The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries


[If you look for a word on this page,
click ctrl/F and put a word in "find"]


I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

52 days of Moving and E-volving Emotions Manual - 33rd day, September 2, 2002

This is Bruxelles in Belgium,
the representation of an atom.
I reconnected to friends there,
and soon after disconnected.
Why? The tragedy of my life.
They were hurt by me,
but they didn't tell me.
They played it friendly.

I want a peer atom.
Balance between us.
If you cannot stand up to me,
if you cannot work things out with me,
    it means that I am stronger than you.
      This   I  cannot and   will  not  bear.

 

 














 



2014

er it's "larmin

The FELT days 127, 128, 129, 130 ~ of the next 15 FELT years

1 5   y e a r s  = 5 4 8 0   days   of
g e f u e h l t e - g e f u e l l t e   Z e i t   
"inmitten der Ewigkeit",
f e l t - f i l l e d   t i m e  
"amidst eternity"
from the beginning of my 76th till the completion of my 90th year [unless I'll die after all]
The feeling chosen from a day is exhibited in max. 7 lines per day since August 28, 2013

On 6 days of the week I learn, but Shabbat is dedicated to my main feeling: grate-full-ness.

Since feelings must be vibrated~ wombed, each day closes with a song, fitting the 7 lines

To challenge myself like that -while not knowing what will be "staged"
in my personal and in the world's drama till 2028 , exhilarates me!

2014-01-05-Sunday -still 5355 days

I am to be with Lior (25) and with Gadi (57),
so they will find their way to THEMSELVES.
I yearn for Gadi to be the "translator" of my
Desert vision (like Aharon for Moshe), Ifelt
shame, that he "didn't quite understand",
what I wrote.  I work " be-qol dmamah daqah" and I won't shun SHAME of failing to communicate!

2013song-Dec.: Tzê, ve-amadta ba-har


2014-01-06-Monday-still 5354 days

It's not yet noon and I already received  t w o
signs from heaven, via Efrat and via Tzippi:
Is Avi officially closing the Succah-business?
Will Wardit be the pioneer of Ohalah-teachers?
I feel high excitation about the fast pace,
but also fear that I might delude myself.
Yet - "on the way" - I could really help Tzippi!

2013Song-Nov.Nr.2: Kol asher korae li

2014-01-07-Tuesday-still 5353 days

A trying night! First Body's twisting, yawning, scratching, squeezing = vibrating unvibrated feelings, then -while listening to my daughter's "le-hibarê tamid me-khadash" a crash !! of my recorder till I removed & reinserted batteries. Then painful dreams.- I must remember my essential vocation: to be a pioneer of feeling!

Song: 'itfini, shkhinati, be-rakhmekh

2014-01-08-Wednesday-still 5352 days
Another night with noisy squirming, but beginning with an inspiration:add to the title of the concept:

I felt and feel elated by this addition together with yesterday's "permission" to open a new file on "Healing-K.i.s.s." for the first time after 4 years!

song: admat ha-midbar mesurah o soreret

January 5, 2014

"a new beginning based in
w h o l e   s y s t e m   s o l u t i o n s"
[from "Nourisment, Heaven-to-Earth5"-addition in 2011"]

"Abraham" (2001) e-mail quote on September 4, 2011

There are no happier people on this planet than those who decide that they want something, define what they want, get hold of the feeling of it even before its manifestation
and then joyously watch the unfolding as, piece by piece by piece, it begins to unfold.
That's the feeling of your hands in the clay.


I will yet again make thee to dwell in tents, as in the days of the appointed season.
I did know thee in the wilderness
another translation of Hosea 12:10 + 13:5
I will make you live in tents again, as in the days of your appointed festivals.
I knew you in the desert

This verse was the "sign from Heaven", which was given to me today.
Though it is underlined in one of my two Tenach editions,
I don't remember to ever have come across it since I'm "busy" with tents.
It encouraged me to do the same I've done in English yesterday [s.tomorrow]:
to write an even more concise draft of the vision in Hebrew,
all the time thinking of Gadi as my "Aharon", but being aware,
that he might not feel whole with "using" the vision,

when he'll appear for the interview with Shmulik Rifman and Roni Marom.
Right after the news at the Postal Bank about my "liberation" [s. below],
Tzippi came to see me and gave me a chance to summarize all the signs,
that the time is ripe {'et la'asot la-Shem, see my canon in 2013Songs June Nr.2}
but also to re-affirm my decision to NOT MANIPULATE Gadi into acting as Aharon!


