I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution in
learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
Channeled
on 1999/07/28~~~~ checked for updates on 2005_06_02 and again on
2009_02_21, new updates discovered on 2010_03_06
Truth and Reality Class III
Introduction to Manifestation
Introduction Identity & Definition
Energy
The Observer & the Creator
The Explosion of Conception
The Father
pp39b "This is Spirit, and as I have said,
there are many levels to reality.
'Manifestation' is the evidence of existence
at each of these levels,
from the most ethereal and sublime spiritual reality
to the most dense and solid physical reality.
In the multiplicity of Creation
it's easy to miss the fundamental fact
that
pp39 all of existence,
each separate being and object,
is dependent on the interplay
of the two primary forces of Creation.
These of course are
the in-drawing, magnetic, feminine, Will, 'Mother'
essence
and the out-pushing, electric, masculine Spirit,
'God' essence.
"The two primary forces issue out of the Void
and together form existence.
However, neither pure Will, Mother essence
nor pure Light, Spirit essence
independently 'exist' in the ordinary sense of the word.
As Will comes out of the Void she draws Light to her,
and it's by virtue of the presence of the Light that she knows of her existence.
On the other hand, Spirit cannot even emerge from the Void
without Will to draw him out and open space for him.
"As we define it here,
existence is all that is outside of the Void.
"Will emerges first from the Void,
but until Light is presentas
a reference,
she cannot know herself as existent.
And Light cannot come into existence
from out of the Void on his own,
he needs Will to draw him forth.
"A
good metaphor for this is a painting.
Both paint and canvas are necessary
for the painting to 'exist'.
If either the paint or the canvas are absent,
the image is too.
Spirit or Light is the information,
and Will is the medium
that carries the Light into manifestation.
The medium is there first,
but there is no manifestation without the content.
And the existence of the content
is absolutely dependent on the medium that carries and holds it.
Identity & Definition
"The most important qualities
of an object or being in the outer world
are its identity and its definition,
who it is and what it is.
Manifestations areidentified by virtue of their Spirit essence
and defined by virtue of their Will
essence.
"To outward appearance it seems
that manifestations are masculine
because it is their Spirit essence
that is perceived on the outside.
The Desire that has called them into existence
and defines them
is rarely noticed.
This is because Will is not something
that can be seen on the outside,
she can only be felt on the inside.
"On the other hand,
when a being perceives themselves [italics
in the original]
as either the observer or creator of a manifestation,
they 'identify' with their own Will essence.
"However, feeling beyond the outer appearance
of another person or other manifestation,
feeling into the essential magnetic nature
of another
is seldom done.
Yet it is the only way to truly know them.
It's the difference in mode
between feeling and seeing
that makes the difference
between perceiving and projecting.
pp39 "The two essential forces of creation
are the precursors of existence
and therefore more fundamental than any manifestation.
And as we've seen,
neither can 'exist' independently
because existence means
that both essences are present.
All that exists in manifestation,
absolutely everything in Creation,
exists by virtue of
an intentional collaboration between Will and Spirit.
"The role of Will,
the magnetic Mother essence in manifestation,
is to open the space,
to provide the place,
the womb necessary
for something to come into existence.
" However, the Mother's role goes
far beyond
simply providing the matrix of existence
by opening space within herself for Light to manifest.
Her desire for the manifestation
draws Light into the space she opens.
And the space she opens
specifically defines[italics
in the original] each manifestation,
as it conforms to the contours of her desire.
In this way Light becomes the pattern
that fulfills the craving of the matrix
created by the Mother's desire.
"It is the specific desire,
craving, wanting, drawing energy
of the Universal Feminine
that determines the shape of the 'form'
or pattern of Light
that will exist within the space she opens.
In other words,
the manifestation of a body, an object or being
conforms exactly to the desires of the magnetic essence
that manifests it.
"The Mother says
what it will be,
where it will go,
and what it will do.
This is why she is called 'Will',
and why I speak of her as my own,
or 'God's Will'.
And I hasten to add,
it's not that she belongs to me,
but rather that I belong to her.
The Mother's Will is the one true Will of Creation,
and now that I have
evolved enough to know this,
I also know that it is my Will as well.
"The role of Spirit in manifestation
is to fill the space
opened by the Mother
with the frequency and intensity of Light
she desires.
