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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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July
26/ Tammuz 23, SHABBAT, still 20 days -
at Arad
Parting from my
obsession to complete this page--- on july 29
back to past ~~~~~
forward to future
The FOCUS of MY INTENTION
TODAY
Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want,
then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what
may!
9:15
I desire - Shabbat! - to follow
the flow of my moment-to-moment desires without discipline!
I desire rest & repose today for Immanuel & Efrat at
Shoham as well as for Tomer at Bnei-Arazim
I desire my stomach to heal
thoroughly and my body and soul to feel again vigorous and vibrant
I desire to apply the given guidelines
for nourishing & nurturing, honoring & loving my Body:
1))
to ask each day to attract only the kind & amount of food,
which Body needs to live and love
2) to bless (= express gratitude) before opening my lips &
placing (not "stuffing") food
on my tongue,
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image
of the day
Draft of a Dream, without
sculpting without later editing or graphics, without adding
links, only with the help of "Babylon" for finding
missing terms in English..
It was an ongoing dream, to which I managed to hold on to through
several moments of almost waking-up: all kinds of mostly young
people went out to an area, probably near water, which was quite
rigid and unsurveyable. I was one of them, sometimes worried
if I should take the lead or at least tell them the purpose
of having come here, but even if I would have known the purpose
myself or how we could survive here concerning shelter, water,
food, finding each other again and again, I knew, it was not
my task. Each one had to find these things for him/herself.
Some of the people I knew, some, those people's friends, I hadn't
even yet met. And there was also a baby among us - a baby of
a few weeks only, without a mother. I knew it was there for
us to teach us how to care for it and how to help each other
in doing the right thing instead of dominating each other by
"I know better". Most people were young men, and I
was in no way outstanding. - While dreaming I constantly tried
to understand the meaning of this "outing", which
didn't seem to have any ending. The feelings were grey as this
font , a bit of worry was there, but no excitement, no love,
only the knowledge, that something had to be learnt and later
accomplished. And the main learning for me was to let go of
teaching and leading on the one hand and to radiate trust in
the capacity of each and every one, that he/her could learn
how to survive , how to help each other to survive, and how
then, later, discover the purpose of this all. - Thinking of
this now, I see, that maybe the dream was a "recapitulation
of living on earth" since the beginning of humanity
and before the time which is beginning now: the time of Heaven-on-Earth. |
hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
9:24
My Body, my Partner,
my God
I give thanks to our wonderful sleep - unusually long until
8:54.
I give thanks that the small increments in taking in food
were beneficial.
I'm grate-full for having "put to rest" the experiences
of the days at Shoham
by "completing" the so crowded pages until the end
of July 22.
I'm grate-full for the idea of the "draft-frame",
which has the potential (....!!!) of liberating me from my
"Too Much",
i.e. from the turmoil of desiring
to sculpt many more experiences of past and present
than the present time-frame allows for.
I'm grate-full for this day of al-one-ness,
without any worry and with beautiful weather.
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Two ideas
- one in the pool - the tiniest of idea - a tiny, but most significant
correction in my recent modification of a children
body-song
and one on my way through the Wadi of Compassion - a huge idea : what
I truly wish from my children for my 70th birthday!
[As to the translation of this
carefully sculpted letter,
which I finally sent off in the late evening,
and what followed, see tomorrow!] |
The
word "badad", which I used for "lonesome",
since it rhymes on "aekhad" and "levad",
is actually an adverb and not an adjective (in
English "lonely" is both, how strange!).
Like in the song, which I've been rehearsing lately:
"and
on the slope a shepherd's flute lonely rises - badad olaeh",
or in the famous entry
of "Lamentations"
"How lonely sits the city"
[after what Jews refer
to as the "First Destruction of the Temple"
, 587 B.C.]
