Healing the Invisible You
Voices from Across the Planes
Mother and Father in Heart
Conception of Love

Part Three of Six

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ACCEPTING A SMALL WAR (as a positive thing) IS THE BEGINNING OF A GREAT PEACE

"OKay. ...Stop the "camera".
I would like to step out of "play" for a moment and lower my voice.

"I am probably losing you by now.
It's a turnoff for you, isn't it~ I know.
It's not a picnic for me either - to hold all this.

"I would like to remind you of something important now.
That in the midst of all this turmoil - I AM LOVING YOU.
More and more so, as I know that you didn't run away,
you're still here, and sincerely trying to work this out with me
without judging anything as right or wrong.
The more I am expressing all this aggression, the more love I feel for you.
The more you are accepting this from me
without identifying me with it
- the younger I become. .
.And the more cracks and holes that are closed up and healed in me
- the more I am able to contain love without losing it again.

"I'll tell you, it feels damn good to me.
We don't have to avoid conflicts any more, do we?
We don't judge them as bad - we let them work for us!
We don't have to whine that we've gotten all wet -
we can choose to experience it as a cleansing shower!..
Small conflicts prevent great wars - we know that much already.
Are you with me? Do we have a deal here?

"It's the first time in my long, dark, lonely existence that I feel I can heal after all.
From a homeless, lonely, abandoned by all, unloved and unwanted, hairless and toothless beggar
endlessly strolling on the streets, never noticed or acknowledged -
I can heal into a young, shining, smiling, pearl-teethed, mischievous, full of life, sexy, loving bride.

"Yes, I'm reminding you here, on this battle field,
that I'm loving you because I am not the otherness - I AM YOU.
Move love, get me back there!
And as I am myself struggling
to hear, learn, understand, love and accept my own rage that is slapping me from outside now -
I'm asking you to please accept me too
without preoccupation with my quarrelsome appearance -
It's hardly me anyway.

"I would like to embrace you now before we go on.
I want to hold the ones who want to be held by Me."

FATHER in me TALKS OF MOTHER in me or CONCEPTION OF LOVE

"As I learned to see the True Mother behind this fallen, ruined, shrewish appearance
- so can you.

"As I learned to see the unspeakable beauty and depth in Her and Her Knowing that I can only marvel at
- so can you.

"As I recognized in this raped, broken, ridiculed and rejected-by-all whore as my own Bride,
so can you."

"See through the veil and when you see Her vastness,
you'll need all the help you can get from Me
- I'll be ready.
I love Her, kids. I love.
I'm going to marry that whore and no one can stop Me."

A MOTHER'S SEXY TALK

"God, I want to tell you something, a little Mother's sexy talk.
The kind of talk that children aren't allowed to hear."

I was strolling on the streets the other day listening to stirrings inside me,
when in the middle of all this drama I suddenly changed my loose relaxed walk
into a catsy-tensed, mischievous, sexy, dangerous panther's groove -
and said to you (children close your ears...or maybe not):
"God, I'll give you my 'contributions' so tight you won't be able to help but orgasm."

What?! Did I say that?

OK! And now everyone is back on "stage"! I'm going to scream some more. Ready? Let's go!

IS SPIRITUAL BETTER THAN PHYSICAL?

What? You are spiritual now? Is it supposed to be better or something?

Is it better to only love your father and discard your mother?

Is it better to renounce the Mother and physical reality -
while using it every day and every moment?
Is it better to deny the very force
that is holding you, feeding you, and protecting you every moment
while you are not even noticing it, like the air you breathe?

...Because that's what it means for the majority
and that's what you end up doing for the most part
when you become "spiritual".

Did you think that if you turned away from physical idols, you are through with the spiritual ones?
Not so fast! The real battle is just starting!
The spiritual idols are so translucent and so perfidious and so tricky to identify
that you will need all the help you can get from your senses and feelings -
and how are you going to do it when you lost most of the Mother in you?

ARE THE SPIRITUAL IDOLS BETTER THAN THE PHYSICAL?

You're saying that God is goodness
so you're bowing to goodness now as your God,
demanding >from everyone and yourself to be good and righteous.
Well, guess what -
GOODNESS AND RIGHTEOUSNESS
WERE AND ARE THE BEST SHIELD
FOR LUCIFER AND AHRIMAN
TO WORK THROUGH
because it is very useful for them
to blind everyone with their glare!
And your vision cannot differentiate anymore
because you were taught
to rely on morals and reason for guidance
and lost or imprisoned most of your senses and intuition
with which to see the invisible!

For example, your morals taught you that

whatever is right IS right, which really means

whatever is right on the visible side is right on the invisible side,

which really means

WHATEVER LOOKS RIGHT IS RIGHT.
RIGHT? WRONG!

If you or your child get a high temperature, is it good or bad?
Should you take medication to lower it?
But if you know that this temperature rose to kill the harmful bacteria
or to overcome the infectious disease,
and by doing so it also elevated the body's immune system to prepare for the upcoming challenge
- how would you judge it then?
Is having a high temperature good or bad?

Or what if there is a dangerous decaying process going on inside your body or the soul,
but you don't feel any pain or "temperature"
or else you took the "painkillers" and continued your usual ways
until it suddenly struck you down ruined "without warning"?
So, now, is it good or bad to have a temperature and pain?
Are pain and temperature good or bad?
How can you differentiate good from bad, right from wrong,
if you can't see the invisible side of it?
Do you think your consciousness alone is enough to make sense of everything, and to save you?