Lior,
without having read
my sentence above,
"changed her profile"
on Facebook on this day,
obviously in order
to make
a new beginning
with herself

see about Lior
on Nov.13,2013

Jan. 5, 2014, 6 PM: after yet another correspondence with the authorities about my "debt" concerning the land of the Succayah.
Hagit, my angel, asked me in the afternoon to inquire at my Postal Bank, if the seizure of my account was finally removed.
Half an hour I tried to find the phone-number of my bank ("we would not have given you any info anyway") ,
finally I called my landlord, another angel, if he knew how to reach that number.
He was on his way home from work, and suggested to take me rightaway to the postoffice.
I arrived just 5 min. before closure and was told: "Everything is alright, - no seizure!" I and my children can breathe!
I still feel a sting about the injustice that has been done to me and the 3000 NIS that still have to be paid..
But I now know, of course, that this "persecution" of almost 2 years was meant to open my eyes,
that the time has come to manifest the mature Desert Vision: the Mobile Desert Hosting Economy

 

 


January 6, 2014


From the 1994 Succah Memorandum
DESERT RESOURCES COMPANY. LTD
For utilizing the Comparative Advantage of the Desert:
SPACE, PURITY, SILENCE (SPS)



60% of Israel, 82% of the Arab countries and one third of the planet are DESERT.

Following the peace-process
in the Middle East [after Oslo, September 1993]

the DESERT will soon become a major issue.

The Succah-Vision
is about

a socio-economic infra-structure
in the DESERT,

based on modern technology
(solar energy and gathering rain-water)

and on modern DESERT hospitality
(small hosting enterprises).


.....
The SUCCAH-VISION ,
or the economic approach to the SPS of the Desert,
uses the Biblical "Succah" as a symbol for the stay of Wo/Man
"in unsown land" [Jeremia 2,2]
as well as for the creativity of Wo/Man
and her/his creation

Efrat called, first - to make sure that I own the document about the annulment of the seizure of my bank-account,
and then announced:
"My boss, who, as we found out recently, is also the accountant of "Succah in the Desert" asked me:
"How can we reach Rachel Bat-Adam? She has to sign together with Gadi and Efrat
the closure of the account of "the Company for Desert Resources".
"Why now?" asked Efrat
Since Immanuel had been so fiercely against my "new activity", I only now informed them of "the scroll for Avi".



Tzippi came to receive support for herself, but at the end told me about a bunch of friends,
"who all learn with Dvorah Ilan (Wardit Bar-Ilan) the messages of "Right Use of Will!"
She changed the name of her work into 'Shalom im Ha-Adamah' - 'Peace with the Earth'.
"
Wardit was the one, through whom I was given the vision of what became "Succah in the Desert.
I already pondered if to reconnect with her - she is the paragon of a teacher in an Ohalah/Rihlah!
But I learnt, that I'm not to initiate any reconnection (e.g. even Ran Lichtner did not respond!)






EXPLORING


I again encounter the Basata-website and wonder,
how Sherif and Maria feel with regard to hosting new guests every single day since 1986

The History [excerpts]

While Sherif el Ghamrawy was a student at the Faculty of Engineering in Cairo University, he began to think about leaving the big city for a cleaner and more wholesome life. The idea of emigrating was not appealing to him. He wanted to create something unique here in Egypt far away from the crowded and polluted capital.

.... in 1982, he arrived in the Sinai and his journey ended. He had discovered an unspoiled paradise! ....Sherif camped on the white sand beach a little bay nestled between two hills and decided to change his life and set up a business in what was then the Egyptian hinterland. He bought the property with the intention of preserving his parcel of land from the type of damaging development he had seen in Hurgada and Sharm el Sheikh. He was not an expert in the tourism industry but felt that he could do something that would impact great numbers of people.

