The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.i.s.s.
as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential PEERS
to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
and - as holograms - all of Creation!
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries

[If you look for a word on this page,
click ctrl/F and put a word in "find"]

I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 




See below: November 29-December 2, 2010
Closeups to my Past, Finetuning to my Present, Nourishment for my Living
- which enhance and enrich my experience of "Mika's Heaven on Earth"


Click! and click again to stop! And if you want to do yourself a favor, join in! Sing!
May my throat's overtone singing today - unite all my denied parts and lost fragments with me - today!



2005 LEARNING & LIVING TODAY
{8 - 2005_05_10}
"Learning to feel better requires that you become better at feeling"

 

 


I find it valuable to recognize in the following info
basic concepts of "my" Godchannel.com...


from


http://www.reconnections.net/e_motion.htm -2010_11_29: I can't find this source any longer

"DEALING WITH EMOTIONS"
Continuation (2)



FEELING GOOD

Everyone in your society is focused upon the business of feeling "good."
There are medications, meditations, workout protocols, and clubs.
There are books, seminars, tapes, religions, classes,
and all manner of other tools to assist in achieving this one critical task.
You all want to feel "good."
But what does "good" feel like?
What are its inherent qualities?
Although there may be variable answers to this question,
depending upon who is being asked,
it is fairly certain that included at the top of the list of its attributes is the requirement
that "it doesn't hurt."
Yes, that is very important to you, indeed! You do not wish to hurt!

The root of pain, in all its forms, is RESISTANCE.
A woman is in labor, about to give birth.
As the baby pushes to get out, her womb contracts. Push/pull, pull/push.
Her mind wants to hold that baby in her arms,
but her body doesn't want to lose a part of itself into the world.
In later years, the mother will cry out in pain again---as her "baby" leaves home to become an adult.

[How does this claim, that "resistance" is the root of pain,
relate to the statement in Godchannel's .folksinterview2,
that
"Emotions are expressions of desire,
and in the case of 'negative' emotions,
the expression of the denial of desire.
Deep under every denied emotion
is a desire that was denied first.
All of the pain and suffering in Creation
is a result of Spirit's denial of the Mother's essential self~~~
DESIRE.
All pain is a result of desire's natural drawing power being thwarted by denial.
?????


Resistance.
Pain.
It is a primal force that never seems to go away.
We are here to assist you in this quest for inner serenity and meaning in your life.
We want to help you feel better!

However, before that can be fully achieved,
you must understand a foundational principle of E-motion:

LEARNING TO FEEL BETTER REQUIRES
THAT
YOU BECOME BETTER AT FEELING.

In order to properly relate to the various "energies in motion"
that are occurring in and around your physical body,
you must be able to notice each of them
and to distinguish them upon the palette of your senses.

The average soul is very dull in this regard.
In fact, having spent little or no time reflecting upon the matter,
a "normal" person
might move right past any other attributes for "feeling good,"
to focus simply upon remaining pain free.

A masculine-dominant consciousness (one that majors in action and logic)
does not want to be distracted by emotion--
-unless the emotions increase confidence, persistence, strength, or endurance.
The unintegrated inner "male" is a hunter and a gatherer.
He is all about achievement and action.
The last thing he wishes to do
is bog himself down with what seems like the "heavy burden" of feelings and emotion.
Therefore, his e-motional body could probably be best described by one short word: NUMB.

 




NEUROLOGICAL SYMPTOMS


Among the primary symptoms of Global Transmutation
that are being studied at this time
are complaints dealing with energy surges in the body,
tingling and numbness in the limbs and face,
and neurological weakness and fatigue.
Depression is another major component that is drawing lots of interest.
After all, the emotional body has been repressed and anesthesized.
Doesn't it make sense that a large part of you would feel dead?


What sensation does a person have when he is getting a tooth filled--
-when his mouth has been injected with novocaine?
And what does it feel like when the drug begins to wear off?
Are you following what we are saying here, My Friends?
You have been asleep---anesthesized.
Now your "drug" is wearing off.
The "empty palette" of your sensory discernment is coming alive,
perhaps for the first time.
There are strange sensations and weird perceptions of movement.
Your energy is now in motion!


FOLLOWING THE ENERGY


To deal with this influx of awareness,
you have been uniquely equipped with instincts and pre-dispositions
that will automatically move you in the direction of your destiny.
Also, an infusion of mental and perceptual "software" has been downloaded into your consciousness from the ethers.
Once the correct emotional tones are running freely in your consciousness,
they will activate the new software,
and you will begin to transform quickly into the integrated consciousness
that will guide you into the Fourth Dimension.


[They do not explain, how it happened,
that we were numb in the first place,
and not how this is connected to God's evolution.]


