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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk
among each other,
and he listens and he
hears
yatakaalamuna allathina
yarau'na-hu ,
va-yusri va-yasma'
Dann die IHN schauen, werden reden miteinander,
und er lauscht und er
hoert
Puis ceux qu'ils voient Ha-Shem, se parlent
l'un a l'autre
il entends,
il ecoute
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It seems that I chose 26 actors
for my life's drama and those 26 actors chose me! One
common trait of all roles is "mutual dependency"
between them and me.
With 16 actors - my family - the mutual
dependency is life-long! With my landlords
at Arad & with my
6 starchildren, born
between 1986-88, it may be temporary.
My children: Immanuel, Ronnit, Micha; my
children-in-love: Efrat, Uri, Ra'ayah; my 10 grandchildren [born
1987-2005): Elah-Alon-Tomer-Mika; Jonathan-Rotem-Yael-Itamar;
Arnon-Ayelet
My landlords: Ofir & Meital+ Lior (2002) & Amit (2005).
My starchildren: Lior Oren, Zipi Winkler , Dina Strat , Meshi
Taib, Gal Mor, Boris Arons [26=YHWH=13+13=ahavah+ahavah =LOVE!]
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"God"
is the lights and the shades
The FOCUS of MY INTENTION
on the third day of Chanuka:
I
desire to heighten the 
of the "Chanuka-gift":
It is the SKILL-to-FEEL which is heralding "Humanity's
Awakening ",
Yes! the S K I L L - t o - F E E
L I S "Humanity's
Awakening" !
HOW do I apply
this SKILL-to-FEEL now, at 8:45,
one hour before I'll meet my daughter,
who'll drive Rotem and me to the train-station at Lod,
from where Rotem and I shall travel to my home at Arad and
spend the rest of the day together, just the two of us.
I embrace my fear of
my daughter's fear of being forced - during the 15 min. drive
- to face me or to avoid me .
I embrace my fear of sometimes feeling embarrassed with Rotem,
not knowing what is expected from me.
I embrace my ambivalence: wanting to be together with Rotem,
but also wanting to be al-one with K.is.s.-Log.
I also embrace my slight guilt concerning the "farewell"
(fare "well"...?....) from Efrat (s.
"finetuning" below)
I neither judge these feelings nor try to change
what seems to cause them
but feel them "with
all my heart and all my soul and all my grate-full-ness"
[Shma YIsrael: Deut. 6:5]
vibrate Body and ~~~ laugh 
for "once
the pain is cleared, Laughter is the final stage of Healing"..
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of the day
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hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
9:30
My Body, my Partner,
my God
I give thanks to YOU!
(no time for details on this
day of traveling with Rotem
and hosting her at Arad)
I am grate-full for the rain (even now-
9:31- it's raining strongly again),
and grate-full for the 2 minutes with Mika in the puddle.
I am grate-full for the harmony and communication with Efrat
during all the time since Thursday night.
I am grate-full to myself, to my growing skill to feel and
to laugh
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Finetuning
to my Present
How many things can "go wrong"
, or be done "wrongly" within 5 minutes?
After I had packed, I had time to sit near Mika and watch her
TV program with her,
as I've decided to do lately, wanting to be with her, even if
indirectly,
and also responding to her, when she wants to share an observation
with me.
Today she actually asked me to come closer and sit beside her
on the sofa.
Suddenly I had the idea - since her mother still wasn't ready
- to go out
and let her enjoy the puddles, left by the strong rain this
night.
I called: "Efrat,
we are going to the car already, to enjoy the puddles!"
"No, not without a coat and a hat", she
came rushing towards us.
While she dressed her: "And
don't let her get dirty, you with your nonsense!"
"No", I laughed,
"I won't let her clothes get dirty."
When we opened the door, we saw, that
it was still raining a bit.
I asked for Mika's umbrella: "It's
in the car, take the key".
Next to the car Mika stepped into a puddle,
which was alright,
but then she asked me: "Can
I jump?" And I said
"yes" ,
fascinated with her enjoyment.
But there were crumbs of soil etc. in the water and she did
dirty one knee.
"O, Imma will be angry with me",
I said, afraid, and cleaned at least the
dirt.
Then I let her jump in a puddle, where the water was pure, but
I was afraid.
When Efrat came to the car, - tense and nervous as many people
in this situation-
we rushed towards it and opened the backside door,
I hoped, I could manage with the seat-belt, so Efrat wouldn't
see the wet blot.
