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re-studied and expanded on August 26-30, 2013
InteGRATion into GRATeFULLness
Nourishment from Others
December
17-23, 2011: enriched by more nourishment
2007_10_22 (+ 2010_03_19)
How to hold your Aloneness
in balance with
the sense of Fullness
that comes from the Unity with the One
Rediscovered: Starchild-Global's
e-mail message from October 20, 2006: Let us begin by saying This is true. But we will say, further,
And so, a sense
of separation and aloneness is in truth
Of course, at this point in
human history, And so, as people learn how to
function once again in communities,
For, if you read all the stories
of how the Cosmos began, |
The paintings, created by my step-daughter This is magnificently
described, for instance, "Heart realized "The original explosion |
In fact, the more spiritually evolved
you become,
But this is a temporary
state, Now, as we mentioned earlier,
Do not feel that you have failed
because you still hold that feeling of separation.
And, as we have said, the closer
you become to God or Source consciousness, When you, as a species, cease
to resist the aloneness,
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"Nearly all of the extra-dimensional
beings You and I know the answers to these questions,
"And the majority of 'light workers'
and others "But this is not wrong, either.
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But,
the next step would be for those souls to combine their energy on a permanent basis, so that they were literally one and would incarnate as one in their next lifetime. In this process, gradually the fragments of souls that have become multitude in the explorations of Source would begin once again to blend and come together, and over a process of millions of years, all energy would once again return to Source with great joy, having learnt all there was to know about Separation and Oneness. |
Rachel:
This is contrary to logic, as explained in this very message about the goal of manifestation and evolution, it is also contrary to the message of "Right Use of Will" (1984 p.62b and somewhere else: "returning to Oneness is not the goal") and to the message of Godchannel [see the most important discussion "Becoming New Heart"] (see also the left frame of puzzle-piece 2 and 2 b: "Peers and Companions",and puzzle-piece 21: Oneness and Duality) On the other hand, it is true and has happened in the past, that a group of "individual souls" reincarnated as one individuum. |
But
for now, you are still in the process of learning and exploring, [2013-08-27
The ancient Egyptians called this
the idea of the "One and the Many" For they are One,
The emphasis on duality in your
society
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2010_03_19
EMERGENCE AND THE ELEMENTAL SYNTHESIS
: MARCH EQUINOX 2010
Archangel Michael through Celia Fenn
…you
have indeed felt the acceleration of the Cosmic pulse
as it is received on Earth. …. Beloved Ones, the March Equinox will be something of an "Emergence" in the next steps of your spiritual and physical evolution. …. You will begin to notice that you are entering into new perceptions and new and deeper gifts and abilities as your Light Body receives more Light and this is transmitted to the physical structures of the Brain, the Pineal and Pituitary glands and the Heart, especially the Thymus Gland and the High Heart Chakra. This will expand and intensify your ability to see, hear and communicate on the Higher Dimensions and with increased intuitive ability. This means, Beloved Ones, that you will become able to access your gifts of empathy and telepathy more clearly. You will begin to communicate more with the Heart and the Feelings, with intuition, than with words. As you enter into these intuitive modes of being, you will still appreciate the gifts of language and words, but you will become more aware of the energy behind words, rather than the "meaning" on the mental level only. Silence will become as important as words. The ability to be in silence and to feel the energy of Love in that silence …. … The Gates of Perception will be fully opened to those who are awakened and ready to emerge to this new level of being and living. Beloved Ones, you are the pioneers, the ones who will access these new abilities so that all humanity might also discover their birthright as the "Holy Grail", the Physical Vehicle for the Light and Love of Spirit. …. The Elemental Synthesis : March 2010 .... But, Beloved Ones, we would suggest most kindly that more of you took up your responsibilities as Earth Keepers and entered into partnerships and working relationships with Nature and the Elemental energies. At the March Equinox of 2009, you celebrated the Elemental Reconnection that would allow you to co-create the New Earth in partnership with the Elementals and with Nature. But, so few of you are as yet working with that partnership. In the New Earth, you will find Oneness with plants, animals, minerals, as well as fellow humans. Your gifts of communication and healing will be exercised in partnership with these other beings who share the planet. [March 2, 2011: See my tunes to a biblical prophecy about a new biosphere, Oct. 2010 and January 2011!] ... each one of you can create what we call a "biosphere", even in your own home however small that is. This is a "sphere" of energy that is devoted to your relationship with plants, animals and minerals. It can be as small as a pot plant and some crystals, that is your Sacred Bridge to the Elemental Kingdoms, or it can be a Garden that celebrates the dance of the Elemental Energies of Nature There have been many examples of those beautiful souls who have learned how to communicate with Animals and Nature, and to grow plants with love for pleasure and for food… you see growing trees and plants simply as food or resources. But, these Living Beings were created to experience Joy and to bring you Joy in Sacred partnerships. [See an exemplary page about my "biosphere" on the Titorah-Hill at Modi'in and in my home at Modi'in in 2002_03] |
This will be
a loving co-operation and not an aggressive manipulation in the name of "science". ... Is it any wonder that this is what you see in the mirror when you contemplate so-called "natural disasters". ... Beloved Ones, creating a "biosphere" energy allows you to create a small sphere of energy where Nature and Elemental energy are respected and loved…. These various "spheres" will begin to resonate together and will link up in a grid of love that will provide the foundation for a more loving and peaceful relationship with nature and the Elemental energies. Each of you can contribute, and at the March Equinox celebrations it would be good to invite the Elemental energies and to celebrate a year of Partnership and Love in the New Earth. Sacred Union and Partnership in the New Earth Energy Beloved Ones, in the next two years you will be increasingly focused on the energy of Partnership and Relationship, and especially Sacred Union. This will be because as you enter the Fifth Dimension of Light, you will become more aware of what we will call the "Fractal Pattern of Oneness". [I re-read my sculpture about a "Figleaf-Fractal", related to also in pp21b Fragmentation and Fractals > 2002_08_31...] This is the Original Template of Creation, where the One becomes Two, and the Two become One in order to create. Yes, it is a wonderful paradox that describes the Pulses and Cycles of the Dance of Life. So, you will perceive that the Essence of "Oneness" is expressed in Diversity and in Co-operation through Partnership. Only by experiencing partnership can the Power of the One be achieved, whether through Inner Partnerships or between those expressed in the Outer Reality as a Mirror for the Dance of Life. So, you will be increasingly focused on ways to express Partnership on all levels and how to be in Partnerships that are a true expression of your Inner Essence of Divine Love. …and in this upcoming two year period you will indeed experience a complete restructuring of the ideas of Union and Partnership to a frequency of Harmony and Love beyond that of the old energies of Power and Sexual Exchange. All partnerships in the Fifth Dimension will resonate with the "blueprint" or pattern of Sacred Union, in Love, Balance and Harmony. …. Indeed, Beloveds, this is a Blessed time of great change, and you are seeing all that you have desired and worked for beginning to manifest into Physical Form. ... |
Comment on December 25, 2011:
After so many years of having used the terms "Partners" and "Partnership"
~~~~ I prefer the terms "Peers"
and "Peership"
[August 27, 2013: Creating
a "biosphere":
I've been doing this - since 2005 - not only in creating a garden on the land
which belongs to my landlords,
but since spring 2013 in the desert, with creating a biosphere on an army-pit,
which for years I had been filling with stones, transforming it intomy
"Grave of Compassion",
then with "plant-waste" from my garden, until the pit was overflowing
and "asked" me:
"what now?"