If you do not allow yourself the freedom to feel,
your consciousness cannot access the software.
It's a built in safeguard,
to prevent the Oneself from activating anyone
who is not integrated in his masculine and feminine energies.
Have you ever heard of spontaneous combustion?
Such is the fate of those who enter The Gate in a state of imbalance.
Those among you who are masculine dominant must learn to feel.
Those among you who are feminine dominant must learn to think.
There are as many operations going on in that latter regard
as we are describing here in supporting emotion.
The key is balance, and the time for balancing is now.

 


DISCERNING AND EXPERIENCING E-MOTION


If we have succeeded in establishing some curiosity in your mind,
concerning this expanded view of emotion,
then let us move forward to fill in the blanks.
As we said, e-motion is that which moves.
Your relationship to it is to watch it,
learn from it,
and---in many cases---to move with it.
If a feeling doesn't move,
or if it keeps you from moving--
-then it is a thought [a judgment?]
.......

Watching your languaging around emotions
can be a key element in discerning what is useful and what is not.
If you are using the term "I want,"
then you are genuinely in motion about that subject.
It has power and authority and a life of its own.
[See Godchannel's Second Interview with the Folks:
"Emotions are expressions of desire,
and in the case of 'negative' emotions,
the expression of the denial of desire."]

If you are using terms like "I'd like," or "I am attracted to......,"
then the signal is still viable, though it is quite a bit weaker.


The words "I have to" can go either way.
If they are natural by-products of "I want,"
then they may be useful as a means to an end.

If they are not, they could be dangerous---
as they be indicative of a thought [judgment?]
that has gained control of you,
through guilt or fear,
and installed a virus
that will suck on your power supply.

The phrase "I should" is lethal.
Whenever those words come out of your mouth,
consider it to be an alarm bell that is telling you to stop,
and re-evaluate your whole relationship
with that person,
place,
or goal.

...


In the meantime, go ahead----be overwhelmed.
Your capacity for feeling is far more vast than you have ever realized.
It may be uncomfortable at first, but only for awhile.
After that, it will become the JOURNEY OF A LIFETIME!
Welcome.
Jump on in.
The water is fine!
And so will you be.
(End Transmission)
Copyright, 2002, by Daniel Jacob.


Grandma and Tomer: November 27, 2002

From - http://www.reconnections.net/How_it_began.htm [I can't find this any longer]

"everything takes time to come to its fruition,
because Spirit is ever so careful
to not give any of us more than we can handle at any one time."

 



From - http://www.reconnections.net/aids_planetary.htm [2010:This still appears on the Internet!]


"If we use the analogy that the Human Body
is a complete and graphic microcosmic representation of all creation---
we make some important observations.
Over the past fifty or so years, it has been documented by your science
that a vast array of organisms---viruses and bacteria---have appeared again to "plague" humankind.
Each "cold" season reveals newer, more exotic strains of organisms seeking entrance into the "Body."
In all cases, the body---through what you call the IMMUNE SYSTEM---fights off the invaders
until such time as one of two things happens:

1. The body loses the battle and disintegrates. Or....

2. The body finds a way
to integrate the new organism(s)
into the previous definition the body had of itself.


This process, which you call "becoming immune" to an outside "invader"
is, in a sense, the body EXPANDING ITSELF
to become a different essence than it was before the organism appeared;
stronger, more adaptive……
My Friends, you are the Creators of your reality.
Once the illusory separations that exist in your mind, body, and planet
are reduced (but not eliminated)-
-you will CHANGE,
"in the twinkling of an eye"
into a larger and more powerful representation of yourself than you have ever known.
My Friends, in your own perceptual reality:
YOU, are the 100th Monkey!

 

http://www.reconnections.net/dial_depression.htm [2010_11_30 -this dialog still appears on the Internet]


The Guides have not directly spoken about Depression, per se,
but there are several things we can take by inference to apply to this topic.
In the material titled "Dealing With Emotions,"
they described an interesting dichotomy between "Doingness" and "Beingness"
that I believe goes a long way toward helping us to understand and deal with Depression…..

Daniel Jacob:

Reviewing this part of the transmission again,…
In my 18+ years of work with folks in transition,
I have discovered that stress [depression?] is caused by one of two things:

1. Forcing yourself to do what you don't want to do. or......

2. Keeping yourself from doing what you do want to do.


Question:

Is there anything the Guides mention
that will ... assist us in moving out of this depressed state?

Daniel Jacob:

The Guides are not interested in walking us through outward "forms"
before we are truly ready to take on the New Paradigm as an inward reality, too.
Instead, they are simply willing to sit with us awhile,
while we collectively BROOD over the loss of our CONTROL
(which was always illusion, by the way)
and we wait to become ready for learning to do things differently.

In the Old Paradigm,
people experience release in one of two ways.
Either they wept (expressing grief)
or they raged (expressing anger).
If they couldn't do one of those two things,
they would attempt to exorcize their turbulent emotions
through sex,
work,
exercise,
war,
art
or some other form of expression--
so they wouldn't be troubled by the uneasiness of energy
that has is resolved [???].
Depression is our continued involvement with very UNRESOLVED ENERGY.