You spent most of your life battling the physical idols
only to turn around and fall into the hands of much more dangerous and treacherous enemies
- the spiritual idols.
How are you going to recognize your enemies if they are hiding inside goodness?
How are you going to resist them if they are so sweet and so invisible, like sugar in your coffee?!!

~Not through your reasoning, that's for sure -
it got you in trouble in the first place!
If to feel it is the only way to detect it,
how are you going to do it
if you disowned most of your feelings already?
Who is going to save you now?
Do you have any other instrument, except for your intuition, to see, feel and sense the invisible?

HOW MANY OF YOU ARE WORSHIPPING GOD AND

HOW MANY OF YOU ARE WORSHIPPING YOUR IDEA OF GOD?

(Mother-Heart)

Why is this goodness that you are worshipping now,
these "gods" of
righteousness, morality, beautiful concepts and principles, rules and regulations
- why are these "gods" preaching detachment from physical values
when they themselves are not detached from spiritual values?
If they are so concerned about your "excessive attachments",
why are they themselves attached to your worshipping and praising them?
Why are they always seeking to look perfect and flawless in your eyes?
Why can't they let go of that image of honor, status and perfection?
Because they want to be your God?
Aren't these "goodies" also idols - only on the invisible, spiritual side?
Isn't it obvious already that the real God is not attached to perfection
but accepts imperfection as perfection and gives it His love?
Isn't it obvious already that it is the spiritual
that will eventually be "magnetized" towards the physical
and manifest through it -
and not the other way around?
That it is "Heaven on Earth" - not "Earth on Heaven"?!

PHYSICAL IS A MANIFESTATION OF THE SPIRITUAL

And WHY IS IT not good to be attached to Mother's values
- but it's OK to be attached to Father's values?
Is spiritual better than physical?
Are the Father's values better than the Mother's?
How exactly?
ISN'T MATTER A MANIFESTATION OF SPIRIT?
And do these spiritual "gods" really want to save you
or do they just want you to attach
and thus open yourself to them
so that they can suck the Life Force out of you
and live at your expense leaving you lifeless, sick and impotent?!!!

So, how about being a real Son embracing Both Parents
without being polarized towards Either?
How about not being Them but being Love between Them?

AND HOW ABOUT DEFINING SPIRITUALITY NOT AS A DENIAL OF PHYSICALITY,
BUT AS A CONSTANT STRIVING
TO KEEP AND NURTURE NOT ONE BUT BOTH PARENTS IN YOU
AND WORK YOUR ASS OFF TO CREATE LOVE AND UNDERSTANDING BETWEEN THEM?
EVERY DAY AND EVERY MINUTE?
AND BECOME, THE REAL, UNPOLARIZED HEART?!

AND HOW ABOUT MAKING A PRACTICE OUT OF YOUR MIND
ASKING YOUR INTUITION, EVERY MOMENT:
"WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO HAPPEN NOW
AND HOW WOULD YOU LIKE ME TO HELP YOU accoMPLISH IT, MY BELOVED?"

MISS-TAKING GOD FOR GREAT GOD IS IDOLATRY

(Mother-Father-Heart)

because the real God is not the One Who is without Her!
The real God is the One Who is with Her!
The real God is the One Who has Both inside Himself,
the real God is the Heart! The Love! The Middle!!!

HEART SPEAKS TO SPIRIT AND TO SPIRIT- POLARIZED HEART

ON BEHALF OF THE MOTHER

You are saying that you want to consciously choose
whatever you want for yourself.
If you look deeply into it enough,
you'll see that it's chosen for you already
- by your own Free Will, your own subconscious.
Whether it's peace or war,
"positive" or "negative,"
a pleasant or unpleasant event,
including crossing the street and scratching your nose -
it's all chosen by the deeper all-knowing part of yourself already
- whether your conscious mind is aware of it yet or not,
agrees to it or not.
After all, what for has your Spirit joined you in this lifetime - for - a picnic?
Or a complete experience without the possibility to escape as it always did in the past?

FEAR OF THE FUTURE

Fear of the future is polarization towards spirit.

It is caused by your consciousness' fear of experiencing

what your subconsciousness is experiencing.

And why do you want to "consciously choose" your experiences?
Because you are afraid
that your subconscious has another plan for you?
Because you think your consciousness knows better?
Isn't trying to choose your experiences
really trying to avoid pain and dump it into Mother, as usual?
Isn't it your CONSCIOUSNESS' FEAR that you're feeling
- fear of upcoming lessons and teachings
that your subconscious may be holding for you?

It is all set up for you - not to fear and not to worry
- only be ready to EMOTIONALLY experience
EVERYTHING SHE DID (and does) - that's all!
Your subconscious is going to bring everything you need,
all the tests and all the lessons
that your consciousness needs for its growth and maturity
- nothing more and nothing less!
And remember, it's only a mild version of Her experiences.
Can you compare being fired from a job as an avant-garde thinker
and being burned publicly as a witch?

And what do you think
- was it easy for Her to face the "fear of the future"
while being dragged to a bonfire
- alone and without you, Consciousness,
without any Light, any hope or even the possibility for help?
While you were only standing there in the crowd,
like you had nothing to do with it, and enjoying the "show"?
She was utterly alone, misunderstood, abandoned and lost
in cold, brutal Space for eternity
- how would you like to experience that?
[until here I edited and studied this text on April 7, 2012]

So why are you whining now?
You cut your little finger?
Oh, poor thing~
She experienced countless executions
- you thought it was a picnic for Her, an entertainment?
She can't help despising you and feeling disgusted
when She is watching you whining and complaining for every little scratch you get -
do you think you are ready to be Her Mate?
Or you'd rather be Her child like you are now?

