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The Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

to help me and my potential P E E R s

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"

Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries

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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

K.I.S.S. - L O G 2 0 0 8
Keep It Simple Sweetheart

	1	2	3	4	5	6	7		"AZ NIDBERU" - My new Midrash and song in 5 languages about the prophecy of Malachi 3, 16 ["YHWH" is named "HA-SHEM"= The Name]
1 2 3	How Learn And	I The Train	Heal Conditions In	Myself For Creating	Into Heaven Those	Whole On Conditions	Self-acceptance Earth Daily	Click!	Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk among each other, and he listens and he hears yatakaalamuna allathina yarau'na-hu , va-yusri va-yasma' Dann die IHN schauen, werden reden miteinander, und er lauscht und er hoert Puis ceux qu'ils voient Ha-Shem, se parlent l'un a l'autre il entends, il ecoute

It seems that I chose 26 actors for my life's drama and those 26 actors chose me! One common trait of all roles is "mutual dependency" between them and me.
With 16 actors - my family - the mutual dependency is life-long! With my landlords at Arad & with my 6 starchildren, born between 1986-88, it may be temporary.
My children: Immanuel, Ronnit, Micha; my children-in-love: Efrat, Uri, Ra'ayah; my 10 grandchildren [born 1987-2005): Elah-Alon-Tomer-Mika; Jonathan-Rotem-Yael-Itamar; Arnon-Ayelet
My landlords: Ofir & Meital+ Lior (2002) & Amit (2005). My starchildren: Lior Oren, Zipi Winkler , Dina Strat , Meshi Taib, Gal Mor, Boris Arons [26=YHWH=13+13=ahavah+ahavah =LOVE!]

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forward
to future

2008
December 25
Kislev 28
Chanuka
Thursday

between
Arad
and
Dead Sea,
Noah's
Shore

57th day of
Em-
body-
ing
New
Heart

Actions: baking bread
Organizing ourselves
before and after our trip.
Much walking, traveling with busses, hitchhiking,
taxi, swimming, bathing in pool, warming soup

Interactions: with Rotem to Ein-Gedi, shore, Lior Oren joins us, walking for 3 hrs. to Noah's pond. There "Ahuva, Zwi, baby Hemda". Walking back to road, hitchhiking with a nice man to the hotels, lighting candles, long talks

Parting from
my obsession
to complete
this page---
on December 31

"God" is the lights and the shades

The FOCUS of MY INTENTION on the fourth day of Chanuka:
I desire to heighten the of the "Chanuka-gift":

It is the SKILL-to-FEEL which is heralding "Humanity's Awakening ",
Yes! the S K I L L - t o - F E E L I S "Humanity's Awakening" !

Then your light will break forth like the dawn,
and your healing will quickly appear...
and your light will rise in the darkness,
and your gloom will become like the noonday.

HOW do I apply this SKILL-to-FEEL now, at Arad, at 8:45,
I embrace the feeling which wants to push away all my fears of this day with Rotem and Lior, Dead Sea and all,
esp. this time of getting organized before leaving and I accept the fears themselves.
I embrace my desire of wanting "to get rid of " my terrible back-pain and I do embrace it.
I desire to embrace the disappointment with myself:
when there are such pains and such fears I forget to apply my skills to feel, move and accept , "like any human".
I embrace my ambivalence: wanting to be together with Rotem, but also wanting to be al-one with K.is.s.-Log.
I neither judge these feelings nor try to change what seems to cause them
but feel them "with all my heart and all my soul and all my grate-full-ness" [Shma YIsrael: Deut. 6:5]
vibrate Body and ~~~ laugh

for "once the pain is cleared, Laughter is the final stage of Healing"..

Since I didn't dare to take a picture so far,
I'm happy with this one,
which shows Rotem on Mika's birthday
with her flute
and with Uri,
her beloved father

hodayot [thanksgivings] for today

My Body, my Partner, my God
I give thanks to the fact, that
despite such painful experiences with our back in the past,
I nowadays don't even feel the slightest pain,
and that even today I can at least move around and even dare to face
the hardships of traveling to my sulphor pond at the Dead Sea
[to be completed later - Dec. 31: there was no time and then no computer]
I give thanks to the fact, that usually our eyes are functioning so well,
and accept that right now the flimmering adds confusion to the backpain

I'm grate-full that I now had the courage ("ridiculous"!) to say:
"I want 20 min. for my morning-prayer".
I'm grate-full that the minutes with Ronnit were not too hard
(though when I asked a question about her work, she said:
"at khoferet, Imma" - you are digging )
I'm grate-full that I somehow managed with my back and my fears
and that the day with Rotem was harmonious and our talks fruitful.

Song of the Day - Dedicated to my grandson Arnon

If you will go down to the Salt Sea,
what will the Salt tell you?
"Please look across to that rock,
there in the land of Jordan!"

Who is it that flows there?
It's me, who dreams
to heal the rift [the abyss]
I, the river Arnon.

Rotem and I are overjoyed to be at our beloved Salt Sea

There was a little pond here in 1999 , and also still in 2000, but the spring has dried up, since the water-level sank (1 meter per year)

Salt Sculptures

"I lift my eyes to the mountains from where my help comes"

A slight rain makes it advisable to find shelter under the tamarisks

Lior's bus from Jerusalem has arrived at the same junction of
Ein-Gedi Fieldschool, Youth Hostel and entry to the David Wadi,
where our bus from Arad had arrived half an hour earlier.
She comes down to this shore to meet us.

We begin to walk along the shore. It shouldn't take us more than an hour to "Noah's Pond".
But it will take us three hours,
because of the extreme pain in my back and because of the exquisite beauty everywhere
- what clarity of the sight on this clouded day!!! -

The old path to my sweet water pond is now hardly passable

A little bay has formed, since I passed along this segment of the shore the last time

Another perspective of the little bay

A closeup of the bay in the water

A closeup of the bay in the sky

Looking South

In the year 2000 there was hardly a tiny tamarisk shrub in this area.
But since then the water level sank about 7 meters,
and springs which before erupted underneath the water,
now erupt on the dried-out slope,
and though their water may not be really sweet,
it makes a forest of tamarisks grow.