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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
and - by extension - all of CREATion!" |
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk
among each other,
and he listens and he
hears
yatakaalamuna allathina
yarau'na-hu ,
va-yusri va-yasma'
Dann die IHN schauen, werden reden miteinander,
und er lauscht und er
hoert
Puis ceux qu'ils voient Ha-Shem, se parlent
l'un a l'autre
il entends,
il ecoute
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It seems that I chose 26 actors
for my life's drama and those 26 actors chose me! One
common trait of all roles is "mutual dependency"
between them and me.
With 16 actors - my family - the mutual
dependency is life-long! With my landlords
at Arad & with my 6 starchildren, born
between 1986-88, it may be temporary.
My children: Immanuel, Ronnit, Micha; my
children-in-love: Efrat, Uri, Ra'ayah; my 10 grandchildren [born
1987-2005): Elah-Alon-Tomer-Mika; Jonathan-Rotem-Yael-Itamar;
Arnon-Ayelet
My landlords: Ofir & Meital+ Lior(2002) & Amit(2005).
My starchildren: Lior Oren, Tzippi Winkler, Dina Strat , Meshi
Taib, Gal Mor, Boris Arons [26=YHWH=13+13=ahavah+ahavah =LOVE!]
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Actions:
To the pool
once, joining Meital's car,
back: I called a taxi.
Kisslog: healing-creating
TV & Internet: learning
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Interactions:
Meital, Lior, Amit, taxi driver. Shalom
neighbor: "I prevented those shitty Bedouin of 'Alte Sachen'
-old things from entering your veranda!"
ph. to
Ofir.
ph 3
times from Boris,
twice e-mail from
& to Immanuel.
Letters to Sayyida, GalMor+starkids, Nimr
Ofir brought and fetched Amit -slept here |
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The FOCUS of MY INTENTION
TODAY
Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want,
then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what
may
I
desire to complete all pages until today and to be free to relate
to the amazing coincidences
( first sequence of coincidences: Sayyida-Kristina,
Nimr
Ismair, Nuri
Elokbi, Ranin
from Neve-Shalom)
(second coincidence: Gal Mor, Boris and Tzippi and the
star-children's 4th anniversary on December 4)
I desire to be inspired to write 3 letters, in which I can say
what is helpful and right timing.
I desire that Immanuel & Efrat will cope well with and grow
through their big problems.
I desire, that my vision for the future of Bedouin & Jews
around here will somehow take root
and -see tomorrow-
avoid a"Bedouin
Intifada,
compared to which the Palestinian Intifada will be simple!"
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Two
star-children are visibly growing into stars! Tzippi and Boris
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hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
My Body,
my Partner,
my God
I give thanks to the gradual healing
of the strained
Posterior Cruciate Ligament of the back of our knee,
and for the functioning of the
other ligaments, which stabilize our knees,
the Anterior Cruciate Ligament {ACL}
the Medial Collateral Ligament (MCL)
and the Lateral Collateral Ligament (LCL).
I'm grate-full that I was given the
idea to catch Meital and her car,
before she drove with the kids to town - and thus reach the
pool!
I'm grate-full that I overcame my pattern "against wasting
money",
and ordered a taxi to bring me back from the pool.
I'm grate-full for the wondrous togetherness with Boris and
Tzippi
and for the love, which we all radiated on our suffering GalMor
in Spain.
I'm grate-full for the successful crochet-lesson with little
Lior.
I'm grate-full for the letter from Nimr Ismair,
my co-chairman in Partnership
30 years ago.
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[photographed through
the screen]
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This was Lior's third lesson
in crotching.
I arranged the (old) camera
with the "self-timer" function,
but when it clicked
3 times instead of once,
I didn't understand,
what happened,
and that is
what my face
and my body
express...
I had never learnt,
that there can be
"multiple takes"
even when the camera
is on "self-timer"....
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More correspondence with my son later today:
nourishment from others
The founder
of "Go Gratitude" - I owe her much, see
for instance -
sent an e-mail, from which I want to quote, what is
relevant for me.
Greetings and glad tidings ~
May this message find you well and thriving!
This season, we celebrate
our third anniversary since launching
the Go Gratitude Experiment in November 2005. Whohoooo!...
Together,
we have co-created a worldwide wave of Gratitude,
bringing the art of appreciation hOMe to the heart.
