I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution in
learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!! "I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
there is only one rushing-too-fast in my recording,
and it is exactly during the first half of the sentence, which is the most important for me: A time to embrace(rushed) and a time to refrain from embracing(normal
agin)
2009_08_24 I was searching for a song in SongGame 2007,
which would be fitting for "ROUND" , a song recorded in 2008 and
inserted in K.i.s.s.-log
Nov. 07
I find, that I rediscovered this song on Rosh-Hashanah, which was in that
year, 2008 - on Sept. 30.
Usually I open such links, to see, if there is something worthwhile to be
quoted about the song itself,
but this time I skipped it, being confused by all this "insert-work"
of songs, recorded in 2008-2009, in SongGame 2007
But then, when I surfed through the English songs of "Other
Authors", to find a suitable page,
I felt attracted to "Turn-turn" and saw, that it was inserted on
September 30, though in 2007!
I finally succeeded to sing by heart "the Windmills of your Mind" about which I heard from Mar in 2004 and rediscovered
Rosh Hashanah 2008
Round,
Like a circle in a spiral
Like a wheel within a wheel
Never ending or beginning
On an ever-spinning reel
Like a snowball down a mountain
Or a carnival balloon
Like a carousel that's turning
Running rings around the moon
Like a clock whose hands are sweeping
Past the minutes on its face
And the world is like an apple
Whirling silently in space
Like the circles that you find
In the windmills of your mind
Like a tunnel that
you follow
To a tunnel of its own
Down a hollow to a cavern
Where the sun has never shone
Like a door that keeps revolving
In a half-forgotten dream
Like the ripples from a pebble
Someone tosses in a stream
Like a clock whose hands are sweeping
Past the minutes on its face
And the world is like an apple
Whirling silently in space
Like the circles that you find
In the windmills of your mind
Keys that jingle in
your pocket
Words that jangle in your head
Why did summer go so quickly?
Was it something that I [you?] said?
Lovers walk along a shore
And leave their footprints in the sand
Was the sound of distant drumming
Just the fingers of your hand?
Pictures hanging in a hallway
Or the fragment of a song
Half-remembered names and faces
But to whom do they belong?
When you knew that it was over
Were you suddenly aware
That the autumn leaves were turning
To the colour of her hair? [these 2 lines are sometimes
sung with different words]
Like a circle in a
spiral
Like a wheel within a wheel
Never ending or beginning
On an ever-spinning reel
As the images unwind
Like the circles that you find
In the windmills of your mind
So I did open that link to Rosh
Hashanah 2008, and did find something worthwhile to quote:
all these video performances!
A song mentioned by Mar
During the following five weeks I managed to learn it by heart - hear
on November 7.
Round,
Like a circle in a spiral
Like a wheel within a wheel
Never ending or beginning
On an ever-spinning reel
Like a snowball down a mountain
Or a carnival balloon
Like a carousel that's turning
Running rings around the moon
Like a clock whose hands are sweeping
Past the minutes on its face
And the world is like an apple
Whirling silently in space
Like the circles that you find
In the windmills of your mind
Like a tunnel that you follow
To a tunnel of its own
Down a hollow to a cavern
Where the sun has never shone
Like a door that keeps revolving
In a half-forgotten dream
Like the ripples from a pebble
Someone tosses in a stream
Like a clock whose hands are sweeping
Past the minutes on its face
And the world is like an apple
Whirling silently in space
Like the circles that you find
In the windmills of your mind
Keys that jingle in your pocket
Words that jangle in your head
Why did summer go so quickly?
Was it something that I [you?] said?
Lovers walk along a shore
And leave their footprints in the sand
Was the sound of distant drumming
Just the fingers of your hand?
Pictures hanging in a hallway
Or the fragment of a song
Half-remembered names and faces
But to whom do they belong?
