The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries

[If you look for a word on this page,
click ctrl/F and put a word in "find"]


I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

52 days of Moving and E-volving Emotions Manual - 40th day, September 2002










Immanuel, who works in Detroit this year,
arranged a net-meeting with his siblings
and their families, after our festive dinner.
Rosh Hashanah - NewYear - Net-Meeting
"Sowing in tears, reaping in joy"
When   do   I   cry   with   happiness ?
Seeing a person heal into self-acceptance
and seeing people - especially my children, children-in love & grandchildren truly communicate with love and laughter.










Brother and Brother
Mother and Son
Niece and Uncle
Sisters-in-law-sisters-in-love



2014

The FELT days 155, 154, 153, 154 ~ of the next 15 FELT years

1 5   y e a r s  = 5 4 8 0   days   of
g e f u e h l t e - g e f u e l l t e   Z e i t   "inmitten der Ewigkeit",
f e l t - f i l l e d   t i m e  "amidst eternity"
from the beginning of my 76th till the completion of my 90th year [unless I'll die after all]
The feeling chosen from a day is exhibited in max. 7 lines per day since August 28, 2013

On 6 days of the week I learn, but Shabbat is dedicated to my main feeling: grate-full-ness.
Since feelings must be vibrated~ wombed, each day closes with a song, fitting the 7 lines

To challenge myself like that -while not knowing what will be "staged"
in my personal and in the world's drama till 2028 , exhilarates me!

2014-02-02-Sunday-still 5327 days
Joy and fright: I learnt about the spreading of Karaoke in rented accustic rooms. Even business companies hold meetings there and then sing
and move, letting go of all posing. I cried:
Sounding~Moving is happening, But then I read, that Daisuke Inoue, the inventor of the machine did not patent it, and fear came up.. s. below.

song: O Taeler weit, o Hoehen
2014-02-03-Monday-still 5326 days

Today begin the 42 days of Dreamer-Training,
with the possibility to communicate, even co-create with other trainees. I decided to jump into my fear of deluding myself for the umptiest time and intend that sharing my vision - though this times with other dreamers - will bring to me the peers, for which I've yearned all my life.

song; ani khalamti khalom al... shutafim
2014-02-04-Tuesday-still 5326 days

Threats from Europe: 'You, Israel, will be isolated' (policy in occupied territories). Also: growing antisemitism in France: 40% hide that they are Jews, 55% met with anti-Jewish beha-vior. And I? I don't feel sorry-victimized, but judging-pleading: Please, Israel, please, Jews let us accept our 'segulah' of being pioneers?

song: hinneh yaskil avdi...kashoresh mi...tziah

2014-02-05-Wednesday-still 5325 days

Will Ezri come, or is it only me who-in expecting him -gets a new chance to turn people's oppo-sition, or more exact, not-understanding of my vision, into igniting their own dreaming - after 25 years since that reminder, that I am "to help people put the puzzle together and not being responsible for" doing this myself. Please help!

Song: ba-tzel sham omedet agur (read this!!!)


February 2, 2014-OHEL 4 from among its 365 appearances in the Bible

And Gideon went up
by the way of them that dwelt in tents
on the east of Nobah and Jogbehah,
and smote the host [camp], for the host was [felt] secure.
Judges 8:11
Gidon zog hinauf
zum Weg der Zeltbewohner,
oestlich von Nobach und Jogbeha,
er schlug das Lager, waehrend sich das Lager sicher meint.
Richter 8:11
Security and safety are obsessions of people and states,
which I often judge, even scorn.
I did, in fact, think about people's and authorities' concern
for the security and safety of an Ohalah/Rihlah/Pyramidion,,
but I didn't mention it in my presentation, saying to myself:
I'll deal with it when the time comes.
But when this night's fright came up,
I had to look at something I hadn't wanted to look at before:

Already after the invention of the Pyramidal Tent,
I don't know in which state of its R&D between 1992-1997,
somebody advised me "to patent it".
I thought this ridiculous then and I think it ridiculous now.
Like the breakthrough of that Japanese Karaoke machine,
the Pyramidal Tent must be freely imitable by everyone.

