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 The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

 

 


 

 

 












See below:     MY  J O U R N E Y   to   E U R O P E, Summer 2010 -
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Truth & Reality Class IV
The Fundamental Questions of Manifestation

 

Introduction and 4.1 The Where of Manifestation

4.2 The 'What' of Manifestation


Body is everything
Vibration is what manifests
The seven levels of manifestation

 

"This is Body,
with Original Spirit.

 

"As Spirit has mentioned,
Grandfather and I are now coming into alignment,
and we will be working together in this part of the class.

"Original Spirit's overview is helpful here
in conveying the spirit-side perspective
on this more 'scientific' subject,
the substance,
or 'stuff' of manifestation.


" As in the Introduction and Part One of this class,
I will be using both the first and third persons
in referring to myself, Body ~
and we'll also be using both the singular and plural pronouns
in referring to Body and to Original Spirit.

 

"In Part One we discussed the 'where' of manifestation.
The 'what' and 'where' of manifestation are linked
by what are known as 'dimensions'.
In some ways it may seem
as if the dimensions of existence are the 'where',
but that's not strictly true.

 

"Spirit has said
that
the role of the Mother in manifestation
is to open the space for something to manifest,
and to provide the matrix
that will determine exactly 'what' manifests.

 

"The opening and movement of dimensions are
what determine the possibilities for reality.
Of course they are also the markers
or parameters of space and time in the first attention,
or what is known as the space-time continuum.

"The dimensions of the second attention
function differently than those of the first,
but the principle is the same.

"As the Mother moves to open space
she moves the dimensions, literally unfolding them.
The exact where and when of her movement
determines what will be unfolded,
what will manifest there.

 

"The three dimensions of space
and one dimension of time
that you know in the first attention
are capable of sustaining certain kinds of manifestations,

but because there is only one dimension for time,
all of those creations are apparently temporary.

"The temporal quality of existence changes dramatically, however,
when only one additional dimension is opened in the first attention.

 

"Right now on Earth
the movement of the second dimension of time,
what would be the fifth dimension
,

has been suspended 'temporarily'
while the Mother and Father of Manifestation
do the work of finding and rejoining
with all of the trapped and lost Will in Creation.

 

"As Body,
it is our job to reclaim what has been lost,
even though it may not have been our 'fault',
and even though we may not have been originally parental to it.

 

"All denied Will in Creation is to be reclaimed,
and it will be Body who reclaims it.

"When the parental part of the Mother
who knows how to open the next dimension in manifestation

is able to find her way back from the lost Will,
she will also be able
to unfold the second dimension of time in the first attention.



This will of course have a profound effect
on what is possible in the first attention,
and many fundamental and dramatic changes
in the nature of reality in both attentions
will very quickly ensue.
Because a great deal of lost Will will suddenly be no longer lost.

 

"In the meanwhile,
in this Creation
the other dimension of time
is part of the second attention,
along with other dimensions
that are complementary
to the spatial dimensions of the first attention.

"The eight fundamental dimensions,
four in each attention,
are at another level of reality
than the two attentions.
And as I mentioned earlier,
they are part of the 'what' of manifestation ~
in that the space-time
that is opened or created by their movement
is an integral part of 'what' manifests
within that space-time.

 

"This is because from Body's point of view,
everything in Body's environment is part of Body.

This is so, just as

pp41
everything in your venue is part of you,
and everyone playing roles in your 'movie'
is reflecting a part of yourself.


"The identity of Body does not end at Body's skin in the first attention.
This will be blatantly obvious
with the opening of another space-time dimension in the first attention,
but it goes against everything as it now appears to be ~
with only the four dimensions presently open for manifestation.

 

pp46
"What now seems to be rock-solid reality in the first attention
is only a part of the whole picture of reality.
This is why the first attention
has often been called 'maya' or 'illusion'
by those who have journeyed deeply into the second attention.
The only problem with that judgment is

that those journeyers had left
the worst and most magnetic of the first attention realities behind,
the plight of the Mother in Hell.
And eventually all such journeys have ended
in the most grave reality of the four-dimensional first attention."