While first opening the door in front and then: "Let
me do it, you can't manage",
she expressed tensely, angrily, that they
were "again late", "always
late",
and since I've heard this every morning
in the context of
"Mika, why don't you come, when I
call you",
I became a trigger for E., saying;
"At least don't blame Mika, as if it was her fault".
"But I want to express it!"
If this remark hadn't been "unnecessary"
enough, I added crime to crime:
When Efrat turned on the motor and without attention or intention,
said "bye" to me,
I responded - laughingly, but with clear intention: "Shalom,
shalom",
and repeating it over and over tried to
drown her angry reaction:
"I don't like to be reproached right
in the morning".
She drove backward and I started to make
my spirals in the air for Mika.
That's how they left, and I won't see them for 6 days.
The entire sequence wasn't severe as it might sound from this
"report",
and the tension maybe forgotten by now.
Or not?
Efrat is quick to feeling uneasy and guilty just as I am.
But this is exactly the kind of "unimportant" situations,
which I want to feel and vibrate thorougly.
I womb myself as I womb Efrat with all my heart, my soul, my
grate-full-ness.
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At 9:40 Ronnit came with the car and Rotem
and brought us to the train-station at Lod.
I didn't dare to take a picture of either Ronnit or Rotem.
Since the following days were so intense and - yes - documented well,
I hardly remember, what happened during our togetherness until the
next morning.
But I know that our communication was good and warm all the time.
Song
of the Day - a Christmas song which I still deeply cherish
I didn't know on this day, that
a hacker in Russia found the day suitable
for invading Healing-k.i.s.s. and causing havock, which still
continues
despite so many hours of work to repair it, by both, my son
and me...
Ich steh an deiner Krippe hier,
O Jesu du mein Leben;
Ich komme, bring und schenke dir,
Was du mir hast gegeben.
Nimm hin, es ist mein Geist und Sinn,
Herz, Seel und Mut, nimm alles hin
Und laß dir's wohlgefallen. |
2. Da ich noch nicht geboren war,
Da bist du mir geboren
Und hast mich dir zu eigen gar,
Eh ich dich kannt, erkoren.
Eh ich durch deine Hand gemacht,
Da hast du schon bei dir bedacht,
Wie du mein wolltest werden. |
4. Ich sehe dich mit Freuden an
Und kann mich nicht satt sehen;
Und weil ich nun nichts weiter kann,
Bleib ich anbetend stehen.
O daß mein Sinn ein Abgrund wär
Und meine Seel ein weites Meer,
Daß ich dich möchte fassen ! |
And now a live Sevivon, with Yaffit, the assistant,
turning inside, and parents and kids holding ribbons outside, all together
moving round
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Several fathers enter
the room dressed up as bakers
and serve us sufganiot (donots)
Yoav, Adar's father, looks absolutely
professional!
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The exhibition
and competition
of the Chanukia candelabras:
I liked these two- made of natural materials
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Efrat wasn't keen on winning a competition,
which she didn't agree to in the first place, but she did win.
the price : a book which Mika has known for a long time:" to pull
down the moon"
Adi nurses her baby, Yoav carries his creation,
and the two little girls lie on the floor, sit on the "throne"
and love their reflections in the mirror
Two princesses, Mika and Adar, on a posh
seat and reflected in the mirror
The last image completes the first one -
(see Dec. 22 and
Dec. 23) - Mika, the dancer
All my actors - except for Alon, but
see the next scene, and Jonathan,
who hadn't come
- enjoy the youngest family member on her 3rd birthday
Alon now is present for lifting up Mika
on her chair, while everyone sings the traditional lines:
"May you live till next year, until one hundred
and twenty years!"
Now a cardboard box is brought - the expensive
gift from Grandma - a safe piano-stool:
Elah tries to open it
While Immanuel puts the pieces together,
Mika is fascinated,
but when the stool is ready,
she refuses to sit on it or take any interest in it,
and it was due to Ronnit's spontaneity: "Come
Mika, I think Dora (her doll)
wants to sit on it!"
that I received, what anyone wants to receive when giving a gift.
But what was much much more, was the scene with my daughter in a role-play
with Mika!
More images of Mika's birthday on Dec. 20
including Mika's first piano-play on my stool - see on the
last page of Kisslog.
December 24, 2012
On the day of her 7th birthday, Mika got her first piano-lesson.
Since I stayed on for 2 more days, we had time to "practise",
as demanded by the teacher:
creating a dialog with words and tones,
Mika on the high scale, grandma on the low
scale!
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