But suddenly came the fright:
As to "profit" or "honor", I couldn't care less,
but what if people change form, size and material
and change the composition of outer and inner tent?
And what, if they distort the Desert Hosting Concept altogether?
Like the concepts of Moses and Jesus
and all the great "quantum-leapers" were distorted?
Didn't I say - in the presentation - there are rules ,
and the application of rules have to be controlled?
But what has control to do with "Heaven-on-Earth"?
Having been so happy, that Daisuke was a Japanese,
I judge Japanese as being "horrid in denying" just like Germans,
I now remembered Noah's Shore [quoted also in Kiss-log]

After a month or two I saw a frightening phenomenon.
A local irresponsible jeep-driver had discovered the pond.
Whenever he found some chicks, he drove through the nature reserve,
and started to ruin the fragile environment.
I pleaded with him: "at least walk there on foot!"
He mocked me.

It was then, that Yuval reminded me of Jesus:
"Didn't he intend the best for the people?
And see, how they misused and perverted his mission.
Wasn't this his responsibility?"

I understood, that my good intentions had attracted the destroyers,
even before anyone came to enjoy my healing in the "Pond of Blessing".

I was devastated.

See a stronger wording in a page about the peace-process between Gadi and Avi

Yuval scourged me:
"Maybe, you are repeating the Jesus story:
You meant good and produced evil.
You dug this little pond to make people come
and heal in your arms[with the method of "Watsu", I had learnt in 1999].
But that jeep-guy discovered the sweet water, chose his chicks
and raced daily across this so vulnerable, delicate shore.
Other people came, they too wanted to bath in your pool,
ugly quarrels erupted, and more damage to the earth ensued.
And if not the earth itself had taken charge
and hidden the sweet water,
who knows, to what disaster Jesus Rachel's good intentions
had deteriorated."


[I just came across my entry about Friedrich Spee and repression>regression
"In Denmark, the burning of witches increased following the reformation of 1536."

Daisuke Inoue
named one of Time Magazines "Most Influential Asians of the Century" in 1999,
he was awarded the Ig Nobel Peace Prize in 2004
and in 2005 was the subject of the Japanese biopic Karaoke.

It also got the IGnoble peace price for
"an entirely new way for people to learn to tolerate each other"

In the German Wikipedia Karaoke I found the sentence;
Da er das Konzept nicht patentierte
und die Geräte sowie die Playback-Bänder als auch die CDs
bald von Unternehmen der Unterhaltungsindustrie hergestellt wurden,
verdiente Daisuke praktisch nichts mit seiner Erfindung, die heute weltbekannt ist.
Daisuke Inoue did not patent his machine,
which soon was taken over by the entertainment industry
and he had little profit of it.
In the English Wikipedia Daisuke Inoue I read :
He did not patent the machine and so did not directly profit,
but he continued to work in the industry it generated,
including patenting a pesticide for karaoke machines.
But this did not help me with my own fright,
of what might happen to the pyramidal tent.
Especially when I compare the tent-like Fujiyama
which serves as a karaoke display in Japan
and the karaoke "Tower of Babel" in Tokio.

 

 

On my way to the pool, a song started to manifest
out of my fright and my powerlessness

adapted to an old English folksong,
sung by a German Contertenor, Andreas Scholl,
to the piano-play of his Israeli wife, Tamar Halperin.
(s. also Idan Raichels "In stiller Nacht", sung by Andreas)
s. also Schubert's Der Tod und das Maedchen
where Andreas sings the girl's words with his Countertenor
and Death's words with his Bariton

ENVISIONING

I want you to enhance and to not distort,
what the Vision of Tents intends to evolve
the earth of the desert will stay free and pure
and host us humans to find ourselves.

 


tent of 3rd generation R&D , in which I live in Sinai, with solar panels for vent and light

continuing: (2) "Nebo-Let-Go"-slow and "Nebo-Let-Go" - in one go = 2006: a sculpture of 21 years of my exterior creating
                                          

Hagar and Ismael                                          Israel&Ismael 
  
A Vision about Peace
between the Desert Nations in the Middle East
and between Wo/Man and Desert Earth


Nourishment from others -What dreams will you bring to fruition this year?