Thank you for joining us on this amazing journey
... witnessing what happens when we collectively choose
to Align with the Heart
and Embrace the Great*Full*Ness
of Life!
In
deep appreciation for All that IS,
we offer this prayer from our great-full hearts to YOU;
Today, and every day ...
May you be filled with Light, Love and Gratitude!
May your brilliance be reflected in the eyes of all
you meet.
May the blessings of Life be felt in thought, word and
deed....
May you see the gift in every challenge, the
sacred in every step.
May laughter roll your belly as you delight in Creation's
mystery.
May you breathe freely, Love deeply, rejoice wildly
and create passionately....
May you feel the energy of co-creation flowing through
each hand....
May you experience the bliss of a well-lived day ...
..Stacey Robyn and the
ground crew of Go Gratitude!
Go Gratitude - a global
service organization dedicated to
empowering Wisdom, One-ness and a Great-full heart!
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World
Gratitude Gathering
Have you ever
wondered why we choose 42 days for program length?
Immerse yourself in Gratitude
with a new series of 42 messages
designed to engage you in a social experiment
in Aligning With our Heart's Calling Through Gratitude.
To be delivered daily via the World Gratitude Blog and
email.
Cosmic Power of 42
- Coincidence or Divine Providence?
The angle
at which light reflects off of water to create a rainbow
is 42 degrees.
It is 4.2 light-years
to the nearest star from our solar-system.
The chamber in
the Cheops pyramid is exactly 42 meters over the ground.
The total number
of dots on a pair of dice is 42 … pair of dice
= paradise?
Water is most dense
at 4.2 degrees Celsius.
Ice therefore floats on water, and allows marine life
to survive below it.
The element Molybdenum
is vital for plant life on earth.
The Atomic Number of Molybdenum is 42.
If you take the
mathematical number 'PI' as 3.14,
and multiply the whole part (3) by the decimal part
(14), 3 X 14 --> 42.
All dogs
have a total of 42 teeth over their lifetimes.
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DRIVING BACKWARD into THE FUTURE
Ranin's Mother watches outside the Eye
of Big Brother, how her daughter reacts to the announcement,
that she is dismissed from The Community.
Kristina
Jordan from California, Nov. 17, 2008,
response to my response to her on Nov.
16
Dear Rachel, Thank you for your response.
I
understand your life is full. Because I have traveled
so far, done so very many things and known so very many
people, I have felt so many deaths (of relationships,
people, experiences, journeys), and it was quite a simple
pleasure to reach back into my life and find you still
on your mission.
You are right, although while I worked
with you for Shutafut we did share a mutual dependency,
we certainly do not share one now, and with so many
children to care for, extraneous relationships can seem
burdensome.
What do I want? - One thing I can ask
you is if you happen to remember I think Jonathan (what
was his last name, Jakobi?) who actually was from Los
Angeles? This is where I live and sometimes I think
it would be nice to speak with him or meet him for lunch
and see if we might have any friendship possibility.
Or do you have contact information
for Leah Soetendorp who lived in Jerusalem (and with
whom I shared an apartment)? Or actually any of the
people we worked with so long ago, like Miryam. I would
consider it a minor miracle if you do.
Then there is the metaphysical question
of "What Do You Want?" I join you in your
desire for unity, both internally within ourselves and
externally. I do believe that we each must, "Be
The Change You Want To See In The World."
My time with you was very memorable.
I thank you again for the work you were doing, and I
send you my good wishes for your current endeavors.
Take care of your health,
God Bless you,
Sayyida |
November 27:
Dear Sayyida-Kristina
I didn't know how to respond to your second letter and
simply waited~~~
Now there happened a sequence of coincidences, which seems
to imply,
that I should try to understand the meaning of your having
contacted me.
First, please tune into what I shared with you about my
"Limiting Interactions".
It's not that my life is "full". The question
is, full with what?
The relationships and interactions with those 26 people
with whom I
- as "the writer, producer, director and main actor
of my drama" -
have created this condition of "mutual dependency",
are often very "burdensome",
and engaging in "extraneous" relationships is
a great temptation to escape those....
You live in "The Angels",
My eldest son, Immanuel, a pilot at "El-Al"
, often flies to Los Angeles...
But Jonathan lives in New York, as far as I know.
This is his e-mail: "Jonathan Jacoby" <Jonathan@abujj.com>.
He visited me 2 years ago, and I still see him as kind
of "twin brother".
