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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
and - by extension - all of CREATion!" |
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk
among each other,
and he listens and he
hears
yatakaalamuna allathina
yarau'na-hu ,
va-yusri va-yasma'
Dann die IHN schauen, werden reden miteinander,
und er lauscht und er
hoert
Puis ceux qu'ils voient Ha-Shem, se parlent
l'un a l'autre
il entends,
il ecoute
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The FOCUS of MY INTENTION
TODAY
Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want,
then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what
may
7:30
I desire to integrate the disparate
feelings during Shabbat Eve and to rejoice in the very feeling
I desire to make utmost use of the visit of at least two of
the Quartet: more attention to each!
I desire to accept the drifting away of Yael & Itamar &
to savor the closeness to Arnon & Tomer
I desire that Efrat and I release the judgment that Mika &
other children or grownups feel bored
and that it's our responsibility to invent "excitements"
for them.
I desire to focus on feeling zest-full , and to surrender to
the ascents and descents of its waves. |
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zest-full-ness
=
feeling-breathing-moving
all there is to feel
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hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
8:30
My Body, my Partner,
my God
I give thanks to our lungs and our entire complex breathing-system,
which allows us not only to survive,
but to vibrate each and every feeling in each and every breath,
and this means - to LIVE!
I am increasingly grate-full for the very capacity to feel
in each moment.
I am grate-full that I finally understood, that zest-full-ness
will vibrate in me
- not because of any specific doing or thinking,
leave alone exterior circumstances, events, interactions,
even true love!
but because I'm capable to feel and move all there is to feel
in every breath
I am grate-full for the harmony among us me, Efrat and Mika.
I'm grate-full that Efrat initiated the
big birthday for Tomer next Shabbat,
though it means that I've to travel again so soon,
but it will be the very date of his 14th birthday,
it will be just a week before his entry to"Ben-Shemen"
boarding-school
and it will compensate for the pain,
that we didn't celebrate his Bar-Mitzva last year because
of his bad behavior.
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Conjunction
of Venus and the Crescent Moon
on November 1, Spaceweather.com
from Rob Kaufman, Bright, Victoria, Australia |
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Finetuning to my Present
There were 3 kinds of feelings which filled and moved me during
Shabbat-Eve:
1) the disappointment and anger against the Shais concerning
the planned Quintet-day
2) the memories brought up by the disc for Mika: "My
body is entirely my own."
[a very good idea to prepare kids for saying NOOO to sexual
abuse!]
3) the lack of intensity in the playful, truly harmonious
togetherness of the three of us.
[How could I refrain from judging myself as horridly, even
dangerously ungrateful?
but I did refrain from it and I did feel each feeling of joy
as each feeling of lack!]
I want to note with pride, that I could enjoy the very feelings
in their hues and shades!
(1)
After much thought I took an initiative at the beginning of
this week at Bet Nehemya:
"Efrat, perhaps you want to organize
a Quintet-Day on Shabbat?"
She "swallowed" the "YOU organize" and
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this very minute I received an SMS from Micha:
"Hi ima,
how about i come with the jeep
and we do a trip in the mountains with the kids?
Sitvaniot [autumn crocuses]
are blooming. Altogether I got 6 seats"
I wrote: magniv!! [Hebrew slang
for "splendid"]
Doesn't this mean, that I can let go of my disappointment
and anger right here
and not even report on its "reasons"?
I am so happy!! How wondrous!! I have tears in my eyes!
My whole body wants to go out into Nature after the rains
of this week!
And to do so with the beloved five actors in my drama:
Micha and Efrat, Arnon, Mika and Ayelet,
what more "intense" way to "spend" the
Shabbat could there be?
I think I'll also skip the other two points - no need for
more details!
I heard them getting up and went right to Mika's room
announcing cheerfully ...
Oh the daughters of this family!
The first reaction 'must' be always "but,
but, but - and I'm not keen on it".
Every Shabbat I've spent with Efrat and Mika alone,
she was desperate to "go out", "have a program",
and now this.
"Mika needs to be tied to a seat",
"We'll figure out something!" "This is the
law!"
etc. etc.
I'll give her time
and as to me -I'll feel this double feeling of joy and the
joy being damped
After half an hour Efrat, indeed, came and said:
"I AM glad to go out, don't think
otherwise!
I had a very bad night, woke up and couldn't sleep for 3 hours.
I'll go now and shower"
She didn't know the reason for this,
but for me everything is fine now.
I've also completed the sculpture of the sheep-visit (pre-inserted
on Oct. 28)
and feel totally open towards this day
They came, and there was another hammer - especially on Efrat's
head:
"When Ayelet heard that neither
Yael nor Itamar would be coming,
she was so angry that she refused to come with us!"
said Micha.
"Now Mika will be terribly disappointed",
said Efrat,
but what hurt her more, probably, was, that Mika wasn't important
enough for Ayelet.
I, myself, could see the advantages in the fact that we would
be only Five,
even more so, when it turned out, that Micha had had in mind,
that Yael would come and that the outing with the jeep would
be only with me
and with the three of the Quartet,
and that we could make some strenous climbing in the mountains.
Now he had to accommodate to the fact, that we would have
Mika with us,
who wouldn't walk much, and his looking forward to a wild
jeep trip was marred.
But he took it well and changed the route and our trip of
3 hours was wonderful.
