The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.i.s.s.
as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential PEERS
to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
and - as holograms - all of Creation!
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries


[If you look for a word on this page,
click ctrl/F and put a word in "find"]

I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 



See below: November 12-22, 2010 -
Closeups to my Past, Finetuning to my Present, Nourishment for my Living
- which enhance and enrich my experience of "Mika's Heaven on Earth"


Click! and click again to stop! And if you want to do yourself a favor, join in! Sing!
May my throat's overtone singing today - unite all my denied parts and lost fragments with me - today!



2005 LEARNING & LIVING TODAY
{6 - 2005_05_08}
"Learning to feel better requires that you become better at feeling"

 

 

Though I hate it, if someone - in this or any other dimension - talks to me,
without exposing him/herself, his/her own living, suffering, learning and growing,
I find it valuable to recognize basic concepts of "my" Godchannel.com... in the following info


from


http://www.reconnections.net -
2010_11_12 I couldn't find this article in the archive of the site,
but in an article called "More than a feeling-The Nature of Oneness""
I discovered some info about Daniel Jacob and his channeling since 1991 (!!!)

"DEALING WITH EMOTIONS"

My Dear Friends:
With the full and perfect arrival, within your perceptual universe, of that energy known as The Divine Feminine---
we are now ready to conceptualize for you a whole new vision of what has been previously classified as "emotion."

We are The Reconnections.
We represent all those parts of your Expanded Self
that you had to forget about in order to become human.
We have never been very far from you, just far enough.
In some universes,
we are that empty space which surrounds every object.
In others, we are the silence
that hears and appreciates each and every song.



And we are here for you now, to receive you back into the Oneness of All That Is.
[see on that website: "The Way of Oneness"]
We carry with us your cap and your gown
---symbols of the impending completion of your journey

here in this current paradigm of Physical Limitation.



Until now,
being forced to function within a hyper-masculine paradigm,
the emotions of an average person
have deteriorated considerably in their quality and stature.
Instead of offering innovative and vital insight into the human soul,
your emotions have been reduced merely
to PROGRAMMED REACTIONS
to human circumstance.

If things do not go your way, you get angry.
Your body energy swells and peaks.
If you experience loss, you become sad.
If your body chemistry gets jumbled,
or if you have fear about the outcome of some situation,
you became anxious---
and so on and so forth.

 


It seems that the de-sensitization
that characterizes a predominantly male orientation to living naturally
produces a reactive element to mirror back to itself
what is missing from the equation.

God created a world to mirror back qualities within Himself
that were previously hidden from His view.
He begins by creating a man,
who declares that "something is missing" in his life.

He is lonely.
This revealed something about man,
but it also applied to God.

[See Godchannel's info about "Original Heart"]

"Original Heart was its own whole being with no unmet needs,
no desire not instantly fulfilled,
no longing not immediately satisfied~
and nothing to disturb this state of ecstatic Love.
....
It was that the Love of Original Heart
found something missing in its experience.

"Heart had no one else with whom to share this Love.

"Heart was alone"

In second story of Creation in the Bible, Genesis 2:18-20,
it is not "Man", but God himself who declares,
"that something is missing"...]



Do you get what we are saying?
Prior to this era, the Great Goddess held sway over the minds and hearts of humanity.
Indeed, it was Her temples that the Masculine God destroyed
when He settled His people in the "Promised Land."

[This statement idealizes the Canaanite Cult,
but its relative truth and relevance for "healing into wholeness" may have come to light in my
MESSIAH Bat-Sheva & David or The HIDDEN FEMALE THREAD of REDEMPTION in the BIBLE
for instance in the chapter Canaanism [mostly in Hebrew],

Magic was eclipsed by Logic,
even though the whole struggle between the two continues to play itself out,
in miniaturized form, within every household in the land.
Husbands struggle with wives, wives struggle with children,
and "control" is still the premium commodity of the day.

Most societal systems are facades
that have been set up to perpetuate the need for control, the lust for power.
The more energy humans pour into perfecting society,
the less they will spend on examining their own hearts
for signs of imbalance and deep inner need.

 


Families are not a reflection of the society in which they exist.
It is the other way around.
And individuals are not formed by their families, either.
The larger body exists to be a mirror for the smaller---
even as the smaller is meant to be a mirror for the one.
To seek to control and regulate your reflection in the great mirror
is to miss the point of it all.
One cannot improve his experience of the INSIDE
merely by focusing his efforts upon controlling the OUTSIDE.

 


"the hand that rocks the cradle rules the world."


Interestingly enough,
more and more men today are becoming inclined to rock that cradle.
They are also spending more time listening to and observing women.
As they relax their need to be admired,
and to deny their own inner feminine,
they are beginning to learn some deep lessons.

[This, of course, applies only to the Western World,
what I experience and suffer in "my" Bedouin World
concerning the oppression of women
is beyond description...]


This transformation in the male icon
is your sign that Global Transmutation is upon you.

Women striving to gain control (in society)
is simply another reaction to outward circumstance.
Though it has some temporary cathartic value for them,
it is really the softening of male pride and aggression
that will finally turn the tide of your planetary energy.


[Continuation on the following page]



November 12-22, 2010 -
Closeups to my Past, Finetuning to my Present, Nourishment for my Living -
- which enhance and enrich my experience of "Mika's Heaven on Earth"

 

 

November 12, 2010
7:00

Now [see Nov. 8, a Great Insight!] that I've "solved" the problem of sharing my riches
by understanding,
that this did not have to happen nor does it have to happen from now on
with words or writings,
but by radiating what I want to share - towards my co-humans,
there seems to be space for my other huge problem:
identifying with the pain of others,
which was so terrible ever since I remember myself,
that I, for instance , after the accident with the organ [age 15],
on my way home from the doctor, who gave me first aid, thought:
"How good,that this happened to me and not to someone else in my family".

Now this "problem" has become more intricate
by what I discern in my daughter-in-love more than before.
She not only suffers the pain of everyone else
even of the snail in Mika's plastic-cup, which crept up the piano,
but with my discomfort in the car and , what I discovered too late,
with Mika's discomfort in her kid's seat , when she couldn't sleep
and I in my lack of sensitivity
(can I believe that word in connection with myself, the supersensitive?)
said several times, how
"Mika suffers, since she cannot sleep,
wherever she leans her head on, towards the window,
on my shoulder, on a cushion, wrapping herself in a blanket."

I said it actually in order to praise Mika for not pestering anyone with her suffering,
but why then didn't I say this aloud, instead of "she is suffering"?
Yesterday I was so content and at peace with all the harmonious flowings,
with the people - Micha, Alon,
and with the answer to my prayer about
"exchanges of warm loving between the couple the moment that Immanuel returns from flight !"
- I rarely was priviledged to watch so much love between them,-
and with the answer to Efrat's quest to me and to Mika, to "take care of" a parking-lot.
I said to myself - back in the car, when Tomer was so talkative (relatively)
and even ready to sing to a song of Pink Floyd, whom his father had opened to him,
and whom Tomer now tries to play with his guitar,
and I could really convey my appreciation and make Tomer glad,
I said on the inside: "everything is perfect and miracles do happen!",
and now in the morning,

after yet another dream with the theme of
"cooperation between people, which is beginning to happen, though still stumbling",
I only feel this pain of identification with Efrat's pain of identification.
I can not put out the quest, that she should not suffer,
just as much as I myself do not even WANT not to suffer other people's pain.
As long as the world is not healed, I want to be with The Mother in Hell.
And yet, something is missing, for I am to radiate joy, to make others feel joy.
What is it? Can you help me?
I remember Dr. Prager, one of Franz Rosenzweig's doctors in the twenties,
whom I visited in a Parents' Home in Haifa in the seventies,
after I had sent to him - perhaps the summary - of my thesis.

