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52 days of Moving and E-volving Emotions Manual - 48th day, October 16, 2002
I laugh
laugh
laugh A B U N D A
N C E but
she wants people to know,
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2014 |
The FELT days 181, 182, 183, 184 ~ of the next 15 FELT years
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5 y e a r s = 5 4 8 0 days
of g e f u e h l t e - g e f u e l l t e Z e i t "inmitten der Ewigkeit", f e l t - f i l l e d t i m e "amidst eternity" from the beginning of my 76th till the completion of my 90th year [unless I'll die after all] The feeling chosen from a day is exhibited in max. 7 lines per day since August 28, 2013 On 6 days of the week I learn, but Shabbat is dedicated to my main feeling: grate-full-ness. Since feelings must be vibrated~ wombed, each day closes with a song, fitting the 7 lines To challenge myself like that -while not knowing what will be "staged" in my personal and in the world's drama till 2028 , exhilarates me! |
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Friday, March
7, 2014 Nehemia 8:8 And they read in the book, in God's Torah, d i s t i n c t l y and they gave the sense, and caused them to understand the reading. I thought I would have an hour to prepare my intro for Lea. But she came half an hour earlier, we erected the TENT, and then I did, what Nehemia and his peers did 2400 years ago: Sitting in the tent I explained the Vision in a way that touched her deeply. I am too tired, to continue the sculpture above. I just list the five steps: 1- Envisioning the physical manifestation 2- What is still missing to complete Zionism and the example of the Kibbutz with its 3 concepts. 3- Hafrakhat ha-Neshamah ba-shmamah 4-Weizmann: to wake up the creative powers of the Jewish people, today: Im tirtzu aetgar - hinneh ha-midbar. |
March 6, 2014- OHEL 36 from among its 365 appearances in the Bible
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continuing: (34)
"Nebo-Let-Go"-slow
and "Nebo-Let-Go"
- in one go =2006:
a sculpture of 21 years of my exterior creating
["to uproot" -6 times in Jeremiah-see the song] what does NOT SERVE MY VISION, I came across a tent-sculpture of 2009: the uprooting of the Myoporum, the "satan-shrubs". What coincidence with the fact, that Ofir uprooted his ficus shrubs on March 4, 2014 and that I view most of them thrown on the sidewalk outside my fence of passifloras!
Only
at the end of 2004 the not-wandering tent of Isaiah's vision became
a reality for me.
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Day 32`-
from among 42 days - THE GREAT GIVE AWAY The wisdom of nature reveals: Our bodies are divinely designed A fertilized flower drops its petals, As we deepen our understanding |
... .... to release any beliefs, attachments or
ideas .... Whatever they may be.... clear space |
PONDERING What I release and give away, is my succumbing to "the system", and all the capitalist tricks and traps, of how to phrase and how to advertise my vision. When I look at my old
documents, I'm
especially shocked to see on the second photo-advertisement that he had to postpone my meeting at Mitzpe-Ramon till March 25, but would have foregone the reason for it, if I wouldn't have agreed. Of course I agreed! No hurry - says his tiny turtle on my computer, mentioned also on Jan. 2! A Hebrew proverb says "kol akavah li-vrakhah"! "All delay is for a blessing!" Certainly for Lior and my artwork! Gadi asked me once again : "because I want many people to come, it will not cost anything like other lectures, but shouldn't we say in the title after all, that Dr. Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam created Succah-in-the-Desert?" I told him, that I was going through an enormous transformation and that right now I'm shocked how far I let myself be led astray towards the "system" , and that's why I was sure to not do anything to advertise my vision, leave alone my person, and that for me it wouold be alright also if only 2 people will come. |
This was the passage that opened in the morning-book:
Rainer Maria Rilke's Duineser Elegien, German
and English
From what follows I understand, that we, whenever we come up with a new idea,
a new game, a new system,
we polarize others and the result are hostility, fight, war, destruction,
in short REVERSAL.
The metaphor of the migrating birds struck me right away,
since just before sleep I had skipped through the mushroom sequence on 25
of the
Masterchef pages in 2011,
and read its amazing end:
"Wir sind nicht weinig. sind nicht
wie die Zugvoegel verstaendigt",
the translation "we are not in agreement" is poor and "we are
not initiated as migrating birds" is not implied in the original at all.
az nidberu yir'e hashem , there is no
hiddabrut between us
the German sich verstaendigen, even "sich unterreden, sich unterhalten"
- with a specific grammar in Arabic,
isn't this that I've always yearnt for?