I am so immensely grate-full, to him most of all,
but also to Arnon, Efrat and Mika for their cooperation.
And I am grate-full to YOU, that you gave me this gift in
general,
and that you taught me again !!!
that "if God closes a door, he opens
a gate!"
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Before breakfast and trip - I asked
Arnon to care for Mika
and compensate for his sister's absence |
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At the beginning of our trip - still
on a smooth road
Laterthe bumping of the car
and the splashy noise of driving through the puddles
excited not only the children...
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A
forest of bridges for highways and trains
Micha and Arnon find it fascinating,
and so do I
On November 4 there will be more images
from both perspectives -
driving south to Beit Shemesh and Nahal Soreq
and driving back north to Ben-Shemen Junction and Bet Nehemya
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Peeping backward - through the square hole
in my seat
Our track is Nahal Sorek - entry from Bet
Shemesh
this is the old-renewed track of the train to Jerusalem, despite the
future fast track.
It suits an old and very popular childrens' song:
"Between mountains and rocks flies
the train..."
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Micha, my son, when he is happiest:
driving a jeep or a mountain motorbike
racing through nature... |
I would rather have walked,
but I also enjoyed the driving through puddles... |
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An unsuccessful click through the right window,
where I sat, brought this result: the reflection of sky, clouds and
trees on the cover of the jeep
| Nahal
Sorek (Hebrew lit. "Brook of Sorek"),
also Soreq, is one of the largest, most
important drainage basins in the Judean Hills.[70 km long] It
is mentioned in the Book of Judges 16:4 of the Bible as the border
between the ancient Philistines and the Tribe of Dan of the ancient
Israelites. Nahal Sorek was the place where Delilah lived, and
Samson came to meet her for the first time. It was also the place
she enticed him to tell her the secret of his strength, and where
he was eventually captured by the Philistines:
“
And Samson went to Gaza... And it came to pass afterward, that
he loved a woman in the brook/valley of Sorek, whose name was
Delilah. And the lords of the Philistines came up to her, and
said to her: 'Entice him, and see wherein his great strength
lies, and by what means we may prevail against him, that we
may bind him to afflict him... ”
In the 19th century, Nahal Sorek
served as an important waterway between the two major cities
in the area, Jaffa and Jerusalem. Because railways at the time
were reliant on water sources, several surveyors who planned
the first railway in the Middle East, the Jaffa–Jerusalem
line, decided to use Nahal Sorek as the main route for the line.
While at that time the route was logical, when
plans were made to renovate it in 2001, the digging of numerous
tunnels was proposed to mainly avoid the Nahal Sorek route and
shorten the line. Due in part to the opposition from the Israel
Nature and National Parks Protection Authority, this plans was
never materialized, and the old route on Nahal Sorek was refurbished
complete and is still in use today. The Nahal Sorek Nature Reserve
spans from the Avshalom Cave Nature Reserve near Beit Shemesh,
to moshav Nes Harim.
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Finally the jeep stops
and I can enjoy
sensing the earth,
smelling the trees,
looking closely at the acorns
under the tree called Alon,
the name of Mika's stepbrother
I discern the huge trunk
of an Eukalyptus tree,
before I join the children
who play on the ground
with the little acorns,
I try to get
the entire , impressive
height of the tree
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Song
of the Day
Oh valleys wide, o heights, a beautiful green forest
Eichendorf ~ Mendelssohn
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Täler weit, o Höhen,
O schöner, grüner Wald,
Du meiner Lust und Wehen
Andächt'ger Aufenthalt.
Da draußen, stets betrogen,
Saust die geschäft'ge Welt;
|: Schlag noch einmal die Bogen,
Um mich, du grünes Zelt. :|
Wenn es beginnt
zu tagen,
Die Erde dampft und blinkt,
Die Vögel lustig schlagen,
Daß dir dein Herz erklingt:
Da mag vergehn, verwehen
Das trübe Erdenleid,
|: Da sollst du auferstehen
In junger Herrlichkeit! :| |
Im
Walde steht geschrieben
Ein stilles, ernstes Wort
Vom rechten Tun und Lieben
Und was des Menschen Hort.
Ich habe treu gelesen
Die Worte schlicht und wahr.
|: Und durch mein ganzes Wesen
Ward's unaussprechlich klar. :|
Bald werd ich dich verlassen,
Fremd in der Fremde gehn,
Auf buntbewegten Gassen
Des Lebens Schauspiel sehn;
Und mitten in dem Leben
Wird deines Ernsts Gewalt
|: Mich Einsamen erheben,
So wird mein Herz nicht kalt. :|
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As to more
images of the jeep-trip to Nahal Soreq see
tomorrow
As to the continuation of the play with the Alon acorns, see
Nov. 4
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Actions:
Kisslog: healing-creating
TV & Internet: learning
Jeep-trip to
Nakhal Sorek
Outing to Playground
Playing, singing, dancing at home
|
Interactions:
with Efrat and Mika
and Micha and Arnon
call
from Lior Oren |
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Intro
to
k.i.s.s.-l o g + all
dates
~ Library of
7 years ~ HOME
~ contact ~
SEARCH
( of Latin characters only!) my
eldest granddaughter's video-gallery
whole&full-filled,
never perfect&complete 
Keep It
Simple Sweetheart
K.I.S.S.
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