He suffered through years of bureaucratic red tape and the government’s misunderstanding of his vision. Nothing of this nature existed in Egypt at the time. Sherif wanted to integrate his love of camping with his desire to protect nature. He did not want to ruin the natural beauty of the Sinai but wanted to create a balance between people and the environment through a project that would be as simple as possible. He came up with the concept of Basata, a place that would be conscientious of the natural beauty of the area, would operate in harmony with the environment and where different cultures could meet and mingle.

In 1986, he officially opened Basata for tourists. He started with one hut but toiled and sweated until he had four. He bought water until he was able to bring a desalination machine to the area. The original bathrooms consisted of a tub of water and a bucket. And the main hut housed the communal kitchen area and a living room, less than half the size it is today. Initially, Sherif alone took responsibility for every task involved in operating Basata: building, cleaning and cooking. ....

At the beginning, Sherif was encouraged by family members and friends who came to camp. Somehow, word began to spread and more and more people arrived to experience what Basata, and only Basata, had to offer, to this day, Sherif has never advertised. Basata became a meeting place for people from every corner of the world...

Among the first visitors was a ... German woman who ...decided to stay. Maria and Sherif were married, and she soon became an indispensable part of the place and together they continue to enhance and improve Basata.

 

There was a crucial influence of Basata
on my mobile model of a Desert Hosting Business:
the use of bamboo!
It was Sherif , who donated the first three bamboo poles
for the third generation of pyramidal tents,
which I created in Wadi-at-Taula ,
some kilometers further south from Basata,
in July-August 1996.







January 7, 2014

An example for people's change of attitude toward the treasure of the Earth.
1858 an American wanted to explore for the sake of cartography.
how far he could navigate into to the Colorado river
The boat ran aground -- a hidden rock! After the failure he wrote:

"We were the first group of Whites, and will be -without doubt- the last ones ,
who visited this totally useless region.
Whoever comes here, can do nothing but return.

Today 5 million tourists visit the Grand Canion, which is next to the Empire State Building.
the most popular point of attraction for tourists in the USA






Prof. Sarah Zimin, whose son Noam was a host and artist in the Succahah
and in whose home in town I prepared our senseless, useless participation
in the exhibition of Israel's tourism in the Opera-House of Tel-Aviv, in 1993,
once said to me: "Before I came to know this desert hosting business,
I drove by the desert seeing nothing in it but bleak, dull, desolation..."


Hamdah, our Bedouin neighbor, teaches me
and Sarah Zimin, a university professor,
to make bread without yeast
[from "Succah-Diary-6"

 


January 6-7, 2014: First Draft in Hebrew:
since January 7, 2014 expanded on a new, special page on Healing-K.i.s.s.
Every upgrading of text and composition of the concept will be done there,
not only of the Hebrew draft, but also of the English draft, sculpted on Jan.3


A Vision about a Mobile Desert Hosting Economy

ENVISIONING


My own tent in 1996 and a guest
the tent from without - as a part of a Rihlah - and from within

Little solar panels energized a little fan and a little light in my tent
An opening in the back opposite the entrance helps the air to move.
The time was Yom Kippur, i.e. the hottest season in the Sinai-desert.

TRIED OUT since 1992




Hosts bring water to the Rihlah


With the Mayor of Eilat, Gabi Kadosh, in the one of the Four-Nation-Tent
(in its structure a model for the mishkan in an Ohalah/Rihlaah)
which we were allowed to keep on the ground in January 1998


Working as a cleaner and gardener at the hosting-business of Metzuqe-Dragot, 1998
Because of a species of unbearable mosquitos
I soon was to add an inner tetrahedron of mosquito-net


Baking and eating pancakes in the tent



Camels and solar panels and the two wings of the tent's entry





Waking up in the morning....



Only my private tent, at Arad- kept as a model,
was errected in my neighborhood , in 2012
- after a "hibernation" of 7 years on my veranda
I was glad that Boris gave my tent a chance.
"By chance", my son visited my on this day.
He does the last work: putting stones on the margins of the silvery tent above the black tent





ENVISIONING




























January 8, 2014
Coincidence and a chain of memories and understandings
"To paint is to omit", [Max Liebermann].

