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52 days of Moving and E-volving Emotions Manual - 45th day, September 2002
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Light and Water, Spirit and Feeling,
and the folks that flock to the festival
and my Efrat orchestrating everything.
Despite 6 hours in busses and trains,
Rotem so muc6 hours
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The FELT days 169, 170, 171, 172 ~ of the next 15 FELT years
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of g e f u e h l t e - g e f u e l l t e Z e i t "inmitten der Ewigkeit", f e l t - f i l l e d t i m e "amidst eternity" from the beginning of my 76th till the completion of my 90th year [unless I'll die after all] The feeling chosen from a day is exhibited in max. 7 lines per day since August 28, 2013 On 6 days of the week I learn, but Shabbat is dedicated to my main feeling: grate-full-ness. Since feelings must be vibrated~ wombed, each day closes with a song, fitting the 7 lines To challenge myself like that -while not knowing what will be "staged" in my personal and in the world's drama till 2028 , exhilarates me! |
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February 22, 2014- OHEL 24 from among its 365 appearances in the Bible
Now I see this group in Israel from an even wider perspective: By living in tents, without land, houses or agriculture, t h e y B A L A N C E t h e r e s t o f I s r a e l , for all Israel and all humans are "actually" gerim, i.e. "sojourners/guests with me " Lev. 25:23, s. 2012Songs Nr.8 |
continuing: (22)
"Nebo-Let-Go"-slow
and "Nebo-Let-Go"
- in one go =2006:
a sculpture of 21 years of my exterior creating
Three "aetgars" were conducted with
young people (14-18) during the summer holidays of 1994, The first "aetgar" was the most challenging
one, not only because it was our first experiment, Not less scary was the fact,... see more
in the original composition. One of them, Natan, grandson of the famous
Israeli writer Aharon
Megged became a team-worker,
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Day 20- from among 42 days -ASK AND ACT All complimentary partners, designed to Harmonize Attune Heart and Mind to the Dream Seed growing within. ASK: So what then is it? ... what is True Now?
...to feel the Great-Full-Ness of Life coursing
through, All forms of questions, guidance and moment
to moment inquiries This is it.
Choosing to take Act-ION ... Act I On ... Action
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"Daily
practice and hindsight vision ... Your conscious
mind will become more in tune with the inner self You will experience
less conflict in your life As you learn to
recognize Trust in the process
of seeking within ~
Lynn Namka, 'Finding the small, still voice within.' |
our Kay
Zakkai on the sycamore tree and Jesus in Jericho: Luke 19 "...Jesus looked up, and saw him, and said unto him, Zacchaeus, make haste, and come down; for today I must abide at thy house.... And when they saw it, they all murmured, saying, That he was gone to be guest with a man that is a sinner. See in my book p.150 in Hebrew and p.136-7 in German See the coincidence: A message by "Matthew" [linked to today by Jean Hudon] about his life with "Jesus" , which is so similar to the story about Jesus in Right Use of Will, that I juxtaposed these stories in puzzle-piece 47 And finally: listen to my songs to Isaiah 53,11 Behold! My Servant will grasp it! and to Daniel 12,3 u-matzdiqeê ha-rabbim
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This morning's
book was
my own, the Hebrew version, yet the passage that opened - about that deep thinker who wrote "The Epistle to the Hebrews" in the New Testament, ignited an understanding, I never had since I wrote this context some 43 years ago: I appreciated the writer, as I always appreciated Jesus for having "lent himself" to function as a human , with whom people can identify as to his suffering, and from whom they feel redeemed from their "sins". Also the postcard of this Shabbat, showing one of my favorite scenes in the Jesus-story: Jesus in Jericho talking to that tax-collector Zakkai on the sycamore tree and Jesus' "making him righteous" (such a big quality of "God's Servant"), not by blaming, judging him, but by his solidarity: "Today I must be in your house". BUTTTTTTTT: Shouldn't the goal of "God's Servants" [plural!], throughout linear history be to show people, how they can live without being enslaved to sinning and suffering?????? And NOT by teaching "values" and how to be a good person, because as is obvious; being a good person, has not prevented people from suffering, to say the least. The opposite is true, the "better" people were, the more they suffered, rationalizing their victimhood. Psalm 34:16+20 Depart from evil, and do good .... Many are the ills of the righteous and - much, much, much worse, what they never took responsibility for - the stronger their "plus" became, the stonger the 'minus" in their environment, yes in humankind. The other great re-insight during the last days is the concept