The
Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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June
7/ Sivan 4, SHABBAT, still 69 days -at Arad
Parting from my obsession to complete
this page--- on June 12
back to past ~~~~~
forward to future
The FOCUS of MY INTENTION
TODAY
Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want,
then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what
may!
8:00
I desire on this Shabbat to
simply follow my most immediate desires from moment to moment
(like having started this day with sculpting
the "image of the day" instead of sculpting "My
Intention")
and rest from the overall intention of the last
days
and from all disciplined structuring of my day.
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image of the
day: "a red flag for victory for communism and freedom"
End of War 1967 called The Six
Day War by the Israelis: Avanti Popolo: Forward People: 1986
3 Israeli and 2 Egyptian soldiers
march against the setting sun singing the Italian communist
hymn
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hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
8:40
My Body, my Partner,
my God
I give thanks to the neurons in our nerves,
"Neurons
( also known as neurones and nerve cells)
are electrically excitable cells in the nervous system
that process and transmit information.
Neurons are the core components of the brain, and spinal cord
in vertebrates and ventral nerve cord in invertebrates, and
peripheral nerves."
I am grate-full to Rafi Bukai, the
Israeli filmmaker of "Avanti Popolo",1986,
and to the Israeli society, which could produce such a surrealistic
creation,
- perhaps the only bearable way to deal with "heroism"
and war.
I want to again and again express my deep gratitude
for the circumstances of my personal, individual life,
which are already Heaven-on-Earth-in-Body .
As to what is still missing - the true loving relationship
with a true peer -
I received this gift from Godchannel's
"Old Heart, New Heart" see
June 5
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"Real love, unconditional
love, has no opposite or shadow.
And real love is not 'fallen' into~~~
it is discovered or kindled in you.
It is awakened from inside of you
with a tremendous self-love.
Where your deepest desires
receive your unconditional loving acceptance
and with the feeling
that your love is bringing their fulfillment right now.
"Even the longing for another
to share that love
can be fulfilled by lovingly
accepting the desire itself.
Unfulfilled desire has been difficult for Old Heart to accept.
As New Heart you channel loving Spirit
and move to fully
accept the desire just as it is,
unfulfilled and all.
As you embrace your unfulfilled desire for real love,
you empower the fulfillment of your desire~~~
and not just inside of you,
inside all of manifestation as well.
It is as if all of Creation
is held in the loving arms of New Heart."
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I went to the morning-pool and while delighting
again in the water outside,
I once more rehearsed and rehearsed my "present" song
- the modification of Arnon's "Only because of the spirit-wind"
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and the first thing "I felt like doing" when back home,
was to record myself singing it and adding the sound-button to
the song sculpture.
Again: following my intention of letting go of any intention today,
I let myself be pulled deeply into "Avanti Popolo",
a movie which I should have been the first to watch in 1986,
but having lived that year partly in my
bus with no TV
and partly in Germany, in Kassel and Berlin, working as a guest-lecturer,
I missed hearing about this extraordinary film and never heard of it
afterwards.
At 13:30 - the last minute for going to the noon-pool -
I still wasn't done, but grabbed my things, or so I thought and ran.
But then I "had go" pause for a moment, stunned by a huge
pine tree,
which I never noted before, though it's only about 150 m further down
the street!
It was because of the glaring sun on a sky, which I used to call "Israeli
Sky",
in the years of "exile" between my scholarship year in Jerusalem
(end: July 3, 1961)
and my immigration to Israel (April 15, 1964).
It is a blue that is so blue that it almost drives me mad.
So I took 3 photos of that pine with its "chandeliers",
and hurried on to the pool.
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"Original Heart foresaw
a world
of dense forms and incredible beauty,
of trees and water, sky and sun,
all types of plants and creatures
in which it would someday dwell with peers."
[Godchannel]
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But alas - I found only my towel and cab and not
my bathing suit!
So engrossed in "Avanti Popolo" I had forgotten to take
it with me,
for the first time in about 500 times of pool-visits since August
26, 2006.
A bit frustrated I left the pool, took my shortcut by climbing a small
steep slope
(the effort is one of the many "Paula-Keys"
I use while doing whatever I do physically,
like standing on one leg, when drying the spots between the toes of
the other leg),
and when I looked up and caught my breath, I saw this group of Ethiopian
kids,
pulled my cellphone out of my backpack, as it did not hang around
my neck as usual
[- for on Shabbat I don't listen to its music on my
way,
just for the sake of differentiating between the six days of the week
and Shabbat.]
and took a photo without having the chance to focus.
I didn't even discern, that the child held a painting in his hand,
and I still don't guess, what it presents.
