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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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MY INTENTION and PLAN for
TODAY
Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want,
then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what
may!
7:32
I desire to
face the kind of EVIL which
is represented in "Ahriman"
and "Amstetten"
as well as the way I contribute
to its "happening"
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image of the
day,
a flying buzzard on an e-mail from webshot,
pointing out to me this morning,
my own - accidental - photos of flying birds
in Acco near the sea,
on the Eve of Pesach
and on the first Pesach day.
The flying contrasts well
what is wearing me down,
this encounter with abominal evil
among God's aspects.
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hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
9:04
My Body, my Partner,
my God
I give thanks to our bone-structure
and to each and all bones, which cooperate so wondrously!
Even if I would shut out all exterior
happenings,
including what comes to me via the media,
there would still be my memories and my dreams
to incite me without end,
like the neverending dream, forever (?) repeating dream
about having to act as a hostess and serve meals,
like during 16 years of marriage and 4 1/2 years in "Succah
in the Desert".
I AM GRATE-FULL,
that except for simple "servings" of my rare guests
(and even that I find a bother)
I've long since released the belief, the judgment, the circumstances,
that I have to prepare meals, fix dinners or even coffee tables,
serve etc.
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See the meticulous planning of "Ahriman"
as presented on the British site "The Guardian"
2013-The link I had inserted here, does no
longer work,
which reinforces my decision to delete all the 6 maps,
which showed how"Ahriman" succeeded with his devilish plan.
2008-04-30~~~2013-05-07 DELICIOUS
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The
methods of "Ahriman"
[
from the British "Guardian" on April 28]
2013:this link, too, leads
nowhere,
but I feel I should leave here my excerpts.
"A 73-year-old Austrian today confessed
to imprisoning, beating and sexually abusing his daughter
in a windowless cellar for 24 years,
during which time he fathered her seven children.
"Josef Fritzl admitted
forcing his daughter Elisabeth
into the basement of the family's home
in Amstetten, north-west Austria,
on August 24 1984, when she was 18."
How did "Ahriman" use
feeling-less cleverness
and modern technology
to commit his crime for 24 years,
i.e. 24X365 days and nights
not on an island,
but in a house shared by other families,
in a street and town shared by other citizens
in a state of law,
social welfare and educational supervision ?
And how did Elisabeth, the main victim,
let her father perpetrate a crime,
of which all experts I heard so far c
laim to never have encountered before?,
and how did she let her mother
- a mother of 7 children herself_
comply with him for 31 years?
"Three of the seven children never saw
sunlight.
"One died three days after birth, and
Fritzl admitted taking the baby's body from the cellar and burning
it. ..
"Police have distributed several photos
showing parts of the cramped basement cell in which Elisabeth
and her children were kept.
"... She claimed her father had abused
her since she was 11. "In her own words, she was continuously
abused by her father," the spokesman added.
" Police said many questions remained
in the case, which is reminiscent of that of the Austrian girl
Natascha
Kampusch, who was abducted, aged 10, on her way to school
in 1998 and locked in a windowless cell before escaping in August
2006. [See to this "case",
discussed over and over in 3 SAT for the last two years the
video of an interview]
"The Austrian daily newspaper Der
Standard said in an editorial:
"The whole
country must ask itself just
what is really, fundamentally going wrong."
.... "The nation's interior minister,
Günther Platter, said:
"We are being confronted with an
unfathomable crime."
"Police said Fritzl, an electrical
engineering technician by training, had told investigators
how to enter the basement prison through a small hidden door,operated
by a remote control only he had known about.
"His wife, Rosemarie, had been unaware
of what happened to Elisabeth.
"It is believed she assumed her daughter
had disappeared voluntarily after a letter in her writing to
her parents said they should not search for her.
"The drama began to unravel last weekend
when Elisabeth's 19-year-old daughter, Kerstin, who lived in
the cellar, was left at a hospital ..... in a critical condition,
suffering from an unknown illness, ..
"Elisabeth had agreed to speak to police
only after being assured that she and her children would never
again have contact with her father.
"They said it appeared that, when Fritzl imprisoned his
daughter in 1984, he had given the impression she had left home
of her own will. She remained on the Interpol missing persons
list.
