Edited Godchannel/voices

99/08/19
The original is much more spaced out. But the download spoiled this.
[2003_06_16 - I don't succed in linking this edited file to the original.
But "Part Two" mentions the index of all six parts on top of the page, and from there the original can be reached]

Healing the Invisible You
Voices from Across the Planes

In Six Parts
Voices 1 / Voices 2 / Voices 3 / Voices 4 / Voices 5 / Voices 6 / Responses

Introduction
Part One: Healing Through Feeling - Mother's Voice

Part Two: God, Accept My Rage - Mother Speaks to Spirit Polarity

Part Three: Mother and Father in Heart - Conception of Love

Part Four: The Old God (Consciousness) in You Needs to be Updated

- A Therapy for Attachment to Spiritual Values

Part Five: Let the New God In - Healing through Understanding

Part Six: God's "Falling" into Love - The Awakening of Heart

Responses to Healing the Invisible You

Channelers' note: This contribution is unusual for several reasons,
including its length and the variety of voices and expression.
It is a powerful piece of work that reads best as a single experience.
Unusual spacing allows the liberal use of the scroll bar while reading on screen,
(and it's okay to begin scrolling before the page is fully loaded).
The material in this contribution is highly emotional and often inflammatory,
it can have a profound triggering and healing effect.

Introduction

...Your expressions - love or hate - are teaching Me
something about Mother and You, Heart.
I need to hear them to evolve!

Purpose

One of the dimensions of the purpose of this material
is to unlock the old "rooms" of suppressed emotions and unresolved concerns
that exist now as a dead weight in the body,
blocking and impairing circulation on many levels and in many different ways,
making the body stagnant and prone to disease,
especially inside these blocked areas.
When an individual relives these emotions,
he is vibrating these stagnant areas again
and releasing the unmoving physical or vibrational matters
while NOT JUST VENTILATING
but now understanding the process,
witnessing it
and accepting these matters with his own consciousness fully and unconditionally,
which brings him to a new level of health and well-being.

This material is not just information -
it has the energy BEHIND THE INFORMATION;
it works throughout and around the person's etheric bodies
and it needs time to make the emotions vibrate in the physical body.
So take your time when reading this,
because the deeper your emotions are during the reading,
the deeper you let this energy penetrate, "massage" and enliven
the decaying matter of the inner planes of your being.
If you intend to just quickly go through it
and read it only with your mind,
without feeling it emotionally,
don't waste your time.
This material is not for those who are looking for a mental exercise or for another "interesting concept".
This is a therapy session
and it's intended for those who are in ceaseless pain and who want to heal it and learn how to heal it.

This release is not a painless process, either.
During the healing period
the person might experience some physical or emotional pains or discomforts
surfacing to be "discharged"
and that might create some temporary problems
or conflicts with the person's immediate surroundings,
especially if the emotional experience or its depth
is not catching up with information consumed.
For that reason it is important, even crucial,
for the person doing this kind of deep healing work
to BE AWARE OF THESE "SIDE EFFECTS"
AND CONSCIOUSLY ACCEPT all the "craziness" of these emotional matters
without judging them or becoming them in any way
but only giving them his consciousness' love and understanding
(just as the thoughtful husband would do with his wife).

This and other channelings have many levels of depth and width
and THE MORE ONE CAN EXPERIENCE THEM EMOTIONALLY,
THE DEEPER THE LEVEL OF UNDERSTANDING ONE CAN REACH
and the wider the angle of one's vision of reality can be.
Also, it is important to understand that this material is a living organism;
it is constantly changing
and it will be periodically updated to make it in line with the present moment.

If something in you keeps postponing doing this kind of work,
or if something interferes with it,
it might mean that you are not ready for it yet.
The best time to read this material is
when a person is going through personal difficulties
or some sort of emotional turbulence.
The healing process is much more effective at that time.

When the new paragraphs start with quotes,
it indicates that the Collective Being is speaking
and when it starts without the quotes it means
that the fragment of It, which I am, is speaking.
But it is best to approach it in a non-logical way
because sometimes both or all voices are speaking as one,
so just take it in a non critical way
and if you see some imperfections in the text
take it as a therapy for your attachment to perfection (a half-joke).

