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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
and - by extension - all of CREATion!" |
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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June 21
SHABBAT, SUMMER SOLSTICE, - at Arad
back
to past ~~~~~ forward to future
The FOCUS of MY INTENTION
TODAY
Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want,
then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what
may!
I
desire that Hathra's SOS
from her desert night in the Zealots Valley:
"I want you to teach me Hebrew!"
will be answered NOW by the right person, and that my strict
refusal will birth her own powers!
I desire that Diana,
who keeps asking for help concerning her healing-into-wholeness
process,
will keep up her utmost restraint in drawing on me and instead
draw out her own resources.
I desire that the women, men & children, who - beyond life
- agreed to be actors in my drama,
will mature towards wholeness and from there towards co-creating
Heaven-on-Earth-in-Body
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image of the
day: Itamar's photo on Grandma-Day, June 17, symbolizes the
Summer Solstice tonight
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hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
8:10
My Body,
my Partner,
my God
At about 9:40 PM all of a sudden my groin's joint was so "out
of sync",
that I could move between computer, bed and toilet.
only with pain and intense contraction of the muscles around
the joint.
It was like in that night after Grandma-Day at Mazkeret Batya
2006_01_26,
before Samira's birthday and as a sign that
my work with them had to end.
Then, when I woke up, I saw the "coincidence" with
Hathra's call before!
I give thanks to you that you sent me such a strong sign of
alarm,
even though I didn't fall into the trap of Hathra's "I
want you to teach me!"
And I give thanks for the familiar functioning of our groin
joint this morning!
I am grate-full for this Shabbat
in the al-one-ness of my castle in Arad.
I am grate-full for the little joys
which walking and working in my tiny garden give me.
I am grate-full for the way through the Wadi
of Compassion
to and from the pool,
and to those who provide and maintain the
pool of Arad.
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Solstice
"Solstices occur twice a year, when the
tilt of the Earth's axis is most oriented toward or away from the
Sun,
causing the Sun to reach its northernmost and southernmost extremes.
The name is derived from the Latin sol (sun) and sistere (to stand
still), because at the solstices,
the Sun stands still in declination;
that is, its apparent movement north or south
comes to a standstill."
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Nebo-LetGo
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2008_02_09
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Nebô-LetGo
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2008_06_21
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LETTING-GO
21 years of "lekh-lekhâ"
in the footsteps of Abraham
Vision about Peace
through Economy in the Desert
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Preface
to the Hebrew -Sculpture-in-Words
First Stage: Training towards the "landing"
of the Vision-
building,
living, driving the Bus, my mobile Home
Second Stage: Development of a model of a
t e m p o r a r y Hosting
Business in the Desert: "Succah in the Desert"
Third Stage: Development of a model of a
m o b i l e
Hosting
Business in the Desert: the "Pyramidion"
Where to now? Realization through Healing:
I have to heal and
wait until I can accept my shame "in my womb"
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Continuation of :
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Third Stage:
Development of a mobile model
of a hosting business in the desert:
Ohalah- Rihlah - Pyramidion |
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A Desert Hosting Business
is the nucleus of a vision about peace
through an SPS Desert Economy.
SPS is the treasure or resource of the Desert:
Space, Purity, Silence,
for which there is great demand
in a crowded, noisy, polluted world
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Much later it turned
out,
that the model of the "temporary hosting business"
was ------flawed!!
The leasing of land tempts people to take hold: "this
is mine!!"
But I didn't yet know that when I parted as a hostess
from the Succayah.
This was on Succot 1994.
There was an excellent team there then and I said
to them:
"Either
you can manage the model without me,
or the entire vision was a mistake!"
I lived around a hill in my bus, I asked for a room
in the office in town,
but I did not even use the vehicles of the business,
but drove to town by bike, 7 km up and down the hills.
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2008_07_12-
A sculpture in honor of the Hill of the Angels' Flight
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This
is the place,
which the sculptor Dani Qish and I prepared
for the first Succah
in early January 1990,
Dani:
"There is such good energy!"