It was then that I had the idea - in order to NOT waste foliage etc. that
had to be trimmed in my garden,
to bring soil - from what little fertile soil my garden had started to produce
after 8 years,
and those overgrown plants that could grow roots in little soil,
if watered by bottles of water, which I carry there on my way to the pool
and back to it.
see
3 - now so rare - photos I made recently of the Grave of Compassion]
2010_03_19
I feel full-filled if I am One
I am one,
when I accept my Will, i.e. my feelings and desires.
I can accept them, if I do two things in every moment:
I vibrate i.e. breathe-move-sound, what I feel and desire.
I release the beliefs, habits and judgments, which dictate:
"I don't want to feel this!" -
"It's bad to feel this!" -"I must do or change something so
I won't feel this!"
If I "vibrate" and "release" - the first almost
automatic gift is
- feeling g r a t e - f u l l for ever so many things.
[On Dec.5, 2011, I learn,
that "Abraham" will talk on Radio
HayHouse -5 times till Dec. 22:
Emotions Indicate Vibration
Through Esther Hicks, the non-physical
consciousness Abraham addresses an audience in Washington, DC in this live
lecture.
The more I let myself feel, the more full-fill-ment I'll feel.
The more I feel , the more I vibrate,
the more I vibrate, the more I live.
My present "biosphere" in "my" (=my
landlords') garden at Arad.
[2013-02-08- The figtree died, just as the apple-tree
and the pear-tree and the vines ...
but last year I planted new trees and I'm dancing with my "biosphere"
just as it is now!]
[2010_04_02- The second vine
has begun to wake up and bud!] [2011_12_25 - Already some months
ago the fig-tree died for ever ' |
I planted two small and two big passifloras which all seem to like being with me. Of the two grapevines which I planted - only one rose up from its winter sleep .... This disproportion reminds me of my prophecy - a note to "The Time of Fruition": "that the vine has to move back in favor of the passiflora!" (2003) [2011_12_25 - only two passifloras survived, but those grew exuberantly!!!] |
These are the two "big" Passiflora plants. They look almost the same, but they are planted 4-5 meters apart. I'm happy, they feel and grow so well! [Dec. 25, 2011 - these two plants spread out, produced a blossom now and then from which about 10 fruits have ripened already] |
I've
been coping for more than a month with the ugliness in "my"
garden, and if I want to be honest, I must show the ugliness too. On January 30, 2010, three of my "starchildren" planted two trees. The apple-tree is still asleep, I hope, and not dead like the apple-tree in 1999 and 2005. The budding of the pear-tree in 2 spots is lovely, even on the disturbing background. But the "Eckerstein" bricks, which my landlord ordered to cover part of his real estate, were brought exactly on a day, on which I went an hour earlier than usual to the pool. Since I wasn't there to show the laborers the place, where to put the two gigantic loads, they squeezed them in between the newly planted trees, even breaking tiny branches. |
D E S E R T | |
Carefree
oasis, tent not-to roam, {the habitation in the garden} its stakes for ever-and-ever and its cords not-to be-cut-off Biblical Prophesy Isaiah 33,20 |
V I
S I O N |
2013: All those trees perished, but the three trees which I planted in 2012, flourish and bear fruits: see the 2 images at the end of
2010_03_24
The new biosphere:
And
in that day will I make a covenant for them with the beasts of the field, and with the fowls of heaven, and with the creeping things of the ground; and I will break the bow and the sword and the battle out of the land, and will make them to lie down safely [Hosea 2:20) |
tune on October 22-23, 2010-see
in SongGAME2007
2010_03_25
Today the pear-tree began to produce two blossoms (s.
end of the "Desert-Soil" song)
2010_10_23 and
2011_11_30
In August, or perhaps already in July, the pear-tree dried and died.
The same happened to the apple-tree and at last even to the fig-tree.
On the physical level it's clear,
that the desert-soil is overpowering any upgraded soil, killing whatever wants
to get rooted.
On a metaphysical level I understand, that I'm not to plant and to reap, i.e.
not to "settle".
Boris told me on Nov. 30, that there is a new method of gardening:
not hurting the soil by spades, only pruning what grows anyway,
and that is what I actually do .
And i'm grateful daily, that five trees of the "shitah makchilah"
have "planted themselves" and are bigger as the house already.
[2013-02-08 These had to be uprooted,
so that the new fruit-trees would
have a chance...]