Waking up on Rakhaf opposite of what reminded me of Noah's Ararat-mountains.
Though I refrain from pushing,- in the evening ("after Mika would have been put to bed")
I felt, that I should call Efrat, my daughter-in-love, and ask, if everyone was alright,
since she hadn't responded to my 2 letters about Avi's Succah bank-account.
She said, they were hosting Martin
(the son of my ex-husband's widow) from Switzerland,
adding, that he spoke of me with high appreciation, and handing him the phone.
"Have we ever met, Martin?"  "O yes, in Succah in the Desert , 20 years ago."

After a while - while squirming in my bed - another "Martin" came to my mind,
the man, who was my fiance, when I was "dragged" towards my destiny in Israel.
Back in Germany I wrote a report for the DAAD, who had granted the scholarship.
Martin, who came back from the USA, where he, too, had studied with a scholarship,
frowned when he read my report:
"You must let go of this German style!
Intend, that each sentence you write can be easily translated into English!"

Now during this night, in Israel, Arad, 53 years later I looked at the fact,
how - from the beginning of my website - I was guided to "sculpt" every line.
The sculpting of words and - later - the composing of text and images,
(the latter began already in my primitive report about a group holiday when I was 12)
limits my overflooding thinking and finally helps me to reach
what Rafael in 1961-62 advised for THE book I would write:
"this can be achieved only by a constant process of elimination,
provided, of course, that there is something to eliminate."


Now I can see the connection between sculpting-composing on paper or screen
and the Ohalot/Rihlaat/Pyramidions in the desert:
Utmost simplicity, focusing on integrating Adam and Adamah
and on creating an opportunity for the Yakhid within a Yakhad.

Since there now is another story with bureaucracy,
I gather the documents of the Peace Process 2002,
since they imply extremely vital lessons !! towards
the Mobile Desert Hosting Economy

RECALLING   experiences     towards the MANIFESTATION     of the MOBILE DESERT HOSTING ECONOMY

From Peace-Process 2002-5th page


As usual in the morning I opened TV for a moment: would there be a message?
What I heard was just one sentence from the mouth of a man - no context, nothing:

"or is it a case of doing too much good, so that evil will come out of it?"
I became even more inflamed with
"ceterum censeo the Succah esse delendam"
2014: this is one of the few quotes I remember from my extensive studies of Latin, 7 years in school, 1 year at the university:
As the old Roman senator Cato repeated over and over again, that "Carthago has to be destroyed", I said - already in 2002!
"by the way my opinion is, that the Succah has to be destroyed!"


From Peace-Process 2002- 6th part

I felt, they had listened intently and understood deeply.
I then asked Gadi to read the document aloud.
The discussion of some points made me see with great joy,
that our consensus about the Succah's character & message was perfect and total!


Three of Avi's stories may exemplify this:

1) The ordeal of achieving legalization has ended lately.
17,5 hectare are registered at the Israel Land Administration.
This includes the absurdity, that 0.4 ha are "building space".
The mayor of Mitzpe-Ramon, who is informed of this fact,
now brings along real estate agents with all too known aims. Avi shoves them out of the Abraham succah:
"In 10-15 years you will visit with your grandkids
and still discover the same relation and proportion
between human structures and untouched nature.
For they make Desert Hosting Economy possible."

2): Last Sunday the Succah was closed down.
But, as it happens, towards the evening guests arrived.
They pleaded to not be turned away and Avi agreed.
Later he found out, it was the US deputy ambassador
and probably a CIA man, with their wifes.
In one of the succahs the gas-heater stopped.
The guests came down for help and were told,
that the empty gas tank needed to be replaced.
"It was 9 PM and the team-workers had gone to sleep. I fetched the tank and started to carry it to that succah. The guests were perplexed.
'But why YOU? Aren't you the boss?' 'There is no boss here. We all do our share of work.' They were pleased and insisted in helping me carry."