But at present his path is into Buddhism, i.e. away from
feelings,
and this is not congruent with my path, which is to accept
and vibrate feelings.
Leah Soetendorp? I'm sorry, but I do not recall her at
all.
As to Miryam - I think her name was Alkalai - I haven't
heard of for 30 years.
Do you - on your part - remember Nimr Ismair, the co-chairman
of "Partnership"?
And Nuri Al-Oqbi, the Bedouin member among the Seven of
"Partnership?"
Or do you remember "Neve Shalom", that Arab-Jewish
village near Jerusalem,
founded following a big Arab-Jewish week-long summer-camp
of "Partnership"?
The coincidences I mentioned, have to do with these three:
Nimr, Nuri, Neve-Shalom.
As to your metaphysical desire and belief - many people,
not only I, share them today.
But they are much too general and cannot serve as a criterion
for solving the question:
"Is this the right time for Christa and Kristina
to communicate
and help each other to heal, learn and create?"
Listen to your heart and tell me - Christa-Rachel |
Synchronicity:
Ranin Bolus, born at Neve-Shalom,
dismissed from the Big Brother Community after 86
days
The letter from Sayyida Ahmed Bey, now Kristina Jordan,
from California
, who "worked with me" 30 years ago in "Partnership"
The letter from Nimr Ismair,
who was co-chairman of "Partnership" , from
1977-1981 (or for how long
after I left?)
The TV program on Channel 2 "Blue [I.D.] Card"
with Haim Yavin
about Jews and Bedouin Arabs in the Desert between
Arad and Beersheva,
At the entry and at the exit there was "starring"
one Bedouin Don Quichote:
Nuri Elokbi, who too was one of the 7 members of "Partnership"
committee...
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People
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My letter
to Meshi concerning Gal's e-mail
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7 days before the 4th anniversary of
my first encounter -in 2004 -
with Tzippi's friends,
Dina, Gal, Boris and Meshi
(these five I later perceived as "star-children",
and knew, that already in 1999 I had met a starchild,
Lior, born in the same time as those five: 1986-1988)
Gal - since August on a journey in Europe -
wrote a pain-full !! e-mail - Hebrew in Latin letters.
"By chance" Boris and Tzippi came to visit me,
- we transcribed the Latin letters into Hebrew ones!
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Gal's letter is a response to a letter
from Tzippi,
inserted below Gal's letter,
transcribed from Latin into Hebrew
letters,
but was sent to all of us starchildren |
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Tzippi's letter, to which Gal's letter
is not only a response, but a deep, pain-full sharing...
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Under the influence
of Boris,
even Tzippi was ready to pose...
On this very page I find it symbolic,
that on most of the following photos
two paintings appear in the background:
"Hagar
and Yishmael in the desert",
by a paintress who committed suicide,
and "The State of Israel",
by my
brother Eberhard,
who was killed by a car in 1970...
His prophecy in July 1969:
"Israel will cause itself terrible disasters,
but the light - contained within - will finally shine..."
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"A time
to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing"
Ecclesiastes
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Song
of the Day
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To
dream the impossible dream
To fight the unbeatable foe...
To try when your arms are too weary
To reach the unreachable star
This
is my quest
To follow that star
No matter how hopeless
No matter how far
To be willing
to march into Hell
For a heavenly cause
And I know if I'll
only be true
To this glorious quest
That my heart will lie peaceful and calm
When I'm laid to my rest
And the world will
be better for this
That one man, scorned and covered with scars
Still strove with his last ounce of courage
To reach the unreachable star
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A movie, forwarded by Meital, my land-lady:
"See what rain can do"
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Actions:
To the pool
once, joining Meital's car,
back: I called a taxi.
Kisslog: healing-creating
TV & Internet: learning
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Interactions:
Meital, Lior, Amit, taxi driver. Shalom
neighbor: "I prevented those shitty Bedouin of 'Alte Sachen'
-old things from entering your veranda!"
ph. to
Ofir.
ph 3
times from Boris,
twice e-mail from
& to Immanuel.
Letters to Sayyida, GalMor+starkids, Nimr
Ofir brought and fetched Amit -slept here |
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Intro
to
k.i.s.s.-l o g + all
dates
~ Library of
7 years ~ HOME
~ contact ~
SEARCH
( of Latin characters only!) my
eldest granddaughter's video-gallery
whole&full-filled,
never perfect&complete 
Keep It
Simple Sweetheart
K.I.S.S.
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