Another message from STARCHILDGLOBAL
- Febr. 2011 (comments by me)
NEW EARTH RISING - Adventures in the new Consciousness The New Earth Grids, the Middle East and the Tree of Life energies~~~ At this time we are certainly feeling the changes and transitions as the old third-dimensional grids disintegrate and the Earth makes the shift into the Fifth Dimension. The "crisis" in the Middle East is very much a part of these shifts and changes, and is not something to be feared. In 2010 I went into the Middle East several times, including Egypt, with the express purpose of working with the new energies and helping to ground the Shekinah Divine Feminine energies in preparation for the manifestation of the New Earth on the Fifth-Dimensional Grids. So, it is not surprising to me, given the intensive efforts that many Lightworkers have focussed on this area, that the energy is now shifting. My interest, though, is
in the way in which the old is being displaced by the new in terms of
the energies and and the grids. The Middle East is a key
area on the Planet because it is the place that anchors the concept
of "duality" and that controls the old third-dimensional
grid networks. This is not in Egypt, but in Iraq. It was the
Sumerian "intelligence" that established what I would term
the "holographic insert" that became "religion"
in the Middle East. That was the "story" that there was originally
a "Garden of Eden" and that it was in the Middle
East. It was here that Humanity became "fallen" into duality,
and has had to work to "redeem" itself ever since. What
a wonderful manipulation to keep people in the
idea of low self-worth guilt and "not good enough".
Whenever I visit the Middle East, I am always struck by the stark dualities in this society, where "right and wrong" belief systems have become reasons to oppress and kill. The shadow energy is externalized and becomes "the enemy". This is nowhere more apparent than in the relations between men and women, where women become "black shadows" in their hijabs, carrying the sexual guilt of men. How good it will be when the Middle East is free of this energy, and all can be free to express who they are in a new society.
Africa became the Shadow land of Europe and America, the place where the energies of Lack, Poverty and Darkness would be dumped by the western collective consciousness. But this is all set to change ...... |
-2- The key to the opening
of the Grids lies in Southern Africa. The people called the
San or the Bushmen in Southern Africa are recognized
to be the ancestors of the Human Race. They were the original people
or the first people. What is left of the Bushmen in Africa? Not much....they are a dying race. They have been pushed off their land and dispossesed. They can no longer follow their traditional way of life and their traditional wisdom is in danger of being lost forever. I have recently begun working with Sean Caulfield, who was chosen by the San Spirit Keepers to be the link between the world and the last remnants of the Bushmen people. We feel strongly that at this time, the roots of the Tree of Life need help if the Tree is to be revitalized into the new Fifth Dimensional grids. These are some of the images of Sean's work with the San people in South Africa At this time, of the New Moon, and while there is such turmoil of change, we ask you to hold the people of Africa and the Middle East in the Light. The New Earth is Rising, the old is falling away, and Unity Consciousness is being born on the Planet. It is indeed time to celebrate the Birth of the New!~ I would also like to share with you a video that I made in Israel, at the Sea of Galilee in Israel last year. In this video I work with a group of Lightworkers to anchor the Divine Feminine energy and the Magdalene Flame. It is work such as this that has enabled the establishment of the New Earth grids that will replace the Old. I thank all the dedicated Lightworkers who are doing the work that they feel called to do at this time! [see the video on the original page beneath "Adventures in the New Consciousness", February 2011]
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the former source of "Nourishment from Others" 2007 and 2011 to next source of "Nourishment from Others" 2007 and 2011
Arad, Shabbat, December 17, 2011
Comet
Lovejoy Dec.
16, 2011: "Incredibly, sungrazing Comet Lovejoy has survived
its close encounter with the sun.
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Arad, Sunday, December 18, 2011
[sculpted on Dec. 22, after my return from
Shoham...]
Continuation
from "Only through your creations will you know yourself"
Daniel
and Pni-el
Two days before I was to carry out my scary plans
concerning Mika's 6th birthday on Dec. 20, 2011,
I was given a wondrous sign, which told me, that for me the time of "az
nidberu" would begin now.
The full-fillment of Original
Heart's "desire
for true, peer level companionship"!
The sign was an e-mail today, from Daniel
Golle, Germany, discovered by me around noon 12:25.
I recalled the name, but not that he had
participated in
the Walk about Love in spring 2009, where he heard me talking in a circle.
nor that we had a correspondende 3 times from December 2010 till January 2011,
but in the end had not encountered each other.
hallo christa-rachel!
ich habe heute geburtstag und bin in arad.
wenn du zeit hast, wuerde ich mich freuen, wenn du mich in das geburtstag-spiel
einweihst,
von dem mir die sternenkinder erzaehlt haben...
und vielleicht kann ich dir ja mit dreamweaver weiterhelfen ;)
Sag mir kurz bescheid, ich bin unter 054-... erreichbar.
I called and we fixed for 13:30. He came,
we worked, we talked, we worked, we ate, we talked... "az
nidberu"...
Daniel (29)
is a software engineer and the plan was to fix the bug with synchronizing
my local site with the Internet.
"Of course", Daniel just looked at the problem, and without doing
anything, anything at all, the problem fixed itself.
We also worked on other issues, which are not only technical, but have to
do with how we want the world to work:
not as a monopolistic company like "Windows",
but as a cooperative of volunteers like "Firefox" (I've to learn
more!}
Dec.12,
2010 Shalom! ich bin seit heute in Tel Aviv und gerade bei Gal gelandet. kann ich das Right Use of Will Buch von Dir leihen waehrend ich hier bin? ich suche das schon laenger, war leider unmoeglich zu bekommen. Ich komme natuerlich gerne vorbei, um es abzuholen und brings auch gerne persoenlich wieder zurueck :) |
Dec.13, 2010 Shalom
Daniel, Das erste RUOW Buch habe ich nicht mehr als Papierbuch. Es ist - auf englisch - ganz in meiner website integriert. Ein link ueber der Introduction fuehrt Dich zur Uebersicht ueber alle 8 Buecher. Ausser dem ersten Buch habe ich noch alle in Papier, aber es hat keinen Sinn, dass Du sie liest ohne zuerst das erste Buch wirklich studiert zu haben. Soviel ich weiss, ist das erste Buch auch ins Deutsche uebersetzt. Ich hoffe, ich konnte Dir helfen. |
Dec.15,2010 Nachdem ich mich die letzten zwei Tage kaum vom Bildschirm loesen konnte, habe ich mir jetzt einen Teil ausgedruckt :) Danke fuer Deine Website!!! Danke, dass es Dich gibt!!! |
Dec.16,
2010 Shalom Daniel, Danke fuer Deinen Dank. Das tut dem Ego gut.... Falls Du mehr Fragen zu RUOW hast, und - Gal hat es Dir wohl davon erzaehlt - zu Godchannel.com, stehe ich Dir "zur Verfuegung". |
Dec.31, 2010 Shalom
Daniel, Shalom! In ein paar Tagen werde ich die letzten Seiten blaue Buch gelesen haben; ich reise und lese ausgedruckte Seiten, weil ich nur kurz vorm Rechner sitzen kann -- ich bin/war Software Entwickler und bekomm sehr schnell Kopf- und Nackenschmerzen, wenn ich vorm Bildschirm sitze. Eine gesunde Haltung und Balance zu diesen Maschinen zu finden wird noch eine laengere Aufgabe in meinem Leben werden. Wenn Du gegen Ende der naechsten Woche Zeit hast, koennte ich nach |
Jan.
