Edited Godchannel/voices4

Healing the Invisible You
Voices from Across the Planes
The Old God (Consciousness) in You Needs to be Updated
A Therapy for Attachment to Spiritual Values
Mother's-Father's-Heart Teachings

Part Four of Six

Voices 1 / Voices 2 / Voices 3 / Voices 4 / Voices 5 / Voices 6 / Responses

Hot Summer, 1999

This part was the hardest to write.
I overworked my mind trying to match words with feelings,
pushing it for to [too?] long without balancing it with emotional movement.
My mind was getting dimmer and it would go blank.
I saw how much I was still attached to perfection,
trying to refine the wordings and understandings here.
So, to counteract my attachment to perfection
I decided to leave this part imperfect.
Those who are ready for this material will grasp it.
Those who are not ready won't get it no matter what I do.
Feeling it and reading between the lines is the best way to "decode" it.

THE TOILET PAPER AND THE RIGHTEOUSNESS

What if there was to be a decree:
"Everyone is to use the same toilet paper"?
It would probably start riots.
So, if you can not agree on toilet paper
why would you expect everyone to agree on anything else?
Who is to say, what's right and what's wrong?
Who is to say what toilet paper you should use?
Do you think that things should be done the right way
or they should be done the way each one feels like doing them at the time -
to be in line with the present moment?
Do you know that Love, the very thing, the only thing that can save us
on personal and on global level from doom-gloom disaster
is killed everyday for the sake of doing things right?

RIGHTEOUS PEOPLE ARE AHRIMAN'S ARMY

Righteous people are the easiest ones for Ahriman to work through
because most of them do not possess the vision or the feeling of invisible reality.
They only go by what they see with their physical eyes,
not with their inner eyes, their feelings, their psychic vision.
It is easy for Ahriman to "recruit" them
to do any kind of "witch-hunt"
or fantastic thing like inquisitions, concentration camps, genocides and "ethnic cleansing".

He can "stuff" these righteous people with ideas that to us seem absurd,
today just as easily as He did in medieval ages.
He persuades them to burn and annihilate the best teachers of the Invisible Reality,
making Earth even more blind and unconscious so He can be Its only God.
The righteous people are His best instrument,
they are the ones who make His "dreams" come true
because It is so easy for Him to make psychically blind people
feel righteous about anything He targets.
It's just as easy as selling them a product they don't need.
All it takes is a good Salesman, like Lucifer for example.
Ahriman conceives, Lucifer performs - a
nd the rest will be taken care of.
The righteous people will do the job
and they will do it for the sake of "highest ideas and principles exist"!..

And in the process of it
they will also adopt their "spiritual father's" traits,
like Passion for Order, for example.
They start liking order very much.
In fact, very, very much.
Because, their preacher says,
< order and control of "bad people" can bring happiness and prosperity.
And some power, of course~
Aren't these things worth killing .~ excuse me~, fighting for?
Yes, of course!
We must eliminate anything and ANYONE who interferes with our happiness!
Let's fight for our happiness!
But we are not going to tell that to anybody
[that won't sell as much].
We'll wrap it up in a better package,
something that everybody likes,
something that never fails to sell~
like Peace, for example~
yeah, Peace!
Who doesn't like Peace?!
Who wouldn't FIGHT FOR PEACE?!
Who wouldn't kill for peace and harmony and prosperity and high principles
and~ power, of course - ?!>

Wait a minute! - I hear the reader say, -
I see your point here, but~
didn't you yourself just a moment ago say
"one has to allow fights to have peace"?
You are, basically, saying the same thing that Ahriman says!
You're contradicting yourself!

Oh, yeah~ I did say that didn't I! Let's see:

I say: fight for peace

Ahriman says: fight for peace

Oh, my goodness! It does looks the same!

How are we ever going to know who is right and who is wrong
if even the words of two opponents are the same?!
Who is going to TELL US which way to go?
Who is going to TELL US whom TO BELIEVE?

Well, I'm going to leave you with that.
Everyone must figure that out for themselves.
It's time for you to see and acknowledge the limitations of words
and the deceptive quality of the outer appearance of things.

It's time for you to know that you should not BELIEVE anybody,
not even the one who's writing this.
You must feel it with your own guts.
You've got to listen to not what they say, but to what they mean!!!
And what they really mean!
And maybe it's time for you to know the "secret" that,

You are destined to kill each other on every level and for no good reason,
until you realize and start seeing
that there is someone else outside of you
that is interested in keeping you that way
and that this "someone else" is feeding on your fightings and sufferings!!!

You've been programmed and brain-washed for ages,
it may or may not be easy to recognize it in yourself
and transform it all into Light
and heal it.
But whatever you do,
beware and be aware
that this rage is another, foreign entity
that had invaded you long ago
and is trying to use you since,
and make you identify with it
and do its bidding.
And remember, that all that this rage is interested in,
is to dominate all and everything
- through you -
and be the only power,
the "only right way",
the only God there is -
and it simply cannot be~
Each being or nation can carry only part of God's truth
and be only a part of God but not God.
To be God, o
ne must be accepting of all the truths and all the points of view there are
- can you do that?
Be my guest!~

THE GOLDEN CALF OF THE SPIRITUAL SIDE

Righteousness, justice, perfection, order,
integrity, morals, principles, honesty
and other "almost God" spiritual values
are the most dangerous and difficult idols to grow out of.
These "guys" are utterly handsome and beautiful
but are also the most merciless, ruthless, and vicious idols one can think of.
They can easily give you a license to kill -
on every level and in every way;
it is much easier to kill for a "good reason",
it is much more honorable to kill for the sake of spiritual values
than for the sake of the Earthly ones . . .

Countless times it happened
that people "realized"
that they were "bad"
bowing to Earthly values
and in wishing to be "good" turned away from them
toward what they thought was God,
but in reality falling into another, more dangerous pit-hole -
the deification of spiritual values,
ending up only changing physical idols for the spiritual ones.

Material values are Mother's and Body's force,
they are a physical manifestation of a spiritual reality!
Neither spiritual nor physical values are not to be either condemned or praised.
They are to be experienced
but not possessed by, identified with or bowed to!