The last stanza in "Nose,
nose, nose, nose, mouth, mouth, mouth" will now
be sung like that: |
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Only
the forehead is lonely
Only the forehead lives lonely,
but also the heart is one,
they hug each other together,
nobody is alone. |
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The "forehead",
as a metaphor for the mind,
has lived in "splendid isolation"!
Now is the time to "pair up"
between mind and feeling,
between forehead and heart.
[When I saw Mika on Wednesday morning
with the heart cookie in her hand,
I said to her: "lift
the heart, pleace!"
ond photographed her.
When inserting the image on kisslog,
I wasn't aware,
that the heart was actually touching her forehead,
above "nose, mouth, a pair of eyes, a pair of ears"...]
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The "splendid isolation" of the
mind and spirit pains me especially,
when I see it re-enacted in people, who have accepted SOUND as the
most efficient way to HEAL,
like in Jonathan Goldmann's
conditions for entering the "Healing Sound Chamber"
on July 24:
"release unwanted feelings!"
"There
is however, a body of work
that reflects many details
of my experiences, thoughts and feelings.
It is a series of books called Right Use of Will.
Although there is no connection
between the channelers on this web site
and the channeler
of the Right Use of Will books,
my message has a similar purpose.
"Here I am primarily addressing
the spirit
in you.
In the Right Use of Will books
the message is
for and in support of the Mother in you.
In both cases the purpose is
healing of the Gap
that still separates Spirit and the Mother
in you,
and all of Creation.
"There is no other source
of 'outside' information,
including this web site
that offers such a rich mixture
and large number of glimpses
into the true being and
Spirit
and the Mother of Creation
whose essence is called 'Will.'
I recommend the Right Use of Will material
if you are serious about healing
and about following my lead
toward wholeness."
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From the Right
Use of Will homepage
" There are many books that talk
about how to control emotions,
but do not demonstrate a deep understanding of them. ...
Balance between thought and emotion is necessary.
Controlling emotions...is not advisable compared to
evolving them. ...
"What has been overlooked is that
there is an evolutionary path for emotions,
....
As emotions evolve - alignments
occur without the use of pressure,
coercion or manipulation.
...
"The emotional body expresses as
emotion, desire, receptivity and intuition.
This is our Will.
Without desire and emotion, we do not have the passion to
do things.
We become slaves driven along either by the insistence of
our mind or the demands and expectations of others. ...
Without getting to know our emotional body and evolving
it, we can be manipulated through our emotions.
We can be easily led or misled.
If our emotional body is seriously shut down, we can do anything,
no matter how abhorrent, just because we can.
...
"My books address these questions and show you how to
evolve your Will.
The Will must be free in order to balance with the Spirit.
From this balance comes true Heart.
Many things then feel heartless....
yet most people suppress emotions they do not think are acceptable
without realizing the role that is playing.
"How often is it said, “Do you choose love or fear?”
Why not choose both?
Why not bring fear within love, help it and find
out what contributions it has to offer?
Isn't that the loving thing to do?
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Ceanne DeRohan
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I want to copy a few pages on which the Spirit of the books "Right
Use of Will" describes,
- in the book which goes especially deep into the result of this pushing
away up to this day -
how he is responsible for the pushing away of "unwanted feelings",
From
"The
Reflection Lost Will has to Give "
[see also another quote, on July
18)
[as to the mythology on these pages,
see puzzle piece 39 Deity and
Manifestation
The chapters which precede the following pages are:
p 109 The Godhead and Manifestation without the Mother
p. 112 Heart shares some Feelings about the Inbalance between Spirit
and Will
p. 114 The Father of Manifestation brings back the Mother]
p.117
The Mother feared and hated Us for
not being loving enough and sensitive enough to understand
what Her experience really was. She hated it when We
tried to tell Her what Her experience was, especially
when We were wrong and did not allow Her to show Us
what She really felt.
The more the Mother suffered with judgment
and guilt,
the more She feared that We had the power to make Her
experience without caring enough to notice what Her
experience really was.