[November 30, 2010: there is much more interesting info in this chapter which I would like to study in time!
The page is a composition of questions from readers, channelings and ~understandings of the channeler.]

 

 

 

 

November 29-December 2, 2010
Closeups to my Past, Finetuning to my Present, Nourishment for my Living
- which enhance and enrich my experience of "Mika's Heaven on Earth"

Arad, Monday, November 29,2010





Sunday, November 29, 2010
excerpted from Abraham’s new Getting into the Vortex Guided Meditation CD


The stability of your Earth exists
because its change and expansion
does not outstrip its ability to find balance.
It is not only Earth’s size and the laws of physics
that are of enough significance
to absorb the shock of any change,
but also Earth’s Vibrational nature of Well-Being.
While your Earth appears to be
a geological sphere of rock and soil and water
held together by gravitational forces,
it is so much more than that,
for within every particle of Earth’s substance
is Vibrational Consciousness
seeking individual balance—Consciousness
aligning with a Broader Non-Physical vision of Earth’s future.

Even though the human inhabitants of planet Earth
are often outside of their Vortices,
in a state of resisting their personal Well-Being,
the overwhelming Consciousness of your planet
(in soil, in water, in flora and fauna)
is incrementally finding balance every step along the way.

In time, as you relax
and breathe your way into alignment with your Source,
you will be able to feel the dominant Vibrational pulse of Well-Being that permeates your Earth and everything it is comprised of,
for Well-Being is the basis of All-That-Is.


A quote from Godchannel>Awareness

"If in the moment you have more consciousness and less sentience,
you will experience more thoughts, ideas, spiritual understandings and light,
with fewer feelings about them.
In other words, you'll be more 'in your head.'

"If in the moment you have more sentience, and less consciousness ~
you will experience more emotions and bodily sensations,
but with little thought about them.
In other words, you'll be more 'emotional' or 'in your body.'

"If you experience any combination of consciousness and sentience ~
you are alive.

"Life, all life has both kinds of awareness ~
and all fragments are alive.
The sun is alive,
the moon is alive,
the galaxy is alive,
and so is every particle,
from the fragments that make up atoms
to the galaxies that make up your 'universe.'
All living things have awareness, both consciousness and sentience.
Life is the essence of manifestation, Body's essential quality.

"Your human awareness is vast and varied.
Each nerve cell in your body,
and every other kind of cell as well ~
has a life of its own.
Each cell is a focal point of awareness.
But what kind of awareness?

"In manifestation there is much more sentience than consciousness.
As discussed earlier in this class,
there is much more of the feeling, magnetic-Will essence in manifestation
than there is the thinking, electric-Spirit essence.

"Trees, for instance are very sentient, but not very conscious.
Human consciousness can easily say, 'Trees have no awareness ~'
But trees very much do have awareness.
They have sentient awareness, feelings ~
it's just that most humans are unable
to perceive the kind of sentience that trees have.

"With the exception of themselves and their fellow mammals,
humans have a great deal of trouble
perceiving any of the incredible, deep sentience in Creation.
And a great many humans are challenged
to fully perceive even their own sentience ~
because they are often so much 'in their heads.'

[see also pp50 "Let Consciousness serve Sentience"]


I'm continuing to insert two documents about my Partnership Work between November 1974 and December 1980
Background - in English - to the 6 years of this Work: see in the Library : My Life's Harvest >Israel and Ismael

Continuation "Partnership Diary", 1977, 97c-98a
The first insert of this doc can be found in Learn&Live 7, the last in Closeup to my Past

Continuation "Liberty through Responsibility", 1975, page 15b-16a
The first insert of this document can be found in Learn&Live 6, the last one in Closeup to my Past

"Partnership Diary", 1977, 98b
"Liberty through Responsibility", 1975, page 16b-17a


 

 

 

EYES to SEE


Your palms on your eyes,
that's all that's needed,
your heart to heaven
your pain will ease.
.... New is the vocation of my life:
Play and Smile, Play
Following my decision yesterday to dedicate one entire day
to training my eyes with the help of "Better Vision" as well as with the help of "Paula",
I had the wisdom and the resolution to dedicate an entire week to this training.

But only if I see myself as part of an Evolution which will fulfil the prophecy,
that the blind will see, and the deaf will hear, and the lame will leap,
may I have the discipline to really stick with the training.
which I've been procrastinating for more than a year...
[But yes, I managed to take my glasses off most of the day, for already 3 months,
except when watching TV or when needing to navigate in an unknown area, by foot or by car
-of course ,not by driving! I didn't even have the chance to drive.
As to the computer, I moved it a bit closer to my body and eyes, both in Arad and in Shoham]

While rehearsing songs in the pool, as usual,
I tried to recall songs about "Eyes" and "Seeing"!
in addition to the "Eye-Song", dedicated to Paula,
the deepest, most "far-sighted" song seems to be :
"You see in the desert a flame"....