Spiritual values, just like physical

Neither bad nor good

They can be anything you make them to be

But they shall not be your God!

FAKE GODS ARE ALWAYS PREOCCUPIED WITH NICE APPEARANCES

THE NICER THE "DRESS", THE MORE SUSPICIOUS YOU SHOULD BE!

As these ideals and idols look so "godly" and so attractive,
they can be easily identified and confused with God
(or with Great God)
and that makes them very difficult to let go of,
especially for religious or so-called spiritual people.
Excessive attachment to them is idolatry,
which is a disconnection from the Real Source that is running you -
your "gas station, " so to speak.
When one makes God out of spiritual values
he might soon show signs of disconnection from that Real Source,
signs of the decaying process of dying -
accidents, illnesses, odd situations, loss of material values, etc.

Excessive attachment to spiritual values
can be much more dangerous
than attachment to "Earthly" values.
The higher in rank these spiritual virtues are
the more dangerous and clever entities can be HIDING IN THEM
and the more refined and undetectable they can be
when trying to invade your subconscious to become your God.
Wars, inquisitions, concentration camps, genocides
and the most horrible events had happened
for the sake of these "spiritual treasures."
These "gods" killed and gave license to kill.
They murdered and tortured and burned in the name of justice,
in the name of righteousness, order, perfection, morals
and in the name of God Himself.

They know no mercy,

They created Wars for the sake of Peace

They killed Love while battling hate

They killed Christ while fighting Anti-Christ

Every day they're murdering the Heart

For the sake of righteousness

Every day they're murdering the Messiah

In the name of God.

DON'T LET SPIRITUAL VALUES BE YOUR GOD

While these "gods" may save you from small problems,
they cannot save you from the big one -
Ahriman, an entity higher in rank and far more dangerous than Lucifer or Azazel
because He is disguised in goodness and working through it.

Since He has GOODNESS as His strategic point,
it might be close to impossible to detect him
and to distinguish between Him and God
and to grasp, that these spiritual values
- the morals, the principles, the goodness -
the very things we are all striving for
might have a grave danger in them.
While it might be true that goodness is close to God,
it might also be true that the opposite of this goodness is hiding in it
and using this very goodness to blind and invade its target -
and the "higher" that goodness is,
the more vicious its opposite can be~
So, whenever impressed by goodness, remember and be aware, that

It is Ahriman, who might be hiding in Goodness' glaring shine,

It is Ahriman, who might want you to bow to It, and

It is Ahriman, who might want to be your God. So,

Do not let goodness be your God.

AS LONG AS YOU'RE BOWING TO MORALS AND SPIRITUAL VALUES

YOU ARE BOWING TO AHRIMAN

His spiritual "baits" can be hidden not only in ordinary goodness,
but also in beautiful ideas, teachings, concepts, philosophies,
all sorts of "isms" and religions.
Often He is using the truth to invade His victims.
THE WORST ABOUT IT IS
THAT MOST OF IT HAPPENS SUBCONSCIOUSLY,
WITHOUT ONE'S BEING AWARE OF IT.

SPIRITUAL VALUES ARE A GOLDEN CALF OF THE SPIRITUAL SIDE

So-called spiritual, or religious people and institutions
are the easiest and most important target
for Ahriman to access and to work through
so that He can easily program, control, rob, steal and "vampire" people
of their life force, abundance, sexual vitality and well-being.

THE CURE FOR THE SICKNESS OF IDOLATRY

Sometimes the only way to cure the sickness of the deification of spiritual values
is to intentionally violate these values
(in trace volumes, like in homeopathy)
and to temporarily behave the opposite of what one is attached to.
Every idol - no matter how "godly" it is
- when there is a danger of attachment to it
should be recognized,
diagnosed
and counteracted with its opposite,
especially when attachment to it manifests as a life-threatening illness.

That strive for balance usually happens naturally anyway
but the problem is that it happens WITHOUT THE PERSON'S BEING AWARE OF IT -
and that alone produces plenty of guilt,
and therefore stagnation -
and therefore another illness.
That's why, all the "violations" should be done CONSCIOUSLY AND INTENTIONALLY,
and if they already happened,
acknowledge them,
look for their real reason,
and observe them
without judging them or feeling guilty about them.

As you see, as long as you chose morality as your main compass,
there will be attachment to it
and, as long as there will be attachment to it,
there will be a need for i's opposite
- to cure the illness resulting from this attachment. So,

IF YOU CREATE MORALITY, YOU CREATE ITS OPPOSITE

As long as you follow morality, there will be immorality

As long as you follow righteousness, there will be "wrongnesses"

As long as you follow perfection, there will be imperfection

As long as you follow order, there will be disorder

As long as you follow justice, there will be injustice.

As long as you follow Love, there will be LOVE.

BOWING TO MORALS AND PRINCIPLES IS BOWING TO THE GOLDEN CALF -

ONLY ON SPIRITUAL SIDE [????]
While it is okay to have these values in your "treasury"
it's not okay to bow to them.
If you wish to connect to your Real Source
you must first realize that God and goodness are not the same.
No matter how beautiful, how "godly" and how lovable these spiritual values are,
they are not God
and one must become independent of them all.

God might be Goodness but

Goodness might not necessarily be God.

One shall not be good and

One shall not be bad

One shall simply BE

What the Present Moment

Is calling for.

Nothing is wrong and

Nothing is right

Everything is the way

It's supposed to be

This very moment

ONLY

It's okay to be wrong

There's no need to be right

But there is a need for you to

Just simply BE

What the Present Moment

Is calling for.

The "badness" and the "wrongness" are needed

Just as the goodness and the rightness are.

Because somebody's wrongness

Might be saving your life

This very moment.

Because your badness

Might be somebody's

Teacher and medicine.

Did you have a thought sometimes,

"Who am I to decide

What is right and what is wrong,

What is good and what is bad?

Can a Cell see better than the Body? Or,

Can a Consciousness know better

Than Subconsciousness?"

You've got to be the way you feel to be

Not better and not worse

But just the way you are

This very moment.