He warned me:
"It is not helpful to identify with the sufferings of others".
But that's the basis of what my thesis is about:
epitomized in a midrash about God:
the mother upstairs is cross with her daughter downstairs,
But when the daughter gives birth and is in pain,
the mother senses and feels every pain with her.

"Abraham" would say,
that I have to change the pain of identification
into "good-feelings thought".
And this is, indeed, what I must do in my case.
"Good-feeling-thoughts" about the suffering person or group or nation.
But what about my pain of identification with Efrat's pain of identification?
Please help me to find the right approach, without denying my or her pain!


In any case, I want to be glad about the fact, that I feel all these feelings,
and not blame myself, for slipping from yesterday's peacefull-ness
so fast into the troubled waters of pain and sorrow.
It's not pain and sorrow, it's liveliness!.


Now that I've finished spilling out my feelings and thoughts,
I'm reading what I'm finding on this page of 2005!
"Dealing with Emotions!"
Yet another beautiful coincidence
(Tomer in the car yesterday: "It's only you who sees coincidences!"
but Efrat reminded him of the UFO's he believes to have seen twice,
which meant, that Tomer now got involved in the car conversation!)

I celebrate what is right with the world:
WIKIPEDIA
is one of the "rightest" things!

HOME
Imagine a world
in which every single human being
can freely share in the sum of all knowledge.
That's our commitment.


An appeal from Wikipedia founder Jimmy Wales

I got a lot of funny looks ten years ago
when I started talking to people about Wikipedia.
Let’s just say some people were skeptical of the notion
that volunteers from all across the world
could come together
to create a remarkable pool of human knowledge –
all for the simple purpose of sharing.

No ads. No agenda. No strings attached.

A decade after its founding,
nearly 400 million people
use Wikipedia and its sister sites every month
- almost a third of the Internet-connected world.

It is the 5th most popular website in the world
but Wikipedia isn’t anything like a commercial website.
It is a community creation,
written by volunteers making one entry at a time.

You are part of our community.
And I’m writing today to ask you
to protect and sustain Wikipedia.

Together, we can keep it free of charge and free of advertising. We can keep it open
– you can use the information in Wikipedia any way you want.
We can keep it growing – spreading knowledge everywhere,
and inviting participation from everyone.

Each year at this time,
we reach out to ask you and others
all across the Wikimedia community to help sustain our joint enterprise with a modest donation of $20, $35, $50 or more.

P.S. Wikipedia is about the power of people like us
to do extraordinary things
. People like us write Wikipedia, one word at a time.
People like us fund it, one donation at a time.
It's proof of our collective potential to change the world


I now (10:20) looked up Abraham's email quote today:



November 12, 2010 -

excerpted from Abraham’s new Getting into the Vortex Guided Meditation CD

If you make your relationship with your Inner Being your top priority, and you deliberately choose thoughts that allow your alignment,
you will consistently offer the greatest advantage
to the others with whom you interact.
Only when you are aligned with your Source
do you have anything to offer another.
If your behavior is influenced by your desire
to keep another person happy, you will lose your Connection to your Source. And it is not possible f
or you to be happy unless you are in alignment with your Source. Without that alignment, you have nothing to offer another.

Our daily meditation process will help you
to consistently release resistance
and to come into alignment with the power and clarity and love
that is really who-you-are—
and then anyone who you hold as your object of attention
will benefit.
Rather than attempting the impossible task
of trying to behave in ways that please others,
show them the ease of finding your consistent alignment.
You will always find happiness inside your Vortex.
And the happiness that they are seeking is inside their Vortex.

But the "problem" I talked about it, is - in this case! - not my pattern to please them with my behavior,
but my identification with their suffering, which has nothing to do with me personally!




A translated letter from my father to my mother on May 5, 1942,
may complement what I told about my father on November 7, 2010
and about my mother on October 30, 2010>Your Grandmother's Grave,
I sent it to my children on Nov. 12, 2010, preceded by a letter:


A new view of my Parents,
Maria and Siegfried Guth

on my father's 99th birthday, November 7, 2010

Comment about Frau Wahl, who judged my parents and thus produced this letter





A bad scanning of a photo, which Frau Wahl's son, a professional photographer, made of the three of us in 1943,
and a photo, which he made of us ca 1955, according to my quest, - as our birthday present for our mother.




November 13, 2010 -


excerpted from Abraham’s new Getting into the Vortex Guided Meditation CD

There is nothing about your physical awareness
that connects you more to the Non-Physical aspect of your Being
than that of your breathing.
Many assume that the process of breathing
is only about your physical nature,
but that is not the case.
The process of breathing ...
is the flowing of Spirit to you, and through you.
That is the reason that
when the focusing of Spirit through your physical body ceases
, your breathing ceases, also.

... as you relax into the natural rhythm of perfect breathing...
, the Vibration of your physical being
will gently surrender to the Vibrational frequency of your Source,
and you will become one with your Source, inside the Vortex.
Through the hearing of our words in your relaxed state of allowing,
you will allow the gentle tuning of your Vibrational frequency
to match the frequency of your Source.
This will not be an exercise of effort or trying,
but instead an exercise of releasing and allowing
~ gently allowing yourself to be who-you-really-are.

 

 

 

November 14, 2010
From the book, lent to me by Yanina, following my visit in Chartres and in Ireland
Jean Shinoda Bolen, Crossing to Avalon A Woman's Midlife Quest for the Sacred Feminine 1994-2004

Jean:
"There are two images
of the Goddess
in Fiona MacLeod's writing
that touch me:
"the Woman that is
in the heart of women"
and "the Shepherdess
who shall call us home."
They both seem familiar to me.
I have felt their presence
and I also recognize
that they are archtypal images
of the feminine
and feminine divinity
that is reemerging
into consciousness,
mostly through women.
This Goddess is waiting for us
to remember her.
She is the divinity at Chartres
who was there
thousands of years
before the cathedral was built. ...
"I found god in myself,
and I loved Her,
I loved her fiercely."
"He who lies deceives himself and disintegrates in the process,
whereas he who tells the truth (to him/herself])
heals his soul and makes it whole."

The lie I told myself was that I wasn't being traumatized
because I understood
why the people I loved
where behaving toward me as they were.
And had I continued to be out of emotional touch,
I think it might very well have been translated into physical disease.
Healing and reintegration of the psyche have to do with telling the truth.
But it is a truth that often takes some doing to discover.
It requires that we get in touch with what we really feel and face
that we are in pain over something significant in our lives
*).
The Perceval in us must ask: "What ails thee?"
When we know, we will need to make change
in order to be true, which is to be healed.

*) not only what is significant ,
even the fact, that I feel "lack of intensity" ,
for instance sometimes with my most wondrous Mika
and then feel I'm bad and ungrateful,
because I do not savor all the blessings to the fullest,---
even this has to be told to myself and moved and accepted without judgments,
even if I cannot change it, in this case,
even if I cannot let go of my need for intensity!



November 14, 2010 -

excerpted from Abraham’s new Getting into the Vortex Guided Meditation CD

...
When you make a decision to look for positive aspects
in the experience that is unfolding right now,
you will create an expectation
that will allow an immediate manifesting of evidence
to support that Vibrational shift.
..the more you look for positive aspects of your current life,
the more positive aspects will step forward to reveal themselves to you.
... And with a bit more time,
you will become completely expectant of good things
to come into your experience.
The fastest way
to bring more wonderful examples of abundance
into your personal experience
is to take constant notice
of the wonderful things
that are already there.

The abundance that you allow
is always a perfect match to your expectation.



