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Re-studied and corrected on March 7, 2010
2007_12_02-06: Closeup of 2001_05
Is this really a "God-Victorious-Journey"?
re-studied and corrected on March 8, 2010
A "God Victorious Journey" is Patricia Cota-Robles'
definition of a pilgrimage,
undertaken by 103 pilgrims in the area of northern Spain and southern France
in October 2007.
Though that "posh" pilgrimage was not done by foot,
and included also cruising with a ship between holy places in the Mediterranean,
I felt joy ~~~~
as if my own pilgrimage in 2001, 17 days alone, and 11 days with a friend,
was somehow put in a new perspective.
Many other reasons led up to the firm decision,
to leave aside all other plans for creating on this site ,
and dedicate a page to what has plagued me for decades:
the deep sorrow about the pathes of "Spiritual People".
"They should know better!
So why are they leading humankind into the opposite direction?"
Even though in the last 12 months or so,
"spiritual" e-mails show more acknowledgment of Feeling and Body,
the very fact , that these people still call themselves "Lightworkers",
demonstrates.....
I, who deeply resonate with the concepts of Godchannel.com,
see myself as a puzzle-piece which wants to
heal into wholeness,
and - by extention - heal the entire "Puzzle", i.e. Manifestation.
If I am also a "worker" , then a "Feeling&Body" worker.
"Light" means "Spirit" and Light needs now to
descend to Hell,
where the feeling and body
aspects of Deity-Humanity still dwell.
And yet ,
I am fascinated by the pilgrimage of the people,
on whose Newsletter I am subscribed,
and not wanting to argue,
I'll simply [?] sculpt a composition of our two pilgrimages,
and juxtapose Patricia's report of Oct. 2007 and my journal of May 2001.
Our Pilgrimage to the sacred
sites Patricia Diane
Cota-Robles Rachel: (2) I'm copying mythology or metaphors, (3) I'm omitting concepts, sentences and,
if possible, the terms, I want to allow myself just one judgment
(sorry!) : |
Inside the hard cover of the book |
Pilgrims
to Lourdes, |
My
Pilgrimage Journal with a drawing by grandson Alon |
and
in the journal |
Patricia Diane Cota-Robles'
Report of November 2007 There were 103 pilgrims who physically joined us on this trip. We were all very aware that there were also thousands of Lightworkers joining with us in consciousness... To understand the importance of this mission, I would like to briefly share with you why our Father-Mother God sent forth the Clarion Call for assistance from embodied Lightworkers in this endeavor. We are at a critical turning point in the evolution of this sweet Earth. In order for us to accomplish the next step in our evolutionary process, we must ... bring into balance the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine Polarities of God within every person’s Heart Flame. ... ................................................................ In a futile attempt to keep ourselves from feeling so much pain, we closed our Heart Chakras to try to block our ability to feel. This fateful decision closed the portal through which our Mother God radiated Her Love into the physical plane. This forced our Mother God to withdraw to a mere trickle of Her original Divine Potential. Without the balance of our Mother God’s Divine Love, our right-brain hemispheres became almost dormant. This caused our spiritual brain centers to atrophy and our Crown Chakras of Enlightenment to close. We lost contact with The Christ within. We forgot that we are Beloved Children of God, and we lost awareness of the fact that all our Father-Mother God has is ours. For aeons of time, we have been buried in the effluvia of our human miscreations. Age after Age enlightened Beings, Avatars, Buddhas and Adepts have embodied to try to awaken Humanity to the Truth of who we are and why we are in this Earthly school of learning. Progress has been painfully slow, often nonexistent. Finally, a little over 2,000 years ago, The plan was for two willing representatives of our Father-Mother God to embody on Earth to cocreate the matrix of Divine Balance for the Masculine and Feminine Polarities of our Father-Mother God. This matrix was to be created by these two soul’s modeling the path of Divine Love that would open the Heart Chakra and allow the return of our Mother God ... The souls chosen to accomplish this monumental feat were Beloved Jesus and his Divine Complement or Twin Flame, Beloved Mary Magdalene. Jesus in his full capacity as a Son of God volunteered to anchor the matrix for the Divine Masculine, and Mary Magdalene in her full capacity as a Daughter of God volunteered to anchor the matrix for the Divine Feminine.