It's okay to be wrong

There's no need to be right

But there is a need for you

To be You.

You and ALL your actions

Are very much needed and wanted

Because only you

Can feel and act them

The way you do,

Because you are that missing

Piece of the Puzzle Game

That the Big Picture

Cannot exist without.

If you will try to be

Someone else - the Universe will need

To change accordingly and to Create

Another you - the you that has the courage

To be just the way you are.

Unbeautified and imperfect.

To be you is your primal job.

Go ahead, scream and shout if you feel so

But, deep inside, know and remember that

EVERYTHING is possible

And that, sometimes,

The wrong can be righter

Than the right.

Don't believe anybody outside you;

Only you can find the answers for yourself

Empty yourself of opinions

They are not useful anymore

Know that every action is right

When coming from the place

Free of judgments

based on

Yesterday's views of reality,

When it's coming from the place

Of Neither Side but from the Middle,

From the Place of Heart

Where Love resides.

Use your DESIRE to find your visions

Use your MIND to realize them

Use your Heart to keep Them Both

Married and in Love.

There is no need for you to be right

There is no need for you to be good

But there is a need for you to BE

What the Present Moment

Is calling for.

That's what it takes to be Perfect

And that's what it takes to be Free.

To become aware of Both Mother and Father in you,
to feel Their Presence every moment,
allow conversation between Them
and, eventually, unite Them inside yourself into One
is the only way to save yourself and the world.
The communication and the Love between Father and Mother in you
become your intuition, your psychic vision, the True Heart, the Oracle, the Prophet....

We are all in the same Boat - and I hope it is not the Titanic!
(April 15, 2012: in 3SAT they offer a "theme-day" today,
in memory of the 1500 people who drowned with the Titanic on April 12, 100 years ago)
If we will be psychically blind,
and kill or "almost kill" all our "witches"
and everybody who doesn't look right or who looks different,
we might just become one big Titanic,
and there won't be anybody to save anybody~
And no magic either~
Love is the only magic in this realm.
So, don't be righteous. Be a Prophet.

A TREATMENT FOR AILMENTS STEMMING FROM ATTACHMENT TO PERFECTION

The most vicious things are often

Find their best shield

Behind something that everybody likes.

They like to dress and hide

In flawless angelic appearances

And sweet characters,

They like to rap up and array themselves

In dresses of Goodness and Perfection.

The real Perfection, on the other hand,

Is dwelling inside Imperfection

It is not preoccupied with nice dress

And It can't afford it either.

The Real Perfection is "hiding"

Inside Imperfection

Behind a washed out T-shirt

Or a withered, wrinkled face of on Old Women

Or behind that reckless operance

Of despised-by-all Prostitute -

Literary and metaphorically.

The outer appearance of things

Might be very much the opposite

Of its inner content

Like the wine is different

From the vessel in which it is poured;

And that Duality

When looked onto with eyes

Free of crap of morals and judgments

Can be very much in harmony and in balance

With its own self and the entire Universe.

Every perfection must be balanced

With its opposite.

Every perfection WILL be balanced

With imperfection,

Every success WILL be balanced

With failure -

Every "goodness" WILL be balanced

With "badness".

That's what it takes to be Perfect,

and that what it takes to be True.

If you give it a name of "bad" or "good"

That's what it will be,

But if you act from the place in you

That knows,

That nothing is good and nothing is bad and

Everything IS the way

The Present Moment

Is calling for -

You will not make a mistake

Because you will learn to listen

To that Present Moment

And Its call -

And act accordingly.

IT IS THE BALANCE THAT IS PERFECT -
NOT THE PERFECTION ITSELF!

The balance is the only way

To survive and live

Because

Where the Perfect will break -

The Balance will bend;

That's what it takes to be Perfect, and

That what it takes to be True!

If you don't want to break,

If you want to live -

You've got to be imperfect..

If you wish to be smart -

You must also allow yourself

To be foolish.

If you wish to be praised -

You must also allow yourself

To be humiliated.

If you wish to be perfect

You must also allow yourself

To experience total disaster.

If you wish to write this poem

You must also allow yourself

To experience death every day

And every moment.

That's what it takes to be Perfect and

That what it takes to be True.

But if you wish to be LOVE -

You need nothing else to do and

No where to go.

You're already there

Where you want to be;

Nowhere to run,

No one to kill,

Nothing urgent to do -

Only be LOVE

And simply BE

What the Present Moment

Is calling for.

Remember, you are not a reason for anything

You are only a stage for it all to unfold -

That's what makes you so perfect - and

THAT'S WHAT MAKES YOU THE ONE

WHO WILL MAKE ALL THIS IRRELEVANT,

WHO WILL "UNLAW" ALL THE LAWS,

WHO WILL CHANGE THE DUALITY INTO ONENESS

Soon,

Very soon.

THE LOVE BEHIND THE "BAD" OR THE LAW OF LOVE

Celebrate the "bad" as a superb teacher

Listen to it carefully for your own sake

See and feel the love behind it.

Remember, these feelings and thoughts are not you

And you are not them;

You are only a stage for them to unfold upon

And be played upon without becoming them.

Every discontent should not be taken as bad or negative

And it need not be identified with either

It should be used as love and as a teacher,

That will show you what is the best direction

To be taken in the next moment.

Because somebody's anger can be the love for you

It can be the best thing to happen to you,

Because it can show you

Where your right place is, and

Because only when you are in that right place

Can your happiness find you.

TO LOVE IS~

To love someone
is NOT to take his pain
and thus, his teacher away from him.
To love someone is to help him to go not around but through the pain -
and come through from the other side of it
more enlightened, stronger and evolved to the next level of being and well-being.

While it's okay to have moral laws as your spiritual compass
it is not okay to attach to them as your God.
Morals are not God.
Ten Commandments are not God.
(Or, not anymore!)
Bowing to morals and killing Love for the sake of Law -
that is a violation and idolatry of its own.
So, every time you compromise Love for the sake of spiritual values, morals, and principles -
know, to whom you're really bowing,
whom you're really worshipping
and whom you are really killing.

It is not a violation to disobey the Law

For the sake of Love

But it is a violation

To kill Love for the sake of Law.