Achinoam Nini sent a link called http://www.otherisrael.org/films ,
from which I want to glean info that causes me
"to celebrate what is right with the world" [see my song of Oct.2010].
Part of the titles point to trailer videos, but they can be opened only from the site itself


ADAMA
Israel, 2010, 90 minutes

Directed By:
Rani Bleier

The stories of three generations
of one family of farmers
in a financial crisis,
struggling to keep their land
in the south of Israel.
Starring Mohammad Bakri
as Moshe,
the Jewish Moroccan head
of the family,
with Lior Ashkenazi, Menashe Noy, and Yael Abecassis.


Followed by Q&A with Director Rani Bleier and Actor Mohammad Bakri


AJAMI
Israel, 2009, 120 minutes

Directed By:
Yaron Shani, Scandar Copti

2009 Oscar nominee
for Best Foreign Film
returns to Other Israel
with a special presentation
by director Yaron Shani discussing his work
on this powerful crime drama, portraying the streets
of Jaffa's
Ajami Neighborhood.


Followed by Q&A with Director Yaron Shani

 


ARAB LABOR
Israel, 2010, 72 minutes

Directed By: Shai Capon
Episodes from the wittier, edgier second season of Sayed Kashua’s hit TV satire.

Amjed is an Arab journalist working for an Israeli newspaper, who will do anything to be part of the bourgeois Jewish Israeli society. He makes every effort to neutralize his Arab identity, culture, and national affiliation and continuously being mocked by his family, and both Arab and Jewish societies.

In this season Amjed moves with his family to a Jewish neighborhood in pursuit of “equal water pressure” for Jews and Arabs, facing the neighborhood dogs who recognize him as Arab and bark at him on all occasions, and being invited to participate in an alternative ceremony on Israel's memorial day...
JCC screening followed by a conversation between Actor Debra Winger, Creator Sayed Kashua, and Producer Danny Paran

Cinema Village screening followed by Q&A with Creator Sayed kashua and Producer Danny Paran


BACK AND FORTH
Israel, 2010, 55 minutes

Directed By:
Uri Rosenwaks & Various Directors

Made up of four short films, all of which are directed by Bedouin directors in their debut as film makers, this unique film is an unprecedented authentic self-portrait of current life in Bedouin society. Portraying the struggle for progress
that in many ways is held back
by the traditions of the nomadic past.
"Back and Forth"
is the second documentary feature produced in the independent cinematic project in Rahat guided by Uri Rosenwaks, the first was "The Film Class", presented at the 2007 Other Israel Film Festival.
JCC screening followed by Q&A with Director Uri Rosenwaks

Cinema Village screening followed by Q&A with Director Uri Rosenwaks and Vivan Silver of NISPED


BLOOD RELATION
Israel, 2009, 75 minutes

Directed By:
Noa Ben Hagai

On a hot summer day in 1943, 14 year old Pnina left her home in the Galilee province of Yavniel and disappeared. 24 years later she sends a letter, revealing that she now lives in the Askar al Jadid refugee camp near Nablus, married to a Muslim and mother of eight. The director, granddaughter to Pnina's sister, tracks the family secret and finds that Pnina's children, who live in a refugee camp, only half an hour away from her home in Tel Aviv, have been waiting for their Jewish relatives to call for years. Renewing the contact between the families leads to unpredictable events that take place in front of the camera over the course of three years in both Israel and Nablus.
Followed by Q&A with Producer Edna Kowarsky


COFFEE: BETWEEN REALITY AND IMAGINATION
Israel, 2010, 68 minutes

Directed By:
Various Directors

Israeli and Palestinian filmmakers embarked on a journey to create short films, fiction or documentary, inspired by Coffee, which takes part in Middle East cultural identity and social reality. Coffee creates a connection between different people, no matter who they are. Each film gives a personal and courageous point of view on the reality in which we live in. The project was created and produced by The Film Department of Tel Aviv University.
Followed by Q&A with Actor Mohammad Bakri



I'M NOT FILIPINA
Israel, 2010, 51 minutes

Directed By:
Anat Tel

NY PREMIERE

A six-year-old blind girl of Filipino origin who was born in Israel is adopted by a loving Filipino worker. Together they try to bridge the gaps of language and mentality in a country in which one of them regards as her homeland and the other still feels like a stranger.

Followed by Q&A with Director Anat Tel, and local advocates on the plight of migrant workers.


ID BLUES – JEWISH AND DEMOCRATIC
Israel, 2008, 50 minutes

Directed By:
Haim Yavin

The final
and most controversial part
in Haim Yavin’s travelogue, examining different aspects
of daily lives and struggles
facing Arab citizens
in Israeli society.

JCC screening followed by Prof. Leonard Grob of Meretz USA in conversation with News Correspondent Aharon (Arale) Barnea and renowned Historian Prof. Benny Morris.



LOD DETOUR
Israel, 2009, 60 minutes

Directed By:
Orna Raviv

Amal High School in Lod is the last opportunity for students who failed other educational frameworks to complete their high school education. We follow three students' stories through the eyes of the school's principal, who is determined that his students will succeed against all odds.

JCC screening followed by a conversation with Director Orna Raviv; Mary Ann Stein, founder of the Moriah Fund; and NIF Fellow Ruth Carmi.

Cinema Village screening followed by a conversation with Director Orna Raviv



LONE SAMARITAN
Israel, 2009, 50 minutes

Directed By:
Barak Heymann

 

The tiny sect of Samaritans date back to the first temple in Israel and are constantly in danger of extinction. The Samaritans hold their traditions sacred, and do not assimilate. After TV star Sophie Tzdaka and her three sisters leave this closed community, the family becomes subject to terrible harassment by sect members.

Followed by Q&A with protagonist Sofi Tzdaka.


PRECIOUS LIFE
Israel, 2010, 90 minutes

Directed By:
Shlomi Eldar

Four-month-old Palestinian Mohammad will die without a bone marrow transplant, a procedure that can only be done in an Israeli hospital. Israeli journalist Shlomi Eldar documents complex and emotional story, as Israeli and Palestinians put aside their differences to save Mohammad’s life.

JCC screening followed by conversation with director Shlomi Eldar and Closing Night Reception.

THE WEEKLY PORTION (PARASHAT HA'SHAVUA)
Israel, 2008, 90 minutes

Directed By:
Rani Bleier

 

This hit TV show follows the drama of four families from different social and economic backgrounds in Israeli society. Love, hate, friendships and secrets mix together when the families connect. Starring Keren Mor, Menashe Noy, Clara Khoury, Kais Nashef and more.

Followed by Q&A with Actor Clara Khoury and Director Rani Bleier



WORLD CLASS KIDS
Israel, 2010, 54 minutes

Directed By: Netta Loevy

An Arab, a Jew, a Chinese, and a Philippine walk to school one morning…”—sounds like the beginning of an old joke, but that’s not the case. These are some of the second-grade pupils attending the Tel Nordau Elementary School, in the heart of Tel Aviv. The film follows the pupils’ interactions among themselves and with Meirav, their teacher. Meirav has to adapt the ill-suited educational materials, which are in contradiction with the needs of her classroom’s post-modern melting pot. The film follows the class throughout one school year, which becomes volatile as the Gaza War upsets the social dynamics in the classroom.

JCC screening followed by panel discussion with Producer Edna Kowarsky; Maura Milles, US Representative of Hand in Hand; and Nate Geller, Director of Corporate Relations, The Abraham Fund Initiatives

Cinema Village screening followed by Producer Edna Kowarsky in conversation with Brooke M. Goldstein, Executive Director of the Children's Rights Institute.



