The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.i.s.s.
as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential PEERS
to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
and - as holograms - all of Creation!
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries

[If you look for a word on this page,
click ctrl/F and put a word in "find"]

I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 



See below: December 3-6, 2010
Closeups to my Past, Finetuning to my Present, Nourishment for my Living
- which enhance and enrich my experience of "Mika's Heaven on Earth"



Click! and click again to stop! And if you want to do yourself a favor, join in! Sing!
May my throat's overtone singing today - unite all my denied parts and lost fragments with me - today!



2005 LEARNING & LIVING TODAY
{9 -2005_05_11}
 
"Learning to feel better requires that you become better at feeling"

 

 

"And your movement in Body
will begin to manifest the Creation and Love
your Heart has always desired."


From



Body Pages , A Message from the Mother of Manifestation

[To deeper understand and apply what this Message suggests,
see the quotes in "Body is God"]

"In the terror and the grief
of the expanding feeling-consciousness
happening in Body for many of you now,
you will find many of the voices you have silenced,
hear the cries that caused you to stop up your ears,
and feel the pain you thought you could not bear.
...
You must discover for yourself that you can do this now,
in this Body,
...
No one can do this work but you.

 

"The gift of a Body is the gift of sovereignty.
It is the gift of
power,
choice,
and ultimately,
absolute freedom.

And because of all of the misunderstanding, separations, and denials,
it has been abused.

To reclaim the power of Manifestation,
you must forgive yourself
for being Body's victim ~ and its abuser.

Please allow yourself to feel into this before you continue ~
in all of the ways that this resonates within you."

 

"As you find and release the primary judgments against Body, and Form,

[as to the term "releasing judgments" , see puzzle piece 6 "Judgment release"]

you will gain access to what your body is holding,

and widen the opportunity for your body to clear what it is holding.

 

"As you recognize your own parentalness there,

[as to the term "parentalness" , see puzzle piece12 "The Goal: to Become Parental and Whole]

and uncover the deeper layers of your Self;

as you move into and through the rage, terror and grief

more deeply than you thought possible;

you are not only bringing Loving Light
where it can heal,
you are participating in the evolution of Deity.

[EMOTIONS HAVE TO BE MOVED PHYSICALLY, in order to HEAL and to EVOLVE,
is the central message of Right Use of Will and Godchannel.com,
see, for instance, puzzle piece 3 "Evolving Emotions" and puzzle piece 17 "How I learnt Moving Emotion Techniques" ]

Working backwards is the only way to go forward
because you cannot evolve without all of your Self.
[Again: "Working backwards", usually called "Driving Backward into the Future", is one of the basic concepts of God's info,
see, for instance, puzzle piece 1, "Driving Backwards"]

"And ultimately you must bring all of your Self
into your depths, your darkness;
into your 'past,' your denials;
into your gap, your Hell;
into all of the places you have not wanted to go.

["Denial of Emotions" is, according to God's info, the root of all the suffering on Earth,
see, for instance, puzzle piece 10 "Denial of Will", and puzzle piece 10b "How God started to feel and to deny"]

[as to the term "hell", see puzzle piece 54 "Light's Way to Dwell in Hell"]


...
You must go there your Self.
With everything that you have.
...

"If you continue this work,
you must confront the question of who you are.
Could you really be the One,
the most Parental aspect of Manifestation?

[I just got an e-mail with a channeled message , that talks about us as "multidimensional creators",
but what sounds to me purely "spiritual" in that message,
has a practical basis as well as a practical goal in God's own info,
as in "Body Pages . A Letter from God to the Father & Mother of Creation"
and in "A Letter from God to Those Doing the Healing Work"
and in "Healing Class IV: Body, Introduction by Spirit: Identity"]


For some of you, this is a terrifying prospect,
for it implies that you are responsible
for healing more than you believe you are capable of healing.
For others, it will bring relief to know
that you really are the only one that can do this.
...
it will lead you to your relationship to Original Heart,
and the Original Heartbreak there.
...

Yes, time is of the essence, but speed is not.
It is not wrong if you find yourself slowing down
to approach the parts of you that have nearly stopped vibrating.
You must find your own balance of input to process,
[what's "balance of input to process"???]
and allow those around you the sovereign right to find theirs.