Wh a t     s y n c h r o n i c i t y !
The "Go-Gratitude" people will help me/us -
for 42 days, from tomorrow, February 3, 2014
to follow my/our vision.
I'll quote what is helpful to me
on the background of the silvery shade of the tetrahedral tent
So far I've not thought of the possibility,
that people can dream together,
though everyone dreams his/her indivudual dream.
I must think of that intensely.
What is not clear enough, is the knowing of right timing:
If I want to grow more Passifloras in "my" garden,
I have to wait a few months, until I can plant them.
Nor is there an awareness of possible regression or reversal,
if I, the dreamer, am denying anything I feel on my way,
be it in myself, or be it in those on whom I am dependent
in order to manifest my dream.
Seeding

Germination
Roots

Shoots
Buds

Bloom

Pollination
Fruiting
Today they sent a kind of promo
Walking through the DoorWay of Vision ..
I liked this quote from
Maria Yraceburu, Apache HolyOne:
"Travel between space
and time.
Walk through
the Doorway of Vision.
This is
the home of evolution.
The first Human(e) Initiation is about to begin ..."
"What Dreams Will YOU Bring To Fruition This Year?"

The visions that - from among the examples they list - apply to me:

The vitality of vibrant health
The joy of following your bliss?
The satisfaction of mastering a new skill?
The fulfillment of making a difference
The freedom of thriving in abundance?
The warmth of a like-hearted community

The last one is too far away to even be a vision at present.
But since they mention it, I'll leave it in the list in big letters.

Remember . . . the dreams of your heart will continue to call upon you
until you say ‘YES’ and choose to BLOOM.
...
We’re Gathering As One Heart to Actualize our Dreams,
Applying the Same Creative Principles Nature Reveals
to Grow Abundant Resources from a Single Seed.
Our 42 day Blooming Humans journey begins Feb 3, 2014.

Here’s What You’ll Receive

Each day, you’ll receive an email in your inbox for 42 days.

Artfully designed to inspire, guide and catalyze action,
these soul-sparking messages act as a cosmic nudge
to show up, Bloom and SHINE.

You’ll also have access to a private, on-line community
to share the journey, celebrate successes, and leverage group wisdom.

This is a Come-Unity celebration in intentional creation
and we’re growing forward as One Heart United!

In 42 days we flow through Nature’s stages of growth
from Seed Activation to Fruition.

-2-
just as a garden needs to be tended
in order to enjoy the fruits of the harvest,
our dreams require consistent attention
if we want them to come true.
And the surest, most natural way to realize our dreams ...
is by creating highly favorable conditions
for our DreamSeeds to take root, grow and BLOOM!

And that’s the purpose for the Blooming Humans 42 Day Experience.

By daily tapping into the BUDDING co-creative energies within
– if even only for a moment –
we literally become the fertile ground
from which our dreams flower and BLOOM!

Calibrating our thoughts, vibrations and energetic presence
in a Great Coming Together of hearts and minds world wide
Aligning with the cyclic nature of creation
to tend, nurture and fulfill our Heart Callings on a daily basis
Building energy together
for growth, applying inspiration, and taking life-affirming action.
Consciously adding our ‘Peace’ to the Great Coming Together
by giving life to our inner visions, soul-callings … our Dream Seeds.

How To Get The Most From This Experience
Set an intention. Clarify what’s ready to BLOOM for you.
Be bold, daring, wildly imaginative and get ready to grow!
Create Sacred Space each day to take action and APPLY inspiration.
... Use the daily emails as sparks of inspiration, guideposts along the way,
to keep you focused, connected and committed.
Share your insights, ah-ha’s and gains with our Come-Unity.
Chart and record the journey.
Celebrate each stage of creation,
as you refine, re-define, and evolve the DreamSeed...

Remember, our Dreams are an expression of our True Divine Nature.
Living a dream is a procession,
the dream IS the journey, rather than simply a destination.