Rachel:
"Exactly because of this energy
people should come here
yet not stay here,
but I don't want to interfere
with your creativity!"
A month later
- in a terrible storm -
the succah was blown away
by "the flying Angels".
I had first met them,
when in December
I climbed up this hill,
named "877" on the map (877
m high),
which overtowered the wadi,
which "was appointed"
as the place
for the model
of the Desert Economy SPS-based Hosting
Business.
That foggy morning
I was deeply depressed
concerning the realization of my vision.
Suddenly a saying
I had once heard
resonated inside:
"Angels
fly
because they take themselves so lightly!"
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My Office of "Succah
in the Desert" at Mitzpe-Ramon |
 Rachel
will no longer re-create herself on the Hill
of the Angels' Flight |
May the Angels, flying on the
Hill (to the left)
guard my model, the Succayah, until the time will be
ripe... |
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On Pesach 1996 I
also parted from
"the Company for the Realization of desert Resources",
or
"DESERT RESOURCES COMPANY. LTD
For utilizing the Comparative
Advantage of the Desert:
SPACE, PURITY, SILENCE (SPS) "
an " LTD Company
for the Benefit of the Public"
established on 16.2.94 and registered via a volunteer
lawyer: David Sandowski,
Jerusalem.
This Company was founded together with Gadi
& Efrat Lybrook,
as a framework for realizing the whole vision:
the development of SPS-compatible Technologies,
Water, Electricity, Sewage,
Building Materials,
the Encouragement, Training and Guiding of "Hosts"
and the establishment of thousands of "Midbaryas"
[i.e. regional councils,
of which each would include 12 "Succayah"s
and a Midbaron, an SPS Desert village]
in the Negev of Israel and in the World
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Gadi & Efrat
agreed to manage
"the Company for the Realization of desert Resources"
and to be 'omnim' [foster
parents] of the Succayah
though they lived in Tel-Aviv
until 1998
I demonstrated on my own body
that a succayah has neither "owners" nor
"directors" !!
Because of the temptation
to take hold of "the land"
which "is not to be sold permanently",
[Leviticus 25:23]
see now the
2012 song Nr. 8 at the end of the Intro
to Healing-k.i.s.s.
and because of the experience,
that hosts get worn out and tired of granting "soul"
to their guests,
the Succayah is not meant to have "directors",
but "Omnim",
according to Moses' complaint
against God [Numeri
11:12]:
"Have I conceived all this
people? have I begotten them,
that thou shouldest say unto me,
Carry them in thy bosom, as a nursing
father beareth the sucking child?"
But now it is clear,
that there won't be Succayahs and there won't be "0mnim".
There will be "Pyramidions"
in private ownership, on public land.
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2008_07_12
- A sculpture dedicated to the growing closeness, then
partnership, then friendship
between me and the Lybrock family, 1991- 2007
including the temporary partnership
and neighborhood between the Lybrocks and my children
Immanuel & Ruth Rosenzweig (1994-1996)
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It
was in 1991,
when Gadi and Efrat Lybrock made a trip
and "by chance" discovered the sign
"Succah in the Desert".
They came and since then visited often
and helped me with work, photos for free
and encouragement.
"When do you think,
the Midbaron will be realized?"
"Maybe in 2 or 3 years!" I
said
and Gadi prompted: "Sooner".
My Midbaron
has still not manifested,
but after 12 years Gadi and Efrat accepted,
that the small town Mitzpe-Ramon,
to which they moved finally in 1998,
could be developed
into a
kind of Midbaron.
These are the first photos
-the one with Efrat & me still in black&white-
which Gadi took in the Succayah.
By then they had only 2 children:
Maya and Nimrod |
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Maya at the age of five
surrounds the Abraham-Succah (1991) |
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Despite
my dire warning,
not to enter a business partnership with my
children
(who are fantasticly creative but cannot handle
money...)
the two couples founded "IMRU-BOROCHOV"
("imru = Immanuel-Ruth" , "Borochov"
the name of the photo-studio of Gadi and Efrat
in famous Shenkin Street in Tel-Aviv.)