To herald the coming of these two resplendent Beings, and to bring the Divine Ceremony that would initiate their mission, the Being we know as John the Baptist volunteered to embody on Earth. Jesus and Mary Magdalene descended to Earth together and began the preparation for their sacred mission. This was not an easy task. The fragmented, fear-based human ego, which developed when Humanity closed our Heart Chakras, thus preventing our power from being balanced with love and reverence for Life, has been fighting tooth and nail for millennia to try to block the return of our Mother God. ... Jesus and Mary Magdalene knew
that the fallen consciousness
of Humanity was not going to allow people to immediately grasp the opportunity
to balance the Masculine and Feminine Polarities of God within their
hearts. In fact, they knew that
it would be centuries before we really understood what they were trying
to teach us. That is why in Revelations Jesus says to John the Beloved:
“In the Day of the Seventh Angel, when
he begins to sound, the mystery of God will be fulfilled and
time will be no more.” After Jesus’ crucifixion, Resurrection and Ascension plans were set into motion to protect Mary Magdalene from the wrath of the people who were still resisting the return of our Mother God. The Essene Brotherhood and Sisterhood, along with Mother Mary, Joseph of Arimathea, John the Beloved and some of the other disciples, guarded Mary Magdalene and the daughter she and Jesus had conceived. Mary Magdalene was over-Lighted by the Company of Heaven and safely guided to various locations on the planet where she was able to anchor the matrix [an environment or material in which something develops, from 'mater'=mother] for the Divine Balance of our Mother God into the body of Mother Earth. This prepared the way for the coming of the Seventh Angel and the day when he would begin to sound, when our Mother God would at last reclaim Her rightful place within the hearts of the Children of God. This would be a time when Christ Consciousness would once again be birthed into the hearts and minds of Humanity. The Truth about Mary Magdalene’s mission and the fact that she was anchoring the matrix for the return of our Mother God was cloaked in secrecy to conceal the plan from the masses and to prevent the plan from being blocked through the abuse of power being wielded by Humanity’s patriarchal human egos. Her protectors were well aware of her mission, and after her ascension they steadfastly held the Immaculate Concept for the return of our Mother God. These selfless [?] exponents of God’s Will formed mystery schools and passed the information on in veiled and mysterious symbols that could not be deciphered by the common man or woman. The newly formed Christian churches had difficulty blocking the groundswell of information that kept surfacing in mysterious ways about Mary Magdalene and her relationship with Jesus, her Beloved Twin Flame. Various Gospels were being circulated, which gave conflicting accounts of what really occurred during the pageantry and the founding of the Christian Dispensation. In 325 AD, the Roman Emperor Constantine I decided that the confusion in the Christian doctrine needed to be stopped and that the various factions needed a unified belief system. He called a meeting of over 300 bishops and organized what has been noted as the first Ecumenical Council. This was the Council of Nicaea. During this gathering he denounced Arianism, which was founded by the theologian Arius. These teachings taught that Jesus was a Son of God, as are all the Children of Earth. He reiterated that God is within every person, and that people do not need to depend on Human Beings outside of themselves in order to communicate with God or to receive God’s Forgiveness. This belief system interfered greatly with the power and control of the priesthood and the Church, so Constantine ordered Arius to cease and desist in teaching such heresy. At the end of the gathering Constantine ordered a vote, and all but three bishops signed the Nicaean Creed forbidding Arianism. Constantine felt this vote of support gave him the right to proceed with his mission. He gathered the 48 gospels that were being circulated amongst the various factions of the Church. He went through all of them carefully and selected only the four gospels that indicated that Jesus was Divine—above all other Human Beings. These four gospels were unnamed, as were many of the 48 gospels. Constantine made the executive decision to name the gospels he chose to be included in the Bible: Matthew, Mark, Luke and John. He then proceeded to go through the rest of the teachings in the Bible. In order to maintain the supreme power of the Church and the patriarchal priesthood, he removed any reference to the relationship between Mary Magdalene and Jesus, as well as any reference he could identify regarding reincarnation. Constantine’s actions redefined the status of Christianity, and formed the basis for the Bible used today throughout the Christian world. Even with this obvious betrayal of the Truth, the mission of Jesus and Mary Magdalene could not be suppressed. To the total consternation of the Church, the reality of their spiritual and intimate relationship kept surfacing. One by one, the seekers of Truth were guided to the mystery schools and secret societies. Little by little, they learned about the sacred mission of Jesus and Mary Magdalene. In 590 AD, Pope Gregory I had had enough and was determined to once and for all put an end to this threat to the patriarchal supremacy of the Church. With the stroke of the pen, Pope Gregory I declared Mary Magdalene to be a prostitute and asserted that she was seething with seven evil spirits. This was the very first time that Mary Magdalene was said to be a prostitute. That unconscionable lie was written nearly 600 years after her embodiment. As far as the Church was concerned, this concocted story squelched the rumors about Jesus and Mary Magdalene’s marriage.
