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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk
among each other,
and he listens and he
hears
yatakaalamuna allathina
yarau'na-hu ,
va-yusri va-yasma'
Dann die IHN schauen, werden reden miteinander,
und er lauscht und er
hoert
Puis ceux qu'ils voient Ha-Shem, se parlent
l'un a l'autre
il entends,
il ecoute
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2008
September 28
Elul
28
Sunday
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Actions:
travel, first with Tomer in his taxi to Rishon Letzion, then
with bus to Lod train station ....
At home: pool , garden kisslog, TV |
Interactions:
with Tomer,
Shimon, the taxi-driver,
Ofir
SMS - 2 - Immanuel
phoning with Tamir
SMS to Paz & Yuval-David |
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The FOCUS of MY INTENTION
TODAY
Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want,
then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what
may
I don't exist to realize my desires, rather my desires exist
to give me reason for creative action and pretext for loving
interaction!
8:09
I desire to part from Tomer
lovingly and to travel home smoothly
I desire that Immanuel, Efrat and Mika will have
another day of wonderful togetherness in London
I desire that Tomer's bitterness against I-E will give way to
understanding & compassion
19:16
I desire to rest as much as Body-Soul need and to assimilate
the nourishment of the last 3 days
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while Tomer is 24 years younger than Tamir, Shmuel - 94 - is
24 years older than me.
He founded the Kibbutz Neve-Eitan, while I founded "Succah
in the Desert"
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hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
no time
19:19
I'm grate-full for 3 days of experiencing
exterior excitement and interior full-fill-ment!
I'm grate-full to Tomer for having challenged me
but not triggered me
and especially for the way, he soothed me during driving.
I'm immensely grate-full to Tamir
a) for having hosted us
b) for having bonded with Tomer
c) for having sung the 'eshet hayil' to me...
I'm grate-full for the incredible staging of this birth on
the day of my coming
I'm grate-full that we were given a car for this visit.
I'm grate-full for the relatively smooth travel back to Arad.
I'm grate-full that I could enter the pool, though it's no
longer outside.
I'm grate-full that Ofir watered my
garden,
though I forgot to inform him of my travel.
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Finetuning
to my Present
[11:15, written in the bus from Beersheva
to Arad
I must understand my "Cain"
pattern as it found its clandestine way
into my "Thanksgiving to my Sixteen":
I inserted my own creations!
wanting appreciation!
Why were excitement and full-fill-ment not enough?
Why did Cain - I - need also to be "received"?
It is not exact what I said to the old man Shmuel, or to Tamir
or to Paz:
that the main condition for a person to NOT be carried away
by addictions (cigarettes, drugs, TV, computer) and for some
- by violence,
is to find the true excitement and the lasting full-fill-ment.
When Tomer time and again postponed watching what I wanted to
show him
(the Thanksgiving to
my Sixteen - since he is the only one
who had not even had a chance to see it, leave alone respond
to it )
and in the end - last night - it was clear,
that he would not want to see it at all,
I could clearly see and also say, that my ego was hurt, though
I can deal with that.
The question is, why do even I need this recognition?]
October 22: see how this
issue keeps unfolding until this day!
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Big Brother Drama
Na'ama
broke down and left the house on Friday.
Last week a terrible assignment:
not to sleep except for 4 hours in 48 days
if not for assignments the group would really die of
boredom,
which brings me back to my issue - excitement and full-fill-ment.
Today Jenny was sent home by the public, as I had imagined,
since she is hardly visible for the public and therefore
"boring".
Renin was devastated
and could show this to her friends (as to the public)
Yossi's appearance in the "confession-room"
was very moving:
"Big Brother, I only want
to know, if my wife comes here every week.
What is happening between me and my daughter
- she would be so pleased:
at home I'm not able to hug my children,
I am cold, it's my wife who takes this task.
But here it's different, and I want her to be glad!"
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TV:
As usual, when I come back from the 4-5
hours travel, including pool,
I'm very tired, and today
- after putting everything in my backpack in order and eating
lunch, -
I couldn't get up after a short nap nor go on sleeping, and
opened TV.
A doc of "World
Heritage" about Zanzibar was followed by another doc
about the Princess
of Zanzibar.
Her life's scenario touched me very much, but here I want to
mention only
t he enormous difference - which tells
mountains! -
in the "usage" of slave-women.
For Christian slave-holders a used slave who got pregnant,
not only did she herself stay a slave for ever, but so did her
children.
A Muslim slave-holder, when the used female bore children,
became free, she became an orderly concubine with rights to
heritage,
and her children became free.
Salmeh was the daughter of such a slave-woman=concubine,
and therefore a princess.
Her great-great-granddaughter Andrea Stumpf in Germany,
one of the participants in the doc,
now has a baby daughter whom she called Salmeh |
Continuation
of Tomer's and my experiences at Neve-Eitan on the weekend
of Ashir-La-El's birth |
My gift for Ashir-La-El:
re-sculpted on K.i.s.s.-Log's starry
background - on October 22
I
told,
how I found this doll and how I worked on clothing her.
But only on Friday morning - after Paz had told me that she
was in labor - did I understand,
that the doll was not meant for me nor for Mika,
it was meant - with all its connotations - for Ashir-La-El.
So after she was born on Friday 15:45, and before I could see
her ,
I dedicated as much time as I could "rob" from Tomer
or Tamir,
to preparing my gift.
I did not have a sheet of paper to write on it the long (....)
explanation of my gift and my blessing,
and therefore used the printed song
for my 70th birthday, which I until then always carried
with me.
This in itself bonded between Ashir-La-El and me....
For the two additional songs which were to accompany my "blessing"
I found two tiny slips of paper on Tamir's table:
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Your nation
has despised itself to death* ,
You atone for the wrong you have not done
If integrity, honesty, purity, if faith and love
Can generate the miracle?
Who knows?
We know -
There are no reparations for the heart of a mother
Whose infant was smashed against a wall
And how will they wipe off the squalor of blood and tears
From a generation's heart of horror?
From where do you, beloved daughter of a foolish generation,
Take the strength to begin all over again and to arouse
Respect and love towards humans created in the image**
Despite of everything?
Be blessed for this!
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Before we left Neve Eitan, I took a lonely walk
around the kibbutz,
forcing myself to not escape the security fence, but to walk along
it - i n s i d e ...
The ugly outskirts of the kibbutz
But the sunset above is gorgeous
The elderly men jog outside the security
fence of Neve Eitan
- beyond them --- the Jordan Valley
Looking east - beyond the security fence
and the lonely palm tree - the Jordan valley
 The
wonderful sunset spectacle in the west make the security fence bearable
There is still agriculture
at Neve-Eitan....
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Along the security fence - walking west -
soon Tomer and I shall drive there,
west and later south..
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2008
September 28
Elul
28
Sunday
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Actions:
travel, first with Tomer in his taxi to Rishon Letzion, then
with bus to Lod train station ....
At home: pool , garden kisslog, TV |
Interactions:
with Tomer,
Shimon, the taxi-driver,
Ofir
SMS - 2 - Immanuel
phoning with Tamir
SMS to Paz & Yuval-David |
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Intro
to
k.i.s.s.-l o g + all
dates
~ Library of
7 years ~ HOME
~ contact ~
SEARCH
( of Latin characters only!) my
eldest granddaughter's video-gallery
whole&full-filled,
never perfect&complete 
Keep It
Simple Sweetheart
K.I.S.S.
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