallest/nearest
and biggest/farest?

A new state
in the community of nations and a victory to the UN


South Sudan celebrates
its independence from Khartoum
-
with Khartoum's president being
the first guest!


 

 

 

Arad, July 12, 2011
After 24 hours to and at and from Shoham, for the sake of Mika's end-of-the-year show of her dance-course

I learnt to experience inwardly and outwardly,
through both: "holy routine & order" and extra-ordinary roller coasters,
I learnt to "balance the flow of My waves high and low".

Yet I'm grateful, that the roller coasters are no longer forced on me by that cursed combination of two elements,
one is a pattern and the other is a quality, which cause tension in my eyes and, of course, tension in my feelings:
1) the fear of expectations from others, be they projected on them by me, or be they real
2) the wild, vehement geyser of ideas which has caused me to plan super-human projects
- and not only with concern to my life-projects in the past
(which were also the result of the 2 elements: the expectation embedded in my "vocation" and the flood of my "visions"...)
but even with concern to a "grandma-day" or to asking "Hathra" (see...) or Tomer (see...) to live with me

During travel to and from Shoham I read a small folder with documents of 1982 and 1985.
A troubling surprise: in a letter to my children I wrote,
that quite often I would prefer to be at home with them
and with "a daily schedule planned ahead",
i.e. what today I call "my holy routine".
"You are getting old", would my daughter say, but
"isn't it good that I don't succumb to this urge
and instead let life unsettle me?"

From "Inner Whispers (Veronica)", on July 11 & July 12, 2011

Evolution cannot be attained through one drama or experience.
All sides of the equation are desired
in the examination of an issue.
Thus multiple lives are often necessary
to align with the oneness of spirit.

.....
What a wonderful opportunity to get all the experience.
You have many chances to get it right.

Remember. The path is not a slight one.
It is multifaceted with many inputs of information.

All that you have known, you will and do remember.
Nothing is lost.
You are a seed of god energy sent forth to know it all.
Remember!

Now

"This day is the representation of your "now".
To spend this moment lamenting the past and worrying about the future does not allow you to participate in the creative abilities of your soul energy.

To create the perfect now it is important
to go inward to the soul to find clarity.
It is also an important part of the linear experience
to go outward as well.
It can be achieved with more forcefulness
in conjunction with the inward journey.

The ebb and flow of energy which is a vital part of all creation
can exist between the inward and the outward....
To achieve the outward
one must participate fully in the physical condition.
Attempt to create and recreate your linear reality
with integrity and colorfulness.
For the moment, maintain your present.
Compliment it with the inward journey
while remembering to create a reality outwardly.

The two ideas are separate.

Physical reality was meant to be an expression of your soul.
Learn the lessons yes, however, appreciate it for whatever it is.
It is your opportunity to be totally present in your "now"."


Cairo, February 15, 1982,
a letter to my daughter (17) and my younger son (15) ,
(their elder brother was in the army, in the Israeli Airforce , since July 1981),
alone in our home in Israel, while I traveled for two weeks to Cairo
with Esther, an Egypt-born pupil of my courses in Arab Literature
(see Kisslog 2008_01_16)
The purpose was to strengthen the newly achieved peace between Israel and Egypt.
A helpful connection was "Mary", who had participated in the workshop of Bendorf,
where the chairpersons of "Partnership", I and Nimr Ismair had been the facilitators.



A two page ad - guarded from Time-Magazine September 17, 1984 - reread in the bus today - coincides with "Abraham's" quote today:
Instead of the famous slogan "United we stand" (which is also true): "Divided we stand": the purpose of Creation is creating diversity!






"Abraham"
(1997),
e-mail quote
on July 12, 2011


It is very difficult
to understand

what anybody else's experience is.

There aren't enough words
to really understand

what anybody else
is living.


Physical beings
want things

to be the same.
They want people
to think the same.

You work rather hard
at sameness,
but you will never win that battle


because,
from Nonphysical,

diversity


is known to be

the

most

beneficial

part of

the game.

 

In my "sculptures"
before the appearance
of the Internet,
I used to glue
interesting stamps
on documents
like this one from "Time".
The stamps, of course, reached me
via the letters
that were sent to me



from Israel:
olympics 84 los angeles



from Germany:
Second Direct Elections
for the European Parliament

[may this stamp help Europa
to convert what presently is frightful
into something fruitful]


from the USA
America's Light
fueled by
Truth and Reason



from Germany
"Smoking endangers Health"


 

Arad, July 13, 2011

In the bus (from Shoham to Tel-Aviv , from Tel-Aviv to Beersheva, from Beersheva to Arad) I also read two complimentary documents,
testimonies about pupils, teachers and peers and how they re-acted to me or inter-acted with me - in 1982!