When you knew that it was over
Were you suddenly aware
That the autumn leaves were turning
To the colour of her hair? [these 2 lines are sometimes
sung with different words]
Like a circle in a spiral
Like a wheel within a wheel
Never ending or beginning
On an ever-spinning reel
As the images unwind
Like the circles that you find
In the windmills of your mind
Qohelet/Ecclesiastes
3:1 "and a time to every object under heaven"
'Shalom'! if it comes, 'Shalom!' if it has to go.
click & stop
On
December 23, 2009
this tune attracted another verbal sculpture
of a different, just as vital lesson [see at the end of a
"Mika's Heaven on Earth" page]:
KEEP IT SIMPLE!
keep it simple, sweetheart!
K.i.s.s. with Mika's words,
this is your God's true art!
In
March 2014
another stanza added itself
When
re-reading the advices in "The
Program for better Vision",
and grasping, how much "acuity of vision" is damaged by tension,
a line came to me and with it a tune, so I may truly internalize it.
When expectations from others cause tension,
I'm giving my own eyes more loving attention.
On May 17,2010 transferred to the "Eyes
Page", but perhaps a link leads to this page
And
yet another lesson,
again different from the two former ones,
but which - also on Dec. 23, 2009 - finally attracted a tune to both , the Hebrew and the English
wording:
Know exactly what you
want
Communicate clearly what you want
And then get out, get out of the way,
and let happen, let happen what may!
[To the translation of the Hebrew text,
I added, on May 7, 2010, a quote from "Abraham"
You will never get it
done,
you will never get it done,
nor can you ever get it wrong,
nor can you ever get it wrong.
[and on May 16, 2010, I added another
old slogan,
which I still sometimes fail to implement. Woe!]
click
and click
to stop
before clicking on the note
Know exactly what you want
Communicate clearly what you want And then get out, get out of the
way,
and let happen, let happen what may!
This is an "ancient" slogan of mine,
but following a recent trigger from D.,
I understand,
that I can apply it
to a specific pattern of mine:
The expectation = the judgment
that others should keep appointments,
be it for visits, or be it for phonecalls,
even vague appointments.
After 10 days I was able
to change the draft into this letter:
I added the lyrics and the song
and parted with
Shalom ~~~~ Rachel
The
draft of a letter to D.,
which shows unhealed feelings:
While searching for my letter to D. in the Drafts-Box of
my e-mail,
I see today's quote from "Abraham",
and it just fits into this work:
So the big question is, "Well, do I just dump all those unwanted
things and try to start fresh?"
And we say, no. You just set the Tone, where you are,
by looking for things to appreciate.
And by setting your Tone in a very clear deliberate way,
anything that doesn't match it
gravitates out of your experience,
and anything that does match it
gravitates into your experience. It is so much simpler than most of you are allowing
yourself to believe. --- Abraham 1997
You're never going to get to any final place.
And so, we want to remind you to relax
and start having fun on the way. ---
Abraham 1996 (e-mail quote on 2010_08_29)
August 2011: where did I insert: "Celebrate, what is right with the World!
Celebrate, celebrate your self-worth!
Celebrate that your joy has been birthed." On Nov.1, 2011 I discovered the sound-spiral with this song
in the sequence of "Celebrating what's right with the World"
which I began to create on January 11, 2010 in
.bodyclass
June 14, 2011 And where did I insert the singsong: "However unjustified my feelings are,
I bear them vicariously for all" and "My presence heals in ways,
which my mind's responsibility might miss"
?
On
August 6, 2011, I found it necessary to record this slogan again: You will never get it done,
nor can you ever get it wrong,
2012-2013
Feel full-filled by whatever you
feel,
u-le-mi-asher imkha, zamen me-le-ut!
Fuehl dich erfuellt von was immer du fuehlst,
u-le-mi-asher imakh, zamni me-le-ut!
Keep it simple whatever you say,
just a tune that will remind them ,
is what you should play!
pashut ka-midbar be-ma'arumav,
koh ashir when you come near,
so bleak from above!
[Since "Windows" was
replaced by "Linux", I no longer know how to edit sound,
so the sound is "guarded" only on my digital recorder, as long as
this keeps going]