The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.i.s.s.
as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential PEERS
to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
and - as holograms - all of Creation!
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries


[If you look for a word on this page,
click ctrl/F and put a word in "find"]

I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 




See below: November 1-7, 2010 -
Closeups to my Past, Finetuning to my Present, Nourishment for my Living -
- which enhance and enrich my experience of "Mika's Heaven on Earth"


Click! and click again to stop! And if you want to do yourself a favor, join in! Sing!
May my throat's overtone singing today - unite all my denied parts and lost fragments with me - today!



2005 LEARNING & LIVING TODAY
{4 - 2005_04_21}
"Learning to feel better requires that you become better at feeling"

 

 

The Gap
From


The "Gap" isn't a place.
And it certainly isn't a place outside of you.
It's within you.
It's not a foreign destination or place you need to avoid.
It's not a dangerous place.
It's not a place of evil.
Those are Spirit beliefs.
The Gap is the homeland of Lost Will.

The Gap isn't a place. It's a space.
It's a space of darkness
because there is no consciousness there,
no Spirit,
no understanding.
It's the un-conscious
- the space of lack of Light,
lack of information.
Light simply means information
and darkness is simply a space without information.
The Gap is a space of unlovingness.
But it is unlovingness of Self.
For how can you love that which you do not understand?

Do you know who is in the Gap?
You.
The lost and denied parts of you.
The fear of the Gap is the fear of Self,
the fear of Self-hate, Self-loathing.
It is the fear of all the aspects of Self we do not love.
That is the Gap - the space where all the parts of ourselves reside
that we cast off in rejection from a lack of love for Self
- just like God in Original Cause.
The Gap is the residence of Self un-love.

No wonder we are afraid to go there.
The space of Self un-love is painful, incredibly painful.
There is no pain in the universe greater than the pain of Self un-love.

[See my pages about the biblical Cain!]

There is no greater rejection.
There is no greater terror.
The Gap is our own personal House of Pain.
And the Spirit we await to have acceptance for us is our own.
Our Gap awaits in desperate isolation
the acceptance and understanding of our own Self love.
That's all.

 

Who exactly is in your Gap?
Your own Lost Will.
The parts of you that reside in your Gap
are the parts of your emotional body you had no acceptance for.
These fragments are Lost Will
frozen in non-linear time,
frozen without vibration.

True acceptance allows this Lost Will to vibrate (express emotion)
and at the exact nano-second this Lost Will begins to vibrate
Spirit enters
and it is filled with Light,
information that brings understanding
- consciousness -
it is no longer un-conscious.


[2010_11_05-I'm awed at the fact,
that more than 50 years ago, Harvey Jackins,
the founder of what helped me, C-R, to survive,
called his "method"
"RE-EVALUATION Counseling",
R-C!
"Counseling" should be replaced by "SUPPORT",
but there couldn't be a more exact description
than what I used to learn and then to teach:
After having "discharged" difficult feelings,
I'll re-evaluate three things:
A) the situation which pains or frustrates me,
- is not as unbearable, impossible, unsolvable, etc.
as it seemed.
B) I myself am not a victim, and not as bad or powerless
as it seemed
C) The other person (if another person is involved)
is not as bad
as it seemed"
See puzzle piece 17 How I learned Moving Emotions Techniques]

When there is true acceptance
these parts can then understand why you rejected them
and you can then feel how they feel.
That is the union of Spirit and Will within Self.
True Acceptance of Self bridges the Gap between our own Spirit and Will
and it is the microcosmic reflection of God and the Mother.

How can we ... bridge the Gap between God and the Mother
if we don't bridge the Spirit and Will Gap within our Selves?
In fact, the process of bridging our own Gap
is the map by which God and the Mother find each other in New Heart.
Bridging our own Gap is the birthing of New Heart.
That is the blueprint for the next creation.

Marriage is the balanced union of Spirit and Will.
Discord in your outer marriage
is a reflection of discord between your inner Spirit and Will.
Marry your Spirit and Will, then marry your partner.
Then we can marry God and the Mother.
A lack of compassion for your partner
is a reflection of a lack of compassion for Self
and compassion is the necessary ingredient for True Acceptance.

Your external environment - your home,
is a reflection of the condition of your own personal Gap,
the space where the unloved parts of Self live.
The state of your home mirrors the state of your parts.
Your home is also a reflection of your physical body.
How you care for your home
is how you care for your body
....