This letter was probably written in 1982 by my "angel" Yitzchak Peri
in the name of all the pupils of my three courses in "Jewish Thought" .
- to the administration of the college, of which he was the director,
[and in which I taught different subjects between 1974-1984],
- to be delivered to the authority which had decided to cancel this course.

Obviously the appeal was effective, for I kept teaching till the time,
when I myself wanted to retreat - to the great regret of Yitzchak Peri -
in order to begin a new period in my life: driving "in Abraham's bussteps"

See a chapter of my biography and much about Peri, including a picture of him,
and some pupils - in K.i.s.s.-Log 2008_01_16
,
See also - in "bio-testimony" p. 353.about the Authorities' intention to eliminate my course
in "Jewish Thought", disputed by the following letter, secretly phrased by Yitzchak Peri.



Towards the end of the 60 pages of the "Bio-Testimony to my Book"
"All Israel vouchsafe for each other",
I told about a short cooperation with Mirjam Goldberg,
[see from the Hebrew page 357 onward in Bio-Testimony 5]
proposed by her after she had experienced me as a pupil.
According to this letter which I sculpted after one of the workshops,
the participating women had "attacked" me severely.
The letter shows the enormous "soul-work" which I had done,
and the wholeness, which I had reached - at least for a moment!
In contrast to the appreciation which I received in that college,
from both, the pupils and the director,
- probably because I had the official   a u t h o r i t y   to be myself -
in frameworks of "equals" , like in that workshop with Mirjam,
my "peers" were    a l w a y s    horridly triggered by me.
And my life-long learning was always both:
How to direct my giving towards what people needed to receive,
instead of succumbing to my need to give,

but also, how not to dwarf myself in order to give space to others,
but trust them, that they themselves could be my boundaries,
and learn not with me or from me, but against me!

See the song, which created itself 11 years later, in the Desert!
and a re-newed lesson concerning the same "problematics"
in "Noah's Cave" , with Erez, a man from Arad.




"Abraham" -"the Vortex", e-mail quote on July 13, 2011


The Thoughts I Think Determine the Relationship I Attract~~~

You are the thinking, Vibrating attractor of your experience;
and the thoughts you think
determine everything about the life that you live.
As you turn your attention toward the positive aspects
of the personalities and behaviors of others
with whom you share your planet,
you will train your point of attraction
in the direction of only what you desire.
Not only does the power of your thought determine
which people make their way into your life,
but the power of your thought determines
how they behave once they get there.

 


Arad, July 15, 2011
My life flows through this universe like the Danuva or the Rhein
in serenity and in discerning exhilarating views inside and outside my waters.
Today I want to juxtapose two complexes of contrasting memories:
A d a m   in  the  Desert    and   "My  Children's    A n i m a l s 

November 1, 1994

"Adam in the Desert" was supposed to be the beginning of a weekly info
about my work with people and - through this work - my own growth.
I even registered as a "Company", in order to make a living with this work,
after I had retreated from the business of "Succah in the Desert".
I failed. People, who had "gotten Rachel for free" and told everyone,
that "Rachel helps you with your life and personality for free" refused...
As I now copied that page on red paper (I had bought paper in all colors for the following weeks and months) ,
I am amazed about the perfectly sculpted content, which expresses all the wisdom that I have today.
I even was troubled for a moment: "Haven't I learnt anything new since then?"
But there is the metaphor of the spiral: I seem to be at the same spot, but it's higher up in the spiral.
The only word I would change is "to discharge"
(lifroq),
see how I reached the insight in 2002, that this very verb is making FEELings wrong.
And the only term I added to the "things" I have to accept in myself in order to become whole, is
"m e m o r i e s "
(zikhronot).





