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52 days of Moving and E-volving Emotions Manual - 30th day, August 2002
Fear
[pp33]
didn't let me sleep. Then I had an insight~~ |
rming
2013 |
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The FELT days 117, 118, 119, 120 ~ of the next 15 FELT years
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5 y e a r s = 5 4 8 0 days
of g e f u e h l t e - g e f u e l l t e Z e i t "inmitten der Ewigkeit", f e l t - f i l l e d t i m e "amidst eternity" from the beginning of my 76th till the completion of my 90th year [unless I'll die after all] The feeling chosen from a day is exhibited in max. 7 lines per day since August 28, 2013 On 6 days of the week I learn, but Shabbat is dedicated to my main feeling: grate-full-ness. Since feelings must be vibrated~ wombed, each day closes with a song, fitting the 7 lines To challenge myself like that -while not knowing what will be "staged" in my personal and in the world's drama till 2028 , exhilarates me! |
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December
26, 2013 Lo- I am making a new-one |
December
30, 2013 Unpeeled - how heavy to carry is my fruit |
December 26, 2013
RECALLING
experiences towards
the MANIFESTATION of the MOBILE DESERT HOSTING
ECONOMY from April 19, 2004: "The Mount Ararat Evolution" or "Bedouin Economic Independence and Cultural Pride" or "The Desert People around the Dead Sea: Pioneers of a Mobile Desert Hosting Economy?" The first stage of Self-Determination is usually the struggle against the Victimizer or Oppressor. My friend's, Nuri Eloqbi's just now published book about the struggle of his tribe, demonstrates this stage. What I envision and strive for, is the Desert People's true Self-Empowerment and creative Self-Determination. I'm "talking business" now. Since Bedouin can no longer make a living by raising sheep, goats and camels, and since governments hate their uncontrollable roaming around in the desert, and are just about to wipe out the last, already decrepit, remnants of Ismael, it is high time to demonstrate to both, what is our common interest: To create a Desert Hosting Economy, which will guard what it wants to sell: the two-fold treasure of the Desert: its SPS or Space, Purity & Silence, and the personal hospitality of the Desert People. Bedouins and authorities alike will now open their eyes: The Desert People's value of hosting their guests for free, will be replaced by the value of integrating Wo/Man in Nature. . The Government's panic of uncontrollable citizens and of Ismael occupying the lands "meant for Israel", will be replaced by Ben-Gurion's dream of the blossoming desert. But mind you!!!!!! what needs to blossom is not the desert as if it were deserted land, what needs to blossom and can blossom in the Desert, is the deserted soul, the soul of Wo/Man, [not "prekhat hashmamah" but "prechat haneshamah ba-shmamah"] This can happen only, And as to the seemingly opposing interest
of the Nature Reserves Authority,
More and more Desert People will see their chance to make a living, not by changing their life-style, but by relying on it, they will strengthen their self-esteem, not by imitating civilization, but by offering to balance civilization, they will empower themselves and become once more Ismael, independant and proud, yet welcoming and caring like his/our father Abraham, the Bedouin. |
RECALLING
experiences towards
the MANIFESTATION of the MOBILE DESERT HOSTING
ECONOMY THE BREAKTHROUGH OF NOAH'S
DEAD SEA VISION:
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RECALLING
experiences towards
the MANIFESTATION of the MOBILE DESERT HOSTING
ECONOMY [still from "Breakthrough of Noah's DeadSea Vision" 2004] Following the theft of my solar system by Bedouins
on March 18, 2004
"There
will be no peace here,
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RECALLING
experiences towards
the MANIFESTATION of the MOBILE DESERT HOSTING
ECONOMY also from "Breakthrough of Noah's DeadSea Vision" 2004 A Story I went back to the women's tent to get my sleeping
bag. |
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Addition
to "PONDERING" on Dec. 26, 2013 When I told Immanuel in 19984 (he was 21 then and a pilot in the Israeli Air-Force), that I would buy a bus and turn it into a mobile home, he said: "Imma, this time I'm totally against your idea!" I said: "I understand you.. But would you still take over the carpentry in that bus?" Instead of "winning him over", I had given him a challenge and he accepted. It was like a revelation which revealed him to himself a revelation that made relevant for him, what I had proposed to him. This is what I have to do: to make what I propose relevant to people, not petition them about what I myself want for them [leave alone about what I want for myself] and be it the highest goal which I desire for them. |
PONDERING on
Dec. 22, 2013, recorded during my travel from Shoham to Arad In the 2nd line there should be a "not". But I won't correct the text of this .gif! I desire to see a sign in what's missing, a sign, that this "not" is not an option! (Hebrew texts must first be written outside this website and then photographed and inserted in an image-format) |
ENVISIONING Among the many goals of the Mobile Desert Hosting Economy I desire to constantly radiate the main goal: to give a new vision to young as well as to old people, something to dream about, something to "draw out the creative powers of people", of a l l the people and peoples in the Middle East! I saw a TV report about a "wedding" of the "Hilltop-Youth" in the Occupied Territories, and despite all I knew about them, I was shocked, how much hatred and intended violence was demonstrated unabashedly. I'm more certain than ever, that part of this horrid ideology and behavior results from the emptiness of the young people, who have no vision, no dream. I once more quote Rami Haruvi, who screamed at his father, one of the founders of Naharia: "You [Zionists] have not left us anything to do!" |
EXPLORING Not only the Israel Nature and Park Authority should be interested, but also some Ministries: Environmental Protection Ministry Ministry for the Development of the Negev and Galilee Tourism Ministry the Ministry for Education Economic Strategy Ministry I've not yet found out, what Ministry "takes care" of the Bedouin |
the next morning I discovered on a Haredi-news-website.
