The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S. - as stated 12 years ago - was and is   to help me and my potential P E E R s  "to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness, and - by extension - all of CREATion!"

Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013 and Overview of its main libraries [If you look for a word on this page, click ctrl/F and put a word in "find"]

I focus my experiencing and awareness on being "a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel": I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb' pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness, so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve, and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!! "I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

	1	2	3	4	5	6	7		"AZ NIDBERU" - My new Midrash and song in 5 languages about the prophecy of Malachi 3, 16 ["YHWH" is named "HA-SHEM"= The Name]
1 2 3	How Learn And	I The Train	Heal Conditions In	Myself For Creating	Into Heaven Those	Whole On Conditions	Self-acceptance Earth Daily	Click!	Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk among each other, and he listens      and he hears yatakaalamuna     allathina     yarau'na-hu , va-yusri        va-yasma' Dann die IHN schauen, werden reden miteinander, und er lauscht      und er hoert Puis ceux qu'ils voient Ha-Shem, se parlent l'un a l'autre il entends,        il ecoute

It seems that I chose 26 actors for my life's drama and those 26 actors chose me! One common trait of all roles is "mutual dependency" between them and me.
With 16 actors - my family - the mutual dependency is life-long! With my landlords at Arad & with my 6 starchildren, born between 1986-88, it may be temporary.
My children: Immanuel, Ronnit, Micha; my children-in-love: Efrat, Uri, Ra'ayah; my 10 grandchildren [born 1987-2005): Elah-Alon-Tomer-Mika; Jonathan-Rotem-Yael-Itamar; Arnon-Ayelet
My landlords: Ofir & Meital+ Lior (2002) & Amit (2005). My starchildren: Lior Oren, Zipi Winkler , Dina Strat , Meshi Taib, Gal Mor, Boris Arons [26=YHWH=13+13=ahavah+ahavah =LOVE!]

The FOCUS of MY INTENTION TODAY

Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want, then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what may

8:17
I desire - on this last day before traveling again, and on which there seems to be nothing new to think & no input fromTV ~~~
[how wrong I was!-there was much to think about Oct. 13 , the 'Losung' on the Day of my Birth, and then 2 of this year's best movies
to complete what is still pressuring me, ridiculous as this is - 3 letters and the October pages (from 13th).

I desire to no longer try to change the reasons (patterns, judgments) for "ridiculous" feelings,
but to feel, move, accept them - vicariously - for all humans who are afraid to feel 'bad' feelings

God's Eye?

hodayot [thanksgivings] for today

8:30
My Body, my Partner, my God
I give thanks to our eyes and to our wondrous capacity to SEE.
I ask your forgiveness that I'm still so often unaware of this wonder
and therefore also reckless, careless in over-using and straining them.
I give thanks to "Paula" & "Aya" for the "eye-keys" which work so well.
Though my eyes now automatically contract and release when I wake up,
I wish to be aware of many more situations, where I can practise this:
contracting-releasing - fast~slow, strong~faint, left eye~right eye , both eyes,
under closed eyelids, or opening and closing them, wide or just a little,
GOD'S BODY TALKS:
"The first step in relating with Body is to be able to perceive me.
e.g. -I'm moving my eyes to scan these lines of type as you read.
Can you feel Body doing this? How does it feel? ..."

I am grate-full for the zest I feel towards this day,
on which I want to deepen my experience, my feelings, my learning
- from re-studying and editing my most recent past : October 2008.
I am grate-full for the fantastic circumstances of my life which allow this:
free time, a comfortable space, a structured routine,
the health of my body, the swimming-singing in the pool,
the walk through the desert, which I'll set out for right now: 9:02

Finetuning to my Present

I did it again: create a situation, which "caused" Arnon to disappoint me,
which in turn "caused" me to "cause" him feelings of guilt [see also on Oct. 15!!]
How often have I said, to myself and to him,
that I would not send him or the other grandchildren anymore e-mails?
So why did I send him the children-dogs-compositions?
There is no doubt, that I wanted to support him by doing do.
I did think of him and his desire for a dog strongly,
and showed this through my work on those images.
I also wanted his father, my son, to see, remember and feel nostalgic
and then "do more" in order to overcome the obstacles against a dog.
It was alright that I wanted to do that.
But what prevented me from calling Arnon THEN and telling him,
"I sent you an e-mail , such and such, I hope you like it!"

This is a classical example of HOW we attract a trigger, if a trigger is needed
to point out a hole in our wholeness which now wants to heal.

But what is the hole?
The old one - that I give and am not received?
I don't know.
I by chance glanced at a Seth-clip (The Nature of Personal Reality, Last Quote on Nov. 11)
and was touched by the words "will automatically lead you beyond themselves".
Therefore, since I got that message which I inserted in today's intention,
to no longer try to change the reasons (patterns, judgments) for "ridiculous" feelings,
but to feel, move, accept them - vicariously - for all humans who are afraid to feel ,
I'll just watch, for how long I'll continue to act on this pattern.
As to Arnon, I'm radiating to you my quest to forget my blaming!

Two examples of the mysterious stone reliefs,
photographed in Oct. 2004,
while I lived in the western tent

The path I made in the east, was simply functional:
It led to and from the hosting compounds of Rakhaf,
the section to the left precedes the section above.