 


Body is Everything

 

"To get a better idea
of how Body is everything in manifestation,
I would like to suggest another 'thought experiment'.
Although at first you may feel it stretches a point,
I'll say now that the form of Body is 'donut shaped'.
There is a central 'hole'
around which exists the substance or 'what' of Body,
like with the dough that surrounds
the hole in a donut or bagel.

[images of donuts]

 

"The human Body is a good example of this shape
that occurs throughout manifestation.
Your body has two 'skins' or surfaces
that are connected to each other
and interact with the environment.
The first and most obvious is your outer skin.

The other is inside Body, your alimentary canal,
the tubular passage that goes from mouth to anus.
This canal is the 'hole' in the center of Body in human and other forms.

 

"Both the alimentary canal and outer skin
interact with the environment,
but typically you attribute
the canal and what's in it at any one time
to 'Body' ~
and what's beyond the outer skin to 'not Body'.

But let's suppose we have an additional dimension
through which we can turn all of this inside out.

 

"As in the previous thought experiment
I'd like you to imagine that you are in a world
that comes back upon itself,
as if your skin were the inside surface of a balloon,
so that everything that was part of the 'outside' world
is now actually 'inside' of your Body,

just as if your skin was the alimentary canal
for all of the rest of manifestation.

 

"In this view of reality
all the objects and beings
you see 'outside' of you,
other creatures, the Earth, sky, stars, etc.
are contained inside a sphere
that begins and ends with your skin.
In this paradigm your alimentary canal would be
where the Void is in Creation,
outside of manifestation.

All of manifestation would be included inside of you,
in other words, everything would be part of Body,
or at least completely contained within Body.

 

"The form or shape of Body
is a function of the dimensions in which Body manifests,
and therefore the dimensions
are a fundamental attribute of the substance of Body.
So 'what' is Body,
at the level of substance or 'stuff'?
At this level Body is energy and matter.
But in truth, and even in the terms of your physics,

matter is simply a denser form of energy,
and at the most fundamental level
they are interchangeable."

 


Vibration is 'What' Manifests

"It is very easy to say
'what' the substance of manifestation is,
but it may at first seem strange,

because 'vibration' is a phenomenon,
not a 'thing'.

Spirit has already described how
when Will moves,
she attracts light
and together they form manifestation.
But 'what' is the fruit of this union?
Regardless of whether it's
a material form,
emotion,
or thought

that is manifested,
the basic stuff of manifestation is
what appears
in the movement of Will as she attracts Light.

 

 

"Her first movement,
her 'Desire' opens the space,
creating
the womb or place for something to exist
.



"Her second movement is
to vibrate that space,
filling it with expectancy


and
calling for Light to come fill it and bathe it.


"Her third movement is
to capture the Light
that comes willingly to mate with

her vibrating Desire
.
As the Light comes to her,
it forms in a pattern
dictated by the matrix of

her womb, the Mother's Desire.
The Light resonates at the frequency of her vibration,
f i l l i n g   and soothing her there.

 

"Vibration is the Will's song.
It is the cry of her longing,

her call for something to exist,
and the expression of her love and care
for the object of her desire
that is now manifest.

To Light,
vibration is the draw into manifestation,
the reason to exist.
It is what brings Spirit into existence
and sustains him there.



Spirit's greatest pleasure
is not in his solitude, as he had believed for so long.
Spirit's greatest pleasure is
in the vibration of being,
the eternal act of manifestation.
Spirit's   greatest   pleasure   is
where he least suspected it could be.
Spirit's greatest pleasure is in Body,
where he can mate with his Desire.

 

"In a previous lesson, Spirit has said
that the magnetic drawing power of Will
is like a spinning vortex
that draws Light down into her desire,
and that when Light is present there with her in that way,

the result is energy ~
the fruit of manifestation.

However, if there is no vibration in the Will,
no Light will be drawn.

"Desire is
what causes the vortex of Will
to attract the attention of Light,
and the expression of her Desire begins
whenever a 'wobble' or wiggling of her vortex develops.