In order to maintain a semblance of damage control, the Church leaders tried to transfer the attention from Mary Magdalene to Jesus’ Mother, the Virgin Mary. This was a futile effort in their attempt to block the return of our Mother God, because Beloved Mother Mary was an important aspect of the Divine Feminine herself. As the forerunners of the Divine Feminine progressed through
those tumultuous times, Mother Mary protected the Truth about Mary Magdalene
by holding the esoteric focus of the Divine Mother. At the same time,
Mary Magdalene continued her mission of preparing the way for the return
of our Mother God through esoteric circles and her teachings within
the sacred mystery schools and secret societies. |
[The story in the left frame
First page of my pilgrimage-journal,
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This poem about Magdalena and her lover Jesus serves as entry to the fifth book of the 8 book series "Right Use of Will", called "Heart-Song". |
A
New Thing on Earth
See my"Mother-Page" , created over many months between 2001 to 2003 and there also the poem "Pietà" by Rainer Maria Rilke. The coalescense of Mary from Magdala and Mary, Jesus' mother is in line with "God's" info about Mary. |
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Throughout history there are bits and pieces of information regarding the souls fulfilling the service of protecting the mission of Mary Magdalene and Jesus, but most of them are terribly distorted and contaminated with misinformation from the patriarchal Church. The groups most noteworthy in this mission were the Essenes, the Druids, the Cathars and the Knights Templar. Within the historic documentations of England, Spain, France and places throughout the Mediterranean, the mystical stories of the Essenes, Druids, Cathars and the Knights Templar can still be found. The most blatant proof of the Church’s attempt to suppress the secret knowledge of the Divine Feminine is revealed in the accounts of the horrific persecution and the brutal demise of these dedicated Lightworkers during the Crusades and the Inquisition. Since the dawning of the Aquarian Age, which took place a few decades ago, Lightworkers have been making Pilgrimages to the areas where these atrocities took place. The intent of these Pilgrimages was to transmute the Etheric Records of the pain and suffering involved in protecting the Truth of the return of our Mother God. This purification was an important facet of the Divine Plan that had to be completed before the blocked Heart Meridian within the body of Mother Earth could be reopened. This Heart Meridian is the portal through which the completion of Mary Magdalene and Jesus’ Divine Mission will be fulfilled. It is the portal through which the Divine Balance of the Masculine and Feminine Polarities of God will be reactivated in the body of Mother Earth.
That brings us to our recent Pilgrimage. To signal to the world that the purification of the past had been completed and that all was in readiness for the next phase of the Divine Plan, an amazing outer-world event took place. On October 13, 1307, the Knights Templar throughout France were arrested and placed in prisons where they were tortured and eventually died. This was a massive endeavor orchestrated by the Inquisition to prevent the Knights from revealing the secret of Mary Magdalene and the Divine Feminine.
On October 13, 2007, exactly 700 years later, the Vatican revealed that it had found some 800-year-old documents from the Knights Templar, which had mysteriously been misplaced. The Vatican said that the documents would be released to the world, and they apologized for their transgressions.
In this monumental year of completion, this veiled message from the Church asking for forgiveness for its past transgressions involving the Knights Templar was broadcast on CNN via satellite throughout the world. As Humanity focused our attention on this message, the transmutation of the atrocities of the past was brought to completion. This event occurred the day before our glorious Pilgrimage began. We had been told by our Father-Mother God that the time for the opening of the blocked Heart Meridian in the body of Mother Earth had come. This is the meridian that the Essenes, Druids, Cathars and Knights Templar had been protecting over centuries of time in preparation for the return of our Mother God. This was the same meridian along which Mary Magdalene anchored the matrix for the Divine Balance of the Masculine and Feminine Polarities of God in the years following Jesus’ Ascension. Our God Parents said that those of us who were motivated by our Heart’s Call to make the sacrifice [why 'sacrifice'???] of our time, energy and money to accomplish this mission, had made this Pilgrimage again and again over centuries of time. They told us that the ancient footsteps we would be walking in were our own.