I don't
know who decided that my son should also become
something like the administrator of Succah in
the Desert,
and Gadi - without asking me - allocated money
for his salary.
Soon the Succah was indebted, for the first
time,
and later Imru-Borochov went bankrupt....
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The famous landrover,
which Gadi - "Photo-Studio Borochov"
- bought for the desert,
even before the partnership with Succah in the
Desert became official.
Later the Succah symbol ornamented the vehicle. |
Little Maya Lybrock grew
up with "Succah in the Desert".
always afraid that once it would be replaced
by "banks
and supermarkets". |
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Nov.
1995: After a painful failure
to move the bus opposite the "Midbaron",
in order to make a statement, that I now wanted to realize
the greater vision,
I left the bus at the confluence between the Succayah
wadi and the Zin-Wadi,
as far away to the outskirts of the Succayah as permitted
by the authorities.
In February this spot was flooded for 2 hours like on
Gadi's photo 2 years later.
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My son Micha came to visit
during my 5 months at the confluence |
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Together
with my maturing
towards an absolute separation from the Succayah
as well as from the Company for Desert Resources,
I got "the message",
that I was "to go down to Sinai",
"to go down" physically and metaphorically...
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There in Sinai,
in 1996, I developed a model
of a "mobile hosting business",
and it is this model which will promise
the beneficial and economic integration between Adam&Adamah,
HuMan&Land.
"Succah in the Desert" - today - is nothing
but a bridge
to the present economy which disdains the law of the
Torah,
which once was also the principle of the "Jewish
National Fund":
"And the land is not to be sold permanently!"
[Leviticus
25:23]
"The owner"
of a business might expand
and thus violate the balance between Adam and Adamah
and destroy the SPS resource
which is the very basis of an economy in the desert.
Nor can such a business ever be viable, if 127 000
NIS
have to be paid for leasing the land, as it is at
present.
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Its
function as a bridge today also explains,
why Abraham Dror, who adopted Succah in the Desert in
1998,
does NOT "go out" , as the rule of the model
demands,
but "guards the embers", as we say in Hebrew. |
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I
fixed my "lekh-lekhâ"
from "Succah
in the Desert" for Pesach, April 1996
It was as if I had to reverse
the "Exodus",
instead of "going out" from Egypt, I prepared
"to go down" to Egypt |
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Days I parked outside
the Alpaca Farm in order to repair my mobile home.
To get the money for this
I begged for donations from my friends all over Israel,
22000 NIS.
Despite the proper repair of the bus I was refused the
prolongation of my license:
"the Dodge
model of 1974 is too old!"
Without a license....
I drove to Kibbutz
Lotan... which gave refuge to my bus. |
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David
Troim visited me during the 40 days there, before I would
drive the bus down to the Ramon-Crater
- the most scaring drive ever, and after I hadn't driven the
bus for 6 1/2 years outside the Succayah. |
On
July 3, I crossed the border to Sinai by foot,
without knowing where to and for what purpose.
But already on Rosh Hashanah, on Sept. 14, 1996, a "Pyramidion"
was ready.
6 guests from 6 countries lodged in 6 tents in the "Table-Wadi".
And 3 Bedouins from El-Arish were trained by me
as hosts and as owners of a "Rihlah", a "Pyramidion". |
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Again:
Unlike a temporary business
which needs leased land,
a Pyramidion business is mobile:
It has owners, but the land is public land |
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My own tent - third generation
R&D - with a solar panel,
which provided light and a fan for my visitor, David
Troim.
Ahmed Sawarqa and Abdul-Aziz,
my trainees,
and intended owners of the first "Rihlah"
or "Pyramidion" |
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The beauty of the 3rd generation
tents,
which we had sown together....
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One of our first guests
was
Prof. André Nayér from Bruxelles...
We were proud, but my trainees were so frightened,
that they disappeared before he came...
There was still more to learn for me
with regard to human fears... |
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Abdul-Aziz and the third host, Muhammed,
walk down the Table Wadi
to bring water from a cistern near the beach |
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After 3 weeks the news about those tents spread among
the local Bedouins.