As much as She hated Us for Our insensitivity, guilt
told Her She had been insensitive to Us or We would
not be treating Her this way. Guilt told Her that She
had no right to be jealous and that We had every right
to be angry at Her for wanting to refuse Us what She
wanted Us to allow Her.
She feared that We were holding back rage toward Her
and guilt told Her She should hold back Her rage toward
Us.
When guilt shut down the Mother's rage as it was doing
now, fear took over and the Mother blamed Herself for
everything Her rage wanted to blame on Us. The Mother
had been trapped in these cycles
of blaming Us, blaming Herself and grieving since
We had left Her on Urantia. She felt as trapped in emotions
She thought She could never get over as She felt trapped
on Urantia.
The Mother felt trapped by Us and wished She had more
power because She believed that We had more power than
She did. The Mother thought that I still intended to
get rid of Her and that both of Us had displaced Her
as Mother in front of all the other spirits.
The Father of Manifestation had not experienced the
mother's first earthquake, volcanic eruption or downpour
of rain. The Mother's emotions had been expressing in
this way for quite some time before the Father of Manifestation
came to get Her, but Her expressions had been small
compared to what happened when The Father of Manifestation
returned. His presence intensified Her emotions and
Her ability to move them in ways none of Us yet understood.
The Mother wanted to blame the Father of Manifestation
for this and because She knew that He wanted to blame
Her, She feared that He might strike Her again at any
time. Lightning had not appeared in Her storms before
and it was very frightening to Her. She decided it would
be best not to trigger Him.
The next time He called
for Her, She made Her presence known by seeming to inadvertently
allow Him to see Her where
p.118
She was, sitting in the muddy shame
of Her feelings. She could not stand up nor could She
find any clean water in which to wash Herself. Mud was
all that remained of Her heavenly Earth.
The Mother feared that the Father of Manifestation was
so furious with Her for what She had done to Earth that
He was going to take revenge. She feared that She deserved
whatever He meted out.
When the Father of Manifestation moved toward Her and
lifted Her face from the mud, He was not even sure it
was the Mother He was looking at. Her face was swollen
and deformed from Her long emotional turmoil and there
was so much mud and so many leaves and vines tangled
in Her hair that She looked like a creature from the
deep.
The Father of Manifestation couldn't help but think
of the monsters in the darkness and He wondered if certain
emotions caused this.
When he saw the glare in Her eyes, He thought He did
have a monster instead of the Mother. He dropped Her
face in the mud. The Mother felt His disgust and began
to cry.
The Father of Manifestation then realized this was the
Mother and He was suddenly so angry with Her for everything
He [She?] had
done that He began hitting Her, telling Himself that
He was just trying to knock some sense into Her. The
Mother gave in to Him and did not protest the beating
He gave Her until Her rage got triggered again. When
the Father of Manifestation heard the volcanoes rumbling
again, He stopped hitting Her and began asking Her questions.
When She didn't answer Him He grabbed Her by the hair
and pulled Her face up in front of Him.
The Mother gave Him nothing but a cold stare at first.
He shook Her and questioned Her again. She responded
by snorting and looking off to the side. The Mother
could not believe He would even need to ask Her why
She had done this and the Father of Manifestation was
so angry, He felt She had better explain Herself before
He killed Her.
The Father of Manifestation actually was not sure if
He was more angry, more grief stricken or more frightened.
He did not want to let the Mother know He had fear,
but He did allow Her to see that He was hurt and when
the Mother saw this, She broke down into wracking sobs
and cried until They thought She would drown Them both.
For a long time the mother could not talk and when She
finally did, She poured out Her feelings.