 


Facebook was founded 10 years ago
("by a Jew, of course", as we say here)
Information, Communication, Spreading Ideas,
Sharing good news, that might inspire people to dream and do.
But no change in learning how to feel, to vibrate and womb feelings,
and therefore no access to feel-full-ness for most people,
no access to zest and full-fill-ment for most people,
and therefore - wars and violence and drugging,
to deny self-hatred, boredom, meaninglessness.

 

 


February 3, 2014- OHEL 5 from among its 365 appearances in the Bible

And he spoke to the community, saying:
Pray
turn away from the tents of these wicked men
,do not touch anything that is theirs,
lest you be swept away for all their sins
 Numeri 16:26
Er redete zur Gemeinschaft, sprechend:
Weicht doch,
hinweg von den Zelten dieser frevelhaften Maenner,
beruehrt nimmer allwas ihrer ist,
sonst werdet ihr mit allen ihren Suenden gerafft.
In der Wueste 16:26
Comment:
Sometimes it is necessary - to distance myself from "wicked men".
But not for fear of punishment, but for fear of misleading people.

What was understood only in postbiblical, talmudic time, was,
that "All Israel are Guarantors for each other",
and even that not the "aetrog" will atone for the "willow",
but all four - aetrog, tamar, hadas, aravah -will atone for each other.
What can be learnt only now, and not only through "Godchannel", is
that "the wicked" are a reflection, even "Lost Will" of my own denials.
[see e.g. in Original Cause I: The unseen Role of Denial
and in Original Cause II: The Reflection Lost Will has to Give]
Applied to yesterday's plight of fright:
If people would distort the triangular tent into "a Tower of Babel",
it would tell me, that I had denial while creating it,
and that this denial left me, and like a virus, infected "weak" people.
Exactly 3 years ago I wrote in "Finetuning my Present in the Presence of my Cosmic Self":
"This time it's my mind which wonders:
Who is choosing the timing of healing --what part of the countless denials,
which have always infected my superhuman doing?"

 

ENVISIONING

I want you to enhance and to not distort,
what the Vision of Tents intends to evolve
the earth of the desert will stay free and pure
and host us humans to find ourselves.




See a little episode about how "signs from Heaven" reach me on each and every day, as I've asked for:
I came this far, when I discerned that it was 9:45. I organized myself quickly for taking the bus to town,
something I do only twice in a month, for buying the most indispensable food products.
Today I also wanted to take my National Insurance, 2780 NIS, from the Postal Bank,
buy batteries for my digital recorder and superglue, to repair my winter-slippers.
I ran out , as fast as my hip-joint allows, but saw the bus passing - far away.
I returned and worked on the intended composition, inspired by a black-and white postcard of St. Chapelle.
After half an hour I again walk to the bus-station, but this time - for the first time - in the opposite direction.
The station is directly across the triangular synagogue of my neighborhood,
and though I've always been fascinated by this architecture and in particular by its similarity to the tent,
this time it struck me more than before:
The contrast between the Christian cathedrals and their highly evolved architecture already 1000 years ago,
and this neighborhood synagogue in a little peripherical town in the desert of Israel.
That it is so close to my house - and so close the triangular tent - folded on my veranda - makes me rejoice.


Sainte Chapelle in Paris - on an old black and white postcard - contrasted - with the 3rd generation tetrahedral tent in Sinai



from Succah-Diary2, addition in Febr. 2010


the 4the generation double tent on Rakhaf near Arad


March 2009, some of " the Walk about Love" friends come to participate in a private workshop proposed by me
and are elated by this synagogue at the entry to the street Haelmonit [the flower Sternbergia] , where I live at Arad.

A triangular pyramid is a pyramid having a triangular base.
The tetrahedron is a triangular pyramid having congruent equilateral triangles for each of its faces.