2, 2011 Shalom, Daniel, Im Augenblick sieht es so aus, dass ich am Wochenende in Arad bin. Was genau in puncto Zeit stellst Du Dir vor? Und um was genau bittest Du mich? |
Jan.4,
2011 Hallo Christa Rachel! Ich bitte Dich um weitere englische oder deutsche Lektuere, die mir helfen koennte, mich wieder mehr zu verbinden. Der Plan sieht fuer mich etwa so aus: ich fahr mit dem Bus nach Arad, treff Dich wegen dem Buch/eventuell weiteren hilfreichen Buechern, wenn Dir oder mir noch was einfaellt, findet sich ja vielleicht noch Zeit dazu. Ich bin gerade recht unstabil und durchlebe
wohl so etwas wie eine Ob ueberhaupt und Was ich Dir im Gegenzug
anbieten kann, weiss ich A letter from Daniel on Dec.23, 2011, after
my website software "DreamWeaver" again refused to synchronize
from local site to Internet and I asked for renewed help. So, das waren jetzt wahrscheinlich viel
zu viele Details. Grundsaetzlich geht es mir darum, moeglichst
vielen Menschen die Vorteile von Freier Software
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Jan.6, 2011 Shalom, Daniel, Diesmal hast
Du mich immerhin mit Namen genannt, Zunaechst die Bitte um Lektuere. Aber a) leihe ich die niemandem aus b) kannst Du sie doch einfach
von der Channelerin bestellen 3) Ich rate Dir dringend,
nicht gleich weiter zu lesen! 4) Ebenso dringend rate ich
Dir, Dich dem Godchannel.com zu oeffnen, Und nun zu Deiner grossen Not,
die mich natuerlich sehr beruehrt. Natuerlich brauchst Du das
Gespraech (Resonanzboden...) Ich denke an Dich: moegest
Du nicht zu viel leiden muessen auf der Suche nach Deinem Weg. |
January
26, 2011 Nun gibt es eine andre Gelegenheit,
Dir eben diesen Satz zu sagen: Am kommenden Sonntag vormittag fah-re
ich von Shoham nach Jerusalem, Uebrigens wurde ich zu diesem Brief "inspiriert" durch eine Seite auf meiner website, wo ich einen wichtigen Abschnitt aus einem der RUOW Buecher kopiert habe. 2005Learn&Live/16-2005_06_06.htm
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January
28, 2011 Liebe Christa-Rachel! Ich freu mich von Dir zu hoeren! Du hast mich nicht ueberwaeltigt sondern mich (zu Recht!) damit konfrontiert, dass ich nicht wirklich wusste, was ich wollte. Was Deine Entschuldigung angeht: Ich will nicht dass Du Dich schuldig fuehlst. Es hat mir nicht geschadet und war voellig in Ordnung. Und Du musst der Aussenwelt auch nicht auf Anfrage zu jedem Anlass und auf jede Art zur Verfuegung stehen! Ich kenne dieses Problem nur zu gut~~ Grenzen zu finden ist auch eins meiner Themen, ich habe gerade erstmalig die Erfahrung gemacht, an meine physischen und psychischen Grenzen zu stossen, waerend ich auf engstem Raum quasi ohne Grenzen mit einem anderen Menschen in recht extremen Bedigungen zusammengelebt habe. Nachdem meine Resourcen in dieser recht excessiven Selbstzerstoerungs-Phase ziemlich verbraucht waren ("Burn-Out" oder so) habe ich die Notbremse gezogen und finde jetzt langsam wieder meinen Weg ins Leben. Inzwischen kann ich formulieren, wo ich
auf Deine "strategische" Hilfe Ich bin inzwischen nicht mehr in Jerusalem
bei Tzippi und Lior, die mir |
January
31, 2011 Daniel,\\ ich versuche mit \lior's laptop zurechzukommen. \ Daher nur dies\;\\\\\\\\\\\\\ \oberstes \prinzip\; \niemand hat die \kraft Gefuehle anzunehmen, solange er nicht weiss und anwendet,\ DASS Gefuehle - selber Vibrationen - vibriert werden wollen und muessen, um zu heilen und um Dich den fuer Dich rechten //Weg zu weissen. Also studiere bitte die folgenden Seiten : Puzzle Piece 17, a,b,c,d,e und wenn weder gal \9ich finde einfach die shift taste nicht Dir den professionellen support geben kann, der Dich Gefuehle bewegen lassen kann, \\\\ dann solltest Du Re-evaluation counseling lernen, ganz systematisch. inzwischen atme und blinke und probiere all die andern Techniken, und bitte innerlich darum, dass zu Dir kommt, was Du nicht kapierst \und danke fuer den liebevollen Brief Rachel There was no response and we did not meet in Jerusalem, as I had suggested. Now , Dec.18, 2011, Daniel told, that he stayed at Neot Smadar for 5 months, lived in Hungary with his Hungary-born girlfriend and that then he finished his B.SC, in England. |
When we felt like eating lunch-
and by chance I had a nourishing soup and a red cabbage salad ready in the
fridge and it was - strange in this season!- warm enough to sit outside -
I sat - with Daniel - for the first time on a spot, which I had prepared under
those now grown-up acacias,
after all the plants about which I told above, refused to grow in "my"
garden, except for 2 passiflora- vines.
Towards the end of our long work on Daniel's 29 thanksgivings
and 3 wishes for his 30th year - all written-down or even sculpted by me,
suddenly Boris plunged into the room, - he was the one who had told me enthusiastically
about Daniel during a short visit 3 days earlier.
