I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
"I have been
very clear with Body that I wish for him
to take the lead,
and show me
where I need to move
to be more fully in support
of him and his desires..."
"In some ways
my relationship with Body
is in a worse condition than my relationship with the Mother..."
"...as I have
cautioned the Mother
about the denials
still present in my Light,
I must also caution her
about the denials
that are also still present
in Body"
"The first step
in relating with Body is
to be able to perceive me.
"For instance, right now in the first attention
I'm moving my eyes to scan these lines of type as you read.
Can you feel Body doing this?
How does it feel?
"Thank you for stopping and paying attention
to something you may not have noticed in a while ~
Body in the first attention,
the one of us who is closest to you.
In fact, your constant companion and best friend ~ remember?
"What else do you notice about me?
Can you sense the pull of gravity
that draws me into the seat
or whatever is supporting us?
Is there any discomfort,
any place where you feel
Body may want to move or change position?
If so, thank you for helping me.
Thank you for noticing Body
and allowing me to adjust myself for more comfort.
"If you have done this,
you have used your consciousness
to be of service to your sentience.
By becoming consciously aware
of even a slight sentient discomfort,
and giving that part of Body or Will
the loving light of your conscious awareness,
you have helped consciousness serve sentience,
you have helped the God of Love
become present with something needing healing in your Body or Will.
"This has not
been the general rule, in any Creation.
Ever since manifestation began,
consciousness has insisted
that sentience should serve him.
"The fundamental problem in Creation
has been a result of the power
that consciousness has held over sentience.
"At first glance it seems natural.
Spirit and consciousness seem to be
stronger, wiser and quicker.
Why shouldn't they be in charge?
"The answer lies in the feeling nature of Will.
"The Mother's sentience holds the key
that makes it possible for consciousness to exist.
Her magnetic essence knows just what is right
and what is not right in any given moment ~ by the way it feels.
"Consciousness can look at the situation
and 'see' what is needed,
but without the feeling sense in the Will
that is holding the situation in manifestation,
he cannot really know what is right.
A great many manifestations
that look good but feel bad
have resulted from the conscious awareness of Spirit
having dominance over the sentient awareness of the Mother.
"The time for mind to rule over Body and the emotions
is coming to an end.
"Healing Body,
Body healing Creation ~
this will happen.
It will happen
because Body has the parentalness
and power
to bring consciousness from its position of master over sentience
~
to the much healthier position of her servant.
Only when consciousness is at the service of sentience
can the real healing begin.
"You are Body
in human form,
and whether you have realized it yet or not,
you have incredible skill and potential
in both powers of awareness.
As Body, both consciousness and sentience are at your command.
You, and only you can do this thing
that has never been done
"The willingness
of conscious awareness
to serve sentient awareness
is the first necessary step in healing within Body.
[The
second step:]
"…This
point of absolute presence is
where one may experience themselves
as the crown of Creation, and indeed its Creator.
"This is the journey of the spiritual masters and mystics
and many practitioners of magic.
It is considered to be the way of conquering death,
because in eternity ~
in the single moment of 'Now' or 'all time,'
there is no death.
In these terms death is part of the illusion of linear time,
just another element along the rim of the wheel of karma.
"But all this 'attainment' has been leaving something
out ~
Body and the Mother.
The Will and Body of Creation
have been left behind by these 'adepts.'
They were necessary steps
to the attainment of permanent cosmic bliss ~
but here in the 'Now,' they are no longer necessary.
"And
although nothing has seemed wrong with this,
when consciousness has moved into the 'higher realms'
away from the first attention,
away from sentience ~
and particularly away
from the most difficult parts of the feeling essence,
it has in effect left manifestation itself behind.
It's been a journey of return to Original Heart,
but without Body,
and without the Mother's most vital parts.
"And
it always has ended in singularity,
oneness without true peers.
"This
was not Original Heart's intention in
splitting itself
to create manifestation.
And it is nothing like the
Mother's dream
[I
advise to open HEALINGKISS pp2
and pp2b PEER COMPANIONS,
and to link from the quotes there to Godchannel>bodyclass]
"...this permanent withdrawing of consciousness
has not been helping
the healing of the pain and suffering of the lost Will in Body.
This has not been
consciousness in the service of sentience.
This has been consciousness escaping the limitations
it has perceived certain kinds of sentience had placed on its freedom.
It's been the old story
of Spirit lifting out of the pain, suffering and hopelessness of Body
and the Mother."
'Spiritual
attainment' has meant essentially
that consciousness leaves the brim
and moves up to take permanent residence
in the all-powerful present moment of Creation.
But this is not true wholeness.
In this scenario Body is left to die its 'illusionary' death.
And Will is left without the light or consciousness
that she needs to bring herself out of her pain.
…Heart,
balancing the feeling sense of sentience
with the knowing sense of consciousness
true wholeness demands that it all be included.
Nothing can be lifted out of or left behind."
"Loving
Light, truly exalted consciousness,
conscious awareness with the intent to heal ~
is Light that is coming down
from the heights of glory and power
to be with the most anguished terror in Hell. See
pp54 Light's Way to dwell in Hell
Loving Light is truly
worthy of the title 'God.'
It is Light that's willing to somehow find its way ~
to dwell with the Mother and her most painful realities in Hell
"But
who will do this?
Who would voluntarily bring their consciousness
from the heights of the cosmic glory and power they have attained
~
to the hopeless depths of torturous pain and despair?
The answer of course is you,
the human whose intent is the healing of Creation.
"Only
those who are already in manifestation
are capable of completely identifying with Body in both attentions
~
and then reclaiming all of the lost Will of Creation,
all of the lost Will in manifested existence.
Isn't this you?
"Only you are
capable
of bringing unmanifested Spirit
and the eternal glory of Heaven
to its new home here on Earth.
This is the essence of the healing work,
the culmination of Original Spirit's search for the Mother's Body."
I
breathe, I move, I sound ~~~ Heaven to Earth
ite of ancient Modi'in, thtown of the
Mbeean rebels,hhhh [187 B.C.],
nd also the town of
the spiritua leader RSSi El'aza of
Modi'in, to who feel close.
s slain by that time's terrorist leader
Bar-Kok[132 A.D.]re Ikkk daily wa anSod work, create
paths and prune figtrees, tended since the last inhThhdjjtjllabitt fled or
were evicted in 1948.
ere I ponder in pain about "
rtnership" nd my failure toprevent
wt I foresaw.
is part of my website is still a chaos and doesn't gve more th some hints
of wh I d then and mean now.
splitting itself
