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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
and - by extension - all of CREATion!" |
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk
among each other,
and he listens and he
hears
yatakaalamuna allathina
yarau'na-hu ,
va-yusri va-yasma'
Dann die IHN schauen, werden reden miteinander,
und er lauscht und er
hoert
Puis ceux qu'ils voient Ha-Shem, se parlent
l'un a l'autre
il entends,
il ecoute
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2008
November 08
Cheshvan
10
Tomer's
14th birthday
Shabbat
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Actions:
Kisslog:
healing-creating
helping with preparing
Tomer's celebration
washing dishes :
2 hours
Traveling to Arad |
Interactions:
with 29 people
T O M E R , IMMANUEL, EFRAT, MIKA
Y a h e l , Ro'i +Dana,
Golan
(T's friends)
Levi+Ayelet+Noa+Maya,
E l a h , Alon
Dita
[her paintings] +Gidon, Hagar+Rafi
Ronnit+Uri+R o t e m+Yael+Itamar
Micha+Ra'ayah+A r n o n+Ayelet
Lior, Elah's friend. Rashaad, the Taboon-baker |
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The FOCUS of MY INTENTION
TODAY
Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want,
then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what
may
7:26
I desire this birthday of Tomer to
be exhilarating and healing-judgments for every participant.
I desire Tomer's self-esteem and self-love to make a quantum-leap.
I desire that his plan to work with Yahel on the Aware-Why-War
song will come true,
and that with this a new era will begin in Tomer's life: a life
of creation, yes co-creation.
I desire, that his step-mother who initiated this celebration,
will heal much of her Tomer-fear.
I desire to breathe all my little fears before and during the
togetherness & radiate ease & joy. |
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hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
8:00
My Body,
my Partner,
my God
I give thanks for your being so "young" as to dance
with my grandgrandkids,
in July 2003 with Tomer (then 8 1/2), and yesterday with Mika.
I am grate-full that I could live the
almost 12 hours with my family yesterday
partly in pure joy and partly in "feeling
vicariously all I felt",
feelings that had only one source: that time was not structured
& disciplined
and living, therefore, was not "intense" enough.
or so my addictedness feels.
I am grate-full that Tomer's father was adamant to let Tomer
be born,
and this because he remembered my grief of having been forced
to abort...
I am grate-full for Tomer's existence and his role, which
I chose for my drama
I'm grate-full that Tomer, the wild teenager, is capable of
feeling "excited"
by a movie which reminds of his grandma's
"forbidden" pregnancy with his Abba
I am grate-full for the dialog after the movie, which by coincidence
ended with Juno's delivery in the first minutes of this day,
November 8, Tomer's day of birth.
I: "The movie avoided all potential
drama, and showed how such a situation
can
be lived by all participants with acceptance and love"
T: "It's like what we said
[last week]
that people's eyes need to be
opened
not to the bad things in the
world but to the good things!"
I - enthusiastically: "Yes,
this is exactly an example for this!"
I'm grate-full for the coincidences with Juno's delivery in
the movie 0:05, Nov. 8
on the day of T's birth I watched this with his father, my
son -birthed in loneliness,
not like Juno surrounded by love, but also not given away
for adoption...)
Also:the contrast between this movie &the
one on the Eve of Ashir-La-El's BIRTH.
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I was and am so happy, that almost all invited
people took part in this celebration of Tomer's 14th birthday
( the Bar-Mitzvah celebration , which would
have been due in November 2007, was skipped because of Tomer's "bad"
behavior at that time).
"Tomer doesn't really believe that all these people came for
HIS sake", said Immanuel, when he brought me to the train
at Lod at 8 PM,
"it, therefore, was
bad timing, that you brought up the subject of Efrat's pain about
what she interprets as Tomer's unfair preference of his mother and
lack of gratitude towards her. "
The last time the extended family gathered, was
at the wedding of Dita's daughter Hagar
on September 11.
Joel & Tova couldn't come, and Immanuel's
expressive quest to send the invitation on to their children was not
understood (trigger...).
Jonathan, who except on my 70th birthday , celebrated
on August 16, hasn't taken part
in family events for many years, was missing too.