"The Light of Spirit enters and fills the womb of Creation,
and when she is ready for a new manifestation ~
the Mother completely contains the Light,
separating the new manifestation from all other forms.
The new being or object now
has its unique identity as an individual,
its spirit essence is
unique and separate from all other Spirit.
"This is the process of manifestation
from the perspective of Spirit,
and it operates at every level of reality.
But only half of it can be observed 'out there'.
Light and the manifested forms is what is seen
[italics in the original],
Will must be felt[italics
in the original].
Spirit can be either an objective or subjective experience,
Will is only perceivable or knowable subjectively,
and she's the deepest subject you'll ever explore.
"This
of course raises the issue of
why anyone would want to manifest any discomfort,
let alone pain and suffering, death and disease.
"This was a big question back
even before the beginning of Creation,
and it's taken this much evolution for me
to be in a position to fully address it.
"We've begun the exploration of this topic in the
healing class,
and we'll continue it in earnest in the upcoming lesson on Body.
pp9 In that lesson we'll focus on
the human body
as the archetypal representation of all bodies,
the microcosm of all manifestation.
And this third lesson of the Reality Class
will serve as the introduction to that material.
Energy
"Energy is the first level of reality
and the fundamental 'substance' of manifestation.
All individual manifestations such as
beings, objects, bodies and forms
are expressions of the energy[italics
in the original]
generated by the interactions of Spirit and Will
as they playfully create together.
"The magnetic drawing power of Will
is like a spinning vortex
that draws Spirit down into the center of her desire.
The presence of this willing Light
excites and quickens the vortex action
as Will 'spins' the Light through to the bottom of her desire.
"The result of this spinning in the presence
of Light
is energy.
The amount,
frequency
and kind of energy, essence or 'presence'
that is manifested
depends on Will's specific desire
and how much of her own essence is involved in the vortex of Creation.
"This principle applies on all levels of manifestation.
The ancient cosmic entities, angels,
and other non-evolutionary spiritual beings are mostly Light,
with very little Will involvement.
At the other extreme, physical matter is mostly Will essence,
with little need of Light.
It's called 'matter' because it is of the Mother,
and yet its essence is energy,
but held under compression.
"Manifestations that are heavier,
with more substance, weight, mass and gravity,
under more pressure,
and with a lower frequency of spin
tend to have a preponderance of Will essence.
On the other hand, manifestations that are lighter,
more ethereal,
with less density and substance
are generally more Spirit polarized.
pp39b
"A thought, for instance,
has very little 'substance' or 'weight',
and is quite ethereal compared to a feeling,
which is generally a much slower moving
and more substantial experience.
From your point of reference in the world of matter,
a galaxy moves very slowly
compared with a solar system
or the particles of an atom,
and all of these are nearly motionless
compared to the ideas, thoughts and feelings
you experience as you behold them."
pp40 "Manifested existence is a continuum
with many levels of reality.
It includes everything from my Light and inspiration
down through ideas and thoughts
to Heart presence,
feelings and emotions ~
through all the varieties of subtle and life force energy,
physical energy ~
all the way through the domains of photons and electrons
to the most dense physical forms
manifesting as 'black holes'.
All of existence,
all of manifestation
is a spontaneous dance of the energy
created in the union of Spirit and Will.
"Energy itself can be felt,
but except for visible light on the outside
and spiritual light on the inside,
only the secondary effects of energy can be seen.
For most humans energy has been nearly imperceptible
because of a subtle materialistic conditioning
which has had you believing
that if you can't see it, it doesn't exist.
"The kind of energy
most important for humans to perceive and develop
is your own 'human energy'.
The 'human energy system' consists of
what has been called 'etheric' energy,
along with its centers and pathways that parallel the physical body.
"Etheric' means 'beyond the earth' or 'heavenly',
and as a metaphysical term relates to an unseen fifth element
in the ancient four element system of physics.
However, the energy of the human energy system
manifests on many levels,
including 'kundalini' energy and sexual energy .
Some kinds of human energy are quite palpable, and very earthy.
"We've borrowed the term
'etheric' from your metaphysics
in describing this energy in the channeling
class,
and particularly in the running energy exercise.
