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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk
among each other,
and he listens and he
hears
yatakaalamuna allathina
yarau'na-hu ,
va-yusri va-yasma'
Dann die IHN schauen, werden reden miteinander,
und er lauscht und er
hoert
Puis ceux qu'ils voient Ha-Shem, se parlent
l'un a l'autre
il entends,
il ecoute
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It seems that I chose 26 actors
for my life's drama and those 26 actors chose me! One
common trait of all roles is "mutual dependency"
between them and me.
With 16 actors - my family - the mutual
dependency is life-long! With my landlords
at Arad & with my
6 starchildren, born
between 1986-88, it may be temporary.
My children: Immanuel, Ronnit, Micha; my
children-in-love: Efrat, Uri, Ra'ayah; my 10 grandchildren [born
1987-2005): Elah-Alon-Tomer-Mika; Jonathan-Rotem-Yael-Itamar;
Arnon-Ayelet
My landlords: Ofir & Meital+ Lior (2002) & Amit (2005).
My starchildren: Lior Oren, Zipi Winkler , Dina Strat , Meshi
Taib, Gal Mor, Boris Arons [26=YHWH=13+13=ahavah+ahavah =LOVE!]
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2008
December 23
Kislev
26
Chanuka 
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Actions:
Kisslog: healing-creating
Internet: learning
Cleaning, washing dishes
playing with Mika,
talking with Efrat,
trying the new 5th season
of "Eretz Naehaedaeret" |
Interactions:
with Efrat and with Mika,
SMS
to Boris, then phoning
ph. 2 from Uri
e-mail & annual report from my niece in Germany: Heidelinde |
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"God"
is the lights and the shades
The FOCUS of MY INTENTION
on the second day of Chanuka:
I
desire to heighten the 
of the "Chanuka-gift":
It is the SKILL-to-FEEL which is heralding "Humanity's
Awakening ",
Yes! the S K I L L - t o - F E E
L I S "Humanity's
Awakening" !
HOW do I apply
this SKILL-to-FEEL now, at 10:30?
I embrace my greed to
create, my need to complete,
and my fear of not being free to indulge in K.i.s.s.-Log during
the next 4 days.
I neither judge the feelings nor try to change
what seems to cause them
but feel them "with
all my heart and all my soul and all my grate-full-ness"
[Shma YIsrael: Deut. 6:5]
vibrate Body and ~~~ laugh 
for "once
the pain is cleared, Laughter is the final stage of Healing"..
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Mika
with two of her closest friends,
Amit and Galli,
before the beginning of the celebration.
She dances alone as if being the whirligig,
the sevivon, on which is written:
"Nes
gadol hayah poh!- "
"A miracle great has happened here"
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hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
10:20
My Body,
my Partner,
my God
I give thanks to you for having fully healed the PCL
in our left leg,
I can run and dance again and plan to go to the Dead Sea in
2 days!
Chanuka:
"Nes gadol hayah po"="A Miracle big happened
here"
I'm grate-full for standing a test of
those nano-blames [new
code: "Nes-Quick"]
against which I still defend my "righteousness",
after I had failed it yesterday:
E.: "Mika has inherited
your malady of storing everything in boxes".
I, as usual, jumped defensively, justifying myself, "explaining",
why this method is so efficient, keeps things in order and
saves much space,
a skill which once enabled me to live in a
mobile home of 6 m x 2.30 m,
and today lets me guard pieces of "junk" for playing
with Mika in "my" room..
E: "Come on! I wasn't blaming you,
I was only laughing about you. Nobody can tell you anything!..."
This morning I washed a pretty rectangular plastic box,
from which we had emptied the last spoon of "Choco"
powder yesterday
and showed it to Mika, while she was watching her TV morning
program.
She was delighted and - despite her interest in the story
on the screen -
immediately stuffed "things" into the box.