Rafael Rosenzweig's descendants
I n e s
Dita &Gideon
Orit
(&Ofer, Udi, Itai)
Hagar (&Rafi)
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Joel &Tova
Ran (&Shir)
Hadass
Asaf
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C h r i s t a - R a c h e l
Immanuel& Ruth
Elah 1987
Alon 1991
Tomer1994
Immanuel & Efrat
Mika -2005
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h r i s t a - R a c h e l
Sister Ronnit&Uri
Jonathan 1991
Rotem 1993
Yael 1996
Itamar 1998
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C h r i s t a - R a c h e l
Micha&Ra'ayah
Arnon 1996
Ayelet 1998
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But Levi
with Ayelet, their small daughter Noa and their baby Maya came.
And - most important and exciting for Tomer:
Yahel, his former music teacher, whom he holds in high esteem,
his Perakh -tutor
Ro'i with his girlfriend Dana.
Golan, a genius in music and other things, 2
years older than Tomer,
and Elah's boyfriend Lior, whom Tomer likes a lot.
Tomer with Abba Immanuel enjoy the improvised
playing together of teacher Yahel and schoolmate Golan
 
I so much enjoy this flexible splitting up
into different groupings and wonder, what is going on in each group:
Alon with Levi ~~Micha & Ra'ayah with Hagar ~~ outside: Dita,
Rotem, Uri, Efrat listening to invisible persons
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The sisters meet and I say:
"look Elah's lips are red
just like Mika's blouse!"
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The cook Immanuel (with
Alon talking to him) and the baker Rashad from Lod
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I talk to Rashaad and say among other things:
"When I heard, that Efrat wanted you to bake
on a Taboon, I was afraid, it would not work, for Taboons are tricky
devices."
"Taboon is the Arabic word for the domed
oven used to bake the puffy house flatbread, which arrives just after
you sit down."
"Yes, but this one works with gas, that is
easier!"
"Still, when you came today, there was a problem!"
"Yes, but you see, how I solved it: I called my father "go,
buy this and this part, which is missing",
so when I hurried to Lod it was already there! I drove back and everything
worked!"
"You are amazing!"
The Taboon itself is a miracle of kindness!
Rachel, Rashad's boss in the Commercial Center of Shoham, where Efrat
drinks her coffee every morning,
had given instructions for this Taboon to be built - from Hungary, where
she spends a holiday!
She called twice today - from Hungary! - if everything was alright!
See the
images with Rachel and Efrat on December 20, 2007 (after the celebration
of Mika's birthday in the kindergarden)
A mystical image of my daughter under a blurred
landscape...
The netshade which stretches from the veranda to the
fence, is the same, which I used for the
succahs and for the pyramidal
tents...
Arnon eats one of Rashaad's delights, while
playing with Mika - together with Yael
The grownups at the huge wooden table and Levi's
daughter Noa holding Mika's tiny white table
Efrat - between the big Ayelet (Levi's wife)
and Hagar explains something to Ra'ayah, who sits next to Ronnit
Invisible on the previous picture: Rotem!
Here some of the many dishes, prepared by Immanuel, can be seen
A cloth is spread on the lawn for Mika and Maya, Yael and Ayelet,
while Yahel and Golan play in the background
As to more
images of Tomer's 14th birthday- see tomorrow
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2008
November 08
Cheshvan
10
Tomer's
14th birthday
Shabbat
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|
Actions:
Kisslog:
healing-creating
helping with preparing
Tomer's celebration
washing dishes :
2 hours
Traveling to Arad |
Interactions:
with 29 people
T O M E R , IMMANUEL, EFRAT, MIKA
Y a h e l , Ro'i +Dana,
Golan
(T's friends)
Levi+Ayelet+Noa+Maya,
E l a h , Alon
Dita
[her paintings] +Gidon, Hagar+Rafi
Ronnit+Uri+R o t e m+Yael+Itamar
Micha+Ra'ayah+A r n o n+Ayelet
Lior, Elah's friend. Rashaad, the Taboon-baker |
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Intro
to
k.i.s.s.-l o g + all
dates
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7 years ~ HOME
~ contact ~
SEARCH
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eldest granddaughter's video-gallery
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never perfect&complete 
Keep It
Simple Sweetheart
K.I.S.S.
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