3): Among all the touristic enterprises here,
only the Succah has to pay Arnona [municipal taxes].
The others have too many debts already.
The hotel, which belongs to a man who owns 4 hotels in Eilat, got exempted, and received a large sum of money in addition, since he threatened to close the hotel and fire 70 workers. I asked: "So how much do you pay for taxes, licenses etc?" "6000 NIS per month, among a budget of about 30000. It's like a salary, but since I don't take a salary, I manage. People think, I'm an idealist, they don't understand, that I just love to live here and love to do, what I do."

We signed the agreement, wholeheartedly, I think.


Then Avi offered his thoughtful gesture:

"The Purim festival is not too far away.
It's the only Jewish festival,
that starts with sorrow and ends with joy.
If it suits you and all your kids, and Rachel too,
you'll be not just Succah guests, but MY guests.
Before you'll go to sleep in the Ismael succah,
We'll do, what tradition asks for: drink wine,
until we can't discern between enemy and friend."

Efrat said: "A stone fell from my heart."

Gadi said the same, but only at the end of the day.
During the meeting Gadi's face showed pain, especially later,
when he entered "Nebo" to take back some personal stuff.
I had erected "Nebo" as an open structure,
from which visitors could view the succah,
like Moses on Mount Nebo could view the Land,
but without entering it, unless they were guests.
When Gadi's family moved to Mitzpe-Ramon,
he wanted to live in a succah of his own,
and turned Nebo into a closed geodesic structure.
Like the Tent of Appointment - Nebo was wrong.
1) It's structure and interior were beautiful,
but too hot in summer, too cold in winter.
2) It exceeded the appointed number of 12 sleeping spaces.
3) Visitors again had no place to inform themselves,
unless they entered the "Abraham" succah
and weighed down on the team.






 

RECALLING   experiences     towards the MANIFESTATION     of the MOBILE DESERT HOSTING ECONOMY

From Peace-Process 2002- e-mails

In a long letter on 2002-08-22 - with all the paragraphs his lawyer had suggested to him - Gadi mentions
that "we intend to bury the Company for Desert Resources LTD"


So how come, that it is registered up to this day, and Avi is now "appointed to dismantle" this company,
and I, Gadi&Efrat, have only to sign the document?
But "my" Efrat, who was asked by her boss, who in another business is also the accountant of all three:
the Company LTD, inactive since 2002, Avi's "private" Succah-Business, and Gadi's "Zimmer" business at Mitzpe-Ramon,
how I could be reached, to sign the doc, - fetched it and read it carefully, "in case there was another catch",
became suspicious when she read: "all debts have to be paid, before the account can be closed officially."
Till now a company, that was inactive, simply faded away, but now there is a law that it has to be "closed".
Gadi, after a phone-talk with this accountant, told me about a toll of 1000 Nis for each year of inactivity!
I felt that I became crazy! Just 2 days ago I was relieved from the last tail of the Real Estate "Debt" saga,
and now another "debt" is thrown on me, I who totally separated from Succah in the Desert in April 1996?
Gadi thinks, that it was my "scroll" which ignited Avi to dive into this law about inactive LTD companies!
I am -
when not connected to my inner voice - scared, that this is Avi's way to circumvent the contract of 2003.

from Peace-Process 2002-6th part
The contract between me, Gadi&Efrat and Avi Dror on March


2002-08-23

"Towards communication and writing of a covenant
between Gadi and Efrat Lybrock and Avi Dror
"
This also hints at the history of Succah in the Desert with the Authorities.




Towards a covenant between Gadi and Efrat Lybrock and Avi Dror, August 2002
and how I surrendered to the capitalistic concept of a Hosting BUSINESS both for the Succayah as for the Ohalah.





My bitter, bitter, bitter experience with surrending to the capitalist concept

 




I then made four proposals, of which two are no longer relevant:
The first - that Gadi and Avi should meet with me in my home
instead with their lawyers, once in 2 weeks for 2 months -
was accepted by Avi and refused by Gadi.
The second was to replace the Company by an "amutah" (NGO)..
The third and fourth are still relevant.



Since the implementation of the rest of my proposals in August 2002 failed totally ,
there is no use in uoting them now, though the approach will be forever relevant.


Continuation