THERE MUST BE
ANOTHER WAY

Israel, 2009, 70 minutes

Directed By: Yariv Mozer

Follows the Jewish-Arab duo:
NOA,
a world-renowned
Jewish-Israeli singer,
and Arab singer Mira Awad,
on their journey
to represent Israel
at the European song competition,
following the military
operation in Gaza
and despite resistance
from left and right.

Followed by Q&A with Mira Awad



ZAHARA -
As part of Brooklyn Palestinian Spotlight
Israel, 2009, 60 minutes

Directed By:
Mohammad Bakri

With touching personal style
and breathtaking cinematography,
Director Mohammad Bakr
i tells the story
of his 78 year old aunt Zahara,
from the times of pre-state Palestine
to present,
leading the family with love and wisdom through the many trials of life.

Followed by Q&A with Director Mohammad Bakri


Monday, NOvember 15, 2010
"You look like a fairy", I said, [s. context in Mika's thread]]
when Efrat came down, ready to go to a show, organized by her.

"Fairy Fiona" - complemented Mika.
Remembering the quote from "Fiona MacLeod"
(above, Nov. 14) I asked:
"Who is Fairy Fiona?" - "She is a figure in 'Shrek'", the movie.

 

 

 

"Dealing with Emotions",
or much more desirable:
Flowing with Feelings,
not Fleeing from Feelings.

Be they huge waves, billows, breakers
(nakhsholim or mishbarim),
or gentle, tiny, almost invisible ripples
(advot).

Never resisting the unidentified, unnamed emotions
but wombing them and welcome them as my LIVING.

Like waves are the movement of water
(see three of my oldest songs: 1984 - 1988 - 1989)
feelings are the movement of Living.

In contrast to rare, real mutual triggering
between my daughter-in-love and me
- which lasted only a minute
and was made conscious by both of us,
I desire to catch the ephemeral feelings,
of which I usually -hardly- become aware
in the state between sleep and waking-up

GUILT , being BLAMED, fear of being BLAMED,
fear of making the OTHER feel guilty or blamed.



Flowing
with Feelings
Never resisting the unidentified, unnamed emotions
but wombing them and welcome them as my LIVING.


I tried to follow processes and examples,
but it's much too complex for writing them.
I prefer to use time and energy for repeating:
I am alright, even if I feel guilty.
I'm alright, even if I'm afraid of feeling guilty.
I'm alright, even if I feel blamed with reason.
I'm alright, even if I'm blamed without reason.
I'm alright, if I inadvertently make others feel guilty,
but I do NOT want to CAUSE others to feel guilty.
Nor do I want to re-act to guilt and the fear of guilt.

 

 

 

 

 


I am able to feel and be judged as "not okay".
I do not want to re-act to blame or the fear of blame,
be the blame real or projected by me.
I am able to feel and be judged as "not okay".
I do not have to be righteous.
Nor does the other person have to be righteous.
If "Mika" or "Efrat" spurt, spout, jet a blame,
when they are irritated by a "bug" or mishap,
I can bless this as their chance for discharge!

And if I still "take it personally", I bless it
as my own chance to look at an old hole,
a hole in my wholeness that wants to heal.

I'm alright, even if I project on others that they blame me,
I'm alright, if I project on others that they may blame me.
But I do want to be able to bear and move feeling guilty.


Flowing with Feelings
Never resisting the unidentified, unnamed emotions
but wombing them and welcome them as my LIVING.



1951 - hunger for food and for books

When Mika and I ate our self-made Aya-Lia ~~~ Mika took the camera
Yanina forwarded a link to a 3 minutes video.
Someone (not Yanina) had commented on it:

"Very touching and heart felt.
While watching this video
we could look back in awe and wonder..
Others can only imagine and relate
of what some of our parents and grandparents went thru."


I saw it - twice - and cried my heart out.
http://www.porcelainunicorn.com/
even more so in contrast to the second movie,
Youth Festival, Nahalat Benjamin [Tel-Aviv] , March 2010,
though in terms of art this one cannot be compared to
  Porcelain   Unicorn

RSA Films:
Today,
Ridley Scott announced
Porcelain Unicorn
from American director
Keegan Wilcox
as the winning short film
in Philips’ Tell It Your Way
film-making contest.

The contest,
which received
over 600 entries
from around the world,
invited aspiring filmmakers
to create an original short film
using the same
six-line   dialogu
e

In the evening I saw a movie, released only recently
a movie of the kind which I favor most:
"Live is Life".
where the usual elements of drama - good vs bad, and erotic love - are minimal
while the aim of the narrative is to show
how people are growing ,
empowering each other and thus empowering themselves,
in this case : people in an old-age home
and a naughty boy, their temporary social worker.
Their band succeeds with a cover-version of the 1985 song:

...When we all give the power
We all give the best
Every minute of an hour
Don't think about the rest
And you all get the power
You all get the best
When everyone gets everything
And every song everybody sings

....Life is life when we all feel the power
Life is life come on, stand up and dance
Life is life when the feeling of the people
Life is life is the feeling of the band

And you call when it's over
You call it should last
Every minute of the future
Is a memory of the past
Cause we all gave the power
We all gave the best
And everyone gave everything
And every song everybody sang

"Roccos (Jan Josef Liefers) Chance auf Ruhm und Reichtum als Rock-Musiker scheint dahin, als sein Auftritt im Finale eines Star-Wettbewerbs ausfällt. Zu allem Übel verschlägt es den ziemlich erfolg-losen Rockmusiker und Lebenskünstler auch noch in ein Seniorenheim, wo er für seine kleinkriminellen Aktionen Straf-ersatzdienst ableisten soll. Schon bald gerät er mit der Heimleitung und dem Pflegepersonal heftig aneinander. Denn diese sind nicht bereit, sich von dem Schlitzohr Rocco auf der Nase herum-tanzen zu lassen. Doch mit der Zeit erkennt Rocco, dass es sich durchaus lohnen kann, die alten Menschen ernst zu nehmen. Ein Erkenntnisprozess,
der schließlich in der Gründung einer Rockband mit den alten Leuten mündet. Das wiederum bringt bei der Heimleitung das Fass zum Überlaufen. Rocco muss gehen und ihm drohen Festnahme und Haft. Vorher jedoch will er unbedingt noch an dem wichtigen Band-Contest, einer Talentshow für "Nachwuchsbands", teilnehmen. Mit der Cover-Version des berühmten Songs "Live is Life" schlägt die Rentnerband schließlich alle Rekorde"





November 16, 2010 -

excerpted from Abraham’s new Getting into the Vortex Guided Meditation CD


Everyone holds a mix of opinions, beliefs, and expectations
on a myriad of subjects.
When you give your attention to something,
that Vibration becomes activated and comes to the forefront.
And the more often you focus upon it,
and cause it to come to the forefront,
the more dominant it becomes.

You have the option
of making a good-feeling aspect of another person
dominant in your Vibration
or of making a bad-feeling aspect dominant,
and whatever aspect you regularly choose
will become the Vibrational basis of your relationship.

When your happiness becomes your highest priority,
and so you deliberately keep active
the best-feeling aspects of others,

you will train your Vibrational frequency in such a way
that they will not be able to rendezvous with you
in any way that does not feel good when it happens.
The only way for anyone to be consistently happy
is to understand
that the feeling of happiness
is simply about alignment with the Source within.
When you are in your Vortex of Creation,
you are lined up with all-that-you-have-become
and with everything that you have asked for.
There simply is no substitute for that alignment.


"When your happiness
becomes your highest priority,
you deliberately keep active
the best-feeling aspects of others"


I have no problem applying this
with regard to people,
on whom I am dependent
or on whom I choose to be dependent.


But what about people whom I don't choose?
People who yearn to have ME in THEIR life,
be they "nice" people , like Fel...
or "unbearable" people, like Jib...

