The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries

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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

 

52 days of Moving and E-volving Emotions Manual - 1st day, 2002-07-07


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2013

The FELT days 5, 6, 7, 8 of the next 15 FELT years
1 5   y e a r s  = 5 4 8 0   days   of
g e f u e h l t e - g e f u e l l t e   Z e i t   "inmitten der Ewigkeit",
f e l t - f i l l e d   t i m e  "amidst eternity"
from the beginning of my 76th till the completion of my 90th year [unless I'll die after all]
"A dream is our life on Earth ...we measure ...(it) in space & time" -see 2013 songs August Nr. 4-
Yes, I, Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam, want to measure my life on Earth in space & time!
4 days of feelings will be inserted on each of the 1400 pages [set up between 2001-2008]
continuing with M E E M and then following the order of folders and files on my "local site".
The feeling chosen from a day is exhibited in max. 7 lines per day since August 28, 2013
On 6 days of the week I learn, but Shabbat is dedicated to my main feeling: grate-full-ness.
Since feelings must be vibrated and wombed, each day symbolically closes with a song,
following the order of SongGame 2007, which includes my own songs from 1967-2011,
and from then the songs created by myself or learnt from others in 2012, 2013 till 2028...
To challenge myself like that -while not knowing what will be "staged"
in my personal and in the world's drama till 2028 , exhilarates me!

~
~~~~~2013-09-01, -still 5476 days

I'm still perplex, when "embracing a feeling", like being irritated, even tortured by noise - not only soothes the kicking, but leads to limiting its source: I won over my landlords to win over -together - the lord of the barking dog- for seeing his interest- in winning over his neighbors- to embrace his dog!
Also I re-arranged my rock-spring: no more noise!

Song: Am I mature and whole to help us both?
2013-09-02, -still 5475 days
Kicking: I want to be helpful or grateful,
feel shame & guilt: I overwhelmed again!

Song: Retzon Gufi (my Body's Will)
2013-09-03, -still 5474 days

Disappointment- rare in my life nowadays:
A person from England, with whom I had a deep connection during "The Walk, 2009",
requested to take off her name and photos.
I eliminated both on, but on 6 other pages I deleted only her name: on, on, on, on, on, on.
She still insists-I don't succumb - disgusted

Song: hi keren ha-shaemesh, hu gal shael ha-yam

2013-09-04, Eve of R.Hashanah -still 5473 days

Again deep grief: sexual abuse of children~ their feeling of absolute powerlessness~ the non-feeling "ignorance" of their mothers~the felt or denied self-hatred of the perpetrators.
I can express this grief only with my singing:

Come and redeem us from sexual shame&pains
from all this guilt that keeps earth&sky in chains