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InteGRATion into
GRATeFULLness
Singing&Sounding keeps me Sound
2007_09_20
- Song 2011_08_12- Masterchef 2011_08_12-13 - MIKA |
Masterchef -4th page:
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I,
Christa-Rachel, Immanuel's mother, have been healing, learning and creating through "Healing-K.i.s.s." since 10 years. That it was erased on..... Christmas 2008 was a sign: "no longer create new pages! but add new creations to existing pages! [up to maximum 1300 KB size per page]" The purpose was revealed only N O W: Humankind is p a s s i n g from linear time and separateness to spherical 'time' and ONEness! |
and other Childrens' Songs
2007_09_20 |
Hebrew
Chilren Song |
I dedicate
this song to Leila
Simes, a Palestinian (former) friend in England, who fled with her parents from Haifa during the war of 1948. She still could sing this song, when we met in 1979. |
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This is sung to the kind of dance, |
From
K.i.s.s.-Log 2008, April 22
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From
K.i.s.s.-Log 2008, Juli 13 A children's
song on the Prophecy of Love Day
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From K.i.s.s.-Log 2008, Juli 16
song of the day [but
see the change in the last stanza created on July 26]
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2009_11_19
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RE-Creation-in-slow-motion Masterchef Israel Summer 2011 |
On Immanuel's profile on the Masterchef website now appears a photo which I made of the "two masterchefs" in January 2010, inserted on July 11, 2011
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"there is no human who doesn't have a story, if
you peel him off,
but the story is not told by her or him, but by the food,
declares Chaim Chen proudly: "And this, this is
'Masterchef'!"
[Freud next to Immanuel...] |
The following images were cropped from a video [how is it called?] which can be seen separately on the Masterchef website, though it contains excerpts from the 10th program of "Masterchef". Most pictures which I cropped, can be seen in similar , but not identical scenes on SongGame 2007_09_28 |
"and with a few of my impulses" |
"I
struggled with the time... |
"You thought outside the box... |
"We enjoyed your dish very much... |
"You are touched." "Yes" |
"from memories and from the years that passed" | "I'm not yet free ... |
to
the
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2011
En-JOY-ing
and growing with Mika and my Family following the documentation "Mika's Heaven on Earth", inserted since Song Game 2007_01_01 |
continued from "Grandma's 73rd Birthday celebrated at Shoham on Shabbat-Eve, August 12, 2011"
While we eat the goodies |
Ayelet had initiated
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I'm a bit triggered by this
picture which Efrat insisted to take,
[See
more pictures, which Efrat and Immanuel took with Immanuel's camera, from
SongGame 2007_10_10 onward]
while I followed her invitation, to voice "ten thanksgivings",
"not
73, only 10!"
I phrased the thanksgivings as concisely as possible,
still it seems to have been difficult for my "actors" to listen
to me,
at least in this position, where they couldn't realy look at me.
[I always
explain, that I need people's eyes in order to perform the talking that is
expected from me.]
I'm glad for Yael's attentive look, ~~~ and don't even Ayelet, Ronnit, Micha
and Ra'ayah "look"?
And Mika, here in Elah's arms, seemed to have caught my first thanksgivings,
which I repeated in the end:
"I'm
grateful for the fact, that despite my enormous difficulty with life and living
I did stay alive
and in recent years I even enjoy living, though only to a certain degree
and not - as I watch most people's fervor to live - with "all my heart".
Mika said to her mother and she repeated it to me: tell
Savta, that life is beautiful!
2 hours after I had sculpted this passage - on August
23, 2011 - I opened the link which Immanuel had sent me
6 min. "TED"
where someone shares how he understood - in the last minutes before his planed
crashed -what is important in life.
If "being a good dad" is the most important thing, what is it, once
your children are grown up and they need you only "by the way"?
But listening to this young man, I realized again, how I myself never "postponed"
any goal,
and if I did not "savor" enough what I wanted and could have savored,
it was because of my incapacity to enjoy life as long as others were suffering.
And if today - though free of that pattern - I cannot savor everything as
I would like to savor it,
I try to accept and "womb" my incapacity, without judging myself.
Boris just called me -[my worry that he - the only one from whom I really
expected a blessing on my birthday, had not done so] asking:
"You probably know, what you want for your next
year!" "Yes, but it is not for the phone!" "Is it on your
website?" "What do you think?"
So I want to phrase it again [see
on Aug. 15, in Heaven-to-Earth-4] : I want to BE with my feelings,
since my joy is in the very capacity to FEEL,
as sculpted so poignantly in the songs "itfini
- since all the joy is in the very feeling" and "The
Time you Take to just be with your feelings."
Continuation of
"Masterchef" and of
"Grandma's
73rd Birthday" in SongGame
2007_09_20