The
Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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21/ Tammuz 18, Monday, still 25 days -
at Shoham
Parting from my
obsession to complete this page--- on July 25
back to past ~~~~~
forward to future
The FOCUS of MY INTENTION
TODAY
Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want,
then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what
may!
8:25
I desire to heal Body's stomach
& intestine pain/hypersensitivity,
and Body's great tiredness
while learning to nourish it in a loving
way, not compelled by gluttony, traumas and patterns.
I desire that Tomer will accept and flow with his hard lessons,
instead of resisting them in fury.
I desire that my star-children, M&L will redeem themselves,
love themselves and find their way.
I desire - towards Deqel's
visit tomorrow - to become whole (no blaming!)
& to be fine-tuned to my boundaries.
I desire to savor my al-one-ness
(completing 8 pages! ) as well as my togetherness
with Efrat and Mika.
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Blessing our food,
Febr. 29, 2008
July 21, 2008
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hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
8:55
My Body,
my Partner,
my God
I give thanks to the lesson you are putting me through,
and to bringing home to me the following principles:
a) Ask every day, that you'll attract only the kind and amount
of food,
which I, your Body, need in order to live a healthy and joyous
life.
b) Before opening our lips and placing (not "stuffing")
on our tongue
- any food, including sweets & fruits, crumbs of cake
or Mika's leftovers,
remember Mika's complaint during supper, though
she was the only one who ate):
"But savta, we haven't said birkat
hamazon".
It was you who
modified and created a tune to little Lior Cohen's "Grace"
and taught it in this house to be sung before each meal
("when we are not sure about a
line, Mika fills us in!"),
like you - already in 2002 - taught
your "Quartet" to invent an ever new blessing
about one of the processes which brought certain food to your
table.
Now receive your own gift, and instead of negativelyly commanding
yourself,
"I shouldn't eat that" (in case you are aware ~~~and
pausing ~~~ at all..),
train yourself in saying a short blessing with two parts:
One for an aspect of Nature or for a person or for a process
which brought this specific food to your house and your mouth,
and one for me, your Body, either for a specific organ or
function
or for one of our capacities: to sense, feel & love, to
think, learn & create,
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Yesterday
evening:
"Savta, we've forgotten
to say birkat ha-mazon!"
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Another
meal, 11 hours later, the next morning,
before Abba goes on flight to London,
Mika to kindergarden and Imma to work,
but this time Mika didn't say:
"Savta, we've
forgotten to say birkat ha-mazon!"
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What
a feat!
to be dressed
by both,
Abba and Imma! |
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"Abba,
tashkhil li !",
when the strip of the sandal has
escaped the buckle.
but then: "I can put on my
sandals alone!"
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This time a huge
bug occurred with my Internet Site.
Even after Immanuel - from London - entered my computer and
tried all kinds of things,
the attempt to synchronize a page between the "Local Site"
- my working space - and the "Remote Site" - the Internet,
caused the software DREAMWEAVER, on which all my work is based
- thank you people who invented this over and over again! -
to get stuck.
Since Immanuel couldn't find the reason,
and only imagined, that the installation of a new Anti-Virus
program had to do with it, he at least took care of making a
backup of Healing-K.i.s.s. and everything else which I constantly
transport on a mobile drive between Arad and Shoham.
Later that day I got a letter from Martin,
my brother-in-law in Germany,
in which he pointed to a website,
on which the first manuscript of the Hebrew Bible,
the so-called "Sinaiticus" would be published.
The manuscript didn't really interest me,
but on the page, which Martin mentioned,
I found the following "news":
The
End of the Internet?
PDF-Exploit2012 - Das Ende des Internets? 18.07.2008, 15:13
UhrAntivirusfirmen berichten über manipulierte PDF-Dateien,
die ein Trojanisches Pferd installieren. Sie kommen mit Spam-Mails,
die über das Ende des Internets im Jahr 2012 orakeln.
....Die Mails tragen einen Betreff wie
"2012: The Year The Internet Ends",
"2012: The year the Internet as we know it dies...",
"Secret Plan To Kill Internet By 2012: Leaked?"
oder "PLAN TO KILL THE INTERNET BY 2012- Documented
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Another e-mail - an invitation to a workshop
from the local people of "Family
Constellation"
mentions an African ziziphus tree, with thorns forward and backward,
as a metaphor...
Later that day - without awareness of the
coincidence - I suggested to Mika,
that this time we shouldn't go to a playground, but to a
Dommim Tree,
though it's the Ziziphus
Spinachristi , not the Ziziphus
mucronata or Buffalo Thorn
She agreed, and now I had to choose between a nicer, but farer option
and the one across our veranda on the con/destructed hill, which I
hoped to never visit again.
Since I felt too weak to carry her for long, we
walked up through rivers of dust and nauseating sights to the Dommim
tree,
the lonely remainder of what had been a lovely, lively hill, when
my family rented this flat at the end of the year 2006.
I hate plastic tables and chairs, especiallly
when they are white and dirty, with a cola bottle on it, but Mika
helped to make the best of it.
Under the tree I discovered shards and handles
of ancient jars, all kinds of jars
Mika was in the best of moods, and only some
laborers who were still working here and there, looked at us, wondering...
"Hello, Imma, how are you?" she
put up this drama of talking to her mother,
after I had started with talking to her in the role of the complaining
Dommim Tree
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When it became dark,
we tried to trace our way home,
but when we came across a heap of sand ,
and Mika also found an empty bottle,
another game had to be completed first!
The same little green plastic vessel,
that had just served as a mobile phone ,
now transformed into a funnel to pour sand .
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Continuation
of my virtual journey to Petra - with the help of Arnon's
photos |
As to more
images of Arnon's physical and my virtual journey to Petra,
- see tomorrow |
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Keep It
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K.I.S.S.
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