--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Navigating the Gap

How did these parts of Self fragment?
Are they detached from you?
No.
Are they separate from you?
No. Do they live elsewhere?
No.
They reside in forgotten space - the unconscious.
They are there for good reason.
They have been forgotten about
because to ensure survival it was necessary to 'forget' the pain.
That's what these parts need to understand is
that we don't reject them.
We have rejected the pain
and in rejecting the pain
a part of us shattered both carrying and leaving with the pain.[??]

Pain comes in many forms;
physical pain, shame, humiliation, guilt, terror.
It is these forms of the Will we have little or no acceptance for.
In learning to love and accept Self
we must learn how to love and accept shame, guilt and terror.
Shame is the extreme of lack of love for Self;
Guilt is the barometer by which we measure our acceptance of our choices
and whether or not we will examine our choices further;
Terror is the extreme warning of the presence of Unloving Light.

Accepting simply means lack of judging.
When we no longer judge these feelings,
when we allow them to just be,
we "accept" them.
In accepting them we have compassion for them.
When we have compassion for them
we have compassion for Self.

Compassion for Self leads to understanding
how/why we feel - the union of Spirit and Will through compassion or New Heart.
When we have compassion and acceptance for Self
only then can we have compassion and acceptance for others.



 

 

November 1-7, 2010 -
Closeups to my Past, Finetuning to my Present, Nourishment for my Living -
- which enhance and enrich my experience of "Mika's Heaven on Earth"

 

November 1, 2010, 10 PM

I had just parted from the sweet family
Tamir - one of my "partners", - Hila and Re'i-Benjamin,
when I got a strange phone-call ~~~ from Germany!!
"This is Irene!"
"Irene Hahn from Kassel?"

We hadn't been in contact - perhaps for 15 years -
and now she found me!
She is 3 years older than I, 75,
and detests computers and Internet,
therefore she could not find me through Facebook.
"I searched in all the docs about the Succah
which you once sent me,
and there I found the name of a woman in Germany:
"Cornelia Maas"!

I detected her phone-number
and listened to her stories about you!"

When I completed this page on November 7, 2010 (remember: not even 1 kb more than 1300 kilobyte per page!)
I - by "chance" - needed to mention,
that in 1985 I would begin to live my mobile life
and Mona would move to Kassel in Germany.
This is the only photo I have of Irene Hahn,
and it was old, even when I got it from her
probably after we met - in January 1986.
How did we meet?
What did Irene do for me?

How did I myself come to Germany, to Kassel,
the town where Franz Rosenzweig was born?

My bus parked at Yanina's greenhouse,
while my son worked on the carpentry.
When winter made his work impossible,
he said to me:
"Why don't you take a break from all this toil,
and join Mona in Kassel,
and help her to get acquainted with Germany?"

I lived with Mona in one room, for the first,
though we had agreed to lovingly separate.
I gave seminaries, and its there why I met Irene.
[see about Hilde Domin's appearance in Kassel and Abel's victimhood]
See, how generously she helped me in 1990-91
with "Succah in the Desert",
both by sending helpers and by giving money!




November 2, 2010
"Once in a million a snapshot succeeds like this: a smile from the Sky! Send it to whomever you want to smile today"
(forwarded by Ralf, the husband of Regina, my sister's eldest daughter, after their family returned from Israel to Germany)




November 4, 2010 - 50 years .....

--- There are many situations, attitudes, lifestyles—even food choices—
that you do not want to participate with.
Through the living of your life,
you have identified many wanted and unwanted aspects,
... none of those unwanted things can jump into your experience,
because there is no assertion in your attraction-based Universe.
The choices that others make cannot negatively impact your experience
unless you include them in your experience through your attention to them.
Things come to you only through your Vibrational invitation
—and they remain only by your continuing attention to them.
Your Universe is based upon freedom.
Freedom for everyone to choose what they give their attention to,
and therefore what they choose to experience.
And your interaction with one another
provides a contrasting basis that assures continual expansion.
When others achieve Vibrational alignment with something they desire,
they in no way deprive you of your desires.
If your time-space reality has inspired a desire within you,
it is certain that your desire can be fulfilled,
for your Earth environment has the potential of satisfying the essence of all desires.
excerpted from Abraham’s new Getting into the Vortex Guided Meditation CD




 

From "Matthew" 2003
(see on previous page!)

