The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

 

 

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Keep It Simple Sweetheart

 
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March 16, Sunday, - at Arad

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MY INTENTION and PLAN for TODAY


Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want, then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what may!

I desire for Tibet to become a model of how to turn a negative dependency into a partnership.
I desire to complete my healing of my involvement in the drama of my eldest son's family .
I desire to complete all the unedited sculptures of the last 5 days.
I desire to establish a balanced routine of learning and creating for the 14 days at Arad.

image of the day


 

 

 

 

hodayot [thanksgivings] for today
8:00
My Body, my Partner, my God
I give thanks to you for the perfect functioning of our liver and gall-bladder,
and for the healing of the slight pain, which made me aware for the first time,
where our liver and gall-bladder are situated in your woundrous structure.



I give thanks for having woken up so happily
towards these 2 weeks of "no external program".
I give thanks for Tzippi's visit, which was fruitful for both of us.


 

 

"Driving Backward into the Future" = "Closeups to the Past" = Healing&Harvesting my Past

During lunch I listened to part of a talkshow about "Editing Books" as business.
(In connection with the "Leipziger Buchmesse" in these days.)
I've always identified with the predicament of daring editors,
(like the young Lambert Schneider, who asked Martin Buber,
to make a new translation of the Hebrew Bible,
which then became the "Verdeutschung der Schrift" bei Buber and Rosenzweig)
editors who had to struggle hard, or even failed, to succeed financially.



This is one aspect of this theme.
The other is the pathetic failure of the editions of my own book.

As to the German edition by "Walter De Gruyter", Berlin-NewYor, 1978,

in the series Studia Judaica, Forschungen zur Wissenschaft des Judentums,
edited by E.Ludwig Ehrlich, Basel
[who in 1977 organized one of the "Partnership"-Events with me and Nimr Ismair],
money for printing had to be sponsored
by the "Geschwister Boehringer Ingelheim Stiftung".

As to the Hebrew edition,


the Newspaper Editor "Ma'ariv" was reluctantly ready,
to offer the book under its auspices, 1982
but it did not pay one penny for the print,
nor did it do anything to publizise the book.
The money came from the savings of Abraham Lisod,
and his wife, Shifra, never forgave him his willful act until his death in 1990.

 

Am I bitter about this total failure?
I had been so naive as to believe, that the book would change the world.
The only tangible result was an invitation to Berlin by Helmut Ruppel,
to teach as a guest-lecturer for 4 months in 2 theological institutions.
This, in turn, had many consequences,
including a thousand day sickly partnership with the woman Brigitte-Hannah,
but the only consequence, which effected my life on the long range,
was the learning of "Rebirthing",
learning how to move difficult sensations and emotions through breathing.
But I had intended to learn Rebirthing already while still in Israel,
and if not for the chance in Berlin, I might have learnt it in my home-country.


The question then is still:
Am I bitter about the total failure of my book?

I've worked for half a year, half an hour a day,
to insert the German and the Hebrew version on Healing-K.i.s.s.,
and "of course" never gotten any feedback to this either.




Am I bitter?
Maybe only during this half hour of "driving backward".
For I came to understand, quite soon and then more and deeper,
why I AM NOT TO SUCCEED, I.E. MAKE MYSELF A NAME
ON THE EXTERIAL LEVEL.
i THOUGHT i NEEDED THIS NAME
IN ORDER TO REALIZE MY VISIONS
AND I HAVE CHASED NOT ONLY PARTNERS,
BUT PETITIONED PEOPLE WITH POWER, HONOUR, MONEY,
IN THE HOPE THEY WOULD HELP ME.

Today when I watch people with fame, I   p i t y   them with all my heart.
To be successful, to be famous - means:
to be a prisoner of people's expectations , be they real or projected by me,
from day to day, from week to week, from month to month, from year to year.





I AM FREE!
And my visions will fulfill themselves
not by doing but by being,
being myself
- healing and learning, creating and loving -
with every breath.

 

 

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I found the book quoted once:
From A Feminist Companion to Esther, Judith and Susanna By Athalya Brenner

For the first time I searched for my book:
De Gruyter, Rachel Rosenzweig
,
but after I found it, I forgot noting the link,
and later could find it no longer.
The only other page at de Gruyters,
but with my name Rachel Bat-Adam and another of my books, is :
Vanderbilt Divinity Library Judaica Bibliography Fall 2002




This is Abraham Lisod and his wife Shifra, in November 1979.
In the middle appears Leila Simes,
the Palestinian woman, then my friend,
who had fled her hometown Haifa in Israel
during the war of 1948 ,
and lived in London since then.

For Abraham,
who was my most loyal, most industrious voluntary secretary
during the 6 years of "Partnership",
I'm sorry,
that he did not reap any fruits
concerning his edition of my book.

 



"and walking humbly with your God"
[Bible, Micha 6:5]

I feel uneasy about the way I yesterday "informed" Tzippi about T.,
though my horror-stories made her think of a valuable idea.
I don't want to judge anyone in this drama,
and "telling" drastic stories involves drastic judgments.
What should I do,
when the "stories" are needed to make others act?


Let the question sink in
and ask again tomorrow morning!


I will.

 

 

An unexpected event:
The time-consuming installation of the new sewage-pump
was Accompanied by the togetherness with my landlords' family,
mainly with three year old Amit, who, like Mika, my granddaughter,
jumps from exploration to exploration, from activity to activity.
Luckily his sister had to leave for her ballet-class,
so that I could dedicate myself solely to him,
except when his father, who struggled with the pump, needed something from me.



When Amit was done with playing, he wanted to take pictures.
His first command:
"Rachel, sit here!"
and when I sat:
"Play!"
I haven't really played the keyboard for a year at least....