Then we colored the paper sticker around the box,
so it would be recognizable as belonging to Mika ,
and I informed her mother, who was getting dressed for her
office:
"I gave Mika another practical
box!"
this time laughing even before she voiced her exasperation...
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Four mothers, two fathers clapping their
hands behind the four little girls:
Mika (Efrat), Adar (Adi & Yoav), Amit (Mika thinks that her mother
is called Sharon), Galli (Natalie and Haim)
The room is dark - the flags glow
and Bruriya, the teacher, is playing the fitting song on her accordeon
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Though "Mummy" said, that Mika
wasn't as active as usual: during this drumming song she is the only
one,
who bends to the earth, when the kids were supposed to exemplify something.
Adi with the three; Mika, Adar and Amit.
Efrat and I envy the nonchalance of Adar's parents, when it comes
to keeping an appointment.
"I'll take Mika with us , but be
ready in 5 minutes." Sick Efrat
hurries, hurries,
but it takes 45 minutes until Yoav comes with the car, not even apologizing.
This happened more than once.
How much we wished, Efrat and I, that we would not be so horridly
pressured,
when we know that someone is waiting for us....
A father volunteers to say the Chanuka blessing
and light the "Shamash" , the Servant, and the 2 candles
of the second Eve of Chanuka.
Bruriya plays, we all sing, a mother is busy with her video, like
I with my camera, and the creations of the children ornament the background.
I find a chair to climb on, and get most
of the circle on one picture.
As always - when I see such scenes - I recall other scenes - during
the holocaust....
and I am happy and hopeful...
In the center the puzzle pieces of three Stars of David were composed
by the toddlers.
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Little "Maccabees" with shields... Efrat
looks at me, knowing that I hate this aspect of Chanuka: the fighting
and the victory.
See,
what I said about it last year
I was amused, when Mika fell to the ground
with her Star-of-David plastic shield
The next song has to do with the symbol
of the jar, with which the ancient rabbis replaced the dangerous symbol
of swords and shields.
Rachel, the kindergardener, and her helper are holding the jars, while
the child Oree "pours oil" into the chanukia on the ground.
An illuminated, illuminating sevivon dances
in front of the audience and Efrat with baby Sapir in her arms.
"Rukhuaniut shae-i-aefshar le-hargish":
"Spirituality which can't be felt"
Song
of the Day
"Put
oil, olive oil!
Kindle candles!
Light may be in the house!
We have light!
we have freedom!
therefore we light up, therefore we sing,
eight days the song of the light.
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A song, which isn't imprinted in my memory,
which means, that we didn't sing it, when my children were
small.
Since it's very beautiful, I was running the sound-button
during our cosy togetherness,
and Mika laughed, when I again and again forgot a line
and had to look at the lyrics on the computer.
She, of course, knows the song by heart:
See all the Chanuka songs inserted in the Song Game of 2007
from December
3 till December
11
When the
kindergarden people sang "Maoz Tzur", Efrat looked
at me
and joked , so that some people could hear it: "Are
you singing that?"
I was indeed succumbing this
one time, but when she caught me, I stopped.
And now she sent me an
article which voices those reservations of
mine,
which I never heard anyone voice in all my 44 Chanuka Celebrations.
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2008
December 23
Kislev
26
Chanuka
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Actions:
Kisslog: healing-creating
Internet: learning
Cleaning, washing dishes
playing with Mika,
talking with Efrat,
trying the new 5th season
of "Eretz Naehaedaeret" |
Interactions:
with Efrat and with Mika,
SMS
to Boris, then phoning
ph. 2 from Uri
e-mail & annual report from my niece in Germany: Heidelinde |
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Intro
to
k.i.s.s.-l o g + all
dates
~ Library of
7 years ~ HOME
~ contact ~
SEARCH
( of Latin characters only!) my
eldest granddaughter's video-gallery
whole&full-filled,
never perfect&complete 
Keep It
Simple Sweetheart
K.I.S.S.
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