Healing Through Feeling

Mother's Voice

Part One of Six

Attention, reader! Shallow, conceptual, emotionless

and apathetic reading of this material may have little

or no healing effect. Please do not skip repetitions

and redundancies. They, along with uncommon

punctuation, are important and intentional.

Thank you, reader for getting along with my not being logical and grammatically precise.

There is no logic here.

There is a feeling.

There is a logic inside the feeling.

Contributor

Winter 1999

While hopelessness and uselessness ease their grip on me,
I rush to put together some of my channeled material
to make it available and accessible to those who need it.
There is some feeling of urgency about it
as if it is kind of getting late -
the next contribution is already nipping at my heels!
I hear the Mother moaning and groaning in me every day
to do something to bring Her messages to Spirit Polarity
as soon as possible,
messages that might bring us to another level
of understanding, questions, answers and practices.

I feel a tremendous, almost unbearable pull on me
to write, sing, scream - whatever! -
these messages that are buzzing endlessly through me
and more so now,
when they sense a teeny little opening for them to get out,
to be heard, manifest, live -
they are all awakening from the dead
and lifting up their boney hands to me
to pull them out from their utterly dark existence.

I finally found the strength (or the weakness?) I needed
to trust and follow my own intuition and desire
(thank you, GodChannel.com!),
I quit whatever "worldly" jobs I had left out there
and gave in to these desperate voices.
Yes, I'm going to write, scream and shout these voices
and I'm going to work my ass off to deliver them,
because I feel, I just know,
that THIS IS MY JOB!
- and always has been
- and as long as I have whatever opening is out there for it
and as long as I have whatever life is left in me,
I'm going to do it no matter what -
so help me God!

It takes a lot of daring on my part to try to be heard
while feeling so broken and silenced in every way,
living outside of the system,
floating between worlds,
not belonging to any of them.
I was born in the Caucasus Mountain region of the former USSR;
[this is were in the early eighties I felt, I was incarnated - then a man - as a couple with Mona..]
English is my third or maybe fifth language
and I have no computer skills or soul around to help me with it.

Some of my channelings were written a while ago,
but I let them just gather dust
because I didn't see anybody
that might be interested in looking into them
and then, when I discovered GodChannel
I couldn't find anybody able to help me to translate these messages into a verbal form.
Aside from having a language problem,
I stumbled into a difficulty with transferring Mother's "simple but complex" understandings into words.

I actually experienced words
as being so limited without accompanying music and rhythm of the speaking voice,
that I found myself "inventing" new words and punctuation
in an effort to be as close to the original as possible.
I know that I'm way behind in getting this out to the reader -
I had to actually hire someone to speed up the process -
but even that was nearly impossible to accomplish!

No matter what I do or how much I try -
I end up with nothing or less.
It all makes me want to ask Spirit
- are you sure you want to help Mother?
Is someone here (or somewhere) going to help me to deliver Mother's voice?
Or are you all going to act out the same old program of killing Mother
so you can then sit in peace and quiet,
and discuss further about helping Her?
She is rapidly losing things She can speak with
- is that what you are all waiting for?

EXPRESSIONS HERE ON THIS SITE ARE A NECESSARY BALANCE FOR SPIRIT WORK

Did I just hear that this site is not a place for expressions of feelings and emotions?

I have lived on three continents and still I have no home.
This site feels like one -
it gives me hope that Love and Life are possible
and I would do everything to make it true.
But why do I have a persistent feeling that we are missing me on this site?

"I feel that if I will sing and be heard by others like me we won't die.
Screaming alone has little power.
The power of aloneness is not enough to break out of my grave and unglue my mouth.
But when I know they hear me - I can scream their voices too!
And then we synchronize~~
~~And you know what that means~~
(Imagine the power of "Act Your Rage" open mike clubs all over the country with TV exposure.
Well~~ they're already there~~ They're called Comedy Clubs~~)

Let me tell you what happened to me
while I was reading the reader's contribution "I'm enraged".
[See the Godchannel file "enraged"]
I experienced a thick emotional splash (thank you, contributor!)
which unglued the clots of old stuff in me that I was unable to access otherwise -
and propelled them up-and-out.
It gave me a push I needed to get out of my "zombiness",
IT MADE ME FEEL(!),
it moved me back to breathing
when I was dangerously numb and frozen
as if I had been given a shot of anesthesia.
It made me feel the pain, and the pus, and the scream of that place
where the question "WHERE IS THE MOTHER?" was buried.
Yes, I did find that place in me, "unjailed" it, gave it a voice -
and then, so many things sprung out of that emotional movement!

