The
Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk
among each other,
and he listens and he
hears
yatakaalamuna allathina
yarau'na-hu ,
va-yusri va-yasma'
Dann die IHN schauen, werden reden miteinander,
und er lauscht und er
hoert
Puis ceux qu'ils voient Ha-Shem, se parlent
l'un a l'autre
il entends,
il ecoute
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2008
November 09
Cheshvan
11
German
Day of Destiny
see below
Sunday
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Actions:
To the pool
(2) climbing up and down
the Wadi of Compassion
Garden: working watering
Kisslog: healing-creating
TV & Internet: learning
Big Brother Community
Preparing food. |
Interactions:
Efrat:'Do
you know where the big fruit-bowl is?' I used the chance to
ask about the evening with Tomer after I had left. :"Very
good! He thanked us for this 'nicest birthday in my 14 years!"
Meital brought some food, but she again
'surprised' me by opening the window! |
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The FOCUS of MY INTENTION
TODAY
Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want,
then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what
may
I
desire to esteem the experience with Tomer & the encounters
with each & every participant!
I desire Tomer to do the same, thus increasing his self-love,
and then acting, behaving in a way
that this self-love will be reflected to him in how he is received
on his first day at Ben-Shemen.
I desire that his friendship with Yahel and Golan will now express
in co-creation ("Aware-why-War")
I desire that the brotherhood
between Immanuel and Levi [s. below]
will now bear tangible fruits.
I desire Tomer to feel compassion
for his stepmother's great pain (i.e. hole in her wholeness),
that he is "ungrateful" & longs
for his mother despite her
unmotherly acting & non-acting
more than for her.
I desire that Efrat will heal her hole of low self-esteem +
giving too much>>expecting too much.
I desire that Immanuel will be granted a week of "things
with T. & Ben-Shemen working out!" |
November
9, 1989, not 1918! no more 1938!
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hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
8:17
My Body,
my Partner,
my God
I give thanks to the healing of the infection on the tip of
our second finger,
with the help of Efrat's medicine and wise treatment!
I give thanks again and again for your ability to breathe
deeply and quickly
whenever a feeling is too strong and tempts me to go numb.
I'm deeply grate-full to Efrat for having
initiated the celebration of Tomer's birthday
& for having organized & prepared it , together with
Immanuel, so gorgeously
including the outstanding idea of bringing the taboun-baker
Rashaad to their lawn.
I'm grate-full for the manifestation of my intentions: for
the togetherness with
all my family and for Tomer being appreciated by part of them
and by his friends
I'm grate-full that Tomer is able to attract friends like
Golan and Yahel, his teacher
(whose gift was a book about the
TAO with the
dedication: "khokhmah atiqah lenefesh ra'ananah"
[Old wisdom for a fresh soul] in friendship Yahel" -
I never ever saw T. open a book!)
I'm grate-full for the coincidence:
the new directress of Ben-Shemen, Ilana,
is a friend of Levi
and has even asked him to "set up something" at
the school.
I'm grate-full that I - without
verbal interaction - I deeply
loved Ronnit & Ra'ayah.
I'm grate-full for the moments with sick Rotem ("what
is most exciting in your life now?" "I'm thinking",
then "my flute and Shaqed", "Are you in love?"
"don't ask!")
I'm grate-full for the
moments with. Arnon ["a dog
has preference over a new piano"]
I'm grate-full for the
idea to shorten my travel and ease it by arriving at &
departing from Lod, & for my courage to ask I&E to
fetch & bring me there.
I'm grate-full that Efrat cancelled the plan to spend a weekend
at Succah in the Desert!
I'm grate-full that Efrat now - 19:00
- told me, that after my departure they spent a lovely evening
with Tomer: "I never had such a birthday in 14
years". This means, that my blunder
- telling him about Efrat's pain concerning his lack of gratitude
- had its effect after all...
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German (and not only German) Day of Destiny and "A Hole
in the Wall"
(I'm going to list only the events or the
names which I find relevant for my "Driving
Backward into the Future")
1862 November 9 General U.S. Grant issues orders to bar Jews from
serving under him.
1874 November 9 Israel Bak, creator of the
first Hebrew printing press,
dies.
1904 November 9 First airplane flight to last more than 5 minutes.
1907 November 9 Baron Claus v.Stauffenberg is
born at his family's estate. In July 1944 he will attempt to
assassinate Adolf Hitler & put an end to the Nazi
regime.