As to "My Children's Animals":
The memories came up,
when "TheGoodNews.co.il" quoted an article in livescience.com
Puppy   Love:   Pet   Owners   Are  Happier,   Healthier
with an image

which made me send the link to my three children
(now aged 48, 46, 44) and ask:
"do you remember, that among all our dogs and cats
there once was a dog and cat, who were friends?
"
Immanuel answered:
"The dog's name was Lassie, it was almost blind.
And yes, she related to the cat as if it was her puppy"

This prompted memories also on Ronnit's and Micha's part,
which - Rashomon-like - differed from what I myself recalled.
So I decided to dedicate part of this weekend
to gather what photos I had preserved and scanned
(though most of them are in bad quality due to my technical ignorance)
and make a composition that we all could enjoy.
See the entire sculpture inserted at the end of K.i.s.s.-Log 2008_01_13


1972 with Lassie, one of her puppies and one of our cats

with Imma and with puppies (from whom?) 1975

with Passi or with Peter? 1976?
Navat and Cleo, 1977

Micha with Sweety, 1978


 

 

Arad, July 15, 2011

I copied a document which I kept in paper for almost 14 years:
Dec. 12, 1997, Eilat, The RED-SEA-PARTNER- " S H I P "
see all the pages about the project "RED-SEA-PARTNER- S H I P "

But let me first insert an image, perhaps from the seventies or the eighties, which brings up a smile at least.
It fell into my hands together with other images about the continuous war between the potential partners....

NGO  SHUTAFUT / MUSHAARAKAH / PARTNERSHIP

Union for Creating the conditions of Partnership
between Arabs & Jews

Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam, Ph.D., Fawaaz Fahmawi, Ariye Boni - Eilat
David Troim, Ph.D., Eilat Troim, Yaacob Hayat, Orit Hayat - Tel-Aviv

phone: ..... fax.... ISRAEL

The RED-SEA-PARTNER- " S H I P "
Though we have in mind a stationary barge or raft, which will move only
once the borders between the four Red Sea nations will be truly open,
we use the word "SHIP" because of the play of words with "Partnership".

1. GENERAL INFORMATION

a. "Partnership" presently musters its forces and resources to strengthen and ground peace between Israel and her neighbours, according to "the conditions of Partnership.

b.
"Think globally, act locally!" "Partnership" decided to focus on the region which seems to be predestined to become a bridgehead for peace between Israel and Jordan: the Red Sea between Aqaba and Eilat.

c. "Partnership" chose the project of a "RED SEA PARTNER-S H I P "
[see later on] as the best way to actualize and demonstrate its principles.

d. "Partnership" is in search for Jordanian partners, so that we can join forces in realizing and operating
the "RED SEA PARTNER-S H I P " .


2. THE PROJECT:

a. The SHIP (a barge of the size of about 17 m x 17 m) will anchor about 1200 m from the shore exactly on the border-line between Israel and Jordan, so that the imaginary border will pass through the center of the SHIP. Half of the SHIP will be in the water of Israel and the other half in the water of Jordan.

b. On the SHIP simple dwellings will be installed, tents and "succahs"
(huts or cabins) that were developed by us based on vast experience in "green" desert hosting, in a composition and quality adapted to the conditions of the Red Sea, even its frightening Southern winds: four double pyramidal tents in the center of the SHIP for sleeping (7-8 guests), the intimate space between them for meeting (up to 30 visitors), and the four succas around them for living (we, the hosts), and also for cooking, storing, toilets etc. Electricity will be provided by the sun and water (desalinated) by the sea.

c. The fact that the SHIP will be on the border will create a primary and unique situation in which a border does no longer signify "separation"
(like the border area on the shore which is fortified by ever so many electronic and barbed wire fences and infested with mines against people, and all this despite "peace" between Israel and Jordan), but "connection", the connection between two peoples, two cities, - a place which is Israel and Jordan at once.

d. The fact that the SHIP will be exactly on the border will also realize the necessary condition for the first function of the Partner-SHIP: equal conditions for  
hosting   Israelis and Jordanians   who are interested   in   studying   together   how to create the conditions of partnership between Eilat and Aqaba and perhaps later - between Israel and Jordan.

Each partnership is based on three conditions:
Common Interest, Mutual Trust and Equality of Self-respect.

If - between peoples or people who are dependent on each other - these conditions do not exist,
these conditions must become the targets, aims, goals of thinking, talking and acting.



 


Arad, Sunday July 17 , 2011


One of 3 recent cropcircles - of which Jean Hudon informed us on yet another Sunday.
inviting us
"to focus our attention for some moments on these celestial glyphs!"
What connects me strongly to my 'twin' Moshe Klein, the astro-mathematician, is a video,
which only he can understand, but which - by contrast - reinforces my own task on earth.