It is not a blood shed to violate the Law

For the sake of Love

But it's a blood shed to kill

Love for the sake of Law

It is not a blood shed to violate

Righteousness for the sake of Love

But it's a blood shed to murder Love

For the sake of Righteousness

If you have nothing and your child

Is sick from hunger

Wouldn't you steal and cheat

To feed him, not matter what the Law says?

If God is Love

Whom do you think you are killing in yourself

When choosing Law over Love?

Who is God for you - Law or Love?

If you choose the God of Law

You also choose to be judged

By the God of Law.

If you choose the God of Love

You also choose to be loved

By the God of Love

Whether you choose Love or Law

You are the only one to make that choice

Nobody - you hear me? - Nobody

Has the authority to tell you

What to choose and how to love.

In this realm Father is still separated

From The Mother of Everything

In this realm Consciousness is still separated

From Subconsciousness

In this realm mind and reason is still dominating

Emotions and feelings -

Because there is no Heart to speak for the Mother

Because there is no Heart to connect and unite

Her with Him

Because Heart is still polarized towards

Father-the-Consciousness

Leaving Mother in utter darkness

To experience death after death.

But if you choose to be in the Golden Middle

If you choose to be a real Heart

If you choose Neither but Both -

You convert Law into Love,

You bring Light into Darkness,

You elevate Subconsciousness into Consciousness,

You bind Father to Mother,

and

Heaven to Earth.

When you unite them Both inside yourself

That's when you become Love

That's when you become God on your own

That's when you become a Parent

To your own Mother and Father.

And that's what it takes to be Perfect

And that's what it takes to be Free.

DON'T BELIEVE BUT LOVE

One shall be free of idols of morals, ideals and principles -
and the judgments that are based on them.
One shall be in a neutral place in the Heart,
in the Middle, in the Mediator, in the Love,
where both Mother and Father,
reason and intuition,
consciousness and subconsciousness meet,
where hate can be converted into love,
where the expression of anger can be seen as expression of love.

If the Messiah - your Leader - will take away your Book of Law
and give you the Book of Love instead -
will you accept it, no questions asked?
Will you recognize, WHO is talking to you?

Listen not to the voce of morals and principles

Listen to the guidance from deep within

Listen to the voice of Mother and Father

Reason and Feelings

That are united in you into

ONE

LOVE.

Listen carefully to that gentle voice of Love and

If you will ask
It will tell you
When to be bad and when to be good
When to obey and when to violate
When to let live and when to let die.
So,
LET LOVE BE YOUR GOD
from now on.

End of Part Four. All six parts should be read consecutively and as a whole to have a healing effect.

Part Five

Voices Index

Mother Expression Guide

My Channeling Index

(13) WHOSE PURPOSE ARE YOU?

We said that you exist for a purpose. Whose purpose? Did you ever think of that one? Whose purpose are you?

You have purpose because all aspects of consciousness are connected to one another. None exist outside the system; they are all parts of the whole. That is the purpose we want you to seek. The essence of the vehicle you occupy and the energy you generate are part of a developmental sequence that you can say has a purpose for your personal search in life. But what purpose do you add to the whole? Can you conceive of someone else using your purpose and growing from it? An energy that you do not know exists?

This universe is interlocked in such a way that it is based on the domino system. All aspects of consciousness have gathered in this universe to affect each other because that is the only way consciousness in this particular system can experience itself. In another system or another universal structure, each and every type of consciousness may be completely free. In other words, you could be on your own and serve no purpose to anyone else. That is not true in this universe.

There are many different universes and themes. Just like one hundred pennies make a dollar, certain collections of universes make something that is a collection of energies. Eventually, you will begin to fathom and recognize that there are whole systems of existence that have nothing to do with existence as you are working with it. This system is designed as a free-will zone, within which everything is interlocking and interworking with everything else.

There are other kinds of zones, which perhaps you could also call free-will zones, where everything is independent of everything else. Here on Earth, everything is interlocked with everything else. There is much more space in a system in which everything is independent. Or, let us say, there is much more awareness of space, not necessarily space. That kind of universe could in actuality be much smaller than this universe, but because it is not operating out of density, the awareness of space could be greater.

Your purpose is to carry information and, by carrying it, to make the information accessible to others by frequency. When we share a story with you, you end up carrying information. Information is light; light is information. The more you become informed, the more you alter your frequency. You are electromagnetic creatures, and everything that you are, you broadcast to everyone else. Just as you can recognize someone in fear, you can recognize someone in joy if you begin to learn how to use your body to tune into this kind of recognition.

Your assignment is to carry information and to evolve yourself to the highest capability within the human form. When you do this, you cannot help but affect multitudes. You may feel that your particular occupation is not on a grand scale- say, for instance, you are a waitress. Remember, things are not what they appear to be on the outside, and everyone you come in contact with is affected by your vibration. Some of you may be left in very menial or mundane jobs for a while, or you may be led simply to be parents and guardians of your children, or you may do work that you feel is not exactly on the road to high glory. Yet you will have a certain time period in which you must assimilate all of this information that is indeed radical. You must fit it into your life, and you must fit it into the history of your world by living it, perceiving it, and getting used to it. Once you can consistently maintain a frequency of information and not be riding the roller coaster of emotions up and down because you don't know who you are, you will be given a task. It will be put before you, and it will be part of your blueprint. Your blueprint is your own personal detailed plan or outline of action for this lifetime.

Many of you already know your blueprint and what you will be guided to. Each of you knows your plan in the deepest portion of your being. What gets in the way of your knowing is logically thinking that you don't have the talent for your plan or that you can't do it. If you go into a meditative state, you will receive a picture of your identity and reality and the next step of your assignment day by day. Meditation is a state of communication; it is not a way to go somewhere to get lost. Meditation is a way to get informed and to go to a place that nourishes you.