The "Better Vision Program" provides a CD with a visualisation,
which should help me to free myself from limiting beliefs about my seeing.
I think, it will be a blessing, if I sing and visualize and oscillate
between this flame in the desert and this love in my heart ----often...

You see in the desert a flame
a flame of the burning bush
burning with fire,
yet not consumed
only radiating on you love
LOVE

[based on Moses' SEEing the bush burning
with fire, and the bush was not consumed Ex. 3]

I, indeed, used the visualisation of Martin Sussman, the director of "Better Vision",
in order to visualise the "Burning Bush" in the "Wadi-at-tauleh", in Sinai,
where I created the mobile model of my Vision of Hosting Economy in the Desert,
the "Pyramidion", or "Ohalah" in Hebrew, or "Rihlah" in Arabic.

I "saw" the mountains above and the sand of the Wadi below,
I "saw" the Burning Bush where my tent had been erected,

and I vividly and lovingly remembered my 3 Bedouin trainees, the hosts,
and the first and only week with our 6 guests from 6 nations in 6 tents.

Towards the end I opened my eyes and this is what I saw on the screen:
as if Windows Media Player's conversion of sound - Sussman's words - into wave images
had created mystical tent pyramids -"Seeing is natural, seeing is effortless..."


Another EYE-song in German and in Hebrew: "Close my two EYES!" Schliesse mir die AUGEN beide

Also: Psalm 145:12 The EYES of all wait for Thee, and Thou givest them their food in due season - modified by me: The EYES of all wait for bread

Also: Psalm 121:1 - I lift up my EYES to the mountains from whence shall my help come

 

 

 

 

Arad, Tuesday, November 30, 2010
(My brother Eberhard would have become 68 years today, if he hadn't been killed in Febr. 1970)

"To   S E E    the World in a Grain of Sand"

(William Blake, quoted in one of the 228 videos about "the Emerging Consciousness of Oneness"

More from the Global Oneness Project ["project"?]
"The Global Oneness Project is exploring
how the radically simple notion of interconnectedness
can be lived in our increasingly complex world
Since 2006, we've been traveling the globe gathering stories from people
who base their lives and work on the understanding
that we bear great responsibility for each other and our shared world.
Our film library is available for free from our website,
through select broadcast outlets, and DVD.
We hope that by showing diverse expressions of oneness—
in fields including sustainability, spirituality, indigenous culture, conflict resolution, and social justice—
others will be inspired
to create solutions to personal and community challenges
from their own lived understanding of oneness."
Finally a woman - also a Sufi-teacher - who wants to live
what this means in every day life (not in meditation):
" when I'm in the kitchen and when I walk out of the kitchen!"

- What I have intuited as a small child and known ever since my thesis ["thesis"?] "All Israel are Guarantors for Each Other",
- and been stricken by like by a shell, when I through reading a book about Zen in 1981 understood the Shma' Yisrael: YHWH is O N E,
- and taught my students till 1984: We are nothing but Rays of the ONE Sun, Waves of the ONE Ocean, Colors of ONE Light,
- and what has come to clearer awareness through Right Use of Will since 1986_12_31, and Godchannel.com since 1997
I now     S E E    emerging on this planet.
I'm joy-full, I'm grate-full!

More eye-songs which came to my mind:
"O Heaven on Earth"
3rd stanza
"My eyes to enjoy,
my ears to delight."

Let my teeth grow and let my eyes see
and on the same page:

"When expectations from others cause tension,
I'm giving my own eyes
more loving attention."

I also remembered
the very familiar Israeli song:
"Ha-ra'ita eizae yoffi"
"Did you see what beauty",
which is ironic, sad, even cynical,
for the red puppies in the green field have sprouted
from the blood of killed soldiers.

I began to create new lyrics
to the song:

"Did you see what beauty
is occurring between humans
no more are they judging
each blemish
but are accepting themselves."


John Denver's seeing-song
Here I am closing my eyes again
Trying so hard not to see
All the things that I see ....
Then I go and open my eyes again
Love in your eyes is the thing
That I'd most like to see.....
....
You are the love and the life
That we all need to see,
Always willing to shine and then
peace on this earth is the way...
I sang - on my way from the pool down the Wadi of Compassion -
that "the Desire of YHWH" - will succeed in "his the Lord's Servant's hand",
(since) "my servant, the righteous one, will make righteous many".
I also sang the song about the Oneness of all ,
rays of the sun, waves of the ocean, colors of the light
and its last stanza about "learning to love myself..."
I asked myself: Is it correct,
that Oneness will come about
not by "consciousness",
but by a "chain-reaction"?:

a) a person loves herself, i.e. is whole,
b) therefore she loves all other persons in her environment,
c) at least some of these other persons will then love themselves, too,
d) and again - these will love those in their environment,
e) then a chain reaction will follow...
And since the starting point is not only me, but many more humans,
f) these chain reactions will one day intertwine and unite
and thus the critical mass of Oneness-Consciousness will be reached!