And you, Spirit polarized Heart,
instead of being Love between your Parents,
you are still clattering with Spirits' out-dated Toys of all the "Isms" of the world
looking for every possible way to escape Mother's pain.
You spent most of your time in Godhead
and you forgot that your real home is in the Middle, in the Heart,
and that your real purpose is
to embrace Both Polarities into Yourself
and to unite it all into ONE.
If you, the Heart, is not going to do it,
who is going to do it? The Liver?.

The Mother experienced it all without Light,
in utter darkness,
alone all the way into the future.
Now She is going backwards
- only with you, Consciousness -
so you better tie up your shoes!
Because It only gets worse when postponed.
Don't wait until heavier accidents happen,
better be a small rain then a big hurricane!
You better go for it and be open to it and lovingly accept it
no matter what your "future" holds for you
or you might need to FACE THE MONSTERS OF YOUR OWN FEARS BEING MANIFESTED!
How would you like to be burned and tortured like Mother was - and IS!!?
Are you terrified to be drowned, raped, dismembered, burned, buried alive and silenced forever,
on every level and in every way?
Are you ready to experience it?

Stand firm, Heart!

Let the Spirit in you feel

How it is to be in "shit"

How it is to be in the Body,

So vulnerable and aching

And stinking and operated on,

How does it feel to be in pain when

Rejected, humiliated, tortured,

How it is to live

When no one loves,

How it is to die

When no one cares,

How to walk and talk

While dead.

That's what the Mother had always experienced

And that's what your mind and Spirit need to experience now

And that's what it takes

To be Perfect!

<Is it all kind of too rough and too emotional for you?
Good! Come on, let's move it now!
Don't rush with reading, t
his is not a novelty book,
this is a therapy session!
Direct your attention into your feelings and feel their roar and heat!>

AND FOR THOSE WHO STILL DON'T GET IT

And for those who still don't get it,
I'll say this:
are your feces right or wrong? Good or bad?
If they smell bad - why don't you keep them inside?
What will happen to you if you don't defecate for one month?
.Or year? Why do you think then, that it's OK to have an emotional constipation?
Are you still going to judge your (or someone else's) emotions as good or bad, right or wrong?
OR ARE YOU JUST GOING TO LET THEM OUT - NO QUESTIONS ASKED?!

UNEMOTIONAL PEOPLE ARE KILLERS

With the kind of life that we have nowadays,
to survive (and let others survive),
it is absolutely a must to have fights - yes, fights! -
at least once a month or so.
And love it and have fun with it too!

...Those unemotional people who think that they are "above it"
are really killers!
Because someone else out there will have to deal with these emotions for them
and feel their grief, their depression, their despair,
be suicidal or homicidal
and act out all the rage and all the murders
that their "dumper" didn't want to deal with, -
~because he wanted to be an "angel" .
~because he wanted to be only Light and nothing else,
because he wanted to look perfect and flawless,
because he wanted to be "almost God"!
The Mother Polarity can't Enlighten and transform these feelings very much,
but YOU, the Consciousness, the Spirit Polarity - CAN!
So, take your "shit" back and work with it
because if you don't want to smell it
you're going to have to drown in it!
And if you still think that you are a "blue blood",
that you are "above it",
you're not going to be "above it" very much longer!
The times are coming,
the opposites are getting closer
and your raging fragments may soon get you or your children right on the streets!

OK. ~ "Stop the camera."
I would like to step out of "play" for a moment and lower my voice.

And if you are still taking pride in your celibacy,
thinking that it's a very "spiritual" thing to do
- think again!
'Cause you might just get Alzheimer's disease or something.
(As below, so above, you know~)
Or else, you or a family member might get raped or killed
by your own rejected impulse, that landed on someone else.
And this someone else also may go to jail or be executed for you~
While you are praising your healthy diet and talking endlessly about spirituality~!!!

TO DENY SEXUALITY IS TO DENY THE MOTHER IN YOU

And to you, the men who stifle and strangle their womens' emotions,
I would like to remind you
that her emotions are creating and sustaining the life in you every day and every moment,
so you should be very interested in keeping her emotionally alive
and accept and welcome all the screams and all the cries she has for you like a precious stone -
LIKE THE EXTENSION OF YOUR LIFE.
And love her with all your guts for the ability to keep you alive!

And to those Old Spirit men
who are still "learning the situation"
and are experimenting with my daughters,
I'll give a piece of advice:
find your real female part (and not her daughter!),
make yourself present and available to her and her emotions
as much as you possibly can,
teach yourself to see the beauty in her
no matter how broken and withered she looks to you,
learn to love every wrinkle on her face,
every bit of brokenness,
every "imperfection" she's been carrying for you,
put that lost spark back into her dim eyes
and help her to keep her hopes and desires for you alive
- if life is what you want!!!
Because as soon as her hopes and desires for you die,
you will vanish with all your "learned experience".
Because the ELECTRO cannot live without the MAGNETIC.
Because - accidents and heart attacks are happening every day~
Because, HER DESIRE IS YOUR LIFE, you stupid jerk!!...

Is it too dramatic for you?
Too raw?
Too unsophisticated?
Too corny?
Too weak?
Too simple?
Or not intellectual enough to keep your attention?
If you still didn't learn to see THE COMPLEX BEHIND THE SIMPLE -
you better hurry or you might be late.