And though I said: the economic concept will be neither collectivistic nor
individualistic, but yod-yod-yod,
I've not thought it through to the end and it's not clear from the presentation
of the vision.
Ezri is right; "it's more of the same!"
not what I envision, but how I presented
it to those whom I - unawarely - once again " p e t i t i o n ".
Article in "Calcalist" 11.08.11 What do mushrooms think about? How did the Internet hide under the earth for millions of years? What does the social network of the mushrooms teach us about human intelligence? |
(24) "There is no leader..." End of the article [2014: the sequence of the original is inserted in Song-Game in between "Masterchef"] |
On the other side of the wall, where once grew the 4 Myoporum-trees, which overpowered every other plant, the triple bamboo with newly sprouting passiflora is seen, By contrast to the uprooted ficus-tree - the sprouting of the pomegranate-tree |
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March 7, 2014- - OHEL 37 from among its 365 appearances in the Bible
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continuing: (35)
"Nebo-Let-Go"-slow
and "Nebo-Let-Go"
- in one go =2006:
a sculpture of 21 years of my exterior creating The
idea of the raft --- so wonderful, so right, technically feasable
- -- but nothing manifested
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Day
33`- from among 42 days - TREE OF LOVE Imagine your Dream Seed
has become a Tree of Love ... Flowering possibilities have become viable
fruit - Use your inner-vision to flow your consciousness |
Keeping your focus at the center of the Heart, ....Our journey of activating Dream Seeds, ....infinite combinations in infinite diversity ....
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Without seeing a watch, I opened it, and there the program about the Parashat Hashavu'a with Dov Elboim just started. In time I recalled, that I had heard this dialog with about Tzimtzum with Micha Goodman before, hadn't I just read about it? Then I applied "self-limitation in order to make space for others", to myself, and I can see the purpose of the synchronicity! There was also another teaching in this program, which I hadn't grasped 2 years ago: the purpose of this strange biblical book: It is pagan, because pagan rituals were so exciting, that the Bible wanted to offer them, but without the pagan theology. It's like a horror-movie: it activates us, though we know nothing is real. See the image on the website, which introduces Goodman (the son of a converted catholic mother): the Desert above the SaltSea. |
EIN
PRAT A passionate Beit Midrash |
The
image to this presentation also shows the desert, yet with people in it, as in the video of the Elul-program See the video about the 'Mabu'a Program" |
March 8, 2014 - OHEL 38 from among its 365 appearances in the Bible
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continuing: (36)
"Nebo-Let-Go"-slow
and "Nebo-Let-Go"
- in one go =2006:
a sculpture of 21 years of my exterior creating
My 1999 Vision about Metzoqee-Dragot, which once started as an army stronghold high above the Dead Sea on Palestinian Land.
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Day
34`- from among 42 days - GARDEN OF ILLUMINATED HEARTS Imagine standing on a sidewalk, We see rough patches, and areas of distress, It is our choice now to move, Do we go right or left, Or do we venture into the open fields, We Be-Member we have activated our Dream Seeds, |
With each breath, each step, As we come to see our Tree of Love, Ecstasy fills our Be-ing as we move forward Breathing in the Beauty of this moment, In this Divine Union -- A Great Coming Together
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As you arrive, imagine sitting underneath the
tree. This journey is an awakening, ....
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This pretty flower - ben-shaelakh menutzaeh - not only painted my Wadi white and contrasted the Judaean Mountains, where I daily image uncountable Ohalot/Rihlaat, it is also one of the plants, Bedouins, and therefore I, Rachel, eat. But alas, this gift of the desert is now gone, after 3 weeks only, since it has become hotter from day to day, after a short winter with little rain. |
"It has been often indicated |
March 9, 2014- OHEL 39 from among its 365 appearances in the Bible
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continuing: (37)
"Nebo-Let-Go"-slow
and "Nebo-Let-Go"
- in one go =2006:
a sculpture of 21 years of my exterior creating
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Day 35`-
from among 42 days - BE LOVE Be Love. Every person, Choose to BE Love and watch the world |
The Heart accepts without limitations, The Heart does not differentiate, |
The only guest in the
tent during this Shabbat was this street-cat. Lea came this Sunday morning, as promised, to help me dismantle the tent. I found Ushu's patchwork around the mattress a bit torn. I'll have to repair it and think about a solution, for I'm happy with the cat choosing to rest in the tent. Another animal, a camel, was inserted in the visit-card, which my granddaughter Rotem chose to make for me, not knowing, that at exactly the same time I was advised, "to cease to manifest on the exterior level".-Jan. 26, 2006 |
Sunday, March
9, 2014
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