Then I saw the parents with small children behind them,
and - never sure if our dark-skinned people are "Black Hebrews"
or "Ethiopians",
I opened my ears, when they passed me, and indeed, they didn't speak
American,
i.e. they probably spoke Amharic
and belonged to the Ethiopian community in Arad.
I forever enjoy the ethnic diversity in Israel in general and in Arad
in particular.
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Reaching the spot above my wadi, I said to myself:
'you could just as well use the time you didn't use for swimming,
to clean the wadi, at least the northern part of it.'
This is what I did - finding 4 usable nylon bags , one after the other,
I filled each one to the brim, found a nice flower pot for later use
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picked a few stalks of the now blossoming "Suleimaniyah"
for my tea
and came home later than usually from the pool.
Looking from north to south over the
cleaned Wadi of Compassion
Another photo , after having walked up south for about 30 m, in front
of some Suleimaniah shrubs
The ugly structures for the systems of electricity etc. for houses,
which have been planned since 10 years, ruin the view .
Half way up to the eastern top of my wadi, where
my street begins - a look to the south across the now clean wadi
[but see my experience
with little Amit on May 11!}
At home, in order to compensate for the water I had to forgo, I decided
to take a shower.
Since I use the pool twice a day when in Arad, there is no need for
a shower:
"But once in a while you should
run water through pipe, tap and sewage",
said Ofir when he had to repair something.
This now was the opportunity, but the shower room was full with the
equipment,
I had already prepared for the RedSeaTour, which should have taken
place on June 12!
'Do you still hang on to your hope, that it will happen after all?
If so, According to the umbrella-theory in Europe (if
you don't want it to rain, take an umbrella)
you should put everything back to its place, the big back-pack, the
sleeping bag,
protection against sun, against mosqitos, sugar, tea, pot, matches,
appropriate clothing etc.'
So I did! And I showered! And had my lunch, sitting in front of the
old, but so practical vent,
while watching "Quer", a satiric program in 3 SAT, one item
being especially funny (and true!):
in
Bad Reichenhall/
Bavaria someone wants to put a statue of Jesus on a mountain,
which should be 10 m higher than
Christ the Redeemer in Rio de Janeiro ,
"it will be good for the tourist
business, which has receded by 50% in 2 years."
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18:45
I've nursed my garden,
I've gathered the last info I "really" wanted to have for
the Avanti Popolo sculpture,
I've sculpted part of my life today on this page, and what now?
I won't even mention the things I had "secretly" planned despite
my intention not to plan anything...
Except that "again" I "didn't
have the time" to continue my "Nebo-Let-Go" story,
- on January 26 I had decided to
dedicate every "free" Shabbat to it.
It's laughable, how un-free of stress I still am,
though the only stress is my own choice , my own desire to create and
create and create....
I now know, what I want to do with what little
"time" is left of this "free" Shabbat:
I'll open the first link in "Old Heart, New Heart", which
opens the list of all the pages,
in which "New Heart" is mentioned.
Nourishment from Others
from "Grandfather
remembers Original Heart"
"Here,
very soon, and for the first time ever ~
Form is to become the container of New
Heart ~
Spirit and Will in wholly complete union,
without guilt, blame or denial.
Original Heart is beginning to re-member itself again
~ as New Heart, now in Body ~
and looking out through human eyes,
moist with Original Love.
"And yes,
beginning now to see ~
that there is indeed ~
another."
From: Reclaiming
Lost Spirit
Part Eight: The God of Love and the god of Power
"I am Heart, New
Heart, the child of
Loving Light uniting with the Mother's Desire~~~
even fearful Desire.
Especially fearful Desire,
for only in Real Love can the Mother's deepest terror be truly
accepted.
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"Love
is now beginning to own its Power.
As the God of Love accepts back his previously
denied Power,
his Love reaches deeper into manifestation.
As Loving Light reaches deeper~~~
New Heart is born in the wasteland of pain and anguish
that was once the womb of lost Desire.
"More and more, the Spirit essence in humans
who are doing the healing work is aligning with the God of
Love. "
From: Truth
& Reality Class - Lesson Four:
The Fundamental Questions of Manifestation
"Part of Original Heart's plan is
that the ultimate deeds of manifestation
by those fully embodying New
Heart in the wholeness of their being~~~
could be Accomplished only
if both the masculine and feminine ways
were used,
and used together.
To do this effectively, two beings,
two separate manifestations of Body
will be working together in complete cooperation.
And gender is not an issue here.
"This new kind of partnership is necessary
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to complete the healing here on Earth~~~
the healing that has not yet been Accomplished anywhere,
the complete recover of all lost Will in all Creations."
