November 8, 2010: a Great Insight!
Just before I remembered , that this is the 8th of November,
I had an exhilarating, far-reaching, miraculous insight,
which obviously became birthed through my retrieval
of the last pages of my "Hologram 1984", yesterday,
and in it the screaming outcry of 40 years of my life :

"How, how can I communicate what I have to say,
to partners in particular and to people in general?"

The answer is so simple, as only the truth can be simple!
NOT with spoken words!
NOT with words from your body mouth!
Not with words written by your body hands!

I suddenly understand,
why "God" speaks to us through signs:
If "God" would speak aloud - to our body ears,
we would be overwhelmed.
When it does occur ~~~sometimes ~~~to certain people,
they fall to the earth stricken as if by lightening,
like Paul on the road to Damascus.

There is the inner voice! But I may "dismiss" it!
Signs and coincidences in my life
have a stronger effect,
if, yes if I give attention to them,
or as we say in Hebrew:
if I put my heart towards them.

The message of 2005 on this page above says:
It's not about "helping" or "teaching",
it's about "sharing",
but this, too, is , in my case, much too much for people.
Even for those, who are on the same wave-length!!
They can grasp the depth of what I want to share,
but not - not at all, not at all - the quantity...

And, again, I tell myself:
if "God" would share him/herself,
people would be overwhelmed.
But if "sharing" means,
to share my very being with all that is,
just like a tree or a stone, or a wave does,
then even my ego
- which yearns that I do not waste my enegery in vain-
will be satisfied!

And as the example in the right frame shows:
with some people and for a short time,
verbal sharing is permitted and possible.....

ARCHANGEL MICHAEL THROUGH CELIA FENN
[from Nov. 2010: the Flowers of Peace, Grace and Compassion - The New Earth Rises

I once again encountered Celia Fenn/Archangel Michael,
to my regret I don't read their messages regularly
because of "lack of time", "lack of capacity to receive, digest and apply",
but if a message comes my way as today (Nov. 9, 2010),
I'll read it and excerpt what is relevant for me.

Beloved Family of Light [I prefer my word "HeArtists"] ,
it is with Great Joy that we come to you at this time
to speak of the New Energies that are flooding your Planet
and the New Forms that are being brought into Manifestation at this time.
At the 10/10/10 Portal or Stargate opening, you ...held the space
to anchor the new energies of the Shekinah or Cosmic Mother..
that link the Oceans and the Land in a Planetary Unity as One.
Now, you are in the next phase
of giving Form and Physical Shape to these New Energies.

The energy of Compassion
creates a deep feeling of connection with fellow beings on the Planet
and a desire to support the emergence
into the Light of Higher Consciousness for All.
This, in turn, creates a desire to give form to a society
where all are supported and loved,
and where all can share in the abundance of material life.
Compassion is a gift of the Mother God or Divine Feminine
that ensures that all her Earthly Children know
that they are Loved and Supported at all times.
[If this would be a "gift", that has nothing to do with our own doing,
then why hasn't it been given from the beginning?
And how can The Mother give anything, if she's still being denied so much?]

At the 10/10/10, you passed through an energetic stargate
that allowed you to expand into Higher Consciousness.
You might liken this to the energy of a Bridge. ...
, many of you felt the need to leave situations
that were not in alighment with these new energies,
even if you were not sure what the next step would be
and how you would give form and expression to these New Energies in your lives.

At the 11/11 Stargate on the 11th of November,
you will begin to integrate these new energies more fully
and you will have a better understanding of how you should move forward
to express yourselves and your light in Love and Compassion.
You will better understand yourself
and what you need to achieve in this next phase of your life.
Beloveds, you will begin to align
with a new phase of personal growth and expansion in Love
that will also support the expansion and growth of the Planet.

By the 12/12 Stargate on the 12th of December,
you will be ready to give form to this new direction in your life.
The energies of Higher Consciousness
will manifest in New Directions for Work and Relationships.
....expect Synchronicities and Miracles in the Flow of Divine Love.

The Waves of Diamond Light
and the Next Phase of the Indigo Crystal Adventure in Light

Beloved Ones, at the 10/10/10 and the opening of the Stargate portal,
the Waves of Diamond Light coming to the Planet intensified.
These have the effect of activating Higher Consciousness
and increasing the Fields of Love and Peace on the Earth.
But, they are also being supported and enabled
by the arrival of the Diamond Rose Crystal Children.
These are the next "wave" of the Crystal Children,
and these ones are born in full Cosmic Consciousness
and fully awake and connected to the Spark of the Divine Light
that they carry within.
Their energy field sparkles like Diamonds
as they seed the New Energies into the Collective Fields of Light on the Earth.