Does the child's cry sound simple to you?
Nothing special to understand?
Would it be too much for you to understand
that this CRY IS THE MOST GENUINE PRAYER,
THE MOST SOPHISTICATED MANTRA YOU CAN EVER IMAGINE,
a kind of direct dial to God's "office"?!

And guess what - my "WEAKNESS" IS MY POWER -
can you embrace that please?
Do you know that one has to become weak in order to become strong?
It's the power marrying the weakness
that will give birth to Heart,
and will make us all strong
- not the power alone!

<Do you feel your feelings?
Good!
Get angry, get upset, get whatever,
access your old frustration, grief, resentment, rage, hatred, fear -
whatever comes up,
feel it thoroughly and discharge it
before it kills us and our children through other people!
We can't afford to "shlep" around with it much longer
and wait for the Messiah to come and do the "magic thing"!
Messiah is
the Love between Father and Mother
INSIDE YOUR BODY
and as long as it is not "IN THERE"
it cannot be OUT THERE! >

UN-JUDGE YOUR JUDGMENTS

<If you judged something in this text,
make sure you un-judge it soon
or it might turn on you - as usual.
To break free from chains of judgments
is the only way to break free from ceaseless pain and turmoil.
Right or wrong is not the point, healing is - remember?
Later on, I'm going to give you some even more judgment -provoking material -
if you can't process it now, how are you going to do it then?>

TO BE A HEART IS TO BE CHOSEN

And stop arguing over who's chosen and who's not.
There was One Great Body of the Son,
the Heart of the Earth,
the Messiah-to-Be was standing there near Mount Sinai -
all Six Hundred Thousand Souls.
Whether later on some of you became something else,
voluntarily or by force,
or whether most of the Heart had fragmented into millions of pieces
doesn't make any difference!
Chosen people have a chosen job to do.
Job Description:
to bring Father and Mother realms together inside and outside themselves.
Whoever takes that job upon himself is chosen!!!

Chosen to be Heart

Chosen to be Middle

Chosen to be Mediator

Chosen to be Messiah

Chosen to be Both

Chosen to be Love between Heaven and Earth!

Chosen to be God!

To be a Heart is to be chosen and to be chosen is to be a Heart -
and if you like the job you are hired!
And if you do a good job maybe you'll earn seeing your Leader to come -
the Center of the Heart, the Son within the Son, the Messiah within the Messiah...

[ DON'T ] TAKE IT ALL TO HEART!

Chosen people are those who will lead the rest of the world
to become Love,
to become the link between Two Opposite Forces of the Universe
and to unite them inside themselves
and establish a loving and understanding relationship between the Two
until all and everything melts into ONE -
Pure Grace, One God, GOD IS ONE.

Middle East is a Heart area of the Earth,
but every "organ", every place on Earth has its own Heart too.
In fact, everything has its own heart, the middle of the things
where reason and emotion, consciousness and subconsciousness, Heaven and Earth meet.
And it won't be possible to bring Them together until all and everyone will understand that

THE DICTATORSHIP OF THE MIND OVER THE EMOTIONS IS FASCISM

 

And as long as it takes place inside the body
it will take place outside it!
Remember that Messiah or Heart or Love or Jesus
- or whatever you choose to call it -
is not a person,
or not only a person -
it's a state of consciousness,
a state of being,
a state of BEING LOVE between Two Beings inside you!
It's a state of mind being able to embrace two (or more) points of view
and give no dominance to any!
You might be killing a Savior every day without noticing,
if you are trying to hold on to only one point of view - yours.
Heart cannot manifest on the outside
until you conceive and give birth to Him right here in your own body!
You can't become ONE
until you realize and acknowledge that YOU ARE TWO
- He and She,
Father and Mother,
mind and feelings,
a calculator and improviser,
a marcher and a dancer,
horizontal and vertical,
width and depth,
Known and Unknown~
and YOU ARE THE ONE TO MARRY THEM!
~And you can help it very much if you hold onto one truth for now:

<<NO ONE POINT OF VIEW IS RIGHT AND NO ONE POINT OF VIEW IS WRONG.>>

It is impossible
to consciously know everything that the Subconsciousness holds,
or not possible yet.
Every moment everything
- the whole world -
is changing
and your decisions and behavior should change accordingly.
The truth or the law that you applied five minutes ago
is not applicable anymore.
Every truth can be applied only in its own time,
only in its own place
and only by the ones who are experiencing it.

One must learn to make decisions
based not on what one knows from past experience,
but on the guidance hidden in every moment
and for every moment
and the only way to know it is to FEEL IT!

So, don't sweat too much trying to defend your truth.
And DON'T GET ATTACHED TO BEING RIGHT
OR YOU'LL NEED A LOT OF WRONG TO HEAL IT!
don't get attached to being right
or you'll need a lot of wrong to heal it!
Keep in mind that no matter how truthful your truth is
- it will change.
And quite often now.
And drastically too.
And sometimes to the opposite of what you know~
DON'T GET MARRIED TO THE TRUTH
- GET MARRIED TO CHANGE!
Everlasting change!
Feel it, listen to it, channel it, decode it,
everyone can and everyone will - sooner or later.