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Bringing Heaven to Earth
pp9
"Original Heart
foresaw a world
of dense forms and incredible beauty,
of trees and water, sky and sun,
all types of plants and creatures
in which it would someday dwell with peers.
Original Heart foresaw the world of the first attention
as its home in manifestation.
The very world
that most spirits have despised
because of its present harshness, pain, and limitations ~
is the world
where Original Heart wishes to express
its greatness as one whole being ~
in Body,
in manifestation with others just like itself.
"The
information in the four
steps,
this
class, and the
healing class
is designed to help you understand
and succeed at the task at hand ~
bringing Heaven to Earth.
It's not the other way around,
although it certainly has seemed to be.
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"The times are soon to change,
and they will be changing
because humans
fully embodying Spirit and Will as New
Heart
will be here changing them.
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Once a few of those doing the healing
work
have succeeded in bringing themselves to wholeness,
the 'how' of manifestation will begin anew on Earth.
"The
New Magic will begin
with subtle shifts in the dominant paradigm
or 'shared thought forms' of the first attention.
"These paradigm shifts will
open
more space and acceptance for more wholeness.
"As wholeness
in individuals increases,
and more of this wholeness is expressed
through the 'how' of manifestation ~
more space will be opened,
and in this way Heaven will be gently landing
here.
"There
will be bumps in this landing, of course.
There already have been some nasty ones ~
but the most serious bumps will be those
experienced by the first few
to fully manifest New
Heart in Body.
But once momentum has developed,
the movement toward wholeness of being will spread quickly
and easily.
pp28
"Those who are among the first to find their own wholeness
will have to face the reflection of a first attention
that completely denies them
and their reality of wholeness.
Their perseverance
in what they know is right
despite little or no outer support
will enable the next wave
to ground their wholeness
in the same way the first few have done,
and so on ~
as the number of those
completely embodying New
Heart in the first attention
grows.
"The growing presence
of wholeness in the first attention
will provide an ever-expanding
'landing ground'
as Spirit finds and unites
with the previously lost parts of the Mother here on Earth
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until Heaven is fully present here in its new
home.
" The Will movement
that brings you each step toward wholeness
also brings a shift away from the present paradigm of the
first attention ~
and toward the next paradigm,
the full manifestation of Heaven on Earth.
[These are only 3 quotes of many, many more, but they'll
nourish me for quite some time!]
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"Maria,
hilf" - "May, help" -LOURDES
(in the Pyrennees!!)
A 3 SAT doc about the pilgrimage of 6
000 000 per year to a place,
where Mary appeared to a 14 year old girl.
An extra-train from Switzerland with 300 sick&invalid people,
Accompanied by voluntary doctors and nurses.
There are a few miracles, but the people come, often every year,
because the sick find strength to bear their predicament
and the helpers a task for feeling fulfilled.
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Both kinds
of pilgrims -
those in wheelchairs and those in white uniforms
also make merry and enjoy the togetherness
around the pretty virgin in the grotto
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As a contrast - or not really a contrast - I later saw -
in "Jewish Home", a religious show in the Israeli
Channel 1,
of which the first part very much concerned me, since 44 years
ago ~~~~ I made my
path to Israel and to Judaism .
It was a program about conversion to Judaism,
because of the traditional reading of the biblical book
of Ruth - the convert - on Shavuot
[see the problematics in the article:
On
Eve of Shavuot, Conversion Still is a Divisive Issue in Israel]
Rabbi Chaim Druckmann (who is related to my daughter-in-love,
Ra'ayah) impressed me,
as did two converts - "not to Judaism, but to orthodoxy
"- a Bedouin, who calls himself Yaron,
and a Protestant Minister from Mexico, whose mother and nine
siblings and entire community converted too.
He calls himself Yehuda Peretz, but
nothing was mentioned about the choice of this name!
In
my library MESSIAH Bat-Sheva & David or The HIDDEN FEMALE
THREAD of REDEMPTION in the BIBLE
Peretz
is the result of Yehuda's sex with his daughter-in-law
Tamar,
and the founder of the messianic genealogy
leading through Ruth,
the Moabite to King David,
the symbol of the Messiah .
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"Original Heart foresaw a
world
of dense forms and incredible beauty,
of trees and water, sky and sun,
all types of plants and creatures
in which it would someday dwell with peers."
[Godchannel]
song
of the day
I dreamed a dream a long time
ago ........
Where the trees stand in silence,
yet singing their song
in natural harmony
Where the earth freely gives to nurture
all life
and creation is boundless and free....
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