"Carnivorous animals
will exit their food chain
and turn to the plant kingdom
for sustenance
as they evolve
into peaceable companions once again,
and animal reproduction
will be naturally slowed
so they will not overpopulate the planet"

 
 
A Vision of "The End of the Days", as we say in Hebrew,
or rather: a Vision of "Heaven-on-Earth",
[see another part of this vision: the blind will see]
and see my new song about "a covenant with the animals"

I don't think like the person, who forwarded these pictures,
that such a covenant is possible only, when there is no hunger.
There must be another way to find food than eating each other.
And the vision of "Matthew" about 2012 talked about this!
Once upon a time there were three Cheetah brothers.
They stayed together after their mother left them when they were 18 months old.
On the morning, on which we saw them in a Safari in Kenia,
they didn't seem to be hungry.
they walked or paused to play with each other.
At a certain moment they met a group of impalas which fled as fast as possible.
But one of the young impalas wasn't fast enough
and the three brothers snapped it easily.
And then the camera grasped this outstanding scene...

 


Today, on November 4, 2010,
fifty years after the beginning of Mika's grandparents' love,
I feel moved by what Mika drew towards a wedding the next day.

"It's a card for the bride" of Avi, son of Shalom, brother of Efrat's mother.
Imma folded laundry,  I repaired a towel,  and Mika worked on our chest
and learnt and practised how to write "nisu'im"
[marriage] and "kalah" [bride].

From spaceweather.com

A minor
geomagnetic storm
on November 4th, 2010

"I had to walk
out on the ice,
because there were so many trees on shore blocking the view.
The temperature was below -10 degrees celsius.
You could see
your breath
turning to steam,
and it was really silent
in the woods.
The only thing
you could hear
was the ice cracking
and freezing together--
a really awesome sound! The crisp clear ice
made a lovely surface
for catching
the aurora's reflections."
Ole Christian Salomonsen

See more auroras
in Oct.-Nov. 2010


On November 4, 2010, my brother-peer and I had the deepest of talks,
which resulted in the decision of both of us, that we had to part again,
as it had been necessary several times in the 26 years of our friendship.


It was Mona, my love and my angel for 6 years,
the one who redeemed me from victimhood,
who brought Ya'acov into my life....


Mona in the flat of Ramat-Gan, in living-room and veranda,
The flat I rented for myself and my children,
who joined me after my divorce- one by one.
[Mona had her own flat]


 

Shabbat, Nov. 6, 2010, While still in bed, delighting in a day without program,
I grasped for a clipping among the heaps next to my bed and found this poem!


I would like to be
as the echo of the field's breath,
As the play of the lights in space,
Winged with the wings of Song,
Swept along like the running wave,
And driven like the wind;
As a joy that forgot its cause,

Winged with the Wings of Song
or
As a JOY that forgot its cause

Yitzchak Livneh, Nahalal, fell in what Israel calls
"The War of Independence"..., in June 1948.
He was a pianist, loved nature, had "a wondrous personality"
and was the first boyfriend of Moshe Dayan's sister Aviva.
"He chose to work with immigrant youth...
His knowledge of the land made him an outstanding tracker."

I once discovered this poem in "Perhaps",
the original, English, autobiography of Rut Dayan, (1973)
which she dedicated to me in 1977,
when she helped me with meeting "important people"
for my Partnership work.
I re-discovered the poem in 2005,
and - wishing to read the poem in the original Hebrew-
I found her, and she even came to Arad to meet me,
during one of her visits to Laqia, a Bedouin town.
She then got hold of the Hebrew edition "Ulai",
and from a man who dealt with second-hand books.

I tried to put the poem into tune already then, - in vain.
Now, in November 2010, I feel elated by the line:
As a JOY that forgot its cause
But once again, I've a problem - not with the tune this time,
but with the recording program (Soundbooth)! It trembled!
After 3 attempts - of always inventing/recording a new tune -
I recorded a fourth tune directly on my digital recorder,
and after incredible effort (as usual) to learn it by heart,
sang it again, clearly, and transferred it to Soundbooth.
From there I created a soundbutton for "Freude, Freude"!