But from now
on I'll be using the term 'human energy'
in place of 'etheric energy'
to help make it clear
that we're discussing the full range of your energy realities,
and not just the 'heavenly' parts.
The Observer & the Creator
"Perception of manifestation
is dependent upon an observer or 'experiencer',
and since all but the void is manifest,
the observer is too.
The one experiencing a manifestation, however,
is on a different level of reality
than the manifestation they experience.
Even a galaxy is captured as a perception within the field of its
observer.
"You've been having a long philosophical debate,
and now even a scientific debate
about where the field of existence is.
Is there an objective, outside universe?
Or, is any kind of 'existence',
including the universe itself,
dependent on an observer?
In other words, where is reality,
and does it exist independent of observation?
"A good answer to this question
is an even better question, 'Who's asking?'
As you identify yourself in answering this,
you point to your own Spirit essence.
Another good answer to the question of reality's location is,
'Who cares?'
The answer here helps define you and your values,
and points to your Will essence.
Da neigt sich die Stunde und ruehrt
mich an
mit klarem, metallenem Schlag:
mir zittern die Sinne. Ich fuehle: ich kann -
und ich fasse den plastischen Tag.
Nichts war noch vollendet, eh ich
es erschaut,
ein jedes Werden stand still.
Meine Blicke sind reif, und wie eine Braut
kommt jedem das Ding, das er will.
Nichts ist mir zu klein und
ich lieb es trotzdem
und mal es auf Goldgrund und gross,
und halte es hoch, und ich weiss nicht wem
loest es die Seele los. [Rainer Maria Rilke, Stundenbuch -
Listen to my tune to it]
pp39b "It's the Mother who 'holds
the whole world in her hands.'
It's your Will that holds all the objects of your perception,
bringing them from your perspective in and out of manifestation,
as she moves them through the matrix of her essence ~
in response to your spirit's questions and her own desires.
And all of this is within your field,
you are the venue,
it is your field in which manifestation happens.
Get up and dance with the Gipsies of
Saintes Maries de la Mer
"Most of the time
you've been out of touch with either the Mother or me,
or both of us.
In these times you've been the observer
or the experiencer of manifestation,
and it's seemed external to you.
pp40 "It's only when you're connected
with both the Mother and me,
that you can begin to be aware of your own wholeness.
As your inner union mirrors our outer union in manifestation,
you find yourself becoming awake to realize
that you're the one who's creating
what you've been perceiving 'out there' in the world.
pp1
and pp40 and pp41
"And this level of wakefulness
can lead you to complete wholeness,
if you use the opportunity of your new awareness to cease creating new manifestations.
pp40
and pp41 If you stop looking forward,
you can turn around
and truly perceive
what has already come to be.
pp1
and pp40
One of the strongest advantages
in 'driving backward'
is this change of attitude,
from willy-nilly manifesting
based on false assumptions of what you want ~
to careful consideration,
and even reverence
for what has already come into existence.
pp40 There is no higher virtue than knowing
the whole truth of what is.
"And an
even better question than 'Where is reality?' is 'Where am I?' pp39b
and pp40
When you perceive yourself
turned around facing the past,
with your back to the future,
pp39b right up against the howling, shaking
intensity of the Void ~
when you feel yourself being ripped open as Heart
with all manifestation erupting out through you ~
pp39b
and pp40
when you experience all of Creation
streaming down from its original cause
here with you in the eternal present ~
you will have caught up with the Mother and me.
True Wholeness will then be your next step.
The Explosion of Conception
pp39b
"I have said
that Creation began with an explosion.
"The same is true for each individual
manifestation.
And that initial explosion of conception
is still going on at the deepest levels of manifested reality,
where the time is always now.
"The explosion on one hand
is very spirited, uplifting, exciting and celebratory,
an orgasm of love for what is coming into existence.
On another side, however, there is deep pain and suffering.
The force of the explosion
causes the Will essence
that was necessary to create the initial compression,
but not necessary to contain and define the manifestation,
to be blown away.
"A great pressure of compression is needed
when the Mother contains the Light of the manifestation completely
within herself,
just prior to the orgasmic release of the new manifestation.
The Will swirls herself around the Light she has drawn into her.
She then contracts herself,
squeezing her vortex enough
to compress the Spirit and Will essences of the manifestation
so they become fused together.