I just have to   SEE   that with my inner and outer EYES.
I just have to celebrate it:
"It" means: yatzdiq avdi tzaddiq le-rabbim in the Song of the Lord's Servant
und durch seine Hand geraet SEIN Wille.
Der Pein seiner Seele los
wird er sehen,
wird ersatten
an dieser seiner Erkenntnis:
Bewaehren sollte die Vielen der Bewaehrte, mein Knecht

Isaiah 53
Since I find it impossible to translate this expression into English,
I might just as well use the word of my interpretation:
The   one   who   is   whole,   my   servant,
will   make   many   feel   whole.
This is meant by the same expression u-matzdiqee ha-rabbim , in Daniel:
Those who make the many feel righteous , i. e. whole, i.e. love themselves
And those who grasp-and-understand
shall shine as the radiance of the firmament;
and those who make the Many feel "righteous",
 i.e. whole with themselves,
as the stars for ever and ever
Daniel 12:3 (my translation)


That's ALL that we need to do, to make others love themselves
and therefore each other and therefore the Earth,

15:45
After all these great words,
and another pretty video and site,
Blooming Humans
included in another pretty letter from "Go-Gratitude",
an "insect stung" me : I'll show you!
In the pool a woman screamed at me,
not for the first time
and so that everyone could hear it:
"It's forbidden to walk barefoot here!"
I ignored her, but this time the manager came
and very gently pointed out to me,
that I had to wear shoes,
when walking up the stairs to the pool,
and that I had to shower
before entering Jacuzzi or Pool.

I watched myself during this talk:
No love for that woman!
To say the very, very least...
So what about Oneness
and loving others
because I love myself?

But then again, while eating lunch,
I watched heart-touching videos
fromthe Global Oneness Project
like "Ubuntu",
"'which is nothing more than compassion
brought into colorful practice."
the concept of solidarity in a Zulu-tribe in Africa;
"I am who I am, because you are!"
"I can not be myself,
if you are not yourself.
I cannot be okay, if you are not okay."

This, of course, is opposed to "Abraham",
they would say it the other way round:
Only if I am okay, can you be okay,
and I agree with this today,
but most of my life I felt like "Ubuntu".

Another video about the Clinton Global Initiative (CGI)
"a nonpartisan catalyst for action,
bringing global leaders together
to address the world's most pressing challenges." 2006
Bill Clinton: "I Am Because You Are"
Archbishop Tuto:
"Ubuntu is not being altroistic,
it's the best form of self-interest"






Sunday, November 30, 2010
excerpted from Abraham’s new Getting into the Vortex Guided Meditation CD

There is no end to life experience,
for you are an Eternal Being
with never-ending opportunities for joyous expansion.

With each new desire
that is launched a nd then allowed to manifest—
you will discover yet another platform
from which to launch more desire.
This process of creation
is not about getting the creation finished
and finding an end to needed manifestations.
It is about the joyous process of expansion.
And in the very moment that your intention shifts
to a determination to “feel good”
rather than a determination of “manifest something,”
not only will you become a consistently happy person,
but all things wanted will flow easily to you.

It seems a paradox to some—in the beginning—
while it is not paradoxical at all:
“I want these things because I would feel better in the having of them,
but my awareness of their absence prevents me from having them.
But if I can find a way of feeling better
even without having them,
then they can be mine.”

A powerful Universal truth is simply this:
you cannot attract the presence of something wanted
when predominantly aware of its absence.




There's a video " Creation is Calling- are you Listening?"-
about the
THE STUNNING BEAUTY OF THIS PLANETARY EDEN,
utilizing footage from the BBC Planet Earth Series,
But except for a newborn holding the finger of a grownup,


there is nothing about humans.

And the purpose of the video is to praise God,
while my purpose is to make humans love themselves
by seeing the beauty in themselves.
And then they will also guard the beauty of our planet.

The Earth's beauty has been like that for eons and eons
and it's definitely a step forward,
that we begin to SEE it and make others SEE it.

But there is much beauty in humans and in human creations, too. This is what I now want to SEE and make SEE ever more.

While taking a nap, I read in the booklet of "Better Vision" just one sentence;
"First, your mind selects what it wants to see from its total field of vision
(Skill one: Peripheral Awareness and Central/Perpheral Balance)",
and then looked up without "selecting".... finding my eyes resting on the painting of "The State of Israel",
discerning the overlapping triangles, remembering the sound-waves in the form of a "tent-pyramid" above,
remembering what my brother said, when he gifted me with this last painting of his life, in August 1969:
"Israel will cause itself a lot of troubles, but in the end out of Israel itself will come deliverance",
and only then did I become aware, that it would have been Eberhard's 68th birthday today.