It was thanks to Boris and thanks to my computer problem and thanks to the
fact, that this time ! my son didn't move in order to repair it,
that this celebration of 'az nidberu'
began to expand.
For soon the couple Moshe and Stephanie from Berlin arrived, later than fixed
,
but at the right time regarding the togetherness between Daniel, Boris and
me.
Now, in addition to me, the German/Christian Israeli Jew,
and Boris, the Russian Jewish Israeli
and Daniel, the German, almost "Arad-nik" ,
["Arad is the center of the center of the
World and whenever I'm abroad I long to be here!"]
we embraced Moshe, a scientist, physicist (solid
matter),
the Israeli, who has been living in Berlin for 10 years and has a daughter
there,
and Stephanie, the German, the healer, who will soon "go down" to
Sinai,
for a workshop which she'll conduct with our
friend Margret, now called Sabera.
Boris asked Stephanie the question, which he asks
all people:
"What is your dream?"
"To live in a community in Nature and...."
Did she say: 'and work on healing each other mutually'?
in any case - I heard myself relating to what she said:
"Is there anyone among us, who doesn't share this
dream?"
What a coincidence with the Archangel's message in
2005 on top of this page!
Arad, Monday, December
19, 2011
I re-read the "Psalm
of the Mother", and I had these thoughts.
Leben heisst ...Life means
[see my song on the last page of SongGame]
Life is ~~~ Loving,
Knowing, Creating
LOVING all I am, all my feelings and from there all of Creation.
KNOWING all that is, why it is, and what it needs to be lovable.
CREATING whatever enhances my LOVING and
KNOWING.
Grate-full for what/whom I love,
know, create
zest-full for knowing and loving and creating
full-filled with knowing, loving and creating.
Looking at "Original Cause"
(see what I re-study and copy from the
violet and the purple RUOW-books)
and what happened before, during
and after all the "emergences" from "God"
I can see just this:
"They"=We are trying to understand (to "realize" what's
real),
trying to love,
and desiring to create constantly and ongoingly and infinitely.
I now "r-e-a-l-l-y" believe, that creating
IS a major part of Zest-full-ness and Full-fill-ing.
I no longer doubt it, as if there could be full-fillment without creating,
loving and knowing,
or as I - guilty because of my addiction to creating on Healing-K.i.s.s.
- rationalized:
as if only "Feeling begets Full-fill-ment!"
I must also re-learn, what I quoted in "Full-fill-ment
in Godchannel's Messages",
especially since Daniel G. suspected- but in a moment,
where nobody could relate -
that "acceptance sounds like tolerance"...
no date
From Mother Teachings, Healing Lucifer
Immediate fulfillment
and undenial is the end goal.
"Undenial.
This is very close to acceptance,
but it is deeper and more lasting.
Acceptance borders on tolerance,
which borders on segregation, ..."
on the same page I quote
"Channeling
Class Discussion"
"As you move
deeper into your wholeness
and your creating,
you and I become more like peers
as fellow universe creators.
And someday it won't be 'as if' we're buddies,
we just will be."
How will Healing Feeling beget
Full-Filling
again & again like the movement of the Sea?
I also want to re-learn the quote of Abraham on a former page:
Before the contrast and before the summoning,
|
I'm thinking about endlessly creating.
This somehow frightens me,
What helped me was a sentence by "Abraham",
also on the page of
"Full-fill-ment in GC's message" :
"The stability of your Earth exists
because i t s c h a n g e a n d
e x p a n s i o n
does not o u t s t r i p i t s a b i l
i t y t o f i n d b a l a n c e
."
That's vital: there's no end to creating,
but there must be balance in what is created
and obviously also balance within the creator!
Arad, Wednesday, December 21, 2011
The pain of my "lekhi lakh"
was soothed by two great gifts from my daughter-in-love:
1- A painting of hers, which she had wanted to discard already, when they
moved into this flat,
and which I grabbed and guarded in "my" room at Shoham:
For me it exemplifies the different "layers" of "the
Mother"!
Now it found its right place next to a round hole in the wall,
as if hinting at the ominous depth of Creation's "Lost
Will".
[2013: My definition of Lost Will ,
i.e. denied feelings, despised qualities, overridden needs and dwarfed greatness.]
2- the Az Nidberu blanket, the creation of which
was initiated by Efrat for
my 70th birthday:
[see
how I carried these gifts among all my "Exodus" stuff through the
trainstation of Lod]
I sent this double integration in my Arad sanctuary to my daughter-in-love
with the titles:
"A new sight from my bed" and
"A new sight from my loo".
I completed the sculpture in my bathroom by the renewal of two silvery plates,
one with the "yod-yod-yod-yod"
: ... the concept of a new economy on earth,
and the other the
Unity-Blessing - on a circle upon a triangle upon a square,
What a solution ! for my problem with holy geometry
on the former page:
my triangular pyramid and the circle that indicates my new "khugh-lakh".
|
See this prophecy and my tune on K.i.s.s.-Log 2008 since Aug. 5 till Dec. 31 az nidberu yir'ee YHWH ish - el - re'eehu va-yaqshev [YHWH] va-yishma' Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk among each other, and he listens and he hears yatakaalamuna allathina yarau'na-hu , va-yusri va-yasma' Dann die IHN schauen, werden reden miteinander, und er lauscht und er hoert Puis ceux qu'ils voient Ha-Shem, se parlent l'un a l'autre il entends, il ecoute And see "The Unity-Blessing": "For the sake of uniting the Holy-One-Blessed-be-He and his Shekhinah to unite the name YH with WH in whole union May all of Israel be wombed in my womb" |
Arad, Thursday,
December 22, 2011
While trying to integrate the 24 hours experience away
from Arad,
[see the 7
pages about my lekhi lakh
from Mika]
and - by contrast - the experience with az nidberu
2 days earlier.
I am touched by the sentence of Archangel Michael in
Oct. 2006:
"....to carry out your work as souls
who are undertaking
the exploring and creating for Source,
you need to step back
into that separation from Source and into 'self'."
Arad, Friday,
December 23, 2011
There was only one relevant program on TV, the third
among a doc sequence about the Kibbutz.