1917 November 9 Lenin officially forms the world's first Communist
government in St. Petersburg, Russia, and soon afterwards asks
Germany for an armistice
1918 November 9 After losing the support of his generals, Kaiser
Wilhelm II is forced to abdicate and the Second Reich collapses.
Chancellor
Prince Max von Baden quickly turns over the German government
to Frederich Ebert
who
later that same day officially proclaims the formation of a new
German Socialist Republic at the Reichstag in Berlin.
1918 November 9 Bavaria proclaims itself an
idependent republic.
1918 November 9 Adolf Hitler, a 29-year-old
messenger from the Western Front temporarily blinded in a mustard
gas attack,
hears the news of the Kaiser's abdication
and suffers a relapse of blindness.
In his book Mein Kampf, Hitler claimed that during that same
night he experienced what he called a "supernatural vision"
and recovered his sight only after vowing to God that he would
dedicate his life to politics.
1920 September 24 In Munich, Hitler speaks
at the German Workers Party's first mass meeting;... calls for
"vengeance for the perjured deed of November 9, 1918."
1921 November 9 "Der 9. November"
a novel by Bernhard Kellermann is published in Germany. It is
a story of the German insurrection of 1918.
1921 November 9 Partito Nazionalista Fascista
(Fascist Party) is formed in Italy by Benito Mussolini among
others.
1923 November 9 The Munich Putsch. 16 Nazis
are killed. Hitler quickly flees the city ....The putsch collapses
and those killed become Nazi martyrs.
1925 November 9 Hitler ... commemorate the
16 nazis "martrys". November 9th will serve as an
"unofficial" Nazi holiday until 1933, when Hitler
declares it an annual national
holiday. [till 1939 , when it was abolished after after an assasination
attempt on Hitler's life the previous day. Goebbels:
too dangerious in these days"
1925 November 9 German NSDAP officially forms
the SS (Schutzstaffel - Protection Squad).
1933 November 9 Hitler officially declares November 9th an annual
German national holiday. A huge Blutzeuge celebration is held
in Munich
1933 November 9 At 9 PM, Hitler conducts an
oath ceremony for 1,000 recruits of the SS Leibenstandarte Adolf
Hitler, 100 men of the Stabswache Goering and
50 members of the Stabswache Roehm. This, too, was now to become
an annual event. SS recruits would pledge their oath to give
their lives for him.
1935 November 9 The Empire of Japan invades
Shanghai China.
1937 November 9 The Japanese army conquers
Shanghai.
1938 November 9-10 Ernst vom Rath dies
and a massive pogrom, known now as Kristallnacht
(the night of glass) is launched against the Jews of Germany.
191 synagogues are set on fire and 76 others are completely
destroyed, along with hundreds of Jewish shops and schools.
91
Jews are killed and 35,000 male Jews are arrested, herded into
concentration camps and their property seized.
I,
Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam, use to say, that I was born 3 months
before the Kristallnacht....
May 24, 2012 (my granddaughter Rotem's
19th birthday): I came across a video: "Loriot
about the Reichskristallnacht".
He
experienced it as a 15 year old in Stuttgart, on his way to
the Eberhard Ludwigs Gymnasium, where later my brother was a
pupil.
1940 November 9 Germany troops
invade Norway and Denmark.
1944 November 9 The Red Cross wins the Nobel
peace prize.
1944 November 9 The
island of Walcheren is purged of nazi troops after days
of intense fighting.
1949 November 9 The East German Parliament in Berlin unanimously
passes a law restoring full citizenship rights to ex-Nazis and
army officers
1952 November 9 Chaim
Weizmann (77), former head of the international Zionist
movement and the first President of the newly formed state of
Israel dies in Rehovot, Israel.
Again, rumors within Nazi circles hint that the date of his
death is not just a coincidence.
1953 November 9 Abdul-Aziz ibn Sa'ud, founder
of Saudi Arabia, dies at about 73.
1953 November 9 Cambodia (now Kampuchea) gains
independence within French Union.
1955 November 9 UN disapproves of South Africa's apartheid
politics.
1965 November 9 The "Great Northeast Power Outage,"
in New England and NY city: a series of mysterious power failures
that last up to 13 1/2 hours.
1967 November 9 Surveyor 6 soft lands on the Moon.
1970 November 9 General Charles De Gaulle dies at age 79
1976 November 9 UN General Assembly condemns apartheid in South
Africa.