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p.119
All that was missing
here for the healing that was needed was the dropping
of judgments on Our part and the allowing
of Our own emotional response. Movement of Our emotions
would have meant that We had acceptance
for Ourselves in the areas the Mother was trying
to reflect and this was what the Mother needed to receive
from Us. Without this acceptance of Her reflection in
these areas, the Mother could not get the light and
love that She needed.This is an important point to understand
about emotional clearance of the Will. As long as Spirit
remains detached, as though this is something the Will
has to go through, the Spirit is only being tolerant
of the process. The Will cannot get the light it needs
in this way.
When
the Mother did not get emotional response from Us and
thus did not feel real acceptance from Us for the emotions
She was moving,
guilt set in and made Her feel that She was supposed
to be more like Us. In other words, when
We did not accept Ourselves, it reflected back to Us
as the Will being unable to accept Herself or respond
to Us the way We wanted Her to.
Because
the Mother got no response from the Father of Manifestation
in certain areas, She felt that She could not go into
them either. And thus it was that the Father of Manifestation
heard over and over about the Mother's feelings of abandonment,
which made Him feel blamed, but He did not hear about
the Mother's jealousy or the underlying fears about
Her own survival.
They
were talking, but guilt and held emotion were causing
Them to avoid issues They most needed to talk about.
Guilt had convinced Them that it would not be loving
to mention the very things that could have healed and
strengthened Their love and alignment.
Taking
the track of not mentioning these things allowed Them
to seem to go past some areas that frightened Them and
to give the appearance of settling issues
much faster than they would have been settled otherwise.
Almost as an avoidance of how bad they were actually
feeling, They achieved a settled apearance over the
top of seething undercurrents.
After
the Father of Manifestation had listened to the Mother
for quite some time, He told Her that I had sent Him
to get Her. This gave Her quite a stir of fear that
I was going to tell Her I didn't love Her anymore, or
that We had both decided to tell Her this together.
Instead of showing Him all the feelings
She had, the Mother got mad and told the Father
of Manifestation that She
p.120
wasn't going with Him because I had
said I was going to come back to Her there and I hadn't.
"After all this time, and everything that's happened,"
She said, "He thinks He can just have You run and
fetch Me and I'll just be overjoyed to run right up
there! Well I'm not!" As the Mother said this She
turned aside and crossed Her arms as though she was
very resolute.
Before
the Father of Manifestation could say anything, the
Mother began screaming that She wished He had at least
come after Her because He wanted to see Her Himself.
Then She told Him She was hurt that He hadn't missed
Her enough to come of His own volition.
The
Father of Manifestation did not like hearing the Mother
speak to Him as though He were My idiot servant and
so He raged at Her Himself and told Her that of course
He had wanted to come and get Her or He would not have
come. When He finished making His point, punctuated
with several statements about how stubborn and dumb
the Mother was being, He told Her that He couldn't imagine
that She seriously wanted the three of Us to meet on
Urantia after what She had done to the place.
"Surely
You don't expect Us to come down here and try to balance
things between Us in the middle of all this muck?"
He screamed.
The Mother looked around Her and agreed to go with Him.
DENIED WILL MAKES A BRIEF APPEARANCE IN THE GODHEAD
I had
felt the rumbles, but when I saw Them coming, I was
shocked. Even though I had presence with the Father
of Manifestation when He went to get the Mother, I still
was not prepared for how it was going to feel to have
the Mother come before Me in this way.
I could not see Her face and it appeared that the Father
of Manifestation was dragging Her by Her hair. The Mother
was acting like She did not want to see Me or look at
anyone, but She was really afraid to look at anyone.
She was terrified to face Me and have Me see Her as
She was. "She was trying to get the Father of Manifestation
to let Her go by striking at Him in any way that She
could. Of course, He wasn't about to let Her win, and
was.............
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180
The
entire Will-Body Polarity had emerged in a state of
denial and confusion because I had been pressuring against
allowing it to emerge at all.
I have guilt that this had to be the way it was.
I did not know that My denied fear of the Mother
was interfering with Her ability to fulfill Her role
and thus making it appear
that She fulfilled the judgments I held against Her.