You will move into your purpose and, more than likely, it will have to do with facilitating the frequency: transducing it, stepping it down to others, explaining it, using it to heal others, and stabilizing it for the human race. When each of you can hold a frequency of information without freaking out and can be counted upon to be consistent, then you anchor the frequency on the planet. That frequency is recognized. It cannot be traced, exactly, but it can be recognized, and it is being recognized now. That is why there has been a frenzied step-up to alter that frequency. You will see more frequency control everywhere you look, only now you will be able to recognize it for what it is.

You will find that all the things in your life have prepared you step by step for what you will be doing. At one time, perhaps, you were a Boy Scout leader and learned how to work with young boys. Maybe at another time you worked in a restaurant and learned how to work with food and to serve. Through your jobs, you created certain aspects of reality so that later on, when you must teach these systems how to go beyond themselves, you have an idea where these humans are coming from.

We speak to you as if you are not human because, to us, you are not. To us, you are members of the Family of Light, and we know your multidimensional selves. We speak to you about dealing with humans because it is your assignment to integrate with them, soothe them, and awaken a spark of light within them so that they are not all destroyed and so that this place can house a new species and a new realm of activity.

We have talked many times about the evolving DNA and the frequency modulation that has kept the species and the experiment controllable and manageable. You have been hired and are on assignment from the future to catapult back into this cycle of existence to incarnate many times so that you can understand what has kept humans controlled. In this way, you can operate from the inside and change the system. When you are in a battle with your logical mind, you are experiencing a conflict between the portion of yourself that is human, which has bought the story, and a portion of yourself that is Family of Light, which has not bought the story and is learning about the bigger picture.

Begin to realize that the portion of yourself that operates out of logic is teaching you something. It is giving you first-hand experience of how most of the population operates and firsthand knowledge of what you are going to have to work around to reach others. If it were quite easy for you to move into intuition and operate there completely out of trust, and if you did not have this duality of understanding with the logical mind, in the long run you would become very impatient with the rest of humanity. If it were easy for you, how could you possibly understand how difficult it is for others?

Humans have been controlled by frequency for a long time. They are so used to this frequency control and the logical mind has been so overly developed in recent times that there is much suspicion and fear-a dark place of self that is so controlled that people are frightened to even go into it and trust that they could possibly receive information on their own. When you think of the entities who have modulated the way humans broadcast themselves by rearranging their DNA and instituting various scenarios and events upon this planet-and then tunneling the results of this psychic energy through different portals out into space for their own reasons-you can see what you are battling.

There are those who want you and the whole planet to function in no other way but through logic-a very fearful logic. The best advice we can offer you at this time is toy use that logic. Say, "I will be in logic here for a moment and see what my logical mind is doing. It is wanting to take over. It has been told that this is how it is. I have also been told that this other stuff is true too. I will simply observe how I waiver between one and the other. Am I angry? Am I insecure? What brings me upliftment? What brings me security? What does each mode of thinking do for me? What am I perceiving about myself? How am I feeling?"

Observe and acknowledge all of this. Then say, "Now that I've given everyone a chance to be on stage, what do I want?" Reaffirm what you want, and you know you want to evolve. Do you see how cycling back through doubt is in actuality part of the Divine Plan? It is part of understanding what others who will be following in your footsteps will go through. You must learn to open your compassion center or heart center, which is probably one of the most difficult things to do. Learn to feel compassion for yourself and for everyone else, as you all have the courage to let go and feel.

It is very important to observe how you deal with events. Different events are brought to you so that you can observe them. Learn to observe your behavior and to spend much more time alone even if sometimes it is difficult for you and you feel lonely. In the long run, you will thank us for directing you to have a more meaningful encounter with yourself. You hold the richness and ripeness that can bring you into higher realization. There is an order that you operate within that part of yourself cannot see. Sometimes when part of yourself is operating without vision or seeing, events occur to get you back on track. Be aware that, in this new chaos of consciousness and confusion and shifting of uncertainty, there is a divine order.

This could be compared to baking a cake. Each ingredient in the recipe is of itself an integral whole and has its own sense of structure: the eggs, the flour, the butter, the sugar. When you begin to put them all together, it looks as if you are making chaos. Someone could say, "You are wrecking everything. You wrecked that egg. Where did the sugar go? You are wrecking all of the essential elements here." They don't understand, perhaps, the magic of the catalytic formula of heat. There is a catalytic energy present at this time on the planet as all of the individual structures begin to melt and merge to create what looks like chaos. There will be something new born out of this, just like a cake is born out of the chaos of mixing together certain ingredients. Someone who does not understand that after you mix cake batter, you put it in the oven to bake it, could look at the goopy batter and think they made nothing. Many people on the planet will not recognize that there is a higher order behind the chaos-that there is a recipe being followed. Each of you has a specific assignment within this recipe. Of course, you have free will to determine how you will follow the recipe and be an ingredient of it. This free will allows you to decide the specifics of how you would like your life to be designed, although you must live out your blueprint. Whether you choose to do this with difficulty or with ease, in poverty or in richness, is up to you. It all depends on where you have been convinced to put your boundaries. What can we say to convince you to take all of your boundaries down-to stop limiting what you believe can be yours? If there is anything we wish to achieve, it is to have each of you boundless and free, knowing that every thought you entertain somehow determines your experience. If we could get you to live 100 percent of the time according to what you want, we would feel that this has been a most successful year.

We are going to ask each of you to make that commitment and to live a cleaner and more impeccable life. We ask you to accept responsibility in areas that you have not even thought of accepting responsibility. We want you each to act as if you know what is going on. Act as if you are divinely guided in every choice you make, and begin to believe that you are always at the right place at the right time. Say to yourself, "I am in divine guidance. I am always at the right place at the right time. Everything I do is orchestrated for my higher growth, my higher consciousness, and my higher evolution." We want you to operate in that way all of the time now. Be living Keepers of Frequency. When light is brought into your body, it fires your light-encoded filaments and helps rebundle the DNA, creating a frequency change. Frequency is what you know. Frequency is your identity.