The spinning triangular pyramid
It has 4 Faces
· The 3 Side Faces are Triangles
· The Base is also a Triangle
It has 4 Vertices (corner points)
It has 6 Edges
It is also a Tetrahedron
Tetrahedron:
It has 4 Faces
Each face has 3 edges, and is actually an Equilateral Triangle
It has 6 Edges
It has 4 Vertices (corner points)
and at each vertex 3 edges meet
Equilateral Triangle
Three equal sides
Three equal angles, always 60°


See pp39 The fourfold One Deity - Spirit and Will in Heart in Body


continuing: (3) "Nebo-Let-Go"-slow and "Nebo-Let-Go" - in one go =2006: a sculpture of 21 years of my exterior creating

NEBO: LETTING-GO

21 years of  "lekh-lekhâ"  in the footsteps of Abraham

Vision  about Peace   through Economy   in the Desert

 

Preface to the Hebrew -Sculpture-in-Words
First Stage: Training towards the "landing" of the Vision-
            building, living, driving  the Bus, my mobile Home
Second Stage: Development of a model of a   t e m p o r a r y            Hosting Business in the Desert: "Succah in the Desert"
Third Stage: Development of a model of a    m o b i l e
           Hosting Business in the Desert: the  "Pyramidion"
Where to now? Realization through Healing: I have to heal            and wait until I can accept my shame "in my womb"

Sunset   beyond the Dead Sea   and the promised Land of Israel,
from Mount NEBO in Jordan , where Moses was allowed to let go

What dreams will you bring to fruition this year?
The Great Coming Together: 1st day out of 42 training days: excerpts that are relevant for my own vision

A Dream Seed is a time-capsule, designed to activate and grow
into your unique 'Peace' [piece] of the Great Coming Together.
Carried forward, for this moment in time,
it is now activating, sparking and coming to Life!

Remember, you are joined on this 42 Day journey by multitudes
across the face of Changing Mother, too!
Our unified focus creates a resonance field,
and this lays the foundation for life-affirming transformation.
By sharing a common vision and focus,
we are calibrating and unifying our Hearts,
while maintaining a vibrant, creative space
for integrating the power-filled energies arriving Now.

Just imagine what will happen
as multitudes across the face of creation
activate their Dream Seeds, too:
A Garden of Illuminated Hearts .....

....Be gentle with the Self.
Trust and allow the procession to unfold.
A seed does not become a Tree overnight,
it grows, blooms, and fruits in alignment with cyclic time.
True to its own Divine Nature, there is no hurry or worry~
rather a daily journey revealing the Beauty of its Being.

For this space of 42 days,
we are here to provide a daily dose of
Love, Gratitude, nourishment and inspiration
as you activate, tender, bloom and harvest
the Dream Seed ready and waiting at the Heart of YOU.

We've also set up a Facebook page
to connect, share and record the journey.

(2)

Blooming Humans
Dream Seed HuManifesto


Once upon a Waking Dream ...
A Seed of Love awakens within the Heart of Humanity.
Drawn by its Brilliant Light, our attentions quicken Life
in this Divine Space of Creation.

Radiant Beauty fills our Hearts
as we witness this Dream Seed sparking!, spiraling, diversifying;
Roots rushing to Crystalline Core of Changing Mother
Shoots rising to the HeartFire of Father Sky.

Now growing, glowing, weaving and flowing
through the Sacred Space of our Hearts,
this Seed is becoming a living, breathing Tree of Love.

...Blooming Humans are WE ...
Infinite Combinations in Infinite Diversity.

...Flowing in Harmony with the Seasons of Life,
we seed, nurture and harvest for the Good of All.

Creator, Father Sky, Giver of All Life
we send out our voice of intent,
Aligning our Will with Divine Will
in order to benefit Humanity and all Creation.

Changing Mother, Divine Mother Earth
Guide us as we, too, are changing each day. ...