Because
of My confusion here,
I had imagined that Earth was nothing more
than a sex next for the Mother and whoever Her lovers
were going to be.
I didn't even see how mad at Her I really was.
Until I saw My anger,
I could not begin to understand
that I had to move it
and not until I moved it
did I realize the depth of it or the fear that lay hidden
beneath it.
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I'm
happy!
On my way from the morning-pool I wondered about the fact,
that this was the first Shabbat,
on which I truly didn't have a plan or feel pressure to carry
it out.
I pondered, if there was any of the many issues I wanted to
learn or sculpt,
which I would like to choose for today, and the answer was:
Roam around the files of "Godchannel".
Now, at 13:20, when I was in the middle of copying
with "the Reflections Lost Will has to give",
and wanted to learn about "Urantia" which is mentioned
there 3 times,
in the file "Urantia"
in Godchannel [see also Urantia
Discussions],
I remembered to check, if the
new (fifth) "Interview with God",
which was sent to me by the Channelers in advance on
June 28
had been finally posted to Godchannel.com
It had! - on July 23! - together with a message from the Channelers,
in which they clearly state the connection
between Godchannel.com and "our other websites"! [see
my problem on June 28]
They also point out the passage which was added to the file
I've edited on June 28 |
And here - in
the Discussions about "Urantia" -
the word "lonely" - of which I talked above - appears
exactly in the sense of the splendid isolation of spirit,
- of the electric essence without the magnetic essence:
"And in achieving that perfection,
he came to the end of his own evolution.
He and his Creation were perfect in every way,
all was one and one was all.
And he was lonely."
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July 23, 2008
A Message from the Channelers
Dear Friends,
Thank you everyone who has written, we enjoy
hearing from you. We read all the emails we receive, however
sometimes it's weeks before we get a chance to read the mail,
and unfortunately we cannot reply to every email. In a month
or two we hope to publish a new issue of the GodChannel Newsletter
and we'll respond there to some of what you've said to us in
emails.
The latest segment of the Interview with
God was posted to the site today. This channeling was nearly
complete a couple of weeks ago, and has since been expanded
with a new section on
Embodying Loving Spirit.
As with several previous channelings,
in this piece we link to an article on another of our other
web sites, HealingToWholeness.com.
The healing work we do is primarily focused on our own processes
and secondarily focused on making the tools and perspectives
we've discovered in channeling the GodChannel material available
to the general public. And this is the purpose of our other
web sites. Although most of our channeling is either private
or shared only amongst ourselves, we feel honored and grateful
to be able to publish public channeling here on GodChannel.com.
We are most thankful when readers get their
own connection with Deity and write to us about it. As we say
on
the home page:
"We believe everyone has a direct
connection with God, and the channeling on this site reflects
our connections. You are welcome to use this material in your
healing process, however please disregard anything here that
conflicts with what you are getting directly through your own
inner communication with Deity."
If there is any conflict with what you are
getting on the inside, please put the information from your
own communication with loving Spirit and the Mother ahead of
what we've channeled here. It is not our intention to replace
anyone's intuition or inner connections, but rather to help
validate the loving inner voices you are already attuned to~~~
or if that hasn't happened yet, to support you in finding your
own deep connection with Deity.
One of the general themes we've been
noticing in our lives and in the mail we receive is a certain
'quickening' of energy and some real progress in the healing
work. There also seems to be a new kind of energy spreading
that is making it easier for denials in ourselves and in the
culture to become more obvious. On the other hand, the challenges,
both inner and outer seem to be intensifying as well.
What has been your experience of this?
Channelers
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There
is a link to the Healing to Wholeness website,
which is applied to the sentence I so much missed in "The
Healer's Mind":
"To begin healing while identified
as the Mother,
first find a private space or a situation with others
where there is support for what you are doing
and no chance of receiving judgmental reflections.