...

"Learning to move these feelings in your body safely
is the best way to help yourself,
and judgment release can help the movement
necessary to open your process to new and deeper levels.
The more you can work on the inside, in private,
or in a mature relationship,
the less you will have to work with 'outside events'
...

be gentle with yourselves,
and do not overlook the help that is available to you
when you talk to God or the Mother on the inside.
The key to the union
of Original Spirit and Original Will
in you
is
to identify with Body.

....
"And your movement in Body
will begin to manifest the Creation and Love
your Heart has always desired."



December 3-6, 2010
Closeups to my Past, Finetuning to my Present, Nourishment for my Living
- which enhance and enrich my experience of "Mika's Heaven on Earth"

 

Arad, Sunday-Monday, December 5-6, 2010,

Amidst my blaming rage about the "Carmel-Chanuka-Fire" and the "Damoun-Prison",
I am in great need of fulfilling my daily vow of
"wombing all the people of Israel in my womb"

 

Once again I re-studied the message above!!
This time it's truly necessary to remind me to
move into and through the rage, terror and grief
which I feel with concern to the Carmel-cataclysm which has "hit" Israel.
The message says, that if I can move into and through the rage and grief
"you are not only bringing Loving Light
where it can heal,
you are participating in the evolution of Deity"

Since what I identify as "Carmel-cataclysm" is still burning on,
I'll first create a composition of my togetherness with Rotem,
who was here and experienced with me my rage and my grief.

Far from the burning forests in the north, my granddaughter and I are hitchhiking from Arad to the Salt-Sea and along the Salt-Sea till Ein-Gedi


At Massada junction, my picture as a hitchhiker is taken for the first time after 50 years!


After an hour of climbing across small and big stones (difficult for Grandma...) we still find ourselves totally alone with the Salt Sea

While walking/climbing we come across salt-sculptures like this bunch of "roses" or "mushrooms"

 

 


A little above the shore we discover a "bench" , a huge black bar or beam, partly covered with salt,
and also - above to the right - an even, cosy spot, where a person or a couple may have stayed for a while,
leaving behind them a small rope with a few pegs between the tamarisks.
Below -not visible here- a spring of sweet, a bit sulphorized, water is flowing out from underneath a smooth rock.
Human hands had heaped up a small dam, so as to catch the water in a pond, which even Rotem tried out.
She didn't want to enter the "cold" water of the Salt Sea, leave alone swim in it like I did, enjoying it greatly.
Later we sat on the "bench" and I tried to imagine from where and when this beam was swept to the shore...
What a pretty place! No wonder, that Rotem didn't want to continue to our goal, my place with cave and pond.
And I didn't press it, since 6 weeks ago -- I had had the chance to enjoy pond and cave with my German family.
Since my own sweet spring and pond, next to which I was living for 3 months in 2000, is no longer to be found,
- already in 2003/4 the area had collapsed, and now tamarisks are covering anything that could me remind of it,
I felt gladness, that once again I had discovered a place with sweet water, though not easily accessible,
and till my return it might already have disappeared because of the sinking sea and the collapsing shore.


A cosy Shabbat Eve + third Chanuka night with two star-children, Boris (24) from Arad and Rotem (17) from Modi'in


We walked - swiftly, for lack of time - to a spot in the desert east of Arad, from where the Dead Sea can be seen.
The stunning color of the setting sun on Rotem's hair and skin, and on the stones and mountain crests
merged - in my imagination and grief - with the color of the flames on the Carmel mountains

Carmel-Chanuka-Fire and Damoun-Prison for illegal immigrants

 