There have been periods when many different dimensions have existed upon this planet at the same time. In the last thousand years, there has been a receding of the many different dimensions as great chaos and darkness have come over the population. These dimensions or other realities or places where the laws of existence are a bit different are returning. You help them return by pulling the dimensions onto this planet and creating what is called a dimensional merge. Sometimes you move into these dimensions and do not recognize that you are in them. You enter an altered state, particularly when you go to a sacred site on Earth. You move into a different dimensional frequency and everything changes. You feel uplifted and full of energy, or sick to your stomach. Something goes on when you move into an altered state. Since you are in the altered state, you do not always know you are in it. That is the beginning of the dimensional merge. When you return home from a sacred site, you may look back and say, "Wow, what happened there?" That is the feeling of experiencing different dimensions. Dimensional collisions are another story. Those who are gripped with fear and refuse to change, even though their purpose is to be on the planet at this time to change, will experience the dimensions as collisions. The dimensional merge for them will be like a solid wall of cement hitting another solid wall of cement. Great discomfort will occur on this planet for many. This is already occurring on a very small scale as discomfort in the nervous system. People may develop disease of the nervous system simply because of their refusal to evolve and change their stand about themselves and their reality. All of you who are working with other humans, whether you are medical people, bodyworkers, teachers, musicians, or whatever, understand that this is the human dilemma: the need to drift the definition of self and reality.

Use your will and mind to decide how you would like reality to construct itself. By doing this, you will eventually discover that there is a higher will and a higher plan, and you will ride your consciousness to it and discover the divine path. This divine path has in mind the evolution of consciousness. You, as a human species, have believed for eons what others have told you about yourselves. As we have said, there has been a purpose to this: others have wanted to control you. Strive as you would for attainment, it was difficult on the planet because the DNA was scattered and closed down, so no matter what you wanted, the vibrational connections were not available. Now that the vibrational connections are coming onto the planet, the Divine Plan-which you can think of as a grid or blueprint-is coming closer to Earth, and the dimensions are going to meet eventually. When they are going to meet is up to you. The Divine Plan is not scheduled to come here on a specific date; it depends on how quickly humans can meet the needs and master themselves.

What does it mean to master yourself? In order to understand the Divine Plan and move into the blueprint, you must look at yourself. You must be able to master who you are. There are many things in your society for which you must master a test in order to say, "Yes, I qualify. I have mastered these rules, and I utilize them and put them to my will." For example, you must master how to drive a car to get a license. How many of you can master your bodies and use them with your will? Very few. Why? Because no one told you it was possible. We are here to remind you of a number of things. Earth at this time is a very difficult place to be, simply because those who are coded to bring the changes onto the planet are coded to teach themselves. You see, the problem on this planet, over and over again, has been the gods. One god after another. Who have the gods been? The gods created you. You are their project. You are dear to them. However, some of them you are not very dear to because they do not understand emotion and feelings. And some of them are enamored of different realities than you are.

Consciousness is allowed its expression, and you have been allowed your expression within limitation by those who have been governing you. From your point of view, you have never let them govern you and you have no idea that they exist. They bring dramas onto this planet in the guise of what you call religion, leadership, or, sometimes, inspiration. Events, even though they are orchestrated to achieve certain things, sometimes gather those who hang on, and many other probabilities come out other than what was intended. We want to communicate to you that there is a drastic change going on. We cannot emphasize this enough. Earth is in for a big shake-up. The shake-up involves humanity processing and conceiving of data that is totally out of the current paradigm. This means that your nervous system will be assaulted with data and must be able to unlock itself from how it believes it controls or perceives reality.

The task for you members of the Family of Light who have desired to take this information inside of yourselves is to anchor a new frequency on the planet by anchoring it impeccably inside yourselves. This is not easy. It was not meant to be easy. You did not come here to have an easy assignment. You are renegades, and you have been renegades. If we could give each of you a minute's worth of your multidimensional memories, you would know what we are talking about. You would know in the deepest portion of your being that time and time again, in different guises and different collections of form, you have gone where change needed to be anchored. You have gone many times, busted the paradigms, liberated yourselves, and moved beyond where you thought your identity was. This is the Divine Plan: merging the self.

The Divine Plan has many ramifications and brings together many kinds of forces. You have heard us talk about the forces of light and the forces of darkness. We have nicknamed them the "White T-Shirts" and the "Dark T- Shirts" to make the situation neutral and have you know it is a game. We also want you to know that there is a grave seriousness to the game and that in and around and above the game is the Divine Plan. The Divine Plan can be anchored as a vibration into certain human bodies that are coded for this and that came here to carry this frequency. Then you can rise to your own blueprint of impeccability.

When your own life rises to a position where you do not even recognize it as your life, you allow the energy of the nonphysical realms to use you as a conduit-to merge the dimensions and liberate consciousness into a new way of perceiving. Even though there is death and destruction coming to your world, remember that death and destruction come in the autumn every year on this planet. The flowers and leaves on the trees are killed by the frost; things wither and die. Perhaps someone who lives where it is always summer would be very disturbed when they saw autumn for the first time. They would think, "Goodness, the world is being destroyed here. All the beauty is being taken away." Understand that this is what is going on with Earth. It is a season when some things will die so that many new things can be born. It is all part of the Divine Plan.

(14) EMOTIONS - THE SECRET IN THE CHRONICLES OF TIME

There are those who exist in this universe who have yet to discover human emotion. When you visit Earth's ancient lands and look at the creations of other times and places, you can feel the frequencies and vibrations inherent in the sites. You know that there are keys there, and you know that there are messages that there is something locked within that once existed and will surface again. In the same way, human beings have something hidden within them that is very valuable for the evolution of the universe. We refer to this data as the codes and master numbers: geometric formulae of light that are integral to recreating and producing life forms throughout this universe.

Human beings have been tucked away, hidden, and forgotten in the antiquities of time ever since their DNA was rearranged, because it is in the distant past of the chronicles of time when the species was alive and vibrating very differently. That time has been forgotten or shelved by some. As we have said, you have been in quarantine, almost as if you have been in the dungeons of time for so long that as the new eras have come forward they have forgotten that you have been here.

There are those, however, who have not forgotten. They have sent you on assignment to change all of this: to bring memory forward and to bring the value of human existence back to the forefront of creation. You are needed because you carry something that many other species have no idea of: emotion. And just as you need to work together to bring your own selves into a wholeness and richness of multidimensional being, there are those who are striving to catapult the entire universe into a new octave-a reach toward and creation of new territory.