Next, find the feeling energy that has been triggered in you
and
vibrate and express that energy
with sound, words and movement.
I am quoting the page, to which this sentence
is linked to, though I find it again frustrating:
Not one word about what it means "to express" and
"to vibrate"! Lior Oren's purpose
of coming to me after 2 years of non-connection was to be taught
again "bi'abu'a", my term for expressing and vibrating
through sound. And though we went to and into the Dead Sea ,
to make it possible for her to at least utter a faint wailing,
she needed many hours and my own loud singing, so that she could
utter a sound without dying with shame. In the past I have expressed
anger against RUOW
and Godchannel for
being so unexpressive concerning "expressing" and
"vibrating". But the following page from HealingToWholeness
is even less "eloquent".
Sentience-Led Self-Guided Process
Purpose:
To direct our own process
and honor our sentient parts as we heal ourselves
through giving free expression to any feeling or sensation wanting
expression,
thereby giving ourselves more love, freedom, life, vitality,
realness and fun.
Guidelines:
Begin by locating in your
body a feeling or sensation that is currently triggered,
or find one that was previously triggered.
Notice every feeling as
it comes up, find it in your body and feel deeply into it.
As you feel into it, give
the feeling/sensation acceptance
and expression in whatever way feels right to you.
If you are feeling it then it must be right.
Allow the feeling/sensation
you are experiencing to vibrate freely
and inform you about what feels good to it and what it wants
in the moment.
If there is a judgment
or deep denial energy,
you can either release it so you can have more love for yourself,
or you may choose to express the denial
to bring more acceptance to the part experiencing the denial
energy.
Vibrating the feeling energy with your loving acceptance
is another way of releasing any denial energy.
You can also ask this part what it wants and give it that in
the moment.
It's okay to go as deeply
into feelings as you want to.
If in a group, direct the group
in whatever way will serve your process.
It's okay to ask for facilitation whenever you desire it.
Stop any facilitation that doesn't feel right for you
and tell the group or facilitator what you want.
If someone else is in the middle of process and you feel you
want the group's attention,
feel free to speak up and the facilitator will help allow everything
to get tended to.
Whether done alone or in
a group,
this practice is meant to be an exploration
where you follow your intuition and the flow of the feelings.
You can also use any tool you want in any way you want
to deepen self-acceptance and love, free expression, and free
Will.
Potential questions:
What am I experiencing/feeling?
Where am I feeling it in my body?
What is it like to be with the feeling just as it is?
How does that feel to the feeling?
What would this feeling say if it could speak or express non-verbally.
Would the feeling like to express anything more?
What does the feeling want?
Give yourself what the feeling wants.
How does that feel to the feeling?
Continue using these questions,
or better yet use your intuitive guidance
to keep your process moving towards more self-acceptance and
wholeness.
Wholeness Resource Center
530 South Main Street, Ukiah, CA 95482
415-226-1121 ~ 800-559-7800
information@ProcessCoaching.com
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In the noon-pool I met my landlord's family again.
Imma Meital watches Lior thrown into the
air by Abba Ofir
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Now
it's Amit's turn to be thrown into the water
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Quotes from the last and newest part
of the most recent Interview
with Spirit
"Another pattern that I've
noticed in myself
as I learn to channel Grandfathers Light
is how I have so often used 'push' energy.
Now whenever I find myself pushing or forcing things in any
way,
I quickly realize that I am no longer channeling Grandfather's
Light.
In 'trying' to make healing happen,
I'd been pushing my Light out toward the Mother and Body.
I now have a new motto for myself, 'No pushing.'
"When you become aware of
your own push energy and stop pushing,
your spirit can more easily shift attention from its own agenda
and join with me in channeling Grandfather's Grace.
When channeling this energy
you will experience a profound sense of effortlessness
and a deep well of patience.
It's as if you could be here for all eternity
holding space for whatever may happen,
and it is all completely okay with you."