In most cases I succeed in keeping such people away from me.
And even with Fel. and Jib. I manage to keep them at a distance,
but now this Jib. wants to visit me
and demands from me to help him with some paper he has to write.
Right in the beginning of negotiating a time for this visit,
he again behaves as insolently, unabashedly as in the past.
How am I attracting this?
I understand, that it's his akward way to deny his insecurity.
But if in the beginning I thought I could empower him,
I know, that this is one of the "cases",
where my very being prevents people from feeling empowered.
("your husband feels invalidated by your very presence", see pp1b)

And if I can't help giving attention to this insolent aspect of him,
and if I can't cause him to feel secure and validated by my presence,
why am I not allowed to remove him from my life?
Just because he is a Bedouin, an Arab? Please help!


Wednesday, November 17, 2010, still at Shoham
(I'll travel to Arad only after Immanuel will return from flight at 3:40 PM, this time by train and bus)

The requested help which I received concerning J.,  is:  "Lead  him  out  of  your  life!"

I did not simply write:
Please leave me alone, but explained as short, but also as deep as possible,
why a relationship between two people and two peoples who are NOT EQUAL ---can not work.
Only if they are dependent upon each other (family, work ~~ Jews-Arabs) are they forced to work it out,
by intending and striving to create the three conditions for any partnership.
Though I demanded from him, NOT  to  react to my letter in any way, he did!
This time I got "technical" help: His e-mail disappeared into Gmail's "Spam"!
When I wanted to retrieve it from there the next day,  it was gone altogether.
What I desire for him is, that he may find true peers, with whom he can grow!

 

Still on Nov. 17, 2010: See the chapter in the right frame:
I studied it - slowly like a snail - pausing, rereading, pausing, rereading
when I could not sleep this morning, between 4:30 and 6:00

There was not much new for me in this book,
but what was new, was most relevant, and worthy to be copied and restudied.

I identify with this chapter wholly
and am expressing my gratitude for my life daily,
my life at Arad which allows me my Holy Solitude,
Du meine Heilige Einsamkeit, as I sing with Rilke's poem,
but also the assignment with my daughter-in-love and my granddaughter!
This is not the kind of "company of other women",
which was experienced by Jean Shinoda Bolen during her pilgrimage,
For the kind of company which she describes, I'm still waiting.
But I know, that this dream, too, will manifest, ~~~~ "soon".


As to manifesting what we want,
as emphasized by "Abraham" in the daily e-mail messages,
I had an insight,
after I had parted from Mika at the gate of her kindergarden.
In front of the building, outside the fenced-in area, is a strip of lawn.
What stood out from the green grass, was a huge heap of dog shit.
When I see such disgusting ugliness,
I feel the potential for cutting the throat of the dog's owner.
I myself had just picked up little Nella's little shit,
though she had placed it under a plant where nobody could see it.
Often I pick up nearby shit of other dogs, but not this gigantic heap!

As I walked away, I heard on the inside:
"Turn the disgust and the anger into 'Good-Feeling-Thoughts'!"
I actually succeeded in doing this:
envisioning that huge dog's owner as caring for the environment,
desiring the public lawns in his town to be green and clean.

While making this experiment, my thinking expanded:
Why am I so angry at "Abraham" for omitting so many aspects
of "desiring and manifesting"?
If "Abraham" would tell people all the conditions that I know and see,
nobody would understand what they teach, leave alone be able to apply it.
.
I recalled Leon Pinsker's "Auto-emancipation",
which for me makes Pinsker the real founder of Zionism,
Though that doctor from Odessa is my idol,
I used to blame him for leaving out the central line in his motto:
"If I'm not for myself, who'll be for me
[but as to myself, what am I?}
And if not now when?".

[listen to the chorus of the Partnership-Hymn in 4 languages!]
But he NEEDED to leave out this line of ancient Hillel, which I interpret as:
I am always dependent on others,
and if I want to be responsible for my life , the master of my life,
I must take responsibility for shaping my dependencies,.

If he had added this condition to his incredible appeal:
"For how long shall we Jews wait for the Messiah to save us?
For how long shall we implore the Nations to embrace us?"

that in the land of Israel live other people, not Jews,
and if we do not win them over as partners, we cannot survive there,
then people would have discarded his message altogether,
his message about auto-emancipation, about self-liberation.

[I now found (part of?) Autoemancipation online, but there the claim is,
that Pinsker returned to Odessa to write it, while I learnt,
that he hid in an attic in Berlin and published the book anonymously,
see my "sculpture" - below ,on November 20, 2010]



The same was probably true for Paulus, the missionary of Christianity,
about whom Martin Buber said:

"He came up with an important antithesis against Judaism at that time.
But this antithesis became the justification for Christians
to slaughter Jews.
If someone feels an antithesis growing in himself,
he must wait with publishing it, till he has found the synthesis."


I've believed that all these 50 years,
[see my sculpture of 7 pages in SongGame
about "1960-11_04~~~Christian & Jewish, Israeli &German~~~ 2010-11-04"]

ever since Buber said this to me.
But now I begin to understand,
that evolution doesn't work like that.
Even if someone comes up with a synthesis,
another will make this his antithesis.
People will see it as a contrast to what has been before.

Therefore, I'm now at peace with "Abraham".
I myself am learning and applying what he teaches.
I don't need Abraham to see the whole picture, since I have it already.
And as to what I called "Abraham's misleading of other people",
causing them often even more despair and self-hatred,
if it seems to them , that they cannot manifest their desires,
I must transform this blame into "Good-Feeling-Thoughts",
like:
"other people
will get the missing information
from elsewhere
at their right time."



I hope, that now, that I've removed my resistance to Abraham's Teachings,
I myself can benefit from those in a much faster and more effective way!



From the book of Jean Shinoda Bolen, Crossing to Avalon
A Woman's Midlife Quest for the Sacred Feminine

1994-2004, p. 262 [see another quote above: Nov. 14]

Purification: Removing Obstacles to Clarity

.. For some it requires going to a detoxification center
... or to a psychotherapeutic process.
For me, the most important means was the solitude and sanctuary
that I had found in moving to a place of my own.
Where the space I fell asleep in and awoke in was uncluttered,
and everything was aesthetically and symbolically pleasing;
where my energy or soul field did not merge with or react to anyone else's;
where I could be in my own aura.

... this and the company of women
who were not seeking anything from me
and with whom I could be myself...
No one of us had to be the mother or the child or the wisewoman,
all were welcomed presences;
we were all pilgrims who appreciated the company of the others,
and respected the necessity for solitude as well.

I know that it is extremely important to be alone for a time,
to have a time and place apart;
to be as if on Iona, away from the mainland,
away from the scheduled interactive life,
away from other people's energies,
needs and projections.

I found that solitude gives me myself for company,
and that when I am alone,
especially in the early morning,
that it is as if I am a deep quiet pool

that allows whatever needs to come into my awareness to surface.

Only by being inwardly attentive can we learn to tell
what we should take in,
who feels safe to be with,
where we want to be,
what is true for us.
....

To respond authentically to what we encounter;
this is how we all reacted as children,
before we were punished or shamed for doing so.
To respond authentically to what we encounter -
how hard it is for adults to do something that sounds so simple.
To do so, we only have to be inwardly attentive,
we only have to know what we feel,
we only have to be able to respond
with an innocent, spontaneous, instinctive receptivity
that is a finely attuned discriminating consciousness,
a body and soul reaction to the world around us.


