From "Appendices List",
September 2002,
reviewed and wholly accepted
on July 3, 2003,
4 hours before the temporary closing
Healing-K.i.s.s.:

When I felt the need
to provide general "background"
to sculptures in the Puzzle Pieces,
I had no idea, that, in fact,
I was readying myself
to "Drive Backward"
on a large scale.

"To drive backward into the future",
is God's advice in Godchannel.com,
and my first "Puzzle Piece"
deals with understanding and applying this advice.

The so-called Appendices are really about Healing and Harvesting my life.
And the close-up is as magnified
as the skin of my thumb ,
which is the background to these words.

"There is much to harvest
from the past,

and standing firmly in the present,

you can reel it all in,

make it your own.

Each event in the past

has been an essential step

in bringing us to where we are now.

And where we are now
is always the present moment.

"This moment now

is the farthest into the future
anyone has ever been,
including me.

Savor it now and use it

to bring yourself to wholeness

by reclaiming all of the essence

you have lost to people and situations in the past."

The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.i.s.s. as stated 12 years ago - was and is to help me and my potential PEERS to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness, and - as holograms - all of Creation! Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013 and Overview of its main libraries [If you look for a word on this page, click ctrl/F and put your word in "FIND"] I focus my experiencing and awareness on being "a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel": I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb' pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness, so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve, and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!! "I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

2001_06_06 - Last Update: 2011_06_27

Towards a temporary closure of Healing-K.i.s.s. : 2003_06_27
Re-Viewing this and other pages is frustrating, to say the least.
I kept improving on this creation throughout these 2 years,
"but" I would need more "time" to bring it to fruition.
But from this fruit then new seeds would fall into the earth
and germinate and grow and flower and mature towards new fruits.
And as "Abraham" now (in 2011) says:
"You will never get it done, nor will you ever get it wrong"!

 

From
"Does Earth lead the Way?"

"It is the partnership of Deity and Humanity
that will accomplish the healing work
necessary to lead the way back to wholeness
for all beings in all Creations. "

"You are My companions... I want the pain and suffering ended... Pain and suffering is nothing more than denying the Will, the magnetic energy, its role of guiding you to your own right place. Blue Book p33

"Once you have compassion for yourself, love can be born" "You have to learn to feel." "You need to move into your bodies." Yellow Book, HEART SONG, VIBRATING HEARTLESSNESS TO LET HEART IN, p.182-3

"Healing cannot manifest, until you understand how to heal yourself. No one else can do it for you. God is not going to magically bring down Earth changes and heal everyone on earth. The Golden Age cannot be experienced by you unless you have the vibrational power with which to be present there." Violet Book, The Unseen Role of Denial, p. 180

Are you attracted to
www.GodChannel.com?

or to the eight books of
"Right Use of Will"?

I am, since 15 years!

How can I redeem my emotional body?
I have "evolved" my mind and my spirit,
but as to rage, to pain, to fear, to shame,
I cannot even use a baby's expressions:
It screams, cries and its body rans wild.

I need to "move" my emotions.

I need to let Body heal my pain.

I need to release my judgments.

Once I know how to evolve my emotions,
I do not have to protect myself by denial,
by patterns, habits and unhealthy beliefs.
I can embrace all of myself, all of my life
and - being a "hologram" -all of creation.

God's evolved understanding coaches me
to heal and to become whole
which means

being myself
without guilt or blame and without denial,
being with other whole beings:
with peer companions.

While I'm updating this page, 2002/03/29, 13.00
Israel has entered Ramallah with 20 tanks
20000 reservists are being recruited.
A "reaction" to the Passover "massacre"
or the final suicidal plunge into war?

The first thought which I remember is:
"Can there be a world without war?"
I was five, when we were evacuated.
My father was missing, in fact, killed .

My father - a minor officer in the German anti- aircraft artillerie - photographed himself with the photos of his wife and 2 girls. In 1946 we heard, that he was killed in 1943. My mother visited his fictive grave in Catalania/Sicily,1965

 

Since then, all my learning and loving,
all my immense working and suffering,
 has been - smile! - 'to save the world'.
I hated myself, but I loved the people.

What a sad, dangerous contradiction.

I have come a very long way
to heal myself towards self-acceptance,
but it's been only for the last year or so
that I have committed myself
totally and solely
to this healing into wholeness.

Until 1970,
I chose good
and denied evil.
I trained my mind -
I despised my tears.

That year I started
to walk towards wholeness.

Since 1986/12/31
Right Use of Will
quickened my steps.

Godchannel opened in 1997,
and since then I'm taking leaps.

 

Today my only goal is: to  heal  myself  into  WHOLENESS, and - since every one is a hologram, to heal our planet, even CREATION! I do this by learning daily and ever more: - to move and accept    all my emotions and - to relate to my body   as to my best partner. The situation in which I heal best is with my family and with peers. W   H   O   L   E   N   E   S   S "But this is not beautiful" I said to Arnon, age 5.10. whose drawings often are amazing "But it's beautiful in my eyes", he said simply, without being hurt. "Look at the kind of sky I painted, look how thin the rays of the sun are and look how I managed to paint the clouds, so they are not totally black."

 

For this reason  I am  creating this

 

HEALING - K.I.S.S.
PUZZLE

 

to encourage myself and my peers
to freely share and move emotions
 like pain and shame , fury and fear,

and then and only then
to understand and to choose
experience,

and from there:
to accept myself and be whole.

 

Wholeness is the condition for
Free Will,
Free Will to know, as I want to know,
Free Will to create, as I want to create,
Free Will to love, as I want to love.

Mozart Concerto for Clarinet

Wholeness: Ayelet (4): "But that's not at all the nose of grandma!" Arnon (6): "But that's how I know to draw!"

 

 

I identify with what is said
in the human-divine dialogue:
The New Road Begins Here

"Yes yes yes yes yes yes yes -
I say yes to these lessons you are giving, GOD.
I feel so grateful
to feel in myself an alignment with you
in choosing to reclaim the Mother essence
we have so heavily denied.

"Although I have had many moments of feeling
the total hopelessness and helplessness
of realizing a loving Creation,

I must say that this moment I feel very hopeful and inspired
being part of our amazing recovery.
I give thanks to you and all others
that are moving now
to take back and heal their lost wills.
Your healings help me to heal."

"As your efforts help my healing."

"... I get the sense how I am,
and each of us are,
pieces of God,
and the greatest gift we have is
to take responsibility for what is ours
and heal into wholeness.

"I envision
the scattered and broken pieces of a puzzle
gradually, by their own free will,
coming back together
to find their own right place
to make up the magnificent alignment of creation."

"We're all in this together.
And our journey home brings us into greater awareness of each other,
as your vision of the puzzle coming back together.

"And yet
each piece in its own right place is also the whole.
The greatness of a piece is not in its separateness as a fragment,
but in its unique alignment with wholeness."