Exploding with grief and rage I wrote 2 letters, but did not send them!
Es tut mir leid, dass ich darueber im Augenblick nicht laecheln kann. Was hier seit Donnerstag geschieht, die 41 Toten
und die Verwuestung des Karmel, und die 15000 Evakuierten,
und immer ist noch kein Ende des Brandes abzusehen, ist fuer so ein kleines Land entsetzlich. Fuer mich noch besonders,
weil ich in die Tiefe sehe und weiss, wie zumindest der Tod der 41 haette verhindert werden koennen. Und dann das rasende Feuer bei der Hitze , die nach wie vor auch In Arad 26-28 Grad ist.
Und warum ausgerechnet auf dem Karmel?
Da hat der Prophet Elia - verfolgt bis zum geht-nicht -mehr-
sein bloedsinniges Feuer von Himmel her anzuenden lassen,
Ihr kennt doch wohl Mendelssohns' Elia, um zu beweisen, wer der rechte Gott ist. das Wunder ist ihm gelungen, fuer solche Leute ist Magie kein Kunststueck. Aber was war das Resultat?
Dass er sich hinreissen liess, 400 Baalspriester bzuschlachten,
und dann natuerlich vor der Balls-Koenigen Isebel fliehen musste.
Was dann folgt, ist eines der michberuehrendsten Geschichten in der Bibel, und sie hat mit Rotem zu tun, die Ronnit eben "mir zuliebe" nach dieser Geschichte so genannt hat, und sie war auch bei mir von Donnerstag bis gestern abend, - so konnten wir die furchtbaren Dinge zusammen "erleben',
... aber nochmals zu Elia, einem meiner 3 Lieblinge in der Bibel: er musste also fliehen , tat das von Beersheva aus nach Sueden, und dann schlief er unter einem "Rotem", einem Ginsterstrauch, ein Engel kommt, gibt ihm zu essen und zu trinken und er darf nochmals unter Rotem schlafen, und er, der eigentlich gebetet hatte, sterben zu duerfen, weil er nicht besser als seine Vaeter sei, wird nun gedraengt sich auf einen weiten Weg zu machen. Der fuehrt ihn zum Berg Gottes und da, in der Hoehle, hat er dann ein Erlebnis, das ihm zeigt, dass Gott NICHT im Feuer ist, noch im Sturm noch im Erdbeben, sondern in der Stimme eines feinen Schweigens.
The synchronicity with Rabbi Ohad Ezrachi, [see Noah's Diary 12b]
- the one who was our rabbi at AUschwitz-BirkenAU in Nov. 2003,
and the one who helped me after I was flooded in Noah's Cave in December 2003 [Noah's Diary 19th day]

http://kabalove.org/articles/holydays/hanukkah/self-temple

http://kabalove.org/articles/hanuka-2005

 


Excerpts from an article on the Internet site of the Israeli channel 2, on Dec. 6,2010
The article includes several videos, one -s. below -"Special Report: Back to the Bus",
proves , that in such a cataclysm there is always someone around to document it.


Fast motion of 3 day Carmel Fire,
photographed by Haifa University

 

 

 

"...you must confront the question of who you are.
Could you really be the One,
the most Parental aspect of Manifestation?"

I again read the message on top of this page,
and after having given 2 full days to my rage,
I must become parental to "Damoun Prison".
How? I don't know.
Except for letting go of raging and blaming,
and instead "wombing Israel in my womb"!






Abraham 1998    E-mail Quote on Dec. 6, 2010

You have sole ownership of your vision.
And the Universe will give you
what you want within your vision.

What happens with most people is
that they muddy their vision with "reality".
Their vision becomes full of not only what they want
but what everybody else thinks about what they want, too.

Your work is to clarify and purify your vision
so that the vibration that you are offering
can then be answered
Again, I'm angry at "Abraham" for not taking into account,
that it might not be right timing for my vision to manifest,
If my Desert Vision would manifest, among people,
people who still have such denial and self-hatred,
there would be a backlash, a REVERSAL,
that might be more terrible than the situation is now.

But I do accept the message with concern to desires,
that have to do only with myself.
For instance, right now, Dec. 6, 2010, 10:27
I am "punished" once more
for having taken an initiative - to invite my landlords' kids for a walk.
Since it's holiday and their parents work, they are alone at home.
I DESIRE to NOT SUCCUMB to MY PATTERN
of rushing towards fulfilling what I believe to be people's expectations,
but instead wait for people to ask from me if and what they want from me,
and if this waiting causes a turmoil of abhorrent feelings,
I      DESIRE      to     not       act     on     these     feelings,
but to FEEL these FEELINGS, BREATHE and BLINK them!

In the end the togetherness with Lior and Amit was fruitful!

 

Continuation of Closeups to my Past, Finetuning to my Present, Nourishment for my Living -
- which enhance and enrich my experience of "Mika's Heaven on Earth"