Four species of Police! Threats! Prison for the Bedouin
hosts! Heartbreak!
We moved the business to the beach, when Ahmed Sawarqa
was in detention.
"But why did you succumb to them!"
he screamed when he returned.
Everything fell to pieces, my 3 partners went back
to smoke grass the whole day.
I, too, collapsed. Ahmed pleaded with me: "Go
to your country and rest!" ~~~ I rested.
I got hold of 5000 NIS from Gita
Sherover of Beit
Gabriel at the Lake of Tiberias
for paying my debt to Polysack
at Kibbutz Nir
Yitzhak,
from where I had bought the netshade for the tents,
I prepared an advertising brochure, bought another
small solar panel,
and within 5 weeks I returned - loaden with equipment
- to the Sinai border.
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Finetuning
to my Present on
June 21, 2008
19:21
I must give at least a tiny expression
to all the grief which wells up in me,
while I translate and edite these sculptures -
each of them, as I said, is nothing but an overview
of a volume of information,
of a saga of experiences and feelings,
much suffering and a little satisfaction....
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The
official checked my passport:
"You are not permitted to
enter Egypt!"
I ran wild until the brought the Israeli liason (female)
officer.
The sequence of the drama
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In May 1995, I had crossed the border to Egypt, without
a passport.
This time my fear of becoming crazy, which plagued
me until the age of 40,
became a fact which the interrogators in the detention
of El-Arish understood well:
"It was a protest out of
pain against your country!"
The blame on the part of the
Israel Authority for Nature Reserves, and from
a "friend":
"You violated the law",
in this case: "you planted
a tree in the desert!"
reminded me always of the scorn which my husband spilled
over "German obedience":
"Rasen betreten verboten"
- "to step on the lawn is forbidden".
I felt as if I had no place in the world, not in Germany
and not in Israel.
Ahmed Sawarqa, too, had crossed the border
as a protest against his country,
and in the very same area,
only into the opposite direction.
The Egyptians had uprooted the orchard of his
father
and established army barracks on his land.
The difference is,
that Ahmed sat in an Israeli prison for a year,
and for the same "crime" in an Egyptian
prison for another half year.
"It was then, that
I stopped to feel anything.
Even towards my mother I no longer felt love."
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I was let free after 3 nights,
and the judge of the court said;
"Now you may come to Egypt
often, but bring a passport with you!"
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When I began to cross over to
Sinai every two weeks anew, as demanded by Egypt,
I - for no reason of which I was aware - always showed
my German passport,
in which the German authorities had refused to change
my former name:
Rachel Rosenzweig.
So why did I suddenly show my
Israeli passport???
In the course of the days- the months - the years
I came to understand the message:
"You went down
to Egypt and encouraged the
bruised reed and the smoldering wick,
not
in order to succeed and realize a vision, but in order
to experience!"
[ A bruised reed he will not break, and a smoldering
wick he will not snuff out. ]
Isaiah
42:3 See
also my song: Bruised reed and smoldering wick
And therefore, when I had exhausted
the experience, Sinai was blocked for me.
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May it suffice to mention only
technical result of the experience:
We developed a right model for "SPS Economy in
the Desert",
a mobile hosting business: Rihlah, Ohalah, Pyramidion!
The projects and attempts to realize
the vision in the following years
created many down-to-earth creations, but all of them
were destroyed...
Despite of this they deepened and sharpened the "Pyramidion
Vision".
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2002 Reconstruction of the way
I sowed the first tent of the third generation
in the Table-Wadi
during 3 days in the heat of July
1996
after I had received 3 bamboo-poles
as a gift from "Basata"
and had brought with me from Israel
the familiar black netshade
and the newly developed silvery netshade
bought from Polysack
at Kibbutz Nir
Yitzhak,
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The one tent, erected next to the shack of Abdul Aziz
- today the place is called "Bamboo-Beach" because
of the bamboo-poles of the tent,
but I'm told that the tent is no longer there.
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