The new essence then bursts forth into the space
opened by her desire
as a new, self-contained Creation or manifestation.
"However,
more Will essence is needed
at the moment of conception
to contract and compress the new form
than is necessary later
to hold the manifestation present in existence.
The extra, unneeded Will essence
is literally blown away from the point of conception,
and she experiences deep pain and trauma in this process.
The parts of the Mother
that can no longer stay present
with the Light of the manifestation
experience themselves falling away
from both the Light of her desire,
and her own essence that stayed with the Light.
"More Spirit polarized creations
need relatively little Will essence to hold them in manifestation,
and therefore cause the Mother more pain.
More of her essence is forcefully separated from them
in the explosion of their conception.
"The more Will polarized creations
need relatively less Spirit essence
to inspire and identify them.
They retain more of the Will essence
that manifests them,
and are therefore much more comfortable for the Mother
to bring forth and hold in existence.
"The pain of the Mother in manifesting
the ancient spirits
and the various orders of angels
went unnoticed by me,
except as what seemed to be inexplicable hostility toward me,
and sometimes them,
for 'hurting' her.
I had felt her intense pleasure in the process of manifesting,
so it was very difficult for me to understand
why she was so unhappy with the aftermath.
"This question caused me
to turn away from the Mother and our manifesting
until I could study the problem enough to discover
what was going wrong.
It was during this time
of planning a new, more careful approach to manifesting ~
when I felt a loss of Light that I barely noticed at the time.
The Father
pp39b
"The Mother drew out of me the means
to manifest her deepest desires,
and without so much pain.
She spun from me a lover
that could give her something I could not,
enough Will presence to move with her desires
and to know her pain.
The Mother's desire for passion
magnetized Light
that was available to her for this,
because it was not part [of] my own self awareness while I was 'planning'.
"This Light then became
the inspiring and identifying spirit of her new lover, the 'Father'.
The Mother has ever since favored him as her consort
because the Father's Will essence
enables him to match the desires of her vortex
with his own swirling essence of longing and passion.
"There is, however, another way
of understanding this.
There were parts of me that wished
to passionately embrace and hold the Mother,
parts that wished to be spontaneously drawn
to tumble with the Will
into deeper and denser levels of manifestation.
These parts leapt out
from behind the awareness of the rest of me
that wished to manifest a well planned and orderly Creation,
and into the arms of the Mother.
In drawing forth the Father,
she gave form and expression to the parts of my Light
that shared her desires.
"And from the Mother's perspective,
her desire was
to manifest a meaningful and substantial Creation
that was passionate and spontaneous,
a Creation that gave her pleasure
and didn't hurt so much to manifest.
Her desire attracted the parts of me
that were willing to go along with her
for this 'walk on the wild side',
were willing to stay a little on edge
with the spontaneous nature of her desires.
Most of me was too rational and cautious
to be led in that direction,
and the Father became manifest
in answer to the Mother's crying out
in her loneliness and longing.
the
following new passage I discovered only on March 6, 2010: And as the Mother's first manifestation
on her own,
he became cast ["cast"
is linked to .reality2>movie]
as the Father of her Creation.
When she declared him her mate,
this part of Spirit became spun with a great amount of Will
essence.
Although masculine in spirit,
the Father of Manifestation embraces so much Will essence
that he is properly part of the Will polarity.
"Since the emergence of the Father,
I've maintained my presence in varying degrees
for the rest of the manifestation of Creation.
I've been present to add my Light of blessings and grace
between their respective vortices of Creation.
And although my Light is the core of the Father
and within all that is manifest,
it's been the Father's own Light in union with the Mother's Will
that has brought most of the richness, sensation and pleasure of
Creation
into existence.
"Now, of course, I realize the value of manifesting
the way the Mother wants to do it,
and I'm therefore moving
into a much more supportive role with the Father.
"The Father and I are in better alignment now
than we've ever been,
and as head of the Spirit polarity,
I've been speaking for the Father's Light
as well as my own
throughout the pages of this web site.
From the perspective of humans,
we are both known as 'God',
and he and I are ultimately one.
But we've still got more work to do
in healing the gap
that's had us split in two since the beginning.
In many ways I'm relating now with the Father
as Grandfather has been relating with me
since I asked for his help in healing Creation.
"For a long time I believed the Father to be
separate from me,
my rival, and even my enemy.