1980 November 9 Iraqi President Saddam Hussein declares holy
war (Jihad) against Iran.
1989 November 9 Without warning the
Berlin Wall suddenly comes down.
The
swiftness of its fall stuns the world
and
many find it suspicious that this remarkable event coincides
with the date of Hitler's most "sacred Aryan" holiday.
(Blutzeuge)
1993 November 9 Serbian army fires on school in Sarajevo killing
nine children.
1994 November 9 Austrian President Thomas Klestil
tells Israel's parliament that his country has failed in the
past to acknowledge its role in the "Nazi Holocaust"
or do enough to help Jewish survivors.
1995 November 9 Yassir Arafat, chairman of
the PLO Authority, makes his first visit to Israel
and pays a surprise condolence visit to the Tel-Aviv home of
Leah Rabin, widow of former Israeli prime minister Yitzak Rabin.
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Finetuning
to my Present
I wasn't wrong in sharing with Tomer what I had just learnt
about her newest pain
(they mentioned their camping at the Lake of Tiberias on Rosh-Hashanah,
Sept. 30)
and Tomer claimed, that he wasn't with them,
realizing too late that he had confused things:
"I thought I was there with my mother".
But I should have -from the beginning and more clearly - put
this into the frame of
"your stepmother, like any stepmother,
yes like almost all mothers, has this hole,
that she gives too much and then is pained by what she feels
as ungratefulness"...
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Nourishment
from Others
Hallo, seien Sie gegrüßt! Dies ist nun schon die
150. Folge meiner kleinen gesprochenen
Literaturgeschichte der deutschsprachigen und abendländischen
Lyrik vom Barock bis heute.
Zu Klabund, Tucholsky und Mascha Keléko gehört noch
ein vierter Autor, damit es ein Kleeblatt wird.
Erich Kästner wird uns jetzt eine kleine Weile begleiten.
1899 ist er in Dresden geboren.
Er war ein ausgezeichneter Schüler, liebte seine Mutter
über alles, wurde als 18-Jähriger 1917 eingezogen,
machte Kriegsabitur,
begann journalistisch für Zeitungen zu arbeiten, studierte
in Leipzig, machte seinen Doktor
und zog 1927 nach Berlin, wo er Theaterkritiker und Mitarbeiter
zahlreicher Zeitungen wurde.
Ein Jahr später erscheint sein erster Gedichtband Herz
auf Taille
und es erscheint sein berühmtestes Buch Emil
und die Detektive,
1929 der nächste Gedichtband und ein Jahr darauf 1930 schon
wieder einer.
Aber weshalb erzähle ich Ihnen das alles,
denn in diesem Buch Ein Mann gibt Auskunft,
da hat Erich Kästner es ja selbst geschildert:
Kurzgefasster Lebenslauf
Natürlich ging es weiter, recht erfolgreich sogar, mit
seinem Roman Fabian
mit Pünktchen und Anton, mit dem Fliegenden Klassenzimmer
und seinem vierten Gedichtbuch Gesang zwischen den Stühlen.
Aber nun müssen wir innehalten. Denn nun übergibt
man die Macht den Nationalsozialisten
und die verbrennen am 10. Mai 1933 die Bücher des gerade
34- jährigen Erich Kästner.
Warum? Leicht zu erraten, wenn Sie die nächsten drei Gedichte
gehört haben.
Kennst Du das Land, wo die Kanonen blühn?Die TretmühleDas dritte Gedicht dieser Art, das zu Kästners Verbot
führte, trägt den Titel Fantasie von übermorgen
Am 10. Mai 1933, als fanatische Studenten schrieen:
»Gegen Dekadenz und moralischen
Zerfall! Für Zucht und Sitte in Familie und Staat!
Ich übergebe den Flammen die Schriften von
Heinrich Mann, Ernst Glaeser und Erich Kästner!«,
da stand Erich Kästner unter der Menge vor der Berliner
Universität.
Gott sei Dank unerkannt.