Though the "Kibbutzniks" an the one hand and the "Academics"
on the other hand
were those people against whom I once discerned a strong prejudice on my part,
the phenomenon of the historical Kibbutz still earns my utmost admiration
and awe.
I am sure, there would not be any State of Israel without these incredible
pioneers.
A sentence from a former program, in which a now old woman said:
"ha-mele'ut hazot" - this full-ness which
we felt! this meaningfull-ness!"
But,"of course", the feeling of
achievement, accomplishment, full-fill-ment had dark shadows.
I'm sorry for detailing the shadows of the Kibbutz-movement
instead of their life-bringing light!
(1) The forth shadow was the most direct result of
what got lost in time: |
(2) I fell asleep rightaway, only to wake up in the middle of the night. After a long wake-full-ness I switched on the light and opened "Speaking to Angels". There was a passage, p. 101-102, which caused me great turmoil: "Lilli:
"Atmospheric pressure oppresses me~~~" "YOU CANNOT LOVE IT IF YOU DO NOT KNOW IT. "BECOME ONE WITH IT, "AND THEN THERE IS NO ENEMY." The concept, of course, is not new to me. It's all about self-acceptance, undenial, healing into wholeness. But a) I had never understood that Jesus-sentence in this way. On the contrary, I had hated it, "because it's demanding too much from human beings, and even You yourself haven't applied it, see how you humiliated your enemies, the so-called "pharisees" etc." But more striking was the context in which I read it: after the input about the 'move'ment of the Kibbutz! The TV doc had quoted the words of Yitzchak Tabenkin, considered a spiritual leader of the Kibbutz Movement then, after the voting of the UN in favor of the partition of Palestine, which meant both: a Jewish State, and war between Jews and Arabs. Tabenkin said: "now we, too, have succumbed to the temptation of becoming ruled" (it was not mentioned, that this was the horrid fact in ancient Israel: 1. Samuel 8:5 : "now make us a king ... like all the nations. How sad were YHWH and his prophet because of this Free Will choice... Everett Fox called his translation of the books of Samuel: "Give us a King" ) I, who have dedicated 40 years to "peace" always say, that without the war in the Middle East the Jews from 70 nations and different races would slaughter each other. It seems to be the "enemy" which makes Israel one functionable nation. I also keep saying, what Jonathan Jacoby taught me... the victimized people must first grow strong by fighting the enemy before being able to try what I have been proposing and applying since 1974:: "being master of ourselves means to turn a negative dependency into a positive dependency, i.e. into a "partnership"...." |
There is again something to celebrate that is right in the World:
Two news from Thegoodnews.co.il:
Free
Art in Shanghai and MIT
to offer Free Internet Courses
Continue to "The Heart is Awake"
2013
August
26, 2013 Since this is one of the pages where I "mention" Jonathan Jacoby, I want to insert today's group-mail about his son Joshua, who suffers from an illness that "is supposed" to not let him live much longer. May my intense thinking of and feeling into Jonathan and Joshua help them! |
In
Jonathan's Rosh-Hashanah blessing on Sept 4, 2013 he did not relate to my letter following all the work below, but the coincidence of the image of the spherical "Cyclodextrin, the drug that will bring hope and promise to Joshua in the New Year", with my ponderings about linear and spherical "Time" , was astounding.. |
Dear Friends and Family:
Last week, I received word from the FDA
that it has given the green light for Joshua to be treated with Cyclodextrin.
The next step is approval from Harbor UCLA's Institutional
Review Board.
Then we will talk to Joshua and his teachers, telling him (in an age
appropriate way)
how unique and now hopeful his life is.
We hope to begin treatment in mid-October.
The words that come to mind, which I am singing inside, are from the book of Psalms [118:24]:
This is the day that God made; Let us rejoice and be happy
in it.
Thank you to everyone who has helped Joshua to reach this
day!
Jonathan
Thanks to Gmail, which I must have installed in 2009,
I can follow the correspondence with Jonathan about Joshua since then.
Thinking of Jonathan still as my "twin-brother",
I am at awe when discerning the path of his and my life:
from
wanting "to make peace", [- though even then-
by digging into the earth to heal the roots of the world's plights]
Jonathan was led to demonstrate the saying of the Sages
"whoever keeps alive one soul - is as if s/he has
kept alive the entire world"
[see in my double book:
p. 42 (German)/p.62 (Hebrew) and again p.126
(German) / 142 (Hebrew)
while I was led "to
become a pioneer of Evolution in learning to feel".....
2009
Oct.
23, 2009 Jonathan: It was particularly nice to say Happy New Year
during this year's Jewish holidays. ... Joshua has received his first
batch of N-Acetyl-Cysteine (NAC), the drug that we hope will help
slow the progression of NPC. (The man in the picture is Dr. Denny
Porter, who is running the clinical trial at the National Institutes
of Health.) Joshua is among the first to participate in this historical trial, the first of its kind conducted at the NIH. Significantly, this is also the first trial to validate a biomarker (a biological indicator of the disease’s progression) for NPC. And researchers have found at least two additional compounds that may lessen the severity of NPC. More are expected in the next year and a half, which means that SOAR (Support Of Accelerated Research/NPC) researchers are on schedule to create, by the start of 2011, a “cocktail” of compounds that might significantly delay or modify the neurological symptoms of NPC. It is truly wonderful to witness how the research
we all support is beginning to bear fruit. There is still a long way
to go -- and I so appreciate what you have done to help us get this
far. Thank you very much. Jonathan April 13, 2010 As I’ve described to many of you, SOAR was conceived in the mountains above Rio de Janeiro, where I had travelled with three scientists studying Niemann-Pick Type C (NPC) to enlist the support of a potential donor living in an estate outside the town of Petropolis. One of the scientists to make that journey was Steve Walkley of the Albert Einstein College of Medicine in New York. Steve is now one of SOAR’s four investigators. The insights gleaned during those few days in Petropolis remain special and inspiring to him. “There was a sense that there were candidate compounds, and that things weren’t moving fast enough,” Steve remembers. “We had an idea that we could make things move better, quicker if we could just coordinate the research.” I'm forwarding an email that I received recently from Steve (right frame), which I think you'll find useful for understanding the disease and his current efforts to treat it. (I've also attached a photo ... from a wonderful walk we took in the Fall.) Steve knows Joshua and many of the other children whose lives he works to save. They’ve visited his office and his home with their families. Their pictures are posted on the door of his office. He and the others in the collaborative often do not take that last train home from work at night. Their devotion runs deep. We have an incredibly talented group of researchers who have the ideas and brain power to do something amazing. Effective therapies are in sight. The SOAR scientists are each aware that in saving the lives of these children they are translating the promise of science into the reality of drug therapies for tens of thousands of children. Thank you so very much,Jonathan Rachel: I greet you, Jonathan, and am glad, that you give all your heart and mind and life to healing. |
Over the years we
have learned much about the abnormalities occurring in brains affected
by NPC disease. We know that the genetic defect in NPC disease causes
an abnormality in the recycling center of cells – the so-called
lysosomes, so that without the NPC protein there are compounds that
accumulate in cells instead of being recycled. One of these is cholesterol;
another is a glycolipid (a particular compound composed of both a
sugar – hence “glyco” and a fat – hence “lipid”).