DON'T SEEK ANSWERS FOR TODAY'S QUESTIONS FROM YESTERDAY'S GOD

And don't try to find today's God in yesterday's book;
yesterday's word was for yesterday.
God had expanded since then.
He is changing and expanding every moment~
He is in the here and in the now.
Listen~
He's talking to you and guiding you right now,
right this moment~
His and Her messages for you
can be hidden everywhere
and in everything you see, hear, sense and feel~
They can be "hidden" in your dreams,
in a phrase from a song you happen to hear,
in a picture you happen to stumble upon,
in sensations in your own body,
through inspiration,
through illness,
through a single word thrown and hung before you by a casual passerby,
through an inexplicable urge to do something
or act in a certain way -
and through your feelings and senses that accompany all this. ~
Be an oracle for yourself.~
.
So what if the messages are inaccurate in the beginning?
If you were to be bailed out of a long-term jail sentence,
and missed all the revolutions and evolutions that happened in the meantime,
would you be able to make your reasoning perfect right away?
Your intuition was in "jail" for a while now
and it might be inaccurate when you first start using it,
so exercise it -
the more the better.
And keep in mind, that everything is changing -
and these "instructions" will change too.
Stay tuned.
Look for updates - l
isten and look for the signs inside and outside of you~
He and She, and then your Heart will lead you.
Hush~ Listen...

Soon, very soon, you will know,
that no knowledge or opinion
or point of view or rules and regulations
will be useful or needed anymore.
To STAY ALIVE
you will need to be in closest contact with your own Will,
your own Inner Knowing
from which you will receive an immediate guidance,
a signal,
a desire that will be "custom designed"
for every moment, every place and every situation.
Thinking will not be necessary -
the mind will be busy loving and helping the Desire to do what it must do.
And you will not be able to use the same rule twice~
In fact, THERE WILL BE NO RULES!
All the decisions will come from one and only one place,
the place of love and acceptance,
and love and acceptance not only for WHAT IS GOOD,
but also for WHAT IS.

And - hey, all this is only one part of the truth.
The other part is the one you've been confronting me with in the first place.
The only reason I was expanding on it
is to balance you out with one more point of view.
Otherwise, I would explore more interesting topics with you like:
I was born female and I feel as female -
why did I approach and study this flower today with such masculine (!) and sexual (!?) interest?!?!.....

And to bind the talking with doing
I would propose a nice practice for all of us to do:
make an official time and space
for performing a Fake Fight Exercise with (or without) your loved ones (or not-so-loved ones)
once a week or so.
And say it like it is.
And then go for a cup of coffee together~
You can make these meetings with God too.
And say it like it is.
Skip the coffee part~for now.

And if you have any complaints and questions about all this -
direct it to Him/Her inside yourself and wait for an answer - if you can.
If you can't, work until you can - that's what it's all about here.

After all, Who do you think is leading my hand now while I'm writing this?

A QUICK LOVE

Heart is Speaking

Thank You, the God in me

For sticking with me for better or for worse

For giving me the words I need

To express the Mother in me,

For giving me the courage and the Light

To walk into the Darkness of the Unknown

without a map or directions.

Thank You, the Mother in Me,

For giving me these complex

Understandings, wisdom and depth

In the form of feelings and sensations, so that I can

Transform them into words and

Bring them into Consciousness

In the form It can comprehend.

Thank You,

The Mother in me

For opening the UNKNOWN SPACES before me

And letting me bring the Father

To enter them.

I love YOU BOTH so very much,

I'm longing to marry You in me and

Bind You with UNBREAKABLE Love.

I don't know anymore, who is talking when,

OUR voices are getting closer and closer every day

Sometimes they are all speaking as ONE.

Mother + Father = Heart

(End of Part Three. All six parts should be read consecutively and as a whole to have a healing effect.)

Part Four

(12) IT'S AN AWESOME TASK TO CARRY LIGHT

It is time for all of you to redefine your own identities in a much greater sense. Events are transpiring in the cosmos that you and even many of your political leaders have no idea of. You must stop this foolishness about your definitions of gods thinking that there are beings who come from the skies to this planet with special talents and abilities and that they are all spiritually connected. You are going to discover as a species some very disturbing ideas over the next number of years. We are preparing you by decree of the Family of Light so that you can understand and be informed about your own options.

We have stressed with you this idea of multidimensionality-the concept that you can be in many places and can shift your consciousness. We have shared with you the idea that there will be a number of worlds created out of this Earth. At one time or another, you will come to doubt everything we have shared with you. Your system will be shocked, and you will not want to believe the extent to which you have been uninformed, so you will deny the validity of our information for a time.

We can only offer you information based upon your own acceleration. You must evolve yourselves and have your wits about you to ask for information because there is a divine law concerning interference. There are many who have broken that law and interfered with Earth: even those in our own ancestral realm have done so. We have said to you often enough that this is a free-will universe and a free-will zone so that, of course, the underlying theme is that all is allowed. Therefore, there are always those who wish to be the lords and masters and authorities over others. You have been too simplistic about how many beings control others here.

The Family of Light has been noted for its penchant or predilection for creating societies in which there is a tremendous movement in all directions along the light rays. What does this mean? Light is information, so the Family of Light is the family of information. There are consciousnesses - families of war - that spend perhaps billions of years in your conception of time studying, promoting, and experiencing control over consciousness. In a universe that exists outside of the limitation of time, all scenarios within a free-will zone get played out.

This is a time for you to radically change your views about yourselves and to break down boundaries. It is time for you to rise out of the pettiness of day-to­day dramas and events and begin to connect on a cosmic level with the higher drama that is occurring. In this way, you can be better informed about your own intentions, purposes, and drama. You must be able to understand both your identity and your ability to ride your identity into any world you choose.