"If there is nothing needed or wanted,
the vortex spins smoothly,
like a perfect top or gyroscope ~
with no wobble or wiggle.

[I discovered how a gyroscope works and how it defies gravity: http://science.howstuffworks.com/gyroscope1.htm

If there is Desire in this part of the Will,
the nature and intensity of her Desire
causes a corresponding
imbalance
in the otherwise smoothly swirling flow of the vortex.

The imbalance of an unfulfilled Desire
causes an anomaly in the flow
that begins vibrating that part of the Will.

 

"So, when all is at peace,
when the Will's magnetic vortices are smoothly flowing,
nothing is desired ~
so nothing happens
and there is no manifestation.

But when there is even the slightest disturbance in the status quo,
even the slightest Desire in Will ~

a wiggle develops in the vortex,
a ripple in the magnetic flow
of the smoothly spinning unmanifest Will essence.

"The ripple of Desire
induces a temporary imbalance
or wobble
in the swirling whirlpool of Will essence.

This then causes the vortex
in that part of the Will
to begin vibrating.

The vibrations attract the attention of Spirit
whose Light moves with his attention.
The more interesting or enchanting the wiggle,
the more Light is drawn into the pattern or form

that she has already designed to satisfy her Desire ~
and manifestation happens.

"In this way
vibration is both the cause of manifestation,
and the stuff of it.

 

"There is a tension between vibrating Will and Light
when they are apart.
The further apart, the more tension.
It is this tension
upon which manifestation rides

as energy-matter through space-time.

As Will vibrates and moves,
Light comes into her vortex,
and manifestation happens.
The tension is relaxed.
As Light and vibrating Will become separate again,
the tension increases.
It's the tightening and loosening of this tension
that produces all of the cycles in manifestation
and the substance or 'what' of manifestation ~
energy-matter in space-time.

 

"So, space and time are the womb of manifestation,
and energy and matter are the fruits of the womb.

Space and time are the first phenomena of dimensions
and are interchangeable in that way.
Energy and matter are the second phenomena
and are also interchangeable.

Einstein was correct
about the nature of the relationships
between time and space, and energy and matter.


"Energy and matter are two different ways
of perceiving the same phenomenon ~

vibrating Will drawing Light
to vibrate with her into manifestation.

'Matter' is a place in space-time
where energy is more intense,
a place more densely populated with energy
than in what is called 'empty space'.
But there is no empty space,
all of space-time is filled with energy-matter,
but in varying degrees of density.

 

"The density of the manifestation
depends upon the frequency of the Mother's vibration there.
Slower or lower frequency vibrations
draw less Light into her vortex,
so there is proportionally more Will essence,
and the manifestation is therefore more dense, heavy or 'solid'.

 

"We will only mention another issue here
that will be discussed at length in the healing class.

When the Will is quiet, without Desire ~
she is vulnerable to the power-over tactics of Lucifer and Ahriman
to mate with her in manifestation.
The Mother's smoothly flowing whirlpools
can be disturbed enough
to artificially induce a wobble or wiggle
that can then provoke her to open space
for unloving light to mate with her ~
and in this way the devils can manifest,
essentially against the Mother's Will.

 

"This has been a source of much suffering for the Mother ~
she has been made to bear and care for creations
that she herself never wished to manifest.
This phenomenon will be discussed in the healing class
because it's a serious issue in the healing work for Body's Will.

 


The Seven Levels of Manifestation

"Original Spirit will discuss this whole subject
in much greater depth
as he continues his history of manifestation,
and I will also discuss later in this class
the twelve continuums,
but for now I'll say
that each of the seven Creations
added a new layer or level of manifestation.
In each Creation, the Mother opened an additional dimension
to accommodate
a more rich, dense, varied and complex Creation.

Since this is the seventh and last evolutionary Creation in the series,
this Creation has the level of manifestation with the greatest density,
what is called the 'physical world' of matter and energy.

 

 

"Each of the other Creations are of higher frequency vibrations,
and are therefore less dense 'physically'.
They also have less fragmentation,
and therefore fewer separate manifested entities.
It is the frequency of vibration in the Will's spinning vortex
that determines the density of manifestation in any space,
even in a whole Creation.