Are you sure this site is not a place for expressions of emotions?

FEELING IS PRACTICING. UNDERSTANDING
AND NOT FEELING IS A DISEASE.

Intermission on March 29, 2012, 8:20 - See what happened just before I wanted to go on studying this text.
Read there - on K.i.s.s.-log 2008/2012-the "Message from the Mother of Manifestation", before going on here!

We are trying so hard to stir, to enliven our dying emotions
through music, movies, food, relationships, pain
[When I first started to visit Ya'acov in his home in 1984, he once said: "When I desire to cry, I put a record with Blues"]
- why not through this site?
If not here, where?
While God gives us a lot of THEORY -
reading and feeling (!) these expressions full of agony and blood
can be an indispensable PRACTICE,
a necessary balance to that theory.
It can be THE meditation.
The more you load the mind, the more it takes to balance it with emotional movement;
otherwise, these unexpressed emotions may manifest themselves as illnesses and other problems.

So, yes, there is such a thing as "too much consciousness".
It's when the emotional experience can't catch up with it.
And that's when mental illness strikes.
It surely will balance itself anyway,
but not in a way one would appreciate.
Through addictions, for example,
which can only be a desperate attempt to temporarily slow down,
destabilize the overbearing conscious mind (and its aggression)
and let the emotions slip out of its control at least for a moment
and ventilate, unload, express themselves
and, thus, achieve some balance between Mother's and Father's forces in the body,
so that it can still go on and live.
(Some psychiatric medications are doing just that.)

Or it can also be the other way around
- the addiction can be a result of one's conscious mind
not wanting or being unable to face the feelings that are arising from the subconscious - the Mother -
and wants to elude them at all costs by taking in anything that can shut them down.
It can be food, alcohol, drugs, TV, relationships, socializing, sex, pills - anything!
Can you acknowledge that identical symptoms can have different causes?
Can you see now why it might not be useful or helpful to prescribe the same pill for two headaches?

(...There must be a different prescription of behavioral medicine for people from different Polarities...)

AS LONG AS YOUR MIND IS SEEKING TO DOMINATE YOU

IT IS YOUR ENEMY AND MURDERER

And, yes, I will repeat again and again
that expanding consciousness without balancing it with emotional movement even here on this site
is a danger, a disease and the same old shit of hegemony and dominance of mind over the feelings!
And as we already know, it results in loss of consciousness anyway.

Unless the information itself is so emotionally charged
that it balances itself out,
it will throw the reader into increasingly severe problems
that are stemming from mind/emotion imbalance.

The only thing that might be needed here is to categorize it in a way
that everyone will find what he is ready for at the moment
- the THEORY or the PRACTICE -
to study it or experience it,
to think it or feel it,
to observe or participate!!!

And now to balance that theory too,
I'll show you what came forth during my emotional splash
caused by the contribution "I'm enraged."
But first read this:

WE ARE ALL DUMPERS AND DUMPED ON

...at the same time.
It's a pyramid structure - whoever is on the bottom has no place to "dump".
People from the Lower Chakras of the Body of Earth are in the worst condition
and have no choice but to go to war upon their dumpers.
That means that the "bad" people who are holding rejected matter
will fight against their dumpers, the "good" people.
Because these so-called good people
became good
by rejecting and projecting their "negativity" outside themselves
and it lands downward, on people located on the Lower CHAKRA regions of the Big Body.
And the only way these "good people" can prevent being attacked and wiped out by their own "badness"
is to accept that badness back,
acknowledge it,
"un-judge" it
and enlighten it by giving it their understanding, acceptance and love.