When searching for an image, I thought about Chagall's "Lovers" and found this:
"Hand-colored etching of "Chagall's Lovers Exchanging Gifts" by Roberta Loach"
An hour later I came across a sentence on the last page of my Hologram 1984.
On Aug. 16, 1984 I'm listening to a casette, "which Ya'acov has copied for me":
Stephan Micus.
A quote from that Hebrew page 146: "The sentence that was with me today:
'Since I'm one with you, I'm free in every moment to create and be created' "


Wetterbericht für die Zeit vom 01.11.-10.11.2010
Maitreya durch Julia
[continuation of my excerpts from Der Durchbruch der Menschheit


Ihr taucht nun ein in eine Zeit voller Wunder.
...
Denn das Leben entfaltet sich durch euch
und jeder Tag kann nun voller großartiger Ereignisse sein,
die eure Welt in einem Atemzug verändern.
... Ihr beginnt zu fühlen,
dass das Leben eine Reise ist voller Magie und Synchronizität
und dass Ziel und Beginn dieser Reise einen Kreis bilden,
der keinen Anfang und kein Ende hat..
wo alle erlebten zukünftigen und vergangenen Ereignisse
und Wahrscheinlichkeiten, Realitäten und Parallelexistenzen zusammenfließen
und zusammen mit eurem Atem das „Ich bin“ bilden.

Das Wunder des JETZT

... Wunder sind etwas, das ihr nicht erwartet-
etwas, das sich vor euren Augen entfaltet
und das ihr wahrnehmen könnt.
Und dies wird vermehrt geschehen,
weil Wunder sich dort ereignen, wo ihr seid.
Wunder- ereignen sich nur im Jetzt.
...

„Es ist bereits geschehen“ ist eines dieser Sätze,
der euch in Verbindung bringt mit der Synchronizität des Augenblicks und dem Manifestieren aus dem Moment.
Er hat schon immer „funktioniert“ dieser Satz-
nur die Bedingungen in denen ihr lebtet, .... ließen es nicht zu,
dass ihr seine Unmittelbarkeit spüren und erfahren konntet.
Zu sehr ward ihr an „künstliche“ Raum-Zeit- Konstrukte gebunden,
die euch das Erleben in einer Linearität suggerierten.
Versucht es nun noch einmal mit diesem –und mit anderen Sätzen- und seht , was geschieht.
...
Hierfür braucht es lediglich eure Fokussierung im Moment-
und eure Fokussierung im Herz- dem Zentrum eures Seins.
Das vollkommene Dasein im Moment.
Mit all euren Sinnen, Gedanken und Gefühlen-
... es fehlte .. der Zündfunke Eurer selbsterkannten Göttlichkeit.
Die Beschreibung dessen, was geschieht-
wird für jeden Einzelnen nun oftmals .. unterschiedlich aussehen-
und doch gibt es eine Gemeinsamkeit in allem, was ihr erlebt-
ihr erlebt nun vielmehr „eure Wahrheit“, als zuvor,
da sich die „Realität“ des Kollektivs aus der festen Verankerung hebt.

... „Wissenschaftlicher“ ausgedrückt ereignet sich auf eurem Planeten:
ein Verstärken der Sonneruptionen [see below]
und eine Erhöhung der Photonenenergie ,
sowie Schwankungen im Magnetfeld eurer Erde-
sowie eine Abnahme Eurer Ozonschicht,
die all die Strahlen und Frequenzen aus dem Kosmos
von euch ferngehalten hat.
Spirituell ausgedrückt verschwindet der Schleier,
der eure Wirklichkeit
bislang von der Wirklichkeit der Realität des Göttlichen getrennt hatte.
„Menschlich“ ausgedrückt“:
es ereignen sich Dinge, die ihr euch einfach nicht mehr erklären könnt.
Aber dies ist nicht ein Schritt, sondern es ist eher wie eine Zwiebel,
.... und so sind „Teile“ von euch „dort“ und „Teile“ von euch „hier“.
...

Licht und Dunkel

Dunkel und Licht sind zwei Kräfte,
die es euch ermöglichen, Zyklen zu erleben.
Auf einer archetypischen Ebene entspringen sie dem,
was ihr männliche und weibliche Energie nennt.
Schließt ihr einen Anteil aus-
schneidet ihr euch von der Ganzheit dessen, was ihr seid, ab
und erlebt das Leben aus der Perspektive einer dieser Pole.
Des Pols, mit dem ihr euch identifiziert.