Doesn't the date of "Firing the Grid" four years ago - 2007_07_17
suit the "nourishment" to which this page was dedicated in 2007:
A new pattern of manifestation?
On that date I created two pages,
one: Conditions for Heaven on Earth - in the library of "Finetuning to my Present",
a kind of diary on that one day - about the practical meaning of Heaven-on-Earth
and another page: "Firing the Grid" which comprised all 4 sub-libraries
of the 2007
InteGRATion into GRATeFULLness

"Heaven on Earth"   or    "GRATeFULLness"

".......Among the makers of humanity are those of you who are doing this healing work~~~

manifesting your own healing into wholeness and by extension, the healing of all Creation."

From "A Letter from God to Those Doing the Healing Work"

I'm then telling how I - consciously - learnt GRATeFULLness from the age of 8.
But re-reading the advices of Shelley Jates about "finding things that will make me joyful",
"things", which I then epitomized as "Grate-FULL-ness, Zest-FULL-ness and FULL-FILL-ment"
are still missing something, or so it feels to me today:
I do not want my joy to be dependent on anything, anything exterior (see the song: "... a joy that forgot its cause")
And I know what the source of all joy is: the awareness and acceptance of what I feel in this, this moment!
But to be able to be aware and to accept/womb each feeling, be it ever so undramatic, but still unbearable,
I create a space for Body to take over and breathe, sound, move, just as it wants to breathe, sound, move,
and I remember to give thanks for something in that, that situation, be it ever so miniscule and momentary.

 





Arad, Monday, July 18, 2011


Dewitt's "celebration-photo" today
I ever so often go even further in my question about "being received or not".
I keep thinking of every lovely little flower, of all the shining human eyes,
of the colorful soap-bubble, I just saw, of the singing tristrams on my roof,

Why is it, that I am not content with all this beauty just being there?
Why do I project my need for being received even on golden wheat?

"you've raised a most important issue, that of being received or not.
Denial is experienced in rejection, exclusion, or not being received...
 Love is experienced in acceptance and inclusion, in being received."
I know the answer: I myself am still not receiving all my feelings!
Waking up in the morning, what do I do with the flood of feelings
,
connected to a dream, to yesterday's experiences, to today's fears?
Or to the fact, that I don't know yet "the joy that forgot its cause"?
The sung prophecy "Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk among each other,
and he listens      and he hears" manifests
with my starchildren Gal and Tzippi
"I screamed at my Altzheimer-sick mother. How can I accept this in myself?"
Except for Boris, my Arad starchildren no longer live in Arad, which has become a defamed town.
But I live her and I celebrate the town, and I like the graffitis in "the Street of Charm and Grace",
"Yah, Love is all we have ~ 17
(?) ~ smile like nature does, or smile as your natural way of being"
Were the four letters of F... painted before this smile or after? What is the complementing contrast of what?

"Abraham" (1999) e-mail quote on July 18, 2011


Always, when you know what you don't want,
that's when the rocket of desire is born
of     w h a t     y o u     d o    w a n t .
That is the fruit of your experience.
Now pluck it and savor it and enjoy it.
Visualize it, and find the feeling place of it.
And live happily ever after,
once you get the hang of this.

And this is what I want: to find my JOY in the very flow of my feelings
from breathing in ~ to breathing out ~ to breathing in ~ to breathing out.

Like in the second - more general - stanza of my "Shekhinah-song":
Enwrap me, my Shekhinah, in Your feeling!
Free every judgment about how
I am feeling right now,
panicky to get away from You!

Free me and enwrap me!
For all my joy is in the very fact that I feel!
For all my joy is in the very fact that I feel!

[see Nourishment>July 1, 2011 and in SongGame]

Today in the 4-days a week TV program
"Making a new order",
one of the 6 interviews was
with two charming girls about

"O N E   A C T I O N   a   D A Y ",
"when many   p e o p l e
do something small,
a critical mass is created
that will lead to change."
- an Internet-Campaign of   p e o p l e
who don't fight against, but work in favor of... ,
and not for a goal too-big-to be achieved by most people,
but for something that can truly be achieved.
It is as if they know what was channeled to me in 1988:



P E O P L E

 

Arad, Tuesday, July 19, 2011

At 10:15 PM the starchildren, Tzippi and Gal, flushed through my open door ,
while I was lying on my bed and watching TW, the 6th & last part of a series:
"the Jewish Mysteries of Christianity", by the religious Jew Simcha Jacobovici
"Jesus in the boat didn't cross the Kinneret, but the Mediterrenean till Gibraltar".
My mind and soul were so fascinated, that I asked: "Can you wait till the end?"
They said yes, but , of course, my hole
"I should fulfill people's expectations", see
attracted a trigger, and this in turn triggered Gal into triggering my bigger hole.
"I've rarely seen such a boring program!" (
my hole:"nobody knows my Jesus-story"),
which in turn triggered the "real issue" in Gal: "I'm without to'elet (usefulness)",
which was a result of the encounter with Hathra, whom they had just visited.
Tzippi, who was not triggered, but agreed to Gal's blame: "you're pressured",
helped us to move and to heal - first my emotions - and when I was whole,
I, too, could support Gal, till she could shed a flood of tears and then smile:
"That you say, 90% of humankind don't feel "useful", actually comforts me!"