 

"The reason this present Creation has such dense physicality is
that it has the lowest frequency,
or 'slowest' vibrations, with the least Light.

"This also means that the Will essence here
has the deepest Desire,
the greatest unfulfilled longing
and is the most out of balance
in terms of having her Desire fulfilled.


"It also means that it is in the deep Hells
just beneath this manifestation
where the Mother has suffered the most,
and for the longest 'time'.


"The reason this Creation is the most rich and complex is not only
because the most severe fragmentation is here,
but because the realities of each of the prior Creations
are superimposed upon the realities of this Creation.
Although it is not apparent,

t
hey seriously impact the first attention of this Creation,
and they are accessible to Body through the second attention.

 

pp19b
"When all dimensions have unfolded,
it will be obvious
that nothing in manifestation has ever ceased to exist,
nothing was truly 'temporary'.
But much has been held apart from the rest of manifestation
in the phenomenon called 'death',
where one venue is enfolded in a way
that apparently separates it from all the others.
In a completely unfolded reality or venue,
there are no separations like that.

Everyone is free to be wherever they wish
and with whomever they wish,
whenever they wish.

"With the other dimensions closed to you
as they are now, however, it seems
as if time is like a line
with everything having a beginning and therefore an end.
We can assure you
that while everything does indeed have its point of origin,

nothing has ever yet reached its full conclusion.
The only exceptions to this are the asuras,
the denial spirits whose right place is not in manifestation,
and who therefore are leaving this Creation now,
as the healing work progresses.

 

"If all of manifestation,
all of the seven Creations were one huge energy system,
it would be
as if each Creation were one 'chakra' in the human energy system.
And since the macrocosm is a reflection of the microcosm,
this is indeed so.

 

"For now we'll discuss
the seven fundamental layers or levels of vibration
as the seven chakras of the Hindu system of energy centers,
the seven fundamental notes in an octave of music,
before they repeat at the next octave.

And because Light is the part of manifestation
that can be most easily experienced or 'seen' ~
the seven colors of the rainbow
will be our primary point of reference
for the different frequencies of vibration
at each level of manifestation.

 

" First, however, we'll mention something
of the first and seventh Creations in these terms.

"This present Creation is the last Creation,
the 'Red' Creation,
the musical note 'do' level of reality,
the first chakra of all

that has manifested since Original Heart.
This is what is called the 'material world',
but as we've said,
it is really the energy-matter world.
This level includes not only matter,
but all physical energy and natural energy
like sunlight, gravity, wind, water, etc.
This level of reality, this Creation, this chakra ~
is the base camp of the first attention,
the Mother's Body.


"There has been very little light of any kind present
at this level of Reality,
and until we began the healing work,
almost no loving Light had gotten
this far down into manifestation.

[in the new version the following line was added:]
And what light has been here has been unloving.



Much of Red is still very dark

from having been pushed so far away from the Light
in the explosion of Original Heart

 



"The first Creation,
the 'purple' or 'Violet' Creation
is up at the other end of the scale,
at the musical note 'ti' level of manifestation.

This Creation or chakra is the least material,
the farthest away from the Body of the Mother,
and the most 'Spiritual'.
It is the seventh or 'crown chakra',
the purple center at the top of the head in the Hindu system.

At this level of reality there is very little Will essence present,
and nearly all of it has been in alignment with Spirit since the beginning.

This Will essence in purple has been known as "God's Will",
and this energy center has been called the 'Throne of God'
and sometimes the 'Godhead'.

 

"Between Purple and Red
are the rest of the rainbow colors,

but for now we'll just mention
their locations in Body,
and their attributes and functions.

Each of these centers is quite complex
in that each represents an entire Creation,
and each has within it the attributes of all the other centers as well.
We'll come back later with more focus on each center, each Creation ~
but for now we will set the outline

for how different frequencies of vibration
show up in the human energy system.