Dunkel- das Dunkel, das ihr wieder erleben werdet-
ist die Ruhe des Nichts, in dem alles enthalten ist.
Es ist der Schoß der Mutter,
in dem der Same all seine Anlagen bildet
und sich mit der Schöpfung verbindet
und darauf wartet vom Licht der Sonne, geweckt zu werden.
In der Realität der äußersten Trennung- der Realität der 3. Dichte, erlebtet ihr Dunkel als „böse“ und Licht als „gut“.
Und so fürchtet ihr—immer noch- das Dunkel,
in dem all eure Dämonen und Ängste verborgen sind.
Weil ihr es ausgrenzt, indem ihr euch mit dem Licht identifiziert.
Doch seid ihr beides. Und seid es immer gewesen.
Wenn ihr euch als „das Gute“ seht,
das im Gegensatz zum „Bösen“ eine Aufgabe erfüllt,
die „richtig“ ist-
so hat euch dies für eine lange Zeit
auf einer Seite der Dualität gehalten,
die euch Kampf erleben ließ.
Und dies sollte so sein.
Dies war Teil des Spiels, das ihr spieltet.

Doch die Welt in der ihr lebtet
mit der eindeutigen Unterscheidung zwischen Gut und Böse-
bildete Welten-
Welten mit Engeln und Welten mit Dämonen-
mit Rettern und Helden und den Schurken,
die es auch braucht für dieses Spiel.
... Ihr habt alle Rollen gespielt-
doch identifiziert ihr euch mehr mit der Rolle des Helden,
mit der Rolle des Guten-und das ist richtig so-
denn dies ermöglichte euch,
euch mit der Quelle der Liebe wieder zu verbinden.
Und in ihr angekommen-in eurem Herz,
das das Abbild der Quelle ist und jenseits von licht und dunkel,
erkennt ihr-dass all dies-ein Traum war.
Ein Spiel-das in der Wirklichkeit der Göttlichkeit nicht existent ist.
Es ist aber existent
in der Wirklichkeit der meisten Menschen auf diesem Planeten-
da sie sich –noch nicht- aus ihren Rollen gelöst haben.
Dies ist, was geschieht.
IN der Polarität,
die euch erwartet und die die Dualität „ersetzen“ wird,
gibt es immer noch Gegensätze.
Es gibt immer noch Licht und Dunkel-und ein Feld dazwischen,
das ein Erleben zwischen diesen Polen möglich macht.
Doch werdet ihr euch nicht mehr mit dem Licht identifizieren,
so wie ihr euch nicht mit dem dunkeln identifizieren werdet.
Licht wird nicht mehr gut sein-und Dunkel nicht mehr böse.
Es ist es niemals gewesen-außer in der Illusion des Spiels.

Und so wird das „gute“ aus dem Licht entfernt
und das „böse“ aus dem Dunkel.
Und sie begegnen euch wieder als Kräfte-
von männlicher und weiblicher göttlicher Energie und Wirkprinzipien
um die herum sich Schöpfung entfalten kann.

Die „Dämonen entfernen sich aus der Dunkelheit-
die Angst entfernt sich aus der Dunkelheit
und die „Negativität“ entfernt sich aus der Dunkelheit-
sie verlieren ihre „Realität“ in eurem Erleben-
und so kehrt die Mutter zurück.




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Die Rückkehr der Mutter-
die Erlösung der Dunkelheit-die „Entfernung“ des Bösen

Die endgütlige „Rückkehr der Göttin“
ist die Rückkehr des weiblichen Prinzips
in die „Dunkelheit“ eurer Zellen- die das weibliche Prinzip ist.
Dafür wird entfernt, was sich dort durch die Dualität angesammelt hat- damit die Göttin Einzug halten kann.
Ihr erlebt diese Prozesse wie eine Zwiebel-
...Dies ist die Umwandlung der Angst
und ihr erlebt sie auf individueller und kollektiver Ebene.
Denn jenseits der 4. Dichte-
ist die Dunkelheit die Geborgenheit in der Mutter ...
Ihr werdet nun noch einmal damit konfrontiert,
was ihr in euch tragt und was ihr ausgegrenzt hattet.
Übrig bleibt das „gereinigte“ weibliche Prinzip-
und ihr entlasst alle Projektionen und „Verunreinigungen“ dieses Prinzips, das es über die Jahrtausende in- und durch euch erfahren hat
und werdet leer.
Es ist wichtig , euch zu sagen, dass euch nichts geschehen kann.
Gleich, wie ihr diese „Reinigung“ erlebt.
Ob sie euch zutiefst ängstigt-
oder euch wie eine unglaubliche Befreiiung erscheint-die sie ist.
Euer Fokus entscheidet darüber,
wie lange dies für euch individuell dauern wird-
doch für jeden Einzelnen von euch kommt der Tag,
wo ihr aufatmet und all dies in den Zyklen eurer Natur gespiegelt seht-und das, was euch zuvor so real erschien-
der Kampf zwischen gut und böse-
wie eine Erinnerung an ein Märchen erscheint-
und ihr werdet das Lachen der Befreiung lachen.