[my questions concerning the last passage:
isn't there a contradiction between
"instinctive receptivity" and "finely attuned discriminating consciousness"?
And more important:
"To respond authentically to what we encounter", is one assignment,
but what about responding authentically to what rises up from the inside?
My experience is,
that what I encounter in myself, is many times more,
more in quantity and more challenging in content,
than any encounter with situations or people on the outside!
]




November 17, 2010 -

excerpted from Abraham’s new Getting into the Vortex Guided Meditation CD

Every particle of your physical world
has a Leading Edge Vibrational version
that is calling it forward,
and this Vibrational version of what you could call your physical future holds a steady rhythm of Well-Being for you in your Vortex.

In the same way
that the large and diverse variety of Vibrational components
that make up your Earth
assures its stability,
the trillions of cells that make up your physical body
do the same for you.
That is the reason
for the extraordinary resiliency of your physical body.

Over time, during the application of our daily meditation process
your habits of
worry, concern, frustration, overwhelment, and anger
will cease to be,
allowing your cellular core to find its natural Vibrational balance.
Day by day, as you relax and breathe,
your natural Well-Being will dominate
until your stable footing will become unshakable.
Your consistent alignment with the Energy of Well-Being
will cause you to see your world through the eyes of Source,
and you will feel as you felt
when you decided to come into your physical body:
satisfied with what-is and eager for more!



 

Arad, Thursday, November 18, 2010



November 18, 2010
excerpted from Abraham’s new Getting into the Vortex Guided Meditation CD

From your human perspective, you often believe
that you must work hard to overcome obstacles
and satisfy shortages
and solve the problems that are before you;
[like the "bugs" in computer/Internet, which we encountered today.
Immanuel could solve my problem, but not his...]

but often, in that attitude or approach,
you work against yourself without realizing it.
Attention to obstacles makes them bigger and more stubborn;
attention to shortages makes them bigger and prolongs them;
attention to a problem prevents any immediate resolution or solution.

As you listen to our guided meditation recording,
giving your attention to your breathing
and to the natural rhythm of your body,
any problematic Vibrational activation will simply cease to be.
And, in the absence of that resistance,
your Vibration will naturally begin to rise
until it will align with the higher Vibration
of the very solutions you have been longing for.

[What about the extreme tiredness which I feel today?
I often feel it, when I'm together with someone
and the togetherness is not as intense as I need it to be.
Then there is "a real problem" because I cannot just go and sleep.
But today I can lie down and I did lie down and even did sleep a bit,
yet the tireness of body and this time even of soul - stays on.
I'm aware, that by writing this down, I'm giving it attention.
But if I don't state the problem, if I'm not really aware of the problem,
how can I imagine, visualize what I desire,
so it will become "a vibrational match" to Source Energy?
Please help!]

THE WAVE OF WORLD GRATITUDE seems to restart today, Nov. 18.
See Day 1, Sept.8, 2010
- Now with the title: Wake to Dream. Day 1
Welcome Beloved!
For our 42 Day World Gratitude gathering (and beyond!),
let's use the following practice
to connect with our world wide family of Gratitude:

Focus on Gratitude just before drifting to sleep,
and immediately upon awakening.
Beyond words, allow this source force energy-in-motion (emotion)
to flood each cell in your body,
feeling wave after wave of Gratitude
immersing you in an energetic elixir of timeless NOW.
Let go, release, and breathe deeply...
Forget wondering how long is long enough
~ for Gratitude simply IS.

As our gathering is World wide,
this practice will create a daily wave of Gratitude
rolling through hearts and minds alike.
Beyond a static time, flowing with our natural rhythms,
a unified connection through Gratitude will open and close each day.

Here - we meet as One, in Love - with Gratitude.

Plus! This practice will flood our bodies with serotonin and dopamine,
assisting our ability to sustain a state of ...present moment awareness.
This discipline may be the simplest, easiest most effective means
of co-creating change through Gratitude. Why?

Moving from sleep to waking, waking to sleep,
is a state change ~ a phase transition.

Using Gratitude One by One, to move through a state change,
we will charge our collective consciousness with this energetic pattern -
effecting a global shift as we vacillate between here and NOW.

 

 

Arad, November 19, 2010
(Levi's, my fosterson's, birthday - see his site):



 

Facebook: Stephanie Thaler
November 17 , 2010

Hi there! How are you Rachel, ma matsav? I am great! I have been traveling a lot, as usual, and right now I am at home with my blood family. I have made a decision that I would like to make aliyah to Israel, and walkaboutlove was a big part of this, as well as feeling home in the country. One thing
I need is a recommendation, and I felt that you would be perfect because you know me in my last few years, and you know how much Israel means to me. If you could do this for me, it would be wonderful! I will be applying with Nfesh b'nefesh... let me know if this is okay for you to do it for me? Thanks for your time and help, hope that all is well with you!

Cheers, Peace Love and Stephanie
Facebook, Nov. 19, 2010 ~~~Shalom Stephanie,
[with whom I had a terrible experience in the desert and a delightful experience in the Galilee]

I hope, this time I'll complete my letter! 2 days ago the computer shut down in the middle.
I'm happy you want to make Aliyah. For whom do you need the recommendation, and what should it include? To say that "I know you", would be a big lie, though we DID touch each others' souls for a short moment.

If you really think, I'm the right person, then the following condition will put you to test: Promise me, that once you enter Israel, you'll be among those who make the Israelis return to the word "Shalom!", when we meet, "Shalom!", when we part, and "Shalom!", when we care for the situation or the mood of another person: "ma shlom-kha", not "ma hamatzav" . Since "words are petrofied philosophy", I deem it extremely important that a nation who claims to want peace, at least sticks to the one word, which all the world knows: "Shalom!" When "the Walk about Love" (love!) left the Arab village Darijaat, where we were invited to stay overnight without paying a penny, and passed by a kindergarden, many of the kids were watching through the fence and screaming: "Shalom! Shalom!" But we Jews, we discard and trample over our so precious, so meaningful, so prophesying word "Shalom!". Shalom means "Wholeness"!!!!

Herzl giggled when he imagined that someone would ask for a train-ticket in Hebrew. If not for Eliezer ben Yehuda, who did not let anyone come near his son Itamar, if he didn't speak Hebrew, we would talk Yiddish or German etc. , or probably: there wouldn't be any State of Israel at all!

When I, a German, became Jewish and changed my very Christian name "Christa" [the full name, which my father,
a young judge, insisted in giving me despite the protest of his Nazi Party members was: "Eva-Maria-Christa" - By the way, my German-Christian father fell during the American invasion to Sicily in August 1943, at the age of 31]-----
I demanded from everybody except from my mother, to call me Rachel. I demanded it even from my sister and my brother.

So please, Stephanie, become my partner in this demand from the people in the State of Israel.
If you still want that recommendation, it might be more convenient to write via e-mail: batadam.c@gmail.com

Christa-Rachel



While working on editing the last of the 7 pages of "1960_11_04 Christian & Jewish ~~~Israeli & German 2010_11_04" I was touched by the fire and the water, symbolizing consciousness and emotions.

Precious rain at the border between Israel and Palestine above the Salt Sea and Noah's Cave, March 2004

Precious fire in front of my cave, Oct. 2010 with my German family


Nourishment on November 19, 2010



November 19, 2010
excerpted from Abraham’s new Getting into the Vortex Guided Meditation CD


The better you feel, emotionally,
the more you are allowing your alignment with Source.

The worse you feel, the more you are resisting Source.
When no resistance is being offered by you,
your natural state of alignment resumes—
and so does the alignment between your cells and their Source.
...
The more good-feeling thoughts you focus upon,
the more you allow the cells of your body to thrive.

You will notice a marked improvement in clarity, agility, stamina, and vigor,
for you are literally breathing your way to Well-Being,
until chronic feelings of appreciation, love, eagerness, and joy
will confirm that you have released all resistance
and are now allowing Well-Being.