From Brother/Sisterhood: "Frau Schuergs erstes Wort war, als ich zur Trauerfeier nach Grossaltdorf kam:
"Eberhard war so sehr beeindruckt von der Solidaritaet und der nahen Gemeinschaft unter den Menschen in Israel.
Genau das wollte er verwirklichen. Die Menschen sollten einander gegenueber nicht gleichgueltig sein.
Er wollte Gemeinschaft schaffen. Wenigstens durch seinen Tod ist ihm das hier in Grossaltdorf gelungen."

Er wollte die Menschen, mit denen er in seinem Lebensbereich zu tun hatte,
einander zugeneigt und dadurch froher machen.
Wenn irgendetwas dieses Ideal verwirklichen kann, so ist es das gemeinsame Singen,
wo jeder Einzelne aus seiner Passivitaet heraustritt
und doch seine Aktivitaet erst durch die Zusammenarbeit aller Sinn bekommt -
eben sein eignes Singen erst durch das Singen aller andern den Klang gewinnt,
der umgekehrt wiedrum auf die Seele jedes Einzelnen einwirkt
und wenigsten in diesem Augenblickdarin Zu-Frieden-heit schafft.


The purple color now came into the painting as a reflection from my red curtains.
It makes this moment unique, and no photo of this prophecy will reproduce this.
After I had taken the photo, I glanced over to the opposite wall with this picture!
For the first time I realized, that the two paintings of Eberhard in my room
symbolize my double origin: Christian and Jewish, and the merging of both in me.
And when I read a few passages in "Brother/Sisterhood" I discovered a poem,
the third stanza of which expresses all I know and desire regarding humankind:
Uns gab der Schoepfer ganz aus seinen Haenden,
Jeden allein und alle unvollendet,
Setzte uns aus in fremdesten Gelaenden
Und hat uns doch zur Heimkehr ausgesendet,
dass nur, wenn wir fuer alle Heimat faenden,
Geschaehe, dass fuer uns der Weg sich endet
Rudi Ehrenberg, Franz Rosenzweig's cousin, and like him in love with "Gritli"...
He was a baptized Jew, whose only son fell for a "fatherland" which excluded him
"And yet HE has sent us out for returning home,
so that only, if we would find a homeland for all,
would happen, that the way will end itself for us!"



"Partnership Diary", 1977, 98b

"Liberty through Responsibility", 1975, page 17b

"Partnership Diary", 1977, 98b

"Liberty through Responsibility", 1975, page 17c-18a

 

 

 

 

 

Arad, Wednesday, December 1, 2010, once again: Eve of the first day of Chanuka

Thinking about my brother, dead since 40 years, this morning
from a poem sent by Yanina

When great (?) souls die
the air around us becomes
light, rare, sterile,
We breathe, briefly,
Our eyes, briefly,
see with hurtful clarity
Our memory, suddenly sharpened'
examines,
gnaws on words,
unsaid,
promised walks,
never taken.
Thinking about that shame about my un-love in the pool yesterday
a letter to Yanina




Monday, December 1, 2010
excerpted from Abraham’s new Getting into the Vortex Guided Meditation CD

When you understand
that you are a Vibrational Being, first and foremost—
and that your dominant intention
becomes that of tuning your Vibrational frequency
to that of the Source within you—
you will provide the perfect basis for the cells of your physical body
to thrive.


But if you are approaching your physical body
from the usual physical standpoint,
noticing symptoms and analyzing your physical condition,
you will emit Vibrational resistance that hinders your well-being.
In other words, your Vibrational response to your current condition makes it difficult to overcome any unwanted physical condition.


When you are able to find 15 minutes in every day to relax
and tune to the frequency of your Source, ..
, all resistance and hindrance will cease,
allowing the cells of your body the opportunity
to return to their natural state of Well-Being.
And your improved Vibrational state
will then begin to spread through larger segments of your day.


At the root of your physical condition is the condition of your cells.
At the root of the physical condition of your cells
is a Vibrational pattern.
At the root of that Vibrational pattern
is alignment with the Well-Being of the Source within you.

Though according to RUOW "Angels" are pure spirit beings, i.e. without any "Will" essence, i.e. feelings, I keep mentioning "Angels which appeared on the abyss" - in my life. I therefore want to quote "Matthew", a trustworthy source which I've often quoted before.

Note from Jean Hudon (who sends regular compilations by e-mails): In preparation for this Meditation Focus (about angels), I asked Suzy to see with Matthew (who once was Suzy's son...), if he would like to share with us all his perspective about angels. Here is the message he gave to Suzy on Nov. 22, 2010

... They were co-created by the archangels and Creator and are the only souls who never separated spiritually from the Oneness. As collective energies of light whose missions are safeguarding, assisting and comforting, they are constantly vigilant so they can instantly respond as needed. Although a guardian angel, or gatekeeper, is assigned to every person as the primary constant unseen and silent protector, helper and guide, most angels are free agents, always available as reinforcements for the guardian angel whenever the need arises.