It was then, that I could listen to what they had experienced with Hathra.
[See my lesson , sculpted in Nourishment>The Inner Child>May 27-31, 2011
Since the three of us agreed with Hathra's father, that it would be a mistake
to marry a man who lied to me about being a married man with 7 children,
yes, to marry at all, while she has not even taken first steps
towards realizing her dream fo becoming a radio-moderator.
But when we analyzed all that had happened according to Hathra's report,
and all that had been said among these 3 starchildren in the Zealot's Valley,
we also could see the sparks in the dark:
Hathra's stamina (she stopped eating for a week, till she fainted and Yahia agred),
which might help her to face her husband and follow her true path.
After all, Hathra will MOVE out of that sticky swamp, the "Biq'ah"
When -6 weeks ago - I had confronted Muhammed, her future husband:
"You say, you have no dreams, you and Hathra are not equal",
he said:
"So either she will follow me or I shall follow her!"
Maybe our task was only to stir up all the actors in that drama
(this included the driver, who picked up the girls on their way to the Valley:
It was Suleiman, Yahia's younger brother, and they met Hitaam, his wife,
who comes from a more developed background and speaks Hebrew well).
May Hathra love herself and radiate self-love on all her people!

I'm quoting from last day's sculpture

The sung prophecy
"Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk among each other,
and he listens      and he hears" manifests
with my starchildren Gal and Tzippi

Following our seeming failure with Hathra
Tzippi sang and taught me a popular version of Rabbi Tarfon's slogan,
which I learnt for the first time from my teacher Reinhold Mayer in 1959:


"It's not up to you to complete all the work, but neither are you free to get away from it!"
[Talmud, Pirke Avot 2: 19 -
the song is inserted also in SongGame]

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Light as a Feather and flowing-floating in a Boat
When I put "Jesus ~ Boat" into my "Search" to check, if I had mentioned this outstanding story [see an analysis] before,
[what also intrigued me, is, that the myth seems to be based on the myth of Jonah, - I would like do research on this myself]
I came across two columns, sculpted on February 3, 2011, one tells about my encounter with Tzippi in Jerusalem;
the other contains quotes from a channeling by Archangel Michael, which now touched me even more than then.
It does not tell of the boat of Jesus, but of
"the boat of millions of years" as the Ancients called Planet Earth."
Excerpts of that long story about my - so rare - visit in Jerusalem
....
Which brings me back to Aya, and the cohabitants of Lior and Tzippi in a rented flat in Jerusalem, – Hanaani and Shaqed. All Four are visited often by neighbors and friends like Aya and Achinoam.
It was on my second evening, when I – in my constant dilemma - "should I make myself available and risk to trigger them, or should I be content with what I had achieved already concerning Lior and Tzippi and simply stay in Lior's room – chose the former. I heard Lior and Aya, Tzippi's friend, and Achinoam, Aya's friend, in the room of Tzippi. Tzippi had gone out to the very special "Soup-Restaurant", where she works and where we had been the night before. Just before Tzippi had finished her first treatment (a holistic body-mind-soul method - July 19, 2011:
she now finished her 4 year course in biorgonomy and is a certified teacher, but still has two more years to go in her university studies of becoming an anthroposophic kindergardener) of a friend in her room, "first" meaning, that she now feels confident that she can minimize her job as a waitress and build up her personal work as a therapist. Before that friend was due, and before I went out to travel to the graveyard of my mother, Tzippi came and showed me two pretty cloths, which she wanted to hang up so as to separate her bed etc. from a space for treatment, a mattress on the carpet. When she demonstrated, what she had in mind, I – a born "architect of the interior" – showed her, how she could improve her idea a lot. She was grate-full and was happy, that I had a part in her new way, not only by supporting her determination and courage, but also by helping her set up the exterior stage. After more than 3 hours of treatment ("Tzippi be careful with setting boundaries!") she left, preparing the mattrass for Aya and Achinoam to sleep on, since she would return only after midnight.

