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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
and - by extension - all of CREATion!" |
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk
among each other,
and he listens and he
hears
yatakaalamuna allathina
yarau'na-hu ,
va-yusri va-yasma'
Dann die IHN schauen, werden reden miteinander,
und er lauscht und er
hoert
Puis ceux qu'ils voient Ha-Shem, se parlent
l'un a l'autre
il entends,
il ecoute
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It seems that I chose 26 actors
for my life's drama and those 26 actors chose me! One
common trait of all roles is "mutual dependency"
between them and me.
With 16 actors - my family - the mutual
dependency is life-long! With my landlords
at Arad & with my 6 starchildren, born
between 1986-88, it may be temporary.
My children: Immanuel, Ronnit, Micha; my
children-in-love: Efrat, Uri, Ra'ayah; my 10 grandchildren [born
1987-2005): Elah-Alon-Tomer-Mika; Jonathan-Rotem-Yael-Itamar;
Arnon-Ayelet
My landlords: Ofir & Meital+ Lior (2002) & Amit (2005).
My starchildren: Lior Oren, Zipi Winkler , Dina Strat , Meshi
Taib, Gal Mor, Boris Arons [26=YHWH=13+13=ahavah+ahavah =LOVE!]
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what do these 3 attempts to com-municate with me mean? I
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The FOCUS of MY INTENTION
TODAY
Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want,
then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what
may
[The first two
desireswere phrased and explained on Oct.
31]
I desire to no longer try to change
the reasons (patterns, beliefs, judgments) for
choking feelings
but to feel, move, accept them - vicariously - for all humans
who are afraid to feel "the Mother".
I desire to contribute
to human evolution: the capacity to LIVE zest-full-ness and
heshek
as an ongoing vibration of the heart, ongoing like the vibration
of breathing in & breathing out!
I desire to savor this pressure-less creating on K.is.s.-log
in the al-one-ness of my Arad castle.
I desire Tomer to become "parental"
to structuring and full-filling his last days at Bne-Arazim.
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hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
10:30
My Body, my Partner,
my God
I give thanks that you healed the pain
in my lower left gum so fast!
[Yesterday one of the last 3 "alive", i.e. "rooted",
teeth was extracted!]
I give thanks to your lips, which may help me to accept them
as they are.
When I was 14, the mother of my school-friend
Ursel Merz said,
that my lips were "sinnlich", sensuous, and I felt
that she saw this as a flaw.
At another time I asked my mother, if I could put rouge on
my lips.
She didn't permit it: "chew
your lips a bit and they'll be red naturally!"
So I left my lips alone and they seem to have served me well
until now.
Now they are not only constantly dry as before
though I no longer use the damaging Vaseline , but pure olive-oil,
they are tightly pressed together and give my face an unwanted
expression.
I don't think I care much about looking
personally "pretty" or "young".
But I do desire that "New Heart" will express also
in my lips!
I allow myself to give attention to this "nano-problem",
because (see
Oct. 29)
"If
the issues of your sensing and feeling would be "bigger",
you would still be preoccupied with your own separate being.
solving problems on the outside, releasing judgments and beliefs,
healing your own small self into wholeness.
But you are now a manifestation of New Heart in Body on Earth,
and without constant reminders of your task of feeling
vicariously
and thus healing into wholeness all of Creation,
you would falter in the realization of your task. "
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From a chosen perspective I see this heart
between a little shaded orchard and another of the hosting compounds
From the opposite side the heart encompasses the
Dead Sea...
And it suits me well, that the shape of the heart is a bit shred...
The most exciting experience - in addition to
the encounter with Oree and Narda -
was the meeting with Muhammad Abu Hassan Abu Kabua.
On that day - November 4 - with my "intention"
that Tomer might evolve into a dreamer and creator -
I met a dreamer....
I gradually approached the three dwellings across
the trail, which leads down to the
Zealots' Valley
I view the new building from the veranda of one
of the hosting compounds.
I approach the "dome" from behind and
enjoy the view of desert, Dead Sea and water jar through the windows
The exterior seems to be not yet finished.
"The Grave of the Sheikh", as Sa'ar
Carmieli and Muhammad Hassan Abu Kabu'a call their dome of clay.
It is the first real building - started obviously after Sa'ar had finally
gotten permission from the authorities.
"We were building it - we two - within
3 months - with our own hands.
Since the festivals 3 weeks ago, it has been all the time full of guests."
He showed me the toilet (like
all toilets on Rakhaf made of wood scrapings in a plastic-bag under
a seat)
The water jar is just the kind of jar
which I installed outside each Succah.
See the jar in
front of the Isaac Succah below the
Hill of the Angels' Flight.
But in Succah
in the Desert only the main
Succah has an ecological sewage.
On "Rakhaf" each dwelling has a "kitchen-sink",
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"I came here a year and a half ago - and
want to participate in building the entire village
[a healing-learning village
according to Sa'ar's vision].
I have a family near Aro'er (
in one of the unauthorized Bedouin "villages"...)
and drive home with my car every day.
(Even Sa'ar doesn't live on "Rakhaf"
all the time, but has a flat in Tel-Aviv,
and not only because his ex-wife with his daughter and stepson live
there,
but because "I need the air and atmosphere
of Tel-Aviv too,!" as he once explained.
"It is wonderful to see you dream like
that, Muhammed!
For me it is the greatest joy when I see people dream and realize
their dreams."
When he heard that, he was keen to show me every
detail, like the pieces of colored glass in one of the walls:
"at night we place candles behind them,
so outside in the night you can see the colored light!"
 
The toilet to the left:
I hope they find a more esthetic solution for this |
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Muhammed showed me every detail with pride
and I was full of praise except for one critical remark:
"You must hide the two garbage bins!"
"Why, because you want to take a picture?" "No, because
it disturbs the harmony of the interior!"
"Here we can sit outside the house
and pull or remove this curtain" [could
be prettier!] |
"I even made a taboon -
an oven for baking bread - in the
earth!" |
As to more
images of my visit to Rakhaf - see tomorrow
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Actions:
To the pool
(2) climbing up and down
the Wadi of Compassion
Garden: It r a i n e d!
no watering needed!
Kisslog: healing-creating
TV & Internet: learning
Preparing food. Cleaning |
Interactions:
Arab woman: I worked with you in Partnership" 1977-78:
Sayyida Ahmed Bey, now
California...- phone from Felicia,
Skype
from
Ido Sylverstein -
what do these 3 attempts to com-municate with me mean? I
put off
Felicia & Ido, but what with the Arab? |
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Intro
to
k.i.s.s.-l o g + all
dates
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7 years ~ HOME
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SEARCH
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eldest granddaughter's video-gallery
whole&full-filled,
never perfect&complete 
Keep It
Simple Sweetheart
K.I.S.S.
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