The Keepers of Time know where the data is locked, and you have been found; you have been selected to bring it into the light. We have come forward-or backward from our time period-to assist those of you on assignment to unlock the annals of human DNA. We are here to help you rearrange them within your own being and then to become part of the Living Library.

As we have mentioned, what is occurring on Earth is going to affect things in many places. Energy is being sent here at this time to redirect certain universal forces so that they will come into alignment and bring this universe into simultaneous awareness of its identity. What is in Earth is like a locked-away secret in the chronicles of time, and it has to do with emotion. In this gift of emotion there is wealth and richness; there is incredible ability to transcend many different realities and to move through and experience many different states of awareness. Emotion allows certain energies to coalesce, fuse, bond, and come together in realization of themselves. Without emotion, that bond could not be.

There are those existing in this universe who are very ancient and who have come to the realization of what this place is. They have been working for eons. They are ancient elders even to our system, and they are honored as great wise men and women, in your terms, although they are not men or women at all. They are thought of as the Keepers of Existence in this system. They are the ones who make the movements and drive the system like a pilot drives a ship. They steer this universe on its course; that is their job. Just like you have jobs, their job is to steer this universe on a course of discovery. They have discovered from their own learning and journey that they must connect with other universes.

There is a plan to catapult and send energy into new experience. At this time, Earth and a number of other systems where you simultaneously exist are instrumental in the reemergence of emotion, with the purpose of comprehending all identities compacted into one. The universes are discovering what they can do by coming together and interworking just as you are discovering what you can become. There is no preconceived idea of what will happen. This is new territory.

Emotion is the key to all of this. As human beings, you need emotion to connect you with your spiritual self. Emotion is essential to understanding spirituality because emotion generates feeling. The mental body and physical body are very linked, as are the emotional body and spiritual body. The spiritual body is, of course, the body that exists beyond physical limitation. You need emotions to comprehend the nonphysical, which is why emotions have been so controlled upon this planet. You have been allowed very little room emotionally and have been encouraged to feel powerless or frightened.

Many of you don't want to go beyond these emotional barriers and through your personal boundaries because it might be painful. You'd like to say "abracadabra" and just have them be gone. Pain brings you feeling. If you can feel in no other way, sometimes, in order to capture your attention as a stubborn human, you create pain to show yourself the range of your abilities and to bring yourself into life. In this way, you can feel the richness of being alive.

Most human beings are afraid of their emotional or feeling center; they are afraid to feel. Trust your feelings no matter what they are. Trust that they lead you to something and that the way you feel can bring you a realization. You all want to be in life and be removed from it at the same time. You say, "Let me just be here and be a powerful person, but I don't want to feel or participate too much because it hurts too much and then I will get sucked down. I don't trust life."

When you are not afraid of feeling, and you move past judgment and allow yourself to feel all the ways you feel, you will have a tremendous breakthrough because you will be able to ride feeling into other realities. Some of you are afraid to feel and participate in this reality; let alone ride into other realities, because you do not trust your feelings. If you wish to have an acceleration, dive into something that brings up feeling. Stop skirting the issue so that you can think you are in control. Dive in the middle of it and then see if you are in control.

It's not that you don't know how to feel, it's that you are afraid of your feelings. You don't know what to do with them when you have them. They bring up a sense of powerlessness within you, so you associate feeling with a sense of, "Oh, no, I blew it." You have a boundary in your belief system that states that when something comes up that is emotional and brings pain or anger, then it is not good. It is time to stop tiptoeing around things and avoiding your emotions.

Anger serves a purpose. All of you want to get finished with it: you want to sweep it under the rug and act as if it is no good. You act like it is rotten vegetables, throw it out, and bury it in the back garden as if there is no purpose to it. We are emphasizing that there is a purpose to fear and a purpose to anger. If you would allow yourselves to express and experience your fears, which might lead to the expression of your anger, you would learn something. Those of you who want desperately to avoid fear and anger, and who are really afraid of these feelings, have something great to learn through these emotions. They are techniques that move you beyond your personal boundaries of identity and behavior, and you are simply afraid to experience this.

Most of the time, all you want is to be accepted. You feel that no one will like you if you do certain things or feel certain ways, so you don't give yourself permission to have those certain feelings. That is where the anger comes from. You have anger because you make judgments about what you can and cannot do. If you do not give yourself permission to feel, you cannot learn. Feeling connects you with life.

Feelings serve a variety of purposes in human beings. We encourage all of you to please trust and cultivate and rely on your feelings. Understand that your feelings are your ticket to ride into multidimensional realities, where you must go if you are seriously playing this game. In multidimensional realities, you learn to hold and focus many different versions of yourself at once. Feelings can take you to these places, particularly feelings that you trust. Many of you are very suspicious and masterful over your feelings. You will not allow certain feelings to come forward, or you judge them when they come up instead of observing where they take you or what they do for you.

Because you have a fear of something, you keep yourself from experiencing it because you put up a wall that says, "If I go there, it is bad." You put the brakes on. In actuality, your fear will eventually energize the experience into your realm of development because all thought is drawn into form based on the emotional influence behind it. So sometimes the greatest thing to do is to simply say, "What the heck, I will go there. I surrender." Then deal with being there and don't worry about being centered while you are in your feeling center. If you intend to go into your feeling center and always be in control, you are not giving yourself the range of movement that is needed to ride the emotions that knock down boundaries and belief systems.

Anger has its purpose. Anger is not purposeless and pain is not purposeless. They all lead you to something. You can make an intention to go into your feeling center and learn how to be centered there while you explore the opportunities. If you say, "I am going to be centered there," it sounds as if you won't allow yourself any movement within it. Instead, just intend to have a centeredness. A centeredness does not mean that things don't fluctuate; it means that you allow things to fluctuate. Whether a boat is ready to tip over or is in calm water, you allow it. You ride it, then you get out of the event either a calm ride or a rough ride. Your emotions are not just food for others, they are food for the self. This is how you nourish yourself and create your identity. This is your identity as frequency through your emotions. Emotions feed you and feed your call letters into existence.