Of course you can call upon the angelic realms for assistance at any time, but even when you don't, the energy of your anticipated need shoots out into the divine communication system and instantly God's emissaries respond appropriately. Many people in life-threatening situations have been saved by angels' intervention    in  accordance   with   soul   contracts,   but if the consequences of dire circumstances   are   within   the souls'   chosen experiencing,   the   angels    cannot    interfere.    They are, however, permitted   to relieve   extreme mental or emotional anguish. Without that   angelic   buffer   between clear thought   and desperation, wise behavior and irrational action, or miscalculation and its results, many physical lifetimes would be much shorter than soul contract choices.

... At times angels may appear to be as solid as your bodies seem. They can work through entities in a human form but with suprahuman capabilities, and some of the lower angelics can spend a lifetime in Earth's density. They manifest a human form and, with great diligence and tenderness, serve wherever they see the need-if you think of someone as being an angel, you may indeed be right.
I'm glad, I once again came across Enyia's Angel-song, so cherished by me, when I used to hear it from a casette on my walkman in the desert , 15 years ago.
And see the amazing "Angelic Message" about "Using Eye Movement" , which connects with my dedication to my Eyes this week!

 

I began to create new lyrics of celebration
to a song of mourning about dead soldiers:
DID YOU     S E E   WHAT BEAUTY....?
"Did you see what beauty
is occurring between humans?
No more are they judging
each blemish
but are accepting themselves."
"Afghanistan-Skateistan"
This is only an example of this very day,
which should point to my sequence about
"Celebrating what is right with the World"
between Jan. 10, 2010 and Febr. 18, 2010

« Human Rights Day 10 December 2010"
»Skate Aid & Green Helmets in Afghanistan / http://www.skate-aid.org/en/projects

The Titus Dittmann Foundation –
For more than 30 years now, for us everything revolves around skateboarding.
From the beginning we recognized the enormous power of the skateboard.
Skateboarding knows no frontiers and wars, colour of skin or hate, rich or poor:
Skateboarding unites and promotes a sense of identity and purpose
especially in the development of young people.
From early days we have promoted national and international skateboard-projects.
In 2008, when we supported an initiative in Kabul
I came to realize once more how ideally instrumental skateboarding is
in overcoming differences in areas of conflict.
After my first visit to Afghanistan, it was clear to me: I need to stay with it to achieve even more.

In January 2010 I established the Titus Dittmann Foundation.
With the skate-aid initiative we utilize the power of skateboarding and our entire potential
to bring hope on four wheels to young people, whether in Afghanistan, Africa or ...
a share of happiness and security to children who have been deprived of their childhood. Titus Dittmann
GRUENHELME e.V. (GREEN HELMETS)
was founded in Germany in April 2003.
The association is working as a humanitarian agency
and consists of nine members.
Dr. Rupert Neudeck ( founder of the NGO Cap Anamur), Aiman Mazyek
(spokesman of the Central Committee of Mulims)
and Josef Grundner
(a logistician and specialist in houses & school onstruction who worked several years in Kosovo and Afghanistan
on humanitarian base).

The dialogue between different religions and cultures is not new. There is no lack of conferences, summit meetings, papers and good intentions. But what is missing is the aim to transfer these intentions into real actions. Our main interest is the reconstruction of villages, schools and ambulances in destroyed regions. We always collaborate with the local population. We want to revive John F. Kennedys idea of a Peace Corps and we aim to unite young christian and muslim Germans as well as other people with the same understanding and the intention to work together and create something.

We are looking forward to get the best collaboraters who are able to work practically and who are willing to invest radically three months of their life for this work. We are not looking for dreamers, each collaborator has to be psycholgically and physically stable and able to bear the challenges of our work.

Afghanistan: In Totechi (engl. “the flutist”), a village of 369 families, two schools for boys and girls were built. At the same time, the 750 pupils undertook to plant one tree respectively as a sign against erosion. ....


"Partnership Diary", 1977, 98b

"Liberty through Responsibility", 1975, page 18b-19

"Partnership Diary", 1977, 100b

 

"Liberty through Responsibility", 1975, page 20a

 

 

 

 

 

 

Arad, Thursday, December 2, 2010, first day of Chanuka
From 2-3:30 PM, Amit (6), my landlords' son, will be with me - "he is crazy with joy" .
From 4 PM till the end of Shabbat, Rotem, my granddaughter (17 1/2), will be with me.
I desire to breathe and blink and celebrate and integrate my turmoil of feelings and fear!

 So far I deemed this passage in "Right Use of Will" --- the most practical way - of
integrating Will-Body-Spirit or Feeling-Body-Consciousness!
But now and today this is valid only for sudden surges of emotions,
which are triggered by traumas from the past or by specific "holes".
What about continuous pressure - i.e. fear of expectations ??