[it will not be there tomorrow]
an audio about this "wedding" attached to this image of "the
S w o r d s -Dance".....
Later I came across my remark about the "infamous settlers" and
added - today:
Perhaps the "infamy"
will transform into "fame"?
December 27, 2013
Snow that makes all citizens of Jerusalem equal for some days - Zecharia 8:4,5 -listen to my song |
RECALLING from "Nuri Al-Okbi" What I, Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam, envision for Ismael, the archetype of a Bedouin like his and Isaac's father Abraham is in radical contrast to the approach of Israel's Government [see a horrid quote there] ........ my motivation for "Noah's Shore Peace Project" and the "Mount Ararat Re-Creation", as has been all my work since the quantum-leap of the "Partnership" Concept in 1974, is not the fight for "Human Rights" , for who am I, daughter of the murdering nation, that I would preach morality to the murdered nation, but the understanding of true Self-Interest, the development of genuine Self-Esteem, and the application of Self-Determination |
ENVISIONING If those Bedouins |
EXPLORING
I found a good Wikipedua-Article about Unrecognized Bedouin villages in Israel , Especially the last chapter about Ecological issues should be explored by me "While Bedouin take up open spaces that could be used for touristic purposes and construction of towns to accommodate new settlers, prominent Israeli environmental figures argue, that unapproved construction of unrecognized villages are an environmental hazard. "Some ecologists say that Bedouin communities are causing damage to ecosystems since the Negev has unique habitats. There is a transitional area between the desert and the border region of the south of Judaean Mountains and Shfela, where most plant and animal species perform a gradation between habitats. Therefore, this zone is vital for them, especially during the global warming when species of the desert are expected to migrate to the north" [Enough for now, because it's already the Eve of Shabbat) |
December 28, 2013
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The
letter to Gadi and Efrat and Maya Lybrock |
Until
I came home, Gadi had sent a photo of the
scroll to my e-mail and asked to hear about my experience. So I started to sculpt this letter: |
Suddenly
at midnight I was urged to check, when exactly
- 4 years ago - we approached what was still the 'Succayah', with
my Bedouin friends, Yahia and Samira, who until January 2006 were intended
to become the pioneers of a Rihlah/ Ohalah, a mobile Desert Hosting
business.- As I told - Abraham Dror did not let them enter. I suspected, that it was on the 28th of December. "But that would be tomorrow", I screamed. It was already "today": Shabbat, no public transport, no appointment with Gadi or Yael. I got up from my cosy bed, turned on the computer, and , indeed, was confirmed in what I suspected. Therefore no choice, a command from within is a command. I left already at 7:35 in the morning, passed my Wadi of Compassion and stretched my hand out along the main street of Arad. A smiling woman brought me to the entry of Arad and after another 7 minutes a man took me in. This changed all I had planned. We arrived at Mitzpe-Ramon, took the scroll from Gadi and drove to what is still "Succah in the Desert" from the northern side, which enabled me not to enter the place from the front. Hadn't I sworn 4 years ago, that my foot would never touch it again? |
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RECALLING
experiences towards
the MANIFESTATION of the MOBILE DESERT HOSTING
ECONOMY
Translation:
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The
incredible guiding I was granted with towards my delivery of my message to Avi, [-that he should open the path to the second, improved part of the scientific model of a Desert Hosting Economy by wiping off the earth what I and he have installed on it,] reinforces my desire and decision to not petition or partner people, but to "let them come my way". **** I came across an immensely relevant document, the last one I sculpted before leaving in 1976: Addressed to the hosts! I forgot all about it and now must study this thorouly! |
Maya's response makes me feel content, while I'm sad about Yael's withdrawal (or that's how I see it) after her "hugging" response following our meeting on Dec. 11 |
RECALLING
experiences towards
the MANIFESTATION of the MOBILE DESERT HOSTING
ECONOMY D E S E R T V I S I O N ADDRESSING THE HOSTS
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