Der Aufstieg des Drachen und die Ankunft des Phönix

Ihr werdet erkennen, dass es nichts Böses an Prinzipien gibt.
Der Winter ist nicht böse-so wie der Sommer nicht gut ist.
Das Reifen des Samens ist nicht schlechter, als sein Austreiben
Euer Fokus ist das, was für euch entscheidend ist.

Die Dunkelheit wird in euch „gereingt“-um Platz zu schaffen
und Eure Mutter Erde reinigte sie in sich-
und so erlebt ihr das Aufsteigen eurer Kundalini ,
die gebannt war-die eine „Schlange“ war-und nun zum „Drachen“ wird- und ihr erlebt ein Herabsteigen des „heiligen“ Geistes-
der sich nun mit dieser Kraft der Dunkelheit –
die das Göttlich weibliche ist in euch vermählt-
auf Zellebene-
Und so reinigt ihr vor allem jene Organe,
die in der 3. Dichte die Energien des Licht und des Dunkel verstoffwechselten.
Dies betrifft vor allem eure paarigen Organe, Lunge und Nieren,
sowie eure Zeugungsorgane
und Eure Bauchspeicheldrüse, die in ihrer Funktion dual war.
Die Gesamtheit dieses Vorgangs ist das Bilden eures Herzkristalls
über Euren Kristallpalast im Kopf
und euren Kristallpalast im Becken-
und das Aufsteigen des Drachen.
Dies ist das Aufsteigen eurer „gereinigten“ Kundalini-
die sich aus ihrer Verankerung in der Dualität löst-
und somit mit den herabsteigenden Kräften des Geistes-
oder des Phönix, der ein Bild dafür ist-
vereint.
Und so stieg auch die Erdkundalini auf-
was mit einer leichten Verschiebung ihres Zentrums einherging
und der Kristall im Inneren eurer Mutter dehnte sich aus-so weit,
dass er nun bereit ist, mit euch in Verbindung zu gehen-
mit euch und euren Herzkristallen,
die sich nun ebenfalls entwickeln und ausdehnen.
....


Die relative Sanftheit des Übergangs

All dies-ist der Prozess eures Aufstiegs.
Und er geht so sanft , wie irgend möglich vor sich,
auch wenn euch dies nicht immer so vorkommen mag.
...
Ihr erlebt die Variante des Erdbebens- als Analogie für euren Aufstieg.
Also Ja. Eure „Häuser“ können wackeln, der Boden kann sich bewegen- doch euch wird nichts geschehen.-
wenn ihr euch dort aufhaltet, wo es „sicher“ ist.
Was macht ihr, wenn ein Erdbeben kommt?
Ihr bringt euch in Sicherheit.
An den sichersten Platz und wartet, dass es vorüber geht.
Dieser sichere Platz ist euer Herz.
Und wenn ihr euch fest in ihm verankert, ist es sogar möglich,
dass ihr das „Erdeben“ nicht einmal bemerken werdet.

In den kommenden Wochen könnt ihr also zwei „Erlebnisrealitäten“ wählen.
Erdbeben- oder einen Aufenthalt auf einer traumhaften Insel ...
Je nachdem,
auf welche Bewusstseinsanteile eures Seins ihr den Fokus legt.
Und wenn ihr strauchelt und nach der „Wahrheit“ sucht-
es gibt nur ein göttliche Wahrheit-und die ist:
Ihr steigt auf. Ihr seid göttlich und die Schöpfer eurer Realität.
Ihr habt euch durch das Halten eurer Fackel
und Euren Mut so nah ans Zentrum der Realität der Schöpfung bewegt, dass es keine andere Möglichkeit mehr gibt.

Nichts kann den Aufstieg der Menschheit noch verhindern.
Nichts kann etwas daran ändern,
dass das Erleben der neuen Wirklichkeit
nach und nach die Realität für die gesamte Menschheit bilden wird.
Aber natürlich gibt es noch jene,
die in einer alten Realtität gefangen sind,
die weiter alte Spiele spielen wollen-und dies mit Nachdruck. ...
Doch auch sie repräsentieren oftmals Anteile in eurem inneren Universum, denen ihr Schattenexistenzen zugewiesen hattet,
weil Ihr sie nicht sehen wolltet.