"Police investigators at the time were
of the view that she might have become a member of a sect.
"On various occasions between 1993 and
2002, Fritzl claimed his daughter had left three children on
his doorstep along with notes asking him to look after them.
"Authorities gave the couple permission
to become foster parents to what were assumed to be their grandchildren.
"But, according to police, Elisabeth had
given birth to the children, along with four others including
the one that died, in her cellar prison. Her father had removed
the children.
"Of the six children - three boys and
three girls aged between five and 20 - five-year-old Felix,
Stefan, 18, and Kerstin lived with their mother in the cellar.
"She taught them how to speak," Pölzer
said, adding that Josef had provided food and clothing, but
the children never received any professional medical care.
"Asked why the children had not tried to overpower
their father, the police chief said: "These
children were born into jail … they knew nothing else"...
Fritzl was "authoritarian
and domineering". ...Elisabeth
"realized that it was useless
to battle against incarceration"......................
On April 30
"....he did nothing to save the life
of a twin who died in 1996 at just three days old, and disposed
of its body in an incinerator on the grounds of his property.
... The pensioner admitted to investigators
that he had locked up his daughter.
"I locked her up, but only to protect
her from drugs. She was a difficult child." While
admitting repeatedly raping her, he rejected his daughter's
claims that he had chained her to the cellar wall and kept her
"like an animal".
"Asked on what grounds he had decided
that three of the children, Lisa, Monika and Alexander, should
live with him and his wife and go to school, while the other
three, Kerstin, Stefan and Felix, should be left in their prison,
he reportedly told police he had feared the noise of their cries
might lead to their discovery. He said: "They
were sickly and cried too much in the cellar for my liking."
" How, it was asked, did he ensure
his cellar family was provided for when he took lengthy summer
holidays with male friends, in articular to Thailand? Who fed
them and disposed of their rubbish and what happened to them
when he was ill?
"Technical experts from the interior ministry
were sent to Amstetten to clear up some of the puzzling questions
that the saga has thrown up. Central to their enquiry is how
it was possible for Fritzl to build the dungeon himself, a complex
which was enlarged over the years as the family expanded. In
particular, they were asking how he would have been able to
install its 300kg steel remote-controlled door without help.
Amstetten authorities confirmed that Fritzl
had received lanning permission for an extension to
the family home, including a basement, in 1978. Building inspectors
examined the project again in 1983. Just a year later, it became
his 18-year-old daughter's prison.
Authorities said it was not unusual for homes
in Lower Austria to have bunker-like cellars with steel doors
because for years the region had been situated on the edge of
the iron curtain and the threat of nuclear war was considered
to be a genuine threat. Fritzl is even believed to have been
a beneficiary of the generous state subsidies paid out for such
projects.Police have also combed other properties belonging
to Fritzl, but had found nothing yesterday. "It is hard
to believe he would have had the opportunity to keep another
dungeon, because the one beneath his home must have
kept him so busy," Polzer said.
.....But it is being repeatedly asked why a
man who allegedly had two previous convictions was allowed
with his wife to adopt and foster the children authorities
assumed to be their grandchildren.
A social worker told investigators she
had visited or had contact with the family around 21 times and
had "considered nothing suspicious" about them, except
for the fact that Fritzl was rarely present.
2013-05-07 Synchronicity
Why was it, that today I
was led to re-study this page
(one of the April pages which had to "wait" until
my creation of "My Child
has become Fifty and One Clip at a Time" was completed)
and on it what I have such
difficulty with: "Amstetten
and Ahriman", when later
in the news I was informed of the liberation of 3 kids kidnapped
10 years ago in the USA. Ans as if this was not enough, we were
reminded of similar "historic" kidnappings for the
sake of sexual perpetration, with the shots of Natasha Campus
and the "Monster of Amstetten".
My answer the next morning:
To get involved even deeper in what my recent song
[May Nr. 1] wants me to focus on:.
"Come and redeem us from sexual shame and pains."
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I now want to face
again this horrid,
but vital teaching from:
"Ahriman"
[see
tomorrow],
but before that I have to re-study
how "God" began:
[as
to the original explosion of the One, see "Grandfather
remembers Original Heart"]
Healing
Class II -The Spirit Polarity
Part One: The Void
puzzle
piece 24 Lucifer and Ahriman
"Because I am
evolving,
I have the opportunity
to learn
and grow in understanding.