Be kind to these people from the Lower Chakras.
You know very well who they are.
You feel and recognize them as the "lower than you."

"To Fight" with "badness" has only one purpose: to learn how you created it

and how you can now uncreate it.

We are talking mostly about Mother Polarity people here.
Their "bad" is not to be confused with the "bad" of Lucifer and Ahriman;
these are cold, detached, emotionless, calculating creatures
moved only by their rage,
and always waiting for a perfect chance or excuse to attack.
Their crimes are always premeditated
and they are too smart and too quick to be caught easily.
The only way to recognize Them is to sense Them,
and the only way to resist Them is to keep your emotions alive.

RIGHT OR WRONG IS NOT THE POINT. HEALING IS.

Attention Spirit people, get ready to feel -
not think or evaluate when reading the expressions.
Your speed reading skills are not useful here.
This and other emotionally charged materials should not only be read,
they should be experienced and relived - and not just once.
If you noticed that you are getting too critical
or tend to be preoccupied with right or wrong,
"I agree" or "I disagree" sort of things
- try to switch, read it with your feeling part first,
and THEN with your mind -
or you might be missing the point here
(and a healing effect too!).
To be right is not the point here.
Sometimes a "wrong" thing is exactly what it takes
to stir or activate the right place
and to bring it to the surface.
Let the "wrong" trigger you into your emotions,
into your numb frozen places,
into decaying matter that may rot the whole body away if unattended.
LET THE WRONG BE RIGHT FOR YOU.
Let it be in pain but alive...

IF YOU FEEL YOUR PAIN YOU CAN BE HEALED!!

So sit back,
don't waste your breath judging, evaluating, forming opinions
when exposed to any kind of emotional matter.
Read slowly,
hear the intonation of the voice speaking
and feel it!
Remember, the sophistication is within simplicity - not outside it.
When moved emotionally, don't go past that,
slow down or stop reading for a moment.
Relax, go into your feelings,
don't hold back even a bit,
let them reach you,
let them get to you,
experience them as thoroughly as you can,
cry or laugh
or make some sounds or movements if you feel like it,
express them in every way your mind can find out for you.
Get that cold, arrogant light of Lucifer and Ahriman out of you,
or it will keep you enslaved and away from your Free Choice forever!
Isn't it time to do YOUR WILL'S DESIRE - NOT YOUR MIND'S DESIRE, for a change?
Can you feel the difference?

.....So go ahead and have a nice "trip"!

FEEL IT FEEL IT FEEL IT FEEL IT FEEL IT FEEL IT FEEL IT FEEL IT FEEL IT FEEL IT FEEL IT FEEL IT

WHEN YOU SPEAK AND NO ONE HEARS YOU

"I'll write and I'll scream and I'll question -
until I fall breathless into hopelessness again.
'Cause THIS SITE IS MY PLACE!,
my only home!
And if it isn't, it only means one thing:
that this site is another Ahrimanic bait,
another "almost God" presence
that is using the truth to invade and possess me from inside!
I want to be heard,
I want to give my Song a Body
- here on this site, or -
can You show me another place to be?
Life has never been for me -
do You really think You can change it
with a motionless and emotionless "Running Energy Exercise"?
[I, Rachel, completely agree with this anger about the Godchannel pages : "Running Energy"
and with all the modern practices of "meditation" and "visualization",
All of them lack MOTION and SOUND and EMOTION!]

You are so amazingly bright -
how come You still didn't invite at least one good Mother-Heart presence
to teach You some stuff here?
I don't feel and I don't understand the word "Light",
it sounds so corny, so gutless, so "spiritual" and so used and misused to me -
I can almost puke when I hear it!
[It's the same with me!
See my cynicism in puzzle piece 46 Love&Light&Joy&Peace???]
It feels like hopelessly being in love with someone
who is torturing you viciously while looking right into your very eyes
- and doesn't have a clue he's doing it! -
but only asking in bewilderment: why doesn't she love Me?