We knew that this glycolipid should have been recycled normally even
in diseased cells because there was no evidence of a direct recycling
defect. Knowing this we reasoned that if we gave an inhibitor of its
synthesis (not unlike the use of statins to block synthesis of cholesterol
in individuals with high cholesterol) we might lessen the burden of
disease.
In all our efforts, we also collaborate closely with other SOAR-NPC researchers in the US and UK, linked together with the common cause of finding a therapy for NPC disease. We work closely with each other and with groups at the NIH to discover and test novel compounds for the treatment of NPC disease. The very latest of these, one that showed tremendous promise in cultured cells, is just now being administered to mice with NPC disease for the first time. Through these efforts we hope to one day have a drug or cocktail of drugs that will be effective in preventing the onset and progression of NPC disease.
Dr. Steven U.
Walkley
|
July
28, 2010 Jonathan: Amy Marcus wrote a piece in Friday's Wall Street Journal about the new government program that will be collaborating closely with SOAR to develop a drug to treat Niemann-Pick Type C. It's an exciting development, which we have been working on for many months! You can read the article at this link: In the article, Chris Austin, the head of the NIH
program, links the success of the overall program to its ability to
actually deliver therapies. That's truly good news. Rachel: Shalom,
Jonathan! |
Rachel: The other "brothers"
are Moshe
Klein (47) and Yaacov
Hayat (53). Yaacov was introduced to me
by Mona, if you remember her. |
August
17, 2010 Hello on a difficult Saturday ... I opened my email this morning to find a message I have been dreading. Aaditya , a 9 year old boy in India with Niemann-Pick Type C, has died: Duriya Lakdawala
I look at Joshua's picture and cry. I'm so grateful
that his disease is taking longer to affect him and I so hope there
is time. |
Rachel:
At least you have the chance, Jonathan, to savor
every moment with Joshua. I talked to my best friend Yanina, who is so afraid of the threatening cancer death of her husband (age 86).[died in 2011] I quoted Franz Rosenzweig who wrote to his mother after his father's death: "When we mourn someone, the mourning is not so much about what we lost, but about what we could have enjoyed and didn't." - And at the end of a Talmudic book it's written: "What is Gehinom? To know what you could have eaten and didn't eat, to know what you could have drunk and didn't drink!" ........ You know that, don't you: it's not the amount of time which we spend with loved-ones, but the quality. And billions of people would envy you for the quality of life, which you two are creating day after day! Jonathan responded with one line: on another topic ... guess who i met last week. daniel! it was a wonderful reunion ... Now - on this page - with so much about Daniel Golle in 2011-12, I had to figure out, that Jonathan meant Daniel Padnes of "Partnership" in 1978-1980 . Only then I saw that the correspondence went on and that Jonathan even sent a photo of Daniel Padnes and told, that Daniel , too, was now living in the USA. To this I reacted: What a pity! For his children, for me. Both of you not in Israel. I feel a bit deserted by you. Israel's learning experiences are crucial for the world... |
September
2010
For your viewing pleasure as a New Year begins, here are two short videos. Thanks to Irwin Kula for turning me on to this series, called "Symphony of Science." The first is three minutes long. It's about the miracle of science. My favorite line is by the astronomer Jill Tarter: "The story of humans is the story of ideas that shine light into the dark corners of reality." The second one is about "the molecular machinery of life" and is four minutes long. My favorite line comes from Carl Sagan: "Every cell is a triumph of natural selection. And we're made of trillions of cells. (Within us is a little universe.)" With all my best wishes for a Happy, Healthy
and Creative New Year, Jonathan |
Rachel Jonathan, thank you, the integration of music (which belongs to the Feeling/Intuition aspect of Oneness) with science (which belongs to the Spirit/Mind aspect of Oneness) is really a good sign towards the quantum-leap which we are living for. I sent the links to Moshe Klein, my other twin-brother, a genius astro-mathematician Moshe Klein on Sept. 26, 2010, Dear Jonathan, I receive the link from my Sister.. Rachel Bat aDam It is really beautiful !!! Best wishes |
May 12, 2011 a letter from Jonathan's brother forwarded to Jonathan's addressees Michael: Dear Family and Friends, We're writing to invite you to join us in celebrating our 25th anniversary together with our children, Ariel, Ben and Yael. Many of you know our adorable nephew, Joshua Jacoby, who is now eight years old. He is a diehard sports enthusiast, loves music and has a huge impish smile. And as many of you know, Joshua was born with a genetic disorder called Niemann-Pick Type C, (NPC), a Lysosomal Disease. While NPC is quite rare, at least once every 30 minutes, another baby is born with one of the degenerative disorders in the Lysosomal Disease family -- for which there are as yet no cures. Life expectancy for NPC is under twenty years. While the facts are pretty dismal, thanks to the Hide and Seek Research Foundation and their unique research paradigm called SOAR – Support of Accelerated Research – there is real hope. For example, a compound called cyclodextrin has recently shown impressive promise in mice and cats afflicted with NPC and could significantly impact the severity of the disease. The National Institutes of Health has now decided to sponsor a groundbreaking effort to bring cyclodextrin into the clinic so that it can be given to children like Joshua. Discoveries in these fields of genetic research are being made at the speed of lightening. But, will it be quick enough to help Joshua? We have often asked ourselves if there is anything
our family can do in addition to periodic donations to Hide and Seek,
and came up with the idea of doing a family walkathon on Shvil Yisrael
(the trans-national hiking trail that traverses Israel, north to south.)