My understandings have evolved, however,
and I know now that he and I are destined
to be completely reunited.
He is the Father of Creation, the Father of Manifestation
~ he is my Body.
And from his perspective, I am his Spirit.
the
following new passage I discovered only on March 6, 2010: Much of him is still very angry with me,
and rightfully so.
I welcome his rage, because this is all loving Light can do.
I desire whole, loving union with Body,
and until then I wish to be helpful in any way I can.
"Together we are one powerful being,
equal to the challenge of meeting all the needs and desires of the
Mother,
as together we move toward wholeness,
toward healing ourselves and all of Creation.
"There will be much more on this subject
and on the relationships among Body, Will, Heart and me
in the upcoming Lesson Four of the healing class.
And I recommend reading the first three lessons
and the recommended reading of that class as preparation for the
new material."
I follow my
understanding and new lekh-lekhâ on January 1, 2009,
that - after 7 years
- I should no longer create new pages on my 2 websites,
but intermingle the evidence of new experiences with that on existing
pages.
Since March 2009 I've been "synchronizing" the chronological
process of the Godchannel.com files
with the chronological process of my photos and -
if there should be time - observations of the
"Walk About Love" continuation
of May 1, 2009 ; latest
update of this page on July 30, 2009
Yes, a miraculous
sign was given to me to show me,
that not everything I had worked for so hard, though only "spontaneously
and individually",
was lost.
While sitting in the circle at night, which would be my
last circle,
the man to my left said: "How
are you?"
He turned out to be Dekel, the one who had lent the car,
in which I - the sick walker - was driven to Poleg beach.
The next sentence already led to the deepest, most intimate
talking,
as it happened so often during those nine weeks.
And yet, after less than 5 minutes someone touched me from
behind: "My friend Zwi has told
me about you!
I want to drink with you the wine of Shabbat",
presenting a plastic cup to me in one hand,
while holding another one in his other hand."
Utterly surprised by this daring gesture,
I clicked his cup with mine and drank,
but then asked him to wait a while, "since I first want to
complete my talk with Dekel!"
I could not wholly focus, because by now two other people
,
I don't even remember if they were women or men,
hugged me warmly from behind.
Then I turned to Uriyah and asked: "What was it that Zwi told you
about me
and made you dare to interrupt me with that lovely gesture?" "He told me,
that you were talking much about
Self-Acceptance!"
"Take a picture of us", said the
two friends, Uriyah and Zwi, during my "Parting-Walk"
on May 11
My last day: Shabbat, May 2, 2009,
Poleg Beach south of Natanya
At 2 AM , in the middle of the night, I could no longer stand
the beat from this "Walk about Love" place (see the
flag!),
though I had put up my tent as far to the south as possible.
I found some 20 people , sleepily shuffling around - a snail would
do a better job of dancing ...
Though I was disguised by my blanket, four people recognized me
and came out to meet me:
"Why don't you dance? Have some Arak - it's good for your
sore throat!"
"I didn't come to dance , I came to understand, what makes
you so enthusiastic!" Ironically - when I packed my things for the Walk the
first several times,
I always took care of taking with me a skirt, hoping I would get
a chance to dance!
5 hours later, at 7 AM, when the "music" was still blaring
across the beach,
I came again to this "Walk about Love" place.
I joy-less D.J. was sitting-leaning against a pole,
and when one piece of "music" was finished
, he got up, sat at his computer and programmed the next piece.
There wasn't a single dancer around...
Around 7:30 Yanina from Hod-Hasharon comes
to visit me in my tent. She
is my oldest friend in Israel (since 43 years) and a grand-aunt
of Sari.
Because of Sari we now encounter each other again,
after - in October 2007 - I had asked her agreement to "freeze"
our relationship,
as I had done with all my friends at that time.
Yanina
comes to visit me at 7:30 in the morning, while the campers are
sleeping after a long night.
From the beginning I intended to give 50 NIS each day to "the
Magic Hat",
though in my daily life I need to buy food for only 50 NIS ~~~
per month!
But knowing that many walkers had even less money than I had,
it was clear to me, that I should use my small savings of the
previous months for the Walk.
Now , on this very day,
the method of musicians walking around with the Magic Hat
in front of the people sitting in a circle,
was cancelled!