We take our Place in the Great Circle of Life,
honoring All Our Relations. In this Great Coming Together,
We remember we are ONE


El-Al pilotImmanuel Rosenzweig, who stared in "Masterchef" 2011,
and El-Al Steward Noam Yahav, who auditioned for "Chef-Games"
compete in preparing a gourmet dish from ingredients in the plane
on a nightly flight from Tel-Aviv to Valencia in Spain.
Crew and passengers:
"Tequ"
("draw")


 


February 4, 2014-OHEL 6 from among its 365 appearances in the Bible

And I, here I give with him Oholiav
[=father-of-my-tent]
son of Ahisamakh, of the tribe of Dan;
and in the heart of every wise-of-heart
I give wisdom,
so they'll make...
the Tent of Appointment ...
and all the implements of the Tent
 Exodus 31:6-7
[strange: Fox replaced "heart" by mind, twice!]
Und ich, da, ich gebe ihm bei
Oholiab [=Vater meines Zelts]
Sohn Achisamachs, vom Stab Dan,
und in das Herz alljedes Herzensweisen
gebe ich Weisheit,
dass sie machen...
dasZelt der Begegnung...
und all Geraete des Zelts
Exodus 31:6-7


ENVISIONING

[I'm not yet content with this what I tried to express here:
taking into account the different interests of people and authorities,
from which would follow the specific perspective,
from which the vision needs to be communicated.
I must work on this more....]





I must make it clear, that the vision has several grand goals,
and it depends on the interest of a specific group of potential peers,
which goal I must put in the forefront.

The tetrahedral tent is a physical symbol
for the fourfold essence of Deity
and therefore of us - the spectrum of the One.

This is in line with the new song
I want you to enhance and to not distort,
what the Vision of Tents intends to evolve
the earth of the desert will stay free and pure
and host us humans to find ourselves.

Of course, this goal cannot be communicated to most people.


The goal that will be most relevant to the authorities in Israel,
is not even Ben-Gurion's vision,
that Israel's destiny will be determined in the Negev,
but the interest in "settling" the Negev
and to do so without granting Bedouins the lands which they claim.
The double interest could be realized   in   a   r e a l i s t i c    w a y
through the Mobile Desert Hosting Economy.


The goal that will be most relevant to the world outside Israel,
is what in the Nebo sculpture I called:
Desert Vision, the Challenge for Israel & Ismael

The tent, a component in my desert-vision
 is - in its fourth and ultimative generation
 a double tetrahedron=triangular pyramid:
  a smaller tetrahedron within a larger one.
A tetrahedron has 4 triangular surfaces;
in the case of my tent the 4th is the soil!
which represents Body in the 4fold God.
The  four  triangles  together
create a 3 dimensional space,
 the  most  harmonious  space
 according to the High-Priest's 
"Initiation" in E.Haich's Egypt.

To me this SPACE symbolizes GOD.


 

continuing: (4) "Nebo-Let-Go"-slow and "Nebo-Let-Go" - in one go =2006: a sculpture of 21 years of my exterior creating

[2014:
I'll skip what I sculpted about my process of pain and shame
towards parting from my vision from January till July 2006,
parting as a person who seemingly failed to manifest the vision,
but not as a "quantum-leaper" who envisions its manifestation.]



I'll quote the link which - in its wordings - has to be put in the forefront of part of the potential partners

Avi Dror did not attend my official Nebo-Fairwell




Desert Vision,
the Challenge for Israel&Ismael
Nabatean Reincarnation?

Though Avi has such difficulty with the fact,
that it was not him who created the Succah,
and even his knowing about our common incarnation
[1st century BC] doesn't help him with this,
I am again so grate-full for this miraculous continuity
of what I was priviledged to have generated.

It has been ten years now,
that Abraham Dror [=freedom!]
has kept my creation alive and whole,
and though it is still only a model,
which has not multiplied and spread
all over the deserts of the world,
Avi Dror guards it
as a model for a time,
that will surely come!




Avi Dror's blessing over the Shabbat Challes,
from the official website of
the present Succah in the Desert
which is extremely good, in English & Hebrew,
concise, precise & using many of my phrasings.
My name is no longer mentioned,
but what is important and very satisfactory,
is, that all concepts of this model are guarded.
I could not find one deviation or compromise.

What is dangerously missing in their "Dream"
is the overall structure of the "Midbaryah",
in which such a business should be embedded,
to guarantee its standard and profitability.
 
MY   V IS I ON
  

HOME-ARARAT HEART

1) E-volving,  Un-folding  the  "SPS"  resources of the Desert
  S  P  A  C  E            P  U  R  I  T  Y          S  I  L  E  N  C  E         
    [as opposed to the cities' crowdedness, pollution & noise],
will be the great  CHALLENGE , which will help Jews and Arabs
to   bring   about     E Q U A L I T Y     in     S E L F - E S T E E M .