On June 23rd and 24th our family will be walking a portion of that
trail. We invite you to honor us by donating to Hide and Seek, and/or
joining us for a portion of our walk. We really appreciate your support and participation in this important cause. If you are interested in meeting or joining us for some portion of the walk, please let us know in advance (Cary 054-~~~, Michael 054-~~~). Here is a rough schedule of where we will be and when: On Thursday morning at about 9:30 we will be starting from road 899 about a kilometer northeast of Avivim Junction South, and plan to finish at Moshav Amirim in the afternoon. On Friday morning we will start at Amirim and finish at the Meron parking lot on highway 866. June 6, 2011 Your plan to walk for Joshua
is wonderful, Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam. |
Aug.
17, 2011 Jonathan: Dear friends and family: It's been barely a month since I last wrote but it feels like a decade of changes have taken place. Maybe that is what it is like living the life of a parent whose child has a fatal disease, a child who brings so much joy to his family and to everyone who knows him. Joshua and I spent four days last month at the NIH
for tests. (The photo below is from his first exam by Denny Porter,
the physician who runs NPC clinical trials and whom Joshua clearly
loves.) The tests showed that Joshua’s disease has progressed
ever so slightly. The signs are very subtle, so subtle that they might
not have been detected previously – because the testing technology
has advanced so much. There is no change in Joshua's behavior,
intelligence or abilities. Still, it is sobering to know that the
disease is there, creeping along inside my child however slowly. There was even more sobering news at NIH: Scientists now believe that the most effective way to deliver cyclodextrin – the compound with the most promise for combating NPC – is intraventricularly, i.e., directly into a ventricle of the brain. The thought of Joshua undergoing a procedure so close to the brain is almost impossible to comprehend. The good news is that the particular surgery being considered is among the most common of those performed by neurosurgeons, who consider it to be quite safe. The procedure, which is most often used for cancer patients, involves inserting a small reservoir underneath the scalp that can be used to administer the cyclodextrin to the brain. Once the reservoir is inserted, it could last for as long as 15 years. (Click here to see an animation about this device, which is called an Ommaya Reservoir.) [there was nothing to click on] The other good news is that NIH scientists and their colleagues, including two SOAR researchers, are hoping to begin a clinical trial with intraventricular delivery of cyclodextrin in 2012. If they do, it would obviate the need for a "compassionate use trial" to deliver cyclodextrin to Joshua. Still, there are numerous roadblocks on the road to an NIH trial. And as promising as cyclodextrin is, we don’t yet know the extent to which it will work in humans. In addition, the method of delivering cyclodextrin is invasive and risky. For these reasons, SOAR scientists continue to work on a number of other potentially effective therapeutic interventions. We are also continuing to make plans for a compassionate use trial, in case there are significant delays to the NIH trial. All of this is going to cost more money than we've raised in the past and I appreciate every contribution made, no matter its size. You can give online by clicking here or by sending a check to Hide & Seek/SOAR, 6475 East Pacific Coast Highway, Suite 466, Long Beach, CA 90803. To all of you who have given and will give, I am forever grateful for your support. Finally, we are cognizant that as this chapter unfolds, we must begin to think about how we talk to Joshua about his condition. It will be a delicate time and it is important that he not learn about his disease from anyone other than his parents. So please continue, as you have until now, to keep Joshua's story confidential and within this circle of friends and family. And if you have any questions, please direct them to me rather than to Donna. I’d be happy to answer discuss these plans in greater detail. Thank you and love,Jonathan P.S. Special thanks to my brother, Michael,
my sister-in-law, Cary, and their children, Ariel, Ben and Yael, for
taking a two-day hike last month in Israel to raise money for SOAR.
My thanks as well to those who joined them and to all those who contributed:
you have literally joined us on this incredible journey. |
Rachel
Jonathan, I wonder, in what way both of us are taught to learn the third part of the triple task: Micah 6:8 [see my song] "It hath been
told thee, O man, what is good, and what the LORD doth require of thee:
only to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with thy God"
|
May 2013 Jonathan: About 10 days ago, the team responsible for the clinical trial to test cyclodextrin as an NPC therapy made a decision to put the trial on hold. Two of the three children in the formal trial had an contracted an infection after the surgery to implant the Ommaya Reservoir. The researchers and doctors do not completely understand why the infections occurred - but they are very conservative when it comes to safety. They do know that the complications did not result from the drug itself. The drug was actually shown to be more biochemically effective than expected. It is too early to know when the trial can start again. I hope within a few months. The plan now is to deliver cyclodextrin intrathecally, thru monthly lumbar punctures. It's not ideal but lumbar punctures are known to be safe because NPC kids have them routinely to analyze their cerebral spinal fluid. Joshua is still patient #6. We will have to wait until the trial restarts to know when he'll begin himself. There are so many feelings and ideas in the
air right now, from the fear of delay to the lessons learned from
the process, which will make the trial better when it resumes.
It's difficult to know exactly what to say. So I'll share a song that
came to mind after I heard the news. I don't think it was written
from a father to a child - but it says perfectly what I'm singing
to Joshua: [the song is attached in
.MP3 format] I got my mind set on you |
I got my mind set on you But it's gonna take money It's gonna take time And this time I know it's real I got my mind set on you |
Return to Jonathan's letter on August
26, 2013 - above!
As an utter contrast - see the clip, which
my granddaughter Elah posted on Facebook today, August 26, 2013
"I forgot my phone"
I'm glad I stopped photographing (mostly with my camera, rarely with my old
cellphone) more than a year ago.
But it squeezes my heart to see kids on swings in the park and lovers in bed
engaged "with" their smartphones.
What does this mean in terms of Evolution and Healing of the World?
Continue
to "The Heart is Awake" 2007 or to "My
Soul-Search after my 75th Birthday" 2013