 

From Rabbi Ohad Ezrachi's article about the present Hebrew month Kislev


Ohad ends with the verses from Psalm 127: 1-2, to which added a tune

Another article which Ohad sent a few days ago, seems to fit
the "mirror" concept in the German message from Matreya


Energetischer Wetterbericht für die Zeit vom
11.11.2010-30.11.2010

Maitreya durch Julia Schuricht


Der 11.11. .. ist kein Tor im eigentlichen Sinne,
sondern eher so etwas wie ein Spiegel auf dessen Rückseite eine Tür ist.

...
Werdet ihr angezogen und betrachtet das, was ihr seht in Liebe,
geht ihr durch den Spiegel hindurch
und befindet euch auf der anderen Seite des Spiegels.
Dort dreht ihr euch um und seht von diesem Augenblick an euer Gegenüber,
euch selbst und eure Mitmenschen ... so, wie wir euch sehen.
Oder aber ihr werdet abgestoßen von eurer Reflektion im Spiegel-
dreht euch um und bleibt auf dieser Seite des Spiegels-
und so seht ihr in euren Mitmenschen das,
was ihr in euch selbst saht und ablehntet, als ihr in den Spiegel blicktet.
....

Es kann Tage geben, an denen Ihr euch wundert über euch selbst und euch fragt,
ob ihr jegliche Toleranz gegenüber der Selbstbestimmung eurer Mitmenschen abgelegt habt.

........

Zunächst begegnet ihr euch selbst und eurem Selbstbild.
Und so sind es Themen der Selbstliebe und Annahme,
die –wieder einmal- in euch aktiviert werden von diesem Spiegel.
Ihr mögt euch teilweise fühlen, wie ein Teenager,
der unzufrieden ist mit der Form seiner Hüften oder der Biegung seiner Nase ...
Ihr seid nun aufgerufen, hinter das Bild zu blicken,
damit ihr auf die andere Seite des Spiegels treten könnt.
Und so mögen es „Banalitäten“ sein, die euch nun begegnen
bis hin zu tiefen Formen des Selbstzweifels und Fragen nach eurer Bestimmung.


Schicksal und Bestimmung


Ist das, was ich tue, wirklich das, was ich tun „soll“?
Diese Frage führt viele von euch nun an den Punkt der Entdeckung,
dass es nichts mehr gibt was ihr tun sollt. ...
Ihr werdet nun entdecken, dass der Sinn eures Hier- Seins das Leben selbst ist-
und euer Teilnehmen und euer Ausdruck darin.
....


Das Warten ist vorbei


Blickt in den Spiegel. Betrachtet euch selbst und lächelt euch an,
nehmt einen tiefen Atemzug
und geht durch die letzten Reste von Selbstzweifel und Erwartung hindurch
und dreht euch um.
Und dann blickt auf euer Leben und das Leben auf eurem Planeten
und seht, was ihr verändern möchtet.
Seht, was euch gefällt, und was nicht. Und dann beginnt, es zu verändern.


Die lange Zeit des Wartens ist vorbei.
Das Warten auf Zeichen, auf Hinweise-
auf eure Seelengefährten, das Entfalten eurer Aufgabe-
das Warten auf- was auch immer ihr gewartet habt- wartet nicht länger darauf, denn das Spiegeltor fordert euch auf, euch ein letztes Mal anzublicken, wie ihr wart. Und dies anzunehmen, um dann zu verändern, was ihr zu verändern wünscht.
Der Fokus erweitert sich aber hierbei und dehnt sich aus.
Zunächst auf euer Umfeld und schließlich auf euer Miteinander als Gemeinschaft und letzten Endes auf euch und euren Planeten.


Das Finden von Lösungen auf der anderen Seite des Spiegels


Und so beschäftigen euch zunächst „kleinere“ Fragen, euch selbst betreffend,
bis ihr euren Fokus ausweitet auf eure nächsten Mitmenschen
und noch weiter erweitert auf die Menschen , die euch begegnen-
bis sich Euer Blick weitet und ihr die Menschheit als ganzes Wesen betrachtet
und schließlich eure Erde.
....
Dies ist der Spiegel. Dies ist die Qualität des Spiegeltores.
Blickt hinein und ihr seht die „Probleme“-
Geht hindurch und dreht euch um- und Euer Blick wird auf die Lösungen fallen. Dies ist die Magie, die in diesem Spiegeltor liegt.

Es bringt euch auf die andere Seite.
Es bringt euch auf die Seite der Lösungen auf neuem Boden.
Lasst die Energie des Neuen in euch den Platz finden,
der euer Motor für die Ideen der Veränderung ist.
All dies zündet nun in euch
und ihr mögt euch müde fühlen, abgespannt,
wie nach einer langen und beschwerlichen Reise-
und dennoch- drängt das Neue nach und lässt euch teilweise nachts nicht schlafen, fordert euch, Lösungen zu finden für scheinbar aussichtslose Probleme-

Und wie durch ein Wunder wacht ihr auf
und aus euch werden diese Lösungen geboren.
Wenn ihr aufwacht und Euer Herz und euer Kopf voll sind von Ideen und Lösungen und Tatkraft, dann wisst: Ihr seid durch den Spiegel gegangen.
Dann geht hinaus und beginnt
zu reinigen, zu erschaffen, zu verändern oder zu erhalten.
Atmet das Neue aus euren Herzen in die Welt und die Welt wird antworten.
(excerpts from thenext weather-report see Learn&Live 10>Dec.10,2010)

 

 

 

 

 

Shabbat, November 20, 2010
excerpted from Abraham’s new Getting into the Vortex Guided Meditation CD


A belief that the behavior of others must be controlled—
so that your observation of that good behavior
will make you feel good—
leaves you feeling vulnerable to their behavior.

We would like to help you to understand
that neither the good feeling you find
when you observe wanted behavior,
nor the bad feeling you find when you observe unwanted behavior,
is actually the reason that you feel good or bad.

The way you feel is only ever
about your alignment, or misalignment, with the Source within you.
It is only your relationship with the Source within you
(with your own Inner Being)
that is the reason for the emotions that you feel.

While it is nice to find things in your physical environment
that enhance your good-feeling alignment with your Inner Being,
your understanding of why you feel good
will make it possible for you to feel good
regardless of the behavior of others.

Understanding that the way you feel
is really about your Vibrational relationship
with your Inner Being
—with the Source within you,
with the expanded version of you
who resides inside your Vortex—
gives you complete empowerment and absolute freedom

 

See above - on Nov. 17, 2010-
my example of Pinsker's "Autoemancipation" of understanding,
that evolution works through "contrast" [Abraham!], or "anti-thesis",
and that even if I would "publish" the synthesis which I reached,
it would - for others, if they accept it - become an antithesis.

