The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries


[If you look for a word on this page,
click ctrl/F and put a word in "find"]


I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

 

NOAH'S

Noah's Diary-Intro and Links
VISION

19th Day of Realization

silence
is not
sound
for me
now!
sound
for me
now
is
SOUNDING

Click and listen
to Noah's
hot sulphur spring!

2003_12_16-18

HOME PUZZLE PIECES GUIDE MEEM EDITED GODCHANNEL A TIME to HARVEST CONTACT

 

Noah's Diary- 19th Day of Realization
Third Page

"Water in the Wilderness"

 

... and rejoicing in the yet streaming waterfall of the Yishai (Jesse) desert river.


Down the road to the south I entered the army dust road back north, along the shore.
It's from there, that H. and E. had brought me on the 29th of November,
and Yuval and Paz a week later.
Now this would have been impossible.
Five canyons carved into the road by the crossing rivers may be too deep even for a jeep.
[It's a pity, that here again, I didn't succeed in conveying the diffences of height with my camera.]


Heavy stones tossed into the road by the first and second crossing rivers


The photo tries to convey, how this river, which ran towards the shrub above the Sea, didn't care one bit about the road for human cars

Two views of the waterfall,
that comes down the road close to the border sculptures,
and its spill of stones onto the dust road towards the peninsula.

Closer to the peninsula the road became muddy and difficult to pass even for a walker

I reached the peninsula,
retraced the shape of Noah's future pond, wiped out by the rain,
took a photo from a new perspective,
starting with a water puddle, through to what visitors call "the memorial",
a driftwood tamarisk trunk in the middle of the future pond,
up to my cave.
And then I reached what I had been yearning for
when waiting for daylight in my wet, cold cave:
my hot sulphur spring.
OH what a delight!


The puddle is visible,
the memorial inside the pond,
which I envision as a replica of the ashes pond in BirkenAU, as well,
but who can discern my cave on the slope to the right?


Back on the road, I investigated the "harm" done by Noah's Waterfall.
The furrows carved into the road by "Noah's Fall"
were even wilder than the furrows further south.
I followed it, and lo! - it ended in another waterfall, i.e. a round rocky wall.
"Maybe, we could dig out the cistern-caves right here and not further up?"

Never, not for one minute, the vision of Noah's Shore leaves me alone.


 

Finally I turned back to climb up to my rock, and what do I see?
My cave in all its splendour, including the solar panel outside its southern side.


I had guarded this panel ever since I lived in my pyramidal tent at Metzoqee in 1998-99,
but dared to bring it here only after I had checked from above and from below,
that it could not be seen and therefore could not give me away to some authority.
And here - coming from the north - everything was displayed like on a silver-plate!

A shiver of fear and I relaxed.

"In your hands are my times" [Psalm 31,16] ,
is one of my favorite Biblical slogans,
and its continuation in another book:
"He that trusts, will not haste!" [Isaiah 28,16]
and its completion in a much later part of the same book:

"I, in its time, shall hasten it." [Isaiah 60:22]


Back in my muddy mess I had about five hours to accomplish chores,
which even for the physically strong woman I am, seemed to be too terrible.
I needed to complete the steps,
so I would be able to carry heavy loads to the road.
I needed to distinguish between what was dry and what was wet and muddy,
and to do so while having no space to spread things out,
and to pack the dirty things in a manner,
that I could get it home by bus from Jerusalem to Modi'in .
And - since more rain, more flooding in the Ein-Gedi area was announced -
I needed to find a place to store all the rest.

I will not bother you with the details of this unbelievable campaign,
for this it was - a campaign.
But I want to thank my Body for its unbelievable cooperation.

The day after I had to go to the doctor to get a health certificate for the pool.
The annual subscription, payed by my son,
when I became T's foster grandma a year ago,
had come to an end,
but since T could make use of his subscription only for 4 months,
the management suggested to add his 8 months
as another 4 months to my own subscription,
Though now I can swim in the Dead Sea as often as I want to,
I received the offer and agreed to bring the proof, that I'm fit for swimming.
The doctor was amazed at my blood-pressure (120/80) and my EKG,
and I was exalted and grateful for this result
of my breathing-moving-sounding my feelings.
Never, not even at the age of six, have I been so healthy and so fit as I am now.
It was, when I lived in my bus near the Egyptian border in Eilat in 1997,
that ten different ailments had conveyed my Body's message:
"I want to be your partner, not a tool to be used and misused!"
Thank you, Partner Body!