2) Since 1974, my peace-work[started in 1958] has been based on:
   Transforming a negative dependency into a positive dependency.
Now   -2006_11_15-   I   know

 

3) Positive dependency or" Partnership" is based on 3 conditions:
 COMMON INTEREST / MUTUAL TRUST / EQUALITY in SELF-ESTEEM.

4) For 32 years of having PRACTICALLY tested this theory ,
I believed, that  EQUALITY in SELF-ESTEEM can only be realized,
if the adversaries, forced into mutual dependency by destiny,
will   engage   in   COPING   TOGETHER   with   a   CHALLENGE
which is SO BIG , that it  DWARFS  the GAP in  SELF-ESTEEM.
why this could not be realized so far...
2014: The answer is given often on Healing-K.i.s.s.,
but I'm choosing its connection to the Rotem-song at the closure of the Hebrew sculpture of Nebo-let-go in Ararat-Heart



PONDERING
I am glad and surprised, that in 2006-2008, I could emphasize the blessing in Avi's work.

This somehow connected to the song,
on which I worked for three months
exactly 30 years ago:
Bruised reed and dark wick
Though I time and gain receive the message,
that it is not me who has to realize the vision,
but that it's a chance for many women&men
t o   c r e a t e  -
the physical structure,
the economic paradigm
and the content- a training ground for more dreamers,
it is difficult to accept what I've chosen in the Beyond,
that I DID NOT COME HERE to manifest THIS vision.

The Mobile Desert Hosting Economy is "just" the m e a n s
for realizing what has been my vocation since the age of 16:
that people may find the work that gives them satisfaction,
or as I use to phrase it today: to feel zest-full and full-filled.
......
Make it possible for him to learn
and don't teach him!
Every wave knows instinctively
who is its ocean.

... ask for "his offering from the fruit of his land".
Like Kayin does he yearn to know his own worth.
Summon a chance for him to learn about his strength.
......
......

........


I feel a bit rebellious!
I desire to realize this  p h y s i c a l   vision myself!

But, of course, I must surrender to my own choice!
Please, let me stand the test - tomorrow - with Ezri!

How often have I quoted on this website,
what was given to me in that channeling from Florida,
which was one of the events in October 1988,
that kicked-off my engagement in what soon became
the Desert Hosting Economy Vision
and its first model: Succah in the Desert.
"to be one who works among others
to help them put the pieces together
and not be responsible
for the pieces being put together herself,
see the text glued to the "desert prophecy" of Immanuel [9], which is always on my desk



What dreams will you bring to fruition this year?

GROWING IN GRATITUDE
2nd day out of 42 training days: excerpts that are relevant for my own vision

Our thoughts and emotions create a vibrational field,
informing and directing our Dream Seeds
how to Go and GROW.

Designed to give birth
to infinite combinations in infinite diversities,
our Dream Seed simply reads, reflects and reproduces our "inner state."

By choosing an attitude of Gratitude,
we create the perfect environment for our Dream Seeds
to rise, bud, bloom and thrive!

... feel the Great-Full-Ness of Life flowing through to the Heart of YOU.
...Pay attention to the sensations of Joy and Appreciation arising within.

You are Now programming your Dream Seed
to produce more and more to be grateful for!

...this simple shift in daily discipline, focus and energetic intent
provides the optimum environment
for our Dream Seeds to BLOOM and Thrive!
In Gratitude we Go ... and GROW.

(2)

Remember, it is the soil that feeds the seed.
It is our thoughts that precede the deed.
It is our vibration that informs and organizes the Field of Creation.

By prepping the Garden of our Hearts
with a daily dose of Gratitude,
we will experience our Dream Seeds Blooming
in graceful, easy, fulfilling ways!

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"It's common to say that trees come from seeds.
But how can a tiny seed create a huge tree?
Seeds do not contain the resources needed to grow a tree.
These must come from environment within which the tree grows.