After shooting the profile of me and his mother, he looked for pretty compositions in my room.
Sometimes I had to help him focus, but he got better and better at doing this himself.


A glass-tray with natural beans, corn and seeds etc.
which I once "inherited" from his mother.
above the pewter candleholders from my late sister Ursel, given to me some 30 years ago,
and part of the straw-covered tray I had made for her engagement in 1962,
and which I asked her husband to give me back after her death.
in the middle - upside down - the silver Kiddush cup from Ram Eisenberg

 


Since Lior was about to be brought
to her ballet-class
by her mother,
Meital suggested
that she dance for me - belly dance!

 

Then Ofir arrived with the "Grundfos" carton
and opened it to take out the white pump
in the middle of my room and his family


 
[continuation tomorrow]

2013: It's more than a year, that this pump has needed to be replaced.
And, indeed, after ever so many repairs, Ofir bought a new one (3100 NIS),
He installed it on Marrch 18, together with a badly needed new Niagara.

song of the day

A day will come when they shall carry peace between nation and nation

 

 

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2012


"Abraham" (2002) e-mail quote on March 16, 2012

The thought that you think, you think, which attracts to it;
so you think it some more, which attracts to it;
so you think it some more.
In other words, when you have an expectation,
you've got a dominant thought going on,
and Law of Attraction is going to deliver that to you
again, and again and again.
And you say "The reason that I believe this, is because it is true." And we say, the reason that you believe it,
is because you've practiced the thought.
All that a belief is,
is a thought that you keep practicing.


March 16 , 2012, Friday, Arad-Shoham








7:59 in the morning, before leaving for traveling 3 hours to Shoham:
After 8 hours good sleep - without even having to go to the loo -
I woke up half an hour earlier than designated on the cellphone,
which gave me "lee-way" to feel and be conscious
and heed falling into the "functionitis" of most of my life so far.
I even was inspired by a line, which is a bit idiotic in its simplicity,
but it will guide me throughout these 3 days away from my holy routine:

"Shekhinatee, be with me, be with me, heyee imi, heyee imi! Thanks"

 


also on 2012-03-06

Continuation of the thread "Experiences with my Family"
from the "interval" on the 3 emptied pages of "Ya'acov wrestling with Himself"

The Sequence "Mika's Heaven on Earth"
between 2009-08-01 and 2012-02-09
is inserted in most of the 365 pages of Song-Game 2007


Since January 1, 2009,
I decided to re-employ song-page after song-page in Song-Game 2007
for documenting and exploring
the evolution of Mika, my youngest grandchild,
a starchild whose assignment for this planet seems to be:
to demonstrate by her own living and doing,
how to playfully create from moment to moment to moment.

When - on Febr. 23, 2012 - the SongGame pages were "filled",
parallel to my "lekhi-lakh" from the routine of meeting Mika
,
an "interval" was created on the recently emptied 3 pages of "Ya'acov"

See - at the end of those 3 pages- "a technical-mystical note"
about the meaning of this interval...


This cellphone image of a five-year old will serve as a bridge
between my past routine of photographing and documenting
and my present focus on healing the world towards
"SHaMayim-bli-SHi'aMum"- "Heaven without boredom."

When I arrived at Shoham and fetched Mika from school,
she begged to pay a visit to her former kindergarden.
The last steps we got flooded by rain.
The kindergardener and the older kids who still knew Mika
were very happy to receive us both, Mika and me.
Segalit was just about to tell about "The Burning Bush",
and the sentence, which during the next days
Mika and I quoted often:
"Take off your shoes..." Exodus 3:5

Segalit urged me to take over the teaching and I told,
how this sentence was my first contact with the Bible
!
[It was written above the entry-gate to the little Catholic church
in the village Wolfartsweiler in which we were evacuated from 1944-1946] .
Then I sat down - on the only empty little chair, -next to this girl.
While the 25 kids played a game with letters and numbers.
I watched Elah expressing utmost frustration - in sound and movement.
Though I knew the reason for her suffering , I asked her about it.
"I, too, want to put a number there!"

Too little appreciation and too much boredom are the tortures of humans, from the moment in which they are squeezed in too big a group.



What a relief, when this hour was "over", and I could enjoy the walk by foot - home to Mika's house.
Since then there was only the joy of learning and creating and of interacting with a few human beings.

The first ones
Abba and Imma,
called from Thailand
by Skype


Later Micha, my son,
announced
that they would come
for Shabbat-Dinner
and bring all the food
with them


Then called Mika's
other grandparents
from Acco.
But Mika is - like me - not too keen on virtual interaction.
"Can I lay the table for us and Micha's family?
"But it's only 3:30, Mika!" "Never mind, I want to do it now!"

 

How did she manage
to take out the huge glasses
from a cupboard
without breaking them?
I, in any case,
did not help her with anything!

Only the white flowery branch
was broken by me
from a blossoming tree
which we passed on the way.




While Arnon was still at his home, he sent an SMS
"Please , Savta, let's have "Pfannkuchen" for desert!
See how often this dish appears on Healing-K.i.s.s....
Mika begins to prepare the dough with great enthusiasm.
She already is a little "Masterchef" like her father
and, for instance, opens 3 eggs with perfect skill.
When the family of her cousins arrives,
Arnon shows us some "youtubes",
uploaded by his co-players in the musical "ensemble" of his school.

See more tomorrow

 


also on 2012-03-06

10 Hebrew lines daily between Ya-Ra towards the doomed-to fail shemshem.org
2012_03_14- 2013_03_13DELICIOUS      DELETION

 

In April 2009 Ya'acov wrote 9 articles for an intended website
"To Be More"
2009- 2013_03_13DELICIOUS      DELETION

 

 

2013

 

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