Embodying Loving Spirit
Thank you Spirit.
What can you suggest we do to help you bring Original Spirit
(Grandfather) into ourselves as Body?
"This depends
upon how you are identified in the moment
As I've already suggested,
it is easiest when you identify yourself
as Body.
As Body you have presence in
both attentions,
you are the macrocosm ~~~, everything both manifest and unmanifest,
and you are the microcosm, an individual Human form.
"From this vantage point you are
the most resourceful and equipped
to find the presence of loving Light in yourself.
From here you can open yourself in the second attention
and align with my Light channeling Grandfather's Grace.
"When you identify yourself
in this way,
you become the host of Creation.
You are a fully empowered Human Being
who can embody the loving Light of Grandfather
as my Light brings him present in you.
And because our Light is unmistakably loving,
the Mother in you can safely open to draw us in more deeply.
"You can also be identified as Heart,
the living union of Spirit and the Mother.
.....
"As New
Heart
your own spirit essence naturally aligns with my Light and
Grandfather's grace.
The Mother in you is then nourished with loving acceptance,
no matter how she is or what she is feeling in the moment.
As New Heart
you become an ally of loving Spirit in service to the Mother,
and your connection with the Mother becomes the conduit of
real love
as Grandfather's Grace streams through your loving Heart to
the Mother.
Thank you Spirit.
What if we are identified with the Mother or with Spirit?
"If you are a Human identified as the Mother,
unless you have redeemed all of the
denials of your spirit,
the remaining unconscious, unloving spirit in you
can easily become projected outside of yourself~~~
and you would likely experience reenactments of unloving light
either attacking or abandoning the Mother in you.
Because of the unconscious nature of projection,
it can then seem very real
that you are being attacked
or abandoned
by someone or something outside of yourself.
"To begin healing while identified as the
Mother,
first find a private space or a situation with others
where there is support for what you are doing
and no chance of receiving judgmental reflections.
Next, find the feeling energy that has been triggered in you
and
vibrate and express that energy
with sound, words and movement.
"Express the feeling energy just as it wishes to express
and with as much intensity of loving acceptance that you can
gather.
You want to deeply love this energy you are vibrating~~~
and loving yourself for vibrating it with such loving acceptance.
This is real love, and real love loves itself.
"Vibrating and moving,
call on loving Spirit to come present with you
and release judgments and deep denial energy to the extent
that you can.
Denial energy can also be expressed here.
Speaking the denials
while vibrating the feeling energy that the old denials had
trapped
will now help them move out of the feeling essence they had
been torturing.
Loving Light can now enter as the denial energy that had been
blocking it leaves.
"If you are a Human identified as Spirit,
.....
"Whether you identify as
New Heart or Body,
you become the host of Creation.
You are a fully empowered Human Being
who can embody the loving Light of Grandfather
as my Light brings him present in you.
And because our Light is unmistakably loving,
the Mother in you can safely open to draw us in more deeply.
"Whenever you do this,
you are embodying the
Creators,
the Mother and loving Spirit in divine union.
And because our union happens within you,
you are New
Heart~~~
manifesting as Body,
the Healer of Creation."
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Once this afternoon I saw the beautiful red curtain
with which sun and wind played,
reflected - through the door to the bathroom - in the mirror on the
opposite side.
Since I had my cellphone in my hands anyway, I came nearer and nearer
,
trying to catch the reflection.
Am I manifesting as New Heart and as Body, the Healer of Creation?
Dear
Channelers,
I waited with my
answer, until you would post .interview5.
I'm gratefull for your response
to what bothered me
- the connection between Godchannel and your other websites,
both in the letter to me and in the "Message" on Godchannel.
Now everythings is clear and open.
I'm also grateful for your apology.
Most of all I'm grateful for the addition
to .interview5,
in which I see the fruit of my frustration about "The Healer's
Mind".