" But the seed does provide something that is crucial:
a place where the whole of the tree starts to form.
As resources such as water and nutriens are drawn in,
the seed organizes the process that generates growth.
In a sense, the seed is a gateway
through which the future possibility of the living tree emerges."
[unknown]

 

 

 


February 5, 2014-OHEL 7 from among its 365 appearances in the Bible

'I am black, but comely,
O ye daughters of Jerusalem,
as the tents of Kedar, as the curtains of Solomon.
Song of Songs 1:5
Schwarz bin und anmutig ich,
Toechter Jerusalems,
wie die Zelte Kedars, wie die Behaenge Schlomos.
Gesang der Gesaenge 5:1
continuing: (5) "Nebo-Let-Go"-slow and "Nebo-Let-Go" - in one go =2006: a sculpture of 21 years of my exterior creating

First Stage:


Training towards the landing of the Vision:

The Bus or my Mobile Home

 

 

I prepared for fulfilling my "vocation" since the age of 5,
since the first thought I can remember was:
"Can there be a world without war?" (spring 1944)

Guests and hosts alike are enthusiastic about
"Succah in the Desert",
yet who knows, that this business of "Re-Creation for the Soul"
is nothing but the first model of an economy in the desert,
an economy which is based on the resources of the desert,
and that the development of the technology,
which will make such an economy possible,
is the challenge which will "develop peace" in the Middle East,
for it will bridge the gap in Self-Esteem between us.


[2014: I skip the story about why my sister came to me in July 1984]
I confessed for the very first time in the presence of a witness:
"I have to "go" in the footsteps of "Abraham" - physically!
But how should I accomplish that? Should I live in a cave?"
My sister did not call me "crazy!" but:
"Why don't you live in a caravan?
This is quite popular in the world today!"

[2014: I skip the story about how I nursed my sick mother]

At the end of June 1984 I resigned from my work as an academic teacher,
and dedicated all my time to the planning of my "Lekh-Lekhâ"

The "caravan" became a mobile vehicle,
I made the truck-driver license,
and at the end of 1984 I bought a bus - 6 m long - from the army,
the kind of bus, in which the Nakhal-Army-Bands would travel.
The first carpentry which Immanuel, my firstborn, performed,
was a bed for the sick in the backside of the bus,
including drawers for diapers,
for my mother was not only sick with Altzheimer,
she also suffered from a severe chronical infection of the urinary tract.


[2014: I skip the image with my children at that time,
and the link to my last togetherness with my sister]



In Abraham's Bus-Steps 1985-2001
Comment 2014: Today I say:
It is not only the development of the technology,
which will make the Desert Hosting Economy possible,
but the entire concept of the Mobile Desert Hosting Economy,
which will be the challenge for all peoples in the Middle-East,
that will bridge the gap in Self-Esteem between us.




What dreams will you bring to fruition this year?
Day 3 - Prayer, Meditation, Contemplation

Prayer, meditation and contemplation are... responsible co-creation,
each attuning our body-mind-spirit to the Power of Now.

Opening ourselves to the Power of Now,
and aligning our Body-Mind-Spirit with the Divine,
creates portals of possibility.
.......

By daily dedicating space to focus on our Dream Seeds,
we are affirming our commitment
to adding our 'Peace' of the Great Coming Together,

....
Prayer, Meditation and Contemplation is akin to planting seeds,
pulling weeds,
and enjoying the view
of what is sprouting, blooming and fruiting in YOU!

Much like a gardener keeps growing and planting logs,
recording what comes through each day is a wonderful way
to keep track of the insights, ah-ha's and synchronicities that arise.
This provides a record of the journey, growth patterns
and the massive shifts
from what we imagined ~ as it BLOOMS ~ into what IS.
Journals and blogs are simple ways to record the journey ...



From ARARAT-HEART + photos of 2 paper documents -
coincidence: today I came in contact with the authorities--- through Ezri Alon!



 

Move to next page --------2oo2 + 2014

ENVISIONING

I want you to enhance and to not distort,
what the Vision of Tents intends to evolve
the earth of the desert will stay free and pure
and host us humans to find ourselves.