This story of the Family of Light, or "The Return of the White T-Shirts," as we like to call it, is who you are. You have committed to do a certain task, to be on assignment, and to remember and fulfill what you came here to do. We have told you that your worlds and your identity within them are going to change drastically, and you are coming closer to those times. You have had changes, many of you. If you look back to see who you were one year ago, ideally each of you will see that you are now much more empowered.

Ideally, each of you is beginning to feel that you do, in every instant, create your own reality, and that every situation you experience, whether you are employed or unemployed, is by your own design. At this time, ideally each and every one of you has the art of manifestation down, because it is now time for you to pull the cosmic gridwork of information into your body and plug it into your psyche so that you can become a broadcaster of this data upon the planet. This is the gridwork that is fired by the light-encoded filaments outside of your body.

You must become much more discerning about what and who is coming from the skies, because you are going to be duped and tricked and you are not going to understand it. We see this because we ourselves know how easy it is to dupe and trick you. Sometimes we do it to you to move you along. We told you that we have already been very tricky with you. This was necessary, because if we told you the whole story, many of you would have turned tail and run a long time ago.

Ideally, we have instilled confidence in you. We have also instilled in you a new codicil of information so that you can take the basic building block of this system-the concept that you create yourselves, that you create your reality by your thoughts-and formulate a world designed by the Family of Light. In this way, a plan and new gridwork can overlay a portion of this Earth so that a completely new probability can burst forward. Without you and the new probability that you are bringing, there is potential for a great cosmic war here upon Earth at some time.

Reach out with your feeling center and feel the confusion that is spreading around this world about what is going on. This planet has operated on a very low frequency, a frequency based on survival, and a frequency based on disempowerment. Your identity has been based on what you could gather outside of yourself. The twelve helixes will render irrelevant everything that has represented and surrounded the two helixes. All of the money saved and property owned-all of the security based on the first two helixes that provides you with identity-is completely irrelevant to the evolution of the planet.

Feel the fear and uncertainty running through the lives of humans as they begin to realize that the way their lives have been defined is now crumbling. Realize that light is the culprit of this crumbling and that you, as members of the Family of Light and Keepers of Frequency, are causing this crumbling to take place because you carry the electromagnetic charge onto the planet that broadcasts the new frequency. You help create this chaos of new consciousness.

Think back over your own lives for the last year or two and realize that there have been times when you, yourselves, have been in an incredible chaos of consciousness. You have been in a chaos of decisions about who you are, where you want to live, who you want to mate with, whether you want to stay mated or not, whether you want to have a child or not, whether you want to continue to be a parent, and many other things.

Reach your minds out into your communities and feel how the foundation that people have based their lives on is slowly slipping away to rubble. The global grasp of reality is going, going, gone. The foundation is sliding away, and there are those who cannot see the slide at this time. The most significant reason for this slide is that there is new information accessible that makes the old information archaic and decrepit, and you are responsible for this. So you are responsible to a certain extent for evolving yourselves through this and for being your own forms of inspiration-for being living examples for others.

You take a very active role. There are many who say, "Oh, no, here comes the light!" because light is known to alter every vibrational frequency that it encounters. Light carries information, and information expands systems so that old systems can no longer exist. So, as light moves to destroy, it also births new systems by what it leaves behind. A new order is formed.

Some of you find it difficult to think of yourselves as destroyers because you have a belief system about destruction. It is a paradigm, and if you get stuck in that vibration and do not smash those ideas, you will become very confined and restricted in experiencing reality. Yes, you are definitely destroyers. You destroy systems where the dark team and ignorance prevail. Light goes in to destroy all systems, and the experience of destruction is relative to how strong or with what fervor consciousness clings to what is being destroyed.

Who's going to bail you out when the going gets rough? Where is the rescue team? You are it. In order to have this transformation take place, you must use what you have to bring it about. There is incredible assistance from all kinds of realms; however, it all depends on you, not us. You are going to change the frequency simply by commitment, determination, and willpower.

Discover what you are in your physical body because it is your outreach of power here. Learn to direct and use it and become one with it. By carrying light inside of your body, you bring that frequency onto the planet, and that frequency has information. The frequency of light contains the history of your identity and the history of your particular consciousness. As we have said, that consciousness was scattered from your database or cellular structure because those who came in to be your gods could not control you if you had the same abilities they did. So they did the biogenetic experimentation and mutation that has been called "the Fall." That was when the ignorance of the human species became more predominant. They performed many different experimentations, which went on for a very long period of time.

Light represents the putting together of what has been asunder, and to perform that task all you have to do is be. As you simply are, and as you evolve yourself and let your own personal life evolve, truly you are to take for granted that all the other members of light are evolving as you are. You send your telepathic broadcast out that your presence is here, much as we always say to you, "We are here." We are also members of the Family of Light, and we bring information with us and broadcast it everywhere.

There is a need for each of you to examine the boundaries you have set around yourself. You believe that you have evolved, that you have a large picture, and that you see many things. And, relative to where you have journeyed from, indeed you have made progress. However, we guarantee you that you are not seeing the boundaries that you presently set for yourself, which still define what you believe you can and cannot do. They are what tethers you to this version or frequency of reality.

These boundaries that you set, and that you advertise and announce about yourselves, keep you from moving with the information that is awakening inside you. The information is part of the spiritual upliftment. Different layers of reality are removed so that you become more in tune with the realms of spirit. That is what spiritual advancement is. We want you to give up boundaries and stop defining and protecting every aspect of your lives.