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Writtin in:
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A Preface about two of the holy places, which were touched by both pilgrimages
About
"Montserrat" "Mont Serrat" for me is connected
to the Grail
There was the
black madonna,
I escaped as fast as I could walk under
my burden,
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About Montsegur In May 2001 I climbed Montsegur, |
On October 14, 103 pilgrims from 15 countries began the journey to Barcelona, Spain. We arrived on October 15, .... We were each given a sacred necklace with a symbol of the open Heart of the Divine Feminine to wear during our holy adventure. On October 16, we had breakfast together and loaded the busses for a tour of Barcelona. Barcelona has over 2,000 years of history. It became a Roman colony in 133 BC. Many of the churches and cathedrals in Barcelona are dedicated to various female Saints, but the grandest of them all is dedicated to the Holy Family: Mary, Joseph and Jesus. These are the Beings in the Christian Dispensation who represent the Divine Father, the Divine Mother and the Holy Child of God, The Christ. They are the representatives of the Sacred Fire, the Holy Trinity, blazing in every person’s heart. This magnificent edifice is called the Temple of the Sagrada Familia. One facet of the structure is called the Central Portal of Birth. Two colossal domes are dedicated to the Virgin Mary and Jesus, The Christ, respectively. This is an example of the outer-world service of Mother Mary in which she is standing in for the esoteric mission of Mary Magdalene. In the sacred endeavor of building
this Temple, the architect, Antoni Gaudi, created a
staggering sense of verticality, a meeting point between Heaven and
Earth, God and Humanity.
After our tour of Barcelona, we progressed to the dock to board our beautiful cruise ship to begin our Pilgrimage through the Mediterranean. In Ages past, the Pilgrimage we were embarking on to the various positions along the Heart Meridian of Mother Earth was an arduous and dangerous feat. In this day and age, the trip is made by millions of travelers every year on luxurious cruise ships. This is not by chance. Divine Intervention has played an important part in this phenomenon.
The Beings of Light from the Realms of Truth set the tone for our adventure. They revealed to us that the collective body of Lightworkers present on this Pilgrimage represented the microcosm of the macrocosm of Humanity. They said that our collective life experiences through all of our Earthly sojourns contained a fragment of the Earthly experience of every evolving soul on Earth. We were told that the Etheric Records of the painful experiences of the past were now transmuted, and our mission was to serve as surrogates on behalf of all Humanity as we anchored the archetypes for the New Earth. We were also asked by our Father-Mother God to serve as acupuncture needles along the Heart Meridian of Mother Earth.
Our guidance from On High was to focus on the Immaculate Concept of Heaven on Earth, as we opened the Heart Meridian and cleared the way for the Divine Balance of the Masculine and Feminine Polarities of God within Humanity and the body of Mother Earth. The Company of Heaven perceived our sense of awe and assured us that we already had everything we needed within our Beings to accomplish our individual facets of this Divine Plan. We were told that each of us had been preparing for lifetimes for this Cosmic Moment, so as one unified Heart Flame we released any feelings of doubt or inadequacy and invoked our I AM Presence to take full dominion of our thoughts, words, actions and feelings. The Company of Heaven asked that during our trek through the Mediterranean, we not organize any group tours involving all of the 103 people on this mission. Instead, we were each instructed to listen to our inner guidance and to participate individually in the available tours and opportunities that resonated in our heart of hearts. The end result of this plan was that our group traversed each location north, south, east and west. This enabled us to cover the gamut of each acupuncture point along the Heart Meridian of Mother Earth. On October 17, we reached the Isle of Mallorca in the Bay of Palma. The first settlers came to this island around the 5th century BC. Most of them came from the South of France. In the year 123 BC, Mallorca came under Roman rule. One of the most important and emblematic monuments on this island is the Cathedral of Mallorca. It was the custom in medieval times to dedicate the first churches built in towns reconquered from “the pagans” to Jesus or Mother Mary. In Mallorca, which is an important point along the Heart Meridian of Mother Earth and thus a facet of the portal for the return of our Mother God, the cathedral was dedicated to Mother Mary. August 15, the day celebrated as Mother Mary’s
Ascension Day, is the local Feast Day. The
devotion to Mother Mary, the Divine Mother, is reflected throughout
the history of the cathedral and the works of art contained within it.
The cathedral adopted as its seal the Throne
of Mary on the waves. The water element represents the Emotional Body
and the feeling nature of our Mother God. |
Written on May
4, 2007, Shabbat Eve, 20:24,
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The
next morning, on October 18, we all gathered for a meditation on the
cruise ship. ...