Das was im Dunkeln verborgen war wird nun ans Licht treten-
und sollte euch nicht ängstigen.
Lacht darüber- und wendet euch ab mit dem Gedanken.
„Das ist nur „Teil“ des alten Spiels-und wechselt den „Sender“.
Schaltet um auf das Programm der göttlichen Realität.
... geht in eure Herzen und vor allem geht in das Vertrauen,
dass sich alles so vollzieht, wie es sein soll-
auch wenn der Boden wackeln mag.
Durch den Durchbruch des Menschenkörpers
habt ihr die letztendliche Entscheidung getroffen.
... Der Aufstieg Eurer Mutter stand nie in Frage.
Sie entfaltet ihren Kristall und hat das „Unvereinbare“ vereint.
Und so vereint auch ihr das „Unvereinbare“
und führt licht und dunkel in euch zusammen.
Und werdet frei.
Dies ist ein Versprechen, was ihr euch selbst gabt-
und es ist ein Versprechen, das ihr einhaltet.
Also atmet. Und werdet ruhig.
Entspannt euch
und öffnet euch für die Göttlichkeit in euch und um euch herum.
Und ihr werdet schon jetzt das Paradies leben können-
vielleicht nicht immer- aber immer mehr.

Und so ist es.
Amra nuber assai, ich bin Maitreya



Julia/Matreya talk about increasing sun-flares.
After I had excerpted their message on Nov. 6, 2010,
my e-mail box showed : "Space Weather News for Nov. 6, 2010:

M5 SOLAR FLARE: Active sunspot 1121 has unleashed one of the brightest x-ray solar flares in years, an M5.4-class eruption
]see movie of left image
see a movie of right image]
.
Radiation from the flare
created a wave of ionization
in Earth's upper atmosphere
that altered the propagation
of low-frequency radio waves.
There was no bright CME (plasma cloud) hurled in our direction, so the event is unlikely to produce auroras in the nights ahead.
This is the 3rd M-flare in 3 days
from this increasingly active sunspot.

So far none of the eruptions
has been squarely Earth-directed,
but this could change in the days ahead
as the sun's rotation turns the active region toward our planet. .

 

 

 

Arad, November 7, 2010: My father would have become 99 years today!
Isn't this a good time, to copy the last few pages of my 'Hologram 1984',
about the end with my Altzheimmer-sick mother, Maria, on the one hand,
and the beginning with my handicapped peer, Ya'acov, on the other hand?

See this poem with its only recently (!) re-newed tune and with photos of my mother
as to the note on 2005_06_18 about the small beginnings of "the Kingdom of God", based on Daniel 4, see my deep experience in July 2006


My father, Siegfried Guth, with his father, Franz Guth, 1937

See "a new view of my parents",
a sculpture, completed on November 13, 2010





With my mother, Maria Guth,
in my home at Ramat-Gan,
1984.
She did not know me,
she always called me "Ursel",
the name of my sister,
since for 16 years it had been my sister,
who had taken care of her,
though never in her family's home.


I've finally added a tune
to this chosen verse
chosen by Ya'acov





this is part of the original page,
the page about Ya'acov,
in the diary above

See now , Dec. 29, 2010,
about Ya'acov in
Closeup to my Past 1985





"Behuetet und Geborgen"

The title of my 1984 poem
"Like two lonesomenesses
guard, border and greet each other"

is taken from

Rilke's letters to a young poet - part of which I call:
'Rilke's Prophecy about Love'
[copied from the Online edition
in SongGame 2007]

Mona and I knew,
that within less than a year
we would have to part,
"it would be a pity for the world,
if two humans like us would cuddle

together instead of exposing themselves to the world ",
Mona once said.

"Behuetet und Geborgen",
[the equivalents in English are poor:
'watched over', or 'cared-for' or 'protected
']
2 German words, learnt by Mona, lived and expressed in a drawing,

are part of a composition in my 'Hologram 1984' about Mona's art.
A year later I would already live
in my mobile home, my bus,
though by then it would still be "under construction", mainly by Immanuel,
who drove his bike for 1 hr 3 times a week,
from his airbase to Ramat-Hadar,
to my bus - next to Yanina's greenhouse,

and Mona would already be
in Kassel, Germany,
[see the coincidence on top of this page!]