 

And then there happened also a little miracle
in addition to the miracle in the form of Ohad, his help and his car:
While already coming close to the road with the work on the steps,
two young guys asked from above about "the hot springs around here".
Impatiently I pointed to those 400 m north of the peninsula
and seeing that they wanted to climb down the slope, warned them.
Neither did I want them to break their neck,
nor did I want them to ruin the slope and make it uglier than it already was,
littered all over by the things watchers from above enjoy to toss down.
I was pressured and nervous and told them to please leave me alone.
But they drew me out anyway, and when they heard my plight,
they were clever enough to suggest, that they could carry up all my stuff.

So I led them down my steps - carefully since the steps were so very fragile -
and because of their help I had to carry up only the backpack with the laptop
and two more bags with heavily mudded stuff,
when Ohad called me via phone, saying, he had already arrived.




Three more people were sitting behind and since they took up a former conversation
I was free to finally relax and rest
and postpone the worry about how to get to Modi'in and to my flat.



One of the people was that Tamir, whose abode in the rocks we had visited last week.

While squeezed between multitudes of cars in the Jerusalem roads,
we exchanged experiences:
"When it's just raining, everything stays dry," Tamir told me,
" but when there is a "cloud-burst", nothing stays dry."
"So what happened to your abode tonight?"
I asked.
"Nothing, because here (some 17 km north of Noah's Shore) there was only light rain."
"Is a cloud-burst local to that extent?" I asked,
as if I hadn't understood already, that that cloud-burst had just one intention
to make the woman in the cave encounter "Water in the Wilderness"...
"That's special about the desert", he said.
"So what are you doing about not getting wet?"
"Nothing.
It doesn't happen often, though last winter it happened four times.
I just wait until everything dries.
But with your cave it's different.
The water floods you from below..."

 

After great traffic difficulties Ohad let me off at the central bus station.
There I was bending down among multitudes of people,
repacking my stuff into 3 "containers".
The biggest one was a gigantic bag, which I had sown of hand-woven towels ,
when I returned from 3 months in South India exactly 5 years ago,
for transporting all those cheap, wonderful gifts for my family and my partners.
Now, with the wet, mudded carpets and blankets in it, the bag was so heavy,
that even I, a veritable donkey in terms of carrying loads ever since my childhood,
could not lift it one inch and had to drag it on the asphalt to reach my bus-station.

When the bus came, I heaved it somehow into the luggage department.
Sitting comfortably inside, I thought my plight had come to an end.
But a journey of 26 km took the bus an hour and a half, so maddening was the traffic,
and the people all around me talked loudly on their cell phones, a maddening Babylon,
and last not least, a new fashion: next to the driver a flat television screen
showered mute, but flashy, candescent commercials over us, a maddening irritation.
I felt into all this and accepted the fact that I was reaching a breaking point.

But then there appeared a little angel on the present abyss:
I was the last traveler in the bus, and the driver - an Arab according to his accent -
somehow felt my plight.
He suggested to make a detour and let me off right in front of my door....

And another little angel:
It so happened that I had to call my daughter, just when I entered the flat.
It was about an organizational matter concerning Grandma Wednesday
Though I usually spare her reports about my present "Dead Sea escapade",
I told her, why I was back already, though it was only Monday.
That's when she suggested I bring her the part of the laundry
which could be packed into her washing-machine and dryer.
The three huge bags with muddy things still were a shock to her.

The heavier things, like the carpets and blankets, I washed myself.
I had to heat the boyler 3 times and wasted much water,
the physical effort needed was enormous once more,
and to find places to dry the things, demanded inventiveness.


But beyond and underneath all these hardships,

I felt deep joy about this intense encounter with "Water in the Wilderness"

and high satisfaction with this application of "Jacob's Wrestling with himself."




YHWH - It IS HAPPENING
y e s h  !    -   t here    i s  !