How can I love, when I perceive love as the Beginning of the End!?
A beautiful Beginning of the horrible End?~~
And can You please, help me to figure out
HOW IN THE WORLD CAN I SURVIVE BOTH -
being in love with You so deeply and infinitely
and at the same time be disgusted with You
and despise You to such a degree,
that I need to do a "vomiting exercise"!?~~
Move, You said?!~~
How can I move when I am surrounded by a thick, suffocating layer of nothingness
that separates and disconnects me from everything that moves and lives,
where I can't help but just fall into a zombie-like state where only nothingness exists!~~
I'm forced to live like a witch in the woods
and if someone makes it through
it's only to devour the Love in me
that I harbored through such deadly pains and losses....

...Every kind of emotional workout opens me up in every way and sexually too
and I need to numb, kill, repress, fight my own sexuality,
my own Desire
- it is impossible to live feeling this constant fall into the abyss,
this black void,
this nothingness,
this emptiness,
this hunger for something that doesn't exist!~~
My men have never showed up
and I don't know how to Make Love without having someone outside me
- can You show me ANOTHER way to Make Love within myself that doesn't feel like punishment?

...I experience death and readiness to die every day and every moment,
I would willingly become a prostitute to save the remains of life in me,
but my ever impractical mind can't figure out how to accomplish even that!

How long can one sing into emptiness?
How long can one masturbate in every way?
How long can one live only in imagination?
HOW DO YOU FEEL WHEN YOU SPEAK AND NO ONE HEARS YOU?

(End of Part One. All six parts should be read consecutively and as a whole to have a healing effect.)

Part Two

1992-2012
2012-03-26

There are still 16 almost empty pages [maximum: 1300 kb] of "Edited Godchannel Files" ,
I'll use them for copying Bringers of the Dawn, as far as I could find the book online
I differentiate between passages that are relevant to me and those that are not.

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back to chapters 9 of Bringers of the Dawn ~~~~~ forward to chapter 11 of Bringers of the Dawn

(10) A NEW PARADIGM OF LIFE

Who are the Bringers of the Dawn, and what is their role? The Bringers of the Dawn are those who carry the rays of the sun and bring light and knowledge. They have an ancient organization, an ancient society, an ancient spiritual bonding that keeps them doing certain work within a certain star system. You are members of the Bringers of the Dawn; otherwise you would not be drawn to this book. The members of this elite organization come to Earth at different times to do their work. This occurs when a cycle has been set and events are perfect for them to allow the energy from the high cosmos and the energy from Earth to merge within their own beings.

The energies from the cosmos are always coming to Earth, and the energies from Earth are always lifting up toward the cosmos. Humanity creates the sacred bridge between Earth and sky, which some have called the rainbow bridge. The Bringers of the Dawn allow these energies to merge so that the dawn, or the light, is awakened within them. They then bring that dawn to civilizations. This is who you are. This is what you are doing. So are multitudes of others. You are the Bringers of the Dawn.

As Bringers of the Dawn, there is a certain stance that will facilitate the commitment you have made. This stance is one of allowing and moving out of self-indulgence and the discounting of your experiences.*) For the Bringers of the Dawn, each link makes up the whole, no matter how it is constructed, no matter what strength or weakness it has, and no matter how big or small its role. Strength or weakness or influence are not necessarily to be compared; they are simply the stance that consciousness, in its own dance of reality, chooses to focus upon.
*) 2013-04-24: What a misleading phrasing!
Instead see my song [April 2013]: "I want to sound you my feelings....
you bring experience
through exploration
comes evolutions
but now, please, guide me
to make right choices
of circumstances
that's how I am
the master of my destiny
My understanding
towards manifesting
zest and full-fill-ment
d e m a n d s e x p e r i e n c e ...."

We teach you about yourselves and assist you in unlocking what is inside of you, not what is outside of you. As Bringers of the Dawn, you are in your darkest hour before the dawn, when you may wonder if there is going to be a ray of light. Then, almost instantly, the light will begin to show from nowhere. Where will it come from? How will it change your thinking? How is existence as dark as it can be one moment, and then the next instant there is light? As Bringers of the Dawn, you will that light to dawn. You were trained for this; it is your forte.

