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See
below: Song-Game 2007: Little pain,
fly to the moon and Yaelka 2014 |
The FELT days 244 ~ of the next 15 FELT
years [see
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to feel better,
you have to get better at feeling! 1 5 y e a r s = 5 4 8 0 days of g e f u e h l t e - g e f u e l l t e Z e i t "inmitten der Ewigkeit", f e l t - f i l l e d t i m e "amidst eternity" from the beginning of my 76th till the completion of my 90th year [unless I'll die after all] The feeling chosen from a day is exhibited in max. 7 lines per day since August 28, 2013 Since March 25, 2014, almost the only documentation of my life is distilled in "Felt Days"!! -- -What is implied in the biblical Tent-quotes, is my role in the manifestation of the Tent-Vision! Names in Latin letters on top can be found in "Search" or on the Internet |
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The Heart is awake - p.137 Monica: "...Es waere schoen, dies so zu Ihnen hinueber rufen zu koennen wie die unerschrockene Amsel drueben auf der Spitze der Laerche. Warum scheutman sich eigentlich so vor dem direktenWort ... Fuerchtetman sich, dem Schicksal gestaendig zu werden und damit die S c h l e u s e n t o r e a u f z u s t o s sen, vor denen die Fluten sich sammeln? Ich weiss um dieses Schicksal! Es ist etwas anderes, ob junge Menschen ihre leichten Herzen einander schenken, ehe das Leben angefangen hat. Wie junge Quellen miteinander spielen. Stehen Sie auch manchmal unten auf der kleinen Eisenbruecke, Ben, wo der ganze See sich vor der S c h l e u s e staut? Wenn der Sturz beginnt, verliert das Wasser alles Spielerische, es ist nur noch ein blanker Guss aus Glas, kein Tropfen mehr frei, alle hineingepresst in die ungeheure Stroemung durch die Gewalt der Massen, die sich ergiessen wollen................... p.138 probably at the very same hour, Ben writes: 21.Mai 1930. Morgens. Geliebte! Geliebte! ...Ausgestreckt auf meinem Lager habe ich wie unter F l u t e n einer grossen D u e n u n g gelegen, stundenlang. Dunkle, wunderbare, zeitlose Glueckseligkeit, in der ich einen Ewigkeitsschlaf getan habe. ...Ich glaube, ich kann nun nie mehr sterben! |
Move
to my next Felt Day in Batsheva-David
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May 9, 2014 - OHEL 93 from among its 365 appearances in the Bible
In one verse 5 times "OHEL" ! the first time this ohel-verse chose itself for a Felt Day was on March 28, 2014 |
and if I would have again climbed down the Wadi of Compassion,
I would have found only dry rocks - and some- not many- stones with lichen.
And while the beauty of sight, scent and sound was still making my heart quiver,
I had to face "the dark side" of so much water, though- logically, rationally - in no way connected with "Water in the Wilderness",
which will come - as I've said - when feelings are no longer unwanted, abhorred, held back, punished, repressed, denied.
When Ofir, my landlord, came home after 5 PM, we together explored the cause of the flooding of my veranda and its furniture..
Though sleepless hours later told me I had not listened to my body, which suffered from all this "standing around", while Ofir worked hard,
I'm glad I could prevent Ofir from uprooting my "tuttit"-tree, and search for the "wicked" hole in hose deep underground - somewhere else.
I'm also glad I got to know yet another 8 year old boy, who suddenly joined the band of the three: Amit, David and Lihi, all in the same class,
boys who prove, that children can still enjoy themselves outside, with bikes and in each others' company, instead of staring into some i-phone.
This starchild, Erez, was very interested in Ofir's exploring, repairing, installing [driving to town twice, even after 7 PM, to get some equipment),
and finally insisted to shovel back all the soil that Ofir had carved out from the spot near the Tuttit-Guyava, where the hose was NOT damaged.
[see an image of the not yet planted tree in April 2012 - above an image of the DRY veranda]
  
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Towards the Eve of Shabbat
- in between working very hard to get all the "things" on the veranda to dry
before putting everything back in place-
including the palm-fronds, which served as "bed" for the outer and inner tent ,
and which got soaked by the water just as much as the mattresses and carpets-
I think I know how to interpret the shocking coincidence
between the blessing of the 40mm rain and the damage from the erupting garden-hose:
[In this moment Yanina finally called and I could convey to her, that whatever she shares with me, has one message:
"Let go of your belief in the diagnosis of the doctors!. Do not make it easy for yourself! Live as if you would not die!"]
"When more humans will vibrate and womb what they feel,
- which will be like an ongoing soft rain-fall on the desert -
other humans will be so triggered in what they still deny,
that their denials will erupt more strongly than before."
So how am I to live with that?
"Understand that this is an unavoidable law of transition,
vibrate and womb the pain and hold on to your pioneership!"
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Video
about The Tent-Vision "Once humans know who they are |
2007-2011
InteGRATion into
GRATeFULLness
Singing&Sounding keeps me Sound
Little Pain - Fly to the Moon!
+ Yael's and Arnon's Co-creation in 2011:
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children's rhyme to comfort a child when it hurt itself Abba Rafael Rosenzweig my his memory be blessed |
a
simple, soothing tune: Imma/Grandma Rachel Rosenzweig Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam |
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from
Puzzle Piece 1b, Driving Backward to retrieve Goodness While working - im May 2010
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A lullaby for Yael. She used to cry a lot, when she was a baby and small child. I carried her around in my arms, singing just her name - to the tune of a German folksong [see "Yaelka" mentioned there]. It was the first Grandma Day at Arad, in May 2010 to which the "Quartet" traveled without the help of grownups, when I enriched the tune by "crying - being happy". |
 
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YAELka
- YAEL Yaelka, Yaelka, Yaelka, Yael Yaelka cries, but Yael is also happy, Yaelka, Yaelka, is happy-cries-is happy. |
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See the same scene around the same table and the same kind of puree 3 years later, May 2010 on the former SongGame page ( May 8, 2007) |
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each one blesses - gives thanks - for one processof how one item on the table was produced by either nature or man or both. On their 3 day holiday - Pesach 2007 - in Arad the quartet once decided to agree on one blessing, which they would then all say together with one voice. This time they praised their bodies who transform the food: "We bless our mouth, which can eat, our teeth, which can chew, our tongue which can taste..." |
 Grandma loves the desert and so do the grand-children Grandpa and Grandma made two songs about the moon, and now Yael's brother Itamar asked for a professional telescope, so we could go to the desert and watch "the holes in the moon" left there by so many little pains of little children and grandchildren. |
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Childrens' Songs
by Rafael&Rachel Rosenzweig |
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+ Hebrew lyrics by Rafael to
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Arad, March 21, 2011,
Yael's and Arnon's Cocreation see
context:
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when there is nothing to say, everything can be a little different and tomorrow you'll see, it hasn't ended And if the end is aleady seen on the horizon, it doesn't mean that there is no chance for a beginning, it will arrive by itself." |
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