The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries

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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

 

A magnificent full rainbow appeared above the barbed wire of the once deadly fence,
when 57 people from 8 nations crossed this gate to BirkenAU on November 3, 2003.
Outside - under the birches, then bare and bleak, since any leaf would be instantly eaten,
women and children were herded together before being sent to the close gas-chambers.
Inside - the remnants of Crematorium IV, blown up by the "Sonder-Kommando" in 1944.
It was at a time, when 400 000 Jews from Hungary were exterminated within 2 months.

Those who were forced to do " the job " were mostly Jews from Salonikae in Greece,
who started their life-span of three (!) months "fresh", i.e. not yet emaciated by hunger.
"If someone refused, the head of his wife would be knocked into the fire and burnt."
Witnessed and told to me today - 2003_11_28 - by Helena Hammermesh t~~ in Israel.
  
"We were four women in the camp resistance,
Three of us worked in the ammunition factory.
It was the women, who were hanged,
for they had smuggled the materials
to the Sonder-Kommando
for making the bombs.

"Tell the world, Rachel, save Jewish dignity!
We were not sheep dragged to slaughter,
we were human and we were humane."

Already in 1986 I taped Helena's stories
about the small lights in the darkness,
resistance and support for each other,
self-respect and self-determination.


AU-schwitz-Birken-AU
Retreat - November 2003_11_3-10
 
The rainbow joins earth and sky ~ merges rain and sun,
and displays multiple, distinct colors of the ONE Light !
It is the sign of the Covenant between YHWH and Noah,
that never again will there be intent to blot out humans.
But there was this intent! There still are such attempts!
                "God" and  Wo/Man need to heal, grow, evolve,
                   towards aligning with the Rainbow Covenant.

 

 

NOAH'S VISION

     
  Grief and Grace  
  Preparing in Israel   Marian's Auschwitz-BirkenAU
  Preparing in Germany   Marian's Drawn Memories I-II
  Preparing in Polish Krakov   Harmeze - Harm&Harmony I-II
  Preparing in Jewish Krakov
  Christa-Rachel's List
The Ashes Pond I-II  

 

 

 

 

OUR  VOICES'  SHOFAR  around  the  EARTH

 

Preparing for Auschwitz
Israel>Germany>Krakau

 

Polish Krakau

I arrive in Warschau (I deliberately use the German spelling).
The air-port is like dead.
I let myself be manipulated/cheated by a man,
who shows a certificate "official tourist information" and claims,
that since this is All Saints' Day,
and all the people visit their graves,
there is no shuttle and that I have no choice but going with him by taxi.
Gullible as I am, - and used to Israel's bus-less quietness on festivals -
I didn't ask about a bus, (which - on my way back - cost only half a Euro..)
and so I contributed the contribution of two of my penniless Israeli friends
to the six children, my Polish driver claimed to support.


I was apprehensive of the 2 hour train travel to Krakov.
The trains, the trains to BirkenAU~~~~
One of the best essays I wrote at school, at the age of 12, was about the Stuttgart train-station.
I cherished trains and train-stations.
Until I could no longer get rid of the image of those trains and their tortured, tormented human freight...

An afternoon moon ("oh MOON, HOW DARE YOU GO ON SHINING!") entered the one photo I took from the train.


I cannot bear being in a country where I don't understand the language.
Hardly anyone I met in Krakov understood English and I felt as if dumb.
But this feeling was appropriate - - there --- in Polish Krakov, in Jewish Krakov.

Not the hotel, recommended to the participants, was my abode,
but a simple hostel in the old town hosted me warmly.
From my window I had the chance to glance into people's backyards:
    
I went to look for those participants who had already arrived.
I waited in the hotel.
I went to look for Ginni in some extraordinary restaurant.
In the end I went "home".
The next morning I came to join the tour to the salt-mines, proposed for those who came early.
I had been given the money for things like that from two friends:
"So you can feel part of the group!"
But the "tourists" were gone already.
I wondered: "Am I not going to be part of the group, after all?"

"Hard as she tries to be a part, she is still the odd ball out."
A sentence from a channeling, done on my behalf without my quest, years ago, came to my mind.

It was raining the whole day long.
This suited me well.
I entered 3 different churches during service.

I loved the wells.


I walked through the streets , imagining Shimik and Gusta and their companions of the Jewish Resistance..



I hated the gigantic, abstruse sculptures.



 

And I marveled at the handshake of a king and a queen.
It commemorated some union between Poland and another country.
For me it symbolized the healing between man/woman.

And I watched a man as he unloaded fruits and vegetables and placed them artisticly in his kiosk


How different Krakov looked the next day after our visit in the Ghetto and before our departure to AUschwitz-BirkenAU

 

to the last step of preparation: the Jewish Ghetto