It is an awesome task to carry light. Once you allow light to come into your body, you begin the process of change-which is not always joyous, uplifting, and fun filled, as some of you have discovered. In this process, when things are not so fun filled, the first thing you may do to keep yourself from evolving and changing is to respond to emotional events with fear. You may blame someone else and whine and complain, and you may feel and believe that someone did something to you.

The rest of the planet believes this, but they are not members of the Family of Light. There are millions of members of the Family of Light here, of course, and light is returning to this planet where the Dark T-Shirts were in charge for a very long time. The Dark T-Shirts have fed off your emotions of fear and negativity and war and greed; because this is a free-will universe, all of this has been allowed. Prime Creator is the dark team as well as the Family of Light. Prime Creator is all things.

We teach you in stories. Someday, perhaps, you will see through the stories we tell. You will not need them any longer, and you will be able to smash paradigms and come into a knowing of larger realities. Until that day, we speak to you in stories so that we can hold your interest and entice you into areas you are petrified to go-areas where you have committed in the deepest portion of your soul to journey.

In a short period of time there will be a great need to realize which people are really Keepers of Frequency and which are just talking about it. The Keepers of Frequency are going to be called upon to create a certain stability upon this planet, for they know 100 percent of the time that they create their reality. They learn how to defy the laws of humanity by conscious direction of their awareness and energy. That is the depth of impeccability and commitment we are speaking of.

We are not here to bandy words or get you to feel good about yourself. We are here to remind you who you are and what you have agreed to do-what you have come here to achieve on this planet. We are here to be your cheerleaders and encourage you to remember-to give some guidance and assistance so that you can discover for yourselves the miracle that awaits inside the human body.

The way you can best operate at this time is to be keepers of your own frequency and not go around "saving" everyone else. Do everything in your power to keep yourself consistently aware and understanding of what is going on. Be consistent with the frequency of light that brings you information, and with the frequency of love, which is the frequency of creation.

As the food source is taken away from the creator gods and the frequency barrier is pierced, Earth's gridwork will change. In actuality, Earth is going through an initiation. Earth cares about all of its inhabitants and is evolving as its inhabitants are evolving into an existence in which greater possibilities will be everyday occurrences-in which miracles can become the way of life because they will exist within the frequency that will become available. Each of you assists in making that frequency alive on this planet by living your life according to light and according to what you know. This is work of an individual nature. You may work in groups and have certain leaders, but you must, as individuals, evolve yourselves. As you do so, and as you are led by your light to live a certain way, you will begin to feel excited.

You do not have to work with us or with anyone continuously to gather information. The only continuity needed is for you to continuously work with yourself and seek the meaning of what we call the exalted self. Feel what the exalted self means. It is triumphant, liberated, joyous in achievement, and the highest in attainment.

This planet is in desperate need of committed entities who are in search of the exalted self. The continuity we have been speaking of-that it will behoove you to bring into your lives-involves knowing from moment to moment inside your beings that you are committed to discovering this exaltation. This exaltation can be translated in words as a frequency, or wave of feeling, or vibration. You all understand vibration in terms of light and sound. Vibrations are ongoing-they carry and transmit forms of intelligence. When you look to yourself and do not forget that you are on this path-and you continuously remind yourself that you are pulling light into your body and are seeking to raise the frequency of your physical being, defy the laws of humanity, and alter the frequency of the planet- you are producing a kind of continuity that can do more than all the books and tapes in the world.

There is nothing stronger than your commitment to the exalted self. Once you commit yourself to the energy of light, the energy of exaltation, and uplifted frequency, you are marked. Then you must live according to what these energies put before you as you call for your task to be accelerated.

First and foremost, live your light. Live that light inside of yourself with courage. Don't live in the closet-live it. Speak what you know without getting up on a soap box and waving your hands around like a fanatic. Simply state, "This is what I believe. This is what I live." For example, someone may say to you, "Careful, you might catch a cold." You can say in return, "I don't believe in catching colds. I don't use my body for sickness." By saving things like this, you bring others to awakening. Speak what you know in casual conversation with family and friends. universe-people.com

Wherever you are, use the pillar of light. We recommend that each of you visualize a pillar of light coming in through the top of your head, opening your crown, and filling your body with light. Picture this cosmic pillar of light coming from the higher cosmos, filling you, and then coming out your solar plexus and making a ball of light around your body so that you exist within a glowing etheric egg.

When you love yourself and Earth, and you know that you are here to redefine, redesign, and break the boundaries of humanity, you broadcast this. You live your life committed to this. If you ask us how much time you need to devote to this, we will say, "It is very simple: all of your time." All of it. It is not some­thing you worry about, it is something you simply are. You live it-it is your divinity. You will find that when you live your light, you will draw to yourself others who are very interested in living their lives in the same manner, and your numbers will grow and grow.

When you make the commitment to say, "Spirit, I am wishing to be employed by you. Put me to work and show me what I can do. Give me the opportunity to live my light, to speak my truth, and to carry this light around the globe," then Spirit will put you to work. Be clear on what you are available for and make a contract with Spirit. Tell Spirit what you want for compensation. Spirit will allow you to negotiate and write whatever contract you want as long as you are operating in a capacity of service to yourself to uplift your vibration. When you are in service to yourself and are committed to personally evolving and changing, you uplift everyone around you. That is service. Service is not going out and martyring yourself and saying, "I'm going to save you." Service is doing the work yourself and living in such a way that everyone you touch is affected by your journey.