 

 

Also on November 19, 2010, I started to copy and edit:

LIBERTY THROUGH RESPONSIBILITY, 1975
[Soon I'll juxtapose another document to the ongoing edition of this one: Excerpts from my Partnership Diary 1976-77,
the end of "Liberty through Responsibility" can be seen in "My Being too Much" in Closeup-to-my-Past ]

My own creation about "Autoemancipation", 1975
I had first inserted the photo from Wikipedia,
where - on the cover - Hillel's quote is missing.
A few days later I , "by chance", opened
the bad copy of my 1975 manuscript:
"Liberty through Responsibility".
There I found the photocopy of another version
of the 1882 cover of "Autoemancipation"
which does show the incomplete quote of Hillel
!
The experience with Yoram Kanyuk is told in "Bat-Adam - The Tragic "Partneror" in the library of the "Red-Sea-Partner-SHIP"
The entry page to "Liberty through Responsibility" (1975)
claims a prepostorous authorship: Rachel - a mother in Israel

Rachel, the weeping mother


Rachel, the mother of Israel



Rachel, the mother-sheep
in the Song of the Lord's Servant,
and as a rakhel that before her shearers is dumb;

Preface to
"Liberty through Responsibility"

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As to my seven favorites- Moses, Eliyahu, Jeremia, Hillel, R. Yochanan ben Zakkai, R. Yehosha ben Chananya, R. Yehoshua ben Levi, as well as to the anonymous sectarians of Qumran, s. my book
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"Luftgeschaeften"="air-deals" = doing business by cheating.
The flaws and defects in any society are more outstanding in an oppressed society.
I'm always moved by one of the oldest Zionist songs :

"May much peace grow out of my country
....law and justice will build my breach,
(then) all nations will acknowledge the charm of my religion
,...they'll think and say truth,
(then) they will recognize the justness of my people"
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Shabbat, November 21, 2010
excerpted from Abraham’s new Getting into the Vortex Guided Meditation CD


The perfect contrast of your time-space reality
will continue to stimulate your thirst
while also holding the promise
to fulfill every desire that has been inspired.
And so, whether you are focused upon contrast in this moment—
and so, are in the process of asking for more—
or whether you are focused on your breathing in this moment
and are allowing what you have asked for,
it is all part of the process, and it is all on your path.

Your repeated listening to our meditation recording
will allow any problems to move into the background,
and the solutions to move into the foreground.
Over time,
your appreciation for the question
will become equivalent to your appreciation for the answer,
and your appreciation for the problem
will become equivalent to your appreciation for the solution.
And in your newfound ease with what-is,
you will find yourself in the state of allowing
what you truly desire.
And then, all manner of cooperative components
will reveal themselves to you
in a delicious co-creative dance of Deliberate Creation.
Shabbat, November 22, 2010
excerpted from Abraham’s new Getting into the Vortex Guided Meditation CD


Many people are approaching life from the flawed premise
that if they work hard and struggle long and pay a big enough price,
they will then be rewarded with financial well-being.
And since they do not realize that in their struggle
they are denying themselves alignment with the abundance they seek,
when the abundance does not come,
they attribute it to luck or favoritism...


But there is no luck or favoritism.
There is only allowing or resisting,
letting in or keeping out the abundance that you deserve.

As you gradually train your own thoughts
into those of positive expectation,
as you align with thoughts of worthiness and Well-Being,
as you align with your true power by seeking good-feeling thoughts
—you will no longer offer resistance to your own abundance.
And when your resistance stops, your abundance will come.
A flood of good-feeling ideas and possibilities will flow to you. Opportunities and propositions will be plentiful.
And soon you will stand in knowing amusement
that all of this was always there within your reach,
but in your resistant state of attraction,
you were not yet able to experience it ~
but then, it came—not because of your struggle
but because of your ease.






November 21, 2010
Though I'm not going to buy the CD of "Abraham",
first - because I have no credit-card to pay for it,
and don't want to overuse my sons' readiness to order things I really need,
second- because I'm not capable of meditating,
I want to insert the overview, which is now been given by another site,
on which I am subscribed, Louise Hay's
HayHouseRadio.com

Getting into the Vortex:
Abraham Gives You Powerful New Tools for Raising Your Point of Attraction

Living a better-feeling life really comes down to one thing:
coming into alignment with the Energy of our Source.
Abraham reminds us
that we are truly Source Energy focused into our physical bodies,
and that a conscious Connection to that Broader Non-Physical part of us
is necessary if we are to be the joyful Beings that we were born to be.
Abraham calls that wonderful alignment Getting into the Vortex.

.... every aspect of our physical experience
reflects our alignment with, or resistance to, that Connection.
Everything—from the physical well-being of our bodies,
the clarity of our minds,
and the abundance we allow to flow,
to the satisfaction in every relationship we experience—
is impacted by our all-important relationship with our Vortex.

Abraham has helped us to understand
that our dominant intent in every day is to get into the Vortex! .....

“Everything that we teach
really is about helping you move in the direction of what feels better,.

Anytime you try hard from your position
of need or pain or concern or worry or anger or hurt, from outside the Vortex
there is a very strong probability
that your attempt, your effort, your struggle, your work ~~~
is completely counterproductive,
because it just amplifies the outside-the-Vortex pattern ..

?If you can find a way of focusing differently
so that you find yourself inside the Vortex,
in alignment with who you really are,
and then, from inside the Vortex, you do 100 percent of your affirming,
it is a shortcut that we think is really worth considering.
And that is what our meditations user guide/ CD is really all about.
It is a faster way for you to release resistance,
some of it that you have been carrying around for most of your life.
It is a faster way of using the leverage of the Energy that creates worlds to help you to get from where you are to the improved state of being that you prefer.

The Getting Into The Vortex hardcover with CD includes four powerfully guided daily meditations that have been designed to get you into the Vortex
of Creation in four basic areas of your life:
General Well-Being, Financial Well-Being, Physical Well-Being, and Relationships.

Want to learn how to most effectively apply these laws to your everyday life?
Join Esther, Jerry, and Abraham for Ask and It Is Given every Tuesday on HayHouseRadio.com!





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continuation in Learn&Live7

1975


About 2 months after the completion of "Liberty through Responsibility",
I appeared for the first time on a TV talkshow, with Yaron London: Tandou.
My husband watched it and expressed his sadness in this poem

1975

2010

I've seen most of the 4 part 2007 movie sequence of "War and Peace" by Tolstoi (100th deathday).
Despite the banality of the dramatic elements: War, Erotic Love, Betrayal, - I kept watching it,
because of the incredible beauty of three fantastic actresses
.
There was also one valuable issue in the content:
Napoleon's victory over the Russians was turned sour by the Russian field-marshal Kutuzov's wisdom:
when commanded by the Zar to undertake yet another attack on the French,
after the French had "conquered" an already emptied and burnt-down Moskva,
the Russian leader said to his staff:
"This morning I walked through the garden and saw an apple on a tree.
But when I approached it, I saw that the apple was green and not ripe.
Let's wait until the apple will ripen and fall down by itself!
Let's retreat even more and then let winter come and see what will happen to the French."

Even I knew from my history lessons, that it was the winter, which defeated the French army,
and to see , what it meant to be defeated by snow and hunger in this movie, squeezed my heart.
But the wisdom of Kutusov:
I want to remember it, even if I won't create a situation like those nations created.
Wars are made, because generals and soldiers have nothing else to make them feel worthy and fulfilled.
What stays with me is the beauty of those three women, of whom I could not find any image on the Internet,
but which is exemplified for me in the beauty of Mika, in which I am delighting again and again and again.
The perfect shape of the part of forehead, brows and eyes - from the composition about the unicorn above: Nov. 15 -

reminds me of the best of paintings of Maria, called in German: die Gottesmutter.

It was difficult to find info about this fifth screen version ,
Nov. 1, 2007:

"The immortal work of the brilliant Russian writer – “War and Peace”
by Leo Tolstoy – takes a new breath.

The premiere show of the new screen version of “War and Peace”
took place in Italy some days ago.

The “War and Peace” TV series
is the most wide-scale and expensive
European co-production

that appeared recently.
Taking part in this project are
6 countries: Italy, Germany, France, Poland, Spain, and Russia of course.
One can say
that this project has united
almost all European countries,

taking into account that more than 17,000 people were engaged in the filming work and that it will be shown
on the leading European channels.

 

Continuation of "Detailed Process of my studies and work-experiences"
Appendix B to MY LIFE and MY VISION about MAN and WORK








Continuation of Closeups to my Past, Finetuning to my Present, Nourishment for my Living -
- which enhance and enrich my experience of
"Mika's Heaven on Earth"