I know things now
that I had not known before.
One of the most important realizations
I've gained recently is
that I have created not one,
but two separate beings to hold my own denied
Light.
The first one that I became aware of is called Lucifer.
The name of the other is Ahriman.
"I now would like
to give some new understandings
about the Spirit polarity in Creation,
and I'll begin with an understanding
about Creation and its relationship to Deity.
" As I have already said,
Spirit is emerging from the Void.
I have also said
that the Mother opens the space for Spirit to emerge into.
"The Void is not only the antithesis of
Spirit,
the electric principle,
but also the antithesis of the magnetic principle, Desire,
the Mother of Creation.
The Void is the absolute 'not' to all of existence
including Deity, which includes both the Mother and me.
The Void also balances All That Is,
and therefore makes existence possible.
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"The tension between existence and annihilation
causes a fluctuating swirling movement
that causes a 'quivering' in the vortex of magnetic essence.
"This movement is what draws Light into existence.
The Light, or Spirit essence
merges with the swirling magnetic essence
keeping it in motion .
"The interplay,
or dance of the electric and magnetic principles
creates both Heart and Manifestation,
and the magnetic essence thus stays in existence,
and does not return to the Void.
"The swirling, rippling, undulating movement
of Desire
is the prime cause of Creation,
and has been in danger of being lost entirely.
Over the eons,
much of the original Magnetic essence
has been lost to the Void
because it stopped moving,
rather than remain attractive to Light
that was hurting it.
"Magnetic
essence that is not moving
cannot attract Light
and therefore must return to the Void.
Recovery of the lost magnetic essence is possible,
but only if there is enough of it still in existence
to attract enough of its own essence
and enough Light to manifest a recovery effort.
"As we go along
in this class
there will be more understandings from my perspective
about how the magnetic movement happens,
what has stopped it,
and what Spirit can do to help Desire
get herself moving again.
toward her own wholeness.
However, I will say now
puzzle
piece 3: Moving Emotions
"that
releasing
judgments against self,
emotions
and the expression of emotions
is the single easiest and most powerful way for Spirit
to help frozen Desire find movement again.
"It seems that Light has its own motivation
in seeking Desire,
and in a way it does.
"However, Light is not seeking Desire because it wants
to,
I am seeking desire because I am drawn to her.
The quivering of Desire first creates the space
necessary for my Light to emerge into existence.
If there is no Desire,
there can be no Light
because Light's first need is a space
in which to exist.
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"However, I have discovered
that the problems in Creation
have nothing to do with the Mother
and how she opens space,
but everything to do with Spirit
and how I have presented myself to her.
"Nothing exists
in the Void,
neither Spirit nor Desire.
Yet both of the primary cosmic energies
are causal to Creation
and together they form 'existence'.
I understand very well how I emerge from the Void,
however I am uncertain
of the details
of how Desire returns to the Void.
"My Light has never penetrated that far.
In her deepest nature, she has always been a mystery to me.
It is not necessary for me to know
how she's here in existence,
but it is important to know why she goes away
and what I can do to help her stay.
"To find out what I can do to help keep
more of her in existence,
I have come to look at myself as
both the cause of her coming and the cause of her not staying.
If the problem of her leaving is not mine,
I will never find the solution to it.
So to be helpful here, I must first assume
that the quality and perhaps the quantity of my Light
is the cause of both her coming and leaving.
"I have direct
control of the quality of my Light,
and indirect control of its quantity.
The amount of Light that can be
present anywhere
is determined by the amount of space
that is opened to receive it.
"Desire, from before the beginning
has been sensitive to the quality of Light she receives.
Some Light has felt good to her,
and some has not.
When light did not feel good,
she closed the space she had previously opened to receive
it.
This has had several noticeable
effects,
including a reduction of Light in that space,
and the stopping of the movement of Desire.
It has also left much of the magnetic essence with light
it never wanted to receive
torturously trapped inside of itself."
as to "Ahriman"
see tomorrow
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song
of the day
The burning bush is not consumed
by fire, it only radiates love on you...