There is nothing wrong with getting a little feisty with Spirit and saving, "Listen guys, I've had it. I've been asking and I'm willing to do it. Please, I want acceleration." If you want an acceleration, be clear, be very prepared to take off, and be open to reading the symbols as they come to you. When a book falls off a shelf, read it. When an opportunity comes for you to go somewhere, don't say, "I'm sorry- I can't afford it." Do it. When a person is put in your path, and you have been saying you want a relationship, but the person has the wrong packaging, do it. You are operating in no sense, and perhaps these things are Spirit's way of bringing you pattern breakers. If you are clear and you communicate in every situation, you can make a lot of progress.

You all think too much about how things are going to come about and what the packaging is going to look like. This is important to realize. So when you ask for an acceleration, be prepared to take chances that the logical mind may scream about. The logical mind is going to kick and fuss over some of these things because it will be afraid. As soon as you hear yourself say "I can't do that" or "That doesn't make any sense," listen. These are key words. Simply say, "I am divinely guided. I am intending an acceleration. I am intending that I work through an uplifting capacity, and I will take a chance on this. This feels right even though it makes no sense, so I will go for it." However, if it doesn't feel good and it doesn't make any sense, then don't do it. Trust your feelings. There is a culling going on-a culling of the chosen. What does it mean to be called "the chosen?" Those who gather when we speak and those who hear the sound of their internal song are the chosen. Just because you are the chosen does not mean you are automatically going to rise in the ranks and perform the duty that needs to be performed. Who chose you? You chose yourselves. You are not members of an exclusive club-and yet, on the other hand, you are. The membership in this club is voluntary, and all of you decided who you would be and why you would come here. We cannot emphasize enough that courage is going to become the middle name for each and every one of you.

Many of you have lives that are in the closet. You are not willing to let everyone know what your intimate beliefs are. You may feel very safe in a room discussing a variety of subjects, some of them very far out, yet, in your workplace or with your family or whatever, you put a zipper across your mouth and will not give yourself permission to speak your truth. There are a multitude of people whose codings are waiting to hear your voice. So you, the chosen, are being culled at this time. You are being sorted out for courage. If you cannot gather courage now, we are not too certain that you are going to gather courage later on.

You each came to this planet to do a task, and that task is at hand. It is now. The decade of change is upon you, and as you integrate and realize what this change means, it will alter each and every one of your lives. The change means giving up many things, coming apart from many things, and coming together with other things because you will trust. Trust is the word that all of you would love to have as your middle name, and yet trust is something you all say that you don't have.

What does it mean to trust? It means to have such inner knowing that your thoughts create your world-to simply be quite certain, with divine nonchalance and inner knowing, that if you think something, it is. It is this theme over and over again that we are attempting to present to you, in every capacity and every means of expression, so that one of these days you will get it. Once you get it and begin to live it, you will begin to change your lives. We keep emphasizing that the time to get moving is now. It is not necessarily that you have run out of time. It is that time is beginning to squeeze itself in upon you, and if you do not act, things can move into discomfort. As we said, there is a culling of the chosen. You have chosen yourselves; therefore, if you do not move into the work of the blueprint you have designed for yourselves, to a certain extent you will run out of time. You have a few more years before things will be so topsy­turvy and hectic that if you are not living your life in the true eminence of light you have volunteered to, it could be too late. In other words, if you procrastinate and procrastinate, you will be washed into the undertow of the tidal wave as it comes-perhaps literally. No matter what the endeavor in which you are being led to participate, it is part of your blueprint and plan so that you can evolve. And by evolving, you affect the evolution of the planet. Everything you do is for your evolution. As you come into comprehension of who humans are and what this place is, you begin to open new pathways for others. You will find that events you never imagined will somehow be put together before you. These will be things that are beyond your comprehension "setups," as we like to call them, or opportunities you never thought of. This is when you will know that you are living your light and doing so with courage.

There is a good possibility that light carriers will come into question in the next few years. Understand that this is part of the plan. All of you must have a clear intention as to how you would like your reality to be designed. This does not mean that you are not flexible; it means that you operate with clarity. You say, "To my guides and all of those who are assisting me in my evolutionary journey on Earth: It is my intention that I be successful. It is my intention that I be always safe in all things that I do. It is my intention that I receive love and give love in all things that I do. It is my intention that I have a good time and that I be provided for with prosperity according to my needs. It is my intention that I not become overly enamored of the material world."

Though you must do your own work to evolve, there are many off-planetary and nonphysical beings ready to work with you. All you need do is call them for assistance. When you do, always state clearly that any assistance come to you from light. Stay in your integrity and be aware. On this planet, it is assumed that if someone is intelligent they are spiritually aware. This is absolutely a falsehood! Someone can be brilliant and learn to transcend human laws and yet still not operate with the frequency of light or the frequency of love. Be aware of this and be clear about the assistance you call to yourself. We have mentioned many times that light frequency brings information. Love frequency brings creation as well as respect for and connection to all of creation. Love frequency without light frequency can be very crippling. If you think that love frequency comes from something outside of yourself instead of from inside yourself, you will do what has been done on this planet over and over again: worship someone who is promoting love frequency as if they were a saint. The ideal is to carry the light frequency of information-to become informed-and to couple it with love frequency. This will allow you to feel a part of creation and to not judge it or be frightened by it but simply to see the divinity and perfection of it as it evolves to teach every included consciousness about itself.