You, the Bringers of the Dawn, also known as the Family of Light, agreed to go through the process of mutation to evolve yourselves into higher beings by intention and conscious agreement. You bring light back to the planet, bring about the new evolution of humanity, and make the cosmic evolutionary leap in awareness and intelligence possible by anchoring the frequency first inside your own bodies and living it.

The Family of Light comes from a central place of operation-a source within this universe that acts as a broadcast station. There are central suns within your galactic system and a central sun within this universe. The Mayans named this central sun Alcyone. Others know it by other names. The sun has light, and light has information. To make this very simplistic, members of the Family of Light come from a place that is the central storehouse of information for the universe.

You cycle or spiral out from this central sun and carry the information from it throughout the various systems in this universe; you plot, plan, and travel. You are very unique in this regard, and you know it. You know when you look at the population that you are very different. You love rabble-rousing, and you love to bust systems open. When something says, "No Trespassing," it is for everyone else and not for you. You go wherever anything is shut down so that you can open it up. You operate by separating yourselves into many multidimensional identities and then going into systems to change them.

You sometimes incarnate in these systems for hundreds of thousands of years in preparation for the time when you may be called on to bust the systems. You have a resume to back you. For example, you incarnate on Earth a number of times so that if the call goes out that Earth is going to be busted open and the paradigm is going to be shifted, you can say, "I have been there 247 times, in this many varieties, and once I was able to ascend my body. I did this, this, and this. If I go in for this game plan to bust the system, I am certain that I can refresh my memories, pull them up, defy the laws, and complete the assignment."

Sometimes it doesn't happen and the plan has to be aborted for some reason. That is a very frustrating experience for you. However, when all goes according to plan and you succeed in busting the system and creating a new paradigm of light, it is like a cosmic orgasm to you.

Members of the Bringers of the Dawn or the Family of Light work in teams. You don't go into systems alone. You need each other to do this work because you cannot hold the frequency by yourself. By going in as teams, you increase the odds of successfully carrying out the plan. You are like rays and light spirals of the central sun that are very intelligent, and you are guided by a great intelligence inside the central sun.

Light is a kingdom of consciousness, and it has a purpose in existence. The story we tell you today is a story that you can comprehend. Every time we speak to humans and you comprehend more, we give you more. We do not want you to think that light is more noble than anything else. Something in the essence of your soul connects you to this light source and drives you to this profession, but it does not make this profession better than any other profession. There are others who have different sources and spiral out with different intentions, and they make the ballgame possible. You are learning about this.

We remind you that Prime Creator creates it all, and it endows all things with itself. Just as you are seeking self awareness, Prime Creator is mastering this as well. It seeks to be aware of itself within all things and to endow the things that it is within with awareness that Prime Creator is in them and aware of its existence. The awareness is like a mirror going back and forth between Prime Creator and all creations, down to the smallest little bug or ant that crawls on the ground. Just as Prime Creator is in light, it is also in so-called evil, knowing that "evil" also has a divine purpose.

2013-04-25: Even this message from the Pleiades - which does resonate with me in some ways - knows nothing about the so simple, so obvious "fact", that "Manifestation" comes into being, if there is f i r s t the "Magnetic Essence", in Godchannel correctly called "DESIRE or WILL", which pulls the "Electric Essence" , in Godchannel called "Light" towards unification. Just like there is no electricity, if there is no plus and minus, there is no manifestation if there is no plus and minus. - As to "evil" - of course "Prime Creator" is also evil, since s/he is everything. Even the Bible said so 2500 years ago. But this "fact" is totally irrelevant and unhelpful, if I don't know, how it happens, that "evil" is manifested, and causing "Holocausts"....

Many kingdoms of consciousness exist. "Kingdoms of consciousness" are fancy words for a concept that we would like you to grasp. Within the kingdoms of consciousness, there is a likeness of energy, and there are many kinds of kingdoms of consciousness. The Family of Light comes from a particular kingdom of consciousness.

When your consciousness learns the laws of creation, manipulation, and management of reality, it is quite easy for you to manifest into any form you choose. For those of you who have activated your shamanistic and native cultural memories, you well know that part of the teachings of native cultures was how to go into various realities and change form. The shamans in certain cultures were revered for this. They carried genetic coding, and there were very few on the planet in relation to the entire population. They held the magic and mystery and kept the process alive. They were able to move in the forms of animals and various other shapes and guises. This was quite a profound science, indeed.