......and so I took my mobile phone and went to Tzippi's empty room in order to sculpt an SMS with utmost caution.
It so happened, that Aya came in to use Tzippi's separate bathroom, and when she came out again, she said to me: "Why don't you join us in the livingroom?" I was surprised, I was glad, I was doubtful, but I joined them : Hanaani, Aya and Achinoam.
....Just when Lior parted from me to go to her studies in the Sam Spiegel school for cinema, Tzippi got up from bed , and just then – Aya came back to the house of the Four. .
After a last and short dialog with Tzippi– who agreed wholly with what I pointed out: "you also escaped a bit from me, didn't you?" "Yes, I know, I know, I'm in some kind of regression, I'm not in touch with my feelings as I used to be. That's why you had to come here to remind me", Aya joined us , and I immediately used the chance for "REPLAY".

"Aya, I feel ashamed about two scenes yesterday: when we were sitting in Tzippi's room and entered a discussion about the Essenes, that Dead Sea Sect, and their purpose, ..............

This was the moment to ask for her forgiveness. "I'm very sorry, Aya, and even though I then turned to you and agreed with you about the pretty Arabic meaning of the name, I know, that I had been insensitive towards you."

It was time for me to go....and both Tzippi and reconciled Aya wanted to accompany me to the busstation. At some moment, when we were alone, Tzippi said: "This was a very good process – that you could share with her, where you erred!"

Yes, indeed! Even though it's "classical", that someone attracts from me, what s/he is afraid of – I am an aspect of her, since we are one, and she has attracted me not only as a trigger, but also as the one, who helps her heal the hole that was triggered!

....
The Divine Feminine Energies
and the Embrace of the Cosmic Mother

Beloved Family of Light,
as you have moved towards this process of Cosmic Harmonic Alignment,
you have been assisted by the supportive Love and Nurturing of the Great Mother,
the Divine Feminine,
through the waves of the incoming Shekinah Light. ...
you begin to experience the Embrace and the Love of the Great Cosmic Mother
who was known to the Ancients as Ma'at.
Ma'at is the One who holds the Cosmic Balance of All That Is.
Her name is pronounced "Mayat" or "Maia", and her "children" are the Mayans,
those who are the Galactic Keepers of the Wisdom of Time and Balance. ...

The Symbol for this Great Being of Light is a Feather!

This indicates that she is the "Lightness" of Being
and that she Floats and Flows with the Cosmic Winds of Creation. ..
To enter into her embrace is to enter into the Heart of All That Is,
and to experience the Lightness of Being
and the Flow of Cosmic Time
within the "boat of millions of years"

as the Ancients called Planet Earth. ...
[see my 1989 song, "light Iam and I am light",
but so far it's been only theory....]

When Ma'at enters your life she assists you...
to maintain that Lightness of Being
and to Flow with the Winds of Creation and the Cosmic Waves of Light
from the Great Cosmic Heart that initiate Creation and Evolution in the Light.
Beloved Ones, it is possible to ride these Cosmic Waves of Light
with the Elegance and Grace of a Feather in the Wind,

if you just allow yourself to be supported and all times by Divine Love and Grace."


This message is inserted on a page with a long quote from the violet RUOW book:
"This is why We must have both
understanding    a n d    feeling
to have life at all.

I have objective understanding
but without Will, there is no love.
The Will has love to give in response to My light
and it is not wrong to assume that without Will presence,
there is no love.
"

"the boat of millions of years"? - The boat with the Fourteen (including Rembrandt himself?)
[the only seascape, which Rembrandt painted, "It was the biggest art theft in US history and stays unsolved since 1990"]


"Abraham" , e-mail quote on July 19, 2011

As you look for a better-feeling way
to approach whatever you are giving your attention to;
as you continue to ask yourself from your ever-changing vantage point, "What is it that I do want?"
Eventually you will be standing in a very pleasing place
—for you cannot continually ask yourself what it is that you do want without your point of attraction beginning to pivot in that direction.
The process will be gradual,
but your continued application of the process
will yield wonderful results in only a few days.

See also another sculpture today, July 19, 2011- in the frame of my "eye-work": strong eye and weak eye - a metaphor for strong people and weak people? A troubling question!

See the closure of this page - my Hebrew letter to Tzippi and Gal on July 20, 2011- in "Firing the Grid", which applies, what Rabbi Tarfon teaches me:
"It's not up to you to complete all the work, but neither are you free to get away from it!"
[Talmud, Pirke Avot 2: 19]


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Continuation of "More Nourishment in 2011" in ~~~~~ Heaven on Earth 1