"Now I want to explain what I mean by emotional release.
When you have an emotion such as grief or fear come up
[Rachel: or any vibration of discontent or uneasiness with yourself]
you need to feel it in your Body
until your Body urges you to express it in some way.
Then express in the way your Body is urging you to do.
Express in this way until you feel no further need to do it.
Surrender to the expression while it is happening
and let it take its course freely.

Be in as much a state of openness and acceptance as possible.
Let the emotional release show you what it has to teach.
Pay attention to everything
that comes into your consciousness at this time.
Let everything that happens find acceptance with you instead of denial.
Release any judgments that surface and seem ready to go.
When the release subsides, rest and remain open.
IF more emotion surfaces, release it as your Body directs.

The understandings you will receive from doing this
are not anything I can put in a book.
You will find that your emotions
have so much to teach you that you did not realize previously
that you will soon find yourself wanting your emotions
to release their old charge
so that you can   remember your past,    learn   and    feel   free    again.
Your Body is going to soon realize how much better it feels
when it no longer has to hold old charge.
... I may speak to you and tell you how to do it
or I may send you an experience to trigger it
... This is why I am now sending this book to Earth.
Even though many people do not at present want to hear from Me
and would prefer to face their own reflection without knowing it,
some want My help.

[See the passsage also in Hebrew in puzzle piece 13, Feel All There Is to FEEL]
violet book, The First Creation, p.1
"I did not know then
                that I was love,
      and I did not realize
I had given unlovingness
       - in the form of
   denial of My love -
to My fear."
[see more of these quotes
from the RUOW books
and from Godchannel.com
in the left frame of
puzzle piece 13,
Feel all there is to Feel]
yellow book p.237
"You have to allow yourself
to notice what you feel
more than what you think,
if you want to throw the balance
where it needs to be
with any kind of speed
 

Introduction to the purple book
"Feelings give movement to Creation.
Without feelings, there is no desire
and without desire vibration would stop.
Vibration is life and so it follows
that you must have desire to have life."
Godchannel, from a dialog
"When you have no judgments against yourself,
the grief [or my ongoing pressure!] can well up
and flow through you.
Grief [or ongoing pressure] that is free of guilt
is a beautiful, deep feeling,
very much like love.
And as the grief [ of ongoing pressure] moves through,
space opens for joy.
 

I myself:
Let go of resistance and judgments ("I should be only happy about my guests!")
Breathe and blink and en-joy -pressure and excitement and ALL!     

When expectations from others cause tension,
I'm giving my own eyes more loving attention!!

Monday, December 2, 2010
excerpted from Abraham’s new Getting into the Vortex Guided Meditation CD
Since this is the last excerpt of this Meditation, I need to say again,
that "meditation" doesn't work for me, but  I  AM  in the "VORTEX"!


As you deliberately look for positive aspects
in others who surround you,
you will train your Vibrational propensity
into increasing improved Vibrations.
So it does not matter how many negative thoughts you have thought before,
or how long you have been negatively focused.
You can deliberately focus—right now—on an improved thought.
Because the Law of Attraction
is responding to your current thought,
more thoughts like that current thought
are most likely to come into focus for you.

In other words, the Law of Attraction
(that which is like unto itself, is drawn)
will continue to dish up for you more and more thoughts
that match your current Vibrational frequency.
And so, the more you deliberately choose better-feeling thoughts,
the more easy and ready access you will have
to much better-feeling Thoughts.
...There is no better path
to wonderful, meaningful, good-feeling relationships
than the combination of a daily meditation—
allowing your Vibration to find its natural balance—
and the deliberate focusing upon positive aspects.
--- Abraham

This is 32 of 32 practical expanded quotes excerpted from
Abraham’s new Getting into the Vortex Guided Meditation CD and User Guide
that will be available everywhere on Nov. 15, 2010.

 

"Partnership Diary", 1977, 100b-101a

 

"Liberty through Responsibility", 1975, page 21-22a

"Partnership Diary", 1977, 101b

 

"Liberty through Responsibility", 1975, page 22b

22:00 ~~sweet 95 min. with Amit, baking bread and "navigating" in the desert ~~~ intense soul-work with Rotem and not intense-enough Chanuka singing/chatting
~~not consistently sticking to my goal of "feeling all there is to feel" ~~~ terrible bus turn-over on Carmel mountains (41 prison employees dead), fire still racing on.

Amit, who was in his mother's womb,
when I moved into the flat underneath my landlords
exactly 6 years ago, on December 3, 2004
kneads the dough (for my bread) - for the first time in his life,
with the professionality of a baker!

 

"Partnership Diary", 1977, 101c-102a

"Liberty through Responsibility", 1975, page 22c-23a

"Liberty through Responsibility", 1975, page 23ab-24a




continuation not on the following page, but in Learn&Live 10

Continuation of Closeups to my Past, Finetuning to my Present, Nourishment for my Living -
- which enhance and enrich my experience of "Mika's Heaven on Earth"