Because this science exists on the planet, of course, it also exists off the planet. Earth is a "happening" place right now, a hot spot. It is coded to start its own revolution-not necessarily just a revolution in the United States to change lifestyle, but a dimensional shift that is going to alter all of the space around Earth.

Many extraterrestrials who are curious about life forms know how to rearrange their molecular structures and come onto the planet in disguise as humans. In times of tumultuous change, when dimensions have the potential to merge and collide - as you are setting up here for Earth-there is a great gathering of energies that come to participate in the big show.

The big show happens on many levels, not just in 3-D. A chain reaction moves through all of the dimensions of existence and all of consciousness. Some beings beam themselves to Earth in disguise as humans, or they incarnate, picking an opportunity to get a ticket into this reality to be here for the event. Perhaps some of those you sense as not native to the planet and not here as systems busters are here to observe, to participate, and to understand so that they can take the information back to their own systems, which are always evolving.

There are intelligent creatures who are able to manifest as humans and play the role out to perfection; sometimes their memories are intact, and sometimes they have the veil down. It is not always easy for these beings to come here with full conscious memory of who they are elsewhere because of the frequency control. You will grow in your awareness over the next few years that you are members of the Family of Light in disguise as humans. Part of the planned evolution of the human species and the planned rearrangement of the human DNA is for each person to begin to open a memory bank and remember who they are.

In different dimensions of reality, there are, of course, different experiences and different laws. In 3-D, where you have been locked as a human species for so long, there is a limitation on what you can experience. The third dimension is designed to focus on one existing reality at a time. It is designed this way according to frequency and nerve pulsation and the rate that frequencies adjust the nerve pulsations within the body.

You are magnetically and biogenetically tuned and designed. The members of the Family of Light are much more than human. Characteristically, you are supreme achievers in the multidimensional realm. One applies for a position in the multidimensional realm as a member of the Family of Light.

As members of the Family of Light, you have incarnated on this planet to prepare yourselves to do your work. What is your work? Your work is quite simple: you carry frequency into systems that have limited light frequency, because light is information. This is not cold, computer-data information; it is information that is transmitted biologically through an electromagnetic send-out of consciousness. This is what you are experts in. If you were to have a business card printed up for yourselves when you are in full memory of your identity, it would say something like: "Renegade Member of Family of Light. Systems Buster. Available for altering systems of consciousness within the free-will universe. On call."

You go for it! This is what you do. This is an aspect of your identity that you all have in common, and you are here in the millions at this time. You are here primarily to remember who you are, to operate multidimensionally within the system, and to teach humans-the natives in this place that have been under frequency control for a long time-a new system. You are disguised as humans. As soon as you begin to realize this, you will extricate yourself from the human drama and the human dilemma of frequency control.

Before frequency control was instituted 300,000 years ago by the raiding group of creator gods, the native species was somewhat clever. They had a very evolved system of receiving information and could directly receive on the planet from space contacts. They also had many different ways of distributing knowledge as it was received. Distributing knowledge on the planet at this time is based on technology-something outside of yourself. It is another clever bill of goods you were sold as a means of control. *) A long time ago, communication on this planet occurred through contact with one another by the use of internal mechanisms, not by technology outside of yourself.

*) This constant preaching that we have been controlled, almost ruins the blessings in this "teaching".
Don't we have enough of this shit of having been victims all our lives throughout all our history?
I always put those controlism-sentences in the smallest of fonts.
Still it nauseates me to flip through them in order to get to the sentences that resonate with me.

Most humans cannot grasp that their history goes back more than a few thousand years. You will learn, remember, and teach the planet that it has a history of millions of years. First, you will uncover and integrate the history of the planet for the past 300,000 years so that you can expand the picture of the human dilemma. Remember, the history is all inside of you, not outside of you. In your current technology, light-encoded filaments are being created outside of your body in symbolic form as a representation of the transmission of intelligence through fiber optics. The human species creates outside of itself what it must learn is inside of itself. It is part of the mastery of light.