At the same time, the Indigo-Crystal Beings [Tomer!] on the Planet
are being activated and directed into the Next Phase of their work
according to the Divine Plan as expressed through the Codes of Light.
This is the work to be Channels and Expressions of the New Energy
and to assist in creating a sustainable partnership with Nature
so that the Planet has a viable future in Peace, Love and Sustainability.

Many of the First and Second waves of Indigo Beings
that arrived on the Planet in the 1970s [Ofir] and 1980s
[my starchildren: Lior Oren, Boris, Tzippi, Gal, Dina, Meshi,]
will shift into this New Consciousness and this New Work of Love.
They will feel called to work in Groups and in Projects that support
the emergence of a sustainable and compassionate way of life on the Earth...

..... Beloveds, it is not surprising that you may feel exhausted and confused
as all this new information flows into your... cellular memories and DNA.
Your mind is not able to process this information.
The mind level and the mental body is given to process your present life experience
and to pass this information into the Earth and Soul Akasha.
......Beloved Ones, the work of the Mind is
to allow the rest of the Multi-Dimensional Body to process and lead,
and to be aware of "instructions" that come from the Heart and through the Body.
When you align with these instructions
you will flow into Higher Forms of expression
and love with Ease and Grace and Joy.....

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About the same time, when I worked on this article,
I had a correspondence with Lewis Elton,
the son of Franz Rosenzweig's cousin, Victor Ehrenberg

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Lewis Richard Benjamin Elton (born 25 March 1923)
[Oct.4, 2013: I checked and I'm glad he, now 90, is still alive],
is a German-born British physicist
and researcher into education,
specialising in higher education.
Born Ludwig Ehrenberg in Tübingen
to the scholars Victor Ehrenberg and Eva Dorothea Sommer,
his (Jewish) family moved to Prague in 1929,
and from there to England in February 1939, to escape the threat of Nazism.
He changed his name to Lewis Elton during the Second World War,
after which he obtained British citizenship.
....He was Professor of Physics at Battersea College of Technology from 1964 until 1970.
As the College completed its transformation into the University of Surrey
(and its relocation from Battersea to Guildford) in 1970
he became Professor of Higher Education, a post he held until 1988.
In 1994 he was appointed Professor of Higher Education at University College London,
where he founded the Higher Education Research and Development Unit
(now the Centre for the Advancement of Learning and Teaching).
...He is a Fellow of the American Institute of Physics
and a Fellow of the Society for Research into Higher Education.
He was awarded a Lifetime Achievement award at the 2005 Times Higher Awards ,
at which Baroness Kennedy said "there is a polymath quality to this man
that points to someone interested in educating the whole person".

Lewis Elton had visited us for the first time in April 1967,
and it was with him and my mother, who was our guest then,
that Rafael climbed up Masada, and my mother had that stroke.
Obviously Lewis must have visited us again in 1973 and informed us,
that he - a professor for atomic-physics -
had changed career some years ago.
I remember exactly, how he explained this strange change:
"I could see, that the field of Atomic Physics was expanding so fast,
that only younger people could keep up with this expansion."
I'm deeply moved by his life's path, as I learnt from him then,
and as I'm learning from the Internet now.
It seems to me, that he in a certain way applied through his work,
what I have been propagating through this article
and during my entire life, whenever I had and have the chance-
like when hitchhiking with a frustrated driver - empowering him
to get out of what frustrates him
and strive for what gives him zest-full-ness and full-fill-ment.

On 30/6/73 I wrote to Lewis Elton…
Now I must tell you something about your last visit.
I suppose you did not realize, how awfully impressed I was
by the change of career you made out of your own free will,
especially after you told about the loss of prestige which followed it.
I am telling this story over and over again,
as an example of what a sensible person can do and must do,
if he is honest with himself and courageous.
I hope, not every "midlife carreer" has to be so drastic,
but surely the number of happy people would increase
and the uneffectiveness of so much task-performing would decrease,
if your approach would become more common.

What I want to ask first, is, if this your step was taken individually,
or if you can see already something like a trend in changing not only a job
but so important a position and profession as was yours, or even more –
if there is somebody official encouraging such high mobility in occupations?