of "balance": Like the Rehabites' living in tents, not possessing any land, or the tents of the Mobile Desert Hosting Economy are not intended to wipe out, or replace people's clinging to city-life and market economy, but to balance it, thus I, a pioneer of Evolution in how to feel, how to heal, how to full-fill the main 3 needs, am not blaming, judging, wiping out the rest of humankind. I'll balance it, and by balancing it, the rest of humankind will gradually become balanced. [I also know, that many of the patterns which I hate, like the extreme consumerism of some of my children and grandchildren is a direct re-action to my own "extreme" non-consumerism.] "Ride with the waves, descend with the waves... balancing the flow." Beware of polarizing! Whatever you do, intent to balance. I hear the singing of the Haredim in the back of my house. As much as I see the danger in most of what the Haredim believe and do: I can admit, that with their singing they are balancing the rest of Israel who don't know what to do with their free time on Shabbat. |
the tent this morning, through my window across the "spring of the rock" From my book, p. 254 For surely it is not angels he helps, but Abraham’s descendants. For this reason he had to be made like them, fully human in every way, in order that he might become a merciful and faithful high priest ... and that he might make atonement for the sins of the people. Because he himself suffered, being tempted, he is able to help those who are being tempted. Hebrews 2:16-18 see the Greek original See also in "English Digests IV" of my book II.7 Jesus' solidarity with the sinners and the sufferers |
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February 23, 2014- OHEL 25 from among its 365 appearances in the Bible -------"Economy in the Desert"
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continuing: (23)
"Nebo-Let-Go"-slow
and "Nebo-Let-Go"
- in one go =2006:
a sculpture of 21 years of my exterior creating
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Day 21- from among 42 days - BUDDING HAIKU Dream Seeds root and
shoot; Create one, or create a few ... and share them .... Short yet power-filled, Haiku One formula for Haiku is this: There are many paths and formulas for creating
Haiku. |
"Haiku is
about inter-being.
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When
I watched the morning postcard, Oskar Kokoschka (Leuk und das Rhonetal, 1947, I, of course, saw mountains and valleys, and in them, though not in a desert, tents!. The morning book: my edition of Franz Rosenzweig's "Arbeitspapiere zur Verdeutschung der Schrift" opened at the song (coincidence with the "Haiku"?) of the prophetess Debora, probably the oldest passage in the Hebrew Bible, and though even Rosenzweig and Buber could not make much sense of it - what jumped into my eye (the hurting one... s. "felt day") was the triple appearance of the verb "y-r-d" -descended- of course from a mountain, Mount Tabor in the Land of Israel. B-R: Erwach, erwach, Debora, erwach, erwach, du bereds im Gesang!... Schon steigt hinab der Rest, mit den Edlen das Volk: DU, steig hinab mit den Helden!... von Machir stiegen Fuehrer hinab, ... Barak in die Ebne, gestreckt ihm zu Fuessen. Richter 5, 12-17 / Judges 5:, 12-15 |
To FR's comment (remember he could neither talk nor write!) "Gegen 'emeq spricht die Amalektheorie Rs" I explained: "Das Debora-Lied ist eines der aeltesten und eines der am schwersten verstaendlichen Stuecke der Bibel. -... 'emeq, "Tal" fuer 'amaleq findet sich schon in einigen Handschriften der Septuaginta.... - Dass R = der Redaktor der Bibel eine "Amalek-Theorie" hatte, vermutet FR wohl mit Recht. Nicht nur ist es dieses mysterioese Volk, gegen das allein eine Schlacht in all den Jahren des Auszugs aus Aegpten beschrieben wird (Ex. 17:8-16)Auch noch nach Amaleks Niederlage wird ein seltsam harter Fluch gegen es ausgesprochen: "Weg, wegwische ich das Gedenken Amaleks ringsunter dem Himmel...Kampf fur IHN gegen Amalek Geschlecht zu Geschlecht" (Ex.17, Dt 7:12)." I wrote much more but did not detect what/whom Amalek symbolize. |
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Dismantling
the tent in the garden a second time |
When
I approached the tent at 9:30, a honeysucker nourished itself from the
Aloe Vera in the tent. I ran for my camera, but... |
This
cap on the black tent underneath the silvery one served me well in the
rain on Rakhaf, in Oct.-Nov. 2004, but now it made it almost impossible
to lift the outer tent from above the inner tent. I almost collapsed...
and then disconnected the cap for now.... |
When I erected the tent on Rakhaf 2004-07-13, 2 men helped When I dismantled the tent, 2005-03-13, two girls helped |
February 24, 2014-OHEL 26 from among its 365 appearances in the Bible -------"Greed in the Desert"
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continuing: (24)
"Nebo-Let-Go"-slow
and "Nebo-Let-Go"
- in one go =2006:
a sculpture of 21 years of my exterior creating
THIRD STAGE
The last time I packed my personal pyramidal
tent, was on March 13, 2005.