I did not take part in eating or paying on this Shabbat, the 2nd
of May,
but I documented this scene:
People are not served by a group of blessing and blessed volunteers,
while sitting in a circle,
but have to stand in line,
so as to reach the food
by passing by the magic hat
placed deliberately t before the first pot,
with Rea standing watchful behind the hat...
Then, In order to eat, the people just sit around in random groups.
The money problem (a few days ago the
hat yielded only 300 NIS) and this "Babylonian solution"
to it,
is just one of many ominous signs, how the cancer, hidden in the
"Walk" from the beginning,
takes over more and more of the Body of "Walk about Love"
No food CIRCLE any longer? So as to make people stand in line
and pass by the "Magic Hat", deliberately monitored
by Rea himself.
July 30,
2009
On the morning of the day, on which I finally want to
complete this creation:
the 99 pages of my documentation of The Walk About Love
2009:
Why wasn't there any chance to solve this problem together
with all the walkers?
or at least with those walkers who were so eager to take
responsibility for the Walk?
The solution, by the way, would have probably followed
from a correct analysis of the problem:
the many "hitchhikers", who joined the Walk
just for a day or a night,
many of them just to have "drugs and sex" ,
why should they put anything into the magic hat?
And the others, the "hard-core walkers",
why should they feel committed to pay, if so many didn't
bother to pay?
Even my own feeling was that of "being a Freyer",
as the Hebrew slang says.
In short: the great and truly "right" concept
of freedom,
the freedom to join the Walk and the freedom to leave
the Walk,
will manifest in a distorted, even unworkable manner,
if the need for support ~~~~ (scroll down to my proposal
of "support-groups" in Sapir-Park on March 15!
- inserted "by chance" on "Four
Steps to Wholeness" - God's new "commandments"
and on "Release Judgments"
- one of the two conditions for healing into Wholeness...)
again:
if support for the individual human walker and his/her
feelings
are not only neglected morning by morning and night by
night
but even as a CONCEPT outright discarded and ridiculed
...
In writing this last passage on this last day of creating
my documentation,
5 months after I joined the Walk about Love right at its
beginning ,
I feel grieved,
that I wasn't yet mature enough, whole enough,
to manifest more of my desire and my dream about
a moving, vibrant , organic Body of Walkers-about-Love,
individual humans who are whole enough to create Unity,
as expressed for instance in my
Hebrew song for my starchildren
(with the Walkers Gal Mor and Lior Oren
among them...) : She - a ray of the
sun, He - a wave of the sea,
colors of the one light are all of them,
unique , each one separately,
individuals, yet together, all of us are one. [in Hebrew the
words: unique~~~ individuals~~~ together~~ one
have a common source:
yakhid-be-mino~~~yekhidim~~~ yakhad~~~ aekhad]
I am parental, never a victim,
in my drama you are just an actor!
I, too, fulfil tasks in yours!
Great we are even when we fear, all of us are learning!
To learn to love myself,
is respectable,
only thus I can cause another to love himself,
to love himself with all his heart,
[when] whole in his soul - he'll [also] love his fellow
The only activity of those organized for
this weekend by Avigal,
in which I managed to take part in - during the last 5 minutes:
was with Ruben (Holland?) - about "Immortality".
It was about 1 o'clock in the afternoon
May, Carmel and Gai in the Immortality Workshop
Also Lisa, Suz (Holland), Yoel, Harm
(Holland) and Louise (South-Africa) in the Immortality Workshop
Lisa was ready to report to me on the
Immortality-Workshop.
I remember that she mentioned the utmost importance of GRATITUDE
as the energy which keeps us alive.
I again pass by the D.J. and dancing
place.
The music now is relaxed and quiet.
I discern Alona, Evi (Hungary) and Shirin
Three dancers and a dog actually move...
What was the exact moment on that day,
when I "knew", simply "knew",
that my time and my task with the Walk about Love were over?
In the early afternoon I prepared for my departure...
I ask some people whom I don't know, to take a
few pictures
, while I am dismantling my tent for the last time,
put up not in the intimacy of the desert,
but on the trampled-over sands of a vast public beach...
With view to the sea and the grey sky,
my big backpack in front and my "day-backpack" to the
right.
The tent that is standing over there, close to the sea, is not mine..