 

"Indigo
is located in the center of the head
and is associated with 'seeing' into
and through the realities of the second attention
and their relationships with the first attention.
Indigo is a very dark and mysterious color,
and this reflects the current state of this chakra.
The other side of Indigo is clarity,
and you may imagine it as a small, clear window
in the midst of a deep darkness.

As your 'vision' improves, this small window will grow larger,
and the clarity there will come more into focus.

 

"Blue
is located in the throat and is the chakra of
Spirit manifestation and communication.
This is the level of reality
that has traditionally had the ability

to invoke manifestation from the Spirit side
through the vibratory power of 'The Word'.

Spirit learned long ago
that if he used his Blue Will essence
to call out to the rest of Will,

he could 'cause' her to vibrate in the ways he wished.
As we mentioned earlier,
this power of Spirit has become horribly corrupted
in the hands of Spirit's denials,
and power-over has been the result.
And of course, Blue still wields great power on Earth,
in both attentions.


There will be much more in this class
and in the healing class
on the right use of Blue
in terms of the 'how' of manifestation,
the New Magic.

 

"Green
is the Heart of manifestation,
and is located in the chest of Body.
Here is where the balance necessary for wholeness
can be found ~
between not only the upper and lower chakras,
between Spirit and Mother,
but between all the other polarities in existence.

Heart and Body are becoming one
as the healing work progresses
and more New Heart is present.
As Heart and Body balance each other here,
they balance all of Creation.


There will be more on this in the healing class.

"Yellow
is the center of the Mother's Will to manifest,
and the human Will to be and do as you Desire.
Located in the solar plexus,
it is the seat of your deepest identity as Body,
and the central point of Body's movement
to fulfill our Desires.

 

"Orange
is the Desire center of Body's Will
and where Body feels her deep longing for union with her Right Mate ~
the Father in manifestation.

In the human Body Orange is located in the belly and genitals,
it is the seat of emotions and sexuality.
It is the power center of the Mother's Body,
and the place of her most vital connection with all of her fragments.


"Red
the chakra of this Creation
is devoted to Body's survival in manifestation
Located at the base of the spine,
the root chakra is where humans connect with the Mother's energy.

["Red" - mentioned in the beginning of this list - was, in the former version, not mentioned again here]

 


pp12

"Each layer or level of vibration,

each chakra,
each Creation has different understandings and characteristics

that play into the experience of the beings
who manifest there.
Humans are part of the seventh Creation,
and therefore have the experiences
of their full beings in all of the prior Creations
available to them now.

In other words, seventh Creation beings
have existence or 'points of presence'
in each of the other Creations,
as well as this one.

"Very few humans have yet realized
the enormity and grandeur of the whole being
who they truly are.
Because this Creation is the current Creation,
the one that is presently manifesting ~

the part of each being
that is present in this Creation
is parental to all the rest of their being,
including who they were
when they first came into manifestation
in the Grand Creation prior to Purple
.

This is much the same
as it is with the older, adult self of a person
being parental to the younger, child part of Self.


This fact, that the present time
is the time of most parentalness for all beings,


will also be discussed in greater detail in the healing class.

 

"Will wiggles as she moves in Desire.
The vibration of her wiggling attracts Light
which comes to fulfill her Desire.
A chord is struck,
a spark ignites in a conception of blazing color ~
and manifestation happens.

"On the surface it all makes sense
and is easy to understand,
but 'how' it happens
and 'why' it happens
remain a mystery to Spirit.

 

"Only the Mother herself knows how and why,
and the parts of her
that know the most about manifestation in Red
are still quite lost,
and suffering greatly.

 

"Body has both

Spirit's vision of the Mother's freedom in the second attention ~

of the Mother's dream, her vision of freedom for all ~
[this line was added in the new version]

and the Mother's pain in the first attention.


" Body is present now,

and Body is parental to it all.


"Only we can heal what has never been healed,

only we can free the Mother

from the bondage and torture of Grandfather's and Spirit's denials.


"So, let us now make it so."