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Note to the letter to Lewis:
At that time it didn't mean anything to me,
that Lewis was the son of Victor Ehrenberg, Rosenzweig's cousin,
nor did I know, that he was born in "my" Tuebingen university town.
But now, after my intense work in 2008 on the "Franz Rosenzweig to Gritli-Letters" ,
I see that great family...
and I use the chance to quote a passage from a Rosenzweig letter,
which is relevant to me:
"An Margrit und Eugen Rosentock am 24. Maerz 1919 [see the letter online]:
"Ich habe ... die 10 Themen an Hans (Ehrenberg) geschrieben...
Die "Gegeninstanzen" nehme ich nicht tragisch- was ist ohne Gegeninstanzen?
und "planmaessiges Arbeiten mit Hypnose" waere es nur,
wenn die Themen Ende und nicht vielmehr   T h e s e n  waeren,
von denen man nur anfinge, um wer weiss wo zu enden....
Ich daechte mir, du liessest es in Heidelberg darauf ankommen, wie es das erste Mal geht. Wahrscheinlich stellt sich das Beduerfnis heraus, die Diskussion am folgenden Tag fortzusetzen. Jedenfalls immer nur   e i n e   These anzeigen.
Sie muss wirklich These sein
und was der Gegenstand des naechsten Tages ist,
darf sich erst in der Diskussion selber herausstellen.
Das habe ich auch an Hans geschrieben.
[my exhortation to myself in 2008:
" that must be the consequence of the mistake
I made with the Bnot-Mitzvah-girls -
that I proposed a program for more than one meeting!"]

(Albert Schweitzer - nach seinem Entschluss, Theologie und Musik zu verlassen, Medizin zu studieren, um in den Urwald zu gehen):

"....Eine Wohltat waren mir die Menschen, die mir nicht mit der Faust ins Herz zu langen suchten, sondern mich fuer einen ein bisschen um seinen Verstand gekommenen aeltlichen Juenglinig ansahen und mich dementsprechend mit liebem Spott behandelten.

An sich fand ich es ganz angebracht, dass die Naechsten und die Freunde mir alles vorhielten, was gegen die Vernunftgemaessheit meines Planes sprach. Als einer, der vom Idealismus Nuechternheit verlangt, war ich mir bewusst, dass jedes Begehen eines ungebahnten Weges ein Wagnis ist, das nur unter besonderen Umstaenden Sinn und Aussicht auf Gelingen hat. ...

Als Mann der individuellen Tag bin ich seither von vielen Menschen, die sie ebenfalls wagen wollten, um Meinung und Rat angegangen worden. Nur in verhaeltnismaessig wenigen Faellen habe ich die Verantwortung, sie ohne weiteres dazu zu ermutigen, auf mich genommen. Oft musste ich feststellen, dass das Beduerfnis, "etwas Besonderes zu tun", einem unsteten Geiste entsprang. Die betreffenden wollten sich groesseren Aufgaben widmen, weil diejenigen, vor die sie sich gestellt sahen, ihnen nicht genuegten. Oft zeigte sich auch, dass sie in ihrem Entschluss durch ganz nebensaechliche Erwaegungen bestimmt waren.

Nur derjenige, der jeder Taetigkeit einen Wert abgewinnen kann und der sich jeder mit vollem Pflichtbewusstsein hingibt, hat das innerliche Recht dazu,*) sich ein ausserordentliches Tun statt des ihm natuerlich zufallenden zum Ziel zu setzen. . Nur derjenige, der sein Vorhaben als etwas Selbstverstaendliches, nicht als etwas Aussergewoehnliches empfindet und der kein Heldentum, sondern nur in nuechternem Enthusiasmus uebernomme Pflicht kennt, besitzt die Faehigkeit, ein geistiger Abenteurer zu sein, wie sie die Welt noetig hat. Es gibt keine Helden der Tat, sondern nur Helden des Verzichtens und des Leidens. Ihrer sind viele. Aber wenige von ihnen sind bekannt und auch diese nicht der Menge, sondern nur den Wenigen. "Helden und Heldenverehrung" ist kein tiefes Buch Carlyles. Albert Schweitzer : Aus meinem Leben und Denken. S. 76-7

*) My life's slogans: "Was er tat, tat er mit ganzer Seele, darum war auch Gott mit ihm."
What he did, he did with is whole soul, therefore God was with him. A poster on the wall in the staircase to my classrooms in school for several years.
A chassidic story: " What was the most important thing for your Rabbi during his life: "was er gerade tat" - "whatever he did in a certain moment".
I also see the list of my "jobs" on this page, above...
Also: when Efrat asked me cautiously, if I would stay with Mika, while in a few weeks, she and Immanuel, with Micha and Ra'ayah, would fly to Prague for a few days and Immanuel had warned her: "but my mother is very busy again", (meaning my "pregnancy" with the Tent-Vision) I said to Efrat: but you [i.e. my family] have always preference! )

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I'm a creature, and my friend is a creature,
I, my work is in town, and he, his craft is on the field.
I get up in the morning towards my work
and he gets up in the morning towards his work
...
And if you should say, I'm doing a lot and is doing little -
we are both one
One does a lot and one does little,
if only he turns his heart towards heaven!
[Tosefta-Berachot 17 a]

MY LIFE and MY VISION
about
MAN and WORK

a letter sent to many "relevant" people in 1973,
in the all-too-naive hope,
that someone would invite me
to learn and work in some "relevant' frame-work
so I could train myself towards realizing my vision