Entry to an article, which Ram Eisenberg published about the Pyramidal Tent in "Architecture of Israel", in April 1993
HABITAT IN THE DESERT The tents .... are a retreat
from the overly stimulative life of modern society- Living in a tent means to actually
live in the environment,
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EXPLORING-Letting
Information float towards me Gadi: Because I was so fascinated by Ram's old article and how to make a composition of it, I simply couldn't bring myself to get up at 9:30 to go to the morning-pool. That was "guided", for at 10:15 I got a call from Gadi with amazing outcomes. Not Gadi, but Efi Peri, director of the Fieldschool of Har-Ha-Negev was elected as the Director of Tourism of the Municipalities Ramat-Negev and Mitzpe-Ramon. Gadi detected this by chance in the info-page of the Municipality of Mitzpe-Ramon. The 3 "electors" - Razi Arbel, Shmulik Rifman and Roni Meron did not think, that they should tell Gadi directly that he was not elected... Except for this outrageous shameful behavior (about which I'll share with Ezri Alon), which damages my hope for the work of this mission, Gadi is now certain, that his path is different - as came out lately - he will work for the project of "Excellency" of the "Reshut le-Pituch Ha-Negev", which suits him much better. when I told him about the second erection and dismantling of the tent he remembered a thought that had crossed his mind already several times: that I should make my vision public in his Jazz-Club, where they have relevant lectures about the desert every two weeks. We fixed March 11, - I should write a description with a picture until 2 days - and we would also visit together the Bedouin hosting business of of Salman, at Areekha, next to prison Nafkha, to which the NGO Keshet, founded by him and Efrat, his wife, years ago are channeling money, since Salman has not yet erected an NGO . So far I never heard of the Authority for the development of the Negev! I now inserted their "General Information", ridiculous as it seems to be... |
Day 22- from among 42 days -
.... Consider this:
It takes 21 days to create a habit. As you review these past three weeks, Consider recording your reflections, as well
as any recent ah-ha's, These entries will provide a power-filled record
of the journey, Ever onward, Beloveds. We created the 42 day Blooming Humans journey Beyond the personal benefits,
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Be prepared for a continuing amplification Much of our growth, thus far, has been in our
roots and shoots.
If you come to
a crossroads and don't know the best choice to make, The beautiful thing
about having an intention is ....~ Mastin Kipp, TheDailyLove.com |
DING
The
wondrous Irit-flowers, which I inserted on Febr.17 and luckily photographed once more, were eaten away today by sheep. I'm sad! It was so beautiful to watch these flowers grow, bud and blossom, one after the other. I glanced at the shepherd and finally expressed my distress. He didn't see my point. And I thought, how can I integrate the Bedouins in the Tents-Vision, if I can't bear that their animals eat the desert flowers? But that's exactly the problem not only with me! How will people and authorities, who care for the Protection of Nature, ever believe, that Man and Nature can live together? Tomer in London, not in Israel's desert: |
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February 25, 2014- OHEL 27 from among its 365 appearances in the Bible-------the tents of the people versus the temple of "God"
What is appeasing me in this long chapter about Salomon's celebration - according to the scholars a very late insert in the "History of the Kings", is, that at the end the people - who had come from all over the land of Israel - were sent "to their TENTS", as if they still lived in TENTS at that time. |
continuing: (25)
"Nebo-Let-Go"-slow
and "Nebo-Let-Go"
- in one go =2006:
a sculpture of 21 years of my exterior creating
Under an image
of "the hill of the Angels' Flight" , at the end of the
sculpture I wrote: |
Since
now the time is ripe, I want you, Angels on the Hill, to make Avi Dror understand, that my model has to be deleted physically !!! |
Day
23- from among 42 days - HUMANIFESTO Read through our Blooming Humans Dream Seed HUmanifesto. At the end of each stanza, breathe. Listen,
listen again, And so much more. |
Creator, Father Sky, Giver of All Life Changing Mother, Divine Mother Earth We take our Place in the Great Circle of Life, Our HeartFires ablaze,
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ENVISIONING Tents-Song - Shirat-ha-Ohalim |