The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries

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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

 


A magnificent full rainbow appeared above the barbed wire of the once deadly fence,
when 57 people from 8 nations crossed this gate to BirkenAU on November 3, 2003.
Outside - under the birches, then bare and bleak, since any leaf would be instantly eaten,
women and children were herded together before being sent to the close gas-chambers.
Inside - the remnants of Crematorium IV, blown up by the "Sonder-Kommando" in 1944.
It was at a time, when 400 000 Jews from Hungary were exterminated within 2 months.

Those who were forced to do " the job " were mostly Jews from Salonikae in Greece,
who started their life-span of three (!) months "fresh", i.e. not yet emaciated by hunger.
"If someone refused, the head of his wife would be knocked into the fire and burnt."
Witnessed and told to me today - 2003_11_28 - by Helena Hammermesh ~~ in Israel.
  
"We were four women in the camp resistance,
Three of us worked in the ammunition factory.
It was the women, who were hanged,
for they had smuggled the materials
to the Sonder-Kommando
for making the bombs.

"Tell the world, Rachel, save Jewish dignity!
We were not sheep dragged to slaughter,
we were human and we were humane."

Already in 1986 I taped Helena's stories
about the small lights in the darkness,
resistance and support for each other,
self-respect and self-determination.


AU-schwitz-Birken-AU
Retreat - November 2003_11_3-10
 
The rainbow joins earth and sky ~ merges rain and sun,
and displays multiple, distinct colors of the ONE Light !
It is the sign of the Covenant between YHWH and Noah,
that never again will there be intent to blot out humans.
But there was this intent! There still are such attempts!
                "God" and  Wo/Man need to heal, grow, evolve,
                   towards aligning with the Rainbow Covenant.

 

 

NOAH'S VISION

     
  Grief and Grace  
  Preparing in Israel   Marian's Auschwitz-BirkenAU
  Preparing in Germany   Marian's Drawn Memories I-II
  Preparing in Polish Krakov   Harmeze - Harm&Harmony I-II
  Preparing in Jewish Krakov
  Christa-Rachel's List
The Ashes Pond I-II  

 

 

 

 

OUR  VOICES'  SHOFAR  around  the  EARTH




Preparing for Auschwitz
Israel>Germany>Krakau

 

GERMANY - Esslingen
[s. also Germany - Stuttgart]
re-read ten years after I saw my sister for the last time - Oct. 2003-2013

 

I wanted to use the chance to see my sister Ursel and her husband.
[Oct. 6, 2009: this turned out to be a precious "by-product" of my journey.
It was the last time I saw my sister!
a year later, on Nov. 6, 2004, Ursel suddenly died - in her sleep!]
They live near the Black Forest, some 35 km west of Stuttgart,
the city, where I was born in1938 as Eva-Maria-Christa Guth.
East of Stuttgart, at Esslingen, lives my classmate Barbara von Gottberg
These are the only three people in Germany with whom I communicate.
It was a short, but good meeting,
with the two couples, separately and together,
and with Esslingen, the town,
where I studied Church-Music in 1957.

In hindsight I see a deeper meaning in that "detour":
How could I have gone straight to Krakov and Auschwitz?
My road to AUschwitz-BirkenAU will forever start from both sides,
from the nation of the perpetrators and the nation of the victims.

My overall goal is to heal the split between spirit/mind-----body/feeling.
From this intention and commitment follows the next goal:
To transform victimhood ("qorbanut") into self-determination ("ribbonut").

Once someone asked a channeler on my behalf:
"Why did she choose to live among both these nations?"
"Because of the strength of emotions in these two."

South-Germany in 2003: four Germans in a typical old street and in a typical cosy restaurant:
Barbara, my class-mate - Ursel, my sister - Uli, Barbara's husband -, Martin, Ursel's husband



Barbara can hardly be called a typical German - she raised her children in South-Africa and to Israel she came time and again.
Not by chance did we sit next to each other in our last year in school, 1956-7, though we were hardly friends then.
Now she copes with cancer and has become for me a guardian angel.

These were the people I met in Germany on my journey to AUschwitz-BirkenAU.

There were two more aspects of Germany, which were "home" for me in my youth:
the beauty of landscapes and old cities, and the beauty of churches and the music in them.
It so happened - without planning - that I could savor the first in Esslingen and the second in Stuttgart.

Water - a little river

Water - a Bridge

Water - a Well

Water - River and Bridge

Water - Well
Young people in Love

With Noah's Vision always in my mind I examine Barbara's lift along the staircase in her house:
I already started (2003_11_26) to carve out the steps down the long, steep slope to the peninsula.
Could handicapped "Healing Guests" descend the slope in this way???


Before we parted from Barbara and Uli and the town of my College of Church Music,
my sister suddenly remembered,
that it was the evening of the weekly concert in the Stiftskirche in Stuttgart.
We made it just in time.