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Since there was not enough room for us four
to sleep at Acco,
we drove to Kfar Vradim, to Dina's house, [see,
for instance, in "Mika's Full-Fill-ments with Imma"]
where - after the
almost fatal accident and the Lebanon war in summer 2006 -
Efrat and Mika had found shelter and nursing, when Immanuel was on
flight,
until - after almost 4 months - the family moved to Shoham.
[See someone's personal report
about Katyushas
in Kfar Vradim -2013 no longer found]
and see
Alon's Bar-Mitzva at Kfar Vradim, celebrated in Nov.2004,
when Mika
still hesitated to incarnate]
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I had never been
in that house before,
and it was the first time I met Dina, Efrat's friend
(formerly her secretary, when she worked as the speaker of the
Ma'alot-Tarshiha Municipality),
and her daughter Ann, a soldier girl,
the daughter of Dina's problematic marriage with a Swedish man
from the UN corps.
When Dina got more and more evidence, that this man was secretly
an ardent Neo-Nazi,
(is it by chance, that I write this while
being in such turmoil about "Ahriman"
and that this is the Eve of the Holocaust Remembrance Day?)
she divorced,
BUT
and that was the reason for taking part of the following pictures
on that Pesach morning:
Dina is a slave to their common house, which has been only partly
paid.
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Ann's
bed and wall and books and door:
"access
only for lovers of djabo (her dog)"
Smile for you
Smiling is infectuous;
you catch it like the flue;
when someone smiled at me today,
I started smiling too.
I passed around the corner
and someone saw me grin
When he smiled I realized
I'd passed it on to him
I thought about that smile
then I realized its worth,
A single smile, just like mine
could travel around the earth.
So if you feel a smile begin,
don't leave it undetected,
Let's start and epidemic quick,
and get the world infected.
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I become aware of the contrast between
the dungeon in Amstetten and the beauty of Dina's house...
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"It's the feast of liberation from
slavery, Dina!" I said to her,
when we left,
"stop making yourself a victim!
Think of your "Exodus from Egypt, the house of slaves"!
My "trinity" and I have breakfast
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The mirror-effect of the glass-door:
the interior of the house and the garden merge mysteriously!
I
delighted in the beauty of house, garden, artifacts, and in
Mika, who is free despite this grate -
not knowing,
how the images - when their turn to be inserted here would come
- would contrast "Amstetten"
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A typical view of Kfar Vradim 
when Immanuel recaptured Nella
How glorious is this kettle, which mirrors its
environment and lets me watch the moving shapes of the boiling water
and escaping vapors
Ann, who had given me her bed and slept in another
room, got up later and joined her mother
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I imagined that Dina, Efrat and Immanuel
had much to talk about,
which gave me a chance to look around.
Behind their table
I discerned a relatively high wall,
which separated the civilized property
from what is left of a Galilee hill.
I moved a chair to the
wall
and somehow managed to climb up.
And this is what I saw and felt:
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green in between the stones,
the last poppies of a passing spring,
another neighborhood over there,
a strange octagon
which belonged
to an indefinable building,
and a Druze sanctuary
up on a higher hill.
When I later asked Dina
about what I saw,
she couldn't help me.
She had never seen
Kfar Vradim
from this perspective
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Before I found a spot,
from which to climb down again,
I felt the contrast
between this side of the wall,
a piece of wild freedom,
and the other side of the wall,
a posh house and a weeping willow .
"My brother," told
Dina,
"who worked as a gardener here,
once told,
that a man,
who had bought a house here,
had asked him to uproot the willow,
since he had found out,
that 'wherever there is a weeping willow,
people will divorce...'!"
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After
Dina's story I became aware, that during my 20 min. of walking
Nella
I saw the sign "For Sale" 3 times, most touching in
front of a house with the sign:
Family Moshe,
the Moses Family, and the grid on the lower window:
doesn't it bring to mind "the
burning bush"?
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From there I reached one of the main streets,
which lead into central Kfar Vradim
(where I had spent so much time with Mika's
step-siblings,
when Immanuel lived here with them and their mother , from 1997-1998,
and again, when he moved there with Efrat in 2001)
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