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A
passage in the English Wikipedia: Popularity in Israel:
Hebrew is among the many languagues
to which Kästner's works were translated, and they
enjoyed enormous popularity in Israel during the 1950's
and 1960's - a very exceptional phenomenon at the time,
when there was among Israelis a very strong aversion to,
and widespread boycotting of, all things German in the
aftermath of the Holocaust. Even parents who were themselves
Holocaust survivors are known to have bought Kästner
books for their children. As a kind of unintentional "cultural
ambassador", Kästner may have helped prepare
the ground for the gradual rapprochement between Israeli
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History
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Germans Commemorate the Night of Broken Glass
[though this morning I wanted to focus on
"the Hole in the Wall",
now that I by chance zapped into a report about how
The Bundeskanzlerin Angela Merkel sat in a Berlin synagogue
to commemorate the Kristallnacht,
I want to give attention to this event after all
I, Christa-Rachel
Bat-Adam, use to say,
that I was born 3 months before the Kristallnacht....
Germans recalled Sunday, Nov. 9, the horrific violence unleashed
70 years ago against Jews in Germany on the Night of Broken Glass,
and from Rome, Pope Benedict XVI, appealed for vigilance against
anti-Semitism.
Germans cannot be indifferent to anti-Semitism, Chancellor
Angela Merkel said Sunday, Nov. 9, at a Berlin ceremony to recall
a 1938 pogrom against Jewish residents of Germany.
"Indifference is the first step towards endangering essential
values," Merkel said during Germany's national memorial
ceremony at the old synagogue in Berlin's Rykestrasse. "Xenophobia,
racism and anti-Semitism must never be given an opportunity
in Europe again."
She added that Germany needs to encourage moral courage in
the face of racism and anti-Semitism.
"There was no storm of protest against the Nazi, but silence,
shrugged shoulders and people looking away -- from individual
citizens to large parts of the church," she said. "We
cannot be silent, we cannot be indifferent when Jewish cemeteries
are desecrated and rabbis are insulted on the street.
"It is a mistake to think it doesn't affect you when your
neighbors are affected," Merkel added. "This mistake
just leads us further and further into evil."
Merkel said Germans must not be indifferent to xenophobia, racism
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Pope recalls horror of Kristallnacht
Pope Benedict, who is German, spoke out after public prayers Sunday
in Rome on the horrific legacy of the 1938 violence.
He said vigilance was needed against anti-Semitism and every
form of discrimination. He said he spoke "in deep solidarity
with the Jewish world."
At the national ceremony, in the synagogue first opened in
1904 in Berlin's Rykestrasse and re-inaugurated two years ago,
emotion overwhelmed Charlotte Knobloch, 76, president of Germany's
Central Council of Jews.
She recalled being led through Munich as a child by her father
and seeing the destruction and indifferent lookers-on in 1938.
At the end of her speech, she sobbed for a moment before she
could read her closing line, based on a remark by Henrik Mandelbaum,
who survived the Nazis' Auschwitz death camp.
"I beg you not to ever let anyone talk you into whom you
have to love and whom you have to hate," she said.
The late November 9, 1938 pogrom, a precursor to the Holocaust,
ultimately led to more than 1,300 deaths from injuries, by suicide
or in concentration camps, official historians have said.
Pope Benedict spoke of a deep solidarity with the Jews
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Nourishment
from Others
St
Barbara, the patron against lightenings
After the party Elah asked
me about a passage in a play,
in which she participates at the Beit
Zvi School of Performing Arts
I wouldn't have dedicated 2 hours of my time to studying
the issue,
if not for the synchronicity concerning "being
hit by a lightening",
which continued on Friday
(when wanting to tell Tomer about Tony Cicoria I asked:
Do you remember our talk about
"Barak"
(lightening in Hebrew)?
He thought at first that I meant Barak Obama, the
new president-elect
(someone else has paid attention
to the connection between
Barack
Obama, who on
November 4 was elected
as the next President of the United States of America,,
and the Israeli Minister of Defense Ehud
Barak!]
and then on Shabbat, with Elah's question:
"I was sure, you
would know the answer to Adela's question rightaway!"
I didn't know about St. Barbara and the lightening,
I didn't even know about the author of that drama
The House of Bernardo Alba,
which is a shame.
Learning about all three:
St. Barbara,
the Spanish author Federico García Lorca
and this play , written shortly before he was executed,
I'm again grate-full to Elah for teaching me and wrote
her so.
Saint
Barbara in the English Wikipedia
How important this symbol is
up to day - and for whom.....
can be seen on a
website about EOD, which I don't want to investigate...
The
Hebrew Wikipedia about St. Barbara gives the exact
reason,
why she is invoked against lightening (nobody talks
about shooting stars!):
her father, who was forced to execute her, was killed
by a lightening:
I now ask her, if the fact
that
a Spanish judge has opened an investigation
of Garcia Lorca's death
exactly 3 weeks ago, on October 16, 2008
is connected to the timing of studying the Alba play
at Beit Zvi?