"To begin healing ....
find the feeling energy that has been triggered in you
and vibrate and express that energy
with sound, words and movement."
But I am still frustrated with the page,
to which you linked this sentence:
http://healingtowholeness.com/self-guided.html
Not one word about what it means "to express" and
"to vibrate"!
Let me tell you a story:
2 weeks ago the first from among the 6 starchildren
who are in my life
(all around 20, i.e. the age of my eldest granddaughter), came
to visit me,
after 2 years of having been out of physical touch.
After she had told me about her present plight, I asked her:
"What is it that you want from me?"
"That you teach me bi'abu'a!"
This is my self-created Hebrew term for sounding-without-words,
from the verb "to express".
When she was 11, she was with me and a group of teamworkers,
who climbed down to the Dead Sea every early morning,
entered the Sea and did just this: bi'abu'a.
Though we now were at Arad, when Lior expressed her quest,
I said: "Then let's go right away down to the Dead Sea".
Walking and hitchhiking we reached it after 2 hours.
But she couldn't utter the faintest wailing.
I said: "I'll sing or sound in the loudest of voices,
so you can - far away from me in the water - at least whine
a bit,
without being ashamed that I might hear it. " Etc. etc.
-
This should demonstrate to you,
that "expressing" and "vibrating" is extremely
difficult even for the most willing people.
In the past - perhaps on the 5 pages about "How
I learnt moving emotion techniques"
or perhaps in the "Moving
and Evolving Emotion Manual" of 2002
I expressed anger against RUOW and Godchannel
for being so unexpressive concerning "expressing"
and "vibrating",
and to make up for it I inserted a conspicuous frame about SOUNDing
in the middle of the Overview
of the 70 puzzle pieces about "God has Evolved":
But the
"self-guided" page from HealingToWholeness is
even less "eloquent".
Unless - I haven't found the relevant page on your websites.
In this case, please guide me, so that I can melt my frustration
not only by "moving" it...
And thank you for sending me the .interview5
in advance,
as I once told you, for me receiving a word from "Godchannel"
is like receiving a letter from a lover...
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2008/6/28, Channelers/GodChannel
<channelers@healingtowholeness.org>:
Hi Christa-Rachel,
Thank you for writing, again we're sorry to be so long in responding.
And thank you for finding that typo on grandfatherinterview2.html!
We fixed it.
And yes, the link on ahriman.html
seems to be correct. As far as we know, the first mention of
the two devils is in the last sentence of the first paragraph
on spirit.html.
Also, in a separate email you mentioned our two other web sites,
ProcessCoaching.com
and HealingToWholeness.com
and said that you were probably misunderstanding something about
the
'Healer's Mind' article on HealingToWholeness.com. We've
read the pages on your site that you asked us to read, and yes,
it does seem that there have been some misunderstandings about
us, our work and our intentions. We are in the process of redesigning
these two web sites, and hopefully relationships between all
three of our sites will be more clear in a month or two when
we are finished with this project. We also expect to publish
a new issue of the GodChannel Newsletter soon with more info
about it all. However, in the meantime you experienced
what you did.
We're very sorry that you felt pain as a result of things any
of us have done or not done. It's always been our intention
to be as loving and helpful as we can in everything we do on
all three of our sites, and it was never our intention that
you be angered or hurt in any way. And we want to apologize
for not letting you know earlier about the links to Healing
Kiss on GodChannel.com... on two pages: http://GodChannel.com/links.html
& http://GodChannel.com/newsletter2.html#links
We also thought you'd like to know that we're almost ready to
publish some new channeling from Spirit. It's now in the final
review and edit stage. If you like, you can see it now before
it's linked to the rest of the site (probably in a week or so)...
http://GodChannel.com/interview5.html
We wish you well in your healing work, and thank you again
for catching that typo error on the grandfatherinterview2.html
page. If you see any errors on this new page, please let us
know? :)
Channelers
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