You are going to deal with each of your boundaries, simply because that is what you do not want to do. You would love to say, "Golden stardust, eliminate all that has limited me. Boom! I am free!" Ideally, it would be so simple. That is a classic example of wanting to recircuit and bypass the feeling center. You have certain emotional beliefs or feelings that assist in making these boundaries outside of yourself, so when you break a boundary, you have to deal with the emotion that put the boundary there in the first place. Through your emotional body you are connected to your spiritual body. You may want to bypass something that is difficult, yet you have to feel your way through it.

You want to sweep difficult things under the rug and say, "I don't want to do these," when the difficult things are your gemstones. Even if you discover you have 101,000 boundaries, do not feel frustrated. Simply say, "This is interesting." Look at the boundaries you have set up and, instead of swearing at them, simply observe them and see if you can discover how they came about. See what purpose they served-what grocery store you shopped in when you bought those items.

As soon as you acknowledge and recognize and are willing to release something, it moves. When you cling or have fear or think, "I like that boundary; that serves me very well," then you limit yourself.

You must learn to love your emotions. As long as you describe something as difficult, you are making it difficult. No one else is. You are resisting and judging the changes coming about. You are feeling that you do not know what is going on, and you wish to be in control. Control is something very convenient and very handy. It must be applied at the right place at the right time, like super glue. Super glue in the wrong place doesn't do much good. Did you ever super glue your hands or lips together? You must learn to exercise control in the way you use super glue. If you screw up with super glue, you get stuck and you can't do anything. Control is the same way: you get stuck with it, and it sticks you to something that you don't need to be stuck to. You must be very selective about what you decide to control or not control. The old human pattern, or the paradigm that exists, says, "You must be in control."

You, as members of the Family of Light, are having an awakening. You need your emotions. You must become friends with your emotions because, through feelings, you can climb the ladder to the multidimensional self and the twelve- chakra system and explore what you discover. Through feelings, you can tell if something is going on or not. The logical mind will disinvolve itself when something is going on if the body is not plugged into feeling. Feeling registers frequency change. Logical mind does not register frequency change.

You are experiencing an awakening of frequency change. You are being led to change many portions of your life and to give up many things. Don't resist the changes and feel out of control because you don't know what is coming and it appears that your emotions are getting in your way. Your emotions are simply wanting to show you something; you don't like it because you think your emotions are interfering or will embarrass you.

Get clever. Next time you come into one of these emotional situations, say to yourself immediately, "Alright, I know what is going on; I'm not getting caught in this one. I know there is something here for me to learn, and something for me to change. I believe that I am guided and that I am following a blueprint, so I will check out what is in this for me by not judging it and by going with the flow. I request that all my changes come in joy and safety and harmony. That is my decree. Everything in my evolution I am intending is covered by that: I experience joy and safety and harmony. So I will go with this energy and see what is changing for me and what I need to give up."

When your memories are not intact and you have not cultivated trust inside yourself, you shut down because you don't understand what is occurring when you are made ready for change. It is imperative for people to trust the feeling center and operate with it. When "stuff" activates your feeling center and brings you into discomfort, face the feelings that you do not like. This is your essence. These feelings are your jewels, your treasures, and your gems, from which you can learn about your identity. They are your springboard, and you are never finished with them. You cannot shove them away and say, "Yuck, I don't like the me I was then!" However, you can alter the "you" who perceived reality in that way. As you continue to become aware and gain a vast comprehension of who you are, you can look back at that entity in that place and have a whole new realization of who you were then. This process is ongoing. You will begin to see it in one another.

Honor your friends as they go through their "stuff"; just don't get involved in it. If it is for you, do it, but don't help others prolong their dramas. It is time to move through "stuff," not to stage a 365-day Broadway run with it. We suggest telling your stories once or twice or three times, and that is it. You don't need to tell everyone everything, because everyone else has their "stuff" occurring too. Do you understand? When you continually speak about your "stuff," you are missing the point because you are talking instead of doing and seeing what you are telling yourself. By talking to everyone about what is going on with you, you are simply wanting to get attention, and you don't need to do that.

Events are ongoing, and you never really finish with them because they are your "stuff." If something is painful for you at the time, we guarantee that later you will encounter a situation that is similar, and you will have gained a compassion that you never had before. You will see the situation all in a different perspective.

What is coming up now are the things that originally blocked you from perceiving reality. These are the parts of your emotional body in which the highway system was severed and the information could not flow, so you moved into pain and translated the emotional pain out of your physical body. We recommend to all of you that you receive bodywork. Bodywork simply involves bringing energy from outside the cosmos into your body, infusing it with your other bodies-mental, physical, emotional, and spiritual - and making the energy grid fit. Where the energy grid fits and you don't block cellular memory and you allow - energy to step into your body, the energy moves through your chakras and feeds your body its data. When you are afraid or you shut down, or when you blame someone else, or when you are in denial, you get stuck. Then, even though light floods unto your body, it does not fit with the gridwork. So you are in chaos, and everybody else wants to stay away from you because you emanate chaos. Chaos is a fine place to be; there is nothing wrong with chaos as long as you don't permanently dwell there.

When you deny emotion, you are asking for major Earth changes to take place within your psyche. When you allow a tornado here, a hurricane there, or a small volcanic eruption here and there, you are allowing your emotions freedom of expression, and they will not run rampant over your personal environment.

Feeling is what connects you to your humanity; feeling is what connects you to your emotions. Emotions connect you in this realm of existence to your spiritual body. What we are saying is that emotions, or feelings, are the key to being alive in this reality. Many realities exist without emotions, but in this reality they are your greatest gift. If you deny your emotional self in this lifetime, then you had best realize that you have hung it up. If you are not going to be part of your emotional self, then you are never going to make the game we are talking about. You will simply be one of the masses who watches television and feels like a victim over and over again. If you are feeling pain within your emotional body, ask yourself why you believe the pain is there, what purpose the pain serves, and why you are choosing to create pain through your emotions. Why is it not your choice to create joy? All is choice. We need to remind you of this.