I also ask her, if this passage about St. Barbara
and the lightening
has any weight in the drama of Lorca?
And for myself - not for Elah, who doesn't speak German,
I now searched for that ballad "The Thunderstorm",
the beginning of which I quoted to Tomer,
when we walked under lightening pierced dark sky last
week,
and with which all these lightening coincidences began...
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About The House of Bernarda Alba
Lorca described the play in its
subtitle
as a drama of women in the villages of Spain.
The House of Bernarda Alba was Lorca's last play,
completed on 19 June, 1936, several months before
Lorca's execution.
The play was first performed in 1945.
The play centers on the events of an Andalusian house
during a period of mourning,
in which the title character Bermarda (age 60)
wields total control over her five daughters ...
The deliberate exclusion of any male character from
the action is highly significant ...
The play explores themes of repression, passion, and
conformity,
and inspects the effects of men upon women.
Bernarda's cruel tyranny over her daughters
foreshadows the stifling nature of Franco's fascist
regime,
which was to arrive just a few weeks after Lorca finished
writing his play.
The lightening as the main attribute
of St. Barbara
Federico
García Lorca
5 June 1898 – 19 August
1936) a Spanish poet, dramatist and theatre director.
An emblematic member of the Generation of '27,
he was murdered by members of the fascist group Falange
at the beginning of the Spanish Civil War.
A Spanish judge has opened an investigation of Garcia
Lorca's death,
among the many others executed and disappeared,
as a crime against humanity during the Spanish Civil
War and the Franco years.
Lorca "Then I realised I
had been murdered
They looked for me in cafes, cemeteries and churches
....
but they did not find me.
They never found me? No. They never found me."
The Franco regime placed
a general ban on Lorca's work,
... [including] La casa de Bernarda Alba .
It was only after Franco's death
in 1975
that García Lorca's life and death could be
openly discussed in Spain.
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DAS GEWITTER
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The first
time in my life I learn,
that the ballad was written by Gustav
Schwab,
a German writer, pastor and publisher
- who was known to me because of his "Sagen des
Altertums",
myths and legends of
antiquity,
and that he was born in my home-town Stuttgart, 1792,
and also died there on Nov. 4 (!) 1850,
and that he studied at the "Stift"
at my university town Tuebingen,
and that he was a friend of Karl
Varnhagen, Rahel's husband!
Elah wrote (see
in Hebrew on Nov. 12)
,
that this ballad about greatgrandmother, grandmother,
mother and child is
"very interesting - it sounds
just like "The House of Bernarda Alba",
in which there are a grandmother, a mother and daughters,
who are all imprisoned in one house until the youngest
kills herself
(which is a kind of lightening!).
I, by the way play the youngest: Adela."
As to the St. Barbara sentence, she and the stage manager
changed it into:
"Why do we express a wish
when we see a shooting star?"
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What an idyll: Ayelet and Yael (we
often call them Ya-elet) with Maya and Mika, behind them Yahel
and Golan between Immanuel and Tomer
I am glad! Levi and Uri talk: usually Uri
does not communicate with people and sits somewhere apart from them.
Micha next to Elah - across Ra'ayah, Rotem,
Ronnit and Itamar: see closeups below:
my daughter Ronnit and her daughter
Rotem
right: Ra'ayah and Itamar, Ronnit's youngest |
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Behind Yahel and Golan
Tomer and his Perakh-Tutor
Ro'i
left of Tomer: LIor, Elah's boyfriend, and Dita and Ronnit watching
the album of Rafi's and Hagars wedding
As to more
images of Tomer's 14th birthday- see tomorrow
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2008
November 09
Cheshvan
11
German
Day of Destiny
see below
Sunday
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Actions:
To the pool
(2) climbing up and down
the Wadi of Compassion
Garden: working watering
Kisslog: healing-creating
TV & Internet: learning
Big Brother Community
Preparing food. |
Interactions:
Efrat:'Do
you know where the big fruit-bowl is?' I used the chance to
ask about the evening with Tomer after I had left. :"Very
good! He thanked us for this 'nicest birthday in my 14 years!"
Meital brought some food, but she again
'surprised' me by opening the window! |
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Keep It
Simple Sweetheart
K.I.S.S.
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