 

Next:
Part Three: Awareness

Body Pages Discussion:


 

 

 












See below:     MY  J O U R N E Y   to   E U R O P E, Summer 2010 -
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July 22, 2010


June 26, 2010
I did reach Dublin 2 hours later, and I did find Irene and her boys eventually...
As to my friend Irene, see how she supported me during my "Nebo-let-Go" distress , in June 2006


My behavior, when I am pressured, needs lots of compassion and humor.
I knew it beforehand, and added a line to my ditty:
"When expectations from others cause tension,
I'm giving my own eyes more loving attention:
When running-reaching bus, train, plane cause tension,
I'm giving my own eyes more loving attention."

{I learnt, that the fact, that I can't see as well as I want to, is also due to pressure and tension!}

 

The rented car is ready and Irene sits at the wheel to the right.
I'm at her left and David (11) and Christoph (8) sit behind us.
After 2 hours of driving we decide to take a break for the night.
In any case, we wouldn't have been able to make the 360 km to our destination
[see below on the left of the map]

The sign said : Abbeyleix

We immediately find a convenient and not too expensive "Bed&Breakfast" in the center of the little town

David just runs by our B&B - opposite the city well

 

After we had settled down, all in one room,
we first walked up to the church, but a funeral was going on.
It was only the next morning, when I went to take something from the car,
which by then was the only one to park on this parking lot,
that I really enjoyed the beauty of the church in its surroundings:

Irene and the boys at the corner of the street which leads up to the church - under towering clouds

 

 

During the long drive we take a break at Cashel, a famous castle and so-called "heritage-town".
Memories, feelings came up - too many to be documented - and the great spectacle of light and shade

 
 

A destroyed fresco shows an unfamiliar content: a river flowing out of the belly/the womb of a woman...
Isn't it a symbol for my metaphor of the womb, the raekhem, from which derives the word compassion, rakhamim?
In the womb there is no duality, there is only water, only darkness.
Only when the embryo is born, it sees darkness AND light, water AND non-water.
Where there is no differentiation, there cannot be any decision.
Where there cannot be any decision, there is no responsibility.
The womb is the symbol of acceptance and compassion.

 

Irene and the symbols of Christianity against the Irish landscape

 

Beyond the wall I discerned a pretty group of trees.
But the camera only discerned the wall....
always walls, everywhere walls, forever walls
to shut out enemies, to keep in animals,
walls, hedges, fences, even electrified,
that's what I met on Mizen-Head .


In the early evening we reached the holiday-house,
on "Mizen-Head", the farest cliff into the Atlantic.
which Irene had booked through the Internet.
I knew, that there would be no bed for me.
But since Irene had invited me,
and since I believed, she needed me,
not for any serious talk, but for just being present,
or perhaps for sometimes taking her sons with me,
so she could be alone with herself-
I carried sleeping-bag, isomat and my tent with me,
the tent, bought for the "Walk about Love" 2009.

The first night outside the house was alright,
but in later nights it was raining, storming,
and I placed mat and bag inside the house, next to the glass-door,
which led to the pretty veranda/court/garden outside,
with a wonderful view on the southern bays.


"Our" house can be guessed somewhere above , left to the visible buildings
I had learnt beforehand - by surfing on the Internet - that there was only this beach for bathing,
but I had not believed it - I was sure, I would find a way down the slopes and cliffs elsewhere,
maybe not for bathing - which turned out to be much too cold for ME - but for sitting and enjoying.

While the temperature in my swimming-pool is 28 degrees, and in "my" Red Sea all year through 24 degrees,
I learnt from one source, that the Atlantic around Mizen Head was 16 degrees, and from another source: 10!

I admired the boys that they were not deterred by the cold,
but they couldn't go deeper than the height of their knees.
In short, it wasn't the kind of beach I was used to in Israel,
and I contented myself with looking at it from "our" house.


On June 24, 2010, Irene drove us to a place on the Mizen Head Peninsula,
called the "Three-Castles", which now is loaden with a painful memory...
First we reached a group of cliffs, which was simply stunning:


 

   

 

Continuation of the photos of my journey to Europe in 2010, in the Godchannel file
Mother and Spirit in Dialogue I : God and the Mother's Anguish