When the great library of yourselves was put into chaos, there was a little bit of data left that kept the species controllable, operable, manageable, and yet functioning on its own, performing tasks and stimulating it as a life form and form of consciousness to produce a certain frequency: fear. This fear has been promoted for the past 300,000 years on this planet as a controlled substance in every version that you can think of. When a human being resonates electromagnetically and broadcasts the frequency of fear, a transmission of consciousness is sent out. Where does that fear go? Where do your thoughts go? Where do your emotions go? We have already said that, collectively, consciousness forms food. As systems busters, you have come in to eradicate the food source, or to change the food source from one of fear and chaos. Those who are nourished by that food source will have to either change their diet or leave this planet. You are here to bring information, light, the comprehension that there is potential for change, and a food source that works in cooperation and resonates with light. This is what you are about and what it is your responsibility to achieve. We understand that some of you are very puzzled about how to do this and how to bring about this state of impeccability in your own lives. One of the primary things we ask each of you to do from this moment forward is to not base any of your future experiences on your past. *) All of you love to drag the past in as an excuse for what might happen in the future. *) You are famous for it. But you must act as if you are newly beamed down, innocent as a babe, and ready to step forward into the circumstances of your daily life. As you awaken each morning and step forward each day, state with clarity what you intend to experience that day. If you are not doing this or cultivating the habit of doing it, then you had best get going! It is the way that reality is designed.

*) If the past is unhealed, denied, shoved into oblivion, then, indeed, it will effect our future.
If we simply "act, innocent as a babe etc. etc.etc." , instead of first healing the past,
then there soon even won't be any future for us!

As we have said before, the big secret that has been kept from the human species is that thought creates experience, and thought creates reality. All reality is created by thought. It is all a subjective experience. But electromagnetically, you are being controlled in such a way as to create experiences within a certain spectrum of reality. You who are members of the Family of Light are well traveled and well attuned to the possibility of bringing new frequencies in. You have come here to hold the new frequencies being beamed to you from space that are setting into motion a new pattern inside your bodies. As you begin to know that this is your purpose, you will begin to design your purpose consciously, to get clear about what you want, and to experience it, no matter what area it is in. This is an absolute.

Each of you likes drama in your own way.
You get bored if you don't have "stuff" happening.*)
This is why you formulated this plan-this raid. In actuality, this reality or world was set up by entities of the Family of Light a long time ago, before the reality was raided. As members of the Family of Light, you were the Original Planners. There were many rich funds of consciousness here that were free to become attached to and to utilize. When the entities of other families that you have come to call "dark" took over this planet, they did a very good job of keeping light out. Light is only as big as your paradigm can get at this time, but there are other teams and kingdoms of consciousness out there as well. For now, we will just work with light and dark. The dark team did a very good job of keeping light out for a long time. However, that time is up! You are renegades of light, and you decided to come back and stage another raid of consciousness-millions of you at this time-because you knew in working with Prime Creator's energy that there was a high probability that everyone would achieve a great richness of consciousness. As you begin to pull this light into your bodies and onto the planet, many people who like drama may be affected. They may be pierced by light and have a reaction, because the more light you bring the faster it will spread. Light is definitely growing on the planet as you remember that you are the native species, working closely with the Original Planners, here to take back your world from the raiders.

*) This is the great theme, which I've been exploring all my life!
BOREDOM! The fear of being bored ! which may have been one of the main two reasons for the ONE to split itself apart. Godchannel says, the purpose was the yearning for PEERS. That is definitely true. But when asked about being bored, there was no answer, which made me angry.
In any case, some years ago the answer matured in me - at least for the time being:
The conditions for "Heaven on "Earth" - Heaven without Boredom -shamayim bli shi'amum - are:
Grate-full-ness, Zest-full-ness and Full-Fill-ment.
Every individual ray of the One sun, wave of the One ocean, color of the One light,
is meant to EVOLVE towards finding and creating those conditions.
And then there finally might be a chance for true LOVE,
not the kind of love which is a running-away from boredom and emptiness.
April 25, 2013!

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