23/4/1984 -Rilke
"Wie zwei Einsamkeiten
einander schuetzen, grenzen und gruessen..."
[s. now Rilke's Letters about Love, copied by me]



Mona, who immigrated with her family from Iraque in 1969, was more and more pained by what she learnt about the Holocaust

 

Micha, my youngest child, became 18 only on August 31, 1984,
My plan was, to wait till he would be in the army for half a year,
the time at which children become "weaned" from their mother,
and then begin my Lekh Lekha and follow "Abraham's Bus-Steps"


"Know exactly, what you want,
and then get out of the way and let it happen"

You were the third - serene and smiling -
"just like my third", said the nurse with pride,
"the confident baby of a confident mother,
who learned to trust in her own true heart."

When you were fife, you stunbled, then tumbled
over the root of a forest tree,
"nafalti, akh lo nishbarti", you sang [I fell, but I didn't break]
while depest trust lit up your little face.

Then somethng went wrong, the trust got lost,
"When I shall be big', you announced at seven,
"I want a job, a salary that's fixed,
not a shop where I'd risk to not sell and earn...

XXXXX

To learn to live, my grown-up son,
means to learn to let life happen to you,
maybe, the dead are on the safe side,
They've reached their aim, they are secure.

You now will leave the fences of safety,
you chose your mountains, you know where to go.
But reaching the top takes place in an instant-
Life is the way: the way creates life!

Situations of life, each moment anew,
Let them Happen to you,
and trust in your heart,
that yours is the power, the wisdom, the joy,
to transform all mud into gold.



After Micha had finished school,
I encouraged him to travel to England - alone -
before starting his army-service.

For his birthday I made this poem.
But he said: "I don't like your poems.
In my eyes you are not a great poetess.
You use associations which are only yours
and don't mean anything to somebody else."

Mona:
"On the contrary, the messages are too clear.
A poet writes a poem for the sake of writing a poem,
while for you the poem is a means !
But you use it as a means, as a message!"

My yearning for partners was pathetic, then and before and after...
When Erika Knoller, 23 years my senior, and our "New Age" teacher
consented to work with me in the planned encampment around my bus,
I asked her tearfully, to repeat what she wished me for my 46th birthday:
"Yes, I wish you, that you will enjoy fruitful work and cooperation with me!"

Nothing came out of this, but later, in Succah in the Desert, in 1992-93
Erika came several times as a guest and painted in the Ya'acov-Succah!
Our last meeting - in hospital - 2003 (time of 'Noah's Ark') - was loving...

The last entry in my Hologram 1984 shows my most terrible predicaments.
They are still my terrible predicaments, but I'm accepting myself as I am,
I even know, why I came to earth like this and I surrender to the results
.


November 7, 2010 -

excerpted from Abraham’s new Getting into the Vortex Guided Meditation CD

In the same way that it is a good idea to drink
when you feel the indication of thirst—
and therefore maintain your Well-Being
long before dehydration is experienced—
it is equally important
to change the thought and release resistance
at the first indication of negative emotion.
For while it is certainly possible
to withstand negative emotion for long periods of time,
it is not the optimal experience for the cells of your physical body.
When you learn to release resistance in the early, subtle stages,
your physical body must thrive.

[what "Abraham" refers to are "judgments",
and these have, indeed, to be released.
But there are other reasons for "negative" emotions,
and - even more dangerous! - to call any emotion "negative"
means trampling over "The Mother" yet another time,
worse: with the misleading sophistication of "spiritual" guidance.
At "the first indication" of an emotion,
which I tend to shove away, to ignore, to deny, to despise,
I first of all accept it into my womb,
breathe-move-sound it,
and then let "light", i.e. consciousness come to it and explore it.
If the difficult feeling is "simply" the result of a judgment, a belief,
which I must release,
or a "hole in my wholeness that now wants to heal",
or an old trauma, be it personal or transpersonal,
both scream for acceptance and physical vibration.
And as to my main pain : my identification with suffering people,
I must feel it, accept it, vibrate it
and then DESIRE for them, what I believe to be benefitting to them,
but at the same time let go of my desire,
trusting the suffering person or nations, that they know what they need!


 

Continuation of
Closeups to my Past, Finetuning to my Present, Nourishment for my Living -
- which enhance and enrich my experience of "Mika's Heaven on Earth"