The abuse Humanity has inflicted on the body of Mother Earth through our greed and pollution has exacerbated the problem greatly. Now it is time for us to reverse the adverse effects ... It is time for us to regenerate the perfection of Heaven on Earth. ... we disembarked in Tunis, the capital of Tunisia, which is located in north Africa. In the 2nd millennium BC, Tunis was founded by the Berbers. In 146 BC, the Romans destroyed Tunis, but it was later rebuilt by Augustus and became an important town under Roman control. ...Africa is considered the beginning of Humankind by much of the scientific world, since most academic circles deny the existence of Lemuria and Atlantis. ........................................................ All Life is interrelated, interconnected and interdependent. There is no separation. ................ On October 19, we arrived in Malta,
which is located in the center of the Mediterranean Sea. Malta has long
been a focus for the Divine Feminine and our Mother God. It has served
as a bridge between Europe and Africa along Mother Earth’s Heart
Meridian. The islands of Malta are only 90 kilometers from Sicily and
290 kilometers from the African coast. Malta has the highest density
of population per square kilometer of any European country. In prehistoric times, large megalithic temples were built on Malta in honor of the Goddess. It is estimated that the first of these stone temples existed prior to 3600 BC. During excavation, stone statues of Goddesses over nine feet tall were found in and around these temples. There is also an underground temple called the Hypogeum. This temple dates as far back as 5000 BC. It is known as the home of the Sleeping Goddess of Malta. In 1530 Emperor Charles V gave
the Maltese Islands to the Knights of
the Order of Saint John, a derivative of the Knights Templar. These
Knights were protectors of the Divine Feminine and
the keepers of sacred teachings of the true meaning of
the Divine Ceremony of the Baptism of the Holy Spirit. This
is the ceremony which John the Baptist initiated as
a critical step in the return of our Mother God, the
first step in Humanity’s return to Christhood. It is noted that the 250-year
rule of the Knights of the Order of Saint John is the most illustrious
in the history of the archipelago. One of the most important heritages
left to Malta by the Knights is the eight-pointed cross, now known as
the Maltese Cross. Our
trip to Malta was a key factor in our sacred Pilgrimage and one of the
highlights for all of the Lightworkers in our group. On October 20, we arrived on the
shores of Palermo in Sicily. The Lightworkers went their various ways
and covered the holy ground. There are two outstanding foci of Light
that radiate from opposing mountain tops on either side of Palermo.
One is the village of Monreale that abides on the top of Monte Caputo.
Monreale is known for its beautiful cathedral, which was commissioned
in 1166 by the Norman king, William II. When we arrived, there was a
wedding ceremony taking place. It was a perfect symbol of the marriage
of the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine. The second focus of Light is the
Saint Rosalia Sanctuary. This sanctuary is in a cave perched at the
top of Monte Pellegrino. In the mid-12th century a young woman named
Rosalia took refuge in the cave. It is traditionally believed that she
belonged to the ruling Norman family and was perhaps the niece of William
II. She dedicated herself to a life of prayer and penance. After her
death in 1166, a widespread cult of enthusiastic and popular devotion
developed, leading to her beatification and her adoption as the patron
saint of the city. The energy within the cave
is vibrating with powerful frequencies of our Mother God. The
atmosphere is almost identical to the energies within Mary Magdalene’s
cave-sanctuary in Sante Baume in France.
When Lightworkers arrived at this sanctuary,
another wedding ceremony was taking place. Now that is Divine synchronicity.
The water that drips from the walls within this cave sanctuary is believed
to be miraculous. On October 21, we traveled
to Civitavecchia where we disembarked and boarded busses for various
tours in Rome. The Lightworkers on our Pilgrimage were very aware that
we were being given a rare opportunity to anchor the archetypes for
a new paradigm within the heart of Christianity and all world religions.
This paradigm that involves the return of the full Divine Momentum of
our Mother God’s Love, and the restoration of the
Divine Balance of our Father-Mother God within every Heart Flame and
every facet of Life on Earth. On October 22, we traveled to Savona.
This Italian city is well known for its connection to Christopher Columbus
and his childhood upbringing. Christopher Columbus was one of the embodiments
of Saint Germain, and he was very aligned with the Divine Feminine through
his adoration to Mother Mary. Savona has several churches dedicated
to the Divine Mother. On October 23, our ship returned to Barcelona where our tour of the Mediterranean was brought to completion. Early that morning, we gathered for a final meditation aboard the cruise ship and sealed our activities of Light in the unfathomable embrace of our Mother God’s Divine Love. The Legions of Light said that the first phase of the Divine Plan for our Pilgrimage had been God Victoriously accomplished. The Heart Meridian in the body of Mother Earth was now opened to full breadth, and it was time for us to embark on the second phase of our mission.
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